tbh, can white girls ever like billie eilish without be calling depressed 14 year old girls like, we can like billie eilish but we don’t have to be depressed. like chill.
My bestfriend is straight, and we've been friends for like 5 years. I have liked her all those 5 years, and today she just got a boyfriend and she has been wearing his hoodies and jackets front of me and fangirling, so I am just smiling through the pain, haha. (Help)
I feel your pain so much. I liked who I thought was a straight girl who’s also my best friend and I just now lost feelings/hope for her after 4 1/2 years of waiting so I hope that we both find good people so we can move on completely 💕
@@rochellemoses559 not to mention i like my best friend both was as a friend and more but mostly she really changes my mind and gets me made between im a virgo and virgo and sag are not a right match
"Wish You Were Gay" Baby, I don't feel so good Six words you never understood I'll never let you go Five words you'll never say I laugh along like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a twelve step just for you? Our conversation's all in blue Eleven "heys" (hey, hey, hey, hey) Ten fingers tearing out my hair Nine times you never made it there I ate/eight alone at seven, you were six minutes away How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation Don't say, I'm not your type Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation I'm so selfish But you make me feel helpless, yeah And I can't stand another day Stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay
this makes me sad, it reminds me of a girl or boy going to their crush (same gender) and their crush is straight but the person isnt and their just like i wish you were gay but their crush just ignores them:(
@@j.aw6 Ty I'll try to keep my head held high 😊 Its still a bit difficult but let's hope we find our soulmates soon. It's especially difficult since she was cheating on me with him before she told me but.. everything will get better soon I hope
"baby, i don't feel so good" _six_ words you never understood "i'll never let you go" _five_ words you never say i laugh along like nothing's wrong _four_ days has never felt so long if _three's_ a crowd then _two_ is us _one_ slipped away *i just want to make you feel okay* *but all you do is look the other way* *i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't want to stay, hmm* *but i just kinda wish you were gay* is there a reason we're not through? is there a _twelve_ step just for you? our conversations all in blue _eleven_ "hey"'s _ten_ fingers tearing out my hair _nine_ times you never made it there i _ate[8]_ alone at _seven_ you were _six_ minutes away *how am i supposed to make you feel okay,* *when all you do is look the other way?* *i can't tell how much i wish i didn't want to stay, mmmmm~* *but i just kinda wish you were gay~* to spare my pride~ to give your lack of interest an explanation don't say i'm not your type just say i'm not your preferred sexual orientation, i'm so selfish. but you make me feel helpless, yeah~ and i can't stand another day, stand another day~ i just want to make you feel okay but all you do is look the other way~ i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't want to stay~ but i just kinda wish you were gay i just kinda wish you were gay~.
This is a song I like because I fell in love with a straight girl and I can’t get over her so when ever I see her with a new guy or boyfriend it hurts me so much so I love just listening to this video to just be myself and try not to be so hurt about it
@@megannzzz Last year I had a crush on this girl, and she always complimented me. She came up to me and my friends and called all of my friends pretty. She turns to me and says, "You're especially pretty." I thought I had a chance with her, because she told me she was gay. Turns out she lied and got a boyfriend. They broke up a few months later, but then got back together. This then happened to me again with another girl. 😔
Welp perfect. I had this crush on this straight girl and I never had a chance begin with, I was told she was bi. Months after she got a boyfriend lmao welp no one asked and these comments are a year ago so umm I'll stop being depressing now-
Ah how time passes within a blink of an eye . I remember putting this song in the background while reading wattpad and now here i am with one sided feelings and still in love with my ex while constantly repeating this line 1:57 Over and over . I wish i wasn't just a friend to him
Ok so I see people giving their way of how they view the song and I see the meaning as having someone who you like but they are straight and keep leaving and going to other people. So it's like I don't want to stay because you ignoring my feelings is hurtful, but at the same time I want you to feel comfortable around me and need me. That's what I see Billie having the meaning behind this song as being.
fun fact! billie didn’t write this as a coming out she wrote it in the sense that she wished the reason this person rejected her was because they were gay
I feel like everyone can have a different interpretation on the song. Some people feel it means that they wish the person was gay so they had an actual reason for not liking them back. For me I feel like it’s abt someone who likes someone else but the person isn’t gay you know?
We’ve all had that crush that just didn’t have feelings for us for no reason in particular. Like I get it. She would rather have an excuse/reason for her crush to not love her but sometimes it’s just that he/she didn’t have feelings. That hurts on a deeper level because your always left wondering why.
Baby, I don't feel so good Six words you never understood I'll never let you go Five words you'll never say (aw) I laugh alone like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way, mm I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a 12 step just for you? Our conversation's all in blue 11 'Heys' (Hey, hey, hey, hey) Ten fingers tearing out my hair Nine times you never made it there I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away (yay) How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation Don't say I'm not your type Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation I'm so selfish But you make me feel helpless, yeah And I can't stand another day Stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay
I picture this song as a girl bsf comforting her boy bsf but slowly gaining feelings for him and watching him go after new girls that always break his heart. He always comes to her to get comforted but she can't anymore because of her feelings for him. It's too hard for her
This song isn't about her coming out.... it's about a boy she liked and confessed to said no so in the song says "I just kinda wish u were gay." So she can think that he just likes guys instead of her thinking that he doesn't like her..
6 words you never understood 5 words you’ll never say 4 days has never felt so long 3s a crowd and 2 is us 1 slipped away 12th step just for you 11 haze 10 finger tearing out my hair 9 times you never made it there I 8 alone at 7 you were 6 minutes away ( idrk why I did this but I did it)
I remember seeing this song before and thinking about how pretty the flowers were, I started watching Revolutionary Girl Utena and recognized the flowers, they are juri's
I have a massive crush on my ex best friend. She unfriended me because I'm part of the lgtbq, which make this situation more hard for me. I can't seem to get over her, I don't know why.
everyone in the comments is saying that this song is about same gender crushes and them being straight. but I see this song as you liking someone so much, likes its embarrassing, and you're trying to figure out why they don't like you back. like you wish they were gay, as in giving an excuse of them not liking you back. idkk if this makes senses like the part "to spare my pride" to make it not as embarrassing for you liking them and them not liking you back
Hey.. i just wanted to say i love this. I downloaded this yesterday on samsung music and i cant stop hearing it. Btw what do you use when you slow the music down?
omg, all that has happened to me in the past month lmfao. number 6 and 7 happened this week lol, number 7 is my pfp ahahahaha... im weird. im thinking about just giving up on love tbh, i dont like feeling this way anymore lol
i know this song isn't about something like that, but I just really like this boy who's together with my best friend (she knew I liked him before becoming his gf :/), and I feel so betrayed abt it because I even asked her to let me try win his heart and she said she wouldn't do anything but instead she got with him. so when it says “i just kinda wish you were gay” I just image it says “i just kinda wish she was gay”
NEW SPOTIFY PLAYLIST 🖤 2AM depression vibes
open.spotify.com/user/reapfy/playlist/1zVcQuNd2s3GDi5FU1DlHD?si=PsrjoG8xSLmnTWbocyDFsA
WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL your name is wHack
your name is acctually aids
WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL haha l love your name
how many L’s do you need-
LMAO YOUR NAME
Close your eyes,breathe and feel the pain in the music
Dana
Thank you for that- more reasons to remember that I’m depressed- that wasn’t being sarcastic by the way.
Dana r/im14andthisisdeep
Depression level 10000000000
@@jonadona6235 heueheuhe XD
IKKKKK
In the slowed down versions you can hear the pain in her voice..
My poor baby 😭💔💔
No
His*
this is a guy
@@madi3518 Oh my god I wanna slap you so hard 😤🤡
Thanos it’s the male version slowed down if it was actually Billie it would sound less of a guy.
Crystal Nigga this is here maybe you should leave the thread if you this fucking stupid. Its obvious that its her.
POV: your reading all the arguments in the comments
It's nice to see people wasting their time to argue
Yup
lol
XD
tbh, can white girls ever like billie eilish without be calling depressed 14 year old girls like, we can like billie eilish but we don’t have to be depressed. like chill.
people say that? oh well, honestly it doesn’t matter about your race or age. anyone can be depressed
Facts!
@@pikku4319 sometimes people fake depression.
@@amy-ruby because they think it's an ✨ AESTHETIC✨
@@kaedenmiller2822 Honestly i hate it when people are like that
i can't be the only one who got distracted because of the creator's username--
HAHAHA YES
Yes
the letter L is intrestinf
No
the "awww' in the beginning sound so much more sad
I may not know the way of girls/lesbians but I’m a boy/gay and I could imagine the pain of falling in love with a straight man-
Stanford Pines it’s even worse when he acts like y’all are dating-
@@Stintypete happened to me but a girl
@@Stintypete for 3 years
This song doesn't mean that actually.
MikaLovesSweets yeah ik i saw the review
Put this at 1.25x and omg it’s like a cherry on top 👌
IKR😭
It’s like the normal one then uwu
@@oof_9501
You're right well sort of
1.75 it’s a bop
If you want this then listen to the regular song?
My bestfriend is straight, and we've been friends for like 5 years. I have liked her all those 5 years, and today she just got a boyfriend and she has been wearing his hoodies and jackets front of me and fangirling, so I am just smiling through the pain, haha. (Help)
i-
I feel your pain so much. I liked who I thought was a straight girl who’s also my best friend and I just now lost feelings/hope for her after 4 1/2 years of waiting so I hope that we both find good people so we can move on completely 💕
@@rochellemoses559 not to mention i like my best friend both was as a friend and more but mostly she really changes my mind and gets me made between im a virgo and virgo and sag are not a right match
**hugs** you need it
@@thelandofmisfits8686 Thank you. 🥺
billie: four days has never felt so long
me, listening to this to sleep: four minutes has never felt so long
1:54 the moment i was waiting for.
"Wish You Were Gay"
Baby, I don't feel so good
Six words you never understood
I'll never let you go
Five words you'll never say
I laugh along like nothing's wrong
Four days has never felt so long
If three's a crowd and two was us
One slipped away
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
Is there a reason we're not through?
Is there a twelve step just for you?
Our conversation's all in blue
Eleven "heys" (hey, hey, hey, hey)
Ten fingers tearing out my hair
Nine times you never made it there
I ate/eight alone at seven, you were six minutes away
How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is walk the other way?
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
To spare my pride
To give your lack of interest an explanation
Don't say, I'm not your type
Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
I'm so selfish
But you make me feel helpless, yeah
And I can't stand another day
Stand another day
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
It really deserves its 0 dislikes
not anymore
@@ithinkiswallowedahammer7809 that's not want they meant, they meant that the video is so good that it deserves the 0 dislikes
Omg i read this wrong i was gonna type a whole paragraph but yes it deserves NO dislikes 😃
@@hellochloee IM SO DUMB AT CONSTRUCTING SUCH SENTENCES BACK THEN, LMAO SORRY
@@c4lcif3r LMAO ITS OK
This hits way to hard man…….....😭💔💔
this makes me sad, it reminds me of a girl or boy going to their crush (same gender) and their crush is straight but the person isnt and their just like i wish you were gay but their crush just ignores them:(
why is this me tho
My life story
Kinda like that for me except my (now ex) gf said she liked this guy.. after we were together for a year.
HeyItz Emma oh i’m so sorry 😔 but trust me our soulmates are somewhere out there we just haven’t met them yet. keep your head held high bub☺️
@@j.aw6 Ty I'll try to keep my head held high 😊 Its still a bit difficult but let's hope we find our soulmates soon. It's especially difficult since she was cheating on me with him before she told me but.. everything will get better soon I hope
THIS IS WHAT I NEEDED
kesinlikle
Being overly obsessed with Billie is the best option I've ever made
I used to cry to this song....... he came out a year after I got over him😐
The pain in her voice but I’m sexually attracted to this song 😭
my favorite part is when the petal falls
Understandable have a nice day
lol same
Nah when the petals fall is much better🙄
Time stamp?
@@jettsinthesky lmao
"baby, i don't feel so good"
_six_ words you never understood
"i'll never let you go"
_five_ words you never say
i laugh along like nothing's wrong
_four_ days has never felt so long
if _three's_ a crowd then _two_ is us
_one_ slipped away
*i just want to make you feel okay*
*but all you do is look the other way*
*i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't want to stay, hmm*
*but i just kinda wish you were gay*
is there a reason we're not through?
is there a _twelve_ step just for you?
our conversations all in blue
_eleven_ "hey"'s
_ten_ fingers tearing out my hair
_nine_ times you never made it there
i _ate[8]_ alone at _seven_
you were _six_ minutes away
*how am i supposed to make you feel okay,*
*when all you do is look the other way?*
*i can't tell how much i wish i didn't want to stay, mmmmm~*
*but i just kinda wish you were gay~*
to spare my pride~
to give your lack of interest an explanation
don't say i'm not your type
just say i'm not your preferred sexual orientation,
i'm so selfish.
but you make me feel helpless, yeah~
and i can't stand another day,
stand another day~
i just want to make you feel
okay
but all you do is look the other way~
i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't want to stay~
but i just kinda wish you were gay
i just kinda wish you were gay~.
it’s “to spare my pride”
@@loza5136 shit that's what i meant autocorrect lmao
This is the side of my heart that’s telling me that I need to leave him but my other half is telling me to stay
What did you do?
Billie Eilish is #1 fav in my book✨
This is a song I like because I fell in love with a straight girl and I can’t get over her so when ever I see her with a new guy or boyfriend it hurts me so much so I love just listening to this video to just be myself and try not to be so hurt about it
First best friend no first straight girl you had a crush on
@@davida7245 damn mate I feel you it’s ok
I was in love with a girl that was lesbian and liked another girl. She was literally perfect so I had no chance with her though.
@@megannzzz that sucks poor you
@@megannzzz Last year I had a crush on this girl, and she always complimented me. She came up to me and my friends and called all of my friends pretty. She turns to me and says, "You're especially pretty." I thought I had a chance with her, because she told me she was gay. Turns out she lied and got a boyfriend. They broke up a few months later, but then got back together. This then happened to me again with another girl. 😔
I’m in love
Welp perfect. I had this crush on this straight girl and I never had a chance begin with, I was told she was bi. Months after she got a boyfriend lmao welp no one asked and these comments are a year ago so umm I'll stop being depressing now-
oof its ok youll find love :D
well i kinda wanna know the rest now! unless that was the end.
BYE CUZ THIS IS ME RN-
hi denki
Ah how time passes within a blink of an eye . I remember putting this song in the background while reading wattpad and now here i am with one sided feelings and still in love with my ex while constantly repeating this line
1:57
Over and over . I wish i wasn't just a friend to him
This might honestly be my favorite song of hers. I mean, I love all her songs, but this is the one I come back to the most. It hits so hard man 😭
Slow songs just hit different especially when it’s Billie
One word
*Amazing*
This song calms me so much even though it’s sad
P.O.V:My mom hummed this near my dad and I heard him sigh as she went to her room crying. What is going on?
i- u good?
Ah, thank you WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL, for this wonderful edited song.
ᴛʜɪs ɪs sᴏ. . . . ᴀᴍᴀᴢɪɴɢ!!!!!😍😍😍😍
Ezra Nicole reaper *hOw’D yOu dO tHat!?*
Is that a Chicken!? The app fonts or instafonts.io or any font generator
never leave so fast xvideos
30 seconds more of my favorite song ayee
I'm gonna start crying and remember him.
yo im in love with this song
Ok so I see people giving their way of how they view the song and I see the meaning as having someone who you like but they are straight and keep leaving and going to other people. So it's like I don't want to stay because you ignoring my feelings is hurtful, but at the same time I want you to feel comfortable around me and need me. That's what I see Billie having the meaning behind this song as being.
mate ur so gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood
fun fact! billie didn’t write this as a coming out she wrote it in the sense that she wished the reason this person rejected her was because they were gay
I feel like everyone can have a different interpretation on the song. Some people feel it means that they wish the person was gay so they had an actual reason for not liking them back. For me I feel like it’s abt someone who likes someone else but the person isn’t gay you know?
maybe both haha :)
THANK YOU
We’ve all had that crush that just didn’t have feelings for us for no reason in particular. Like I get it. She would rather have an excuse/reason for her crush to not love her but sometimes it’s just that he/she didn’t have feelings. That hurts on a deeper level because your always left wondering why.
i love billie she feels me
U mean we feel her ?
@@johndenmark3477 its like every time i listen to one of her songs she explains my mind
This hits different when it's slow
Baby, I don't feel so good
Six words you never understood
I'll never let you go
Five words you'll never say (aw)
I laugh alone like nothing's wrong
Four days has never felt so long
If three's a crowd and two was us
One slipped away
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way, mm
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
Is there a reason we're not through?
Is there a 12 step just for you?
Our conversation's all in blue
11 'Heys' (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Ten fingers tearing out my hair
Nine times you never made it there
I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away (yay)
How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is walk the other way?
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
To spare my pride
To give your lack of interest an explanation
Don't say I'm not your type
Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
I'm so selfish
But you make me feel helpless, yeah
And I can't stand another day
Stand another day
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I'm proud to be the 600th like. I love your vids, you always give me the feels
This slowed down is a diffrent vibe 😌
I love this song it’s good to cry to
I picture this song as a girl bsf comforting her boy bsf but slowly gaining feelings for him and watching him go after new girls that always break his heart. He always comes to her to get comforted but she can't anymore because of her feelings for him. It's too hard for her
Ouch the pain in her voice
I went to her concert once and she was holding up the LGBTQ’s flag
@@madisonmarshall1268 wait what happened? i havent been caught up on drama..
This song isn't about her coming out.... it's about a boy she liked and confessed to said no so in the song says "I just kinda wish u were gay." So she can think that he just likes guys instead of her thinking that he doesn't like her..
I LOVE IT
i like how short your name is
6 words you never understood
5 words you’ll never say
4 days has never felt so long
3s a crowd and
2 is us
1 slipped away
12th step just for you
11 haze
10 finger tearing out my hair
9 times you never made it there
I 8 alone at 7 you were 6 minutes away
( idrk why I did this but I did it)
This is so dope👏👏👏
Lol we love finding out that you related to this song more than you thought you did
ive been listening to this for like 2 hours on loop, im inlove.
the deep breath killed me
I remember seeing this song before and thinking about how pretty the flowers were, I started watching Revolutionary Girl Utena and recognized the flowers, they are juri's
I love this song so much make me feel better
Um I think yes
This gives me the chills..
I have a massive crush on my ex best friend. She unfriended me because I'm part of the lgtbq, which make this situation more hard for me. I can't seem to get over her, I don't know why.
Listening to this while eating pizza rolls at 2:58 am has become a core memory
OUTSTANDING
My life is this song
everyone in the comments is saying that this song is about same gender crushes and them being straight. but I see this song as you liking someone so much, likes its embarrassing, and you're trying to figure out why they don't like you back. like you wish they were gay, as in giving an excuse of them not liking you back. idkk if this makes senses like the part "to spare my pride" to make it not as embarrassing for you liking them and them not liking you back
Yeah. That’s how the song was written , at least that’s what Billie said, honestly I think it’s all up to interpretation of the listener . :)
there are many slowed versions of this song, but I clicked yours because of that username
Same
i dont think you understand. im OBSESSED
Can i use this on my video without it being copyrighted? ♥️♥️
Hey.. i just wanted to say i love this. I
downloaded this yesterday on samsung music and i cant stop hearing it. Btw what do you use when you slow the music down?
I’m actually really happy I just love her music
this song give me so nice sadness bc i am sad rn
~wish u were gay~
when he doesn't give a shit about you and lie to you be like: I just wanna make you feel okay... but all you do is look the other way :/...
2:31 best part
1:55 ur welcome
Fun fact: 419 petals fell
I like billie , yes im not depressed , yes we exist 😂
SO PRETTYYYYYYY
Sir/Ma'am/them, you broke my computer screen with your name TvT
I'm not depressed.. But I like most of her songs.. 🤷🏻♀️ Slow song with the bass boosted like urgh.. satisfying~
i love it
Nice work bro!
To this day the flower is dropping that 1 petal
billie,,,,i feel the pain
😢
0.75x ur welcome;)
One slips away 🥱
this song hurts.
i gave up falling in love because..
number 1, they were straight
omg, all that has happened to me in the past month lmfao. number 6 and 7 happened this week lol, number 7 is my pfp ahahahaha... im weird. im thinking about just giving up on love tbh, i dont like feeling this way anymore lol
2:30
To spare my *pride*
*I see what you did there, billie*
I remember when i listened to this song thinking about that one person, Yesterday I found out they like me back 😊
omg i love ur user dude
Me: *Puts Playback Speed On 2x*
The Flower Petal:WEEEEEEEE
BABY I DON'T FEEL SO GOOD
yess
i know this song isn't about something like that, but I just really like this boy who's together with my best friend (she knew I liked him before becoming his gf :/), and I feel so betrayed abt it because I even asked her to let me try win his heart and she said she wouldn't do anything but instead she got with him.
so when it says “i just kinda wish you were gay” I just image it says “i just kinda wish she was gay”