Asious - happy i failed (prod. ross gossage)

Asious - happy i failed (prod. ross gossage)
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Lyrics:
I’m happy I failed
Yeah
For the first time in a long time mom I’m happy I failed
For the first time and the last time I hope, I’m happy I failed
For the first time in a long time I am happy I failed
I’m alive right now
Didn’t think I’d see this sight last night wow
Out my mind wow wow
Now I’m just trynna get by and lie down
I don’t know if I really can say this but
I’m hoping that I won’t ever go chase it a-gain, yeah
I’m hoping that I don’t fall again
I feel relieved and disappointed at the same time
Like I couldn’t even do it right I’m ashamed wow
But I don’t care bout thinking that way now
Cause right now I just wanna say
I’m happy I failed
Yeah
For the first time in a long time mom I’m happy I failed
For the first time and the last time I hope, I’m happy I failed
For the first time in a long time I am happy I failed
Guess I get to live another day wow
Guess I didn’t transfer all my pain but it won’t fade now
Yeah
I still gotta battle every day now
And I can’t promise this cycle won’t repeat again wow
Then the question will be when I run out of luck
Life be telling me I shouldn’t cheat but it’s not that simple
I can’t promise that death will not kiss me again
Yeah
I’ve been so close
Been like a minute away cause who knows
What would’ve happened if I didn’t fall to the ground
I know how awful it sounds
But right now
I’m happy I failed
Yeah
For the first time in a long time mom I’m happy I failed
For the first time and the last time I hope, I’m happy I failed
For the first time in a long time I am happy I failed
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