Slow/Sad/Strings/Rap Instrumental Beat

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  • čas přidán 23. 11. 2014
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    Produced by DJ Ray in FL Studio 9.1.
    Beat Name - "Hope Again"
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  • @jonathanskipper9287
    @jonathanskipper9287 Před 7 lety +1452

    Look
    I'm rejected
    Neglected
    If there's any love or hope in the world
    Haven't felt it
    Cuz I'm
    "So dang ugly" or
    "Not good enough"
    and I'm treated that way
    But I guess life is rough
    Had enough
    of tryna be tough
    I find so many flaws
    I call so many bluffs
    In this world that I can't stand it
    Neither as well can I understand it
    So many reasons I'd be discriminated
    Yet I don't get why I just have to be hated
    I'm an innocent kid
    With a few weird talents
    But people hate me cuz of it
    and I've just about had it
    Get mad in the scenario
    Well your emotions
    Almost nobody cares you know
    Where's the hope
    Scared and alone
    Somethin' I go through everyday
    And I don't give a crap
    Just as long as this ingrained feeling
    Goes away
    (P.S. Me IRL like if u are relatable)

    • @lllxloserxlll
      @lllxloserxlll Před 5 lety +29

      I know I'm late but this would go grate as a song ya know

    • @lzylay
      @lzylay Před 5 lety +14

      I love it man

    • @austingriffis9488
      @austingriffis9488 Před 5 lety +16

      This speaks to me because I nearly always feel hopless/not good enough. I just guess I'm just as hopless

    • @micahcorpuz2346
      @micahcorpuz2346 Před 5 lety +4

      Mystic flames xd st same here

    • @chocineal3154
      @chocineal3154 Před 5 lety +5

      @@austingriffis9488 no you are not
      Because

  • @keyzele
    @keyzele Před 4 lety +77

    *i can’t think of anything to rap to this*

  • @cookiesforlife2357
    @cookiesforlife2357 Před 5 lety +1105

    *when everyone else is making up cool raps and you can’t think of anything* 😂

  • @owenmarshall1671
    @owenmarshall1671 Před 5 lety +60

    I thought I was alright
    Thought I could keep up with this fight
    crying almost every night
    I just got to hold on tight
    People telling me all these lies
    I hoped I would realize
    That is was just a disguise
    I’m not really in their mind
    I’m just there by their side
    Hoping that I will getting a surprise
    That all the tears in my eyes
    Would go away, but not with my fight
    And that someday I’ll be alright
    But I keep telling myself all these lies
    Hoping that I won’t have to say so no goodeyes
    Everyday and night
    Is just another fight
    Hoping someone will realize
    That I’m wearing a disguise
    Hoping someone will see
    That I’m not really me
    Just ignoring reality
    I just want to fall asleep
    Just want to fall in deep
    So I can be at peace
    Covered in all these sheets
    Listening to these beats
    Covering up the pain
    That’s all in my brain
    Trying to entertain
    That they are all to blame
    For the flame and shame
    Then I realize
    That the disguise
    Is for this painful game
    That everyone be playin

    • @niniandlaylay2556
      @niniandlaylay2556 Před 4 lety +2

      Owen Marshall love itttt

    • @kevinkennedy4767
      @kevinkennedy4767 Před 3 lety

      My I plz put that in my song

    • @owenmarshall1671
      @owenmarshall1671 Před 3 lety +1

      Kevin Kennedy sure why not

    • @senvuy6933
      @senvuy6933 Před 3 lety

      Yo if I can could I make a song of this :)

    • @tipical_ty5289
      @tipical_ty5289 Před 3 lety

      making a song out of this if thats alright
      i wills share the link when i finish if you dont like it i will not post

  • @gpanther8418
    @gpanther8418 Před 5 lety +188

    Rap starts at 0:15
    Context: my grandma passed away at 4:00am and it changed my life forever
    Wake it’s 4 in the morn’
    So far it’s just norm’
    Mom sprints in my room screaming at me
    She cries out “I’ll never be happy”
    I said “mom what’s wrong”
    She weaped and cried like in a sad song
    “Maw maw’s gone, she was with us so long.”
    In my mind I’m screaming “what went wrong!”
    Now I’m in my bed crying
    I feel like right now I’m mentally dying
    Everything now is blacked out it’s terrifying.
    My mind is saying “No trust their all lying.”
    This is moment making me depressed,
    I think my whole life is just a big test
    Everything rushing through my mind no time for rest
    I feel like I’m about to go into cardiac arrest
    My mind making think I’m just a guest
    My family saying i am blessed
    But they don’t know the shit I have on my chest
    All of it I just try to digest
    That won’t hide that inside I’m stressed
    Feel trapped like in a birds nest
    They go “𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 the opposite of the best”
    Ok well then how was a first if I’m the worst
    Nobody can hear me
    Nobody can hear me
    Nobody can hear my cries I call out from the moonlight
    Looking up to a friend
    Most of this I can’t apprehend
    My mind it’s starting to bend
    I see that I’m closing in on the end

    • @starcat9429
      @starcat9429 Před 5 lety +3

      Nice man

    • @larissa840
      @larissa840 Před 4 lety +4

      This is so underrated. I loved it and low key cried Im sorry for your loss btw

    • @oo-bd6lb
      @oo-bd6lb Před 4 lety +5

      You should make this a song if you don't I will 🤣🤣🤣

    • @MeetFluence
      @MeetFluence Před 4 lety +6

      Felt bad for Grandma buddy
      Btw rap was lit af

    • @human1885
      @human1885 Před 4 lety +3

      Wow What A Creativity! 🙂☺️🌟

  • @neishav2470
    @neishav2470 Před 5 lety +111

    @0:34
    I gave you my heart
    And you tore it apart
    I gave u my love
    Should of known from
    The start. You dead
    Played games. Just
    Wanted to get laid.
    Should have known i was getting played. Man
    Everything was fake.
    I'm picking up the blade
    Drowning in this lake
    Should have known
    You was a snake
    Now I'm wide awake
    Closing my heart
    No one gets in
    everyone gets out
    This isn't what this is about
    I'm shouting loud
    And crying hard
    I was so stupid
    Such a retard
    Got me thinking bad
    Now I'm always sad
    Millions of scars
    Blood down my arms
    When I die, look at the stars
    Way to different. Way to ugly. Way to slow. And way to crazy.
    Said you was there
    Life aint rly fair
    All you do is stare
    Sit there in silence
    Nothing to steal
    My heart may never heal
    I'd rather be numb them feel
    I'ma forever keep quite and seal
    Is this shit even real?
    Tired of long sleeves.
    Every single move I make
    Blood leaks.
    Maybe it's true what they say I am a "freak"
    I guess I'm not calm
    I'm really crazy.
    Not pretty. I'm ugly

  • @9ine9ine12
    @9ine9ine12 Před 4 lety +5

    I am now feeling immortal and liberated by these fresh beats and mortal killer tempo. A true god has been born. ~ A God In The Flesh

  • @blahblahpidgeon6123
    @blahblahpidgeon6123 Před 4 lety +114

    New beat comes out
    10 seconds later...
    Everyone in the comments becomes a rapper
    o.O

  • @guenchi2666
    @guenchi2666 Před 5 lety +16

    It started when I was young so tender and so true, innocence filled up my mind like everything's all but the truth
    Days had past and we're growing up to fast, can somebody help me up cause I think I wanna go back
    Those days when life was lighter and dreaming felt like it's nearer, but we sadly grew up when everyone's blinded by the future
    Them saying "You can't do that" when it's the only thing your good at, "well what job will you get?" and all you muttured was those regrets
    You said sorry to your old self, the 9 year old in me, "Honey I can't be a that celebrity", if I tell them they'll laugh at me
    Their words hurt like hell but I never showed them a tear, the only thing I know is someday they'll see me performing with some peers
    And for those fake ass friends who told me I dream so high, y'all being pilots someday I just wish y'all soon fly
    Cause even though y'all can't see, I'm striving hard just to be, one day I promise to be at a stage and y'all will see what y'all made of me
    I'm barely breathing and ya know I'm starting to starving, my vocal chords are abused and my arms and legs are now bruised
    But I ain't stopping, this dream is the only thing I'm trusting, death's the only way I know if I can't afford to obtain this goal thing
    I don't need a name, fame, money, wealth, or even power, I just want people to appreciate how I've build to step on this tower
    Now soon enough I'll achieve my goals, gonna fly to another country, gonna live alone with strangers till all of them becomes my homies
    I'm gonna make it one day, in a chart or at the billboards, gonna have concerts around the world and live the life I truely wanted
    So for all of those who think they can't achieve their dreams, don't listen to them cover that ear, one day you'll achieve it just believe in yourself while you can, cauae you will, and I'm telling you that you will cause life is short so take the risk, start today, one day you'll say "Thank you to the old me"
    And if that happens dear, I'm proud of you, you're a strong homie

  • @itscyn2124
    @itscyn2124 Před 8 lety +869

    This is my second ever rap, I wrote it about my ex girlfriend, she did me very wrong. I treated her the best I could and she lied, cheated and manipulated me. She was my first love too. Tell me what you think and any feedback will help! Thanks!
    This girl I was with, She never even tried
    Our love was a myth, Nothin more than a lie
    I thought we were something, That we actually mattered
    But it was just a fling, Left me emotionally battered
    She acted out in hate, Cried out in pain
    She so confusin she left my mind in a blank state
    She ain’t grateful, Complain bout the food on her plate
    Or her clothes that got a stain, I feel trapped in a fuckin crate
    She treats me life shit not carin bout the pain
    She could care less if I found me a new mate
    Even after she’s gone, She tryin to make me jealous
    But in this decision she was the queen and i was just a pawn
    I guess she regrets leavin, The only one that cared
    She’s left cryin and weepin, When karma attacks baby you best be scared
    It comes up slowly, silently creepin
    Bitch you aint goin nowhere cuz its got you fuckin snared
    It bites down hard and rips you to a shred, Guilt eats you alive with no fuckin regression
    All you can do now, Is wish you would have fled
    Im done with your games, cheatin and messin, Get to the point, Take yo fuckin meds
    Your bipolar ass can’t make a decision, You want me or not? You make my eyes glow red
    You treat me like the toy, You keep on your shelf
    You only choose this boy, When your sick of yo self
    All you ever did is use me, abuse me, When I was trying my best
    If want me then choose me, before you lose me, Put these games to rest
    Guilt hurts bitch but just think and see, This shit is messed
    Its what you deserve for fuckin with me, Makin my life a fuckin wreck
    Im not gonna feel bad for your sadness and depression
    When you put yourself in it with yo actions and transgressions
    You act with no though, word or plan, You wanna be reckless
    You depend on your man
    But nobody’s here now, Just me and you
    Pray to your god and bow, We got a score to settle between us two
    My words hit you like, pow, bitch, not many last, only far and few
    My words work miracles, sink deep down in yo head
    You’ll forever remember, No happiness for you, Just be sad instead
    I dont care about your feelings or emotions
    I’ll manipulate yo mind like i got fuckin potions
    I got myself set, and My mind is made up
    I fuckin bet, What i say will fuck you up
    Prepare for the fall and set up yo net, Pour yourself a drink and lift the bottom of yo cup
    You aint prepared to be dished out, All the karma you deserve
    But karma dont give a fuck, So sit down and get fuckin served

    • @donaldstorm2831
      @donaldstorm2831 Před 8 lety +18

      Bruh 0-0
      dat was BOSS truly I rapp myself but that's a 100 out of a 5 if I rated my stuff it would be maybe a 7 yours is a 10 like DaFuq bruh how good are I've seen a couple of yo rapps there good

    • @itscyn2124
      @itscyn2124 Před 8 lety +4

      +Donald Storm Thanks dude! That means a lot!

    • @itscyn2124
      @itscyn2124 Před 8 lety +3

      ***** Thanks man! :) Its my second rap :)

    • @itscyn2124
      @itscyn2124 Před 8 lety +2

      +Ryan Reed Of course man! Im sure it'll be great :)

    • @donaldstorm2831
      @donaldstorm2831 Před 8 lety +4

      +ItsCyN no problem and I should be thanking you but anyways thank you lol

  • @scharakdarkhunter1680
    @scharakdarkhunter1680 Před 5 lety +1

    I've written for a girl. She don't want me and I love her for years. With this track, i can show her my tears from all years she loves other boys. Thank you for it

    • @ven8230
      @ven8230 Před 2 lety

      What happened after 3 years?
      I wanna know!

  • @raducristian_s
    @raducristian_s Před 7 lety +91

    It ain't my fault,but this is war
    You said you wouldn't love me anymore
    So i tried to be a man,not to cry
    But I couldn't hold my tears in,I couldn't make them dry
    You said I'm a jerk,but it's your fault
    And when you kicked me out,i felt like i was hit by a thunderbolt
    I didn't cheat on you,so why the fuck did you try to kill me?
    And now I can't hide my feelings,I have to let them free
    I loved you,and didn't want to make you cry
    When I left,you didn't even say "goodbye"
    I can't let you go,you are the definition of perfect
    But you're playing with my feelings,you think I'm your muppet
    I have one question: "why?"
    Why have you stung me just like "bull's-eye"?
    I wanted to make you happier
    But instead,you made me angrier
    I am confused,what did I do wrong?
    I don't know,that's why I'm writing this song
    You were the only reason I was living for
    Now I can't do shit,because you destroyed my core

    • @luxotixgaming6924
      @luxotixgaming6924 Před 7 lety +2

      radu sarau need help to make a rap.for my dead dad

    • @raducristian_s
      @raducristian_s Před 7 lety +2

      +Luxotix Gaming​ Well,you have to write words that describe your feelings on a piece of paper,and then,try to combine them into rhymes

    • @raducristian_s
      @raducristian_s Před 7 lety +1

      The ReMixr well,if you credit me in the description,you can use it

    • @raducristian_s
      @raducristian_s Před 7 lety +1

      The ReMixr waiting for your video to come out ;)

    • @maliyahedwards513
      @maliyahedwards513 Před 7 lety

      so my name is Maria what's yours

  • @AnNguyen-ze6xt
    @AnNguyen-ze6xt Před 8 lety +3

    DJ Ray your music is the best

  • @irishrampage21
    @irishrampage21 Před 8 lety +604

    my son raps to this beat

  • @wilfredhenry1819
    @wilfredhenry1819 Před 6 lety

    thats awesome and sad beats bro

  • @nhlanhlambekela1508
    @nhlanhlambekela1508 Před 5 lety

    just found this beat and im inlove with it even wrote a full song for this, great work sir..

  • @cosmiceunoia799
    @cosmiceunoia799 Před 4 lety +23

    I walk the face of the Earth
    And all of the bones they align
    The scent of war and all the bodies
    They plague my mind.
    In these hands I hold, A sword crafted from steel,
    Forced to fight against these kingdoms against my own will.
    The wind blows fast and the dust it blows harder
    The things that I have seen and all the pain I’ve endured.
    All of the cities collapsed
    All the children are dead
    Our future generation, has come to its end.
    I walk these lonely lands
    Where the nature once roamed
    Where all the trees stood tall
    And where the grass would grow.
    My armor is broken
    And so is my will
    All this damage we’ve caused
    All the blood we have spilt.
    What was it all for?
    Why did it have to come to this?
    Look at all the things that we did to our precious land.
    The flames they still burn
    And the ashes of the people,
    Black as the night
    And my thoughts they are deceitful.
    A soldier at war
    More like a broken coward
    I lost all of my courage
    When this battle devoured,
    All of the clouds in the sky
    Replaced to ashes and smoke
    My only question is why- I can’t help but feel provoked.
    Things were bad before
    But now there's nothing left to cope
    I see I’ve made a grave mistake
    We've reached the end of the rope.
    I kneel beside my town,
    My humble abode
    I whisper under my breath ‘I’m sorry for heading down this road’.
    A road of damage and dirt
    A blatant filthy massacre
    Full of sins and garbled remnants of the world we inhabited.
    All we wanted was peace
    A word we never seemed to understand
    Our leader had led us, our world, into the sand.
    I open my eyes
    And look at my surroundings
    I’m safe inside my home
    And the lights they are blinding.
    My sword of steel is gone
    And my armor has dropped out of sight
    I look around and the confusion, it ignites.
    Trump is on the news again
    Giving a speech,
    Making up some bullshit
    To get us on our knees.
    To worship him
    Like he's a mighty god
    Telling us his lies
    He's only here to tear us apart.
    I’m not a soldier at war
    I don’t ever want to be
    I won’t ever hold a sword
    Or ‘clear the path to destiny.’
    But the bodies are there
    But there's also a light
    A light that can save this Earth if we try.
    I spent an hour writing this. I hope someone finds this and likes it. It goes a little over the song, so you say some words even when the music's over. Let me know if I did good though! And please I beg you, don't steal my lyrics! Thank you

    • @gnokiworld1966
      @gnokiworld1966 Před 4 lety

      So sad i want to use your lyrics but it was good lyrics bro

    • @cosmiceunoia799
      @cosmiceunoia799 Před 4 lety +1

      @@gnokiworld1966 Thank you so much!

    • @unicornpupp4554
      @unicornpupp4554 Před 4 lety

      Aniyah Langmeyer I’m gon use it and I’m gon give u credit

    • @cosmiceunoia799
      @cosmiceunoia799 Před 4 lety +1

      @@unicornpupp4554 Ok that's not a problem at all!

  • @williamburgess5045
    @williamburgess5045 Před 7 lety +8

    awsome very creative. I could listen to this a day

  • @user-mw9jj6iy7t
    @user-mw9jj6iy7t Před 5 lety

    Vicious MIA, the goat of console right here

  • @kimberlybrown2254
    @kimberlybrown2254 Před 5 lety

    Like it keep up good work

  • @TheKerrylou
    @TheKerrylou Před 5 lety +11

    Look ,
    I’m stuck in depression
    I know you are too
    So why is no one telling me
    What the fuck I’m supposed to do
    Telling me to leave
    No one telling me to stay
    Cause all society wants
    Is for you to take your life away
    Sadness is my heart
    Depression on my mind
    Funny how our demons
    Are so beautiful in disguise
    The more you look for happiness
    The more it blinds you
    I went to hell and back
    And all I got was you
    Stop giving me your hand
    From when you let me down
    I’m still coughing up water from
    When you let me down
    I’m about fucking done
    Without you I’ll be fine
    I think it’s bout time
    I ditched water and got wine
    Why you telling me to lie you know my lips aren’t sealed I wanna get help but I’m afraid to get healed

  • @djflowers4292
    @djflowers4292 Před 7 lety +49

    never let emotions get the best of you, gotta be strong
    because once you let them take over, you're long gone
    you gotta keep your mind right, never wrong
    i would call this more of a story, than just a song
    ive been through some tough shit in my life
    not many things nowadays can keep my spirits high
    the loss of a best friend, a funny guy
    lost his life cuz of the crazy shit going on in his mind
    some people take life for granted, man its not fair
    cuz you look at people who dont have shit, and you dont care
    man some people have no souls, i fuckin swear
    to all the people who dont have nothin, your in my prayers

    • @bob1244
      @bob1244 Před 5 lety

      DJ Flowers bro your rap is actually so good. Could I use it to rap in class??

  • @anireapaiat7285
    @anireapaiat7285 Před 4 lety

    just one good smooth beat

  • @kevinblanco7268
    @kevinblanco7268 Před 7 lety

    Dope beats

  • @jagrocks100
    @jagrocks100 Před 5 lety +40

    Girl, Why you do this to me? (By me)
    Verse 1
    Yeah
    So much time has gone by
    Since my happiness with you has gone sky high
    Leaving me in the middle of nowhere
    Turning me crazy enough to start pulling out my own hair
    I ain’t going to lie though when I say I can’t sleep
    Because I tried to take a giant love leap
    When I saw that I didn’t make the jump
    I fell into sadness, hitting the floor with a giant thump
    My heart broke into so many parts
    That people knew I have fallen apart
    However even after the pain I have felt
    When I see you, you still make my heart melt
    So I wonder why for a year I have taken this love gamble
    When now I know this is too much for my heart to handle
    Chorus
    All I wanted from you was some time
    For us to hangout but you make it seem like a crime
    I know I don’t ask for much
    But you still won’t budge
    So why you do this to me
    I am broken can’t you see
    I am filled with so much sorrow
    Wondering if to you I’m just a shadow
    But only cause I am hoping to spend time with you tomorrow
    Verse 2
    I can still recall the first time I met you
    Man that was an awesome day to go through
    What started out as simple partners in class
    Turned out to be a friendship that I knew would last
    After a couple of days of day dreaming,
    I knew that my crush on you was a strong feeling
    I got you gifts whenever I can
    Cause you are so hot like a person in the sun getting a tan
    You always said “Thank you Julio for this gift”
    I was blushing so hard I knew I was standing stiff
    My happiness was at a all time high
    I never thought once of saying goodbye
    I always said “She’s going to be a keeper”
    When in reality you were killing my insides like the grim reaper
    Chorus
    All I wanted from you was some time
    For us to hangout but you make it seem like a crime
    I know I don’t ask for much
    But you still won’t budge
    So why you do this to me
    I am broken can’t you see
    I am filled with so much sorrow
    Wondering if to you I’m just a shadow
    But only cause I am hoping to spend time with you tomorrow
    Verse 3
    Every day that passes by without you
    Feels like an eternity of darkness that I hate going through
    I feel like there is something wrong you ain’t telling me
    But when I ask, I get something like “No! Now leave me be”
    I never meant to be rude
    But you seem like you are in a bad mood
    All I want is to be there to help
    But you harsh words and actions make me wanna welp
    I can’t do much for you but to pray to god
    Because I know the way you are acting is a very odd
    Bridge
    God wouldn’t let this happen with no reason
    I’m trying to figure out what you’re feeling, girl please just...
    Tell me now if I should stay or if I should leave this
    It’s like I can’t swim and I’m stuck in the deep end
    Chorus
    All I wanted from you was some time
    For us to hangout but you make it seem like a crime
    I know I don’t ask for much
    But you still won’t budge
    So why you do this to me
    I am broken can’t you see
    I am filled with so much sorrow
    Wondering if to you I’m just a shadow
    But only cause I am hoping to spend time with you tomorrow
    -The end

  • @redhd3104
    @redhd3104 Před 7 lety +281

    I've had enough of it
    I'm tired of all this crazy shit..
    I wanna go back home where I'm appreciated
    But I know I'm not there to save my family
    DAMMIT it was all cause of me!
    they were shot
    now I'm sitting here alone in a parking lot!
    I should've been there to save 'em
    All I could do was sit and watch
    as the ambulance drives by
    damn time sure fly
    now Ik all I can do is..
    sit here and cry..

  • @daziercolon3916
    @daziercolon3916 Před 6 lety

    It's so good i love it

  • @dakotaapple8223
    @dakotaapple8223 Před 7 lety

    Amazing insperashionl Makes me feel sad but happy at the same time

  • @joeshields1994
    @joeshields1994 Před 5 lety +3

    You raised your head high when mine hit the pavement...
    You say your fine but I’m where your pain went. 🌔

  • @childsplay5644
    @childsplay5644 Před 8 lety +39

    Verse 1:
    Steady reminisce over on how we used to be friends. You say we always fight yet I still wonder again and again. I try to ask whats happening or say whats up. And you just turn around, flick me off and say that's whats up. I'm confused and frustrated as hell. It happens every time I try to reach you on your cell. I'm trying to make peace. But these chains keep me from being free. I don't know how you live life. If every time you turn around someone stabs you in the back with a knife. Me and my family struggling. So I'm out here hustling. Trying to make some money. And maybe provide for my family and honey. But gotta be careful. Because money is the only thing your friends will care for. So tell them to back off and quit the crap. Or you are gonna get put into a booby trap. And no not that kind of booby trap. I'm talking the booby trap that's gonna leave you liquefied like sap. They say float like a butterfly, sting like a bee. Well be prepared to be knocked out your seat. I can't decide. Why is my mind so wasted. Can't tell if I just lied. I probably did because my mouth is like a bitter taste. But it's okay though. I'm knocking through you row by row (Woah).
    Hook:
    Steady reminisce
    I steady reminisce
    Steady reminisce
    I steady reminisce over you
    Verse 2:
    Can't stop thinking. At least it's not illegal, cause I'm always doing it. Twisting and reeling. My mind is losing every bit. It's okay baby go play. I don't need to feel ashamed. I've been there and done that. I just want you to stay. I'm not ashamed because of the fame. But because you went, left, and snuck out with that cat. My bad if I hurt your feelings. But understand you hurt my feelings too. That's why I say fuck the world when I'm making a killing. Steady tryna stay, it's okay cool. But mess with my emotions one more time. You'll get slapped without a clue of what you left behind.
    Hook:
    Steady reminisce
    I steady reminisce
    Steady reminisce
    I steady reminisce over you

    • @childsplay5644
      @childsplay5644 Před 8 lety +2

      Tell me what you guys think, please I would appreciate it. Its 8th song i wrote for a mix tape I'm doing with a beat similar but it is a little longer than 2 minutes

    • @michaelmadani8945
      @michaelmadani8945 Před 5 lety +2

      @@childsplay5644 great amazing! Maybe make a CZcams video but also use autotune

    • @travis_loves_cougars6451
      @travis_loves_cougars6451 Před 5 lety

      Can I preform it on my channel i will give you credit

    • @kynggonzales1195
      @kynggonzales1195 Před 5 lety

      kyng

    • @Anonymous-uh2cm
      @Anonymous-uh2cm Před 5 lety

      Childs Play you better stop posting good lyrics before someone steals them

  • @kenyonlopez5122
    @kenyonlopez5122 Před 8 lety

    This is such a good beat

  • @mony_phka8478
    @mony_phka8478 Před 4 lety +1

    Damn nice beat

  • @veha07
    @veha07 Před 5 lety +28

    Yeah, I felt depressed, I was over obsessed. I felt pain, In my brain. It going crazy like a train. Sometimes I just want to die, But my friends are on my side. I always feel bad, Like My dad. I never wanted to live, But it wasn’t my decision. Sisters, Always proud. Me, Always alone. I tried hard to stay strong, But all I got was a over think. I tried, Tried, And tried, But I still can’t get it off my brain. I feel like I’m going insane.
    Yeah, I want to die, But no, I want to cry, Wait no, I want to do suicide. I don’t get the point of living when you all alone, The point I give is to celebrate alone. Like my birthday, No one showed. Christmas, No one cared. I just stared, Into the corner wanting to die, Suicide.. Yeah... You get my point, No one cared, No one shared. No one came, I got all the shame. While everyone was in fame. I cried, cried, And cried the night away, Falling asleep.
    I cried myself to sleep, Yeah. No point in trying, All I think is suicide yeah.. They break my heart, And never return it back. They turned there back, Sooner or later they will not care what I will do. Grab a rope, Tie it around my neck. Maybe grab a knife, And stick it in my chest. Maybe take pills, It’s overdose. Maybe shoot my head, Oh no. They will only care once you are dead, Yeah..
    Maybe some day, God will chose, Maybe he will let you loose but, maybe not, It can be the ugly truth. They Say “What’s up dude?” You say, “Nothing much.” They look at your wrist, They see your cuts. Look, It’s not just me like this, I’m not the one with the convince. The voice inside your head, Telling you so much bad things, But you listen anyway. It’s a heartbreak, Thinking of suicide, yeah....

  • @Ace-pq2tm
    @Ace-pq2tm Před 4 lety +12

    When I get older I wanna be rich I wanna be playing on a football pitch I’ve got so many jobs in mind certain times I’m thinking which shall I pick my hairs not slick I’m smart not dumb not close to thick I’m not a silent guy I’m not like John wick don’t have a knife that makes me sick don’t have a knife that makes me sick
    Yeah I wanna life a good life not involved in. Crime listen to my rhymes I wanna enjoy the good times forget a bout the bad times wait hold up rewind I said I wanna enjoy the good times forget about the bad times any thing is possible through my eyes I don’t like good byes I wanna be kind I wanna be nice yeah I want by little brothers to fly high like a kite don’t wanna let go of them I wanna hold on tight there some times annoying but there very bright I wanna grow up with them saying come grab a bite don’t wanna get in no fights. No bad energy in my sight I wanna grow up send my mum or my dad on a flight to Dubai don’t take no drugs I wasn’t raised that way I was taught to behave wanna get a good job cuz I wanna get paid my cats in his grave it was a sad day I didn’t say a word just cried in bed couldn’t handle the fact that he was dead he was stuck in my head but then I decided to change my mind in stead I remembered his good times forgot about his bad times cus Anything is possible through my eyes my family told be I was smart for my age most my bad memories have started to fade I let my bad energy go I just gave it to the devil got inI to trouble a lot you could call me a rebel the slightest thing got me hot like a kettle I was a sporty boy I won 3 medals most kids these days aren’t on my level they just wanna walk around with knives and get put in the kennel

  • @yourgachaqueen6431
    @yourgachaqueen6431 Před 5 lety

    I love singing to your beats

  • @alizia8122
    @alizia8122 Před 4 lety

    So nice i feel it

  • @elijah1858
    @elijah1858 Před 6 lety +7

    I'm losing my mind for you
    I'm losing my friends for you
    I'm shedding these years for you
    I wanna impress you
    I love when I talk to you
    I'm losing my mind for you
    I'm losing my friend's for you
    I'm shedding these years for you X2
    I need you baby I don't wanna leave you i gave you my heart
    Now do what you need to X2
    When I see you I'll put it on my life I'll never leave you
    cuz baby you're my world and I would hate to deceive you
    And you love them little things like when I hold the door for you
    tell you that I love you and try to give the world to you
    cuz your my fucking heart your my
    whole soul and when I'm not with you I guess I'm dieing solo
    cuz I don't want nobody else I just want you
    I pray to God that one day he would give me you
    and then he answered all my prayers because now I got you
    and we gon ride for life cuz you know that I would die for you
    your my wifey your my queen your my every single thing
    <
    and I can't stand to be without you cuz baby your my life won't trade you in for anything baby
    I'm losing my mind for you
    I'm losing my friends for you
    I'm shedding these years for you
    I wanna impress you
    I love when I talk to you
    I'm losing my mind for you
    I'm losing my friend's for you
    I'm shedding these years for you
    Now you know how much I love you X2

  • @murderergaming1723
    @murderergaming1723 Před 7 lety +4

    rap: storming and lightning when you think of me it's frightening

  • @ricebeats9096
    @ricebeats9096 Před 6 lety

    Very awesome beat!

  • @kamaiyahll
    @kamaiyahll Před 5 lety

    All ur instrumentals r fye ngl

  • @sanaiyatylise4683
    @sanaiyatylise4683 Před 4 lety +6

    They said I wasn’t good enough.
    They said I wasn’t a star.
    If I was tougher.
    My feelings wouldn’t have had me cuffed.
    I know it isn’t like that.
    I can be a star.
    But my insecurities bring me down,
    Like I haven’t made it so far.
    I’m know where close to perfection.
    Can you feel their inconsideration?
    As I cry in vain.
    I suffer the pain.
    I’m 12 and I want to start a rapping career now as the youngest rapper on earth like if u think I can do it.

    • @izzillidizzilli6188
      @izzillidizzilli6188 Před 4 lety +1

      wow this is amazing, wish u all the best :)

    • @sanaiyatylise4683
      @sanaiyatylise4683 Před 4 lety

      😊 Thanks so much! That helps a lot! 🙃

    • @sanaiyatylise4683
      @sanaiyatylise4683 Před 4 lety

      I know.....but they got something coming

    • @xxcharlottexx1577
      @xxcharlottexx1577 Před 3 lety +1

      It's amazing how u wrote all my feelings!! I also want to be a rapper and I'm just 13 but my family kept on saying that I have no future for rapping..

    • @sanaiyatylise4683
      @sanaiyatylise4683 Před 3 lety

      XxCharlottexX well I believe in you! Just keep working on it and you’ll get there someday!

  • @daniellebrooks5287
    @daniellebrooks5287 Před 5 lety +5

    I really miss my great grandmother

  • @annapek5634
    @annapek5634 Před 3 lety

    This is so cool bruh.

  • @pepsixfreshy3753
    @pepsixfreshy3753 Před 4 lety

    Nice one

  • @paul-emmanuelrenaud2791
    @paul-emmanuelrenaud2791 Před 9 lety +7

    Hey DJ Ray, firstly good job for that work it's amazing,
    Can I use this track for make my song please ?
    Thanks already for your work, keep going !

  • @brantleywilson3849
    @brantleywilson3849 Před 5 lety +3

    Goes out to my best friend who died in October
    Dear Landon
    I don’t know why god has this planed,
    I mean like damn
    All you where was my biggest fan
    now i don’t even know who i really am
    I miss making you laugh and smile,
    Now I won’t see you for a while
    At least ur with your dad now,
    I’m still mad now
    I just wanna feel for your mother
    First Her husband
    Then you, I was like your brother
    I grieve another
    Just sit down and cry
    I really Wish this was a lie
    Ever day I wanna wake up out of this dream
    It Just seems
    If u where here
    I wouldn’t need to dry my tears
    We all miss you,
    Hopefully your mom got to hug and kiss you
    Before you passed,
    At least you made your time here last
    You change lots of lives
    Good thing you tried,
    You never lied
    Your smile was just so great,
    You would never hate
    Too early for this to be your fate.
    Wish i could give you a great big hug
    Can’t imagine how hard I’d tug
    This rap is for you
    To god you where true
    You did lots of good for ur church
    and we’re hurt
    We just kick the dirt
    Thinking bout what you did
    Just such a good kid
    so many were affected
    we were so connected
    You were the child who was perfected
    you never rejected
    I miss you bro
    when i was down you get me to go

  • @GrizzlyBeatzMusic
    @GrizzlyBeatzMusic Před 4 lety

    This beat goes hard

  • @2klonely577
    @2klonely577 Před 4 lety

    this beat is sick

  • @Xnxxxxx31
    @Xnxxxxx31 Před 4 lety +8

    Gozlerim kan tutmus bak yine sensiz
    Bi kere sorsaydin nasilsin bensiz
    Yapilan bu hata harbi yersiz
    Umarim hayatin boka batar birden bensiz

  • @Bear-bn4cr
    @Bear-bn4cr Před 4 lety +3

    Look
    I can’t wait to sleep
    So I can see you in my dream
    I love you so much
    Ima treat u like a queen
    Just letting you know ur the prettiest thing that I’ve seen
    Ur love to me is the only thing that means
    A few days ago I was depressed
    Because my life became a huge mess
    I started self
    Harming I know it’s alarming
    I’m not impressed by the scars on my hand
    I just want u to hold my hand
    Since I met u I’ve never been so happy
    Because before I’d never felt so crappy
    U r beautiful
    Everything I need
    I’ll never upset u cuz ur the girl of my dreams
    If u left me my world would stop spinning
    But I’ve got u now and I feel like I’m winning
    Ur everything to me and I love u so much
    It seems that I’ve gotten my entire luck
    With you
    It’s true
    There’s nothing u could do
    To upset me
    Cuz I love u and I’m happy to call u baby

  • @EclipseSolar38
    @EclipseSolar38 Před 2 lety +1

    I love this beat. Definitely worth making a sound cloud track

  • @anish5250
    @anish5250 Před 6 lety

    Nice tune

  • @noorkhalil7617
    @noorkhalil7617 Před 6 lety +67

    My Mom Died not to long ago so it's super sad know she was super nice to 😢
    know she's a angel 😇
    I defently know she's not a
    Devil 😈 good thing she's not or I would cry even more then I would cry.
    R.I.P.
    Mom
    😢😭

    • @oofoof8646
      @oofoof8646 Před 5 lety +1

      Noor Khalil let her rest in peace. Sorry for you loss 😭

    • @michaelmadani8945
      @michaelmadani8945 Před 5 lety +2

      So sorry R.I.P

    • @cookiesforlife2357
      @cookiesforlife2357 Před 5 lety +3

      Noor Khalil
      awww I’m sorry! Stay strong! ❤️🙏

    • @alfiesmith4791
      @alfiesmith4791 Před 5 lety +1

      Stay strong mate, I know someone who went through the same thing just stay strong and let her rest in your heart

    • @gamingboi414
      @gamingboi414 Před 5 lety

      Stay strong bro

  • @Cvspx
    @Cvspx Před 9 lety +3

    Nice!!

  • @josephghising221
    @josephghising221 Před 3 lety

    Rap song beautiful DJ Pro

  • @lawbechillin
    @lawbechillin Před 6 lety

    MY HEART BEATS WITH THIS SLOW SONG OMG

  • @kalebmay6406
    @kalebmay6406 Před 5 lety +3

    Bro I used this to make a rap at school for a project

  • @beratkoc7660
    @beratkoc7660 Před 8 lety +5

    abi müthiş bir beat.....

    • @Sept216
      @Sept216 Před 4 lety

      kanka free mi bu ya

    • @ozimandias1127
      @ozimandias1127 Před 4 lety

      @@Sept216 kar elde etmeden ücretsiz genelde

  • @thomaslikesgames5934
    @thomaslikesgames5934 Před 2 lety

    Definitely a way to start off

  • @karanrao4558
    @karanrao4558 Před 5 lety

    Amazing

  • @yasmin-zo7dm
    @yasmin-zo7dm Před 8 lety +33

    I cant even explain the pain i feel,
    my stories and things i've been thru' is real,
    I wanna be like everybody else before its too late,
    I think you should just wait,
    until its your own turn,
    and i know you will have a learn,
    about how i feel, and about how you should, treat a human race,
    just look in my eyes or just my whole face,
    does it even matter what peoples race?
    you think your cool, but enough is enough
    You should go and, love and just love,
    you know u hurtin' people, but you dont even care,
    the only thing you like is scare,
    people will not like you, with the time,
    so i think you should go and try to be fine,
    You know what you doin' isnt right,
    So come on and give us some light,
    Its hard not to cry, we are doing our best..
    but, 'hello' what you're doing is messed.'
    I have to tell you hat i fear,
    its being myself and being clear,

  • @raducristian_s
    @raducristian_s Před 7 lety +115

    Now I feel bad
    For everything I said
    I'm really sorry darling
    I tought I was your king
    Hope that you'll feel better
    But the sickness will last forever
    And please,don't commit suicide
    Cause I'm not ready to say goodbye
    Love,that's what you need
    No medicine,no operation
    Love is what you need,indeed
    Cause your sickness is depression
    I know life is hard
    And your trust has disappeared
    And I'm sorry,and I'm mad
    Because I made you feel sad
    Yea,I'm sorry for what I did
    And I know I'm a stupid kid
    But,man,I was angry and confused
    But your feelings are what I've over used
    Oh God,something just hit me
    I don't know what it is,I think they are your feelings
    I played with the them,and now I understand
    That I should go on,and advance
    I wish we would be more than friends
    But if we brake up,our friendship ends
    And I like you,you are my medicine
    But I am,a different specimen
    I don't like this situation
    Why is it in elevation?
    Being just friends,it isn't nice
    'Cause you're the cat and my feelings are the mice
    Your heart is just a mile away
    But I can't reach it,no way
    I love you so much,but I think this should end
    And I'm feeling like I'm running in sand

  • @maliyahedwards513
    @maliyahedwards513 Před 7 lety

    love it 🎪📍

  • @TheLegend-dp5tr
    @TheLegend-dp5tr Před 6 lety

    Cool!!!

  • @spookymoosey3907
    @spookymoosey3907 Před 6 lety +35

    My story.....
    Little me at thirteen, thinking I was grown, I downed leen, and smoked weed. Hanging with the crew
    Got in some fights, sleeped in a car, from time to time.
    From my momma telling me that it's gonna be alright.
    I said no momma, stop with the lies. I know
    It's tough out here.
    But I thought I could conquer, and I took every option life had to offer.
    I just wanted to be cool, wanted to fit it.
    I should known this damn world was full of sin. My heart broken at 17, went back to the crack, bamboo stock, and the leen. Wanted at 18, cops all around, I needed to be unseen. I changed my identity. Friends snitched, cops came, I done had to dip. Shop liffting, under my jacker, zip zip. Robbed a couple homes just to make it out. Make it out the only world, hustle was the only rout. So when you think u got it hard, think "hey it could be a lot worse", cuz growing in the hood, seemed like a curse.

  • @cmack3501
    @cmack3501 Před 9 lety +29

    Bro! I need to use this beat if you would be cool with that! I want to make a song for my brother who is now gone due to suicide and I have written so much but have had no good beat. I will credit you and everything if I could just use this. Are you cool with it?

  • @stepanidaspencer7436
    @stepanidaspencer7436 Před 3 lety

    This beat is dope

  • @abigailgarcia7583
    @abigailgarcia7583 Před 6 lety

    This beat is soooooo good

  • @crimslick2357
    @crimslick2357 Před 7 lety +7

    (A Couple Bars I Wrote)
    I never thought I'd see corruption in its purest form/
    and then I realized that I had to be reborn/
    Immorality is what got our spirits torn/
    From drugs, to sex we have all been recked/
    And it's hard to manage when you're emotionally damaged/
    In a world where demons tryna keep us Sandwiched

    • @andrearosas9069
      @andrearosas9069 Před 7 lety

      can i use this? like your lyrics?

    • @andrearosas9069
      @andrearosas9069 Před 7 lety

      please

    • @scowsarrow351
      @scowsarrow351 Před 6 lety

      Lol
      This is where It ended when untalented individuals try to rap without having knowledge of the gap between extraordinary and oridiany stay in yo lane and keep your lyrics to yourself before you drive me insane

    • @littlewill3964
      @littlewill3964 Před 6 lety

      CrimSlick23 keep goin

    • @RoyaltyBoxing
      @RoyaltyBoxing Před 5 lety

      CrimSlick23 finally good word play shiit

  • @Mannygrimemedia
    @Mannygrimemedia Před 7 lety +5

    hey i would like to use this beat without paying non profit
    i will give all creds to u

  • @lottiec9162
    @lottiec9162 Před 5 lety

    Thanks! I love writing sad songs and this is perfect for my next one.

  • @marcosbardales6583
    @marcosbardales6583 Před 5 lety

    Your the man with those sick beats

  • @dman-_-dman-_-605
    @dman-_-dman-_-605 Před 7 lety +17

    is this a non copyright song? or is it open to the public?

  • @ellielovehavingmuscle
    @ellielovehavingmuscle Před 6 lety +6

    I once had a friend called cem
    I just wanna be with him once again
    If it wasn't for that liar
    Who set up that fire
    Cem would be alive
    He would survive
    God please let me be with him again
    All I have left is this pen
    God your a pencil and you drew the world
    Cem your a highlighter and you brightened up the world
    But now your gone the rain comes out
    It makes me wanna scream and shout
    The world is grey
    I will will always pray
    For the one the only best friend cem
    R.I.P cem

    • @lindathao5872
      @lindathao5872 Před 5 lety +1

      Venatus look forward to hearing things standing here thinking about something else right now please just understand this stuff kinda hard to say it now stay strong too I said put down the guns stop shooting around huh damn why why why people could listen no fight no more talking bad other person

  • @Seanlynchthegrinch
    @Seanlynchthegrinch Před 3 lety +1

    This beat went perfidy

  • @GrizzlyBeatzMusic
    @GrizzlyBeatzMusic Před 4 lety

    This beat is lit

  • @experated
    @experated Před 7 lety +9

    Everytime I listen to this song I think of my boyfriend and cry it's very sad 😢

  • @danielbmw9238
    @danielbmw9238 Před 7 lety +13

    Hey u..?whats your name i saw you from behind wondering if i could catch your name, i know its been rough and lame but i knew from the start that we would be the same, its been 4 weeks from what we just became but now I realized that this was all just a huge game.. ive been thinking about how u played me like a game. Then it came to find that u were just in my brain, I should've treated you like u were my only game and to be true u were my only game.. its been 3 months since you played me like a game i hope that we can restart like the first day i wanted to catch your name.

  • @SilentWraithKS
    @SilentWraithKS Před 7 lety

    No music like it, great job. Keep up the work.

  • @YungJayTee
    @YungJayTee Před 7 lety +2

    i live my life and let music tell my story
    salute to ones who never left and never swictched up on me
    when im gone play this for all my fam and all my homies
    i lived a long good life and never switched up nothin

  • @jesseturner1042
    @jesseturner1042 Před 9 lety +3

    Is it ok if I us this beat for a rap I'm going to wright its for my girlfriend she broke up with me so I need her back and I just can't talk to her

    • @DJRay
      @DJRay  Před 9 lety +1

      jesse turner Yeah, of course. Let me know how it goes!

    • @jesseturner1042
      @jesseturner1042 Před 9 lety

      Thanks so much u are a great inspiration

    • @kanethomas2855
      @kanethomas2855 Před 9 lety

      DJ Ray your a amazing beat maker

    • @DJRay
      @DJRay  Před 8 lety +2

      +Kane Thomas Appreciate that, thanks!

  • @robertcottle865
    @robertcottle865 Před 4 lety +13

    Yo, I throw on a facade
    And then, act like I’m alright
    Say I’ll go to sleep
    But then I’ll stay up all night
    And honestly
    I think that theres something
    Very wrong with me
    Writing down these lines
    But they just do not seem like songs to me
    I usually spend the night
    Locked inside my head
    Thoughts about my ex
    And the days that I will be dead
    Mood is suicidal
    This is just me in denial
    Burn my feelings in a pile
    I can’t find the strength to smile
    Say they’re tired of the sad shit
    Sorry that it’s how I feel
    Ain't nobody bumps my shit
    I’m sorry that I lack appeal
    I just wanna cruise around
    Kick it with the top down
    Taller then these fools
    But they still wanna talk down
    Like what did I do
    To spite you
    Don’t wanna fight you
    Chillin’ in the darkness
    I’m just tryna spread some light dude
    And lately I have noticed
    That they hate everything I do
    I don’t see the point to life
    So I spark up like Raichu
    And honestly I’m sorry
    If I ever caused you pain
    But it will be erased
    With a bullet to the brain
    Slit my wrists with the razor
    That I use to sever ties
    I hate when girls I love
    Move on to the better guys
    I’m tired of missing people
    That will never miss me
    See the pain inside my eyes
    And every time it gets me
    And I know I’m not good enough
    For anyone to love me
    I’m really not that funny
    And most peope think I’m ugly
    I’m sorry that I’m not enough
    Sorry that I’m not that tough
    I know my body’s not that buff
    But maybe I can still find love
    And Cupids just another demon
    Sent to haunt me
    Say I wanna move on
    But then old feelings stop me
    I’m sorry
    I’m sorry

  • @dakotasoldier3162
    @dakotasoldier3162 Před 6 lety

    This is a nice beat

  • @georgiamatala4899
    @georgiamatala4899 Před 4 lety

    good job guys.

  • @raducristian_s
    @raducristian_s Před 7 lety +24

    We've spent a lot of great time together
    But now you have to leave,forever
    I'll miss you,you'll always be in my heart
    I wouldn't be nothing without you,my heart would fall apart
    You'll always be with me,in my heart
    I'll always remember back when you used to call me "sweetheart"
    I can't let you go,but you have to leave
    And I hope that you'll believe
    Every word of this song is part of my soul
    Fuck!I can't write it anymore
    I just,hate it when I cry
    Fuck it,I think I'm gonna shoot my own eye.

  • @baylazoom3424
    @baylazoom3424 Před 7 lety +8

    Buluyosun tabancayı, Acımadan Vuruyosun
    Bildiğin Soruları neden tekrar tekrar soruyosun ?
    Tek Tabanca , Tek Mermi Hop HeadShot'u Vuruverdi !
    Zaten Bi söz vardır bizde ,

  • @nischithasm
    @nischithasm Před 5 lety +2

    yo man this is a great beat

  • @deaziahgould4177
    @deaziahgould4177 Před 8 lety

    This is cool I like this beat

  • @doublelt1220
    @doublelt1220 Před 7 lety +20

    anyone wanna partner up and write a song using this beat? of its cool with dj that we use it

  • @melaniegarcia3174
    @melaniegarcia3174 Před 4 lety +4

    The rap starts at 0:15
    Anxiety flows through my veins.
    The emotions I struggle to contain.
    Try to keep myself in balance.
    But the harm is turning into a habit.
    I want to save myself.
    Contain myself.
    But I can't even fight.
    Oh, what's the point?
    I want to end it.
    Can't defend it.
    No matter how hard I try,
    I always cry.
    I feel like I'm gonna die.
    And with a soft sigh,
    I say, "I'm fine."
    But I'm not.
    Really, I'm not.
    Trying to hold expectations
    Without breaking.
    What's the point?
    I can't even defend myself.
    So small like a lamb.
    Lost in the sand.
    Want to get better,
    It happens never.
    I try to trust people,
    But memories flood my brain.
    Alone, scared.
    I was used to it.
    An emotional wreck,
    With no one to trust.
    But now, I need someone.
    Someone I've known.
    Someone who could hold me.
    What am I even doing?
    Why am I alive?
    Can I just die?
    That's what they want.
    Right?
    I've hurt myself more than once.
    Want to gain my own trust.
    But how?
    I don't even love myself.
    They think it's a joke.
    They think it's an act.
    But I really am suffering.
    Mentally dying.
    Who can I trust?
    Will they hurt me?
    Will they manipulate me?
    I don't know.
    Not anymore.
    Am I okay?
    I'm not so sure.
    I'm sorry for not being the person you want me to be.
    But I can't even be me.
    Never in a million years.
    I'm exhausted.
    Broken.
    I can't even reach for help.
    And when I try,
    Or when I do,
    My brain is like,
    "DON'T YOU DARE!!"
    Yeah.
    I'm messed up.
    And badly.
    Can't even trust my family.
    They scare me.
    I want to scream.
    I want to fight.
    But all I can say is,
    "I'm alright."
    But forget it.
    No one cares.
    Who does?
    The pressure builds on me.
    Can't even feel.
    I'm sorry.
    It's my fault.

  • @DKBorba
    @DKBorba Před 5 lety

    Nice!

  • @spikemccuistion9215
    @spikemccuistion9215 Před 7 lety

    thanx for the beat I love rapping to it

  • @katiekatie302
    @katiekatie302 Před 7 lety +51

    I made a rap out if this by apologising to my bf

  • @yasmin-zo7dm
    @yasmin-zo7dm Před 8 lety +5

    You never accept me the way i am,
    cuz you have everybody and the fame, damn!
    Do you really realize what you doing to us, cause,
    We gettin' annoyed and mad in our days,
    We wanna go and cry and hide in this case,
    im feelin' lonely and you already know, so i've told my rough story now.

  • @shanixfreefire7257
    @shanixfreefire7257 Před 5 lety

    fantastic bro i love your beat .

  • @lxxander.thegr8
    @lxxander.thegr8 Před 6 lety

    drums go HARDDD

  • @pampampurinz
    @pampampurinz Před 4 lety +6

    *when you can’t come up with anything so u just steal other people’s rap*
    And I OOP

  • @asongemartins7220
    @asongemartins7220 Před 6 lety

    It, marvelous

  • @cheese6949
    @cheese6949 Před 2 lety

    Thank you CZcams for this certified hood classic

  • @Bruhman1219
    @Bruhman1219 Před 4 lety

    Good beat dude