Ruel - Hard Sometimes (Lyrics)

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  • Lyrics video for Hard Sometimes by Ruel
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  • @kylemendoza3095
    @kylemendoza3095 Před 4 lety +3707

    Here's a fact:
    We didn't searched for this.
    But I'm glad this pop-up in my recommendation.❤

  • @elainefox4515
    @elainefox4515 Před 4 lety +3625

    I'm actually tired bro, like from the bottom of my heart. I am tired.

    • @lidya0281
      @lidya0281 Před 4 lety +17

      Same

    • @sand1beef
      @sand1beef Před 4 lety +40

      I hope that you get rest. Real rest

    • @a11aguan
      @a11aguan Před 4 lety +114

      Me too. The worst part is that when I imagine telling someone that I'm tired, it feels like the words aren't heavy enough for them to feel what I'm saying and understand. I'm not sad, I'm just so exhausted. So very tired. I'm only 20 yet I'm always ready to rest and accept the peace I want, not out of sadness, just out of pure exhaustion.

    • @norvyneczonnfetalino9820
      @norvyneczonnfetalino9820 Před 4 lety +16

      @@a11aguan You literally just speak my mind out 😔

    • @favouritelyrics3026
      @favouritelyrics3026 Před 4 lety +14

      Its fine to be tired....honestly most of us are....lets decide to get rest....how about that

  • @angelikajoanna3817
    @angelikajoanna3817 Před 4 lety +5985

    I'm not even trying to be happy anymore. I'm just trying to survive every day

    • @sopeysuga7378
      @sopeysuga7378 Před 4 lety +142

      yeah I'm just so sick of trying to fake everything

    • @kimberlyrichardson2941
      @kimberlyrichardson2941 Před 4 lety +113

      To the both of you, I’m glad someone said it. Not everything will be okay 100% of the time but hopefully it will come to pass and you wont have to try to be happy. You just will and thats what you and everyone that ever hears this deserves.💜

    • @Malidle
      @Malidle Před 4 lety +69

      Tired of living...

    • @vonnibel336
      @vonnibel336 Před 4 lety +20

      Same tho..

    • @dariaarmbrister9404
      @dariaarmbrister9404 Před 4 lety +56

      Legoshi life is short, there’s a reason for you here , there’s a reason why you go through things, you’re put through situations cause deep down you’re capable of winning , there’s a reason why it rains before the rainbow . You’re currently in the rainstorm but it will always pass , keep your head up and if you are mentally not ok talk to someone, all you need is one person who’s willing to help you , live cause you are precious

  • @hannahwright4250
    @hannahwright4250 Před 3 lety +849

    "Your pillow is there to catch your tears when nobody else will"
    Edit: thanks for all the likes!!

  • @BreezeSounds
    @BreezeSounds Před 4 lety +2778

    You know it's good when it's a Ruel song

  • @alfihanifahprameswari4997
    @alfihanifahprameswari4997 Před 4 lety +2850

    This song hits me so hard. It's like punching myself for 4 minutes straight😔
    Dear people who are struggling because of stress, depression, anxiety, etc., I just want to tell you that you are not alone. Even though there's still people who don't understand you irl, but you're not the only one who experience this.
    It's hard to be happy sometimes. And we don't know when we can be happy again. But you have to remember that you're not alone. It's hard to accept this, but you deserve love no matter what.
    Stay strong✊😔

  • @HikarieDa
    @HikarieDa Před 4 lety +1135

    Quarantine time makes me feel like an anti-social, i think its bc i dont rlly have much friends and i envy them who could doing a vc with their college friends. Even tho i've decided to challange myself by joined an organization on campus to changes myself and socialize with new friends and senior but i feel like i still the same .. awkward, boring, and too shy towards people. Makes me feel anxious and wanting to quit :)

    • @gadizhafauziahzein2740
      @gadizhafauziahzein2740 Před 4 lety +4

      same D:

    • @divyasingh5493
      @divyasingh5493 Před 4 lety +11

      Don't worry it isn't that hard .....just take a small step .....at a time ...start talking with random people online and ....cute animals or kids offline ....u need no teaching ...but to feel good around people ....if u will feel good about people around u ....u won't hesitate to make friends with them .

    • @mannurawat4522
      @mannurawat4522 Před 4 lety +20

      @@divyasingh5493 sometimes deep inside we anti social feels awkward when we face a group of people this problem sucks. We want get socialize, we want to have friends but unfortunately we don't feel connected sometimes.😣

    • @bangtantube2013
      @bangtantube2013 Před 4 lety +8

      Same : ) but even my family fight on each other i rlly dun know how to survive

    • @ieatdirt1563
      @ieatdirt1563 Před 4 lety +11

      I always saw people posting Instagram stories of them and their besties vcalling,while me here spamming ig stories of anime/games.it kinda make me sad.. Reminds me of how lonely I am 😔

  • @thebtwc6499
    @thebtwc6499 Před 4 lety +922

    I just want to share this Bible text, it helped me. I hope it helps you all too 🙂
    "Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be anxious, for I am your God. I will fortify you, yes, I will help you,I will really hold on to you with my right hand of righteousness." - Isaiah 41:10

    • @katiewiebe512
      @katiewiebe512 Před 4 lety +43

      God's love is the most pure and unconditional love ever! He will always be there for you, all you have to do is ask for his help. God can turn around any situation through faith!

    • @fint239
      @fint239 Před 4 lety +7

      ❤️

    • @favouritelyrics3026
      @favouritelyrics3026 Před 4 lety +6

      Thank you

    • @muthia642
      @muthia642 Před 3 lety +27

      U know, we literally have no one but God. That's all that keeps me from ending my life

    • @ryqlsf
      @ryqlsf Před 3 lety +24

      Agree with that. When there's no one stay by your side during your ups and down, remember that God will always be with you. So, grateful for everything.
      Btw, I'm not a Christian.

  • @CharlieBrownGIGA
    @CharlieBrownGIGA Před 3 lety +204

    I wrote this poem one night when I was feeling very depressed:
    What do you do when you feel like you hate you life, as well as yourself?
    When you're too sad to cry, but too scared to get help?
    When you lay in bed awake because you have insomnia,
    You barely get any sleep, and you never want to eat.
    And you tell yourself everyday that you want to change.
    I'm so fucking tired but I lay in bed restless because I keep thinking about all of the things in my life that I fucking hate,
    Especially about myself.
    I'm lucky for the things I have and the people I know,
    But I can't help but want everything to just stop. It would be so much easier.
    My face burns cause I'm sad and mad.
    I don't wanna get high or drunk because all my life all I've seen is addiction.
    And I don't wanna go there. I just want to feel happy,
    Genuinely happy.
    I inhale and exhale because I hope that I can just breathe out the pain,
    But it doesn't work.
    It never does.
    So what the fuck do I do?

    • @blemishes4629
      @blemishes4629 Před 3 lety +1

      You hold on for yourself for those around you i cant give good advice cause im in the exact place rn and im so sorry

    • @kpopstan7520
      @kpopstan7520 Před 3 lety +7

      Keep hope , I promise someday everything will be ok ..." cause when the storm is over you won't remember the struggle but you will remember yourself standing strong and firm and you will be proud of yourself for not giving up." I'm sending you a virtual hug.... I hope everything will be good.

    • @amruthavalli1260
      @amruthavalli1260 Před 3 lety

      I felt it

  • @elfinneocity590
    @elfinneocity590 Před 4 lety +573

    This song punched me so hard. It's hard to be happy. My life just go messy. I'm here, try to comfort myself, but my head is going to somewhere that I don't really know. There are many people in my life, but they can't really understand me and I stopped trying to understand them. It's like I live alone.
    The only thing that I want to, I want to be happy, even for one day. How can I?

    • @shakeerah6528
      @shakeerah6528 Před 4 lety +11

      Trust the process.... The same God that put you there is the same God that's gonna make you happy again... Trust in him

    • @seaofthewind5854
      @seaofthewind5854 Před 4 lety +10

      First you need to know something, you are amazing, your are smart, and most of all you are IMPORTANT. Find out who you are and what you like to do for fun. Keep focusing on the positives and the blessings that you have. Keep being great.

    • @aakankshamalothia9146
      @aakankshamalothia9146 Před 4 lety +2

      I wish.. god bless you with so many happiness... one thing i should suggest you that you may change your way to express how you feel.. may be then people will start understand you..

    • @shekinahhaleck
      @shekinahhaleck Před 4 lety +5

      This is something I’m battling too. It’s been hard for me to adjust. But one thing that I’ve found comfort and peace in is God. In all honesty. I can’t even believe it. I just want you to know that you are loved. You are so loved. Life can be so difficult, but you just have to dig deep and push through it. When things get hard, go to God. It wouldn’t hurt to try. That’s all I can say.

    • @chhavisharma6127
      @chhavisharma6127 Před 4 lety +6

      By knowing the fact that 'happiness is overrated'. Just don't try. It's okay to be just okay sometimes.

  • @mikalahh
    @mikalahh Před 4 lety +615

    it's hard most times. my family thinks i'm being over dramatic, but finding ways to smile and laugh is getting harder. i just want to close off my mind and be with myself. i know this might be weird, but i created an imaginary friend. he's an english boy who likes wearing green sweaters. he has brown curly hair and he makes me smile. this might have been the weirdest thing i've ever done, but i guess that's my way of coping with what i'm feeling.

    • @Aksh-dx1no
      @Aksh-dx1no Před 4 lety +34

      mikalah , don’t worry bruh ... I don’t know what you are going through but everything will be fine soon ... 🙂

    • @raunakkardam3202
      @raunakkardam3202 Před 4 lety +31

      never criticise yourself for this.......you are doing great my dear....just hang in there.....bright days wait ahead..💜

    • @goeasy8916
      @goeasy8916 Před 4 lety +9

      Hugs!!! Love you!!! xoxo

    • @elysiajames2024
      @elysiajames2024 Před 4 lety +8

      Wow. You just explained my life.

    • @atria662
      @atria662 Před 4 lety +9

      shit might be hard sometimes but don't ever lose hope
      and i have an imaginary friend too!!!! sending lots of love

  • @jnttrs1741
    @jnttrs1741 Před 4 lety +295

    If I didn’t use my phone as a distraction everyday, I would get lost in the endless void that is my thoughts 😔 This song describes how I feel at times. It’s hard sometimes. :(

  • @ErklePianoGirl
    @ErklePianoGirl Před 4 lety +465

    I'm not depressed, I don't really suffer from anxiety, but I relate to this song because I'm viewed as the spontaneous, exuberant, and cheery friend of our group. But there are sometimes days where I'm just upset and I'm not as lively as usual, and people are always weirded out by it and so they think I'm fake, but there are some days I'm not so excited about everything.
    ~ sincerely and yours truly,
    The exuberant and mom-friend of the group 😊

    • @vousmavez
      @vousmavez Před 4 lety +10

      I can relate with you...you know even the happiest person can find it hard to happy all the time and sometimes we need our own space to mute our mind and be relax. Doesn't mean we are fake, be happy of who you are and let people think what they wanna think because we cannot control their mind and how the view us

    • @rabiasultana9394
      @rabiasultana9394 Před 4 lety +1

      I feel you too. Thankyou for sharing

    • @MarieRealms
      @MarieRealms Před 3 lety +2

      Omg yes you literally put it into words

    • @maddiea6158
      @maddiea6158 Před 3 lety +1

      ive never been able to put it into words but thats exactly how I feel
      well said

    • @acreature7234
      @acreature7234 Před 3 lety +1

      yes.

  • @j.nicole2476
    @j.nicole2476 Před 3 lety +54

    “I try to be happy. But it's hard sometimes.”
    This hits. This hits hard.

  • @MelbertjrLUZON
    @MelbertjrLUZON Před 3 lety +170

    "My childhood was better than what I am today."
    -Myself

    • @sydneyblank1467
      @sydneyblank1467 Před 3 lety +2

      Maybe because as kids we're so innocent to the world, to the stress of life and the pain of the low parts of life.
      What I would give to go back to that time of ignorant bliss

    • @MelbertjrLUZON
      @MelbertjrLUZON Před 3 lety +2

      @@sydneyblank1467 Our childhood, where we want to know the outside world, but when we knew it, we hoped that we never had.

    • @tykomatsu3820
      @tykomatsu3820 Před 2 lety +2

      It's not better it's just getting worse everyday

  • @naminaminami5524
    @naminaminami5524 Před 4 lety +1742

    Little Girl: What’s on your arm?
    Me: They’re battle scars.
    Little Girl: You fought in a war?
    Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
    Little Girl: That’s so cool! Can I get one?
    Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I’ll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to hug them, okay? Can you promise me?
    Little Girl: Yes. I promise.
    A few days later we went on a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager.
    Teen: Why are you hugging me?
    Little Girl: Because... (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter.
    The teen looked up at me, and I rolled up my sleeves to show her.
    With tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me...
    Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I’m not done fighting.
    She bends down at eye level with the little girl
    Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero.
    Notes: this is not my story I made, but everyone’s. I want you guys to do the same to anyone with “battle scars”.

    Stay safe everyone.. ❤️

    • @demischembri5669
      @demischembri5669 Před 4 lety +53

      Wow this acctually made me cry. This Is amazing x

    • @jessixb4
      @jessixb4 Před 4 lety +30

      Even a single smile make big difference ,then there will no words to describe hug . that is very touching

    • @SuperDiyaaa
      @SuperDiyaaa Před 4 lety +8

      💕

    • @jiwookun3960
      @jiwookun3960 Před 4 lety +11

      Wow this is cringey

    • @inanimatebusinessman
      @inanimatebusinessman Před 4 lety +5

      @@jiwookun3960 you're in a safe place

  • @chirashii3947
    @chirashii3947 Před 3 lety +171

    Hide and Seek isn’t fun when nobody is looking for you
    -Abigail Black

  • @bubbletea6617
    @bubbletea6617 Před 4 lety +565

    To everyone in the comment section: I know your sad, I wish I could give you a hug

  • @user-xp9jc4gl3q
    @user-xp9jc4gl3q Před 4 lety +577

    Have you ever experienced being in a hard situation that you want to vent it all out, yet you don't know who should you talk to? Like you think that your friends were already fed up with your dramas. Your family wouldn't try to understand nor listen to your problems. However, you still attempt to share it with your friends, but it seems like they don't care at all so you end up not telling them. You tried multiple failed suicide attempts. You want to end all the shit and just sleep forever, but you're afraid of going to hell and you still want to achieve your goals to prove your family that you can do better. However, as time passed by you realized that everyone will be happy without your existence because as long as you're breathing people around you are miserable. Have you ever had that feeling that you want to be happy but everything seems dull, even the things and the persons that once made you happy were no longer brings you joy.
    PS. I don't think that I am depressed.

    • @n.0_958
      @n.0_958 Před 4 lety +7

      broo me too. i felt the same (;O;)(;O;)(;O;)

    • @teeeeeettt
      @teeeeeettt Před 4 lety +7

      here i am..feeling the exact same thing

    • @comptasup5330
      @comptasup5330 Před 4 lety +6

      I feel exactly the sale. It's hard. Really

    • @navierellie4860
      @navierellie4860 Před 4 lety +2

      relatable

    • @deevija8439
      @deevija8439 Před 4 lety +4

      I really wonder why we feel that way and is it any way to feel normal again

  • @dyrkr
    @dyrkr Před 4 lety +335

    I'm waking up my mind
    I'm just trying to kill the silence
    I'm ripping off the blinds
    I'm just trying to let some light in
    I've been on the road, I've been missing home
    See it on my phone that the world back there
    Keeps spinning 'round without me
    I'm waking up my mind
    I'm ripping off the blinds
    Oh I (oh I)
    Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes
    But life (but life)
    Just seems to happen right before my eyes
    'Cause I feel like I'm not there
    'Cause my head is up somewhere
    Far away from all my friends
    I just want that back again
    Oh I (oh I)
    Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes
    It's hard sometimes
    When I come off cold
    I'm not doing it on purpose
    You caught me in a hole
    That I dig for myself when I'm nervous
    I've been on the road, I've been missing home
    See it on my phone that my friends back there
    Got inside jokes without me
    Oh woah
    Don't mean to come off cold
    I don't want to be alone
    Oh I (oh I)
    Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (hard sometimes)
    But life (but life)
    Just seems to happen right before my eyes (before my eyes)
    'Cause I feel like I'm not there
    'Cause my head is up somewhere
    Far away from all my friends
    I just want that back again
    Oh I (oh I)
    Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (hard sometimes)
    I don't feel like myself and
    I can't help being selfish
    Sometimes, the pressure gets the best of me
    Oh I, oh I
    Oh I
    Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes
    But life
    Just seems to happen, it's just passing by, oh
    'Cause I feel like I'm not there
    'Cause my head is up somewhere
    Far away from all my friends
    I just want that back again
    Oh I (oh I)
    Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (hard sometimes)
    'Cause it's hard sometimes

    • @ripalibii
      @ripalibii Před 3 lety +5

      💕

    • @SunMoonShadow
      @SunMoonShadow Před 3 lety +3

      🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸
      @teia🌸4 lines into the song and I'm straight into the comments scrolling, scrolling . . . Yay! here you are, bless 🙏 thank you for the full lyrics in this space.. 💕🙋💞9/12/2020@23:23nzst
      🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

    • @dyrkr
      @dyrkr Před 3 lety +2

      @@SunMoonShadow you are welcome! 😊

    • @SunMoonShadow
      @SunMoonShadow Před 3 lety +2

      @@dyrkr 🌸👋😄👍💕🙆💞

  • @jhoannelasic3431
    @jhoannelasic3431 Před 3 lety +79

    It really is hard at times specially when ur pretending and been doing your best but still ain't enough. When the people around you tells you they love you yet they can't make you feel loved. Staying strong is all we have. Keep on going I believe in you.

  • @angelyroses
    @angelyroses Před 4 lety +22

    Dear readers,
    Most of the times, it can be hard, really hard, but you are worthy of love and happiness, even though it doesn't seem like it. You are not alone, you can never be. We all go through those hardships and fight in our own silent battles. At the end of the day, some survived and some didn't. I hope you do. ♥️♥️♥️. Stay strong and keep fighting.

  • @vaitiarmy6647
    @vaitiarmy6647 Před 4 lety +209

    To anyone who needs to hear this, remember that you deserve to be alive, someone out there loves you and is happy because you exist

  • @hanistar6360
    @hanistar6360 Před 4 lety +212

    I cried almost everyday bcos of my anxiety. I'm getting tired and feeling hopeless day by day. Never a day passed by without me feeling scared over something. I'm tired :)

    • @asdfghjkl-qt9nf
      @asdfghjkl-qt9nf Před 4 lety +4

      Me too 😔 i just want a normal life

    • @hanistar6360
      @hanistar6360 Před 4 lety +4

      @@asdfghjkl-qt9nf maybe one day we will get it. Cheer up! :)

    • @asdfghjkl-qt9nf
      @asdfghjkl-qt9nf Před 4 lety

      I miss Kyungsoo's hair i hope so.thankyouu! ☺️

    • @nukonuko1184
      @nukonuko1184 Před 4 lety

      I would appreciate if someone texted me dedehope0@gmail.com

    • @silent_cry_
      @silent_cry_ Před 4 lety +1

      Oh dear... Please, stay strong 💜

  • @sydneyblank1467
    @sydneyblank1467 Před 3 lety +20

    As a 20 year old college student with three siblings back at home but no friend because my entire family moved right after I graduated, this resonated with me. My family's world just keeps spinning without me and my sisters have lives that I can't keep up with, my brother is growing up and I'm not there with them. My older sister just turned 23. My younger sister is going to be a senior in high school next year. My brother can get his permit next year. It's just so hard sometimes to come to terms with the fact that life is happening. Time is passing. I can't stop it or slow it down and it scares me. Everything just feels so out of control to me.

  • @stranger9774
    @stranger9774 Před 4 lety +70

    nobody truly wants to be alone...

    • @TheGAMINGSKILZz
      @TheGAMINGSKILZz Před 3 lety +4

      I once saw a quote that went along the lines of “there’s a difference between someone wanting to be alone and someone who’s lonely”

  • @jinanis9cmtallerthanme547
    @jinanis9cmtallerthanme547 Před 4 lety +20

    It’s beautiful how everyone interprets the lyric differently. For me, I’ve been struggling with social nervousness in my whole life, when I first found out this song, I cried (I’m still crying writing this lmao). I’ve always been trying my best to interact with my friends, but I’m always getting anxious for no reason. I knew they caught my awkward hints & gestures too. That’s why almost everyone isn’t interested to be friends with me... Because I’m awkward and not fun. When I get back home, I always crying thinking about what mistakes I made because of my poor social skill. Feeling like myself is not enough and worthy.
    I’ve been living like this since junior high until now in college. When I was on primary school, I was kind of got bullied maybe that’s why I developed this personality. My junior high school life was terrifying, I literally have no friends, a group of people included me because they were pity on me, that was why I always left out. Thankfully on my high school, I met some people who could accept me as who I am till today.
    When I’m talking with people, I come off cold, not because I truly am, but I’m just really nervous and I really hate this yet idk how to fix it. There was a gathering in my early college and I looked super nervous, my hands were cold and my heart beat faster. Some people noticed something strange with me. They literally looked at me in the eye and I could tell by their eyes, they must be wondered what the heck was wrong with me? I’m still scared whenever I recall those feelings.
    Maybe for most of people, having friends is not a big deal, because they could easily doing it. But for me, friendship is such a crucial matters that I’ve always been struggling with in my whole life.
    “When i’m come off cold, i’m not doing it on purpose”
    “You caught me in a hole that i dig for myself when i’m nervous”
    “See it in my phone that my friends back there got inside jokes without me”
    “Don’t mean to came of cold YET i don’t want to be alone”
    “Sometimes the pressures get the best of me”
    Every lyrics from this song hits right at home for those who suffer social anxiety.

    • @nokwandashange3397
      @nokwandashange3397 Před 3 lety

      i feel you i know being around people can be very over whelming, i don't think you are weird or maybe i'm weird to, all i can say is there is nothing wrong with you, that is who you are and your uniqueness makes you special, ones you learn that you will know that people should not be friends with you because they pity you, you don't have to be pitied for being who you are, you will find people who will love to be around your weird self and i think i'm the first one, and help you overcome your fears. Don't change yourself for the world, you are ok the way you are

    • @ngholtzen7196
      @ngholtzen7196 Před 2 lety

      i relate to this whole thing so much! thank you for sharing

  • @Hatchet_Draws
    @Hatchet_Draws Před 3 lety +16

    Life is like a game, right? So if you end your life didn’t you just end your game? Didn’t you just quit? I know that my words probably don’t mean much to you, but remember the satisfaction of completing that really hard game that you probably played? It felt so good didn’t it. Well if life is a game then don’t you want that satisfaction of finishing it? Imagine you make it to the end. You prove that you have enough strength to push through and complete this incredibly hard game. When you do if no one noticed I’ll be there, clapping from beyond CZcams. You did it! You. Did. It. I am so proud of you. You were so strong.
    Take this from a fellow depressed suicidal person. Finish the game, it’ll be worth it, I promise.

  • @jessicado2362
    @jessicado2362 Před 3 lety +22

    sometimes im overwhelmed. I have nothing that can make me overwhelmed but i just am. Everything in life gives me anxiety. I feel like my smallest mistakes will be judged. Like everything I do will be wrong. I try to be happy for people when inside i feel like im dying slowly. Someone once said that im to young for the world to break me yet look where i am. The truth is im to young to not let the world break me. I wonder why its so hard to be happy? Why is it that i always feel like I’m forcing myself to be happy. All my emotion build up until i finally let it out. That hasnt happened yet so the battle is still happening.

    • @sarah_snowflakes9303
      @sarah_snowflakes9303 Před 3 lety +4

      I feel the same why, I just don't know how I'm feeling and when someone asks what's wrong I can't find the right words to describe how I'm feeling....sometimes I feel like I'm okay and sometimes not idk .
      Just know that your not alone ik ppl say this a lot but it's sometimes nice to know that we're not alone, this is just life nobody said it was gonna be easy, just hang in there " this too shall pass "
      I hope you're doing better

  • @joerjenprado8615
    @joerjenprado8615 Před 4 lety +207

    it's 3am now,
    anxiety is beside me.
    been sleepless for days now.
    what am i supposed to do?
    i miss her already
    but i can't do a thing about it.
    this is bullshit

    • @snoopyw6589
      @snoopyw6589 Před 4 lety +1

      hollow town your loss because you can’t be truthful. Enjoy your life without my love

    • @onlyroofficial
      @onlyroofficial Před 4 lety

      stay strong❤️

    • @syafiqadli6720
      @syafiqadli6720 Před 4 lety +1

      You are not alone ... stay strong ... don’t be hard on yourself aight..

    • @blackab4341
      @blackab4341 Před 4 lety +4

      @@snoopyw6589 hey second chances can be given... people make mistakes and it is hard to forgive, but if you really belive that he can be better, even the slightest chance, don't ruin something beautiful)) just a stranger passing by.

    • @joerjenprado8615
      @joerjenprado8615 Před 4 lety

      @@blackab4341 thanks, ill try my best to be better..
      ill be honest with my feelings from now on.

  • @lesyles8682
    @lesyles8682 Před 3 lety +6

    To all the people who has anxiety,stress,depression and are struggling to cope with it. I know you can one day because you are stronger than those.
    And to the people who doesn't want to live anymore, why give up when u have come a long way through.
    I don't know who you are and what you are going through, I JUST WANT YOU TO LIVE.
    I WANT YOU TO STILL KEEP FIGHTING.

  • @gadischaos3980
    @gadischaos3980 Před 3 lety +18

    honestly i'm just living with this hopeless soul.

  • @bunmiikharia491
    @bunmiikharia491 Před 3 lety +8

    i just moved half way across the world, leaving friends and family back home, especially during this time
    this song is sooo relatable and accurate in so many ways

  • @sunnyside_down345
    @sunnyside_down345 Před 4 lety +4

    KHB...never disappoints me, whenever i come back. Life's really hard for me right now.these songs sometimes works as ointments to my scars.
    Love KHB❤❤❤

  • @M0ssyC0bblest0n3
    @M0ssyC0bblest0n3 Před 4 lety +150

    I feel like I'm seeking attention now...
    Crying only because my laptop broke a bit...
    But those are the small things that trigger me again... And in everyday there's a little thing that makes me sad, angry or scared...

  • @gxrael9080
    @gxrael9080 Před 3 lety +2

    I give up to be happy cause not even a minute I feel happy,the happiness get taken away right after that.

  • @alanaa4627
    @alanaa4627 Před 3 lety +4

    This song is the first that's made me cry in forever. I've had so many negative things happen simultaneously in the last week that it's so hard for me to try to be happy. And all of last year was so hard that I would've cried harder listening then. This touched me on a deep level that I can't even comprehend.

  • @kathywise3783
    @kathywise3783 Před rokem +3

    The Lord is our strength who we need to look to it's all about haveing faith and believing the Lord can do all things,look to him.

  • @julianflores7653
    @julianflores7653 Před 3 lety +13

    I feel like I'm living life on auto-pilot. I go through so much disappointment and people belittling me daily to the point where I'm used to it. I've cried so many nights before, I feel like all my tears have been used up. I've been there, done that. I can't even feel angry or feel sadness anymore. I'm just numb guys... that's all. I'm just numb...

  • @bonnielin5965
    @bonnielin5965 Před 4 lety +7

    this was the first song i heard ruel sing and idk how much i cried, this song relates to my problems too much and it made me feel i guess upsetting but also hopeful. i lost the one person in my life that i truly cared and had feelings for (he’s alive) but he rejected me by ignoring me constantly and i haven’t really been able to get past it since he never fully rejected me.

  • @theaforeverclub
    @theaforeverclub Před 3 lety +5

    I just have once advice for the people who are really struggling deep down where their heart aches. The past is the past, but you can never erase what happened. Instead, you can choose to put it behind you, so you can rise! Look forward, and keep on going. The world brought you here for a reason, to have a good future. Lastly, there's one more thing I need to tell you, sometimes you have to go through the worst to experience the best! So keep on going! Keep on living! I believe in you.

  • @nayjashah7368
    @nayjashah7368 Před 4 lety +6

    Life isn't all that you have seen yet... If you go you would have just walked past a beautiful rose on rainy day and listened to the prologue of a beautiful song without finishing it. It's gonna be hard sometimes but if you are still living if you are still trying to find a strength if you have a hesitation when trying to finally leave find something, anything that brings you reason. Think of the future... It's not always gonna be the same and I can promise you that💜

  • @ade684
    @ade684 Před 3 lety +8

    I don't know if anyone will read this but I just wanna share it and continue listening to this amazing song. I was always bullied by people around me. For some reason, no one tried to be friends with me, or talk to me like I'm a normal person. I was always lonely and developed anxiety and depression throughout my life, feeling useless, worthless, nothing but someone who doesn't deserve to live and feeling like I'm disappointing even the people that doesn't know me. I don't know what Am I living for, why do I continue and why was I born in the first place? I feel like my place isn't here, that I'm not worth to even breath but when I think of dying, leaving everything behind, I'm scared. I'm scared of making my family suffer when it's all my fault I feel like this. Truth is, no one wants to die for real, we just want to feel happy, just a little time when we don't have to worry about every little thing, when we don't have to cry and feel guilty, when we would smile and be happy. We just want everything to be over, either the loss of someone or the feeling of being wortless because the people around you don't care at all, we all have scars we just can't forget. I always thought I'm alone, but I see so many people sharing stories and realize I'm not the only one and maybe I'm not someone who can say this but just... don't give up. Even if you feel like there is no tomorrow, like your world is crashing down and you have no place to hide, there are always better times and a good future that is waiting for you, you just have to be strong and face the world, cry if you want, do things that at least used to give you happiness and find someone to listen to you. It's always gonna be something for you, so... Believe in yourself, in the person you are and try to love yourself! ❤ I may not know you, but I love you, I know you're a strong person, a kind and amazing person and can do everything you dream for!

  • @veloryningthoujam5428
    @veloryningthoujam5428 Před 3 lety +52

    Trying is hard
    Accepting hurts
    So we keep on running to escape the reality.

  • @zonnm
    @zonnm Před 4 lety +46

    an introvert can feel lonely too

  • @PrincessJudith
    @PrincessJudith Před 4 lety +115

    far away from all my friends,
    i just want that back again.
    -ruel

  • @Jimwin2
    @Jimwin2 Před 3 lety +12

    The love of my life struggles with life and thoughts of ending it. All I can do is stand by her and support her as much as she needs. If only she could see herself through my eyes. She’s worth so much and is everything to me.

  • @janical.7922
    @janical.7922 Před 3 lety +1

    I don't know how many times I listened to this song every day. I just feel like, all the meaning of the lyrics, reflecting myself and it's hard sometimes for trying yourself to be okay, when you know it's not.

  • @soulcrusher_9870
    @soulcrusher_9870 Před 3 lety +7

    “Cuz I feel like I’m not there, cuz my head is up somewhere, far away from all my friends, I just want that back again”🖤

  • @arlinda8776
    @arlinda8776 Před 4 lety +3

    The whole my feelings expressed in one song!
    Thank you for this beautiful song♥️

  • @cuteyota2800
    @cuteyota2800 Před 3 lety +2

    This is the song I never get tired of.. ever single part of this song gives me chill's....

  • @nomitahazarika6380
    @nomitahazarika6380 Před 3 lety +4

    Tears fall every single time I listen to this song. ❤

  • @heya_1
    @heya_1 Před 4 lety +47

    When it doesn't give you comfort even after knowing you aren't alone, that's what I'm scared of.

  • @scream2177
    @scream2177 Před 3 lety +17

    When you’re just so tired of everything that even ur tears wont fall anymore

  • @secret3576
    @secret3576 Před 3 lety +1

    Shawn Mendez voice vibe 💙 Happy that it made to my recommendations and discover a very beautiful song and an amazing voice💙

  • @miabarnardt4523
    @miabarnardt4523 Před 4 lety +12

    I just discovered this song. Damn. It hit right in the feels.
    Side note: If anyone ever wants to vent without feeling guilty, you're welcome to talk. You wouldn't he judged and I will listen. If you want advice I could also try a few recommendations. Don't give up, someone wil always love you. You matter. ✌️❤️

  • @kezia4267
    @kezia4267 Před 4 lety +11

    i dont know how to tell or describe my feeling right now. i want to tell to everyone that im not okay now but they re just lookin at me. at the end, i keep movin forward , and carry all of these pain, until new pain comin again and again . at my last breath, what i bring just heartbroken :)

  • @danasofiaruizmartinez9331

    Honestly, I feel like this song says what a lot of us can't say. I'm honestly drowning and can't be bothered to fight my way to the surface anymore, I know I'll just be pushed back down once again. It's like I've finally been broken far enough that the contingency plans have run out and now everything that's left to do is sit and wait for everything to either end or magically get better.

  • @joytackett2128
    @joytackett2128 Před 4 lety +1

    Beautiful song, yes during this time of crisis it is hard to be happy. But this will pass in time. God bless you an stay safe. Thanks

  • @bellebelle9532
    @bellebelle9532 Před 3 lety +12

    this song makes me feel so lonely. reminds me of when i felt truly alone. god, i never want to go back to the dark.
    but i think i'm slipping. i don't want to, please, please don't let me slip.

  • @wendycella7632
    @wendycella7632 Před 4 lety +6

    I find it so hard to expose my vulnerablity most times so listening to this song helps get some shit off my chest and just helps me tear up.

  • @ablue5419
    @ablue5419 Před 4 lety +42

    I’m struggling so hard depression is something really bad but is not only with depression I have to dealing with is something else which is maybe 10 times more devastating than depression and that is harass I’m also victim of constantly harass from heartless cruel individuals so of majority of my days are dark and terrified.

    • @shakeerah6528
      @shakeerah6528 Před 4 lety +2

      Everything will be ok... Trust in God

    • @snoopyw6589
      @snoopyw6589 Před 4 lety

      A Blue I’ll leave you alone and never call or text again. You’ve heard enough from me. Your not a victim

    • @nurulirdina5244
      @nurulirdina5244 Před 4 lety

      A Blue cheer up you can do it👍❤

  • @oliviarengan498
    @oliviarengan498 Před 4 lety

    This song hit me right at the bottom of my heart..great piece of art..I love it..support from Malaysia

  • @nherlynjoyce1942
    @nherlynjoyce1942 Před 3 lety +11

    It hits hard when nobody knows that you're in pain

  • @urban0443
    @urban0443 Před 3 lety +3

    Every other songs just makes me more depressed but Japanese songs always gave me some uplifting feeling to it with a little bit of sadness to it. I'm only listening to this types of songs when I really need to cry.

  • @ericavery567
    @ericavery567 Před 4 lety +3

    Its hard getting through things and still being happy, so we have these breakdowns and anxieties about life but what we need to know is that we can make it through no matter the situation

  • @thewujustar9630
    @thewujustar9630 Před 3 lety +2

    I find understanding & comfort through your song! Thank you 😊

  • @josephinerhodes5900
    @josephinerhodes5900 Před 4 lety +2

    How does KHB always know what I need to hear...❤️

  • @sraiemeska2111
    @sraiemeska2111 Před 4 lety +5

    This song hit right in my heart.. I feel so lost and i don't know what am i supposed to do..

  • @blank____4163
    @blank____4163 Před 4 lety +7

    me relating: ''i feel like i'm not there, because my head is up somewhere''
    me changing the lyrics a bit: far away from all my friends, ll stop's ''that i never had'' start again >
    '' i just want that back again''
    really good song
    have a good day
    -Ruel

  • @DUMRATBOY
    @DUMRATBOY Před 4 lety +1

    When I’m sad I watch lyric videos, the people in the comment section are just so kind, supportive and understanding, I wish everyone was like this

  • @ivberryyy4808
    @ivberryyy4808 Před 4 lety +2

    It's really hard these days... being a frontliner. Still didn't get a rest and day off for 3 months now. For the past 3 weeks I am feeling the slump. This song hits home. But I'll keep trying... to survive every day.

  • @abbiecobern6005
    @abbiecobern6005 Před 3 lety +5

    After more than an hour of listening to songs, I've finally found one that basically represents my life, now this is my favourite song, also...I'm crying, like a lot🥺😢😭

  • @buzzoffbeel9960
    @buzzoffbeel9960 Před 4 lety +7

    This song is so true. But even though i might be struggling with something, thr second someone else needs help or comfort. I'm right there. There's somethibg so freeing about helping others feel better.

    • @imanishorts5957
      @imanishorts5957 Před 4 lety +2

      If you haven't already, you should listen to the song "Two" by Sleeping at Last. Your comment has the same theme as the song😊

    • @buzzoffbeel9960
      @buzzoffbeel9960 Před 3 lety +2

      @@imanishorts5957 I found that song and you are absolutely right. Same feeling as this one. It's beautiful.

  • @marciawalkup4474
    @marciawalkup4474 Před rokem

    Omg. Your Beautiful voice, goes deep into the
    Hearts
    That are listening. To the message is so truly real. 😭❤️😭❤️

  • @josleenlisakhanya3504
    @josleenlisakhanya3504 Před 3 lety +5

    This song describes my situation right now.I had to let go of my past but at the same time it was my favourite memories I let go becos it destroyed me completely but now I look at those times and I'm grateful to learn the lessons it taught me btw lovely song its so down to earth

  • @femkezwarts6296
    @femkezwarts6296 Před 3 lety +5

    I've never felt so connected to a song in my life before, every sentence every word feels like it's about me...

  • @Nassya_
    @Nassya_ Před 4 lety +5

    So sad of seeing so many of you guys suffering... you all deserve happiness , praying for you tonight , don’t forget you truely are amazing , the way you are . You matter. And if you are a believer , just know God loves you 🤍

  • @kagomeluna3217
    @kagomeluna3217 Před 4 lety +1

    Wow...how can a song hit you so hard that your entire life flashes through your eyes.

  • @musicaldog7670
    @musicaldog7670 Před 4 lety +3

    How have I never heard of this guy before? Great song

  • @saf1999
    @saf1999 Před 3 lety +3

    Never heard of Ruel , too good 🔥

  • @hananana9035
    @hananana9035 Před 4 lety +5

    Its just hurts when you lost your friends forever and just leave a memory behind with tears drop , you lost everything that you ever struggle before then ppl keep talking and being toxic to you . Its hard sometimes .

  • @thesocialtuber
    @thesocialtuber Před 4 lety +2

    One of my fav song❤️, Thanks KHB 💙

  • @andrrimuca8336
    @andrrimuca8336 Před 4 lety +1

    this song healed me just saying !!! 🥺✊🏼♥️ loveit.

  • @hadiakhanniazi6304
    @hadiakhanniazi6304 Před 4 lety +6

    I feel happy rn in the moment. I hope whoever is not finds a reason to smile everyday.

  • @sitinurfadzilahbintiyukili7912

    I tried to do my best in everything. I study hard but in the end I just got B+. And im working at mcdonalds as a part timer. I feel like everyone are so good. I can't keep up with them. I know it's because i'm new but it's really hard. Some people are talking behind my back, saying how useless i am. I want to stop working because the salary isn't what i expected it will be and there are so many things i wanna buy and i also want to save money to further my study. I want to find new job, so i told my family that i want to stop working but all they said was "just hang on there. At least you've got some money if you get into university" .. But it's because my sister also works there. Its so hard, even explaining it here is just so hard..

    • @sitinurfadzilahbintiyukili7912
      @sitinurfadzilahbintiyukili7912 Před 4 lety +2

      My friend asked me if i wanna join her searching for job at other place (also in this town where im working now) but my family didnt let me to do what i want. Truth is, im so stressed right now. I dont like this job, i have anxiety, i want to do a good job but my mind and my body wont follow me. Its just.., hard. Also, im not living with my family right now. I live at the same place with my sister but in a different house. Its just so hard, why didnt anyone get me? Why they didnt try to trust me just this once..? Its just so hard

    • @sitinurfadzilahbintiyukili7912
      @sitinurfadzilahbintiyukili7912 Před 4 lety +2

      I live trying to make everyone satisfied.. Its stressing me out. I even feel like running away but i cant. Im not someone like that.

    • @edmondrayfilipino2168
      @edmondrayfilipino2168 Před 3 lety +1

      @@sitinurfadzilahbintiyukili7912
      I trust u and i love you
      Keep fighting

    • @caseycampbell4787
      @caseycampbell4787 Před 3 lety

      A b+ is still good. You aren't useless. I'm sorry your job experience is difficult. I wish I could help.

    • @cutepineapple4217
      @cutepineapple4217 Před 3 lety +1

      Don't make it bad, i think your grade it's good, B+ is a good grade. And if you want find other job, just do that, maybe your family firstly don't let you to get other job, but if you enjoy in your new job and then you got good salary, your family will happy for you. It's okay if we go against our parents once. I know it's hard bro, stay strong 💪💪

  • @crystalheart3632
    @crystalheart3632 Před 4 lety +13

    You know what it just hurts 😢😢 and some people won't understand

  • @sadbirdsstillsing6011
    @sadbirdsstillsing6011 Před 3 lety +2

    I love this song so much, hopefully this is enough for me today (:

  • @nsi_syana
    @nsi_syana Před 3 lety +5

    Came back to this song after so long. I just want to say I’m finally meeting psychiatrist and a couple months after that I told my parents. It was hard for them to accept it. They’re still trying to accept it. But thankfully after they went to meet my doctor they didn’t question me anymore. All they did is just asking me when is the next appointment.

  • @nv6288
    @nv6288 Před 4 lety +5

    Someone needs to make a mashup up with this song and fine line 🔥

  • @kfleiemebdllwmwl7767
    @kfleiemebdllwmwl7767 Před 4 lety +2

    First time to hear this but it really sums up what I'm feeling rn.

  • @magicalqueen783
    @magicalqueen783 Před 4 lety

    Thanks for featuring Ruel's song here.

  • @jimrodkeira6717
    @jimrodkeira6717 Před 4 lety +68

    im trying to get pregnant.
    weve been trying for so long
    but every month im getting my menstruation.
    and it was heartbreaking for me.
    my partner is getting tired of trying
    and im in pain.
    im also getting tired of waiting
    but we wanted to havr a child so bad.

    • @kieraayuzawa952
      @kieraayuzawa952 Před 4 lety +11

      It's gonna be alright. It might not be today or tomorrow but it'll surely happen, don't lose hope yet.

    • @farwarauf9221
      @farwarauf9221 Před 4 lety +10

      I’m sorry. Please stay strong. Don’t give up...

    • @hampter3524
      @hampter3524 Před 4 lety +8

      Sorry to hear that
      U will
      And u will

    • @fredericamarius6869
      @fredericamarius6869 Před 4 lety +10

      Let us pray together to be able to conceive 🙏

    • @mckayleem3098
      @mckayleem3098 Před 3 lety +4

      I get that it’s not quite the same, but have you considered adopting?

  • @clarisa1415
    @clarisa1415 Před 4 lety +4

    thank you for this masterpiece💙

  • @novellearellano363
    @novellearellano363 Před 3 lety +1

    Love this kind of music. ❤

  • @MaketimeforJesus
    @MaketimeforJesus Před 4 lety

    I try to be happy but it's hard sometimes - this really hits home...⚘💕

  • @emeldasenete722
    @emeldasenete722 Před 4 lety +47

    I try to be happy but sometimes it’s really hard when you’re missing someone or my old friends .

  • @elliedrake1865
    @elliedrake1865 Před 3 lety +3

    this is the anthem of my life rn

  • @yaniducay5954
    @yaniducay5954 Před 4 lety +2

    We are not humans having spiritual experience, We are spirits having human experience. Yep, it is hard sometimes. C’est la vie. We tried and we should keep on trying to be happy!
    This song also hit me so damn hard. But, I don’t want to wallow on the things that makes me sad anymore. I want to change the narrative.
    Hugs to all! 🤗♥️

  • @danzbedanz6502
    @danzbedanz6502 Před 3 lety +2

    I'm just stuck here , not moving on cause I can't forget stuff that would hurt myself . It's tattooed in the back of my head and it's stupid . It's just small things but why is it seems is like a big deal . It's hard sometimes to smile knowing it isn't genuine