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  • čas přidán 27. 08. 2024
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    Song- Trying my best by Anson Seabra
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Komentáře • 104

  • @bexybby7833
    @bexybby7833 Před 3 lety +69

    I want whoever reads this to remember how important they are and there is a reason they were put on this earth!!! You will get through this, there is a light at the end of the tunnel!!! YOU ARE LOVED BY SO MANY

    • @manueleliseo4233
      @manueleliseo4233 Před 3 lety

      I guess I am kinda off topic but does anybody know a good site to stream newly released movies online ?

    • @bostonarchie6639
      @bostonarchie6639 Před 3 lety

      @Manuel Eliseo Flixportal :D

    • @manueleliseo4233
      @manueleliseo4233 Před 3 lety

      @Boston Archie Thanks, signed up and it seems like a nice service =) I appreciate it !!

    • @bostonarchie6639
      @bostonarchie6639 Před 3 lety

      @Manuel Eliseo no problem :)

  • @andolygirguis6963
    @andolygirguis6963 Před 3 lety +112

    “but i don’t feel better...
    i don’t feel peace...
    i don’t feel anything!!”
    that hit me

  • @jesusm9846
    @jesusm9846 Před 3 lety +238

    “I Need Everything to Stop.” -Hannah 💔 Understandable

    • @Bojack043
      @Bojack043 Před 3 lety +1

      U have seen 13 resons why ?

    • @Bojack043
      @Bojack043 Před 3 lety +1

      Sorry.sorry. just ignore me i dint mean to.... sorry

    • @semracelik7538
      @semracelik7538 Před 3 lety +1

      " I need everything to stop"
      Hannah is right, actually.

    • @jesusm9846
      @jesusm9846 Před 3 lety

      @@Bojack043 I Have 😢😃

    • @Bojack043
      @Bojack043 Před 3 lety +1

      @@jesusm9846 its not bad is it ?

  • @billybear1581
    @billybear1581 Před 3 lety +34

    "There's no fixing me, I'm just shattered. The pieces are to small to put back together" same.

  • @janessastoll8460
    @janessastoll8460 Před 3 lety +47

    U know it’s bad when u start watching these again...

    • @hannahwright4250
      @hannahwright4250 Před 3 lety

      Yeah ik

    • @roxanna4266
      @roxanna4266 Před 3 lety +1

      I made a playlist of all of these and I have 277 difrent vidieos....they help me let it all out

  • @kyrstenyoung6779
    @kyrstenyoung6779 Před 3 lety +10

    "I just dont want them to worry that ill get bad again."
    Most relatable thing ever.

  • @adeleHC
    @adeleHC Před 3 lety +22

    The Vampire Diaries, The Originals, Legasies are the beeeeeest❤❤❤❤❤💕💕💕

  • @mariegan6507
    @mariegan6507 Před 3 lety +31

    "Honey are you ok? "
    *smile*
    No
    I just want someone to see me

  • @Boat.the.toaster
    @Boat.the.toaster Před 3 lety +183

    The one dislike is a happy person

  • @user-ph3kp9kp7j
    @user-ph3kp9kp7j Před 3 lety +69

    Why dose everyone ask “are you ok” if they don’t want the real answer

    • @izreed6235
      @izreed6235 Před 3 lety +5

      why do they ask when clearly we're not ok

  • @audreyjoy7993
    @audreyjoy7993 Před 3 lety +1

    13 reasons why 😭😭I learnt alot from the series

  • @norahgg1512
    @norahgg1512 Před 3 lety +122

    U can't fix me
    Cause am not broken
    I can't be fixed OK
    Am ME
    ***I felt that 🥺🥺🧡
    Thanks for this video 🤗💛

    • @ashercooke8690
      @ashercooke8690 Před 3 lety

      "This is it. This is you breaking up with me."

  • @iloveaboogie8772
    @iloveaboogie8772 Před 3 lety +9

    our family doesnt realize how sad our life our genaration is..

  • @sarattumack6515
    @sarattumack6515 Před 3 lety +49

    I'm never the one
    I just need it to stop !!!!!
    I'm fine ,I think

  • @asellajoy5797
    @asellajoy5797 Před 3 lety +32

    I was in school and I was about to cry because I’m failing school and I had this song stuck in my head. I’m trying my best. Just give me a break

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety +5

      I’m sorry. I hope things get better for you ❤️

    • @ANITA_1040
      @ANITA_1040 Před 3 lety +2

      Just remember one thing that you are 10 times stronger than what you think

  • @N-N-NEO
    @N-N-NEO Před 3 lety +5

    I really feel like I ruin everything. Like I should not be there. Whatever I do or wherever I'm, nothing goes well. It's like I'm just bringing bad luck to everyone who is around me

  • @gustavoortega6513
    @gustavoortega6513 Před 3 lety +15

    I just need some peace, but the problem it's that I don't know how

  • @eggles5123
    @eggles5123 Před 3 lety +48

    This video describes what’s going on in my head

  • @therockbffthatsugawantstob3014

    I just hate 💔 this 😭 question
    "Are you okay" kz it makes me 😢 cry more and it hurts so bad .

  • @daisyisnotreal
    @daisyisnotreal Před 3 lety +4

    I know there's stuff from 13 reasons why, the vampire diaries, teen wolf, twilight, pretty little liars I think, perks of being a wallflower, chilling adventures of sabrina, and the edge of seventeen but what else

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety +2

      Looking for Alaska, The Society, Gossip Girl, Shameless, The Originals, Legacies, Spinning Out and then the last scene has a voiceover from Euphoria.

  • @kenmakozume710
    @kenmakozume710 Před 3 lety +5

    I just need to vent for a sec here.
    My dad is one of those people that just doesn't understand what's it like to feel the way I do. He's one of those people that talk badly about mental illnesses, thinking it's something the person with it can control. Luckily for me, I learned how to act before I even learned how to show emotions. Nobody knows that I'm numb. Numb until a sharp stab of pain or fear pierces the numbness. I've been like this for over three years now, and still, nobody can tell because my act is so good. Not like anybody would care even if I said something.
    I want to get therapy or at least get screened for depression, but I can't tell my parents. I can't tell anyone. I've been taking care of other people's problems for so long that I don't know how to how to handle mine anymore. My parents have tried to shape me into the idea of a "perfect child," but gave up on me once they realized my siblings are closer to perfect. It drained all of my personality, and I don't know who I am anymore. I don't even what I like to do. It makes those "About You" questions at school the most difficult thing in the world for me to answer. I'm fourteen, and as far as I can tell, I've never been loved by anyone in my entire life. I've just constantly been betrayed and manipulated by people who think I'm too stupid to recognize what they're doing to me.
    I just want to disappear.

    • @madisynjohnson896
      @madisynjohnson896 Před 3 lety +1

      @ASTASIA ROE hey I feel the same just know that even tho I dont know you I love you anyway

    • @mishawolf3625
      @mishawolf3625 Před 3 lety +1

      I can't promise it will get better but just know you need to keep fighting and you don't need anyone that lies or tricks you. Depression and that feeling of being numb doesn't make you weak it shows that you are a fighter

  • @youngpolokapalot9798
    @youngpolokapalot9798 Před 3 lety +11

    i all ways try to open up to my friends to tell them how i feel but they just look at me like im crazy so i just keep it to myself .

  • @darkt2136
    @darkt2136 Před 3 lety +2

    Me.. Almost my whole life.. Man, looking myself from a side..I will get better someday.. I know it!

  • @billykid.935
    @billykid.935 Před 3 lety +10

    life is worthless. i know. i know. just, please keep holding on. there’s nothing to hold on to. you, you are a warrior. the happy kids? they could NEVER hold a candle to your strength.

  • @senaturkmen2445
    @senaturkmen2445 Před 3 lety +6

    stiles 💔

  • @righteousrose
    @righteousrose Před 2 lety

    I give my all to everyone and its never enough. I always seem to mess things up, im over it

  • @hopeandreamikaelson5985
    @hopeandreamikaelson5985 Před 3 lety +16

    hope and serena deserved better than half of these people in here

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety +3

      Yeah I agree that Hope deserved better but so did a lot of Tvdu characters ( and yes I understand she has lost a lot and went through way more than she ever should have but I use her in majority of my videos and I just wanted to take a break from using her) And yes Serena did deserve better too.

    • @hopeandreamikaelson5985
      @hopeandreamikaelson5985 Před 3 lety

      @@lydiamartin269 but hope and serena went through hell then most of half of these characters on here (besides stiles) but you should’ve added serena and hope since they went through hell and people trying to kill them no one on the shows ever had to go through that

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety +1

      @@hopeandreamikaelson5985 A lot of the characters I put in this were going through depression, anxiety, panic attacks, or other mental health problems. I used characters that were going through things that I could relate to at the moment. And actually Stefan, Caroline, Hayley, Lizzie, Stiles, Aria, and Nicholas Scratch have all had people trying to kill them. And honestly if I was basing this off of what characters went through I would’ve put Elena Gilbert in this as well considering she lost her parents, Jenna, John, Alaric, Jeremy ( yes I know that Alaric and Jeremy were brought back but still she had to deal with the loss of each of them) and there were people trying to kill her all throughout the show. Elena lost her parents and almost died, and then she was thrown into the supernatural world along with her friends and family at just 17 and Jeremy was 14.

    • @hopeandreamikaelson5985
      @hopeandreamikaelson5985 Před 3 lety

      @@lydiamartin269 but they never went through what hope did having a messed up childhood growing up and her whole family and everyone trying to kill her while being in the womb and as a newborn basically her whole life. hope went through hell the other characters didn’t it would’ve made sense if hope was in this

  • @richymt20
    @richymt20 Před 3 lety

    Teen wolf
    Vampire diaries
    Originals
    Legacies
    Looking for alaska
    13 reasons why
    Chilling Adventures of sabrina
    Twilight Saga
    Shameless
    I'll miss some series that i haven't watched yet : p

  • @ace1344
    @ace1344 Před 3 lety

    Fr Ik like my mom is always yelling at me for my grades like I’m trying ok. why doesn’t she care when I try?

  • @simonamesaros2304
    @simonamesaros2304 Před 3 lety +6

    omg this video is amazing

  • @katienewell9974
    @katienewell9974 Před 3 lety +1

    Tvd just hits dif

  • @itsmeysabelle1912
    @itsmeysabelle1912 Před 3 měsíci

    i keep digging a deep hole and getting into in, and every time i climb out of that hole and fill that hole, im so stupid by thinking that i got better but really i just put a tarp over that hole and fallining back into it.

  • @marlenaczapniewska7076
    @marlenaczapniewska7076 Před 3 lety +2

    Teen wolf, Sabrina and teen wolf ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱❤️🇵🇱❤️🇵🇱

  • @axgel6669
    @axgel6669 Před 3 lety +3

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @stevepasxos188
    @stevepasxos188 Před 3 lety +1

    In some period of my life I am let's say lost idk whut I want whut to chose. BTW I'm broken I'm cryin everyday. But I like being like that but my family want to change but I'm OK with that. But they don't understand and that make me being that much distant from them 😔😒😌🖤

  • @itsme_ad3814
    @itsme_ad3814 Před 3 lety +2

    Why suicide is called crime??
    But,I think it not a crime because u only wanted to end up the pain,the burden because now u are tired of bearing this much pain. And u just want to rest...🙂

  • @gentorres5916
    @gentorres5916 Před 3 lety +3

    What are the shows/movies you used for this pleaseee😊(this is a great freaking edit)

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety +1

      The Vampire diaries, 13 reasons why, Looking For Alaska, Perks of being a wallflower, Edge of seventeen, The Society, Chilling Adventures of Sabrina, Shameless,Teen Wolf, Legacies, The Originals, New Moon, Pretty Little Liars, Gossip Girl, Euphoria, Spinning Out

    • @gentorres5916
      @gentorres5916 Před 3 lety

      @@lydiamartin269 you’re the best

    • @stevepasxos188
      @stevepasxos188 Před 3 lety

      @@lydiamartin269 um you forgot twilight saga 😌❤️

  • @luvrgirl_
    @luvrgirl_ Před 3 lety +1

    I am trying so fucking hard I I really am I feels like a a lot all the time I feel like a war then silenced then music, hun shots, screams it is so much so fucking much am I doing something wrong I am doing something right it’s like a tug of war but silenced but within there are scream and crying for help pleading for peace just quiet but nothing and it spins and spins and spins I can’t keep a friend but I have so many I can’t feel anything even tho I feel many I tears me apart limb by limb the makes me keep walking but yet again I a shaking but I am fine there is nothing wrong I plead but there is but I just can’t it is so much I am only a kid I just need time this is all too much while here I cry it’s feels like I am runs but I hit a wall then I keep going while saying nothing is wrong nothing is wrong nothings is wrong I can’t breathe yet my lungs a full do I need to exhale or keep it in till I explode I am hurting but I am fine I’ll be alright it’ll just take time but time is precious time does not wait for anyone not even me it’s a train you get on get off but mine is going even though I am standing in a desert filled with water it stings while I plead and scream There is no time left not even for me

  • @celiadavids1239
    @celiadavids1239 Před 3 lety +6

    💔

  • @liabickham3407
    @liabickham3407 Před 3 lety +1

    Can someone tell me what editing program they use and how the put the videos together with music?

  • @un--known_21
    @un--known_21 Před 3 lety

    I'm fine

  • @taylorc4247
    @taylorc4247 Před 3 lety

    What’s the first clip from?

  • @hopeandreamikaelson5985
    @hopeandreamikaelson5985 Před 3 lety +8

    why is blair in this and not serena? serena almost died and went through hell what did blair go through? she never experienced all the pain serena went through because people wanted to destroy her and also where is hope? she went through hell the day she was born and people coming after and wanting her dead

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety +2

      I used characters who were going through things that I’ve been going through at the moment. So that’s why I used Blair and not Serena. As for Hope, yes I could’ve used her because I relate to a lot of the issues she has but I use her in majority of my videos and I just wanted to take a break from her and focus on other characters.

    • @hopeandreamikaelson5985
      @hopeandreamikaelson5985 Před 3 lety +1

      @@lydiamartin269 but blair didn’t go through anything tho serena had it the hardest out of all the characters in gossip girl but people ignored it and didn’t even care. and yea you didn’t want to edit hope but you should’ve at least added her since without her to nor legacies would’ve happened hope deserves more appreciation i like your edits but it would’ve made more sense if hope and serena were in it

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety +2

      @@hopeandreamikaelson5985 Blair had an eating disorder, she had to deal with her parents getting a divorce, Nate cheated on her with her Serena, Chuck tried to trade Blair for a hotel, etc...so yes Blair did go through things. And yes Serena went through a lot too. But I relate to a lot more of Blair’s issues than Serena’s. And yes I know Legacies wouldn’t have happened if Hope didn’t exist but I use Hope in so many of my videos that I just wanted to take a break from her.

    • @hopeandreamikaelson5985
      @hopeandreamikaelson5985 Před 3 lety +1

      @@lydiamartin269 but serena went through way more than what blair went through serena had it harder than blair. and still it would’ve made sense if hope was in this since she is the character that went through hell since she was a newborn

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety +2

      @@hopeandreamikaelson5985 ok well I’m not arguing about this anymore because clearly you aren’t understanding where I’m coming from.

  • @LateBLoomer..
    @LateBLoomer.. Před 3 lety

    Hannah Baker!!!!! Caroline Forbes!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @kyliemarie3426
    @kyliemarie3426 Před 3 lety +3

    3:18 show?

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety +1

      Shameless

    • @luciferwinchester7840
      @luciferwinchester7840 Před 3 lety

      Shameless it's on Netflix but only up to season 9 you can find the other 2 on cinema hd or other apps , there is 11 seasons x

    • @luciferwinchester7840
      @luciferwinchester7840 Před 3 lety

      Season 11 episode aren't out yet sometime in December this year the first episode is coming out x

  • @megamon945
    @megamon945 Před 3 lety

    What song is playing in the back ground

  • @alexaacaf1978
    @alexaacaf1978 Před 3 lety +1

    0:31 show?

  • @cheesenugget9845
    @cheesenugget9845 Před 2 lety

    3:13 where is this from?

  • @candicearhin7449
    @candicearhin7449 Před 3 lety

    😔

  • @lizbethcalvert6219
    @lizbethcalvert6219 Před 3 lety

    The pieces are to small to put back together...

  • @isaijtsma8657
    @isaijtsma8657 Před 3 lety

    3:47 show?

  • @lillyfirth3386
    @lillyfirth3386 Před 3 lety

    1:34 anyone know the movie or show?

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety

      The voiceover is from The Society but the Show on screen is Looking For Alaska.

  • @dlacialee9045
    @dlacialee9045 Před 3 lety

    What show is 1:38 and what characters

    • @lydiamartin269
      @lydiamartin269  Před 3 lety +1

      The show is Looking for Alaska but the voice over is The Society.

  • @audreyjoy7993
    @audreyjoy7993 Před 3 lety

    3:12??

    • @roxanna4266
      @roxanna4266 Před 3 lety

      "The pieces are too small to put together" -- is from a show called legacies

  • @mariamrexviasvili6859
    @mariamrexviasvili6859 Před 3 lety

    Which movie at 0:40?