He didn't commit suicide because he was fucked up on drugs. He committed suicide because a traumatic experience left him completely fucked up in the head. The man honestly believed that his near-death experience had killed him and that his life was a dream.
I had the same psychosis delusion in 2020. Cotard syndrome, it is so terrifying and equally just disgusting! Imagine thinking you are dead and rotting in hell, you feel your flesh rot and bugs crawling inside you and feel there is no hope, only to be thrown alive into Gahanna. You beg all your family and friends to help you, and they refuse to even hug you because it is summer 2020
@@dextermorgan4366 Ny, most paint in modern looks as good as dead did, he was just the first. Also, he was young and actually very physically attractive (not many BM bands can do that) but didn't dereally care.
Pelle’s birthday passed 15 days ago… may he Rest In Peace, where he is no longer suffering. He would’ve been 54 years old. He was truly talented like crazy. I would’ve loved to see him perform live. I love listening to the live in Leipzig, Per’s voice is so raw and charming. He was also very handsome. With the most amazing smile. Even though he was suffering, I believe he did have some good times.
Actually it wasn't a skiing accident. Dead told both necrobuthcer and öustein (spelling) that it was a skiing accident. But what really happened (Sweden Rock Magazine has 2 chapters about Dead) was that Dead didn't have any easy time in school. One day he got beat up so bad that he later that day actually died. This has been claimed by both his brother Anders Ohlin and his father.
yea it's possible he could have had that too, the reason I suspect Asperger's though is because of his social awkwardnes, intensely strong fassicination with death, and apperent mild dissintrest with people in general
The narrator is off on a lot. Right from the start speaks as if Pelle cursed the band. Then like he changed so much of the band. One day someone will get the story right, i hope...
"Coursed" the band, could be "blessed" the band...the narrator is not the problem, our interpretation change it all. It means that with Dead, his energy, changed everything...and the "sacrifice" put the band in another level. For this and another things we know Mayhem all over the world. The band was respected in underground since the Deathcrush album, but all that happen in the 90's influenced a lot...
Screaming Lord Sutch Britian 1964. He was wearing a prototype of corpse paint. I wish there was video of Hellhammer's baptism. "Do you promise to be Hellhammer's spiritual guardian?"
Your missing the point..There are a lot of bands who act a certain way just to sell records.Mayhem was not bullshitting,they were real.You may not agree with it but none the less it wasn't an act.
Isn't that incident with the ice skating just a myth? I heard he was tormented by bullies as a kid and as a result he psychosomatic- ally combusted his intestines, or something on those lines.
Icepick _24RUS well euro sent one to a columbian record company in 91 and kept the rest of them behind the counter in helvete (his shop). after he had been killed the pictures were sent to his family and his dad burned the rest.
You got to respect these guys they just didn't talk the talk. Guys like marilyn manson just pretended to be brutal to sell albums these dudes were fucking real.
By the way what does self preservation have to do with heavy metal music? What happened to pelle and eventually euronymous via varg vikernes was a direct result of two people being legitimately psychologically unwell. bands like dark throne, immortal, hellhammer, bathory, among many others were also heavily submerged in this sort of music and yet have 0 history in the way of violence. Don't paint in such broad strokes.
right. Wouldn't someone like Euronymous be trying to surround himself with things that would make him benefit? While, from what I remember about this subject, someone with masochistic personality disorder more refers to someone who surrounds himself to be set up for failure, or in this case specifically negativity and death? ( im not trying to arguing at all,and i havent read anything about this topic in years, so maybe I should) And you are right, it was never accepted into the DSM.
You are aware you're taking this more seriously than like 90% of the people who listen to back metal yeah? Varg Euronymous Pelle were all very disturbed people but their being mentally disturbed isn't a product of the music they played. It was a disturbing shitty thing that happen but says absolutely nothing about black metal fans in general. There are plenty of bands including the current line up of mayhem who will tell you how horrific what happened was.
@evolooshion I wasn't approving by any means - just pointing out the absurdity of it. I often wonder if he was simply working up the food chain as preparation for taking his own life.
miowmiowmiow123 4 years late lol but it was never mentioned anywhere but it’s possible he was with someone-which I’m guessing if it was the case didn’t last. However I really don’t think so he was with someone, at least for a long time if he ever was.
Marilyn Manson has NOTHING to do with black metal, black metal is it's own genre. it's from a different time, and a different place. They write about different things, the teutonic themes vary between both groups. I don't understand the comparison you are trying to make here. Marilyn Manson's goal isn't to be 'BR00TAL' at all! If I want brutal gimme Dimmu/Mayhem, if I want depressive themes with depthy atmosphere I'll chuck on manson. respect music.
What is the name of this MayheM documentary? I am thinking of getting everything concerning black metal history i can in it`s original (and preferably legal) form. Thanks in advance RIP Per Yngve Ohlin
that syndrome is very old, from 1800 I think, nobody really diagnoses that nowadays, there is new scientific research about this matter, its called borderline personality disorder
i don't like how the girl narrating thissays a curse was placed on mayhem when dead joined if pelle hadn't joined the band mayhem wouldn't have become a black metal band.
Up yours on dogging the irish, I am half irish,dad's (full blooded) and mom is half brit, half norse. So this idea that no american can have any traceable bloodline is crap. But thank you for correcting sir know it all up there!
They most definitely were not straight edge, haha, though Hellhammer claims to be clean these days (whether he was back then, I don't know). The likes of Necrobutcher and Attilla were into drugs, perhaps they still are, plus Maniac had his serious alcohol problems, I think Mayhem really took its tool on Blasphemer as well by the time of the Chimera tour (though he was still apparently sober enough to kick Maniac down a flight of stairs). I expect the only completely sober musician involved with Mayhem was Varg, though I don't know about Snorre, he doesn't exactly strike me as a party animal either.
He didn't commit suicide because he was fucked up on drugs. He committed suicide because a traumatic experience left him completely fucked up in the head. The man honestly believed that his near-death experience had killed him and that his life was a dream.
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I had the same psychosis delusion in 2020. Cotard syndrome, it is so terrifying and equally just disgusting! Imagine thinking you are dead and rotting in hell, you feel your flesh rot and bugs crawling inside you and feel there is no hope, only to be thrown alive into Gahanna. You beg all your family and friends to help you, and they refuse to even hug you because it is summer 2020
@@patrickphilip777 Oh dear, I feel sorry for you to get through this! Could I give you some cuddles? ❤
He didn't wear corpse paint to look cool, but he actually did look cool.
For me I love black metal but to be honest Dead is the only looks good with corpse paint
@@dextermorgan4366 Ny, most paint in modern looks as good as dead did, he was just the first. Also, he was young and actually very physically attractive (not many BM bands can do that) but didn't dereally care.
@@JohnDoe-fw9ty he was not the first lol. Arthur Brown was the first. And Thomas G Warrior and even Euro (in 1986) were wearing corpsepaint before him
"He was dead at arrival but they kind of got him back to life". That statement is probably a lot more true than he intended it to be
Pelle’s birthday passed 15 days ago… may he Rest In Peace, where he is no longer suffering. He would’ve been 54 years old. He was truly talented like crazy. I would’ve loved to see him perform live. I love listening to the live in Leipzig, Per’s voice is so raw and charming. He was also very handsome. With the most amazing smile. Even though he was suffering, I believe he did have some good times.
man Pelle nailed the black metal sound with that voice,he sounded like something from the evil dead flick.
And Maniac on the first Mayhem release was not?
Actually it wasn't a skiing accident. Dead told both necrobuthcer and öustein (spelling) that it was a skiing accident. But what really happened (Sweden Rock Magazine has 2 chapters about Dead) was that Dead didn't have any easy time in school. One day he got beat up so bad that he later that day actually died. This has been claimed by both his brother Anders Ohlin and his father.
Rest in peace Pelle... We miss you everyday Legend.
Dead was not human. A human destiny he had received. He've belonged to an other world... He wanted that no one will ever missed him...
"He sent me a crucified mouse..."
Best black metal anecdote ever...
Eh, sure Dead was odd and dark but he was still a kick ass vocalist. Hail Dead \m/
I watch these lovely tributes to Dead all day...He is a GOD.
Nice profile pic :U
Tobias is love Mary Goore is life \m/
The god of death
Euronymous could've prevented his suicide, but he just let it happen for the band's image
I must say that this upset me deeply because the way they described dead is how i feel thats why i have such a strong bond with him i understood him.
Dead dead...our dear pelle
Great performer
A Xamã, a sorcerer, an iniciated in the mysterys...
Respect from Brasil/Sergipe/Aracaju !!!
Most likely Dead was abused as a child. So sad.
yea it's possible he could have had that too, the reason I suspect Asperger's though is because of his social awkwardnes, intensely strong fassicination with death, and apperent mild dissintrest with people in general
Apparently he acted like that once he moved to Norway, his swede friends were shocked because they said he was outgoing, goofy and fun
@@wingsofsteel338 well he didn't speak Norwegian so...
Look, I understand not being a cat person. I'm not really a cat person myself, but I've never met anyone who actively hates cats.
dead was a pure legend
The narrator is off on a lot. Right from the start speaks as if Pelle cursed the band. Then like he changed so much of the band. One day someone will get the story right, i hope...
"Coursed" the band, could be "blessed" the band...the narrator is not the problem, our interpretation change it all. It means that with Dead, his energy, changed everything...and the "sacrifice" put the band in another level. For this and another things we know Mayhem all over the world. The band was respected in underground since the Deathcrush album, but all that happen in the 90's influenced a lot...
thank you for uploading this material
Thank you for the upload, I really like the Deathcrush E.P from 1987, but I did not know too much about dead, kind regards,
Ali.
...also not to mention that he had a list of eccentricities about him as well as being known as a rather smart guy dispite being heavily depressed.
've always wanted to know fully how pelle viewed death and this world as a whole
Screaming Lord Sutch
Britian 1964.
He was wearing a prototype of corpse paint.
I wish there was video of Hellhammer's baptism.
"Do you promise to be Hellhammer's spiritual guardian?"
Thank yoi
Mark Fox You're welcome.
Your missing the point..There are a lot of bands who act a certain way just to sell records.Mayhem was not bullshitting,they were real.You may not agree with it but none the less it wasn't an act.
dead technally died twice thats badass
What is the name of the documentary that this came from? Thanks for posting this by the way, I enjoyed it thoroughly. \m/
i couldn't agree more! Rip Dead and Euronymous the legends of black metal!
Pelle was the true essence of black metal...
he blew his head off and put it on a cd cover, i agree totally metal
What happened to part 2?!?
rest in asgard Per...
@PeterTheZoo He is Manheim, the drummer before Hellhammer
"a place called Trysil, kind of ... in the middle of nowhere." at 2:40 OWNED
Points of view ..
Pelle hated life, say not to be human and to belong to another dimension ...
Piano music at the start?
Isn't that incident with the ice skating just a myth?
I heard he was tormented by bullies as a kid and as a result he psychosomatic- ally combusted his intestines, or something on those lines.
He wanted to look dead, he wanted to smell dead, he wanted to feel dead. He did what he could to keep his concept.... alive......
OLD SCHOOL BLACK METAL!!!
1994-1995 !!!!🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘
Dead said he was a demon in a past life.
Have you seen Once upon a time in Norway, and Until the light takes us? Both have Dead parts, very great.
Ohlin's wikipedia page mentions something called Cotard delusion. Could that also be a possibility?
I miss him
Can they please make a full-fledged documentary about him
Maybe someday.
Thanks a lot for uploading!
I know how I'm dressing up for halloween! Now I just need to cut back on eating, bury my costume... but it'll be cool
He hated cats?!?!?! No way :C even black cats??
Attila is doing PCA's for abused cat shelters as to make reparation for Dead's feline transgressions.
i dont like them too.
Me too.
me too
Psychological issues who grew and were already there from childhood.
The song Life Eternal explains his suicide.......
Weird... Necrobutcher doesn't seem drunk. :P
I wonder what happened to the original corpse pictures of Ohlin?
If I am not mistaken, pictures were burned by parents of Euronymous...
Icepick _24RUS well euro sent one to a columbian record company in 91 and kept the rest of them behind the counter in helvete (his shop). after he had been killed the pictures were sent to his family and his dad burned the rest.
SoullessNaga Yes, he sent one picture to Mauricio Bull Metal and he edited later Mayhem " Dawn of the black hearts".
Pelles brother Anders was given the rights of the pictures, but the original photos were destroyed
Euronymous's parents threw them away after he was killed. Apparently only 1 or 2 of them were even in focus
that IS Occultus talking from 5:57 he was the Mayhem vocalist/bassist after dead died, and before Attila and Varg.
this is a great documentary well done
how did Mayhems lyrics become more sinister when Dead arrived? I didnt realise Freezing Moon was more sinister than Chainsaw Gutsfuck...
1:33 I want that on a poster so bad...
Just watched the full documentary yesterday. It's on CZcams... Uploaded by channel hellishwinters..
good comment, that is something that most people rarely hear or know about
Thank You very much for posted this!! From Pure Fucking Mayhem Documentary!!!
You got to respect these guys they just didn't talk the talk.
Guys like marilyn manson just pretended to be brutal to sell albums these dudes were fucking real.
What a coincidence! I'm wearing my "Live in Leipzig" shirt right now!
Great documentary!
Great fucking album that one!
4:21 his ''what?'' has sprung open?
I still need to know on which record you can actually hear him do the vocals...
What's this documentary called? I'd be interested in watching all of it. Thanks for this great upload though, R.I.P Dead.
@RogueAndroid The name of this documentary is Pure Fucking Mayhem
spleen. "milt" is the norwegian word for it.
Dead since 30 years all ready
They wer incorperated into the legend.
he was the realest nigga i know.
this was so beautiful to read
@TruculentSheepTo quote the Big Lebowski, "hey that's fuckin' interesting man,". No shit, good point
By the way what does self preservation have to do with heavy metal music? What happened to pelle and eventually euronymous via varg vikernes was a direct result of two people being legitimately psychologically unwell. bands like dark throne, immortal, hellhammer, bathory, among many others were also heavily submerged in this sort of music and yet have 0 history in the way of violence. Don't paint in such broad strokes.
@AnthemsToTheWelkin Thank you. May I ask, why?
right. Wouldn't someone like Euronymous be trying to surround himself with things that would make him benefit? While, from what I remember about this subject, someone with masochistic personality disorder more refers to someone who surrounds himself to be set up for failure, or in this case specifically negativity and death? ( im not trying to arguing at all,and i havent read anything about this topic in years, so maybe I should) And you are right, it was never accepted into the DSM.
I met necrobutcher a couple weeks ago after seeing them live, it was awesome
pelle ..
Very nice documentary!
Per was so cool!
R.I.P Per!
You are aware you're taking this more seriously than like 90% of the people who listen to back metal yeah? Varg Euronymous Pelle were all very disturbed people but their being mentally disturbed isn't a product of the music they played. It was a disturbing shitty thing that happen but says absolutely nothing about black metal fans in general. There are plenty of bands including the current line up of mayhem who will tell you how horrific what happened was.
1:00 this guy looks just like Julian Assange but with long hair
Necrobutcher, Mayhem's bassist.
@evolooshion I wasn't approving by any means - just pointing out the absurdity of it. I often wonder if he was simply working up the food chain as preparation for taking his own life.
he was the first drummer of Mayhem
Did dead ever have a girlfriend? was he ever in love?
miowmiowmiow123 4 years late lol but it was never mentioned anywhere but it’s possible he was with someone-which I’m guessing if it was the case didn’t last. However I really don’t think so he was with someone, at least for a long time if he ever was.
no he never had. he didn`t even think about that sort of things
@@mephistopheleslair8466yes for a short period of time. Irene Andersen told me about it. I have my interview with her in my book.
@@denizozkan568 yes he did for a short period of time. Irene Andersen told me about it. I have my interview with her in my book.
@@ezraoz3904Can I read the interview please?

Marilyn Manson has NOTHING to do with black metal, black metal is it's own genre.
it's from a different time, and a different place.
They write about different things, the teutonic themes vary between both groups.
I don't understand the comparison you are trying to make here.
Marilyn Manson's goal isn't to be 'BR00TAL' at all!
If I want brutal gimme Dimmu/Mayhem, if I want depressive themes with depthy atmosphere I'll chuck on manson.
respect music.
Dimmu...
What is the name of this MayheM documentary?
I am thinking of getting everything concerning black metal history i can in it`s original (and preferably legal) form.
Thanks in advance
RIP Per Yngve Ohlin
looks like necrobutcher didnt say much that was already said in other media before
Hmmmm I wounder if he didn't suffer from asperger's syndrome. he sounds a lott like he may have had it.
that syndrome is very old, from 1800 I think, nobody really diagnoses that nowadays, there is new scientific research about this matter, its called borderline personality disorder
i don't like how the girl narrating thissays a curse was placed on mayhem when dead joined if pelle hadn't joined the band mayhem wouldn't have become a black metal band.
WHAT'S THE FIRST SONGGGG, THE PIANOOOO???? :(
Nice video rest in peace pelle
@undeadunliving
Manheim, they're original drummer.
Take a look at the related video section. From my sight it´s the first.
Up yours on dogging the irish, I am half irish,dad's (full blooded) and mom is half brit, half norse. So this idea that no american can have any traceable bloodline is crap. But thank you for correcting sir know it all up there!
i agree, id rather a doc on maniac or something.
@MestariDuff Listen to the bootleg Dawn of the Black Hearts. Dead is on vocals on it. It's fucking incredible.
Deso Lation - That's Necrobutcher.
I had cotard syndrome back in 2020 and it was the most disgusting thing I ever felt... I literally thought I was dead so I stopped eating and sleeping
i like this band
What documentary is this? Is it Pure fucking Mayhem?
@2:15 so mayhem werent 'straight edge'?
They most definitely were not straight edge, haha, though Hellhammer claims to be clean these days (whether he was back then, I don't know). The likes of Necrobutcher and Attilla were into drugs, perhaps they still are, plus Maniac had his serious alcohol problems, I think Mayhem really took its tool on Blasphemer as well by the time of the Chimera tour (though he was still apparently sober enough to kick Maniac down a flight of stairs). I expect the only completely sober musician involved with Mayhem was Varg, though I don't know about Snorre, he doesn't exactly strike me as a party animal either.
fenriz is the true essence of metal! lol! love pelle though. pooor kid was beautiful and took his own life--so sad