what i achieved this year :)

just a quick recap of what happened this year in my life
just a lil disclaimer i didn't say in the video
yes i did a lot of cool things this year but yes i fell to depression again because depression is not just about what you're doing but it's a MENTAL ILLNESS, which means it's a state of mind but it's also why it's so different from middle school. In middle school i had nothing to hold on to, no one, my family was fighting, i lived 3 trauma in a row..
Now i have people and i do cool things but someone it's just not enough and it's just like this, i'm trying to fight against it but right now depression is actually taking me away a lot of good memories.
anyway i just wanted to make that clear :)
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[@yvannah4279]

Interesting video but thats strange to see a video of you bc youre in my high school !
(I love your song "love war")

[@elipda8045]

ahah yeah but thank you!!

[@clemencebrunat1844]

Veri nice video. Lov u ❤️ you didn't even said that your parents didn't know when we were in Paris! That's what made the trip more exciting!

[@elipda8045]

that's true i literally forgot this part wtf and thanks !