I was on a bridge, went home cried, went back, cried and broke down on the bridge. Luckely it was the middle of the night and even at day not many people use it. So no one saw me. Got back up and went home and just chatted with a streamer and opened up to him and told him everyhing. This guy was the kindest guy ive ever met. I wish i could find him and hug him
I'm a recovering addict 3 Years Clean Now And I do have depression/suicide but I found a way to fix it it's called Support Groups/ Narcotics anonymous And been following the 12 Steps & Traditions and helped a lot.
I lost my dad to suicide he was a paramedic. I will never know if my sister committed suicide or if it was an accident. Being left behind is so overwhelmingly painful. I'd like to say that the thought has never crossed my mind, but it has. Thank you for this
I’m so sorry for you’re loss, I can’t even begin to imagine how painful that must have been. I just want you to know that it wasn’t you’re fault and I’m so proud that you’re still here
As messed up as this sounds, I’ve been trying to find a video like this for so long. Most of them are about a girlfriend comforting their boyfriend about this and I can never resonate with that (the gf ones are great tho, that’s just usually what’s dragging me down a dark path in life). I feel most of the people who watch these kinds of video (including myself) are pretty lonely in life and it’s just easier to rp with a stranger instead sometimes. Thank you for this video. This is my first time on your channel but it won’t be my last.
Glad I could be of comfort! I totally get what you’re saying here, I used videos just like this myself when I was in a bad place. Most the time all (people like us) want is for someone to care. If I can be that person for someone else even if there a stranger that that means a lot.
@@sunny_moon1711 I hope you know that this video is gonna help a lot of people out in the near future and distant future. I really really needed this video tonight and I don’t even know why. Literally within 10 minutes you’ve been able to calm me down and put me in a way better mindset. I wish you the best 🙏 thank you so much
thanks for this stranger, I'm a 17 year old kid living with the guilt of being unable to save the life of my best friend who was shot in front of me. i wont go in to detail and i wont say that things have or will change after listening to this, but i got a moment of peace in my mind from listening to this...so i thank you a lot for this, it feels a little less damp tonight after this, i may revisit this a lot more than twice or thrice, so thanks again.
You’re welcome I’m so happy you were able to find an escape in this video even if only temporary. What you went through was horrible and neither you of your bestfriend deserved that. I’m sorry for your loss but I bet their out there somewhere and are so unbelievably proud of you.
I'm so sorry for what happened to you both. Neither deserved that. I lost my sister and will never know if it was an accident or not and my brother died aged 5. Someone I love very much told me the best way I can show my love and respect for my siblings and their memories is to embrace life, follow your dreams, travel get an education and make positive choices that help you and those around you. I know my siblings would want me to be happy, to enjoy life and I know your best friend would want you to be happy. Think of it like if roles had been reversed and you had lost your life that day, what would you have wanted your friend to do? Again I'm so sorry something so terrible happened. But there's a stranger in England who is so proud of you for still being here, and wishing you nothing but good in life going forward.
@@dillonma4957 I’ve been in your shoes. I’ve found things that make me happy and yes I still have bad days but I’ve gotten better. I’ve moved past my unhealthy coping mechanisms, found joy in the little things. You just gotta find yours, and you will I promise. It might take time but it does get better
@@dillonma4957 try altering them slightly and slowly, find a close alternative. Instead of cutting yourself try cutting your hair, instead of burning yourself try lighting candles and putting them out safely using the finger lick trick, instead of starving yourself try baking. There’s plenty of other examples but these are just a few you gotta find what the source of the problem is and alter it. You don’t have to do it now or tomorrow or ever I just want you to know that there’s other options
@@sunny_moon1711 your audıos are so comfortıng, ıts not lıke the other audıos ıv lıstened to. Theres somethıng dıfferent to ıt. yes, ı dıd stay and ı am sadly alıve
@@sunny_moon1711 ı dont know any dıfferent way to complıment you, thınk of thankıng someone for, for doıng the best thıng ın ur lıfe. thats how ı want to thank you ı just dont know how
Idk why people think being suicidal and depressed is just being edgy and emo we like all other people have feelings and just want to be loved at least i do 😄😕😔
When I listen to this, I think about how it could actually happen, that so many people feel this bad that when you feel bad someone on a walk at night can understand, i doubt this is rare, thank you for bringing attention to people who feel this way! You have done a very good thing!
@@jamesstringer5170 that’s reasonable I still have moments where I’m scared somethings just gonna push me to that point again. It’s totally okay to feel that way but I like to hope that it will get better
I haven’t been getting any better for a long time now. I don’t know if I’ll ever get better. But thank you for helping make it another day, it really means a lot.
This almost made me tear up..this is so touching, soothing and comforting....it felt like my guardian angel was talking to me..I didn't know how much I needed this until now, this was just incredible. Thank you..so much and you did such a good job! I know I can speak for myself and others when I say you helped a lot of people with this.. And to all who this has hit a bit too close to home...I send all of my love to you and a big big hug. ❤️
her: what's your name? me: sam.... just.. call me sam. her: that's a nice name... i'm sam- me: oh nice- wait wha- 👁👄👁 welp anyways,,,, gotta say that this is really comforting audio tho. i've been having a Lot of suicidal thoughts lately(uh at least like 3-5 months and i'm still alive-?) and... i've been through a lot of things,, i can't vent to my parents because they think, i just want attention,, i already know that cuz when i was venting to them one time, they said to me that i'm just an "attention seeker",, i guess its because i'm not getting a lot of attention at home soo...but its just how i really feel,,, i cant or i actually dont vent to others like friends, because i think i would just be a bother to them,,,, ..so to somehow calm myself up from those thoughts, i just decide to randomly listen asmr rp's like this and its kinda helping, even tho its just some actually kind stranger on the internet,,, its good to know that being all messed up is actually okay,, and while listening to these, i think i should at least try talk with my friends about what's going on in my life... but how i mentioned before, i'm just scared that i could be a bother,,, well.. i might not be sure why, but i kinda trust people on the internet more, than people in my life heh,,, its just sometimes... i just want to be dead already, but at the same time.. i'm just glad being still... somehow alive...,,, i think i can more that just thank to you, but also to other people who made this kind of asmr, cuz it is really helping me out tho.,, >
I’m so happy that you managed to find comfort in this video and in others. Honestly that’s why I made this video cause I was in your spot listening to audio rps like this one trying to find comfort despite not knowing the person on the other side. Some people will never fully grasp how hard it is to deal with suicidal thoughts, but there are people who care who are willing to listen. Being open with you’re feelings and reaching out can be hard and it’s okay to feel like a burden or like you’re inconveniencing others but your not I want you to know that. If you ever need someone to talk to, you can message me on discord @Sunny_moon17 #6481
@@sunny_moon1711 well.. i actually didn't think that someone on the internet who i dont know who it is could help me more than my parents,,,- oh and.. i'm sorry that you had to go something like this too..,,, also i guess you're right...,, there are people who care about me tho..,,,- maybe sometimes i just dont see it,,,-? anyways, i'll remember that,,, if i would need it, just talk to you about it on discord..,, even tho i will feel like a bother to you,,- but i guess i need to start opening up about things like this, because i think its not good to keep things like this just for myself..,, really...thanks sunny,, ^^★ oh and my discord is sammy_ ★#4423 just for sure if i needed it,, and i think i will need it one day so-,,,
@@kaltsZz You will never be a burden at least not to me, I want to help people who were in the same place as me. I’ll always be there if you need someone to talk to!
Hey. I don't know if you're going to see this, and I guess you probably get this a lot, but thank you, Sam. (Am I allowed to call you that. Sincere apologies if I'm not.) I've been suicidal for the last few years, and I have tried cutting before, but I backed out of it last minute. I'm so glad I did, and this audio was so nice to hear. It reminds me that there are people out there willing to listen, so, again, thank you.
I’m glad this video is was able to help you and provide you some comfort. Things will get better Ashley I promise. (And you can totally call me Sam! It is my name after all!)
@@sunny_moon1711 Lovely. I just don't want to call a stranger their real name if they're not comfortable with it. Anyway, it really did help me out and give me comfort. I'm so grateful I found this audio.
I was gonna you know myself and then my playlist ended and this played. When you said I’m proud of you I was in tears. That was all I wanted someone to say. You saved my life and idk how to thank you
I'm glad i listen to this. I went through a lot of crap it made me depressed and suicidal. I almost committed suicide years ago I was living with my dad i rather not say what he did to me because its a long story well i was going through a lot of depression i was gonna hang myself, but my sister stopped me She help me go through a lot but she did not change my feelings she just kept telling me to move on I miss her... now I'm living with my mom I love her so much because she took me away from that idiot and she supports me. My dad probably wouldn't.. I'm a little bit happy but still depressed it's not gonna leave me I hate myself it's not gonna change but maybe I'll experience new feelings I hope... I'm glad I listen to this 😊
Wouldn't say I was on the ledge but I had 15 attempts in my past and had my 16th attempt about a week ago. Tried to provoke a 1500 lb Spanish fighting bull to end my life. And some how god obviously turned him around because he decided not to gore and crush me to death like he normally would and that would've been my death right there like that bull I encountered is normally dangerous you put your hand in the barricade he'd try to crush your hand off with a headbutt but yeah this helped me recover from my 16th attempt. Been dealing with really bad surpressed depression for over 12 years and I just got sick and tired of feeling that way. This helped me feel safe thank you for making this. And not to mention I have mild autism as well.
@@chrisholland2016 You’re incredibly strong there’s a reason your still here, I’m so proud of you for continuing to fight through it all. I’m so glad this video was able to help you. 💜
I lost my cousin to suicide and now I look back seeing how me and her shared a relationship that both of us want to die I never try killing my self because I think better days occur later on in life and as I sit on my bed knowing that people care about me it makes me feel just a bit better about life and myself as a person
Sometimes things are just so hard you'd rather end it all than keep trying. But please don't. There's no one who has absolutely no one who cares. That caring person could be a stranger out there you haven't met. If you do know someone cares about you then that's a reason to keep living.
this helped me so much, i dont really like the bfs and gfs asmrs, all I want is a valid parent that cares about me. my dad has left me, my mom isn't the nicest and for so long I just wanted a supportive adult in my life. ive been feeling like this since I was 11 (im still a minor) and all I can say is that not having a supportive person in ur life, especially a family can really mess up ur mental health. i love u, thank u for this
I live in the city on the 18th floor of a building and every night I go it the roof with a 12 number dice and roll it. If I ever roll a 3 I am going to commit. I got an 8 tonight. Better luck next time I guess!
For your sake I hope it’s never a three you deserve to live, it gets easier just take it one day at a time and if that’s too overwhelming take each hour at a time
It doesn't always get better. Yes, when you're a "kid" or in your 20's, or even in your 30's, then there's lots of future left when anything could happen. But when you're almost 56, the future is much bleaker. You start looking at that ledge a little differently, looking at it with a sort of fondness.
I'm in tears. This helped me so much. I've been suicidal for a year or 2 and I can't take it. I've wanted to find a way to die, planning it out, etc. I just couldn't take it. I've been groomed, insecure, ruined, I've had my innocence taken away. I just wish if I ever do get to that point, I stop myself. Or maybe someone stops me. I don't know. I just hope I stop feeling this way. Thank you, truly.
not even a minute in and i am already tearing up. This was very comforting to listen to. This was very well done, Good job. And thanks, I really needed this
Thank you for making this video I literally cried through most of the video but um Thank you for making this because I have been in a bad state of mind very often
Thank you for this, I'm going through a rough time alone, and I cried and cried because of this, not in a bad way, I hate that I'm 14 and dealing with what I'm going through.
I lost a friend that I was actually in love with to suicide a couple years back because they felt unwanted and unlovable which was VERY hard for me to accept cause it felt like if I had been brave enough to tell them my feelings and just dealt with any of the possible consequences they'd still bs here. My mom would say everything happens for a reason and maybe it was to discorage me from doing so but it really only made me even more suicidal but tho it took me a couple years I've finally realized that none of the 'what ifs' even matter because at the end of the day, it was THEIR choice
I am so sorry that happened to you, no matter what it wasn’t your fault. They made the choice to leave but you had no control over that choice. I know it’s hard not to blame yourself but it truly wasn’t your fault
@@sunny_moon1711 thanks. It's been a bit since their passing and while I'm definitely not completely over them I'm at least halfway through the woods so
0:15 Me (singing lady Gaga): IM ON THE EDGE OF GLORY, And I’m hangin on the moment of truth!🎶 IM ON THE EDGE OF GLORY AND IM HANGIN ON A MOMENT WITH YOU🎶
I’m so glad you’re feeling better and we’re able to get a release through this video. You deserve to be happy, so thank you for sticking around. Remember if you ever need someone to talk to you can always message me on discord @Sunny_moon17 #6481 I’d be happy to talk to you whenever you need it
For 8 years of my life, I never saw or met my biological father….When I was 7, My mother was arrested because of parental kidnapping and abuse…..for those 7 years and 10 months before she was arrested, me and my younger sibling we constantly under abuse and emotionally neglected……When the trial came when I was 8, I was terrified of her, and meeting a man who she told me was evil, it was very hard for me……reminder: I was 8. 8 years old, not even ten yet. I had heard enough stories at the time to know what suicide was…..and I nearly almost killed myself but my half sister invited me over that night, and once she found me unconscious, she called 911 right away…..ever since she has always been protecting me. After a long 6 years, as a 14 year old now, I am still struggling to find my way in this huge world…and I always have a fake smile whenever I’m with my friends…..it still hurts, and I know that committing suc1c!de won’t do any good…but it’s just super hard… :(
I’m so sorry that happened to you, that is utterly horrific. I wish you and your half sister the best, you two are so strong. Keep fighting, my friend!!
@@sunny_moon1711 Thank you for caring, being 61 and all alone, it is time to face reality that I will be alone the rest of my miserable life, I shall await the angel of death
@@michaelclarke1441 keep your head up you may never know what the future will hold, in the meantime find something that brings you joy no matter how small. Keep going my friend you got this
This actually made me tear up and cry. I have been crying to vent TikTok’s for a while now. I have been silently screaming and venting to myself and the dark room I‘m sitting in. I am feeling so done with life. Now this didn’t make everything ok again but it definitely gave me the comfort that I need right now. The fact that you saying „Kid“ fits as well makes everything just that bit sadder.
Hey just so you know, thank you for keeping me going these last days, it helped for a while. So ig i just wanted to thank you for that. Not that it matters much anyway now ur prob not even reading this but still, know that you are the reason i stayed a little longer
@@Tcho Hi! No need to thank me, I’m just glad this video was able to help you feel a little better. I know things are really hard right now but I hope you stay for just a little longer, even if it’s just for another day. You’re so strong and I believe you can fight! If you want to talk I’m always here, I read all of the comments on this video and try to reply as quickly as possible. If I don’t reply within the first hour I’m usually asleep but otherwise I’m happy to talk. I wish you the best my friend, no matter what you choose 😊
honestly i feel like this right now i feel like am about to give up and that no one cares and it doesnt get better at all i feel like i just feel like i dont know i just cant do this
I wish I could tell the one person in my life I have these feelings, but last time I did I was abandoned and only reason I stuck around is because she and our child were out back shooting off fireworks and I didn’t want my child scarred by seeing my body hanging lifeless from the window by an extension cord.
Been there too it sucks when you finally open up to someone just to be abandoned. I’m so proud of you for sticking around. If your really struggling try reaching out if they really love you they’ll stay, it’ll all be okay even if it doesn’t feel that way now. I wish you all the best, stay strong my friend!!
@@sunny_moon1711 She and I broke up several months ago. And I’ll admit I fell pretty deep into that hole left behind. Thankfully one of my friends helped pull me out. I’ve been working on myself a lot lately. I determined to do better. I’ve been cutting out things and people that are bad for me. Losing weight and working out to feel better about myself and hoping that I’ll find a girl that will truly love me. One that will be there for the ups and downs. No luck so far, but I know there’s got to be someone out there that will want me. Here’s hoping it won’t be at a bridge lol
I can understand coz ive been there literally i still get the feeling that's why I'm here nobody's in my life that would say this to me so i got to turn to a place that can atleast give me a false sense that im not alone
Hmm i feel good for them who can talk about this even when their doing " it " I'd prolly stay quiet.....make em believe i believe every word they said and just as they turn around or blink Whoosh i m gone
God i love you so much im going through so much I've never had a real friend and I don't trust anyone and I was thinking of stuff I don't wanna tonight I listened to this audio and I think i fell better thank you so much ♥️
@@sunny_moon1711 thank you I just had a chat with one of my classmates appartly I was having an anxiety attack a few minutes ago but I'm calmed down now im hoping it dosent happen again thank you sunny
Ye I don't know you and you don't know me. But this helped... im in middle school and I've been having thoughts about just dying since I was around 8. I've been going to therapy. Had it been helping? Meh, a little bit. Thank you very much kind stranger :)
I am now questioning my whole life. It is not that I didn't do anything or did something bad, but I feel like everything I did since I was 7 till 18 wasn't what I thought it was... I am thinking If I should do it.
@@tadeasstavek2927 The important thing to consider here is that the past is just that the past. We can’t change it, all we can do is learn from it. There’s no point beating yourself up over past mistakes. We all do stupid things especially when we’re young, it’s normal. You’re not a bad person just because you make a few mistakes. And oftentimes something significant mistake to you is something others wont even remember. When in doubt you’re worth more than your past actions
Thanks for this, it helped more than you know. I see you haven't posted since a year or so, but i hope you are doing well and hope you start doing such audios again. Thanks.
Thank you!! I’m glad I could help. I’m unsure if I’ll get back into making audios I’ve just been so swamped with school and work but if I get the chance I definitely will try to make more videos
@@sunny_moon1711 i dont know, i already try everything, hey, if you wanna ask me i will give you my discord or my instagram, but its ok if you dont want to
Thank you if you're still up or sleeping, ever since these few months have gone by I've lost everything that matters to me losing a friend (not death) but being ghosted,having no respect for parents who judge,and the worst part is that I'm just a manic to others who was born with autism.if you ask me what do You want to create?I say a channel on CZcams but I'm too scared of constantly getting judged. Now: I bought a tent and want to move out
@@paulekechukwu8481 losing a friend is one of the toughest things you can go through but just know you’ll find better friends, that’s what happened to me. It wasn’t easy and it still hurts but it does get better. Parents can suck, honestly for your situation I’d just say do what’s best for you as long as it’s safe and sustainable. Also give that CZcams channel a try, I know it’s scary and the learning curve can seem intimidating but it’s so rewarding. Plus since CZcams is a platform where the viewer chooses what videos to watch it means that judgement is less common because they chose to watch that video opposed to it being fed to them by the algorithm.
Trigger warning ik this isn't a vent video but sadly l tried to end it all but sadly I wasn't able to but at the same time im happy it didn't work I think...(ik I already commented but I'm to sad to think rn)
Moon She was bes, Suddenly don't know why but she decided to end everything related to me 🙃 No reason to do so but still she did it 💔 I texted some messages, so she would not be sad while leaving..., she Has deleted discord.. Just to say read my message last time I commented on her post 😅just due to mu comment de had deleted her post 💔🙃🥲
I’m here for you even if it may just be through a screen, don’t worry you’ll get through this. Find something that makes you happy to help you get through the day it doesn’t have to be anything big it can be something as small as appreciating a sunset. Hang on my friend you’ve got this!
There's some countries in this world that are corrupt and evil, and tries it's best to not let you escape, and I'm trapped in one. Trapped in a country that uses an evil religion to manipulate parents to force their children to stay in the country. I'm too broke to be able to get out of here. Unless some rich person will just magically show up to my life and is able to fly me out, there's no fixing my life. There's no point living in a society devoid of love. And even if I do escape, how long left would I have? A third world war is inevitably close, humanity will always chose violence. Not everyone can be saved.
@@SwagSwagSenate I am so sorry you have to live in a place so devoid of love but just know that love does exist. It may seem buried under the surface as of right now but it’s still there you just have to dig a little more to find it. Stay strong, find a goal and work towards that. If you can manage that then someday you’ll find a way out and can rebuild your life with people who truly care and appreciate you.
@@sunny_moon1711 look, you don't know how awful it is here. Everyone here is horrible. And my physical health is poor, it doesn't feel like I can live that long. All I wanted is for someone to love me
@@SwagSwagSenate I may never know how horrible it is for you out there and I’m so sorry you have to live in that place but there are better places out there. I hope someday you’ll be free and find someone who cares for you. You seem like such a sweet person and I honestly wish you all the best
You do, you certainly do. I know it feels like you don’t deserve it but you do I need you to know that. You deserve to be loved and cared for. You may seem like you have nobody but I’m right here and I think you’re incredibly important and I care about you. I want you to experience many more happy moments so try sticking around it will get better in time
Hey! Thanks for checking in, I’m doing quite well and I hope things are the same for you. I’ve been super busy with school these days and have kinda moved on from making audios to instead pursue writing my own book. Which so far is going pretty well , if I could only ever find time to write, lol 😂
I was on a bridge, went home cried, went back, cried and broke down on the bridge. Luckely it was the middle of the night and even at day not many people use it. So no one saw me. Got back up and went home and just chatted with a streamer and opened up to him and told him everyhing. This guy was the kindest guy ive ever met. I wish i could find him and hug him
That was very brave of you, I’m glad you found someone you could open up too. I hope this video helped and I wish you the best
@@sunny_moon1711 thank u. The video didnt help so much, idk why. But it was still nice to hear
Daym these ware some dark times
Idk about others but u atleast saved 1 life with this audio, mine and thank you.
I’m so glad this video was able to help you. I’m glad your still here!!
Same :)
Keep coming back
I'm a recovering addict 3 Years Clean Now And I do have depression/suicide but I found a way to fix it it's called Support Groups/ Narcotics anonymous
And been following the 12 Steps & Traditions and helped a lot.
Make that 2 lives she’s saved. (Mine & yours)
I lost my dad to suicide he was a paramedic. I will never know if my sister committed suicide or if it was an accident. Being left behind is so overwhelmingly painful. I'd like to say that the thought has never crossed my mind, but it has.
Thank you for this
I’m so sorry for you’re loss, I can’t even begin to imagine how painful that must have been. I just want you to know that it wasn’t you’re fault and I’m so proud that you’re still here
@@sunny_moon1711 the guilt is still there. I always think what if I'd reached out more often. But thank you your words mean a great deal to me
I lost2 friends to this
As messed up as this sounds, I’ve been trying to find a video like this for so long. Most of them are about a girlfriend comforting their boyfriend about this and I can never resonate with that (the gf ones are great tho, that’s just usually what’s dragging me down a dark path in life). I feel most of the people who watch these kinds of video (including myself) are pretty lonely in life and it’s just easier to rp with a stranger instead sometimes.
Thank you for this video. This is my first time on your channel but it won’t be my last.
Glad I could be of comfort! I totally get what you’re saying here, I used videos just like this myself when I was in a bad place. Most the time all (people like us) want is for someone to care. If I can be that person for someone else even if there a stranger that that means a lot.
@@sunny_moon1711 I hope you know that this video is gonna help a lot of people out in the near future and distant future. I really really needed this video tonight and I don’t even know why. Literally within 10 minutes you’ve been able to calm me down and put me in a way better mindset. I wish you the best 🙏 thank you so much
thanks for this stranger, I'm a 17 year old kid living with the guilt of being unable to save the life of my best friend who was shot in front of me. i wont go in to detail and i wont say that things have or will change after listening to this, but i got a moment of peace in my mind from listening to this...so i thank you a lot for this, it feels a little less damp tonight after this, i may revisit this a lot more than twice or thrice, so thanks again.
You’re welcome I’m so happy you were able to find an escape in this video even if only temporary. What you went through was horrible and neither you of your bestfriend deserved that. I’m sorry for your loss but I bet their out there somewhere and are so unbelievably proud of you.
@@sunny_moon1711 thank you so much, I came back again and listened, you are so kind and sweet.
I'm so sorry for what happened to you both. Neither deserved that. I lost my sister and will never know if it was an accident or not and my brother died aged 5. Someone I love very much told me the best way I can show my love and respect for my siblings and their memories is to embrace life, follow your dreams, travel get an education and make positive choices that help you and those around you. I know my siblings would want me to be happy, to enjoy life and I know your best friend would want you to be happy. Think of it like if roles had been reversed and you had lost your life that day, what would you have wanted your friend to do? Again I'm so sorry something so terrible happened. But there's a stranger in England who is so proud of you for still being here, and wishing you nothing but good in life going forward.
“it won’t fix anything”
it’d fix everything
Trust me when I say it won’t. I thought the same thing. You’ll get through this
@@sunny_moon1711 you can’t possibly know that
@@dillonma4957 I’ve been in your shoes. I’ve found things that make me happy and yes I still have bad days but I’ve gotten better. I’ve moved past my unhealthy coping mechanisms, found joy in the little things. You just gotta find yours, and you will I promise. It might take time but it does get better
@@sunny_moon1711 i’m glad it worked for you, but i’m done trying to fix my life. Call them unhealthy, but those are the things that work
@@dillonma4957 try altering them slightly and slowly, find a close alternative. Instead of cutting yourself try cutting your hair, instead of burning yourself try lighting candles and putting them out safely using the finger lick trick, instead of starving yourself try baking. There’s plenty of other examples but these are just a few you gotta find what the source of the problem is and alter it. You don’t have to do it now or tomorrow or ever I just want you to know that there’s other options
it hits different when ur standing/sıttıng on the edge of a roof.
Well I hope you make the right decision and stay, I’m here for you
@@sunny_moon1711 your audıos are so comfortıng, ıts not lıke the other audıos ıv lıstened to. Theres somethıng dıfferent to ıt.
yes, ı dıd stay and ı am sadly alıve
@@muichirotokito15 that’s really sweet of you to say, and I’m glad your still here.
@@sunny_moon1711 ı dont know any dıfferent way to complıment you, thınk of thankıng someone for, for doıng the best thıng ın ur lıfe. thats how ı want to thank you ı just dont know how
Idk why people think being suicidal and depressed is just being edgy and emo we like all other people have feelings and just want to be loved at least i do 😄😕😔
If only people actually cared like this
You don’t know how much this helped me cause I have been having suicidal thoughts ever sense very very young and thank you
I'm glad this video helps, I hope someday you won't have to deal with thoughts like these anymore
It got to that point for me but I’m doing better now
@@tannergrinzel1719 I’m glad
When I listen to this, I think about how it could actually happen, that so many people feel this bad that when you feel bad someone on a walk at night can understand, i doubt this is rare, thank you for bringing attention to people who feel this way! You have done a very good thing!
Thank you for this ... I'm still here ... I'm still fighting these thoughts. I keep trying to remember it's okay not to be okay.
Glad to hear you’re still hear and fighting, will get through this I promise
@@sunny_moon1711 I'm not so sure. My situation is complicated. I have the perfect storm in my head and I'm so scared one day I'll succumb.
@@jamesstringer5170 that’s reasonable I still have moments where I’m scared somethings just gonna push me to that point again. It’s totally okay to feel that way but I like to hope that it will get better
2 steps and I wouldn’t have been here thank you for this
I’m so glad you decide to stay
@@sunny_moon1711 thank you that means a lot I hope your doing ok and thank you for this video again
You've saved a soul
I haven’t been getting any better for a long time now. I don’t know if I’ll ever get better. But thank you for helping make it another day, it really means a lot.
This almost made me tear up..this is so touching, soothing and comforting....it felt like my guardian angel was talking to me..I didn't know how much I needed this until now, this was just incredible. Thank you..so much and you did such a good job! I know I can speak for myself and others when I say you helped a lot of people with this..
And to all who this has hit a bit too close to home...I send all of my love to you and a big big hug. ❤️
her: what's your name?
me: sam.... just.. call me sam.
her: that's a nice name... i'm sam-
me: oh nice- wait wha- 👁👄👁
welp anyways,,,, gotta say that this is really comforting audio tho. i've been having a Lot of suicidal thoughts lately(uh at least like 3-5 months and i'm still alive-?) and... i've been through a lot of things,, i can't vent to my parents because they think, i just want attention,, i already know that cuz when i was venting to them one time, they said to me that i'm just an "attention seeker",, i guess its because i'm not getting a lot of attention at home soo...but its just how i really feel,,, i cant or i actually dont vent to others like friends, because i think i would just be a bother to them,,,, ..so to somehow calm myself up from those thoughts, i just decide to randomly listen asmr rp's like this and its kinda helping, even tho its just some actually kind stranger on the internet,,, its good to know that being all messed up is actually okay,, and while listening to these, i think i should at least try talk with my friends about what's going on in my life... but how i mentioned before, i'm just scared that i could be a bother,,, well.. i might not be sure why, but i kinda trust people on the internet more, than people in my life heh,,, its just sometimes... i just want to be dead already, but at the same time.. i'm just glad being still... somehow alive...,,, i think i can more that just thank to you, but also to other people who made this kind of asmr, cuz it is really helping me out tho.,, >
I’m so happy that you managed to find comfort in this video and in others. Honestly that’s why I made this video cause I was in your spot listening to audio rps like this one trying to find comfort despite not knowing the person on the other side. Some people will never fully grasp how hard it is to deal with suicidal thoughts, but there are people who care who are willing to listen. Being open with you’re feelings and reaching out can be hard and it’s okay to feel like a burden or like you’re inconveniencing others but your not I want you to know that.
If you ever need someone to talk to, you can message me on discord @Sunny_moon17 #6481
@@sunny_moon1711 well.. i actually didn't think that someone on the internet who i dont know who it is could help me more than my parents,,,- oh and.. i'm sorry that you had to go something like this too..,,, also i guess you're right...,, there are people who care about me tho..,,,- maybe sometimes i just dont see it,,,-?
anyways, i'll remember that,,, if i would need it, just talk to you about it on discord..,, even tho i will feel like a bother to you,,- but i guess i need to start opening up about things like this, because i think its not good to keep things like this just for myself..,, really...thanks sunny,, ^^★
oh and my discord is sammy_ ★#4423 just for sure if i needed it,, and i think i will need it one day so-,,,
@@kaltsZz You will never be a burden at least not to me, I want to help people who were in the same place as me. I’ll always be there if you need someone to talk to!
@@sunny_moon1711 awwwh thanks so muchh sunny,,,-! you're really kind,, i appreciate it,,,, >
Worst thing about these videos, is when the audio ends. And you realize you truly are alone.
Hey. I don't know if you're going to see this, and I guess you probably get this a lot, but thank you, Sam. (Am I allowed to call you that. Sincere apologies if I'm not.) I've been suicidal for the last few years, and I have tried cutting before, but I backed out of it last minute. I'm so glad I did, and this audio was so nice to hear. It reminds me that there are people out there willing to listen, so, again, thank you.
I’m glad this video is was able to help you and provide you some comfort. Things will get better Ashley I promise. (And you can totally call me Sam! It is my name after all!)
@@sunny_moon1711 Lovely. I just don't want to call a stranger their real name if they're not comfortable with it. Anyway, it really did help me out and give me comfort. I'm so grateful I found this audio.
I was gonna you know myself and then my playlist ended and this played. When you said I’m proud of you I was in tears. That was all I wanted someone to say. You saved my life and idk how to thank you
No need to thank me, you deserve to live and feel worthy of the space you take up.
This is exactly what I needed right now..
I’m glad this video could help you, I’m so proud of you ❤️
I'm glad i listen to this. I went through a lot of crap it made me depressed and suicidal. I almost committed suicide years ago I was living with my dad i rather not say what he did to me because its a long story well i was going through a lot of depression i was gonna hang myself, but my sister stopped me She help me go through a lot but she did not change my feelings she just kept telling me to move on I miss her... now I'm living with my mom I love her so much because she took me away from that idiot and she supports me. My dad probably wouldn't.. I'm a little bit happy but still depressed it's not gonna leave me I hate myself it's not gonna change but maybe I'll experience new feelings I hope... I'm glad I listen to this 😊
That was honestly really heartwarming Sunny, thank you so much for this
Thanks Malosi!!!
Wouldn't say I was on the ledge but I had 15 attempts in my past and had my 16th attempt about a week ago. Tried to provoke a 1500 lb Spanish fighting bull to end my life. And some how god obviously turned him around because he decided not to gore and crush me to death like he normally would and that would've been my death right there like that bull I encountered is normally dangerous you put your hand in the barricade he'd try to crush your hand off with a headbutt but yeah this helped me recover from my 16th attempt. Been dealing with really bad surpressed depression for over 12 years and I just got sick and tired of feeling that way. This helped me feel safe thank you for making this. And not to mention I have mild autism as well.
@@chrisholland2016 You’re incredibly strong there’s a reason your still here, I’m so proud of you for continuing to fight through it all. I’m so glad this video was able to help you. 💜
Wonderful comforting video. I am working on a screenplay that involves suicide prevention. This video is a huge inspiration
Im so glad you enjoyed this video and it could be a source of inspiration. Good luck on that screenplay!!
I lost my cousin to suicide and now I look back seeing how me and her shared a relationship that both of us want to die I never try killing my self because I think better days occur later on in life and as I sit on my bed knowing that people care about me it makes me feel just a bit better about life and myself as a person
Sometimes things are just so hard you'd rather end it all than keep trying. But please don't. There's no one who has absolutely no one who cares. That caring person could be a stranger out there you haven't met. If you do know someone cares about you then that's a reason to keep living.
This was beautifully written, thank you for this ❤️
@@sunny_moon1711 Of course.
thank
this helped me so much, i dont really like the bfs and gfs asmrs, all I want is a valid parent that cares about me. my dad has left me, my mom isn't the nicest and for so long I just wanted a supportive adult in my life. ive been feeling like this since I was 11 (im still a minor) and all I can say is that not having a supportive person in ur life, especially a family can really mess up ur mental health. i love u, thank u for this
I live in the city on the 18th floor of a building and every night I go it the roof with a 12 number dice and roll it. If I ever roll a 3 I am going to commit. I got an 8 tonight. Better luck next time I guess!
For your sake I hope it’s never a three you deserve to live, it gets easier just take it one day at a time and if that’s too overwhelming take each hour at a time
thanks for this. probably wouldn’t even be here right now if it weren’t for you
It doesn't always get better.
Yes, when you're a "kid" or in your 20's, or even in your 30's, then there's lots of future left when anything could happen. But when you're almost 56, the future is much bleaker. You start looking at that ledge a little differently, looking at it with a sort of fondness.
I'm in tears. This helped me so much. I've been suicidal for a year or 2 and I can't take it. I've wanted to find a way to die, planning it out, etc. I just couldn't take it. I've been groomed, insecure, ruined, I've had my innocence taken away. I just wish if I ever do get to that point, I stop myself. Or maybe someone stops me. I don't know. I just hope I stop feeling this way. Thank you, truly.
Of course if you ever need someone to talk too just message me over on my twitter @moon17sunny
not even a minute in and i am already tearing up. This was very comforting to listen to. This was very well done, Good job. And thanks, I really needed this
Thank you for making this video I literally cried through most of the video but um Thank you for making this because I have been in a bad state of mind very often
Of course I’m glad I could help, that was my whole goal in creating this video
10 years I still got no one to this day no friends at all just my family that's all........this audio mad me feel the same way how I felt.....
Well I’m you’re friend now
I think im really going to do it this time
Don’t, it’s never worth it. Try finding something to make life worth while no matter how small
Thank you for this, I'm going through a rough time alone, and I cried and cried because of this, not in a bad way, I hate that I'm 14 and dealing with what I'm going through.
I know how it is I've been through some tough shit in my childhood all you can really do is find someone you trust and think positively
thank you so much for this, i’m having a really hard time and this helped a lot.
I’m so happy I could help make things a little easier. I wish you all the best
I lost a friend that I was actually in love with to suicide a couple years back because they felt unwanted and unlovable which was VERY hard for me to accept cause it felt like if I had been brave enough to tell them my feelings and just dealt with any of the possible consequences they'd still bs here. My mom would say everything happens for a reason and maybe it was to discorage me from doing so but it really only made me even more suicidal but tho it took me a couple years I've finally realized that none of the 'what ifs' even matter because at the end of the day, it was THEIR choice
I am so sorry that happened to you, no matter what it wasn’t your fault. They made the choice to leave but you had no control over that choice. I know it’s hard not to blame yourself but it truly wasn’t your fault
@@sunny_moon1711 thanks. It's been a bit since their passing and while I'm definitely not completely over them I'm at least halfway through the woods so
I'll admit- I searched for this to distract me until people get home
I’m proud of you for doing so, I know how scary it can be. Trust me I was once on your end searching up things like this.
@@sunny_moon1711 thank you! This really helps!
0:15
Me (singing lady Gaga): IM ON THE EDGE OF GLORY, And I’m hangin on the moment of truth!🎶
IM ON THE EDGE OF GLORY AND IM HANGIN ON A MOMENT WITH YOU🎶
Thank you for this audio. It made my day a little brighter.
I’m glad I could make things a little better
I'm not crying your crying.
Trust me I cried when making this audio
@@sunny_moon1711 keep doing what your doing great work God bless.
@@sunny_moon1711 that's good I think it shows how much heart you put into it and not many people do that.
I was gonna go commit tonight but I listened to this and vented even tho u can't listen and it helped I cried a lot but I feel better
I’m so glad you’re feeling better and we’re able to get a release through this video. You deserve to be happy, so thank you for sticking around. Remember if you ever need someone to talk to you can always message me on discord @Sunny_moon17 #6481 I’d be happy to talk to you whenever you need it
@@sunny_moon1711 thank you sm I really appreciate it ❤
@@sunny_moon1711 do u possibly have Instagram my discord isn't really working
@@Hiswifeyyyyyy sadly I don’t have instagram at the moment
@@Hiswifeyyyyyy if I can have your discord I could try adding you maybe that would work
For 8 years of my life, I never saw or met my biological father….When I was 7, My mother was arrested because of parental kidnapping and abuse…..for those 7 years and 10 months before she was arrested, me and my younger sibling we constantly under abuse and emotionally neglected……When the trial came when I was 8, I was terrified of her, and meeting a man who she told me was evil, it was very hard for me……reminder: I was 8. 8 years old, not even ten yet. I had heard enough stories at the time to know what suicide was…..and I nearly almost killed myself but my half sister invited me over that night, and once she found me unconscious, she called 911 right away…..ever since she has always been protecting me. After a long 6 years, as a 14 year old now, I am still struggling to find my way in this huge world…and I always have a fake smile whenever I’m with my friends…..it still hurts, and I know that committing suc1c!de won’t do any good…but it’s just super hard… :(
I’m so sorry that happened to you, that is utterly horrific. I wish you and your half sister the best, you two are so strong. Keep fighting, my friend!!
@@sunny_moon1711 thank you, you have no idea how much that made me smile. :)
even though this video is old, I drank too much, i tried to take all my downers tn, this helped me so much. I flushed them all...
I’m glad this video helped. Stay strong my friend!
I want to thank you for this video, I struggle every day to not take my own life, I will keep fighting to live just for you and due to this video.
You have no idea how happy it makes me to hear that I’m so glad you’ve decided to stick around
@@sunny_moon1711 Thank you for caring, being 61 and all alone, it is time to face reality that I will be alone the rest of my miserable life, I shall await the angel of death
@@michaelclarke1441 keep your head up you may never know what the future will hold, in the meantime find something that brings you joy no matter how small. Keep going my friend you got this
This actually made me tear up and cry. I have been crying to vent TikTok’s for a while now. I have been silently screaming and venting to myself and the dark room I‘m sitting in. I am feeling so done with life. Now this didn’t make everything ok again but it definitely gave me the comfort that I need right now. The fact that you saying „Kid“ fits as well makes everything just that bit sadder.
I rlly rlly needed this. It means more to me then u know
I’m so glad this video could be of comfort to you!
@@sunny_moon1711 thank u for this and i promise not to give up
Hey just so you know, thank you for keeping me going these last days, it helped for a while. So ig i just wanted to thank you for that. Not that it matters much anyway now ur prob not even reading this but still, know that you are the reason i stayed a little longer
@@Tcho Hi! No need to thank me, I’m just glad this video was able to help you feel a little better. I know things are really hard right now but I hope you stay for just a little longer, even if it’s just for another day. You’re so strong and I believe you can fight! If you want to talk I’m always here, I read all of the comments on this video and try to reply as quickly as possible. If I don’t reply within the first hour I’m usually asleep but otherwise I’m happy to talk. I wish you the best my friend, no matter what you choose 😊
Damn thanks for this
I appreciate it :'))
I really needed this.
Of course! I’m glad this video helped
@@sunny_moon1711 :') thanks a lot
really fucking genuine acting, good job
Thank you!!
I owe you kne you eaved my life one day i will return the favor
honestly i feel like this right now i feel like am about to give up and that no one cares and it doesnt get better at all i feel like i just feel like i dont know i just cant do this
Well I care, truly i do. I believe in you, and it does get better you just gotta find something to look forward too no matter how minuscule it seems.
@@sunny_moon1711 but like whats the point though no one wants me here
@@sunny_moon1711 like i just wanna do like what this audios about and jump
@@littlebeastman2792 i want you here, you have potential even if you don’t realize it
@@sunny_moon1711 i feel like i dont have anything i just feel so empty
I wish I could tell the one person in my life I have these feelings, but last time I did I was abandoned and only reason I stuck around is because she and our child were out back shooting off fireworks and I didn’t want my child scarred by seeing my body hanging lifeless from the window by an extension cord.
Been there too it sucks when you finally open up to someone just to be abandoned. I’m so proud of you for sticking around. If your really struggling try reaching out if they really love you they’ll stay, it’ll all be okay even if it doesn’t feel that way now. I wish you all the best, stay strong my friend!!
@@sunny_moon1711 She and I broke up several months ago. And I’ll admit I fell pretty deep into that hole left behind. Thankfully one of my friends helped pull me out.
I’ve been working on myself a lot lately. I determined to do better. I’ve been cutting out things and people that are bad for me. Losing weight and working out to feel better about myself and hoping that I’ll find a girl that will truly love me. One that will be there for the ups and downs.
No luck so far, but I know there’s got to be someone out there that will want me. Here’s hoping it won’t be at a bridge lol
I can understand coz ive been there literally i still get the feeling that's why I'm here nobody's in my life that would say this to me so i got to turn to a place that can atleast give me a false sense that im not alone
It’s really fucking sad I’m even here rn for comfort.
Don’t worry I was there once too my friend
Hmm i feel good for them who can talk about this even when their doing " it "
I'd prolly stay quiet.....make em believe i believe every word they said and just as they turn around or blink
Whoosh i m gone
Thank you for the video. I needed this.
Hear feeling like absolute shit as I do at times and just don’t want to move forward in life with bullshit everywhere.
God i love you so much im going through so much I've never had a real friend and I don't trust anyone and I was thinking of stuff I don't wanna tonight I listened to this audio and I think i fell better thank you so much ♥️
I’m so glad I could be there for you, you got this my friend I believe in you.
@@sunny_moon1711 thank you I just had a chat with one of my classmates appartly I was having an anxiety attack a few minutes ago but I'm calmed down now im hoping it dosent happen again thank you sunny
Am glad i was enable to hear something like this beffore doing it
Please reconsider it’s never worth it
Sometimes I feel like it is. Bcs what miserable things am going through in these days
@@2bakio217 trust me I was in your exact spot a couple years ago. When I say it gets better I mean it
@@sunny_moon1711 thank you at least someone understand me
@@sunny_moon1711I can't believe that I ever comment something like this. Am sorry for that
Ye I don't know you and you don't know me. But this helped... im in middle school and I've been having thoughts about just dying since I was around 8. I've been going to therapy. Had it been helping? Meh, a little bit. Thank you very much kind stranger :)
I’m just glad I could help
@@sunny_moon1711 :)
I am now questioning my whole life. It is not that I didn't do anything or did something bad, but I feel like everything I did since I was 7 till 18 wasn't what I thought it was... I am thinking If I should do it.
@@tadeasstavek2927 The important thing to consider here is that the past is just that the past. We can’t change it, all we can do is learn from it. There’s no point beating yourself up over past mistakes. We all do stupid things especially when we’re young, it’s normal. You’re not a bad person just because you make a few mistakes. And oftentimes something significant mistake to you is something others wont even remember. When in doubt you’re worth more than your past actions
you: what's your name
me: whyd you wanna know you gonna report it-
you: that's a great name.im Sam
me: WAIT U DIDNT LET ME SPEAK THO-
Im coping my situation won’t change. I regret ever living
I really love and appreciate your videos and I'm they help a lot of people including me so thank you :)
Of course! Hope you have a wonderful day!
@@sunny_moon1711 Thanks same to you
Thanks for this, it helped more than you know. I see you haven't posted since a year or so, but i hope you are doing well and hope you start doing such audios again. Thanks.
Thank you!! I’m glad I could help. I’m unsure if I’ll get back into making audios I’ve just been so swamped with school and work but if I get the chance I definitely will try to make more videos
I'm 3 months since my first attempt all because I couldn't get my leg over the bridge rail
There’s a reason for that you just have to find your purpose
I sad because i know that nobody is gonna be there for me, i am all alone
You’re not alone. Everybody has somebody and if you don’t while now you got me! Stay strong my friend! 💜
@@sunny_moon1711 i dont know, i already try everything, hey, if you wanna ask me i will give you my discord or my instagram, but its ok if you dont want to
@@sunny_moon1711hey of you want to talk whit me i can send you my discord
Is ok if you dont want it
@@sunny_moon1711 hey i dont know why my coments keep getting delete but if you want to talk whit me i can give you my insta and discord
@@sunny_moon1711hey i dont know why my coments keep getting delete but if you want to talk whit me i can give you my insta and discord
I honestly don't know how to feel rn
I want someone to talk to right now🖤
@@paulekechukwu8481 hey sorry for the late reply I was asleep. If you still want to talk I’m here
Thank you if you're still up or sleeping, ever since these few months have gone by I've lost everything that matters to me losing a friend (not death) but being ghosted,having no respect for parents who judge,and the worst part is that I'm just a manic to others who was born with autism.if you ask me what do
You want to create?I say a channel on CZcams but I'm too scared of constantly getting judged.
Now:
I bought a tent and want to move out
@@paulekechukwu8481 losing a friend is one of the toughest things you can go through but just know you’ll find better friends, that’s what happened to me. It wasn’t easy and it still hurts but it does get better. Parents can suck, honestly for your situation I’d just say do what’s best for you as long as it’s safe and sustainable. Also give that CZcams channel a try, I know it’s scary and the learning curve can seem intimidating but it’s so rewarding. Plus since CZcams is a platform where the viewer chooses what videos to watch it means that judgement is less common because they chose to watch that video opposed to it being fed to them by the algorithm.
@@sunny_moon1711 ok you convinced me ,I'll umm give CZcams a try and who knows maybe I'll blow up and come back here one day.🖤
@@paulekechukwu8481 Definitely keep me updated I’m rooting for you!! 💜
Dude let me sit at the edge its fun
Trigger warning
ik this isn't a vent video but sadly l tried to end it all but sadly I wasn't able to but at the same time im happy it didn't work I think...(ik I already commented but I'm to sad to think rn)
That’s understandable in those moments death does feel like the right solution. I’m glad that you’re still here
@@sunny_moon1711 thank you sunny
Thank you.
Thank you
Some one would come along and just push me off! 🤬
Thank you so much ❤
Thank you this helps alot
Great video
Moon She was bes, Suddenly don't know why but she decided to end everything related to me 🙃
No reason to do so but still she did it 💔
I texted some messages, so she would not be sad while leaving..., she Has deleted discord..
Just to say read my message last time I commented on her post 😅just due to mu comment de had deleted her post 💔🙃🥲
i need you please! please I need you so bad… I can’t take this anymore, I need someone just like you!
I’m here for you even if it may just be through a screen, don’t worry you’ll get through this. Find something that makes you happy to help you get through the day it doesn’t have to be anything big it can be something as small as appreciating a sunset. Hang on my friend you’ve got this!
There's some countries in this world that are corrupt and evil, and tries it's best to not let you escape, and I'm trapped in one. Trapped in a country that uses an evil religion to manipulate parents to force their children to stay in the country. I'm too broke to be able to get out of here. Unless some rich person will just magically show up to my life and is able to fly me out, there's no fixing my life. There's no point living in a society devoid of love. And even if I do escape, how long left would I have? A third world war is inevitably close, humanity will always chose violence. Not everyone can be saved.
@@SwagSwagSenate I am so sorry you have to live in a place so devoid of love but just know that love does exist. It may seem buried under the surface as of right now but it’s still there you just have to dig a little more to find it. Stay strong, find a goal and work towards that. If you can manage that then someday you’ll find a way out and can rebuild your life with people who truly care and appreciate you.
@@sunny_moon1711 look, you don't know how awful it is here. Everyone here is horrible. And my physical health is poor, it doesn't feel like I can live that long. All I wanted is for someone to love me
@@SwagSwagSenate I may never know how horrible it is for you out there and I’m so sorry you have to live in that place but there are better places out there. I hope someday you’ll be free and find someone who cares for you. You seem like such a sweet person and I honestly wish you all the best
@@sunny_moon1711 you too.
Thank i :»
Jokes on you I'm already falling...
FOR YOU HA GOTTEM IM SO GOOD AT FLIRTING MY GOD IM THE BEST YOU WISH YOU WERE ME
Sorry my dudes I was hella drunk when I posted this comment lmao
noot noot
Tysm for saving some poeples lives, I know it didn't save mine, that's fine tho. I don't think I deserve comfort or advice.
You do, you certainly do. I know it feels like you don’t deserve it but you do I need you to know that. You deserve to be loved and cared for. You may seem like you have nobody but I’m right here and I think you’re incredibly important and I care about you. I want you to experience many more happy moments so try sticking around it will get better in time
69th like, i'm not gonna kms just because of that
I’m glad you’ve decided to stick around, you’re worth it! I promise 😊
This one time got to this point for me
ayyy kapwing
Ha, this was a funny thing to watch. I guess it leaves me with a lot to reflect on. A lot
It's cold
There was this homeless guy that pulled me when I was about to jump onto the metro tracks
I both love him and hate him for it Is weird
it’s understandable to hate him since you wanted to end your life and he stopped you, but that man made the best choice possible 💗
hey how r u doing lately? hope you’ve been well.
Hey! Thanks for checking in, I’m doing quite well and I hope things are the same for you. I’ve been super busy with school these days and have kinda moved on from making audios to instead pursue writing my own book. Which so far is going pretty well , if I could only ever find time to write, lol 😂
@@sunny_moon1711 that’s so amazing congrats uwu;)
"what are u doing"
Me:U blind?-
i wishhhhyou wood step back from that ledge my freeeendi
No decision I would I’ve jumped 😐
wtf the!
Its too fucking much dude
IMMA JUMP
czcams.com/video/nDnC2CHRNM4/video.html
czcams.com/video/H0dzAU6VPbk/video.html