Eli. - Worthless (Lyrics)

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  • @AuroraVibes
    @AuroraVibes  Před 5 lety +11548

    Deep and relatable lyrics, as expected from someone as talented as Eli. 🖤

    • @AuroraVibes
      @AuroraVibes  Před 5 lety +230

      ​@The dislike Buttion Oh noooooooo :(

    • @AuroraVibes
      @AuroraVibes  Před 5 lety +195

      @The dislike Buttion It'll get easier, keep your head up. ❤️

    • @josievital7483
      @josievital7483 Před 4 lety +135

      These lyrics are so relatible. I do feel worthless most of the time. But it will get better... right?

    • @fanglewolf4257
      @fanglewolf4257 Před 4 lety +25

      :)

    • @princesskittymilk9110
      @princesskittymilk9110 Před 4 lety +33

      The dislike Buttion ?

  • @manveersilvergodsaini7387
    @manveersilvergodsaini7387 Před 3 lety +15858

    The fucked up part of this is that we all searched for songs like this.

    • @janelim3561
      @janelim3561 Před 3 lety +833

      Because this type of song understand us better than people around us.

    • @lavender_1112
      @lavender_1112 Před 3 lety +400

      "Songs for when your the fuck up child" that's what I searched

    • @abby1092
      @abby1092 Před 3 lety +159

      I- how’d ya know....

    • @michaelarias3310
      @michaelarias3310 Před 3 lety +42

      Yeah

    • @gabbymitchell5690
      @gabbymitchell5690 Před 3 lety +130

      Yes exactly and if you need songs you can relate to look up NF hes a rapper but it's real music and it's awesome

  • @ghostkth7689
    @ghostkth7689 Před 3 lety +4984

    they’re crying: just to get attention.
    they’re cutting themselves: just to get attention.
    they’re not here anymore: they were good people, i’ll miss them.

    • @Rohit-ov1je
      @Rohit-ov1je Před 3 lety +76

      Absolutely right🥺😞

    • @marilynm478
      @marilynm478 Před 3 lety +79

      this is so true but use the pronouns ‘they/them’ it is easier and also includes people who use those

    • @ghostkth7689
      @ghostkth7689 Před 3 lety +26

      Banana Milk i totally forgot ;-;

    • @marilynm478
      @marilynm478 Před 3 lety +26

      ghostkth it’s okay, make sure to use them next time tho

    • @ghostkth7689
      @ghostkth7689 Před 3 lety +14

      Banana Milk I will, thank you btw

  • @alonelychocolatebar1954
    @alonelychocolatebar1954 Před rokem +1680

    No one is lonelier than someone who feels alone when surrounded with those they love. I'm one of those kinds, and this song basically is the story of my life.

  • @satchinasangma4587
    @satchinasangma4587 Před rokem +417

    "Sometimes it's not the tears that show the pain sometimes it's the smile we fake"
    :𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚

    • @user-yv6gu4cx6s
      @user-yv6gu4cx6s Před 8 měsíci +2

      True im giving up now im going to do it now good bye 😢

    • @DaNoobIsDed
      @DaNoobIsDed Před 7 měsíci

      ​@@user-yv6gu4cx6snahh dude really

    • @samuelragas2801
      @samuelragas2801 Před 6 měsíci +1

      agree

    • @shy3306
      @shy3306 Před 5 měsíci +2

      While it may be true. There will be a time that the fake smile you make. It will turn into something you do without thinking. People around me always ask why I always look so happy. I never understood it because I don't know what that even feels like 🙂

    • @Galaxywolf666
      @Galaxywolf666 Před 5 měsíci

      ​@@user-yv6gu4cx6splease don't give up because I'm at that stage now and I'm hanging on as hard as I can and it's taking every fibre in my body to resist it I might be too late but if you changed your mind then please hang on with me. At least then you won't be alone

  • @coffee9151
    @coffee9151 Před 4 lety +4799

    "No matter what i do, I'm always in the wrong"
    : *felt that.*

  • @oliviacayetero8406
    @oliviacayetero8406 Před 3 lety +6073

    when u dying inside but ur parents didn't notice anything , its hurt the most

    • @oliviacayetero8406
      @oliviacayetero8406 Před 3 lety +30

      @Nevaeh Buskirk damn thts deep

    • @Sophia-jj4lp
      @Sophia-jj4lp Před 3 lety +88

      They think it’s gone but I don’t want them to know because it will only be another burden

    • @oliviacayetero8406
      @oliviacayetero8406 Před 3 lety +3

      @Nevaeh Buskirk 😌❤

    • @oliviacayetero8406
      @oliviacayetero8406 Před 3 lety +4

      @@Sophia-jj4lp 🥺

    • @Sophia-jj4lp
      @Sophia-jj4lp Před 3 lety +12

      @Nevaeh Buskirk thank you... it means a lot even coming from someone I don’t know.... but it sure as hell feels like a burden though. I don’t like seeing my dad and when I do I’m a spare part and my mum already has enough to deal with and she’s given me everything so to her I don’t have a reason...

  • @DestinyMoon2022
    @DestinyMoon2022 Před 8 měsíci +85

    I haven’t listened to this song in 3 years. I put this on for the first time since becoming depressed. I was stunned to realise I knew the whole song word for word. I guess it had more of an impact on me than I realised…

  • @crackhead8683
    @crackhead8683 Před rokem +185

    To all the people who is reading this, even though I don't know you always remember you're not alone and I'm proud of you for keep standing even though you keep falling...*Sending virtual hugs*

  • @sasukekundesu6901
    @sasukekundesu6901 Před 2 lety +5383

    I'm not afraid to death, I'm just scared that I'm gonna die before I get to experience true happiness

    • @tedolison5431
      @tedolison5431 Před 2 lety +9

      if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..

    • @mt-kb1fy
      @mt-kb1fy Před 2 lety +56

      this comment is what I'm feeling now

    • @artcalavancia2350
      @artcalavancia2350 Před 2 lety +24

      This is exactly how I feel

    • @jamesgarnett191
      @jamesgarnett191 Před 2 lety +12

      Yes that's how it feels

    • @khristineveraguas444
      @khristineveraguas444 Před 2 lety +6

      Same.

  • @katie-cu3ee
    @katie-cu3ee Před 3 lety +17937

    "we're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that its all gonna be ok"

  • @tylerstewart2474
    @tylerstewart2474 Před 5 měsíci +28

    Death isn't scary, it's peaceful and the pain does go away. ❤

    • @alyssasebastian5887
      @alyssasebastian5887 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Thats how i feel fr i just feel so worthless tbh every to my family i know they dont want me but i still push trough i dont even know why tbh

    • @Eluis3704
      @Eluis3704 Před měsícem

      True )':

    • @alyssasebastian5887
      @alyssasebastian5887 Před měsícem

      @@Eluis3704 I don’t even know why tbh I really just wanna give up

    • @Eluis3704
      @Eluis3704 Před měsícem

      ​@@alyssasebastian5887same

  • @pinkslowbro633
    @pinkslowbro633 Před rokem +82

    Thanks for this song Eli.
    I realized, I don't have to search for meaning in my life. I don't have to compare myself to others. I don't seek validation from other people anymore. I am enough. Hope you guys are too!

    • @palemink
      @palemink Před rokem +5

      I'm happy for you! Though I came back to this song because I lost my only friend recently, it's a bit complicated, I considered them my best friend but for them it was average and they considered every one of their friends "equal" per se, though I still felt excluded. We weren't really getting along but it was still nice. I ultimately think that it was my fault for even thinking that someone could be my best friend, actually I was very reluctant to do it! But you know I did anyway and in the end it ended up hurting both of us. So here I am, listening to this song again

  • @randomness__2811
    @randomness__2811 Před 3 lety +5622

    It’s sad we can relate to these lyrics at such a young age..

    • @yannylaurel4
      @yannylaurel4 Před 3 lety +184

      13 and feel like a total shit-
      edit 10 months later: it gets better, only if you don’t give up
      edit a year later: struggling but definitely a lot more persistent. it’s okay and then it’s not and then the cycle just repeats I’m honestly quite tired at this point

    • @CrypticRays
      @CrypticRays Před 3 lety +128

      15 and I've related to these lyrics since I was 10

    • @janissa4619
      @janissa4619 Před 3 lety +80

      I’m 11 relating to every word in this song-😔NOT LYING🙂😭

    • @simleensachdev758
      @simleensachdev758 Před 3 lety +41

      13...

    • @CrypticRays
      @CrypticRays Před 3 lety +48

      I hope everyone else in this comment thread is doing okay today.

  • @ligmanutz0472
    @ligmanutz0472 Před 3 lety +2093

    Who else is at the point where you think it’s okay to be alone bc you always end up alone in the end anyway.

    • @deku3575
      @deku3575 Před 3 lety +14

      don’t give up yet! there will be that someone who stays with you at some point in your life, you won’t always be alone.

    • @jdglen24
      @jdglen24 Před 3 lety +4

      Me

    • @sophiesunshine7045
      @sophiesunshine7045 Před 3 lety +5

      Deffinately me, I've hidden myself away because I'm a mess, I called my family after 10 years of silence, I was hurting so bad with abandonment, they took 1 look and walked. Now I hurt more. I give up.

    • @lofimore755
      @lofimore755 Před 3 lety

      yes :/

    • @hello-ws2xn
      @hello-ws2xn Před 3 lety

      @@deku3575 other you says other wise i feel worthless..

  • @xrhea
    @xrhea Před 11 měsíci +37

    Finally found the RIGHT Song. No words can describe how this song really described my whole life, emotions and feelings. i love this song so much. Its mixed with pain and comfort and i love that. Eli is really talented, tysm eli ❤.

  • @Remy4300
    @Remy4300 Před rokem +170

    This song understands me better than my family

    • @lunalindsay1991
      @lunalindsay1991 Před rokem +5

      🫂

    • @songsland234
      @songsland234 Před rokem +5

      Yes bro

    • @BaconisKingYT
      @BaconisKingYT Před 10 měsíci +3

      Ikr

    • @Genos-xg7vx
      @Genos-xg7vx Před 7 měsíci +2

      I understand you, but life is not only your family, it's just a cycle, your not alone the dark times will be over and you will see the sun again, your not alone, god bless you

    • @Zsoltmander545
      @Zsoltmander545 Před 6 měsíci +1

      Brother as much as I hate it I completely agree with you

  • @cloudiiskii
    @cloudiiskii Před 3 lety +1662

    “When will they be proud of me?”
    I started crying at that...

  • @teresauptownhair
    @teresauptownhair Před 4 lety +6558

    "I'm always so alone even when surrounded"
    Bruh I relate 100% anyone else?

  • @anime.-smp5476
    @anime.-smp5476 Před rokem +89

    I'm always so alone
    Even when surrounded
    By people that I know
    I'm always so astounded
    By my ability to ruin everything
    Losing friends and starting fires
    Everyone thinks I'm a liar
    I always stay at home
    'Cause I'm not good in public
    I sit here on my phone
    I'm always disappointed
    I watch them live their lives
    I wish that I were happy
    Victim of my generation
    Time machines cannot erase it
    Who am I supposed to be?
    When will I be complete?
    When will they be proud of me?
    It's getting harder to see
    Slit my wrists, bloody fists
    Questioning why I exist
    Pain persists, evil gifts
    Fucking up my life to shit
    I'm worthless, I'm worthless
    I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out
    I try to stay strong
    No matter what I do
    I'm always in the wrong
    It never gets easier
    But maybe that's the point
    It's part of growing up
    Messing up and learning from it
    That's just life, it's necessary
    Clinging to hope
    What else is there to live for?
    Got nowhere to go
    What else is pain good for?
    I am confident that your life has a purpose
    It's okay, you will get through it
    Don't give up 'cause someone needs you
    Who am I supposed to be?
    When will I be complete?
    When will they be proud of me?
    It's getting harder to see
    Slit my wrists, bloody fists
    Questioning why I exist
    Pain persists, evil gifts
    Fucking up my life to shit
    I'm worthless, I'm worthless
    I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out
    Please, don't give up
    I got to stay strong, I got to move on
    I got to know, oh when you feel alone
    Please, you got to know
    That someone needs you
    Please, don't give up
    I got to stay strong, I got to move on
    I got to know hope, when you feel low
    Please, you got to know
    That someone needs you
    Slit my wrists, bloody fists
    Questioning why I exist
    Pain persists, evil gifts
    Fucking up my life to shit
    I'm worthless, I'm worthless
    I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out
    I'm worthless, I'm worthless
    I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out

  • @fathimathhudhashimad6473
    @fathimathhudhashimad6473 Před rokem +32

    I felt useless today so i search "I'm useless" in CZcams and this song pop out and this song literally explain my whole life.
    This song calm me down. Thank you so much whoever wrote this song. From now own this is my favorite song .

  • @floydtrappola519
    @floydtrappola519 Před 3 lety +7882

    The most painful part is that you can actually relate to the lyrics...

    • @sen_kill3r625
      @sen_kill3r625 Před 3 lety +170

      Yeah ur right I'm only 14 and I feel all of this I don't deserve to be in this world anymore I ask for help no one gives 2 SHITS about me

    • @Snuy69
      @Snuy69 Před 3 lety +7

      Nahhhh

    • @christien5390
      @christien5390 Před 3 lety +6

      Yh it is

    • @damarajohnson2109
      @damarajohnson2109 Před 3 lety +8

      Yh same

    • @wymre
      @wymre Před 3 lety +48

      Yeah it’s so sad in this big world 50% of the world feel pain and are in depression. And a lot of people are so young

  • @lilyclinton1206
    @lilyclinton1206 Před 4 lety +3616

    "When will they be proud of me?" felt that Edit:Thanks for the likes. Stay strong ik its hard but im trying and so should u

  • @MysticWolfPup
    @MysticWolfPup Před 8 měsíci +10

    I have adhd and depression
    Just being on youtube, listening to anything just helps to shut things up and keeps me from overthinking

  • @helloitsme.23
    @helloitsme.23 Před 3 měsíci +7

    i almost cried and i never cry bc this….this is relatable and….i think this way and want to do what he’s talking about….

  • @pandimandi4037
    @pandimandi4037 Před 3 lety +1786

    “I always stay at home cause I’m not good in public” hits me hard

  • @Marie-lt2og
    @Marie-lt2og Před 3 lety +1383

    parents: stop acting like that you just want attention
    my heart: at least try to understand

    • @rabiawaseem9462
      @rabiawaseem9462 Před 3 lety +3

      Your parents definitely understand this they also gone through this but they say this cause they don't want to see in this position they want you to spend time with them if u once ask mom do u have any problem in life if u just ask this her all problems just gone and she will know that you have a problem and she will cure mother's are the best doctors

    • @vaibhavisurve28
      @vaibhavisurve28 Před 2 lety +4

      Same bro

    • @rabiawaseem9462
      @rabiawaseem9462 Před 2 lety +1

      @Cyril Smith i have the same problem my sister did this to me to make me strong but i am breaking inside just be perfect for yourself not for others

    • @jtime5041
      @jtime5041 Před 2 lety +2

      Atlesr they should know why I want some attention

    • @hayliehall_1480
      @hayliehall_1480 Před 2 lety +2

      Me to…

  • @AJ_300
    @AJ_300 Před rokem +41

    “You know your alone when people don’t even notice you hold a smile all the time..”

  • @Jennie_Bunny-zr2di
    @Jennie_Bunny-zr2di Před 8 měsíci +13

    To the people who find this song relatable- (including me)
    We are the type of people to be kind to others and make other people feel their worth something. Because we're just giving others something we didn't get~

  • @aishayasser4277
    @aishayasser4277 Před 3 lety +7644

    My parents always tell me that I spend to much time on my phone but never actually think why I do. My phone helps me escape reality.

    • @jonathanterrece1368
      @jonathanterrece1368 Před 2 lety +48

      Yasss queennn

    • @ishmeetnahar9337
      @ishmeetnahar9337 Před 2 lety +25

      Ikr

    • @haniyakhan3588
      @haniyakhan3588 Před 2 lety +119

      Yes you are so right it. I feel so alone even tho I have so my friends 🥺. Everyone call me fat so I go on my phone to make me good about my self

    • @hollyrosex8280
      @hollyrosex8280 Před 2 lety +68

      i got my phone taken off me for being depressed in the first place

    • @aishayasser4277
      @aishayasser4277 Před 2 lety +36

      @@hollyrosex8280 well that's messed up

  • @tnmk1099
    @tnmk1099 Před 3 lety +4385

    Looking through the comments, I just want to meet those people so I can finally have the feeling that someone understand me

    • @shreya7485
      @shreya7485 Před 3 lety +19

      Ikr

    • @FrozenRiderTPG
      @FrozenRiderTPG Před 3 lety +18

      Yea🙂

    • @lincoln5310
      @lincoln5310 Před 3 lety +67

      I'm dying! Fuck this life!!! Money ain't shit!

    • @savageshot3723
      @savageshot3723 Před 3 lety +21

      @@lincoln5310 dont die please

    • @Cosmo112799
      @Cosmo112799 Před 3 lety +36

      I’m done being someone else’s punching bag. I just want to die and stop being a burden to my friend.

  • @reneerouthier7247
    @reneerouthier7247 Před rokem +50

    This song hits hard and it's so relatable I break down into tears everything I listen to this song

  • @eck0.gaming467
    @eck0.gaming467 Před 2 měsíci +3

    To anyone in comments who needs to hear this. If nobody else, I'm proud of how strong, smart and beautiful all of you really are. Yall have hearts, pain demands to be felt. But can't have rainbows without some rain right? You made it here on your own. Keep going. I also hope yall heal from the things you can't talk about.❤

  • @kavishap6136
    @kavishap6136 Před 3 lety +23176

    *Who else is afraid to die but tired of living :(*

    • @duckyeepy
      @duckyeepy Před 3 lety +679

      Ppl still think I just want attention :)

    • @taylorann697
      @taylorann697 Před 3 lety +445

      @@duckyeepy same. It hurts so badly when they don’t know how much I want to die

    • @hailhydra-wintersoldier4299
      @hailhydra-wintersoldier4299 Před 3 lety +397

      All the people in the world want is money and fame ........i just want happiness

    • @duckyeepy
      @duckyeepy Před 3 lety +138

      @Matilde trivellon except for only one person everyone would either pretend they care during the funeral and the next day they would forget I even existed and some wouldn't even notice my absence or they would just be glad to have me dead

    • @kaidemeek8218
      @kaidemeek8218 Před 3 lety +138

      Me, im right here, and it really really sucks, and im only 11

  • @cancrucify
    @cancrucify Před 3 lety +2062

    The song becomes more depressing when you realise that every single line of this song is relatable 🖤✨

    • @chantelleparkin9376
      @chantelleparkin9376 Před 3 lety +15

      Literally every word, just makes me think why am I even here anymore if I feel like this

    • @destinyrodriguez2927
      @destinyrodriguez2927 Před 3 lety +9

      I feel this whole song I have even thought of dying and my mom calls me stupid and she is the cause of all this pain😭😫

    • @carissamckay4031
      @carissamckay4031 Před 2 lety +3

      It's so true

    • @user-ow2cn1fv7v
      @user-ow2cn1fv7v Před 2 lety +1

      Im your 664 liker! Hope you feel good!

    • @sniperelf3136
      @sniperelf3136 Před 2 lety +1

      @JACQLIN NADAR u got more years to change urself

  • @ankiema
    @ankiema Před 6 měsíci +9

    This song brings me to tears, that's exactly what I have experienced

  • @MariaAsuncionNuesca-go2vu
    @MariaAsuncionNuesca-go2vu Před 2 měsíci +4

    No man is worthless in God's eyes. You are precious in the sight of God. To whoever thinks that he/she is worthless, that's not true. God bless you.

  • @swalalalalalalalalala4492
    @swalalalalalalalalala4492 Před 3 lety +593

    “I always stay at home cause I'm not good in public,I sit here on my phone , I'm always disappointed..”
    Wow , that hits me..

  • @mayakarina2335
    @mayakarina2335 Před 2 lety +2419

    "when will they be proud of me" hits me so hard

    • @tedolison5431
      @tedolison5431 Před 2 lety +1

      if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..

    • @mayakarina2335
      @mayakarina2335 Před 2 lety +3

      @@tedolison5431 anyways... thank u so much it makes me little bit happy :'(

    • @lilxdra7064
      @lilxdra7064 Před 2 lety +1

      Same

    • @judeclaricemalicdem5924
      @judeclaricemalicdem5924 Před 2 lety

      Same

    • @al-kimarabdul2221
      @al-kimarabdul2221 Před 2 lety +1

      Relate much.

  • @sird4vy501
    @sird4vy501 Před rokem +17

    Really good to listen to it after winning against depression.
    It's so freeing. It's liberating. I don't know how to express it. No more pain in the chest, nothing.

    • @Yuki-chan2010
      @Yuki-chan2010 Před 10 měsíci

      I'm proud of you for this ❤

    • @Zsoltmander545
      @Zsoltmander545 Před 6 měsíci +1

      I don't feel pain in the chest anymore either it's just emptiness an endless void of dullness

  • @jamesthewolf049
    @jamesthewolf049 Před rokem +29

    I've searched for this song whenever I feel like ending it all or when I feel such a waste and a disappointment this is my 1,000 time searching for this

  • @ryangoslingIRL
    @ryangoslingIRL Před 3 lety +894

    A wise man once said: I pretended to smile for so long and so many times that i almost felt happy, but when night came, and there was noone to socialize with, then the thoughts came along and i felt hollow.

    • @jogysvlogys4187
      @jogysvlogys4187 Před 3 lety +1

      No he didn’t

    • @ryangoslingIRL
      @ryangoslingIRL Před 3 lety +3

      @@jogysvlogys4187 I read it from a youtube comment and related so I decided to repost it, so yes, he did.

    • @jogysvlogys4187
      @jogysvlogys4187 Před 3 lety +1

      @@ryangoslingIRL I’m saying that I don’t think he’s very wise

    • @ryangoslingIRL
      @ryangoslingIRL Před 3 lety +1

      @@jogysvlogys4187 why not?

    • @jogysvlogys4187
      @jogysvlogys4187 Před 3 lety +1

      @@ryangoslingIRL because you don’t have to be wise to say that. Also, a wise man would have found a way to solve his problems

  • @kenzi9245
    @kenzi9245 Před 4 lety +961

    Some people never truly care about you until you're gone.
    But many dont care even after you're dead.

    • @sdsmeliodas963
      @sdsmeliodas963 Před 3 lety +9

      Yes, you're right. I completely agree, they say that they're learning fron their errors but it's not true, they are just making fun or too lazy to do it. And that's how we become depressed or we start to think that we're worthless and absolutely not enough for people. But the truth is even if we are liars, depressed, weebs etc etc. We will always be someone, even if we aren't the right way of a man/woman but we are someone and we will ever be. Don't end up fucking your life just like me. It sucks because you won't think before you act all because we are stressed and destroyed inside. Remember don't ever let the pain get throught you.
      Sorry for the bad English. If you wanna chat more here's my discord:
      noiminvisible#2709

    • @trevorreese3510
      @trevorreese3510 Před 3 lety +1

      Um There’s a thing called entirely givin up

    • @pomeroy9969
      @pomeroy9969 Před 3 lety +2

      facts

    • @Dingdongg24
      @Dingdongg24 Před 3 lety +3

      True:(

    • @restlesssoul1686
      @restlesssoul1686 Před 3 lety +5

      ...and some people will never care about you even when you're gone...

  • @kodymcmullen5691
    @kodymcmullen5691 Před rokem +36

    I used to listen to this song and feel bad for myself. Now I listen to it cause I know I'm not worthless... I know I'm worth more than what other people have labeled me. Or made me feel.

  • @amandawitt7321
    @amandawitt7321 Před měsícem +3

    so many depressed people here
    hope yall get more happy in the future... it's worth it honestly
    ❤❤❤

  • @happyfuriko
    @happyfuriko Před 3 lety +1678

    "dont give up cuz someone needs you"
    you sure?

    • @3helenah
      @3helenah Před 3 lety +43

      yes I may not know you but I need you,you are a beautiful person that no one sees,like a broken mirror that no one likes but your still perfect, perfect to me

    • @chumdiesel4405
      @chumdiesel4405 Před 3 lety +7

      I don't know

    • @gracelynzo3298
      @gracelynzo3298 Před 3 lety +13

      No ones needs me!😭😢

    • @melodychan8299
      @melodychan8299 Před 3 lety +5

      yes absolutely

    • @melodychan8299
      @melodychan8299 Před 3 lety +5

      @@gracelynzo3298 there must be one person who does

  • @Kira-mz4no
    @Kira-mz4no Před 3 lety +1849

    My parents always say I fake depression and there’s orphans out there with nothing and I said “atleast they don’t have there parents calling them a disappointment every day”

    • @kwakuboamah-wiafe3783
      @kwakuboamah-wiafe3783 Před 3 lety +14

      Samw

    • @Helena28122
      @Helena28122 Před 3 lety +53

      Dont listen to them . They want to see on you what they didnt achieve in their lifes . Just do whatever makes you happy . But dont forget that you have to work hard to achieve !

    • @ariesandino5784
      @ariesandino5784 Před 3 lety +11

      Dont listen to them. You make sure I stay happy no matter what

    • @emmaleethemoonwolf5641
      @emmaleethemoonwolf5641 Před 3 lety +10

      Funny thing ur profiles mha kirishima and i pretend that there around so i feel loved

    • @ariesandino5784
      @ariesandino5784 Před 3 lety +4

      You*

  • @iit-jee4723
    @iit-jee4723 Před rokem +8

    To all the people listening to this masterpiece I want to say to you Hang in there ❤ good days are coming and I hope one day all of you will remember what you went through and smile about those moments 😊
    ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE ❤
    HOPE YOU ALL FIND PEACE IN YOUR MIND ❤

  • @L4ceySh4yLun4r
    @L4ceySh4yLun4r Před 6 měsíci +12

    Heard this year's ago and couldn't feel it more than right now. Saved to my "Save Me" Playlist. Thank you.

    • @lukephillips9474
      @lukephillips9474 Před 5 měsíci

      I almost did scide today my life is awful

    • @L4ceySh4yLun4r
      @L4ceySh4yLun4r Před 5 měsíci +1

      @@lukephillips9474 im sorry dude. I feel you. Im homeless in colorado. Afraid of getting sex trafficked. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Got robbed 3x. My ex is in prison. I get it. Im sorry.

    • @lukephillips9474
      @lukephillips9474 Před 5 měsíci

      @@L4ceySh4yLun4r I wish I was in Colorado so I can hold you and buy you dinner I feel your pain you deserve better people deserve love

    • @lukephillips9474
      @lukephillips9474 Před 5 měsíci

      I feel bad for you

    • @lukephillips9474
      @lukephillips9474 Před 5 měsíci

      @@L4ceySh4yLun4r I have Google chat

  • @Callastrophic-tz7dx
    @Callastrophic-tz7dx Před 4 lety +1423

    When my “friends” say I didn’t do anything wrong or they aren’t mad at me
    But they still decide to ignore me

    • @Layla-tg2qe
      @Layla-tg2qe Před 4 lety +11

      Been there.

    • @larko2717
      @larko2717 Před 4 lety +4

      Get new friends.

    • @Callastrophic-tz7dx
      @Callastrophic-tz7dx Před 4 lety +2

      Wolfalynn you don’t think I haven’t tried

    • @padenbennett9253
      @padenbennett9253 Před 4 lety +2

      Same, my best friend of two years will just decide to ignore me and be mad at me and when I ask her why she says “ cause I want to”

    • @lourio9591
      @lourio9591 Před 4 lety +5

      My friend used to do that. Over the smallest misconceptions, she’d ghost me and pretend nothing happened the next day. After I put up with it for a year, I decided to drop her. Apparently she has been a nicer person ever since...

  • @randomdude-1618
    @randomdude-1618 Před 2 lety +3207

    "Helping someone going through depression is hard, but living through depression yourself makes it harder"

    • @eggfryedrice
      @eggfryedrice Před 2 lety +8

      What do you do when someone says youre still depressed, see ya!

    • @nursyafiqah6905
      @nursyafiqah6905 Před 2 lety +12

      When u living through it n have to help someone who think they going it too to be strong and be patient bout this stupid reality but no one can assure u like u assure them

    • @-crazy-bish-bi-7459
      @-crazy-bish-bi-7459 Před 2 lety +2

      Very true

    • @bikergirl43
      @bikergirl43 Před 2 lety +2

      all the time bro.....

    • @jordank1071
      @jordank1071 Před 2 lety +3

      i have gone through that too many times

  • @joevannafrancis2259
    @joevannafrancis2259 Před rokem +19

    I believe you
    That some one needs me
    Thank you Eli
    I always listen to this song I can't stop listening to it

    • @slush07
      @slush07 Před rokem

      I hope you're doing good and everything's fine with you. I can be a true friend of yours if you need one and I promise I won't be among fake of them

  • @BBCurran-ys9us
    @BBCurran-ys9us Před rokem +6

    This song brought me to tears I am 12 years old in tears because of this song

  • @correctlymica6275
    @correctlymica6275 Před 3 lety +3950

    Sometimes I just wanna cry onto someones shoulder who appreciates my existance, and loves me for who I am
    Edit: Hope you guys are feeling ok now :)
    Hey loves, stay safe and make sure to think positive❤

  • @osamudazai1199
    @osamudazai1199 Před 3 lety +860

    “When will they be proud of me?”
    “Slit my wrist”
    “Until I bleed out”
    “Im always in the wrong”
    These words hit me harder than a bus

    • @LoveTMarie
      @LoveTMarie Před 3 lety +3

      The first 1 and the last one is me 😅😓😞

    • @osamudazai1199
      @osamudazai1199 Před 3 lety +4

      @@LoveTMarie I feel you😔 also hi Mina!

    • @LoveTMarie
      @LoveTMarie Před 3 lety +3

      @@osamudazai1199 😞and hiiii

    • @shrek9035
      @shrek9035 Před 3 lety +4

      ...

    • @LoveTMarie
      @LoveTMarie Před 3 lety +3

      @@shrek9035 BAKUGO😃👁👄👁

  • @Elirosa0i
    @Elirosa0i Před 6 měsíci +4

    This is like word for word my inner monologue. I hope something just happens to me and I don't have to be the one to do it.

  • @coco6053
    @coco6053 Před rokem +43

    People who comes to listen this song, don’t think you are worthless because you are important to the universe that’s why you still exists and your life isn’t shit and everyone is angel gift 🎁 ❤ be happy , you still exist , no needs people they can break your heart all the time when you are alone your life is peaceful ❤🎉
    the voice ND song is nice !!

  • @timmie7832
    @timmie7832 Před 3 lety +420

    Man, I'm deeply sorry for my young self. Sorry, we both didn't expect me to be this hopeless and depressed.

    • @rabiawaseem9462
      @rabiawaseem9462 Před 3 lety +5

      For just a day "just ignore bad imes ad try to make yourself happy u will find yourself happy in your own ignore bad things"

    • @youme_622
      @youme_622 Před 2 lety +5

      i hope your pegion healty

    • @zsavage1820
      @zsavage1820 Před 2 lety +1

      We all go through shit.. My father was murdered in 87' I was at the end of my rope.. then you realize when you think you are done.. you are NOT.. you and only you can bring yourself to better times.. you have to reach down to a part of your self that you never knew was there and pull your ass out of it.. NO ONE else can.. and if the problem is in your head.. you can't run from it.. you have to find your true inner self.. and again.. YOU are the only one who can.. Good luck and NEVER GIVE UP.. and remember this,.. If it wasn't for bad times.. We would have nothing to look forward to.. THE Z

    • @Son_of_the_sea847
      @Son_of_the_sea847 Před 2 lety

      I feel u man ❤❤

  • @lacedupkells2046
    @lacedupkells2046 Před rokem +18

    Dayum Lyrics hits ❤🔥. I know many young teenager's can relate to this. I'm so glad i came across this song 👍

  • @shawnpcorbett2922
    @shawnpcorbett2922 Před 3 měsíci +6

    I’m 50. I discovered this by mistake. Today’s my anniversary with my fiancé. I feel every word deeply.

    • @shawnpcorbett2922
      @shawnpcorbett2922 Před 3 měsíci

      Nobody needs me though.

    • @NaomiStar100
      @NaomiStar100 Před 3 měsíci

      Maybe not right now but you would be surprised. Someone might at some point. Life works in mysterious ways.

    • @SmokeRider-ts3ts
      @SmokeRider-ts3ts Před 3 měsíci +2

      Please don’t give up, gotta stay stay strong, gotta move on, gotta know hope when you feel low, please you gotta know that someone needs you

  • @InjectV3nom69-666
    @InjectV3nom69-666 Před 3 lety +1353

    "In the end we're just suicidal kids telling each other not to commit suicide" -Unknown

    • @lol_iwannadie
      @lol_iwannadie Před 3 lety +31

      Yeah, suicidal kids.....stopping others from suicide, but we cant seem to help ourselves

    • @Ayeshakhan-sj8ey
      @Ayeshakhan-sj8ey Před 3 lety +3

      Exactly

    • @brianbrandow900
      @brianbrandow900 Před 2 lety +19

      @@lol_iwannadie isn't that how it always goes we have to help others with their problems but we cant deal with our own

    • @GamerKingCasualGaming
      @GamerKingCasualGaming Před 2 lety +10

      @@brianbrandow900 this is too true, I am really good at helping others with their problems, and helping others feel good about their achievements, but when it comes to my problems and my achievements, I can't seem to solve them or feel happy about it, and I don't know why

    • @nosir6937
      @nosir6937 Před 2 lety +2

      Im a kid this is great

  • @moisesjoselector201
    @moisesjoselector201 Před 3 lety +415

    "I watch them live their lives,I wish that i were happy" hits different

    • @adi4032
      @adi4032 Před 3 lety +2

      Me toooooooo
      I watch yt cuz it makes me smile

  • @minsungsunsunyungi
    @minsungsunsunyungi Před rokem +27

    if there was a song to describe how i honestly feel, it would be this gem right here

  • @KatrinaAltmann22
    @KatrinaAltmann22 Před rokem +11

    Every time I’m depressed I choose this song bc I don’t feel so alone puts me in a better state of mind after a few times listening to it

  • @LISA-zp3ke
    @LISA-zp3ke Před 3 lety +264

    "who am i supposed to be?"
    "when will i be complete?"
    these words hit me damn hard :')

  • @misxrq3164
    @misxrq3164 Před 3 lety +5560

    Our future kids are so lucky we are gonna treat them better than how we ever got treated

    • @user-qk8bz8jg9s
      @user-qk8bz8jg9s Před 2 lety +98

      Exactly.

    • @texanmol822
      @texanmol822 Před 2 lety +147

      The generation is always being their how they think in that time we can't understand because with time new problems are coming
      But hope we can help them to make good person ❤️

    • @nickchalmers9000
      @nickchalmers9000 Před 2 lety +131

      Don't be so sure, I said the same thing when I was a young. Now I'm 40 and reenacting my parents bullshit with my own children. I try not to, I try to be a good dad but I always fuck it up. My mistake was waiting until I was 39 to get therapy for my the physical, emotional and sexual abuse I went through growing up. I encourage you, if you want to treat your kids different, if you want them to be lucky, get help NOW. Don't put it off like I did and create another generation of scarred people seeking love in bottles, needles, or porn.

    • @iconiclyzero2958
      @iconiclyzero2958 Před 2 lety +55

      @@nickchalmers9000 As someone that's planning to adopt instead of giving birth, I think/ am glad that I heard this.

    • @Hyeoreo
      @Hyeoreo Před 2 lety +83

      Yeah...
      But I don't wanna have kids cause I'm afraid I'll turn out to be the same as my parents. I don't want to ruin kids life.

  • @PujaMccyol
    @PujaMccyol Před 28 dny +3

    Shoutout to the singer who described my true feelings❤

  • @Wilson_Est
    @Wilson_Est Před 6 měsíci +12

    If you're listening to this on purpose please talk to someone. No matter what you're going through or how hard life seems to be, it will pass. Don't be afraid to ask for help or advice.

  • @larissaribbons3219
    @larissaribbons3219 Před 3 lety +8397

    My parents think the pain and sadness went away but i just got better at hiding it.

  • @bingus69
    @bingus69 Před 4 lety +3445

    “I’m not good in public”
    Same.
    “Questioning why I exist “
    Same.
    “I’m worthless”
    Same.
    (edit: ayyyyyyyy ReLatBle ain't it? the part where he says "questioning why I exist" personally I see him saying it like "what is my purpose for living? Why was I put on this planet?" and everyone is on this planet for an important reason otherwise you wouldn't exist to begin with. Think of yourself as a main protagonist. even if you're shy and not a really outgoing person, or a cooperative, social, smart, liked by many people, person, which i know i am not lol. I should shut up now I don't think my words have much meaning.)

    • @samaranassem9511
      @samaranassem9511 Před 4 lety +41

      i thought that to but..we have a purpose to be don't let the haters fuck you up be a badass ok? go listen to (What doesn't kill you makes you stronger)

    • @losingdogs
      @losingdogs Před 4 lety +44

      @@samaranassem9511 My biggest hater is myself 💔

    • @Yukn1ghtDem0n
      @Yukn1ghtDem0n Před 4 lety +15

      Me too and i hate my life

    • @tat5189
      @tat5189 Před 4 lety +9

      No one needs me anymore I am worthless

    • @alexgobrr9876
      @alexgobrr9876 Před 3 lety +8

      This honestly represents me-

  • @ellieoner
    @ellieoner Před 4 měsíci +1

    Each time I feel the downest, I come back here to this song. It's probably not the best to listen to when your head's filled with all kinds of hurt, but this song has helped me, it's made me feel understood, and I hope that's how it makes anyone else feel. Stay strong.

  • @zarinaambala1483
    @zarinaambala1483 Před rokem +3

    This song is as if it's describing my life . I'm so thankful to Eli for creating this masterpiece cuz it actually makes me feel like I'm not the only one going through these things alone

  • @kimgauri7786
    @kimgauri7786 Před 3 lety +218

    " We don't ask for happiness but neither a lot of pain "
    - My broken heart

  • @cornfreakss
    @cornfreakss Před 3 lety +421

    " *Don't give up cause someone needs you* " - Still asking myself to this day, *Who is it?*

    • @4oreignbeauti
      @4oreignbeauti Před 3 lety +3

      Stay strong 😢

    • @finnjohnson2321
      @finnjohnson2321 Před 3 lety +11

      Me. Don’t give up, I need you; we all need you. Your life has a purpose, and I promise you, eventually you’ll find out what it is. I know things are tough right now, but please stay strong. For me, and for everyone else. I believe in you ❤️

    • @sana4359
      @sana4359 Před 3 lety +5

      Same. I dont think im important at all

    • @finnjohnson2321
      @finnjohnson2321 Před 3 lety +1

      @@sana4359 you are

    • @gxldenstxrz5809
      @gxldenstxrz5809 Před 3 lety +1

      That is true, who is it really ?

  • @yona4059
    @yona4059 Před rokem +5

    "I'm always so alone even when surrounded by the ppl that I know"
    It's really hit's hard

  • @anonymously_me2162
    @anonymously_me2162 Před 3 měsíci +1

    I remember blasting this song on repeat during covid when my mental health was sh*t, yet it still brings me to tears. Because it's still relatable.

  • @Millo_yolo
    @Millo_yolo Před 3 lety +708

    I would rather be stuck in a dream than in reality

  • @chasityheskett9337
    @chasityheskett9337 Před 3 lety +216

    "Slit my wrist, bloody fist. Questioning why I exist"
    *Felt that hard..* 👌😔👌

  • @user-rb7fs3me1c
    @user-rb7fs3me1c Před rokem +7

    this song just hit different for me
    Its because today is the day that i feel so worthless
    I always fail at what i want to do
    I hope next year is the best year

  • @notsorudy5009
    @notsorudy5009 Před rokem +14

    I always stop the song at 3:08 because I know that no matter how many times I get to hear that, it won't change the fact that I'm worthless. 😊

    • @levisanders123
      @levisanders123 Před 7 měsíci +1

      You're not worthless. You are worthy of love even if you don't believe it. You are not worthless You are special in your own way. You deserve every good thing you have

  • @haileyasg4321
    @haileyasg4321 Před 3 lety +230

    "When will they be proud of me" that one hit me hardddd

    • @traprabbit6314
      @traprabbit6314 Před 2 lety +1

      @@arthaxholli364 kb]\\das\das\d nobody will be oriyd if yiy ybtuk yiy stop saybg bulshit like this

    • @kylie200
      @kylie200 Před 2 lety

      They will never i guess

    • @Aj-eg1cg
      @Aj-eg1cg Před 2 lety

      @@arthaxholli364 your bs

  • @amandabadgett8970
    @amandabadgett8970 Před 3 lety +1087

    Them: We care about you.
    Me tries to say something about my mental health.
    Them: Stop acting like a kid and grow up.

    • @amandabadgett8970
      @amandabadgett8970 Před 3 lety +3

      Yeah I know they are.

    • @el1.ka5a63
      @el1.ka5a63 Před 3 lety +13

      @Hazard Hawk they're not right if a person feels like their mental health is bad they need to talk about it. How they feel is important

    • @prasannaupadhyay4983
      @prasannaupadhyay4983 Před 3 lety +2

      Exactly💔

    • @amandabadgett8970
      @amandabadgett8970 Před 3 lety +3

      @@el1.ka5a63 everyone is titled to their own opinion. Some people just dont understand if they dont go through it.

    • @amandabadgett8970
      @amandabadgett8970 Před 3 lety +1

      @@prasannaupadhyay4983 I sorry hun, if you want need to talk to someone to talk to. I know you dont know me. But I am here to talk.

  • @unbreakable_gamezz5625
    @unbreakable_gamezz5625 Před rokem +2

    I was thinking of ending it all and then I heard the words “Im confident that your life has a purpose it’s okay you’ll get through it don’t give up cause needs you” changed the way I think and I think youve just saved my life. 😢 Ty

  • @Mainchannel41
    @Mainchannel41 Před rokem +32

    Every family dinner I go to ends up with me feeling like this and me removing myself from all the unwanted and harmful jokes I just wished my family treated me better

    • @geekyorfreaky3366
      @geekyorfreaky3366 Před rokem +2

      It's honestly hard, especially when you have hateful family..we all find songs like this to help us move on another day, so we can cry in the shower or alone in our rooms so we don't feel like a bother from our emotions

  • @raymondcontreras8461
    @raymondcontreras8461 Před 3 lety +1441

    Never thought I would hear a song that just describes everything how I feel, damn!

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 Před 3 lety

      If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it

    • @mariam-tv1ui
      @mariam-tv1ui Před 2 lety +1

      SAME

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 Před 2 lety

      @Depressed boy if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help

    • @serenityhughes7643
      @serenityhughes7643 Před 2 lety

      Yea same

    • @stefanielancaster11
      @stefanielancaster11 Před 2 lety +2

      Agreed, I have always been ignored and been called names sense 4th grade, And I always thought it will get better. But now I am in middle school and everything is bad. I have been called rude names. And I think I have done I pretty good job hiding my depression. Until I moved up a grade and I noticed how much there family actually loves then and how much friends they have. Then I went into deep depression. I remember one day when I tried to kill myself, because I was so hurt. Now here I am going to therapy and nothing is helping. Only music and my one dog that is helping me live-

  • @littlewofwof5339
    @littlewofwof5339 Před 3 lety +1036

    Me:"mom I'm depressed"
    Mom:"why?people had worse than you so you shouldn't be sad"
    Me:"ok I'm sorry" *feels worse and feels selfish*

    • @ThePinkBlurSonicFan
      @ThePinkBlurSonicFan Před 3 lety +59

      I hate when people tell me there's others who have it worse than you because it makes me feel selfish and guilty but like I suffer too just like them just not in the same way it's like saying I shouldn't have emotions or feelings

    • @littlewofwof5339
      @littlewofwof5339 Před 3 lety +3

      Yeah

    • @MrZafri
      @MrZafri Před 3 lety +11

      Well no matter..... they all still gonna say that we talk nonsense....so just keep it and don't tell anybody....even with a GOD

    • @shannlam1
      @shannlam1 Před 3 lety +28

      I hate it when your breaking inside and your perents don't notice....

    • @shreya7485
      @shreya7485 Před 3 lety +11

      Yeah it's like they just don't care

  • @jasmingarcia3883
    @jasmingarcia3883 Před rokem +8

    The part when it says “ when will they be proud of me” made me think about my parents cause they always seem so disappointed in me. Like they act like I can’t do anything right, but with my siblings they act SO proud even if it’s a small thing..

    • @jasmingarcia3883
      @jasmingarcia3883 Před rokem

      @@anu5856 I meant that my parents act proud of my siblings for small things

    • @kelsiestanley8405
      @kelsiestanley8405 Před rokem +1

      Me too never been told I love you by the people that made u affects more than people know . don't get me wrong material things I had everything but craved love and approval still see a councillor at 38 my messed up feelings led me to wrong choices and people which disappointed my parents more

    • @rishananzia3299
      @rishananzia3299 Před 4 měsíci

      Same here to man...

  • @Brandosky
    @Brandosky Před 8 měsíci +2

    I really thought I was the only one who felt worthless. It's comforting (and sad) that others know how I feel. Praying for us all

  • @janri6523
    @janri6523 Před 4 lety +3026

    I'll be back in
    2019 ✔️
    2020 ✔️
    2021✔️
    2022
    2023

  • @Taylee715
    @Taylee715 Před 3 lety +747

    I've never realized how fast my emotions can change.
    One second im crying then I hear foot steps and I instantly stop crying and turn back to "normal" and then they walk in and I'm sucking in waterfalls trying to come out of my eyes and holding my breath cause my voice box wants to tell the truth and scream.
    Anybody else? :(

    • @peel6128
      @peel6128 Před 3 lety +28

      You're not alone, I do this too. It's sad, but what else are we gonna do? Tell them? Not like they'll believe us or take us seriously....

    • @Taylee715
      @Taylee715 Před 3 lety +2

      @@peel6128 thanks for replying! Yeah I know.... I feel it..

    • @shrimpyshaun14
      @shrimpyshaun14 Před 3 lety +3

      So true

    • @sharmilapandey2669
      @sharmilapandey2669 Před 3 lety +1

      Me...

    • @Pokeplayer10
      @Pokeplayer10 Před 3 lety +1

      Yup..

  • @Angl4de
    @Angl4de Před 3 měsíci +1

    You know it’s bad when u go back to these sad beautiful songs 😔

  • @Jer79
    @Jer79 Před 3 měsíci +2

    One of those songs that explain how you feel exactly,…when you can’t even describe how you feel

  • @cryingoverspilledmilk9569
    @cryingoverspilledmilk9569 Před 3 lety +263

    "When will they be proud of me"
    I felt that, you know that feeling when you're already trying your best but.. they'll just end up saying
    "you can do it better" like.. im trying. But I feel like trying to is just worthless. There's no point

    • @catiey7362
      @catiey7362 Před 3 lety +4

      Yes. Like today I could barley get out of bed and I struggled to eat my breakfast, which was just cherrios and applesauce. Like, it sounds like such a simple task, but it was so hard. Then I had to go to school when all i wanted to do was go back to sleep.

    • @madsorcerer
      @madsorcerer Před 3 lety

      I couldn't have explained my day any better

    • @greer4124
      @greer4124 Před 3 lety +1

      @@catiey7362 i’m so proud of you for doing that baby it gets better. i know how hard it is to do that stuff but i’m so so proud of you.

    • @cloudiiskii
      @cloudiiskii Před 3 lety

      Yeah, I have two teachers that are mentally hurting me and nobody sees it

    • @madsorcerer
      @madsorcerer Před 3 lety

      @@cloudiiskii If, you explain how they are hurting you I can help you build an argument to make people see it.

  • @miggy9942
    @miggy9942 Před 3 lety +651

    Song: I'm worthless
    Me: same *cries in pain*

    • @Xanioxa
      @Xanioxa Před 3 lety +6

      Your not the only person crying

    • @miggy9942
      @miggy9942 Před 3 lety +4

      @@Xanioxa at least I'm not alone

    • @Xanioxa
      @Xanioxa Před 3 lety +2

      @@miggy9942 :>

    • @miggy9942
      @miggy9942 Před 3 lety +2

      @@Xanioxa subbed to you. Sometimes it's easy being alone and most times it isn't. You got this buddy 😊

    • @Littlekey1212
      @Littlekey1212 Před 3 lety +1

      exactly!!!

  • @madisoncassels7449
    @madisoncassels7449 Před rokem +3

    this song is too real

  • @sarahpierce6174
    @sarahpierce6174 Před 5 měsíci +1

    This song gives me enough strength and motivation to end shit tonight. Thanks @Eli.

  • @Sincerelyyourschinguu_
    @Sincerelyyourschinguu_ Před 2 lety +1161

    "My parents think the sadness went away, sad to know that I just got better at hiding." From a stranger, you know what's worse? That fact that they never knew I was in pain.

    • @nabeelsaleem7022
      @nabeelsaleem7022 Před 2 lety +11

      Dude I love u we are probably the same

    • @kcguitar9307
      @kcguitar9307 Před 2 lety +2

      Well u gotta tell them for them to know right?

    • @suhnajasmin8446
      @suhnajasmin8446 Před 2 lety +2

      Same in my case too

    • @Itrustu
      @Itrustu Před 2 lety +2

      U got me🙁

    • @Chlorine-Gas
      @Chlorine-Gas Před 2 lety +2

      I've seen a few of these comments before and honestly I don't get it so all I could think of bc I'm stupid is that yall just want attention or acknowledgement but tbh I'd rather not be noticed

  • @fariha9490
    @fariha9490 Před 4 lety +151

    "slit my wrist, bloody fist, questioning why i exist"
    "When will they be proud of me"
    most relatable lyrics icl :/

  • @sod3w
    @sod3w Před měsícem +1

    when i was younger i used to listen 24/7 and this is my first time listening to it in years it bring memories back i used to have a best friend who showed me this song but we don't talk anymore because he moved away

  • @DoodleZombie
    @DoodleZombie Před měsícem +1

    Song has spoken to me for years. I'm now in my late 20's and thinking I was just going through an angsty phase. It never goes away. I am truly worthless.

    • @Lazyaddict325
      @Lazyaddict325 Před měsícem +1

      You are NOT worthless. You are worth something. You’re worth something to me from a stranger to another stranger. I believe everyone is here for a reason and I’m glad that in this lifetime you are here. Life is hard but I promise you that you’re not worthless. It’s okay❤