Alexander Kay - Everleave (lyrics)

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  • Alexander Kay - Everleave (lyrics)
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    "Everleave"
    I make your coffee pack your lunch
    I've never heard good morning beautiful
    I always thought I asked too much
    Is my fairytale idea of love
    Delusional
    And you've got no idea I'm drowning
    Mind is racing heart is pounding
    Is today the day I walk away?
    Maybe I can hurt forever
    If it keeps you happy
    Cuz there are days I think we'll be alright
    But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty
    Then turn my back and try to sleep at night
    If nothing changes, I might break
    I don't think you believe
    I'll ever leave
    Standing at the kitchen sink
    I wonder if you'll ask about my day
    I'm washing off your dinner plate
    And all I see is a decade down the drain
    And you've got no idea I'm drowning
    Mind racing heart is pounding
    Is today the day I walk away
    I thought I could hurt forever
    If it kept you happy
    Cuz there were days I thought we'd be alright
    But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty
    Then turn my back and try to sleep at night
    If nothing changed, I said I'd break
    I know you don't believe
    I'll ever leave
    Now I'm not leaving lights on
    I left them on for too long
    I'm not wrong for this
    And one day it'll all make sense
    For every night you heard me plead
    If one more reason's what you need
    I guess me at 21 and 31
    Just wanted different things
    I thought I could hurt forever
    If it kept you happy
    But now I know we'll never be alright
    But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty
    Then turn my back and try to sleep at night
    Oh
    Nothing changed I
    Had to break
    To
    Make myself believe
    I'd ever leave
    I'd ever leave
    I thought I'd never leave
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  • @Alanshee-Valera
    @Alanshee-Valera Před 8 měsíci +115

    To all those going through this, I pray you are able to find your happiness. I wish I could hug you all.

  • @OldestOf13
    @OldestOf13 Před 6 měsíci +14

    If you decide to stay, then pray for him every day. Jesus knows the secrets of his heart.
    I've stayed in a marriage where this song would have absolutely been my anthem if I knew it at the time. In 2020 he gave his life to Christ and my marriage turned around forever. I could have hurt forever if it made him happy. I did for almost 10 years. I would have lovwd my husband forever with nothing in return.
    Jesus answers prayers. My marriage is better now than I used to ever dream it could be. The reward and love and living history we have now is worth more than gold. Often, it is worth it to stay.

    • @caseyryle9601
      @caseyryle9601 Před 5 měsíci +2

      Thank you so much here for. I needed this ❤

  • @mariaroyval2753
    @mariaroyval2753 Před 5 měsíci +8

    If you are living this life there is hope. You can leave and live the life you deserve. It's never too late, I left after 23 years and I am finally living the life I deserve. I learned to love and respect myselft so that I will never allow myself to be treated any other way.

  • @karimontes9468
    @karimontes9468 Před 5 měsíci +6

    Almost a decade for me! Loving a Narcissist will make this song, real!

  • @cherylcarmack161
    @cherylcarmack161 Před 7 měsíci +25

    That "All I see is a Decade down the drain" line is what gets me... Man how I feel that to my core...

  • @mel827
    @mel827 Před 8 měsíci +30

    This is like.....comfort....warmth. To know someone else understands what I went through and what other women like me went through brings me healing peace. The fact that you were able to put it into a song helps the healing process so much. Thank you......just thank you.

  • @janelwilliamson1872
    @janelwilliamson1872 Před 2 měsíci

    Thanks so much for this song am sure u speak for so many women out there including me this is exactly what am going through ❤😢

  • @brookewallace8908
    @brookewallace8908 Před 8 měsíci +31

    I've been married for 24 years, and today, my husband just snapped at me for needing help, carrying in the house $800 in groceries. I just spent 2 hours driving to go get. ( keep in mind I just had major shoulder surgery), and it just really cut me to my soul. So I left everything in the truck and went to bed. If it ruins, it ruins. I'm ok with peanut butter sandwiches for the next week.😥

    • @AvaCherry189
      @AvaCherry189 Před 4 měsíci +1

      My daughter just went through a divorce. Her husband was cheating. He sent her off to her son’s gymnastics competition 5 hours away a week after rotator cuff surgery. She’s finding her better life now and I think she’s happy he cheated which freed her. Your story touched my heart. I pray you find a better life. Either way, with or without him. God bless.

    • @brookewallace8908
      @brookewallace8908 Před 4 měsíci

      @@AvaCherry189 Thank you for your kind words! 😇

  • @belloma3473
    @belloma3473 Před 8 měsíci +25

    My divorce is finalized Wednesday. The final day of my 10 yr marriage. This song is amazing and I needed it more than I knew.

  • @VioletaHristova-wo8jw
    @VioletaHristova-wo8jw Před 5 měsíci +5

    12 years and 2 kids , this song describes my life.

    • @AvaCherry189
      @AvaCherry189 Před 4 měsíci +1

      I’m sorry this song ring true for you. God bless you journey to a happy life.

  • @April._.Mariee
    @April._.Mariee Před 8 měsíci +29

    I just got out of 10 year relationship a month ago. It’s hard as hell but anyone going through this you got this💯

    • @danelleszary9437
      @danelleszary9437 Před 7 měsíci

      I am going through the same thing, 10 years and left a month ago !!!! It is so damn hard !!!! Will I ever quit crying ?????

    • @Drip421
      @Drip421 Před 7 měsíci

      I am going through the same.Asked him to move out last week after 10 years of marriage and 2 years of dating.Its so hard.I cry everyday.The pain is killing me

  • @blazecoyle8409
    @blazecoyle8409 Před 7 měsíci +7

    Feel this in my soul. Crying now.

  • @brendalambert3977
    @brendalambert3977 Před 7 měsíci +9

    My life at the moment,nice to know I'm not alone

  • @alexanderbemar2637
    @alexanderbemar2637 Před měsícem

    Alexandra kay I am loving your music especially your voice!
    I just stumbled upon one of your video and loved it! I wanted to listen to your songs always from now on!

  • @aliciagriff6289
    @aliciagriff6289 Před 18 dny +1

    It's as if someone crawled inside my head and wrote down my life exactly!

  • @mitchealknapp3274
    @mitchealknapp3274 Před 4 měsíci +1

    This song is amazing and it says so much about being in a relationship that's like a up and down roller-coaster

  • @prrivas1979
    @prrivas1979 Před 6 měsíci +5

    This pain is so unbearable yet I still know I will transform from this. The process of starting over finding new shelter, a new job while letting go and healing my heart is a lot

    • @jacksonfivemom
      @jacksonfivemom Před 6 měsíci +1

      It’s so much better when you’re finally out from under the heaviness. You got this

    • @AvaCherry189
      @AvaCherry189 Před 4 měsíci

      You can get through. I’m praying for you now.

  • @amandabrown1328
    @amandabrown1328 Před 8 měsíci +10

    20 years and still just talking to myself. Years of the same crap and swearing to change. This time he says it's been 4 months since the crap, but I ass no differences. Shouldn't he want me and me be able to tell that by his actions? We all know words ain't crap that's why I don't believe not one word that comes out of his mouth but he expects me to turn it all around and believe it all now since he says it's been 4 months! One foot out the door with one hand barely left hanging on for a what if ! I'm sorry for anyone going thru this crap. It hurts giving up a best friend and lover of 20 yrs but dam its my turn for my wants and needs to be met and we all deserve to be happy not barely keeping our head up! Ugh best of luck y'all

    • @sum5clynn470
      @sum5clynn470 Před 7 měsíci +3

      Oh girl, this sounds like my situation. 20 years married and I just left yesterday. He keeps telling me he's been "good" for 4 months now when am I going to come around and loosin up? But we've been through this cycle a million times of him being "nice" for a short time then, boom, he changes in a split second. I'm willing to separate for a year to give this one more chance. People don't understand how much agonizing is involved with leaving a spouse, especially when you have kids.

  • @janahardy203
    @janahardy203 Před 5 měsíci +1

    Who has been hiding this Beautiful Soul. I came across this accidentally. ❤

  • @elizabethdyche8967
    @elizabethdyche8967 Před 6 měsíci +2

    I heard this song last night at her concert in Manhattan for the first time. It hit me hard. I was in the back of the room crying..... just such real lyrics.

  • @scarlettohara86
    @scarlettohara86 Před 5 měsíci +1

    This is clearly for a partner but those who had to parent their parents, sit down love you've done enough. Let God take it from here and get your own life ❤️

  • @user-rr6pq7jn2w
    @user-rr6pq7jn2w Před 8 měsíci +9

    I love this song wish it was out in 2014 when I was living this song 😢

    • @nicolew8932
      @nicolew8932 Před 6 měsíci

      Omg me too.., I needed this back then.

  • @marycro6864
    @marycro6864 Před 7 měsíci +4

    I think that many women will find themselves in love with this song,..regardless of age and time... for some things (love) you still need 2 said man and women.

  • @blondegodess2505
    @blondegodess2505 Před 8 měsíci +5

    Living it now 😢

  • @pamelalee5724
    @pamelalee5724 Před 2 měsíci

    I can't believe she sells out 1000 tickets! I first heard her on CZcams. I almost picked her wedding song for me...

  • @amandasexton1582
    @amandasexton1582 Před 8 měsíci +9

    This song speaks to my soul...we met at 21 & are now 31. Feels like this song was for me. 😢

  • @toumazosdemetriou7632
    @toumazosdemetriou7632 Před 5 měsíci

    Beautiful song beautiful voice. God bless ❤

  • @chynellechapman4646
    @chynellechapman4646 Před 3 měsíci

    My mom played this song 1000s of times. And I never watched the video.
    So sad 😢

  • @crissyburke8445
    @crissyburke8445 Před 8 měsíci +2

    This song hits home so hard. You songs inspire me so much

  • @stets1972
    @stets1972 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Beautiful Song! Thank you! ✌🏽🙏❤️❤️❤️

  • @jennifermartinez-uw2wh
    @jennifermartinez-uw2wh Před 4 měsíci

    Not being put first or to be taken for granted is the worst.

  • @WillowNook
    @WillowNook Před 7 měsíci +2

    This song was my life completely

  • @charitymcmillion6176
    @charitymcmillion6176 Před 8 měsíci +3

    I love this 😢

  • @user-tv7pr9fn9w
    @user-tv7pr9fn9w Před 5 měsíci +1

    Nine years going through this is so hurtful

  • @kathleendebeau5629
    @kathleendebeau5629 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Love this song!!!

  • @dmiller1101
    @dmiller1101 Před 4 měsíci

    Maybe I can hurt forever if it keeps you happy. Cause there it is, I thought we'd be alright.
    How I actually told myself this for yrs

  • @c.emogenebarillas8213
    @c.emogenebarillas8213 Před 8 měsíci +3

    Love the entire album!

  • @fivelittlemonkees
    @fivelittlemonkees Před 7 měsíci +2

    Yup mine told me at the end after 12 years... *I didn't think you'd leave.... Yeah he said that.

  • @sarahkay112681
    @sarahkay112681 Před 6 měsíci +1

    Song hits to hard for me. 😢😢

  • @lindsaymayes4681
    @lindsaymayes4681 Před 8 měsíci +5

    In a 10 year relationship as of month ago. Wish I would have found this 8 years ago. Now I'm attempting to leave for the 3rd time.

    • @SadePearce-jh3pn
      @SadePearce-jh3pn Před 8 měsíci +1

      U come first always remember that sweetheart ❤

    • @mandiegarcia3737
      @mandiegarcia3737 Před 8 měsíci +2

      Staying can be just as hard as leaving but you gotta choose your hard .... I see you tho!

  • @afrinjahanmim9661
    @afrinjahanmim9661 Před 6 měsíci +1

    This song 🎶 described my feelings. It Reminds me 10 years unhealthy marriage journey with a heartless person now we are divorced 💔😪 ..
    2 years left but the pain still hurts me and sometimes I scream at my dreams because of my past nightmares.. 🤧
    I need to heal more ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

    • @prrivas1979
      @prrivas1979 Před 6 měsíci

      Just started the divorce process. God is providing me strength but I still have to see my future ex daily and I can't afford to live on my own yet. Talk about feeling stuck. I made a list of how I could show myself grace and pour back into my mind, spirit, created a financial plan to get out of debt. Ladies, use this transition time to care for your body, mind, spirit, finaces, etc. I will move forward to the beautiful future God has in store for me. This marriage was me absorbing 53 years of a man's pain.

  • @angiesmith4625
    @angiesmith4625 Před 8 měsíci

    True so true song 😢 so good thank you

  • @user-wi4ui1ef8e
    @user-wi4ui1ef8e Před 6 měsíci +1

    I just feel my mind breaking…. And I can’t leave…literally cannot. So I’m just taking it day by day slowly loosing my mind and shutting down…

  • @twylarriver7823
    @twylarriver7823 Před 3 měsíci

    I'm still in the first vurse not ready to give up yet but starting to.

  • @wietskenuman5616
    @wietskenuman5616 Před 8 měsíci +1

    Never felt a song so much 😢💔

  • @heathergomez3657
    @heathergomez3657 Před 8 měsíci

    😢😢 this hits, 🎯 I've been putting myself back 😭😭😭 it HURTS

  • @user-el7ys2px2h
    @user-el7ys2px2h Před 8 měsíci

    Beautiful

  • @felixsoto4343
    @felixsoto4343 Před 8 měsíci +1

    It's a good but sad song and true

  • @katetomlinson1638
    @katetomlinson1638 Před 5 měsíci

    I should hate this song, but i haven’t loved any song in years, but this is it. Its too close.

  • @makelifematter1896
    @makelifematter1896 Před 6 měsíci

    She must have been following me around the 30 yrs of living this song ..he moved on and now I must hopefully divorce he wanted soon to end ..love this young artist ..hopefully able to move on with what yrs I have left

  • @loriscofield2121
    @loriscofield2121 Před 8 měsíci

    This hit home hard because this is exactly how I felt for so many years with my ex husband until I finally did walk away and leave and unfortunately I feel this way with my new husband at times.

  • @TheeGaoSter
    @TheeGaoSter Před 6 měsíci +1

    Somebody send this song to Kelly Clarkson!

  • @bigdguitars
    @bigdguitars Před 6 měsíci

    Male version of this song is ten years gone by Led Zeppelin.

  • @shannoncraighead7508
    @shannoncraighead7508 Před 13 dny

    Been married 3 years ( first marriage and soon divorce ) is it suppose to hurt this much? 😢

  • @WillowNook
    @WillowNook Před 8 měsíci

    It’s like the song was written for me
    Sad

  • @kristianasevilla917
    @kristianasevilla917 Před 8 měsíci

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😢

  • @MommaBearSango
    @MommaBearSango Před 7 měsíci

    I feel like this was written for me

  • @wisdom8243
    @wisdom8243 Před 4 měsíci

    Moral of the story : Never get married. And if you do, dont say vows, cause 50% of the people who do, don’t mean them anyway.

  • @tonyastone4662
    @tonyastone4662 Před 6 měsíci

    😭😭😭😭😭

  • @angelajean7597
    @angelajean7597 Před 6 měsíci

    I left my boyfriend last month after a year and a half he was emotionally unavailable and it is really hard because I am almost 42 years old

  • @savannahdenison9392
    @savannahdenison9392 Před 2 měsíci

    I have been married for only a year and a half but he changed he yells at me for no reason disrespects me and he let's his family disrespect me to because I can't give him kids he was sweet when we were dating now he's doing shady things calling me names while I am trying to fix it but all I do is stay and pray about it I honestly font know what to do

  • @heavencrawford7457
    @heavencrawford7457 Před 5 měsíci

    Currently separated from a decade of marriage 😢

  • @giltucker2007
    @giltucker2007 Před 5 měsíci

    Well damn if you're going to use a video at least spell her name correctly SMH😢😢

  • @zeemunsaka8332
    @zeemunsaka8332 Před 6 měsíci

    Marriage is overrated..I hate my marriage..