Machine Gun Kelly - play this when i'm gone (Official Audio)

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  • @rp2685
    @rp2685 Před 3 lety +5528

    For those who don't know the backstory to this song. MGK wrote this song last year after a bunch of artists who he was friends with died from drug overdoses and other things as well as personal friends. He felt death was all around him and wanted to leave his daughter one final message in case he died from drugs or something else in the near future. He has said multiple times that the love that he feels for his daughter is the only real love he'd ever felt in his life.

    • @solikewhatlol
      @solikewhatlol Před 3 lety +44

      Why lie? We're on the internet, we can check sources.

    • @MachineGunnerKellyFans2466
      @MachineGunnerKellyFans2466 Před 3 lety +21

      I know it's sad man. Poor Kell's

    • @no_0ption516
      @no_0ption516 Před 3 lety +191

      @@solikewhatlol he aint lying tf you mean this was made for his daughter

    • @suchasreallife
      @suchasreallife Před 3 lety +31

      I feel this, I love my daughter more then I ever thought I could love anything

    • @MandaOakley
      @MandaOakley Před 3 lety +11

      Wooah thats fucking hardout.. far out 😭

  • @ADCArtAttack
    @ADCArtAttack Před 3 lety +6647

    Yes sir....
    But don't go.

  • @John_FMTV
    @John_FMTV Před 3 lety +2136

    I’m 29.
    I felt this tooooo hard

    • @hudman777
      @hudman777 Před 3 lety +9

      you got this ❤️🙏

    • @John_FMTV
      @John_FMTV Před 3 lety +5

      @@hudman777 ❤️

    • @disisthancred
      @disisthancred Před 3 lety +4

      You've got this, I believe in you! 💖🖤

    • @RM-mj9lo
      @RM-mj9lo Před 3 lety +5

      Dude, same. I can't listen to it without sobbing.

    • @laurapaquette4868
      @laurapaquette4868 Před 3 lety

      @Chris Paquette I don’t know

  • @cgo435
    @cgo435 Před 3 lety +551

    mgk finally found his place in the industry. this album is legendary.

    • @cgo435
      @cgo435 Před 3 lety +9

      cleveland by mgk is also a banger ngl

    • @AlexNayck
      @AlexNayck Před rokem +2

      The best album of the decade

    • @P1nged
      @P1nged Před měsícem

      Hotel Diablo and this album I’ll be listening to for the rest of time

    • @P1nged
      @P1nged Před měsícem

      I remember back when MGK dropped chip off the block
      I seen him live with maybe a dozen in the crowd, such a nice performer to follow over that last 13 years
      I like everything he does I don’t understand all the hate

  • @Joriwahner
    @Joriwahner Před 3 lety +3328

    The fact this probably for his daughter just makes this so much more meaningful.

  • @thebubblerude3408
    @thebubblerude3408 Před 3 lety +1616

    This song means so much that even made me cry, I have no words to describe how the lyrics hit so much. So proud of Colson. The fact that this is for his daughter have me crying even more.

  • @yvonnerodriguez6031
    @yvonnerodriguez6031 Před 3 lety +1456

    As a daughter who lost her dad this hits different

    • @Aresilenus
      @Aresilenus Před 3 lety +8

      Lol same

    • @zacha8934
      @zacha8934 Před 3 lety +19

      I think maybe it’s just the tone.. the words aren’t relevant to me losing my dad at all but it hits hard for some reason... I love you pops.. I Can’t wait to see you again

    • @Aresilenus
      @Aresilenus Před 3 lety +15

      @@zacha8934 for me mostly because of the reason behind it. it's directed towards his daughter for when he's no longer here, and i think because we can relate to the not being there anymore it hits different

    • @patrickbanker9046
      @patrickbanker9046 Před 3 lety +7

      😔 your dad loves you and he’s watching over you. He will always be there ,Always and forever! Sorry for your loss. Now make him proud!

    • @beechez
      @beechez Před 3 lety

      HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

  • @sabrichelle
    @sabrichelle Před 3 lety +281

    This is for Cassie Colson Baker, his beautiful daughter! One day she’s gonna see how much her dad loved her! She’s his number one fan, she idolizes him and she adores him! She keeps him on his feet! He’s healthy and sober now and I just can’t imagine seeing her without her dad 💔

    • @Pr-mj7di
      @Pr-mj7di Před 3 lety

      her dad is a crackhead who switched the music genre and gender xD

    • @emilymarie3771
      @emilymarie3771 Před 3 lety

      @@Pr-mj7di wow ur sooooo cool

    • @emilymarie3771
      @emilymarie3771 Před 3 lety +4

      @@Pr-mj7di shut up sum people like me need him and his music

    • @makenziej8632
      @makenziej8632 Před 3 lety +7

      @@Pr-mj7di more like hot rockstar with over 18 million monthly listeners on Spotify, millions of people who love him, great style, dating the MEGAN FOX, and he’s amazing dad...he just won a bbma ugly bitch what about you? 🤔

    • @lisabellamy7324
      @lisabellamy7324 Před 3 lety +1

      @@makenziej8632 exactly 😂👍🏻 haters gonna hate

  • @texaslivin2237
    @texaslivin2237 Před 3 lety +2048

    “PART OF ME DOESNT WANT THIS CRUEL WORLD TO KNOW YOU” as a dad of 4 kids this hits home these days.

    • @donny8489
      @donny8489 Před 3 lety +29

      I feel ya .I have 4 daughters and 1 son.

    • @bigtripp2728
      @bigtripp2728 Před 3 lety +25

      3 daughter 1 son. Whole song hits home 🤘😢

    • @mohammadking1254
      @mohammadking1254 Před 3 lety +17

      I respect all of you in the comments section 😊🙌❤️💯😘😘

    • @brosb4buffalos229
      @brosb4buffalos229 Před 3 lety +10

      I just have the one but that line hits me different

    • @businessmail4929
      @businessmail4929 Před 3 lety +2

      i seen a news article where parents of 4 were shot when looking for a car in texas even i think

  • @abimon76
    @abimon76 Před 3 lety +3379

    "you're gonna cry and baby, it's alright"
    "I'll miss you"
    who tf cutting onions

    • @adalynrose8127
      @adalynrose8127 Před 3 lety +45

      AHWHAH LITERALLY I don’t think I’ve balled my eyes out to a song this hard

    • @hxmanthegreat7804
      @hxmanthegreat7804 Před 3 lety +42

      "I just looked at your pictures so the last thing I did was see you"

    • @payton5912
      @payton5912 Před 3 lety +9

      LMAOOOO Fr tho🌚

    • @qetrex-minecraft4055
      @qetrex-minecraft4055 Před 3 lety +7

      this song is the cut up onion

    • @miakittykat9484
      @miakittykat9484 Před 3 lety +9

      "I'm writing this message just to say" I love you" I hear these words and I started balling my eyes out. I can't stop crying omg.

  • @meganriggleman410
    @meganriggleman410 Před 3 lety +891

    MGK, your music has saved so many lives. My baby brother needs your help. His name is Tyler, he is 20 years old, your biggest fan, but most importantly, he's my biggest fan. I'm losing him more and more everyday to drug addiction. Your music narrated our wild nights with Lace Up, our struggle with drugs in General Admission and our love for our family, fun, and hope in Diablo. His umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck and he wasn't supposed to live, and now that he's deep into opiates, I watch him die every day. He loves you Mgk, our family loves you.... This song was like a letter from him to me, telling me his death is coming. I don't want him to leave me lonely. He's so smart, the kindest man I've ever met. He straightens my hair. He holds my hand. He sings with me. I'm lonely without him, I don't want to be lonely. Please pray for my brother Tyler, send good vibes, cast spells, pray, do whatever, please. I can't lose my brother. I love you Tyler I'd trade anything to keep you around and keep you sober.

    • @nirzara7176
      @nirzara7176 Před 3 lety +36

      I am praying for tyler. Keep your head up sister. Stay strong. These may sound like empty words for you but There is hope and i believe in you and him.

    • @jessicaannbabygirl-ohiogod7578
      @jessicaannbabygirl-ohiogod7578 Před 3 lety +17

      Oh my good lawd, I'm so sorry sweetie. I lost 3 people within a few years apart from Murder. My brothers ex and her friends gave him about 4 hotshots to his chest. The needles had 3 different kinds of methamphetamine and heroin in them. All because he was over his ex. My brother was like my twin. Our birthdays are same day, same month, two years apart. We looked exactly alike, talked the same even after leaving our hometown of Columbus, Ohio The Bottoms and moving to Utah and then to Idaho after my horrific rollover. Then 2 years before that our biological dad was murdered in his apartment in Dayton Ohio & wasn't found till flies covered the apartment window & his body was decomposing!! Before that our maternal grandmother was murdered by her younger husband because MeMaw had money from working her butt off and he wanted it but after he beat her which we didn't find out about the abuse till after her death, she decided she wanted a divorce and he made sure she didn't divorce him & he got a lot of her belongings including the camper that's been in my family since honey b made a driving camper! 2 of the murders happened in Ohio, one in Cleveland and one in Dayton. My brothers murder happened in Idaho. But we can't get any help from anyone on who what when where how why and can I show them what karma is?! We know who did grandma's and my brothers and Ronnie and I didn't really know our biological dad. I had just started to get to know him in 2013!! I completely feel for you and your brother. My brother was the only person since MeMaw and our dad passed, who truly loved me for me & wanted me in his life!! He was helping me to not self harm or commit suicide again. I've been brought back every time and it irritates the hell outta me!! I'm putting you, you're brother, and y'all's family and friends at the top of my prayers list and I'ma keep y'all on it. I hope, pray and wish with all my broken heart and tired soul and every being in me that your brother is able to kick the opiate addiction (been there done that and it's one of the worst thing's I've ever been through and I was beat at 2yrs old by my ex step dad, the chomo, in my kidneys with a 2x2 or 2x4 because I peed my pants! Then he made me stand in the corner for 8hrs military style until Momz got home from work and my forehead was bleeding!) Please know that my family's and my dreams, hopes, prayers, wishes, amazingly great vibes are with y'all. If I can reach Colton (we're cousin's from what my brother and biological dad said) I'll let him know that he really, really, really, really, really, really needs to contact you if possible or at least you're brother and read you're comment. Nothing But Love Always, I'm so sorry y'all are going through this.

    • @jessicaannbabygirl-ohiogod7578
      @jessicaannbabygirl-ohiogod7578 Před 3 lety +6

      I'm sorry for the long, long comment as well. I forgot to say since my rollover where I had to re learn everything because the suv crushed me, I've had 36 surgeries with more to come so they say and I have metal head to toe in my body. But that's my life how its written out or whatever so guess I've just gotta try more and more for my kid's more than anything to keep getting back up every time life f***s me over and knocks me down! Or someone in life does. God Bless you and yours, Be Breezy, meaning Be Safe

    • @nirzara7176
      @nirzara7176 Před 3 lety +15

      @@jessicaannbabygirl-ohiogod7578 oh my god you are so strong sweetheart. This made me cry. And you are such an angel. I am praying for you too. Love you

    • @tabithalarsen3566
      @tabithalarsen3566 Před 3 lety +8

      I will pry for Tyler I know how u feel my brother is my bast friend too he does drugs and whee he lives scares the crap out of me but I look at his picture every night I know how u feel I will pry for your brother

  • @MuhammadArif-ic9wz
    @MuhammadArif-ic9wz Před 3 lety +117

    "play this when i'm gone"
    I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you, mmm
    I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah
    I think it's time for me to leave but I'll never leave you
    I just looked at your pictures so the last thing I did was see you
    I'm 29 my anxiety's eating me alive
    I'm fighting with myself and my sobriety every night
    And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize
    I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
    You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
    I wrote you this song to keep, when I'm gone if you ever feel alone
    You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
    I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you
    When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you
    Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you
    So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you
    I'm 29 and society's eating me alive
    I'm fighting what comes this notoriety every night
    This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize
    I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
    You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
    I wrote you this song to keep, when I'm gone if you ever feel alone
    You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
    And I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you, yeah
    And I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    And I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you, yeah
    And I'll miss you (And I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you
    And I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you, yeah
    And I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you

  • @brningpenc1ls
    @brningpenc1ls Před 3 lety +804

    Fun fact, this song wasn't supposed to be in the album but they had to replace one of the other songs at the last minute with this one due to a mistake by the crew. BEST MISTAKE EVER

    • @quentinraats1896
      @quentinraats1896 Před 3 lety +25

      Holy shit! im with you, best mistake ever. this song is amazing.

    • @amandagaete3612
      @amandagaete3612 Před 3 lety +3

      agree, best mistake everrrr

    • @jwalker2906
      @jwalker2906 Před 3 lety +12

      I hope he’s happy with letting it be on here! It’s fucking beautiful & to hear the story of when he wrote this. ... like. This shit is so sad but so amazing & I just hope he’s around for a long time. It would crush me completely & I can’t even fathom what his daughter and friends would go through. & then to have songs like this one left behind. I just love this guy & everything he’s ALWAYS represented.

    • @cuntryneighbors
      @cuntryneighbors Před 3 lety +4

      actually, this was planned to go in this. He says he is 29, he just turned 30 early this month, therefore, This was meant to be in the album.

    • @iamrayn
      @iamrayn Před 3 lety

      How do you know that it was a mistake?

  • @AngelicDestiny23
    @AngelicDestiny23 Před 3 lety +1227

    I was 15 the first time my mom had the talk with me about how she was going to die because her alcoholism. 15 when I helped my mother kick heroin only for her to start drinking and I never expected it to truly take her away. I was 23 when she took her last breath & I almost broke down in tears because it almost felt as if she was singing this to me. I know you probably will never read this but thank you so much.

  • @AMCollier2995
    @AMCollier2995 Před 3 lety +192

    “I’m 29 and my aniexty is eating me alive” never felt that in my heart so much before. I cry everytime I hear it. I love it so much.

    • @mickeylockemy3218
      @mickeylockemy3218 Před 3 lety

      Teachers and the rest of the world you've got stuff to do go back to work music bump them we understand you go ahead continue being you

  • @drewjones3358
    @drewjones3358 Před 3 lety +504

    As a 29yo grade 4 brain cancer patient with two small children this song really hits home.

    • @disisthancred
      @disisthancred Před 3 lety +40

      Sending you lots of love, hugs, and prayers

    • @geraascara8340
      @geraascara8340 Před 3 lety +15

      Stay strong

    • @coldazz0355
      @coldazz0355 Před 3 lety +13

      May god give you health stay strong

    • @nicanor.
      @nicanor. Před 3 lety +8

      How are you? Hope you're getting better.

    • @crazylol201
      @crazylol201 Před 3 lety +4

      Man I hope you gonna be better in the future, I cant even imagine how you must feel man :/ I'll pray for you tonight

  • @delena4evertvd267
    @delena4evertvd267 Před 3 lety +650

    he said listen in order. the ending of banyan tree, he’s talking ab “if the world ends and he dies”. and then this song is next.

    • @rualiralte2084
      @rualiralte2084 Před 3 lety +6

      Yes! 🤧 He told us to listen in order... Now i know why. 🤧 i can't stop my tears

    • @11soccaplaya
      @11soccaplaya Před 3 lety +3

      but..listen to it all in reverse..

    • @kass_G59
      @kass_G59 Před 3 lety

      💔

    • @eastcoastfamily8902
      @eastcoastfamily8902 Před 3 lety

      My fiancé and I have a channel if anyone wants to check us out!!!🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈
      #lgbt #lesbiancouple #PRIDE

  • @natiesarmiento
    @natiesarmiento Před 3 lety +532

    I cried a lot to this song, I just want Colson to be okay and see his daughter grow up. I don't want him to go any time soon.

  • @rippinheads8586
    @rippinheads8586 Před 3 lety +47

    tears man, please don't go, a lot of us need you, but she needs you the most. love ya man

  • @charliebrenton2253
    @charliebrenton2253 Před 3 lety +39

    As a person who has mental health problems but who loves the people in his life more than anything, this hits hard. My god this song is beautiful x

  • @bellamichelle6248
    @bellamichelle6248 Před 3 lety +4846

    You better stay for that beautiful daughter. She needs her daddy.

    • @harryup6501
      @harryup6501 Před 3 lety +190

      We need him too he's the best

    • @shelbyfreeman97
      @shelbyfreeman97 Před 3 lety +166

      It’s not always that easy to just keep on keeping on.. some days/hours/months/minutes are to much for us to bare.

    • @yung3173
      @yung3173 Před 3 lety +60

      @@shelbyfreeman97 ovbiusly it's not easy but some things one have to do it for somrthing bigger or someone else like her daughter

    • @hunterphillips6337
      @hunterphillips6337 Před 3 lety +36

      Well he can't control when he leaves

    • @justsomeguy9126
      @justsomeguy9126 Před 3 lety +45

      @@yung3173 sometimes it’s literally way to hard to shut your eyes pain from depression and mental health is fucking extreme

  • @missmelodyjoy
    @missmelodyjoy Před 3 lety +673

    I lost my dad when I was 17. He was always “on the road” too. He wasn’t a rockstar but he traveled for work. He died due to health problems related to his drug and alcohol addiction. This song hits too deep. Thank you MGK for giving me something to cry to when I’m alone and thinking about him. ❤️

    • @CenturionsofFaithMichaelPoehls
      @CenturionsofFaithMichaelPoehls Před 3 lety +6

      pick up your Bible The real truth is in it. Jesus is the ONLY WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE NO ONE GETS TO THE FATHER BUT BY HIM. DONT BE DECEIVED, PLEASE COME TO JESUS CHRIST, TRUST, BELIEVE, REPENT AND BE SAVED!!!!!
      1 Corinthians 15:1-5
      15 Moreover, brethren, I declare unto you the gospel which I preached unto you, which also ye have received, and wherein ye stand;
      2 By which also ye are saved, if ye keep in memory what I preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain.
      3 For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures;
      4 And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:
      5 And that he was seen of Cephas, then of the twelve:

    • @missmelodyjoy
      @missmelodyjoy Před 3 lety +19

      Michael Poehls I’m not trying to be mean but what does that have to do with my dad dying? Anything?

    • @CenturionsofFaithMichaelPoehls
      @CenturionsofFaithMichaelPoehls Před 3 lety +5

      @@missmelodyjoy there is no reason to be alone and crying, I was an addict using herione and alcohol and much more there is no hope in this world outside of Jesus Christ, I feel sorry for you when I seen your post, that's why I told you the Gospel, it's the only way to eternal life and true peace I'm sorry you had to go through that I've overdosed myself before and God spared me and pulled me from the sickness of this world and addiction.

    • @missmelodyjoy
      @missmelodyjoy Před 3 lety +11

      Michael Poehls I’m a Christian. Just because you have God in your life doesn’t mean you don’t miss people. There are plenty of bible verses about mourning and having a broken heart. Also my dad got saved before he died but at that point his health was gone & it was already too late.

    • @CenturionsofFaithMichaelPoehls
      @CenturionsofFaithMichaelPoehls Před 3 lety +4

      @@missmelodyjoy well that's great to hear about you and your dad, being your a Christian maybe God wanted me to remind you that there is hope outside of this world, follow him, you will be seeing your dad soon again, for the LORD returns soon!

  • @xiluvskaterdudesx
    @xiluvskaterdudesx Před 3 lety +58

    As a daughter who lost both of her parents to drug overdose.. this HURTS. Don’t leave your kid.

    • @BoliVic96
      @BoliVic96 Před 11 měsíci +3

      I lost my dad, he was an addict but in the end cancer was what got to him. He fought it for 3 years longer than the doctors expected and used all his "extra" time to be with me and my brother. It hurts, but everyone has to leave eventually, missing and loving the good times keeps those alive and finally we can let go of the bad ones

  • @Bananabubs9
    @Bananabubs9 Před 3 měsíci +1

    My best friend loved a ton of MGKs music. He went to a couple of his shows over the last few years here in KC. He struggled with addiction and he knew it was time to get better for his 1 year old daughters sake. He was doing so good when he died unexpectedly in a car crash a few weeks ago. We played this song at his funeral. Austin I love you so much bro and I'll make sure your daughter knows how cool her dad was.

  • @georgefluckjr6072
    @georgefluckjr6072 Před 3 lety +927

    This absolutely answers the question when many asked why his daughter said he needs an emotional support dog. He shares a lot with her...

    • @mrpuddingpop1951
      @mrpuddingpop1951 Před 3 lety +1

      We will play kill shot cause he got bodied

    • @chingchenghanji9732
      @chingchenghanji9732 Před 3 lety +36

      @@mrpuddingpop1951 that's why he's doing better than ever huh? 😂😂 Stop your capping 🗿

    • @sabarin2754
      @sabarin2754 Před 3 lety +29

      @@mrpuddingpop1951 its been 2 years . stop being so obsessed and think for yourself.

    • @eastcoastfamily8902
      @eastcoastfamily8902 Před 3 lety +5

      My fiancé and I have a channel if anyone wants to check us out!!!🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈
      #lgbt #lesbiancouple #PRIDE

    • @mrpuddingpop1951
      @mrpuddingpop1951 Před 3 lety +1

      Sabarin 2 years and still got bodied ? Who’s obsessed mgk makes shit music ?

  • @yoboyharewood7492
    @yoboyharewood7492 Před 3 lety +1413

    Stick around MGK, not just for your sake but for everyone who loves you

  • @emma-ui1qj
    @emma-ui1qj Před 3 lety +34

    I'm 13 and this made me ball my eyes out. the "I'll miss you" destroyed me.

    • @KINGJAKEY.
      @KINGJAKEY. Před 3 lety

      @Jaxon Miehle imagine having a dad that got arrested

    • @KINGJAKEY.
      @KINGJAKEY. Před 3 lety

      @Jaxon Miehle why you asking me mine also went to jail???

    • @alanz561
      @alanz561 Před 3 lety

      @Jaxon Miehle Keep Ya Head Up

    • @KINGJAKEY.
      @KINGJAKEY. Před 3 lety

      @Jaxon Miehle cool good for you ig

  • @cldesigns7163
    @cldesigns7163 Před 3 lety +23

    I genuinely love MGK.
    He sings about the daily struggle we addicts go thru. He nails it on the head. I hate society. But at the same time, I love it. Life is learning to live with pain and loss. MGK nailed it. I will forever remember this album as my turning point. Thanks, MGK.

  • @nickyjohnthabah6439
    @nickyjohnthabah6439 Před 3 lety +1187

    Many says his career ended but look now who's making meaningful, soulful music and who's shining?? EST FOR LIFE 🤘🤘🤘

    • @dylankn8129
      @dylankn8129 Před 3 lety +42

      Fuck hip-hop MGK’s new wave is LIT 🔥 af 💯 🤘⚡️
      From a STAN, and new mgk fan..♥️♥️🤘⚡️

    • @TheWitness369
      @TheWitness369 Před 3 lety +6

      @@dylankn8129 welcome to the EST family brother!

    • @jeanithajossop4431
      @jeanithajossop4431 Před 3 lety +16

      @@dylankn8129 Facts broh. Im a huge Eminem stan, but great music is great music. MGK keep on shinning king.

    • @mtbmb4330
      @mtbmb4330 Před 3 lety

      Shining?! Maybe when he's wearing a dress

    • @hightideification
      @hightideification Před 3 lety +2

      He never stopped

  • @xannikakariltix1604
    @xannikakariltix1604 Před 3 lety +394

    [Verse 1]
    I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you
    I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah
    I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you
    I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm twenty-nine, my anxiety's eating me alive
    I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night
    And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize
    [Chorus]
    I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
    You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright
    I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone
    If you ever feel alone
    You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright
    [Verse 2]
    I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you
    When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you
    Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you
    So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm twenty-nine, and society's eating me alive
    I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night
    This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize
    [Chorus]
    I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
    You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright
    I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone
    If you ever feel alone
    You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright
    [Bridge]
    And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah
    And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you
    And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you, yeah
    And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you
    [Outro]
    And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah
    And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you

  • @mariehinton8648
    @mariehinton8648 Před 6 měsíci +3

    I played this song at my son’s funeral 12-26-23 #forever30 I miss him so bad it hurts to breathe. He was the very best of me & my only child. Actually my miracle baby as I was told I’d never have children. All I ever wanted to be was a mama. 💙😭💔

    • @HappyBambooForest-gu4tn
      @HappyBambooForest-gu4tn Před 6 měsíci +1

      A lost ma son diabetes ,keytone Assidosis 20th feb last year and its feels like. Weeks , a parent shudde not bury there kid

    • @jaybru5399
      @jaybru5399 Před 6 měsíci

      I'm so sorry. I cannot imagine losing a child 😢

    • @zookoe1892
      @zookoe1892 Před 5 měsíci

      I’m so sorry for your loss life is definitely anything but fare! Sending hugs and prayers and if you ever need anything or someone to talk to let me know

  • @kendrawilson991
    @kendrawilson991 Před 2 lety +12

    My dad sent me this right before we had a heavy falling out about his drug addiction and my moms addiction. This kills me that this could be the last song my dad ever sends me because we love showing eachother new music..

  • @ErikBlanc
    @ErikBlanc Před 3 lety +2164

    The album is very good and the production is by Travis Barker. This makes a very rich melody and a very happy rhythm, the album makes us happy. It's a good job and very cool collaboration. WELL DONE

    • @kevinhawk
      @kevinhawk Před 3 lety +20

      Travis brought Colson to a whole new level

    • @nathanromano7689
      @nathanromano7689 Před 3 lety +17

      wish there was more of this by him he fits the punk rock era

    • @ErikBlanc
      @ErikBlanc Před 3 lety +4

      @@kevinhawk Totaly !!!

    • @candyhendrix4271
      @candyhendrix4271 Před 3 lety +6

      I love everything MGK putts out he is a God in my heart

    • @anthonybaronturcot8085
      @anthonybaronturcot8085 Před 3 lety +20

      bro u legit just comment the same thing un der all the song XD

  • @brandon_complains
    @brandon_complains Před 3 lety +647

    Guys, this is the sign. Don’t ignore it.

    • @santosadams2779
      @santosadams2779 Před 3 lety +79

      I agree he's been saying it since the beginning about how he battles with drugs. He will either get sober or die unfortunately.

    • @jensenkneale9949
      @jensenkneale9949 Před 3 lety +44

      bro i agree some people just listen to the music not the lyrics

    • @kbwif.3
      @kbwif.3 Před 3 lety +31

      Hopefully he doesn’t die :(

    • @laurenalexis1271
      @laurenalexis1271 Před 3 lety +14

      Everyone dies.

    • @kellyjoelser9765
      @kellyjoelser9765 Před 3 lety +14

      I said this too , I surely hope is isn't leaving any time soon

  • @tshots5002
    @tshots5002 Před 3 měsíci +1

    My brother was 29 and he took his life, this was his favorite song and brings tears to my eyes every time. I miss him and struggle everyday. I love you bro thinking of you always 💙

  • @jadescholz1767
    @jadescholz1767 Před 2 lety +4

    F*cking hell. In February my husband (who looked remarkably similar to MGK, and in fact that was my nickname for him lol, 6'6" with the exact same facial structure) killed himself after struggling with addiction for the past....long time. He didn't leave me a note or say goodbye. That's haunted me every day since he died. That he didn't even say goodbye. I literally looked at his google account for the first time since he died today. It had his search history linked in it. He played this song 5 times in a row, and that was his last internet history entry. Despite the nickname, I had never listened to any of MGK's music (sorry haha), but this stood out to me because it was his last internet history, because of his nickname, and because he played it 5 times in a row. I just looked it up now and I'm....kinda floored. Completely floored. I never expected to hear this song when I searched for it.

  • @juliannastoaks1630
    @juliannastoaks1630 Před 3 lety +127

    My dad passed away from suicide a year and 3 months ago. And I truly feel like he felt this way towards me. This song is everything I needed. And I really hope Colson is okay. His daughter would miss the world out of him and she would feel so miserable without her dad. I hope he stays strong.. for himself and his daughter.

  • @chrisanwatchmework8233
    @chrisanwatchmework8233 Před 3 lety +415

    As a Single Daddy raising a princess, this had me in tears man..... We have tickets! But not to a Downfall! Goin to the top Kells!!! Just glad i got my 🎟....

    • @noisepoIIution
      @noisepoIIution Před 3 lety +17

      god bless you brother

    • @mariar6805
      @mariar6805 Před 3 lety +8

      I bet you are doing an amazing job with your princess ❤️ wish you and her the best

    • @chilerawcliffe5792
      @chilerawcliffe5792 Před 3 lety +2

      bro ur a king enjoy ur life

    • @keenvoxdoloris2499
      @keenvoxdoloris2499 Před 2 lety +1

      I DON'T comment on other people ofthen but goodluck hope you and your daughter are doing great !

    • @chrisanwatchmework8233
      @chrisanwatchmework8233 Před 2 lety +2

      Thank u all!!!! We are doin great!!! An amazing job is not finished until she is grown, so I still have a ways to go!! I’m not royalty but my daughter is! Thank u all an god bless

  • @alyssajimenez6928
    @alyssajimenez6928 Před 3 lety +11

    The week you released this song I lost my baby in my third trimester. There are no words for what this song means to me and ill never thank everyone who contributed to this song enough.

  • @pyroAdapt
    @pyroAdapt Před 3 lety +31

    MGK is the type father every Gen Z child needs in their life. You can just tell she's never gonna have any problems opening up to him and trusting him.

  • @shaye9718
    @shaye9718 Před 3 lety +332

    i literally cried. this just proves how incredible he is. so unbelievably proud of him

    • @zo6tyler
      @zo6tyler Před 3 lety +1

      ❤🌏

    • @hanneshendigl6026
      @hanneshendigl6026 Před 3 lety +3

      I am not a long fan of him but certainly one he is not able to lose anymore

    • @bigzaddy3861
      @bigzaddy3861 Před 3 lety +1

      He will not fall even if he attempts him self by the grace of God.
      I wont let him not like this u want me come n see what ur getting into...
      Enough said real shit an if he goes let the bass hit every country in this entire world feel the impact I meet you I regret I couldnt have spent more time around you
      Cant let you you go truth about me is everything I am is thanks to you

  • @lukeperry2140
    @lukeperry2140 Před 3 lety +414

    if i don't hear this song in a movie sometime in the next few years, I dont know what im gonna do.

  • @Jackanddazzle
    @Jackanddazzle Před 3 lety +51

    My 29 year old husband died in a fatal car accident two weeks ago . He struggled with his sobriety and society was eating him alive. This song I believe was made for me from him. I thank you MGK for writing this and speaking for my husband. We were very much in love. I will forever miss my love. 💗

  • @gagebrock4890
    @gagebrock4890 Před 3 lety +3

    as to be father this hurts alot because i suffer from bipolar depression and there are days when i don't know if im going to see my kid or god and i drink to make the pain go away so there are days where i don't want to get out of bed im not looking for likes just relating with the song

  • @nathanwilson9614
    @nathanwilson9614 Před 3 lety +149

    If I don't get a music video of tender moments with him and his daughter and others that are important to him I'm gonna be sad

    • @rickyharrison2019
      @rickyharrison2019 Před 3 lety +1

      I think this a music video for this it’s already done hopefully we get it sometime around this hear

  • @daniclayton9064
    @daniclayton9064 Před 3 lety +247

    This songs for Casie💙💙I love it..

  • @joshuavanderark5034
    @joshuavanderark5034 Před 3 lety +5

    I am a single dad from the mid west recovering from addiction. This song hits home with me. It is nice to know I am not alone in this struggle

  • @jasonchui5317
    @jasonchui5317 Před 3 lety +27

    Not lying, I'm crying. This is saaaaddddd but sooo good.

    • @1Pineapple
      @1Pineapple Před 3 lety

      It's like a spell; when I sing along and we get to "You're gonna cry and baby that's alright" I always start weeping 😂🙈

  • @cheyennegorby3311
    @cheyennegorby3311 Před 3 lety +487

    This song gives me chills and makes me want to cry

    • @roy892
      @roy892 Před 3 lety

      Same

    • @j.26
      @j.26 Před 3 lety +5

      I’m already crying

    • @bib3252
      @bib3252 Před 3 lety

      same its speaking to me in so many ways. I love this MGK..

    • @nikkil9463
      @nikkil9463 Před 3 lety

      Me too

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      @ProfitTutorial Před 3 lety

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  • @harish39
    @harish39 Před 3 lety +89

    imagine having to tell your child "everything isn't gonna be alright', this is so heartbreaking dude

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    • @irissupercoolsy
      @irissupercoolsy Před 3 lety

      I've heard that as a child from my dad. There are a lot of children who hear that.

  • @djgasss7916
    @djgasss7916 Před 2 lety +6

    I have been listening to this song on repeat since Thursday. My girlfriend passed away Thursday due to drugs and not only this song but just mgk alone has helped me so much. This song is amazing

    • @sammyleet03
      @sammyleet03 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm so sorry. I hope you're okay :((

    • @djgasss7916
      @djgasss7916 Před 2 lety

      @@sammyleet03 still listening to it every day

  • @rabeyataposhy2221
    @rabeyataposhy2221 Před 3 lety +2

    Whatever happens, just don't leave us 🙏we love youu❤️

  • @chrisb1807
    @chrisb1807 Před 3 lety +459

    This song makes me wanna go outside and make memories i’ll never forget...

    • @pinessappless3138
      @pinessappless3138 Před 3 lety +23

      You have the whole world to explore, get out there bro and make those memories !

    • @Psycho_SugarCraze
      @Psycho_SugarCraze Před 3 lety +11

      Rock on bro🤘🏾🤘🏾🤘🏾and don't look back🔥🔥🔥

    • @fadedgrim7578
      @fadedgrim7578 Před 3 lety +4

      Same....

  • @panicbrendon
    @panicbrendon Před 3 lety +75

    “You’re gonna cry”
    Yes I am 🥺

    • @bellaclarke2022
      @bellaclarke2022 Před 3 lety

      when did mgk say you were gonna cry?

    • @panicbrendon
      @panicbrendon Před 3 lety +2

      Bella Clarke in the song. “You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright”

  • @andielesko9058
    @andielesko9058 Před 3 lety +16

    Im detoxing off methadone 135mg with stage 4 cancer I sent this to my 7 year old its sad you don't know your worth and what you helped me and others thru ❤

  • @maxweber-th5pu
    @maxweber-th5pu Před 11 měsíci +4

    i lost my dad from a drug overdoes november 14th 2018 and this song made me cry

  • @ceciliaponteslisa4843
    @ceciliaponteslisa4843 Před 3 lety +175

    i just finished listening the whole album and all i can think about is how proud i am of being part of EST family. I always knew mgk was going to reach big goals, but he just proved me he’s capable of more than everything i can think about.

    • @rachel_7533
      @rachel_7533 Před 3 lety +2

      Couldnt have said it any better. ❤

    • @captainunderpants629
      @captainunderpants629 Před 3 lety +1

      Kind of cringe😂
      Don’t get mad at me guys mgk is my 2nd favorite behind lil skies

    • @captainunderpants629
      @captainunderpants629 Před 3 lety

      Zachary Lash firstly, I said don’t get mad (which you did). Secondly it’s the “I’ve been a fan for so long and all the heart emojis that make my back sweat. Nothing wrong with liking mgk though, like I said in my original reply

    • @ceciliaponteslisa4843
      @ceciliaponteslisa4843 Před 3 lety

      Captain Underpants chill out man, i’m just supporting my favorite artist. If you think this is cringe, i’m fine with that 🤷🏻‍♀️ (i’m serious)

    • @ceciliaponteslisa4843
      @ceciliaponteslisa4843 Před 3 lety

      Captain Underpants i understand if u don’t like to express your love like this, but i think u should try!! he might not see it, but at least we’re trying, right?

  • @Fuckbitual
    @Fuckbitual Před 3 lety +125

    I’m 21, I’ve never liked celebrities or ever had music I could relate to. But as soon as I heard “I think I’m okay” is when I fell immediately in love with you. What I feel is indescribable, I can’t put it into words. Colson, just know that you are so loved & supported. This album is beyond fucking perfect. EST for life 🖤

    • @jesperkrabi4254
      @jesperkrabi4254 Před 3 lety +2

      Exactly same here!👊

    • @bison301
      @bison301 Před 3 lety +3

      I’m 21 too I’ve been listening to colson since 2012 and his music is the best thing I’ve ever discovered

    • @Fuckbitual
      @Fuckbitual Před 3 lety

      Bison he’s truly talented

    • @Sam-jy5tf
      @Sam-jy5tf Před 3 lety +1

      I'm 26, grew up on 90's skate and pop punk like lagwagon, green day, later stuff like ATL or FOB, melodic hardcore n shit, but always had a strange fascination for rap music and crossover, but felt both genres losing in power and meaning over the years. MGKs stuff from bloom onward was such a breath of fresh air in the scene to me, felt like discovering Without Me in 2001 all over again.
      With all this 'emo punk rap' thing goin' on I never really felt that despite discovering Peep post mortem, but this record right here? that's a better early 2000's pop punk record than the last couple all time low, green day and lagwagon records combined. I'm a happy guy.

    • @RaviYadav-bj6mw
      @RaviYadav-bj6mw Před 3 lety

      @@bison301 yeah same 🤘🤘🤘

  • @ldubs19xx14
    @ldubs19xx14 Před 3 lety +7

    This song makes me cry every time I hear it. My dad passed in 2008 and I still grieve everyday. Thank you so much for putting your heart and soul into this song. I have a hard time letting my emotions out and I will be forever thankful for this beautifulsong and how it helps me heal. EST XX 💋

    • @nirzara7176
      @nirzara7176 Před 3 lety +1

      You are very strong sweetheart. Keep going. Love you

    • @ldubs19xx14
      @ldubs19xx14 Před 3 lety

      @@nirzara7176 awe thank you that is so kind

    • @nirzara7176
      @nirzara7176 Před 3 lety

      @@ldubs19xx14 :)

  • @kryptonite3846
    @kryptonite3846 Před 3 lety +1

    This August 1st makes 7 years that i lost my little boy. He was 16 when he was shot. Just a kid. My baby.... My prince my 1st born son😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏💔 💔💔💔💔 i miss him!!!!!!! 💔💔💔💔 and the ending just got me singing... Screaming really along because i just miss him !!!! Period!! And nobody understands me at all 😞 i had 5 children. All grown up now except for him 💔and everyone expects me to just move on. Just keep going. But he is just everywhere. Hes in everything i see ,in every other thought,in my every breath... "I miss you!!!!!!!" Thank you for this song 💯❤❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏 @machinegunkelly

  • @Lyricalmaster
    @Lyricalmaster Před 3 lety +228

    Lyrics :-
    "play this when i'm gone"
    I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you, mmm
    I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah
    I think it's time for me to leave but I'll never leave you
    I just looked at your pictures so the last thing I did was see you
    I'm 29 my anxiety's eating me alive
    I'm fighting with myself and my sobriety every night
    And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize
    I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
    You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
    I wrote you this song to keep, when I'm gone if you ever feel alone
    You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
    I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you
    When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you
    Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you
    So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you
    I'm 29 and society's eating me alive
    I'm fighting what comes this notoriety every night
    This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize
    I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
    You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
    I wrote you this song to keep, when I'm gone if you ever feel alone
    You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
    And I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you, yeah
    And I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    And I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you, yeah
    And I'll miss you (And I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
    I'll miss you
    And I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you, yeah
    And I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    I'll miss you

    • @swervokam
      @swervokam Před 3 lety +3

      I’ll miss you looks weird now

  • @keithrobert3188
    @keithrobert3188 Před 3 lety +10

    We found that this was The last Song that was played on my nephew's playlist...which passed away due to complications of diabetes two weeks ago who was only 20.Thanks MGK..RIP Jonathan Michael Richard

  • @1manu10
    @1manu10 Před 3 lety +5

    My mother take her life in 2013 and that song makes me remember so much about her but mostly all the comment in here...we as people, friends, brothers and sisters should be there more for each other!! This is why if you read this know that I am here for you if you need anything specialy to talk!!! Life is hard, but so beautiful, alone we go faster....but together we go forther

  • @zacharyallanstark182
    @zacharyallanstark182 Před 3 lety +150

    I’m in the hospital after a suicide attempt with IV drugs when I woke up In the ICU and this is basically everything I needed right now

  • @WheelieBallistic
    @WheelieBallistic Před 3 lety +105

    colson has me sobbing at 12:19 am on release day. this song is so fucking beautiful ❤️

  • @prestonlee4153
    @prestonlee4153 Před 3 lety +8

    I think of my daughter when I hear this song. I got sober for her but lately ive been fighting myself and my sobriety cause I dont get to see her anymore. Depression kicks my ass I want to relapse but because of my daughter I won't. She gives me strength. I may not get to see her now but soon I will and that keeps me going. Some days are just harder to smile than others. I miss her so much it hurts. But this song here gives me peace for some reason even if it does make me cry.

  • @rogerbooth4201
    @rogerbooth4201 Před rokem +15

    My daughter requested this to be played at her funeral,it was,she overdosed,I miss her so much

  • @ghoztify4047
    @ghoztify4047 Před 3 lety +179

    Not me crying cause this was a song made for his daughter.

  • @rachelle1312
    @rachelle1312 Před 3 lety +762

    Most girls would cringe if their dad sang this song to them but hearing it from MGK it's a whole different story. Lol

    • @rahul91800
      @rahul91800 Před 3 lety +4

      That's true.

    • @scruffpuppie
      @scruffpuppie Před 3 lety +89

      what kind of girl would cringe at their dad making this lol

    • @DoctorWhoKage
      @DoctorWhoKage Před 3 lety +10

      @@scruffpuppie it all depends on how old the dad is or how good they can sing. If they can sing as good as MGK, it's all g, but if they sing worse than Stephen Harper and his band who's name is literally a shitty French pun, it's cringy as all hell.

    • @user-co1lj1mq3j
      @user-co1lj1mq3j Před 3 lety +18

      I wouldn't care at all, I love my dad too much

    • @xmrssakamakix2875
      @xmrssakamakix2875 Před 3 lety +14

      I wish my dad would..he's just not there

  • @Juan-mn3kt
    @Juan-mn3kt Před 3 lety +16

    "I had to let you know that everything about me was you" hits me every time.

  • @brittanymarie148
    @brittanymarie148 Před 3 lety +6

    I lost my dad when I was 5 years old. He drank alot to battle demons he had from fighting in desert storm and stopped drinking to try save himself but it was too late. This song hits me harder then any song has in a long time. I can't listen to this song without crying but whenever I miss my dad I play it and it helps so much. I'm happy she still has her dad because this man saves lives. Mine included.

    • @niteshxde6972
      @niteshxde6972 Před 3 lety

      RIP your dad. i'm sorry for your loss. he's still with you tho he never left

  • @NabK15
    @NabK15 Před 3 lety +164

    He sang "part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you" and I felt that.

  • @OhLookAGoth
    @OhLookAGoth Před 3 lety +29

    He sounds tired, he sounds like he's in pain. This song is so beautiful. We're proud of you for how far you've come, Colson.

  • @Professoar
    @Professoar Před 2 lety +1

    My friend Ryan just recently died. He taught me how to write music and even gave me my first guitar. He really enjoyed Travis Barker and Blink 182, and I know if he was still alive he would enjoy listening to the album with me..... I'm playing this for both of you today

  • @makenzie284
    @makenzie284 Před 3 lety +5

    SO THIS SONG MADE ME CRY SO UNBELIEVABLY HARD LIKE BROOOOOO. This soundtrack is full of raw emotion. I haven’t heard anything like this before and that’s just one part of what makes this soundtrack so good. To listen to some of his older songs and compare them to these, it really shows his growth and creativity. I really love how he’s bringing back the pop punk genre with this soundtrack. These lyrics are SO deep and meaningful, it’s hard to find that in this day in age.
    His determination is so inspiring as well. If I recall correctly, this is his fifth album. He has worked so unbelievably hard to get where he is now and it really shows. He’s just an inspiration on so many levels. He never gave up. He’s had so much happen to him in his life and he hasn’t let it stop him from achieving his dreams. Some of his songs really hit home like this one and lonely.
    Every single song in this soundtrack just hits different. I go from head banging to wanting to cry because the lyrics are so deep and relatable. I’m just so grateful for this man. His music has helped me through so much. He’s the reason I started listening to pop punk again. I really hope he continues with this genre.

  • @dominicasoto4585
    @dominicasoto4585 Před 3 lety +28

    The type of dad all us girls deserve ♡
    Even if you didn't get to have one. Don't ever forget that this is the type of love you deserve 💕

  • @wozixshd9078
    @wozixshd9078 Před 3 lety +69

    this song got me sobbing

  • @t.j._edits9669
    @t.j._edits9669 Před 3 lety +46

    "We should have seen the signs!"
    Well everyone, here's your sign...
    Colson, be strong brother...

  • @caitlynrolfe5738
    @caitlynrolfe5738 Před 3 lety +4

    The amount of shit MGK's music has helped me through since 13. I love this man. His music heals me and I cry everytime i hear this song

  • @katieschlegel9688
    @katieschlegel9688 Před 3 lety +454

    As somebody who has lost their dad to suicide, this really hit home.

  • @parkerskare7145
    @parkerskare7145 Před 3 lety +21

    I've never stayed up for an album to release. I've never been more excited for an album to be released. And I will never be more sad when the day comes when he is gone. Colson cured my depression from heartbreak that I got the last couple of months. When the day comes we will lower the flags and take a moment to recognize the impact Colson has had on the lives of people.

  • @kristofertryner635
    @kristofertryner635 Před 7 měsíci +3

    my wife died in august 20 2023. ive played this song everyday since. would have been together 9 years on feb 14th

  • @ddraychild5632
    @ddraychild5632 Před 2 lety +4

    My dad died last year. Since then, I've had to skip this song because all I can think of is him and I don't like the pain it causes. However, when I need to be close to him I listen to this song and allow my mind to pull up the memories of him. Thank you, MGK, for giving me a way to be close to my dad again. I know this world is hard, but I hope you can find a light in the darkness. Hope you're all (MGK and fans) doing well. Much love to everyone.

  • @valeriehermosillo2689
    @valeriehermosillo2689 Před 3 lety +138

    Imagine listening to this and looking at the stars. That would be everything!

  • @nehakarthik9104
    @nehakarthik9104 Před 3 lety +24

    this album is one of his best albums hands down🥺

  • @laratedeschi9232
    @laratedeschi9232 Před 3 lety +6

    It’s tragic how beautifully put this is, he’s so aware of the hurt it’ll cause but he still thinks it’s for the best. I hope you feel it will be alright soon

  • @gandmco
    @gandmco Před 4 měsíci +2

    this album is fucking aging like fine wine

  • @bellamichelle6248
    @bellamichelle6248 Před 3 lety +99

    And honestly “part of me doesn’t want this cruel world to know you” facts

  • @tidepod13
    @tidepod13 Před 3 lety +68

    I cant stomach the thought of mgk dying

  • @tytinlin2737
    @tytinlin2737 Před 3 lety +6

    This song made me realize what i want in life.. and also what i cant have.. the one thing i want is the one thing i cant have.. this world will beat you down until you feel like its impossible to go on... just keep your head up and push through.

  • @erinlopez9636
    @erinlopez9636 Před 2 lety +4

    This is the only song my daughter will calm down for. She will stop crying completely just to hear this song. She falls asleep to it. She absolutely loves MGK.

  • @sarahstark6608
    @sarahstark6608 Před 3 lety +32

    So I’m an addict (in recovery) and a widow. My husband of 16 years overdosed 6 years ago and left behind myself and our 2 children (now 17 and 10). I’ve been a fan of MGK for a few years now but this song hit me more than any song I have ever heard before.....there are no words to describe how incredible of an artist you are. Keep doing you and growing, you will be one of those artists that will always be talked about.
    To all those who are suffering from addiction or the loss of a loved one to overdose, your not alone❤️✌🏼

    • @nirzara7176
      @nirzara7176 Před 3 lety +3

      Stay strong queen. Sending respect and love your way. Have a great day and year

    • @fawnkynett
      @fawnkynett Před 3 lety +1

      My sister passed at 37yo 4months ago due to addiction. She left behind 3 beautiful children that now stand no chance of ever knowing her... Thank you for this comment. Gave me goosies it hit so close. Stay strong Sis. Every moment a lil bit stronger. 💖

    • @tiffanyberwind2668
      @tiffanyberwind2668 Před 3 lety

      I’m sorry for your loss Sarah. Happy to hear you’re in recovery. I’m in recovery as well, and lost a very close friend to an overdose in December of 2019. This song hit me hard too. It hurts to lose people to addiction but I believe you gained an angel and I also believe he is cheering you on from Heaven. Keep trudging through girl. Do whatever you need to do to protect your sobriety. ♥️

  • @martu1446
    @martu1446 Před 3 lety +38

    The first song I cried with in a while... so fucking sad and beautiful at the same time

  • @BluemanC
    @BluemanC Před 2 měsíci +1

    No one loves you more than your daughter. Happy Dads Day MGK 🎶

  • @veryrare2140
    @veryrare2140 Před 3 lety +11

    “Part of me doesn’t want this cruel world to know you” I’m literally crying

  • @derekreel5473
    @derekreel5473 Před 3 lety +33

    As a dad that has dealt with depression and issues with sobriety this song made me literally come to tears ive been with the est fam since 100 words and runnin and mgks music has always helped me through my struggles i couldnt imagine not being here for my girls 😔 est 4 life lace tf up

  • @unknownregions2716
    @unknownregions2716 Před 3 lety +215

    We love you kells. You your daughter Megan slim rook THE WHOLE EST FAMILY IS LOVED ALWAYS

    • @krsnastillhere
      @krsnastillhere Před 3 lety +6

      EST fam been through so much they have been with mgk from the scratch let the gang be making records and finally i need mgk to win a GRAMMY

    • @riddhimasinghrana12
      @riddhimasinghrana12 Před 3 lety +3

      @@krsnastillhere YESSS

    • @riddhimasinghrana12
      @riddhimasinghrana12 Před 3 lety +1

      @Naomi Gray probably forgot the comma i think she meant your daughter, megan,slim,rook

    • @unknownregions2716
      @unknownregions2716 Před 3 lety

      Naomi Gray I know I didn’t write her name down , I just said your daughter lol 😂

    • @unknownregions2716
      @unknownregions2716 Před 3 lety

      Riddhima Rana yeah and he* 😂😂😂

  • @kirstenbeere3253
    @kirstenbeere3253 Před měsícem +1

    As an original emo kid I appreciate your music so much. Takes me right back to Warped Tour days. Time to go apply some eyeliner and bang out to this until my hearts content.

  • @joshsherman1664
    @joshsherman1664 Před rokem +7

    Thank you for writing this so we don’t have to feel like we are crying alone

  • @leahmathew6635
    @leahmathew6635 Před 3 lety +54

    leave it to kells to rip my heart out, stomp on it, and put it back together with one song