vas - jagger finn (1 hour)

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  • čas přidán 13. 09. 2024
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    • vas - jagger finn
    i felt this way
    although i really shouldn’t stay
    i felt so strange
    will you, talk to me again
    but i really shouldn’t stay
    but i, i really shouldn’t stay

Komentáře • 6K

  • @chessd7176
    @chessd7176 Před 5 lety +2570

    time to cry for 1hr

  • @misteranal3080
    @misteranal3080 Před 5 lety +1827

    no one in this comment section is ok

  • @kxel1n
    @kxel1n Před 3 lety +704

    this song is the definition of pain and absolute loneliness

  • @samanthamunns6204
    @samanthamunns6204 Před 3 lety +1255

    i love reading comments to these kind of songs. theyre all relatable and comforting

    • @pfffthahah4180
      @pfffthahah4180 Před 2 lety +18

      right like y’all are my people

    • @Jara0606
      @Jara0606 Před 2 lety +2

      frl

    • @themanj7600
      @themanj7600 Před 2 lety +7

      Even then it is sad that we all feel this way, we should be happy, yet here we are, very sad, but the best part is knowing we are not alone

    • @xray0199
      @xray0199 Před 2 lety

      IK SAME

    • @okkotsu.934
      @okkotsu.934 Před 2 lety

      FRRR

  • @altaccount2059
    @altaccount2059 Před 3 lety +2777

    I hate those moments after I'm done crying & l just sit there emotionless

  • @svftzak4068
    @svftzak4068 Před 5 lety +8514

    imagine listening to this at 3am while you’re silently crying watching the rain as it’s falling, thinking about that one person
    can relate.

    • @pookpik8422
      @pookpik8422 Před 5 lety +151

      I literally am doing that rn

    • @apersonlol.6846
      @apersonlol.6846 Před 5 lety +41

      did that

    • @ana-nv9of
      @ana-nv9of Před 5 lety +46

      oh... i really.. felt that...

    • @BoloGrabber123
      @BoloGrabber123 Před 5 lety +33

      lowkey fowler I relate to that so much. Ughhhh life sucks huh? 😂❤️

    • @nicknxxb1022
      @nicknxxb1022 Před 5 lety +31

      Oof is it weird that i would find that relaxing asf?

  • @Chaseroony
    @Chaseroony Před 3 lety +2743

    wake up
    lego gun game
    sleep.

    • @DARK-bj9qg
      @DARK-bj9qg Před 3 lety +23

      Sad

    • @COMBINEE
      @COMBINEE Před 3 lety +57

      WHY ARE YOU HERE CHASE!?!?!?

    • @lars682
      @lars682 Před 3 lety +35

      Lol didint know u listen to kind of these songs

    • @benkatzen974
      @benkatzen974 Před 3 lety +61

      The repressing life of a roblox CZcamsr

    • @comfyvibes9062
      @comfyvibes9062 Před 3 lety +11

      u got some good taste in music chase

  • @bluey_duey6388
    @bluey_duey6388 Před 2 lety +53

    as you lay in bed, tears rushing down your face. You remember the person you comforted and loved you but now they left, you can not sleep. You listen to this song to try and relieve your emotions as the next day is school, you planned things with them but it ended quickly, you realise everything comes to an end. You wonder how life will end, you look at the clock its already 5 am you wont have time to sleep so you get up and get ready for the day.

  • @helena-gn1qk
    @helena-gn1qk Před 5 lety +2532

    Doctor: you only have 59 minutes and 45 seconds left to live
    Me: *opens this video* :’)

  • @grapejuice9602
    @grapejuice9602 Před 3 lety +324

    It’s kinda funny how everyone’s so chill about crying at 3am. Noice.

    • @grapejuice9602
      @grapejuice9602 Před 3 lety +6

      Hold up, 1 year ago?!

    • @mf4958
      @mf4958 Před 3 lety +1

      it‘s normal to cry at 3am

    • @AngelGarcia-op3bd
      @AngelGarcia-op3bd Před 3 lety

      @@mf4958 drinking Elmo potion at 3 am. Then cry at 4 am

    • @sou895
      @sou895 Před 3 lety

      4am is when I start crying , but nice guess bud.

    • @rubtubb
      @rubtubb Před 3 lety +1

      its unfortunate how most of the time i chill by myself when my friends should be there

  • @lxna7286
    @lxna7286 Před 5 lety +612

    _“Will you...”_
    _“...Talk to me again..?”_

  • @jennieka7879
    @jennieka7879 Před 2 lety +66

    idc how old this song gets, it's so good

  • @Fylpe
    @Fylpe Před 3 lety +1656

    You know you’re not ok when you start to cry in the middle of the day.

    • @aliciaaa0209
      @aliciaaa0209 Před 3 lety +16

      how are you doing 5 months later ?:)

    • @maros6892
      @maros6892 Před 3 lety +10

      @@aliciaaa0209 wanna cry even more :)

    • @maros6892
      @maros6892 Před 3 lety +9

      @@aliciaaa0209 life is not the same anymore

    • @aliciaaa0209
      @aliciaaa0209 Před 3 lety +5

      @@maros6892 it isnt:( and it hurts

    • @maros6892
      @maros6892 Před 3 lety +3

      @@aliciaaa0209 hope u get trough this bestie !

  • @sungrrr9264
    @sungrrr9264 Před 4 lety +332

    Im scared to talk irl, it frightens me to think that i have to go into public and leave my room. Im too scared to be seen.

    • @olivia4345
      @olivia4345 Před 3 lety +10

      me too.. that’s why the movie A Silent Voice hurt me so bad bc I’m like Shoya.

    • @anasm2704
      @anasm2704 Před 3 lety +4

      OLiViA i cried in the last scene when all the masks slowly faded away 😢

    • @fay-kk4tt
      @fay-kk4tt Před 3 lety +2

      I'm scared too

    • @Brixvna
      @Brixvna Před 3 lety +1

      @@olivia4345 OMG SAME🥲🤚

    • @prod2k174
      @prod2k174 Před 3 lety +1

      Ik sometimes its good when other people feel the same.. So um anyways im here 4 u.. Whatever ur going through. Stay strong. You WILL get through this man!

  • @wendyleon1688
    @wendyleon1688 Před 3 lety +269

    Guys I have this huge feeling that when I grow up I’m going to be alone...I already am but it’s just sad admit that I am alone yk?

    • @joycethecreator
      @joycethecreator Před 3 lety +7

      same I’ve been alone my whole life

    • @aa-017
      @aa-017 Před 3 lety +1

      hey wanna be besties...

    • @joycethecreator
      @joycethecreator Před 3 lety +1

      @@aa-017 let’s be besties 😩

    • @valeriathegamer4998
      @valeriathegamer4998 Před 3 lety +2

      just listening to this song and saw your comment. i’m wondering are you still alone now?

    • @berito8184
      @berito8184 Před 3 lety +1

      Don't think of it as a bad thing. Who knows you might enjoy it if it happens haha. I've certainly enjoyed my time being a loner, doing what you want when you want and just taking in life and what it throws at me.

  • @strugglesofa9-5life39
    @strugglesofa9-5life39 Před 2 lety +116

    i see her everywhere. the moon. the stars. the city lights. she's everywhere i go. all the songs i listen to leads back to her. i hope she is ok and happy. wishing her everyday all the best.

    • @loyaathokpam9361
      @loyaathokpam9361 Před 2 lety +6

      Bro 😭

    • @sammyflipaclip
      @sammyflipaclip Před 2 lety +2

      You're not alone

    • @kyotomoon
      @kyotomoon Před 2 lety +1

      same bro🥲

    • @_kosucha2797
      @_kosucha2797 Před 2 lety +3

      I hate her, she ruined my life, and now she's acting like nothing happened.
      Maybe it's my own fault, but it couldn't have done without her…

    • @darenai9783
      @darenai9783 Před rokem

      bahahahaha ur so pathetic

  • @enjoylife6504
    @enjoylife6504 Před 3 lety +2956

    I laugh and have good times with my friends, but at night when I’m alone... it hits me.

    • @cherrypop4094
      @cherrypop4094 Před 3 lety +42

      I advise u plz watch “ Orange “ the anime it’s really good and it honestly hit home and I love it so much

    • @talaatmeh162
      @talaatmeh162 Před 3 lety +5

      @@cherrypop4094 what’s it about? :)

    • @cherrypop4094
      @cherrypop4094 Před 3 lety +35

      @@talaatmeh162 its an anime and its about this girl who gets a letter from her future telling her to do all these things to save one of her friends. its really good and also i promise there's a good ending

    • @talaatmeh162
      @talaatmeh162 Před 3 lety +11

      @@cherrypop4094 thank you so much! I’ll make sure to watch it tomorrow night :)

    • @cherrypop4094
      @cherrypop4094 Před 3 lety +10

      @@talaatmeh162 okay : ) just saying that it has episodes but its very interesting

  • @claire-yn2bj
    @claire-yn2bj Před 3 lety +171

    it's impossible for me to love myself, but i hope that everybody who reads this is able to find that love.

    • @trysyle2272
      @trysyle2272 Před 3 lety +2

      i love you.

    • @tedioussimp2247
      @tedioussimp2247 Před 3 lety +2

      you've gotta endure the pain in order to feel the happiness and good feelings- in order to apprieciate those good feelings. Maybe to love yourself, you've gotta just deal with the hate :,)

    • @moon_lightpain7615
      @moon_lightpain7615 Před 3 lety +1

      You know......I-I- I did....... but....... she cheated…on…me

    • @tedioussimp2247
      @tedioussimp2247 Před 3 lety +1

      @@moon_lightpain7615 So sorry about that. I hope you find someone else.

    • @samanthaa557
      @samanthaa557 Před 3 lety +1

      i love you sm

  • @LalaLala-sw4to
    @LalaLala-sw4to Před 4 lety +706

    It’s 4 am and it’s my birthday but I don’t feel anything. I just remember when I was young and I had all my family and friends but it’s seems like every time I grow older I lose more people in my life. I miss them all
    Edit: Hey it’s a year later omg thank you for the kind words and lifting each other up.

    • @azaraxy
      @azaraxy Před 4 lety +21

      thats okay, some people aren’t meant to stay, and ik that’s hard to process but i hope you realize soon that it gets easier.. baby steps.
      happy late birthday lol

    • @bekahsanchez3794
      @bekahsanchez3794 Před 3 lety +11

      i totally understand how you feel, when it was my birthday, i felt the same and i even invited friends and everything but it didn't work out and i feel like as a kid it's just so much easier but as a teenager, nothing works out the way you want it to.

    • @Smiggysmug
      @Smiggysmug Před 3 lety +10

      I’ve always been afraid of my birthday not because I’m getting older but every one of my birthdays are full of sadness and loneliness. And when I was younger I would get locked in my room and beat and.. nvm that’s to much for me to share to the tiny world. And or I try killing my self on my birthdays. I hate my birthday. Gives back sad rly rly dark memories p. And the sad part part is I keep making to those rly sad dark memories each year..

    • @phzzyfountain
      @phzzyfountain Před 3 lety +4

      @@bekahsanchez3794 same here mine wasn’t too great and only my family and one good friend said a happy birthday to me and he is still in my life idk how he’s put up with me for so long anyone in that matter I’m such a dickhead and can’t talk at all and when I do I just am odd like always

    • @bekahsanchez3794
      @bekahsanchez3794 Před 3 lety +2

      @@phzzyfountain im sorry man, sometimes life doesnt work out the way you want it to but i know that it will get better, keep your head up

  • @xluci_.4
    @xluci_.4 Před 2 lety +74

    I've been so tired of falling in love but I crave it so much it's feels so lonely

    • @4vaah
      @4vaah Před rokem +1

      real

    • @fevet12
      @fevet12 Před rokem +1

      Real

    • @adriancunha10
      @adriancunha10 Před rokem +1

      Real

    • @tsk_yoel
      @tsk_yoel Před rokem +2

      I feel you bro I know the feeling you love someone so much but deep down you know that they don't love you they end up being with someone else so you just don't know what to do anymore when that happened to me the first thought was suicide but I didnt want to make ppl sad even if no one cares about me the truth is love is poison, it makes you get feelings for someone and then your heart gets crumpled into pieces but hey thats just life even if you try to move on and you can't just do the stuff you like the most listen to music that's the only thing that won't leave you in life

  • @kaleiahp7599
    @kaleiahp7599 Před 5 lety +761

    My friend and I talked with this in the background and it got really deep really quick then replayed the hour again but we just listened in silence

    • @riah4445
      @riah4445 Před 3 lety +23

      i wish i had this :(

    • @kaleiahp7599
      @kaleiahp7599 Před 3 lety +37

      @@riah4445 it was cool I’m not gonna lie but we aren’t friends anymore :/

    • @arisha511
      @arisha511 Před 3 lety +25

      @@kaleiahp7599 oh my god. a year can change so much..

    • @kaleiahp7599
      @kaleiahp7599 Před 3 lety +16

      @@arisha511 it can

    • @nubi9434
      @nubi9434 Před 3 lety +1

      How can y'all deep talk im scared to deep talk with someone for some reason

  • @ainonai1749
    @ainonai1749 Před 5 lety +3519

    _“I’ve felt this way”_
    _”Although I really shouldn’t stay..”_
    _”I’ve felt so strange”_
    _”will you talk to me again..?”_
    *_”but I really shouldn’t stay”_*
    _”...but I really shouldn’t stay..”_

  • @bobatea-4706
    @bobatea-4706 Před 5 lety +240

    This reminds me of when you cry yourself to sleep and wake up at 3am and it's cold and you just stare at the ceiling and see the room get lighter until the sun rises

  • @roansabour3669
    @roansabour3669 Před 2 lety +58

    Sleeping forever might be the only way to not be tired

  • @alyssaa6546
    @alyssaa6546 Před 3 lety +2151

    we aren’t even dating but i’m so attached for no reason.

    • @liamwithey1149
      @liamwithey1149 Před 3 lety +81

      I feel you.

    • @sinflare875
      @sinflare875 Před 3 lety +91

      Ik how u feel bro I can’t leave her but we’re not together

    • @zer0f580
      @zer0f580 Před 3 lety +46

      Damm probably one of the realest comments I’ve seen yet

    • @corvaliis
      @corvaliis Před 3 lety +41

      We're friends yet we've been through so much together that I see it more than just friendship, but I know she doesn't see it the same way. I try and leave or ghost but I keep coming back and keep in touch with her

    • @alyssaa6546
      @alyssaa6546 Před 3 lety +14

      @@corvaliis you will never know how she feels unless u ask her !!

  • @Stella-ex4fg
    @Stella-ex4fg Před 5 lety +151

    first time ive ever had to replay a one hour video

  • @A5h3n.
    @A5h3n. Před 5 lety +924

    What a horrible feeling, to be numb. .

    • @anthonymacari3983
      @anthonymacari3983 Před 3 lety +26

      It’s better than what I’m feeling right now I don’t know how much more I can take of it.

    • @kobe3899
      @kobe3899 Před 3 lety +14

      @@anthonymacari3983
      There’s always light at the end of a dark tunnel keep your head up bro
      It will stop one day

    • @karolina9834
      @karolina9834 Před 3 lety +4

      Awww are you okay 🥺

    • @thekoopaninja
      @thekoopaninja Před 3 lety +21

      To be honest for me feeling suicidal was/is more tolerable than being emotionless and numb I feel more trapped that way

    • @jocelynmendez2853
      @jocelynmendez2853 Před 3 lety +16

      i feel absolutely nothing.

  • @jerrenn8143
    @jerrenn8143 Před rokem +23

    if it makes you feel any less alone i always come back to this song

  • @user-zf1vp2ds7n
    @user-zf1vp2ds7n Před 5 lety +237

    best 1 hour of my life

  • @taetae7313
    @taetae7313 Před 3 lety +332

    I wanna have fun, I wanna do things like other teenagers, have a friend group, be asked to go out, be loved by someone, I wanna be motivated, I don’t wanna be sad anymore. I just wanna be happy and understood please

  • @jazmin.7516
    @jazmin.7516 Před 4 lety +156

    *i really shouldn’t stay.*

    • @Sarinarsi
      @Sarinarsi Před 3 lety +8

      pls stay :(

    • @zarapalmer6124
      @zarapalmer6124 Před 3 lety +7

      I feel like I'm so late but I'm here for you. We will get through this together. Don't give up now. You've come so far xx

    • @sou895
      @sou895 Před 3 lety

      please *stay* : )

  • @supercoolyoutubeuser00
    @supercoolyoutubeuser00 Před 3 lety +88

    can’t wait till it’s october so i can listen to this song at 7pm while it’s dark cold and rainy and watching the street lights from my window in my blanket with earbuds and crying.

  • @shushu3123
    @shushu3123 Před 5 lety +6562

    i bet most of us are here at 3 am crying in our rooms

    • @creampuff2280
      @creampuff2280 Před 4 lety +202

      I have headphones in and am up in a tree witch has such dense leaves I can’t be seen by anyone or anything , it’s kinda nice

    • @stfuimchillin2024
      @stfuimchillin2024 Před 4 lety +61

      2:40am 😌

    • @simonrisk6352
      @simonrisk6352 Před 4 lety +38

      Bakugous Baby 4:45AM

    • @stfuimchillin2024
      @stfuimchillin2024 Před 4 lety +26

      Creeper 5:11 lol we in the same time zone

    • @jttapia
      @jttapia Před 4 lety +73

      If only I could cry

  • @daisywilliams8112
    @daisywilliams8112 Před 5 lety +4072

    this song makes sadness seem beautiful.
    -
    -
    -
    edit: okay so this comment is getting a lot of attention out of nowhere, which i never thought would happen when i wrote it over a year ago😭 i’m in a better place than i was and i don’t agree with it anymore. without sadness, we would forever take the good times for granted. it is a beautifully complex and valid emotion. i hope you all have an amazing rest of your day, always remember that you make other people’s lives so much better by just being you.

  • @krystiansingss941
    @krystiansingss941 Před 5 lety +92

    It's so simple but it hits my heart pretty dang hard

  • @valevn9
    @valevn9 Před 2 lety +363

    LYRICS:
    I've felt this way
    Oh no, I really shouldn't stay
    I've felt so strange
    Will you talk to me again?
    But I really shouldn't stay
    But I really shouldn't stay

  • @jiigyman7498
    @jiigyman7498 Před 5 lety +142

    whoever made this i luv u

  • @alyssak07
    @alyssak07 Před 3 lety +698

    how did i go from being so happy with myself and my life to this?

    • @thekid58
      @thekid58 Před 2 lety +9

      everything gets better over time, just know if people care and you deserve to be selfish at some points if it gives you the benefit of being happy and finding yourself again, you matter and so does everyone else it this world, there are two days you life for and that’s the day you are born and the day you find out why, so genuinely mean this, you are important to this world

    • @thekid58
      @thekid58 Před 2 lety +3

      there’s many typos i just woke up for school so i am sorry for that

    • @alyssak07
      @alyssak07 Před 2 lety +1

      @@thekid58 thank you so much i needed that, im actually doing better than i was when i wrote that comment :)

    • @thekid58
      @thekid58 Před 2 lety +1

      @@alyssak07 good too hear and if you ever need to vent or talk about shit just come back to these comments and i’ll make sure you straight

    • @VictorPerez12
      @VictorPerez12 Před 2 lety

      mmm bipolar

  • @melv8182
    @melv8182 Před 5 lety +302

    C, Am7, E7, F during the verse
    G C F Fm for chorus
    standard tuning :)

  • @rxoryn1523
    @rxoryn1523 Před 2 lety +37

    this song doesnt remind me of anyone in particular, but it still makes me feel lonely .

  • @joepsoeploep
    @joepsoeploep Před 3 lety +1396

    Is it weird that i can"t cry anymore? Sometimes I just want to cry but I can"t, it makes me feel inhumane.

    • @rosemarypeyton1164
      @rosemarypeyton1164 Před 3 lety +67

      It's not wierd your just... numb... Like me

    • @yourbrain82
      @yourbrain82 Před 3 lety +39

      We can be numb together cant we right

    • @snxper6761
      @snxper6761 Před 3 lety +11

      g a y

    • @elliebarnes6024
      @elliebarnes6024 Před 3 lety +51

      I just cannot feel anything but emptiness... occasional joy but it always goes and i never feel like i deserve it

    • @liam_er
      @liam_er Před 3 lety +17

      @@snxper6761 not the place for that. go to a gta video or something.

  • @пошелты-б5х
    @пошелты-б5х Před 3 lety +159

    *"i would do anything for him"*
    *"but would he do that for me to?"*

    • @asp2807
      @asp2807 Před 3 lety +1

      Nah i doubt it lol

    • @thornemusic
      @thornemusic Před 3 lety +2

      @Charles Baumhauer Simps give physical items or money for love, real men give love for love.

    • @gisfrl4049
      @gisfrl4049 Před 3 lety +1

      he wouldnt .

    • @_lostinthelights
      @_lostinthelights Před 3 lety +4

      Remember this a boy tells you but a man shows you

    • @yourlocalhedgehog8435
      @yourlocalhedgehog8435 Před 3 lety

      its called a crush for a reason

  • @nishka951
    @nishka951 Před 3 lety +52

    *doesn’t sadness feel comforting sometimes*

  • @ukhp6442
    @ukhp6442 Před 2 lety +2

    my guy jagger finn dropped 3 songs and dipped.
    someone broke that mans heart

  • @owenbakranich2079
    @owenbakranich2079 Před 3 lety +177

    Everyone knows the feeling when they hide their emotions, but that one thing breaks that wall

    • @Haru-vt9dy
      @Haru-vt9dy Před 2 lety +5

      "are you okay?"

    • @darenai9783
      @darenai9783 Před rokem +1

      corn ball

    • @tsk_yoel
      @tsk_yoel Před rokem

      ​@@Haru-vt9dyI'm pretty sure none of us are ok all of us are depressed or just genially sad like maybe from family problems, heartbroken, or stress, but it's life that's how life is supposed to be a big pain in the ass

    • @recepivediksever1803
      @recepivediksever1803 Před rokem

      real.

  • @blex8983
    @blex8983 Před 3 lety +59

    Vas in French is the verb “to go”. Absolutely beautiful

  • @sxndayillxsions4760
    @sxndayillxsions4760 Před 3 lety +1089

    i hate the feeling of love but i want it so bad.

    • @sou895
      @sou895 Před 3 lety +27

      don’t we all ?

    • @cocoa4614
      @cocoa4614 Před 3 lety

      @@sou895 yup.

    • @sou895
      @sou895 Před 3 lety +21

      2 months later and I got a gf wowowowo

    • @cocoa4614
      @cocoa4614 Před 3 lety

      @@sou895 yay:)

    • @sou895
      @sou895 Před 3 lety +13

      we broke up, she said she only saw me as “family” a “brother”.

  • @txcslayerz
    @txcslayerz Před 2 lety +9

    Crazy how you can hear this song in many different ways, sadness,Relieve,Nostalgic,Realization

  • @61700becky
    @61700becky Před 3 lety +347

    YALL IF CRYING IS HEALTHY WE ARE THE NOST HEALTHIEST PEOPLE IN PLANET EARTH DAYUM

  • @enaralukoss1119
    @enaralukoss1119 Před 3 lety +142

    No, you're not weird or strange to listen to music such as this when you're feeling sad or lonely. It's because music like this speaks to you. In a form that you cannot explain. An inexplicable feeling that makes you feel comforted and loved even though a single word wasn't spoken. Some of us need to feel loved. And even though it's through music It's still love. Stay safe... Stranger.

    • @jessedrew837
      @jessedrew837 Před 2 lety

      Thank you

    • @aldiyar2111
      @aldiyar2111 Před 2 lety

      Спасибо тебе большое, я должен был услышать эти слова!

    • @mxuaen
      @mxuaen Před 2 lety +1

      these words hit really hard. i think that's what i needed to hear. tysm

  • @ryo-yf3ng
    @ryo-yf3ng Před 3 lety +546

    I’ve always been told that suicide is selfish, but isn’t it selfish of them to want me to continue to suffer?

    • @user-yj4jw9vy1g
      @user-yj4jw9vy1g Před 3 lety +31

      Exactly, I don't want to leave but if it means no more suffering I don't care if it is selfish. It's selfish of them to not have helped me.

    • @eren.supremacy9275
      @eren.supremacy9275 Před 3 lety +32

      you know, if theres someone there saying that they dont want me to go, even if im suffering, at least i have something to live for. whether its a family member, a friend, or even a pet. theres at least something in life to keep you going. so i know it might be tough sometimes, maybe even all of the time, but that doesn’t mean you should go. and i know you’ve heard it a thousand times(trust me so have i), but it will get better. so please stay safe and keep moving forward❤️
      and yes i know its been two months late but i still thought i should put this here

    • @slickysloth6685
      @slickysloth6685 Před 2 lety +4

      Just hang in there plz

    • @teddy9121
      @teddy9121 Před 2 lety +4

      they want u to be better give them that chance i almost went thu this and i couldnt leave my baby sister like that we are so close imagine pain she would be in dont plz :(

    • @zayvs531
      @zayvs531 Před 2 lety

      damn, it hit me right in the feels

  • @orion9681
    @orion9681 Před 2 lety +9

    this song is so healing. just close your eyes and let yourself feel all the pain and sadness, and just cry it out, let it out. It feels so good

  • @leightont4261
    @leightont4261 Před 5 lety +145

    THAMK U EXACTLY WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR OMGGG I LOVE U FOR THIS

    • @abigailrenee7689
      @abigailrenee7689 Před 5 lety

      jackie burkhart ME TOO

    • @aslaruz9862
      @aslaruz9862 Před 5 lety +1

      u know u can just right-click on the video and than click ''loop'' for and endless song

  • @Emily-ys4og
    @Emily-ys4og Před 5 lety +73

    working on my homework, this is really chill music but also quite sad, my type of music

  • @qofio9788
    @qofio9788 Před 3 lety +653

    “The mirror is my best friend because when i cry it doesn’t laugh at me” - Charlie Chaplin

  • @cuteshortcake21
    @cuteshortcake21 Před 3 lety +14

    listened to this while going through a heartbreak, thanks for the loop man.

    • @kaiaagrace
      @kaiaagrace Před 2 lety +2

      currently me... I feel u 💘

  • @rylozero9722
    @rylozero9722 Před 3 lety +813

    pov: ur scrolling through the comments about love and being sad, but rn ur numb and have nobody to think of all because ur a loner

    • @zarapalmer6124
      @zarapalmer6124 Před 3 lety +4

      I really hope you're okay xx I love you ❤️

    • @eggarsnail5997
      @eggarsnail5997 Před 3 lety +26

      I feel like my friends are getting bored of me.. they stop talking to me and when they do they seem so uninterested and sometimes they make it obvious they didn’t find me funny or fun..

    • @flowersfw9850
      @flowersfw9850 Před 3 lety +4

      wtf how did you-

    • @ozlemh34
      @ozlemh34 Před 3 lety +1

      Exactly thx

    • @digitaI0
      @digitaI0 Před 3 lety

      STFU LOL

  • @pearlplazaism7284
    @pearlplazaism7284 Před 5 lety +202

    Man this song brings back feelings I thought I forgot

    • @samanthaa557
      @samanthaa557 Před 3 lety

      yeah

    • @pearlplazaism7284
      @pearlplazaism7284 Před 3 lety

      @ero gal shut the fuck up

    • @pearlplazaism7284
      @pearlplazaism7284 Před 3 lety

      @ero gal why would you give me, or anybody on the internet for that matter, the ability to “ruin your day”

    • @pearlplazaism7284
      @pearlplazaism7284 Před 3 lety

      @ero gal there are two parties in an interaction, the speaker and the listener, these roles alternate as an interaction progresses. The speaker can say whatever they want and the listener can choose however they wish to react. Both parties hold just as much power as the other, you can be the speaker and the listener whenever you want to be, and while what I said wasn’t exactly nice, it was up to you to stand back and say “yo this internet person just said a rude thing” and you chose to have your day ruined instead of giving me shit back.

    • @pearlplazaism7284
      @pearlplazaism7284 Před 3 lety

      @ero gal oh no yeah i completely agree that we shouldn’t be rude to each other and Im sorry i told you to shut up before, that was negative energy lmao, but we also shouldn’t need to tread on eggshells constantly and worry about every single little thing we say, its exhausting. I completely understand that you are being so apologetic out of a good place but you shouldn’t need to write an apology and let me silence you. You are valuable and you are powerful because you are human and you are yourself and you shouldn’t have to worry about making people uncomfortable if you didn’t mean to, as much as it is up to the speaker to not be rude, it is also up to the listener to choose how they react. I am really grateful that I replied to your comment today because you have reminded me that I shouldn’t let little things ruin my day because it is my choice whether I have a good day or not. Thank you

  • @hearts777
    @hearts777 Před 3 lety +220

    *Why am I listening to this. I'm not happy nor sad, Just emotions piling up.*

  • @RSIALVR
    @RSIALVR Před 2 lety +51

    Am I the only one who loves crying? It just makes me feel alive. And I love the feeling after crying too
    Just me? Ok

    • @K1MMM69
      @K1MMM69 Před 2 lety +4

      not only you ;)

    • @ZeranZeran
      @ZeranZeran Před rokem +5

      I really wish I could cry again. It's been years. I need to let it out before it gets to be too much.
      I started therapy today. Wish me luck stranger. Doing the same for you..

    • @Torchbros
      @Torchbros Před rokem +4

      crying is cleansing in a way, its very relief-full to just release pent up frustrations and sadnesses

    • @hmzis9
      @hmzis9 Před rokem +2

      @@ZeranZeran ❤️❤️

    • @gdoscar_1
      @gdoscar_1 Před 10 měsíci +3

      ​@@ZeranZeranI hope you're okay now, stay Safe out there fam🙏

  • @r8derbabe
    @r8derbabe Před 3 lety +73

    You ever wish you could just lay in the grass with no one around for miles and just talk and talk with your person and never have to see the rest of the world again and you and your person are just looking up at the stars and thinking about your lives and lay there for the rest of eternity. Because same

    • @sinflare875
      @sinflare875 Před 3 lety +2

      That’s all I want and wish for the closest I get is damn 20 mins alone with her somewhere but all I want is this

    • @tre4tra807
      @tre4tra807 Před 2 lety

      I wanna hop the gate to the football field of our school at night and lay on the soft damp fake grass with her in my arms and listen to music like this then climb up to the top of the bleachers and look down at the city and just look at her face and bee happy but sadly theres no so like that in my life maybe next time

  • @kevinhayde3968
    @kevinhayde3968 Před 3 lety +413

    I remember the days when all I had to worry about was if I was gonna miss the new episode of spongebob. I wish I could go back to those days

  • @anyel8276
    @anyel8276 Před 5 lety +585

    I've felt
    this way
    oh no
    i really shouldn't stay
    i've felt
    so strange
    will you
    talk to me again?
    and i
    really shouldn't stay
    yea i
    really shouldn't stay

    • @madd7e
      @madd7e Před 5 lety +46

      *i felt this way
      although i really shouldn’t stay
      i felt so strange
      will you, talk to me again
      but i really shouldn’t stay
      but i, i really shouldn’t stay

    • @sydnayyyyyyy66
      @sydnayyyyyyy66 Před 5 lety +5

      hold up what I didn't even know u could highlight a comment

    • @madd7e
      @madd7e Před 5 lety

      wait what

    • @beckylynn3055
      @beckylynn3055 Před 5 lety

      ANYELINIUS although*

    • @이섹이
      @이섹이 Před 4 lety

      @@madd7e yea i? But i?

  • @zayvs531
    @zayvs531 Před 2 lety +46

    I like how I can really relate to all of the comments that I read at the same time the song playing really makes it great.

  • @bruna-nw2rv
    @bruna-nw2rv Před 3 lety +148

    "I promise i won't ever leave you bubby"
    *August 1st 10:21 pm.*

  • @v1sbn730
    @v1sbn730 Před 3 lety +69

    these songs just feel like your on top of the world and your sitting looking below seeing all the lights...

  • @noahlaque3901
    @noahlaque3901 Před 3 lety +10

    I've been numb for weeks this helped me let it all out

  • @100psychomob
    @100psychomob Před 2 lety +9

    hey listen, if u feel like crying, cry it all out, don’t build it up inside. Dont ever think u are useless for giving up on something, you are not weak for doing a small effort, slowly..it’ll get there i believe, dont compare yourself with anyone ever, not everyone is the same. Take care of yourself well stranger! come back here if u feel like it, im always here for you.. its okay❤️

  • @0wenvr521
    @0wenvr521 Před 3 lety +2212

    My everyday routine : wake up , think about life , does school work ,cry myself to sleep, repeat

    • @sacredeyeball2852
      @sacredeyeball2852 Před 3 lety +59

      Wake up, lie in bed for like 30 minutes, take my daily pill, school work, talk on discord, shower, hotpockets, daily jog, shower, dinner, stay up gaming, go in bedroom to cry, sleep, repeat. (also yeah i dont really eat breakfast lol) update: bro I don’t have anymore hot pockets:(

    • @Pinto_poko
      @Pinto_poko Před 3 lety +25

      Bro ,what Games you play? I can play with you sorry for my english im spanish😓😓

    • @jazin8992
      @jazin8992 Před 3 lety +25

      After a while everyday starts to feel the same kind of like endless hell. You have to mix it up do something different because one day we’re going to die and we don’t want to die knowing we had a bad life. Make the most of this life you only get one chance ❤️

    • @goditachiff2114
      @goditachiff2114 Před 3 lety

      @@Pinto_poko foetnite :(

    • @Pinto_poko
      @Pinto_poko Před 3 lety

      @@goditachiff2114 ride id and we play

  • @joesyoutubeaccount7670
    @joesyoutubeaccount7670 Před 3 lety +319

    I missmyself, at who i used to be, this happy kid cracking joke's and laughing at dumb things every single second, id give it all to be that person again.

    • @frankiecasillas5824
      @frankiecasillas5824 Před 3 lety +27

      Same i feel like a lonely loser who does nothing but look at other people succeed while im just here crying

    • @jeroen4737
      @jeroen4737 Před 2 lety +14

      1,5 years i was in the exact spot you are now and believe me, you will find yourself back. Nowadays i am not fully the person i ones was but i am much more like it than 1 year ago. Don't stress about it and just enjoy life

    • @yabbadooby
      @yabbadooby Před 2 lety +6

      that’s how I act at school, but at home- complete different person.

    • @puccisson6881
      @puccisson6881 Před 2 lety

      Ratio just be that person again 🤨😂

    • @ripisaacc7347
      @ripisaacc7347 Před 2 lety +3

      hope your doing better bro, i’m still not fully there yet but i’m definitely better than i was and things get better bro i promise

  • @papaya5416
    @papaya5416 Před 4 lety +66

    This song reminds me someone I miss loving him.

    • @ella9155
      @ella9155 Před 3 lety +5

      this hurt me so hard bro same i miss waking up to his notfi and getting so happy it’s all my fault i push everyone away man.

    • @chalft963
      @chalft963 Před 3 lety +1

      I miss her

  • @uhhvoid
    @uhhvoid Před 2 lety +7

    Im not depressed or anything but man everydays the same, is this really how im gonna spend my whole life? exams have been a pain in the ass man i wanna be free. i want someone to hug me and say its okay dude :/

    • @okcagado1115
      @okcagado1115 Před 2 lety +2

      well obviously i can’t give you a hug but i can say that’s it’s gonna be ok and it’s all gonna work out at the end, hope that helps a bit😁

  • @fatimajacinto9616
    @fatimajacinto9616 Před 3 lety +6

    2020 changed me, not just me but the way we live the way we communicate with loved ones, the way we learn/go to school, the way of not seeing your loved one getting burred, taking lives, young ones having high risk of depression, 2020 affected evryone and everything. Kids saw how 2 weeks of no school turned into 9 months full of stress, online classes , trying to get the same grades as if they were in normal school. Family saw how their loved ones got sicker and sicker. toddlers having to adjust to the environment. Growing up during a pandemic. im 13 ( just turned 13 ) realizing nothing-..nothing will ever be normal, and thats the sad truth. If youre reading this and its like 2022 or something like that, hopefully covid ended hopefully everything went somewhat normal. but if youre reading this and your still in 2020 then please wear a mask if you go out, please stay inside but yet again take small walks with your pets just stay 6 feet away from others, please stay safe everyone i love you, you are loved. ~From a 13 yr old girl during a crazy pandemic

    • @sadspedupaudio
      @sadspedupaudio Před 3 lety +2

      im 12 about to turn 13 in march and in 2020 i thought it was going away but no it was still here but now its more powerful well like the first one we had like the first day we had it. I feel bad for everyone who has to deal with the sickness inside them i hope they get more and the year cause this year is the worst year i know ive been alive for 12 years from 2008 - 2020 but im still getting to the age i should die cause nothings getting better people say it its not. I dont even think god is real because if he was he wouldn't let my mom or granddaddy die and really i had to go to freaking foster and this is my 3rd one and i hate i wish i was the one that just died and then comes back alive but in another place where i love and have a peaceful evening and everything instead of people yelling and screaming and getting into fights. I hope someone help me and the others who are feeling/dealing with the same thing. Thank you for reading if you did that is.

    • @fatimajacinto9616
      @fatimajacinto9616 Před 3 lety

      @@sadspedupaudio I’m so sorry for everything you went through. But you’re so fucking strong like damn. Losing someone is so hard cause you start to question god why he took them, and start to question everything. But you’re so strong like I’m so proud of you. And hopefully your days get better and I know that’ll be hard but they will somehow get better. I love you even though I don’t know you, I’m very proud of you, you’re so strong. Keep fighting for me.

  • @ava8146
    @ava8146 Před 4 lety +67

    this song makes me less scared to die.

  • @Ani-kq4tr
    @Ani-kq4tr Před 3 lety +84

    Anyone else just want to die and watch everyone from the sky and be at peace with no stress?

  • @Velaba2023
    @Velaba2023 Před 2 lety +12

    Crying alone isn’t good for your mental health, don’t be afraid to talk to someone, we don’t want to lose you, we love you

  • @Callmemememachine
    @Callmemememachine Před 3 lety +642

    *My friends:* You’re too much
    *My mom:* This is why people don’t like you
    *My teachers:* you’re missing a lot of work
    *This music:* There there, sweetheart. It’s okay. Give me a hug

    • @neelaa2333
      @neelaa2333 Před 3 lety +34

      i swear music is the only thing keeping me going at this point

    • @Callmemememachine
      @Callmemememachine Před 3 lety +8

      @@neelaa2333 I feel you man

    • @sou895
      @sou895 Před 3 lety +15

      imagine this song being a living human, couldn’t imagine it.

    • @papasscooperiaworker3649
      @papasscooperiaworker3649 Před 3 lety +18

      @@neelaa2333 Music, TV shows/movies, and books are the only things keeping me going hehe ^-^ because they put me in worlds where people understand someone like me and you, and that feels good. I just never meet anyone here who gets it. I mean, you'd get me... but we're just strangers.

    • @neelaa2333
      @neelaa2333 Před 3 lety +4

      @@papasscooperiaworker3649 I could never say that in a better way

  • @juicebox2757
    @juicebox2757 Před 5 lety +539

    1 hour of sitting in bed n crying ((;

  • @blossomlexia1346
    @blossomlexia1346 Před 3 lety +69

    Ive been holding all these tears for years i cant stop them from coming out

    • @joof287
      @joof287 Před 2 lety +2

      I hold no tears anymore. I don’t see a point.

    • @bowlofspaghetti4183
      @bowlofspaghetti4183 Před 2 lety

      @@joof287 wanna vent?

    • @joof287
      @joof287 Před 2 lety +2

      @@bowlofspaghetti4183 sure.
      It’s been a while, and these days, I physically don’t have the ability to cry. It sucks, because I’m left with the empty feeling on how I need to substitute the lack of tears with something else. It’s been building up into… well…
      “Not healthy actions upon myself”
      If you know, you know.
      But frankly, I have too much stress in my life. Bad news always makes me smile now.
      Not to say I can’t smile to good news, but seemingly, anything bad that happens always finds a way to become positive, as if my mind can’t perceive the emotion to feel sad anymore.
      I think I’ve worn it out.
      Long story short. I’ve got too much wrong with me.
      But a long story on its own, I’m not motivated to write right now. Another time, but reply if you wanna hear it.

    • @bowlofspaghetti4183
      @bowlofspaghetti4183 Před 2 lety +1

      Also im truly sorry for you, i hope you manage to find a healthier method to cope , until then you can continue venting to me under this comment or i u want i can give u my insta

  • @datboibehindtheslaughter4646

    Well guys, I hate to say this, but the world is ending… And I gotta say it’s been a ride. I’ve had fun times with my friends, but still felt lonely. Laugh around people, but still fell depressed when I’m alone. I wake up, go to school, go home, and cry myself to sleep. And after that, it’s pretty much on repeat. I have a lot of problems I deal with… girls, family, and even myself.. sometimes, I don’t even care any more. I’ll pretend to sleep in class, but really I’m bawling my eyes out. And yet in my free time, I lay in my bed I just play this song and shed a tear or two.

    • @GodsSoldier4536
      @GodsSoldier4536 Před rokem +5

      Hey I just wanted to check in and see how you were doing. But I also want to tell you that I love you and that Jesus does as well.
      I know things can be hard and I can sympathize with your pain and even though I'm sure you've heard it before things do get better. No matter how hard some things may be God gives us the strength to keep going and to overcome even the most difficult challenges. The hardest part is not giving up and losing hope. As humans we can all say that the easiest thing to do in a hard situation is just give up. But think about everything you do have and the things that you may want. By giving up you automatically forfeit everything. All the good and the things to come will be lost. But by surviving another day you can have another chance at achieving the things you want or another chance to cherish what you do have. All I'm saying is that there's always hope but the hard part is it takes you to find it. I know giving up and giving into the pain can be the easiest thing to do trust me I was there once but making it to tomorrow can serve to be the best decision you ever make. Alright well I apologize for rambling on for so long but I just hate to see people seem hopeless you know. Just remember even if you don't believe in him God does love you and Jesus does as well. Ok go get some water, take a shower if you need one, and eat something if you haven't; just don't give up.
      How do you eat and elephant
      One bite at a time - Take things slowly
      Ill be praying for you.
      God bless you

  • @sxnxh0671
    @sxnxh0671 Před 4 lety +208

    Hey
    I just wanted to tell you that you are so much stronger than you might think
    You are strong because you woke up today even after everything that has happened to you.
    It might be something "small" that happened to you or the worst thing someone could imagine
    You are strong, beautiful and worthy.
    Don't let anyone say that you are less than that because you know that's not true.
    If you have any problems please reach out to someone you trust or someone you know that will help and listen to you.
    And if you can't do that right now find an outlet that distracts you from everything like drawing/painting, listening to music, watching movies, ... etc. just anything that makes you happy and doesn't hurt you.
    It might seem like everything's out of control right now but you are not alone.
    I hope that I could make your day just a little better
    Sincerely
    -S

  • @cleanshark5743
    @cleanshark5743 Před 3 lety +46

    sometimes, it’s okay to cry. just don’t wallow in it.

  • @r3db1o0d2
    @r3db1o0d2 Před 3 lety +38

    to the sad people out there listening to this song just know someone loves you in the world and if there isn't i will ill miss u if you go ill cry if your gone. even if these words are not much and i know that they might not be but i know how it feels to be alone, i know how it fells to cry for no reason, i know what its like to wanna end it all, i know how it fells to just be empty, i know how it feels to want to be loved by some, i know how it feels to want to have someone hug you for hours and tell you its ok. so please know il be here for you, ill love you, ill miss you, ill be someone for you. And just know your doing great!

    • @wassimdafri8759
      @wassimdafri8759 Před 3 lety +6

      It's weird how strangers support you more than your family

    • @aa-017
      @aa-017 Před 3 lety

      ily :(

    • @mf4958
      @mf4958 Před 3 lety

      I actually started crying cause of happiness because this comment is so beautiful

    • @r3db1o0d2
      @r3db1o0d2 Před 3 lety

      @@mf4958 dont cry D:

    • @r3db1o0d2
      @r3db1o0d2 Před 3 lety

      @@juanpa_yare8706 de nada :)

  • @deimos8496
    @deimos8496 Před 2 lety +40

    Can’t really explain it but I have a feeling I’ll be alone forever

  • @keanureeves7837
    @keanureeves7837 Před 3 lety +115

    I’m just tired. I don’t know how to explain it. I don’t know if I’m lazy but I have no motivation and I just overthink everything.

    • @brycelmaoo
      @brycelmaoo Před 3 lety +3

      same here. i hope you get through it :)

    • @aerodynamix3976
      @aerodynamix3976 Před 3 lety

      Bro

    • @Avenger4343
      @Avenger4343 Před 3 lety

      the word lazy exists only as a word,the fact that you are tired and dont wana do stuff, does not mean anything,words are just words,they describe,or barely describe anything,instead of lazy,i would just say i am tired of this planet....

    • @abrielgarcia5386
      @abrielgarcia5386 Před 3 lety

      just take a nap lol

    • @lllIIIIIlIlIIllll
      @lllIIIIIlIlIIllll Před 2 lety

      Yoo Keanu Reeves!!

  • @btki8924
    @btki8924 Před 5 lety +594

    It’s sad how the guy in the vid is me like everyday now...

  • @marlie1193
    @marlie1193 Před 4 lety +82

    When I first heard this song all I thought about was that one person. Now I’m just thinking about how much I’ve screwed my life over again. I’ve been forcing myself to go around in this loop. All because I’m too afraid to face my own issues.

  • @querencia8697
    @querencia8697 Před 2 lety +8

    this song is so beautiful. The emotions, I love this so much.

  • @hector4573
    @hector4573 Před 3 lety +219

    im tired of everything i dont even care

    • @zarapalmer6124
      @zarapalmer6124 Před 3 lety +5

      We'll get through this together x

    • @zsartchannel5646
      @zsartchannel5646 Před 3 lety +6

      @@zarapalmer6124 Why should we. We only live to die, why not get it over with for good.

    • @zarapalmer6124
      @zarapalmer6124 Před 3 lety +1

      @@zsartchannel5646 so many people love you. You have a chance to be whoever you want to be. All you need to do is try hard. Life gets better eventually. I promise

    • @zsartchannel5646
      @zsartchannel5646 Před 3 lety +8

      @@zarapalmer6124 That’s what they all say. “It’ll get better soon.” When’s “soon”? It’s been years. Nothings different. I don’t know one person that even likes me. But I appreciate the thought.

    • @seal-65_gggg39
      @seal-65_gggg39 Před 3 lety +1

      @@zsartchannel5646 :(

  • @cry-piddawg
    @cry-piddawg Před 3 lety +30

    This song feels like a good hug from someone you haven’t seen or heard from in awhile, I love it 🥰

    • @justintbbb
      @justintbbb Před 2 lety +4

      This song makes me remember what happened in the past that I just can't get over but for some reason I can't stop listening to it.

  • @jamy7344
    @jamy7344 Před 3 lety +345

    Whoever is reading this, and you’re in pain. Just stop rq and please give me a a minute or two to tell you sum. Listen bby, I know you’re hurting, and that is perfectly okay. The amount of people that are here in these comments, watching this video probably at the same time as you, and the ones who watch before, and after you, may feel the same way as you :) You are never alone. I know how you’re feeling, but at the same time, maybe I don’t. People have there own type of pain and it’s okay to go through it, If you wanna kill your self, and you wanna end it all thinking that it’ll end your pain. It may end your pain, but that pain passes on to the ones who truly love and care for you, such as family, friends, maybe even pets, and so much more. You have sooo many things in life to accomplish, and goals to reach. Reach those goals, and once you do, make new ones and make everlasting memories with those you love. Make the impossible, possible. You don’t wanna end it all, you want the pain to go away and be happy just like others in this world. You mean the world to everyone and I am one of those people that care for you. I love you so much and if I had to chance to give you the biggest hug, I would hug you until you I could feel your sadness and sorrows went away:). You’re beautiful/handsome, amazing, talented, smart, and you deserve the entire world. You’ve been holding on for so long and I am so proud of you for keep going. You’re so strong in, and out. Make sure you eat 3 meals a day, okay? I want you to wake up every morning, thinking about how god gave you this gift to be alive, and to know that you’re alive for a reason. There’s so many purposes towards your life and I know god has an amazing plan for your future

  • @Zebs.x
    @Zebs.x Před 3 lety +21

    whoever that is reading this, Hey! ik im a stranger but im very proud of you and i love the work u do even if i dont know you

  • @justaloser3100
    @justaloser3100 Před 3 lety +181

    is it weird that i can’t cry.
    .
    it’s not bc “i’ve cried so much that i can’t anymore” , it’s just that i can’t cry. something isn’t letting me

    • @picklebutt230
      @picklebutt230 Před 3 lety +8

      ur just numb.... like me

    • @eliscroggins9245
      @eliscroggins9245 Před 2 lety +12

      I'm the same way, sometimes I want the sweet relief of crying but I can never get it.

    • @peppathepig3374
      @peppathepig3374 Před 2 lety +7

      same i want to cry but i cant so i just have a bunch of bottled up emotions that i cant get out

    • @lynnox1991
      @lynnox1991 Před 2 lety +1

      @@peppathepig3374 same

  • @alenarivera9093
    @alenarivera9093 Před 3 lety +51

    I remember listening to this at the lowest point of my life crying. It really hurts to think about that time I can’t forget it.

    • @maddip.2015
      @maddip.2015 Před 2 lety

      this song holds a lot of memories and brings me back everytime 🥲

  • @hallerager6826
    @hallerager6826 Před 4 lety +76

    i fell asleep listening to this while looking at the stars and just
    wow

  • @v3n0m_dx
    @v3n0m_dx Před 3 lety +54

    Man, sometimes I wish I was able to cry again. But there is nothing to cry about anymore. It's just. Normal

    • @joof287
      @joof287 Před 2 lety +1

      Exactly, I don’t see a point to it. What would I gain or lose from it anyway? It certainly doesn’t make me feel any better.

    • @xeannerswieners3417
      @xeannerswieners3417 Před 2 lety +3

      I feel that so hard lol
      Like I’ve cried so many times from other things and I try to cry but nothing comes out
      It sucks

    • @emre-cs2ez
      @emre-cs2ez Před 2 lety +3

      i really dont remember the last time i cried
      sometimes i want to cry but i really cant
      i feel like i am heartless sometimes

    • @jorgegerardorojas8222
      @jorgegerardorojas8222 Před 2 lety

      Yup

    • @emamoldovanofficial
      @emamoldovanofficial Před rokem

      Yes...03:10

  • @5u2k
    @5u2k Před 3 lety +207

    *TW: Vent. I don’t expect anyone to read this and honestly I don’t want anyone to, I just really needed to let this all out.*
    10:32 pm, I’m about to try to go and sleep, I’m not tired but i don’t have anything else to do. It’s really cold. Though I’m covered in blankets and my heater is on, I still feel uncomfortably cold.
    My moms in the room next to me, I really want to lay in her bed. No, I just want her to hug me and to tell me it’s okay, I really would like that but I don’t think that’s ever going to happen. I’ve made to many mistakes to ever expect her to even try and comfort me, I don’t deserve to be comforted after what I’ve done anyway, I’m lucky enough that she’s still letting me live here after I’ve treated her horribly, always talking behind her back and deeming her useless.
    I really want to go on a walk. I don’t know where nor care where. I just really want to leave.
    guilt is eating at my sanity and I honestly don’t know how to deal with it. I’ve called the hotline too many times this week. I’m really urged right now but I don’t want to be a bother. Why would anybody care about me anyway? I manipulate people for the fun of it, I always think so highly of myself and I treat everyone like a disposable pawn. Do I even deserve to be treated like a human now? Probably not.
    Oh well it doesn’t matter I’m a horrible person and that’s all that’s to it. these are all things I can think about tomorrow, tomorrow’s version of me can deal with this and that’s alright. It’s fine, it’s fine, it’s perfectly fine.
    sorry mom, I really am. I’ll try harder next time, I promise.

    • @lizarai6049
      @lizarai6049 Před 3 lety +21

      hey this was 3 weeks ago im sorry for being late but listen you are not a horrible person you made a mistake everyone does but that was the past and you have no control of it but there is the future and you can take advantage of it and make sure not to make those same mistakes again.

    • @viplo6729
      @viplo6729 Před 3 lety +13

      though the world may seem to be against you, and you may seem to be against it, just know that everyone has good in them. you have good in you, despite what you may think. go give your mother a hug, perhaps confide in a friend, whatever you do just know that there will forever be people supporting you.

    • @id2586
      @id2586 Před 3 lety +8

      I hope you can realise that everyone in this planet has their flaws, I myself have too many to count for and despite all of us being aware of it deep inside of us, we decide to brush it away and that’s ok. It’s ok to have your own flaws and to realise your impact of them, I mean we are human after all. I’m sure your mum loves you beyond measure and knows how much you love her too. Please keep going, learn from your mistakes, please remember that no matter your mistakes in the past, you will always be human. Although you may not realise it, there are way more people than you can imagine that care and love for you, don’t leave them behind. Please stay, I’m begging ❤️❤️❤️

    • @balloonauraBalloonaura
      @balloonauraBalloonaura Před 3 lety +3

      dang two months ago well i hope your doing fine we all have our bad sides no one is going to be that perfect person im like you in a way well actually were both alike ive done the same things youve done and if things are still not going well add my snap lets talk sometime (kevinsdopesboi) i know sounds like a dumb username

    • @anaishaeleanorsamanth9215
      @anaishaeleanorsamanth9215 Před 3 lety +2

      Troop... how are u now? Ever need to vent, talk to me. i have sc discord ig, or talk to anyone else. i won’t judge u, hope ur doing better than before - anaisha🖤

  • @karolina9834
    @karolina9834 Před 3 lety +298

    Something to remember
    little girl: what’s on your arm?
    me: they’re battle scars.
    little girl: you fought in a war?
    me: yeah. a long and hard one.
    little girl: that’s so cool! can i get one?
    me: no. please do not ever get any. but i’ll tell you what. whenever you see someone else with battle scars, i want you to hug them. okay? can you promise me?
    little girl: yes. i promise.
    a few days later we went on a short shopping spree. suddenly the
    little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager
    teen: why are you hugging me?
    little girl: because.. (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter.
    the teen looked up at me, and i rolled up my sleeves to show her. with tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me..
    teen: my war is far from being finished right now, but i am not done fighting.
    she bends down at eye level with the little girl
    teen: thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. you are forever my war hero.
    ⚠️ this is not my story, but i saw it somewhere else and decided to share it too because i want you to do the same to anyone with “battle scars” ⚠️
    stay safe everyone! 💕

  • @acedepth
    @acedepth Před 3 lety +919

    “Hell yea! Extended spring break”
    9 months later:

    • @raspberry1664
      @raspberry1664 Před 3 lety +27

      Damn that hit lol

    • @alyssak07
      @alyssak07 Před 3 lety +33

      this is actually so depressing.

    • @alyssak07
      @alyssak07 Před 3 lety +35

      back in early 2020 i really thought life was good, and quarantine hit. my depression has been super bad this quarantine, fuck

    • @nolol7526
      @nolol7526 Před 3 lety +14

      @@alyssak07 me too. I feel like ending it, my life is so exhausting

    • @SquizzyEDCS
      @SquizzyEDCS Před 3 lety +13

      @@nolol7526 mental health is something everyone is trying to deal with rn. In life sometimes it rains and sometimes it shines, the important part is that we deal with the rain so we can see the sunshine. Nothing lasts forever, when covid ends nothing will be the same and thats the sad reality. Its important to focus on yourself and stay close to others around you in hard times.

  • @ryu7456
    @ryu7456 Před 2 lety +2

    It’s better to enjoy life most of the times but ofc it’s also good to cry and let your emotions go out. But first enjoy life to the fullest cause u could lose it one day just like that … remember to smile or hug your parents I’m honestly sorry if you lost yours or grew up with none but remember to thank them remember to always enjoy life. Live like it’s your last day no distraction remember to smile to and be happy not for me,not for the person u like but for your family and friends :) also take care of yourself every day i care about u.