"Bad Thoughts" (Remastered) | Somnium Music

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  • čas přidán 11. 04. 2022
  • This is a remastered version of my song Bad Thoughts, let me know what you think!
    Welcome to Somnium Music, I compose all types of music that which i use for videos on my main channel, where i narrate horror stories, check it out: / @darksomnium
    If you enjoy my music, make sure to like, comment and subscribe!
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Komentáře • 220

  • @miainsel6577
    @miainsel6577 Před rokem +83

    I know this isn't much, and I'll be lost in the sea of other comments. This song always resonated with me whenever i heard it in a narration. I didn't realize all the music you composed was on a seperate channel until recently. It's been wonderful listening to all of it. I find myself humming this song in particular when I'm struggling, it helps. I just wanted to say thank you for dedicating your time to narrations and music the way you do. It's helped me get through life and I'm sure it's helped so many others as well. Thank you, Somnium.

    • @SomniumMusic
      @SomniumMusic  Před rokem +17

    • @RainRemnant
      @RainRemnant Před rokem +8

      Not lost in the sea, your comment matters to the creator and at least 20 others, but you matter more. Enjoy the music 😊

    • @miainsel6577
      @miainsel6577 Před rokem +5

      @@RainRemnant aw, thank you :3

  • @PaulMcMinotaur
    @PaulMcMinotaur Před 2 lety +111

    I like how sparse the melody is. It’s like the vague memory of a song that’s faded away, and now all you can make out are a few skeletal notes that fell across a chord change and made you feel something once.
    The structural elements are still there, but there’s a wind blowing through where the walls once were…

    • @jasoncarto
      @jasoncarto Před rokem +5

      This is actually his content at its best. That specific sensation. Melancholic for what was lost, but still nostalgic for what once was. The happy part of sadness, or perhaps the sad part of happiness.

  • @TheLooterArmy
    @TheLooterArmy Před 2 lety +8

    Laying in bed having a crippling anxiety attack coupled with an ongoing soul-wrenching existential crisis and I found this. Or maybe it found me.Thank you for making the loud world quiet again.

  • @SageOrion
    @SageOrion Před 2 lety +83

    Really good song. It makes me feel like there’s some distant memory just out of reach. Besides that, it’s just fantastic ambience. The background fits really well too.

    • @SageOrion
      @SageOrion Před 2 lety +5

      @@cgplays9damn. You sure showed me. I’ll have to remember to use that one next time I’m in 2011.

    • @SomniumMusic
      @SomniumMusic  Před 2 lety +6

      Thank you so much :)

    • @calypsosnowy
      @calypsosnowy Před 2 lety +2

      @@SomniumMusic if the original was associated with torrential rain, this one is associated with a blizzard, that's what this song makes me think of

    • @subzzythederp3776
      @subzzythederp3776 Před 2 lety

      @@SomniumMusic n nini

    • @subzzythederp3776
      @subzzythederp3776 Před 2 lety

      @@calypsosnowy nii in i ini. I i ininii ini

  • @peoplesguy7751
    @peoplesguy7751 Před 2 lety +52

    I really enjoyed this one, and I got chills at 1:05 . Beautifully done, and I think I could listen to an entire album of shit like this. Bravo Ronnie

    • @Darksomnium
      @Darksomnium Před 2 lety

      thank you :)

    • @northstar7261
      @northstar7261 Před 2 lety +1

      I found his music on Spotify and made a playlist it’s amazing great inspiration for writing

    • @Darksomnium
      @Darksomnium Před 2 lety +2

      @@northstar7261 thank you so much :D

  • @jamesnacho950
    @jamesnacho950 Před 2 lety +8

    I need a 10 hour version of this... I can't imagine the lost life within my dreams I could live whilst asleep drifting

  • @timverrecchia1654
    @timverrecchia1654 Před 11 měsíci +2

    that bell sound or keyboard which kicks in from the 1 min mark, i feel it in my soul

  • @oh-my-goddess-horror
    @oh-my-goddess-horror Před 2 lety +5

    I listen to this at least once a day. A beautiful song.

  • @spencerlarson9357
    @spencerlarson9357 Před 4 měsíci +2

    somnium's music is one of the only things that calms me

  • @yasutakeuchi
    @yasutakeuchi Před 2 lety +8

    I love that you’ve leveraged creepy pastas to generate an audience for your music while making a living doing what you love.

  • @HippieInHeart
    @HippieInHeart Před rokem +6

    I think the last words from her are closest to the truth. My theory about what happened: They both went out there on this camping trip. Something snatched them both up and used them for some sort of fuel/nutrition in a parasitic way, while keeping them in some sort of imaginary fantasy world type of thing. Most of the things that either of them wrote/recorded were done within that illusion and never took place in the reality. Everything up to the point when they set up their camp was probably real, but then afterwards they were both taken into the forest clearing thing and all the stuff that happened afterwards is only happening within their imaginations.

  • @commonape2801
    @commonape2801 Před 2 lety +3

    This has always been my favourite song from you, so glad to see it remastered 👍

  • @Imjustmeiguess
    @Imjustmeiguess Před 2 měsíci +2

    I listen to this every day. Cannot say what it does to me, even the best author and you narrating couldn’t begin to navigate my mind during my listening of it. But I smile. And I imagine peace . And for that, I’m thankful

  • @IvanBias24
    @IvanBias24 Před rokem +2

    This and "our Pain" both make me feel like I can be vulnerable, thank you

  • @darthtano9953
    @darthtano9953 Před 2 lety +3

    I lately revisited your dark somnium album and I’ve gotta say one of if not the best music I’ve ever heard in my life and this song is also amazing as well

  • @saintnoxr
    @saintnoxr Před 2 lety +33

    It feels amazing to me how you made all those scary sounds and unsettling stories turn into a safe place for me to go whenever I'm not feeling well or can't sleep, you're one of my favorite artists and I wish you to know my life has been easier and way more enjoyable since the day I found out about your narrations and music. Thank you!

    • @Melbiza
      @Melbiza Před 6 měsíci +2

      same dude...

  • @TheWindsVoice333
    @TheWindsVoice333 Před 2 lety +15

    I just wanna say that during this rough part of the year for me I've had this on repeat for a while. It's the only video in my youtube Downloads. The fact that is just got remastered now feels like it was meant to be. Thank you.

    • @Darksomnium
      @Darksomnium Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you so much.

    • @TheWindsVoice333
      @TheWindsVoice333 Před 2 lety +2

      @@Darksomnium I'm curious about the relationship between this song and the Shattered Life Theme you did since they share a leitmotif there at the end. Was that purposeful? Which did you write first, if you remember?

  • @jankarlovic
    @jankarlovic Před 2 lety +7

    At my lowest and highest I always come to your music. On one hand Embers of Love makes me think of some of the happiest memories in my life and on the other there's Bad Thoughts which was one of the first songs I heard from you and the one that led me into the whole album. It really helps to cope with stuff with music you can feel and not just sit in silence so thank you for that Ronnie.

  • @Carcinomatic
    @Carcinomatic Před 2 lety +4

    Oh my god, I first listened to the OG in my first year of middle school, I'm in high school now as a freshman. Takes me back. Happy to have been here so long, I hope you reach some form of greatness and endless happiness. You've done so much for my childhood, thank you.

    • @Darksomnium
      @Darksomnium Před 2 lety +1

      Wow thank you so much :) I'm honored

  • @eva.sativa
    @eva.sativa Před 2 lety +4

    ronnie this is an absolute masterpiece i can’t even describe the feelings it evokes within me, brings up an emotion that i’ve never felt before and i can’t remember the last time anything made me feel like that. thank you

  • @mnalghrenn
    @mnalghrenn Před 2 lety +4

    So many memories of your voice leading Into this song at the end. You really are a gift to us, Ronnie. You give us so much entertainment and thought and I can't thank you enough.

  • @annolog
    @annolog Před rokem +1

    I've always been a fan of the more melancholic and depressing music. This one's slow, like a broken man trudging though all the dirt and grime of the path he calls life. Thank you for your narrations, thank you for your music and thank you for bringing me entertainment. I wish you the best of luck in life.
    ~ Anthony

  • @SomniumMusic
    @SomniumMusic  Před 2 lety +71

    This is a remastered version of my song Bad Thoughts, let me know what you think!

    • @IzzardtheLizzard
      @IzzardtheLizzard Před 2 lety +4

      Love it absolutely amazing

    • @The-mcnuggit-man
      @The-mcnuggit-man Před 2 lety +3

      It’s amazing

    • @billvenetian4568
      @billvenetian4568 Před 2 lety +2

      Stunning really, especially after “in land of black and white” beautifully haunting

    • @SomniumMusic
      @SomniumMusic  Před 2 lety +3

      @@billvenetian4568 thank you so much :D i love that story

    • @jakeheckert2494
      @jakeheckert2494 Před 2 lety +1

      Fantastic as always. I listen to your music on Apple Music when doing homework, or alternatively the NoSleep Radio 🙂

  • @moos1n
    @moos1n Před rokem +5

    Its like someone whose dying is trying to play a song with fading strength so they don't have to die in silence.
    I absolutely adore this song, it literally always hits.

  • @sirennexus1675
    @sirennexus1675 Před 2 lety +3

    This is beautiful. The low but soft piano is relaxing, but suspenseful enough to keep me waiting for…something, then the melody hit, and it was absolutely chilling. Those notes sound so cold and dissonant while simultaneously being bold. This whole song, to me, at least, conveys layers of anguish-the concept that even when others are aware of your another’s depression or general internal suffering, they may never be able to truly understand the true depth of it.

  • @Magicw1zrd
    @Magicw1zrd Před 8 měsíci +1

    This has always been my favorite of your pieces. The original gave this sense of hopelessness but at the same time a sense of comfort that I haven’t gotten from anything else. The remaster just turned that dial up by 100%. Amazing job and I’m excited to see where your talents will lead you in your future!

  • @sungodra999
    @sungodra999 Před 2 lety +8

    Omg yes, please put this on Spotify too😭🙏🏾 I’m so glad to have these and I can really hear the quality difference🧘🏾‍♂️☀️

    • @Darksomnium
      @Darksomnium Před 2 lety +3

      it should be up there tonight or tommorow :)

    • @residentJokeBiden
      @residentJokeBiden Před 2 lety +2

      I can even hear the difference without my hearing aid and i like both but this one wow

  • @imagine778
    @imagine778 Před 2 lety +4

    This is so beautiful. Been really listening to your wake up album lately and it’s so nice but it really makes me feel sad when I listen to them. I’m not really sure why but I still love listening to your music because it really helps me out. the background you used here is so pretty.

  • @Exiicutioner
    @Exiicutioner Před 2 lety +1

    What?! REMASTERED?!?! HELL YEAH!!! I LISTEN TO THE ORIGINAL A LOT, OMG THANK YOUUU

  • @swedishmom
    @swedishmom Před 2 lety +4

    Hi Mr Somni! 👋💕It's more "Sad thoughts". 😔
    You did a great job! Really hope you get
    the future you want in music!!!

  • @Doad18
    @Doad18 Před 2 lety +1

    I love your music, it's obscure and fantastic like tally hall in a way.

  • @residentJokeBiden
    @residentJokeBiden Před 2 lety +2

    Ima just say that one story this song was in is my favorite story and it got me through my dad grandma and 3 other family members dieing between 2018 and 2021 i also lost some coworkers to the virus but none of the family was due to the virus.

  • @liamsmith9407
    @liamsmith9407 Před 2 lety

    This music makes my soal vibrate. An excellent musician. Well done.

  • @DeetTenebris
    @DeetTenebris Před 2 lety +1

    Ahhh, yes... One of my favorites songs of yours. The ending of "That's not a suicide note" was so amazingly beautiful.

  • @Sorchia56
    @Sorchia56 Před rokem +2

    It’s a beautiful song. For some reason it fits perfectly with how I’m feeling over my big brother’s death and the memories of our childhood and adult lives. We were inseparable. It’s very strange to out live your sibling’s.

    • @Darksomnium
      @Darksomnium Před rokem +2

      im so sorry for your loss.

    • @Sorchia56
      @Sorchia56 Před rokem +1

      @@Darksomnium Oh my word! Thank you for your kindness, I have tears in my eyes! You have a brilliant soul, truly. And yes, I really did go to iTunes and purchase your music. It is beautiful and powerful at the same time. What a talented man you are. Never give up on anything! Thank you again, I’m sure my brother is smiling too. With much appreciation, Sorchia 🍀

  • @purpledrakon1307
    @purpledrakon1307 Před 2 lety +3

    Was always one of my favorite songs of yours, still is. You have very good music for reading and thinking and this one in particular has been my favorites for those things, Excellent job!

  • @glocknessmonster115
    @glocknessmonster115 Před 2 lety +1

    Your music is so good at terrifying me I had a small panic attack, bravo

  • @SomeOne-se5xc
    @SomeOne-se5xc Před 2 lety +13

    I’m not really good with expressing myself but I wanted you thank you for both your narrations and music. Your voice is really soothing to listen to and it’s incredible the effort you put into your creations, I really enjoy your music so much. Thank you!

  • @SadadCh
    @SadadCh Před 2 lety +1

    Your work never cease to amaze me Ron. Great work as always, didn't know this could be better.

  • @theenglishman3657
    @theenglishman3657 Před rokem +2

    I really love this song

  • @littlefairygirl161
    @littlefairygirl161 Před rokem +1

    Oh gosh I’m in love with this.❤ that gasp you added into it really goes with it. and that lovely piano chord after the gasp, I just love it. this one really makes me tear up cause of how sorrowful and beautiful it is.

  • @Tacos-nu7ef
    @Tacos-nu7ef Před 2 lety +1

    Painfully Beautiful...

  • @Sorchia56
    @Sorchia56 Před rokem

    I love this channel! Brilliant, cheers.

  • @jinthezone7629
    @jinthezone7629 Před 2 lety +2

    why the hell dont you have more subs?!?!?! Your work is amazing

    • @Darksomnium
      @Darksomnium Před 2 lety

      tank you! that means alot to me :D

  • @Dysfunctonauts
    @Dysfunctonauts Před 2 lety

    Will always be a favorite to go back to, always captures emotion so well. Especially in a hard time, nice to go back to and reflect on things.

  • @justinleake318
    @justinleake318 Před 2 lety

    Thank you for making this. The amount of emotion you put into this is nothing short of amazing. Its so ethereal, familliar, and sad. Im glad i was able to find this.

  • @SpoiledPotatoe
    @SpoiledPotatoe Před 2 lety +1

    Definitely one of my favorites by you!

  • @skylarmorningstar2192
    @skylarmorningstar2192 Před 2 lety

    Love it. Slow, somber with alot of emotions and feelings in it relaxing in a way too

  • @ezduzitgarcia784
    @ezduzitgarcia784 Před 2 lety

    This is one of my favorite songs as well as the story 'This is not a suicide note'
    Makes me twiztid inside, really hit a spot I wasn't expecting.

    • @dumpsterpsycho2894
      @dumpsterpsycho2894 Před 2 lety +1

      That story actually gets me teary eyed because it’s sad to see someone scared of losing his mind.

    • @ezduzitgarcia784
      @ezduzitgarcia784 Před 2 lety

      @@dumpsterpsycho2894 I know, it had me the same way. Also questioning did he really end up committing because of being scared of losing it. That was straight up sad,

  • @darkrogue1108
    @darkrogue1108 Před 2 lety

    I've been looking for this song for about 2 years now, thank you so much for the upload as always

  • @rizkybizkut6044
    @rizkybizkut6044 Před 2 lety

    DEFINITELY MORE OF THIS STUFF!!!!!! very great job my dude 👍

  • @db-qj3ge
    @db-qj3ge Před 9 měsíci

    I really enjoy this track and appreciate that you create and share your music for your narrations. I find it very somber but also soothing. I have this track and the original on my personal playlist on repeat as one of ADHD background music lists when I'm working. Thanks for helping me focus

  • @Blaze78x
    @Blaze78x Před 2 lety +1

    I genuinely love both versions as they both take my mind away to some far away memories and lost thoughts, the melancholic tones bring up old repressed memories, yet somehow in a good way. There is *feeling* in this song and I vibe with it. You are a true artist.

  • @K41ZR
    @K41ZR Před 2 lety

    Lovely track. Stuff like this is always great for end of the day decompression. You're an amazing music artist

  • @Thekillerkid1
    @Thekillerkid1 Před 2 lety +2

    I love it I can’t wait till you put on ur new album

  • @tannysasmr
    @tannysasmr Před 2 lety

    Beautiful, thank you for this

  • @IsaoSoichiro
    @IsaoSoichiro Před 2 lety

    This is so beautiful

  • @Scp-wp7ky
    @Scp-wp7ky Před 2 lety

    Really calming and gentle I like it

  • @LasagnaQueen
    @LasagnaQueen Před 2 lety +1

    I love this one

  • @marauder1085
    @marauder1085 Před 2 lety

    It sounds so beautiful

  • @jacksonrowley8158
    @jacksonrowley8158 Před 2 lety +1

    Dude this is so good. I can’t believe this is the first I’ve heard of your music

    • @ghostt4163
      @ghostt4163 Před 2 lety

      youve most likely heard a lot of it, he uses it in all his videos its super cool

  • @semper_tenebris
    @semper_tenebris Před 2 lety

    my favorite song of yours, now remastered and even better

  • @mc12358
    @mc12358 Před 2 lety

    Perfect combination of beauty and haunting melancholy. Amazing piece!

  • @Deqster
    @Deqster Před 2 lety

    Whoa it definitely has a new depth to it... Gonna listen again on studio monitors, then judge. 🤩

  • @StayFrostyX279
    @StayFrostyX279 Před rokem

    The song always tugs at some melancholic desire. As if something is ending... I have a hard time finishing the song and it’s damned beautiful. It definitely stirs up the feeling of a Nostalgia I can’t quite place anymore. Whether it’s better that I’ve forgotten the source of that nostalgia or not is... concerning and I dare not find the answer for it.

  • @elyfar
    @elyfar Před rokem

    This is beautiful. I find myself coming back to this track so often (and breakout!). Thank you for making this, and everything else you've created and shared. Keep up the amazing work

  • @sunnybear0598
    @sunnybear0598 Před 2 lety +7

    My mind can't seem to grasp the fact that its been three year's already.......three year's since this masterpiece came out, and it still gives me that almost indescribable feeling of being all alone but at peace, its both terrifying and beautiful. You once again outdid yourself. Thank You and great job. :)

  • @222revenge
    @222revenge Před 2 lety

    i needed this song today. thanks for gettig me out of my depressive rut. this version is still melancholic but a lot more hopeful

  • @Melbiza
    @Melbiza Před 8 měsíci +1

    I Love this.....

  • @takocat9618
    @takocat9618 Před 2 lety +2

    I'm waiting to get depressed or sad to listen to this song but haven't happened in a few years 🤔 great song i love it :3

    • @Darksomnium
      @Darksomnium Před 2 lety +2

      im happy to hear that! haha

    • @ArDeeMee
      @ArDeeMee Před 2 lety

      Don‘t worry, you are still allowed to enjoy good music no matter your current mood!

    • @takocat9618
      @takocat9618 Před 2 lety

      @@Darksomnium thanks :3

    • @takocat9618
      @takocat9618 Před 2 lety +1

      @@ArDeeMee definitely :3

  • @Paul180
    @Paul180 Před 2 lety

    Insanely good song!!

  • @juliangonzalez8848
    @juliangonzalez8848 Před 2 lety

    woke up to listen to this again really did a great job❤️

  • @acid_tongue_4315
    @acid_tongue_4315 Před 2 lety

    YOOO? New bop just dropped

  • @punnygod6287
    @punnygod6287 Před 2 lety

    Who knew perfection could get better?

  • @noobsaibot9490
    @noobsaibot9490 Před 2 lety

    It's my get ready and walk to work music. I get up at 4 am. Rain, sleet or snow.

  • @shannonmontes9412
    @shannonmontes9412 Před 2 lety

    This, and “among the roots”, are my favorites!

  • @zeo5527
    @zeo5527 Před 2 lety

    This is really special. I love your music.

  • @furboy6268
    @furboy6268 Před 2 lety

    Amazing

  • @theoneandonly69420
    @theoneandonly69420 Před 2 lety

    Absolutely stunning. The sheer emotion and somber nature of this gave me chills. One of my favorite sorts of songs from you as of recently would have to be the theme used in Burrgr entries creepypasta. Left me spooked 🥶

  • @nunfykon
    @nunfykon Před 2 lety

    YES!! the original was already so amazing, when i saw this i clicked immediately. amazing work!!! literally gave me chills

  • @TheGraeWarrior
    @TheGraeWarrior Před rokem +2

    Has this been used in a story yet? Your music isn’t just music like not other crap these days. It always makes you feel. Weather it’s the highest highs or my lowest days.. there is always something to just get lost in. Keep doing what you do. We’ll keep listening and showing the love ❤

    • @Flashlight-cq3nz
      @Flashlight-cq3nz Před rokem +1

      I found this music through a story of his called "there is something wrong with my girlfriend", a really good one you should listen to, its a great story

  • @jasoncarto
    @jasoncarto Před 2 lety

    YES I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS

  • @solublequill5714
    @solublequill5714 Před 2 lety

    Brooo i loved this song before but now it's beyond that

  • @LurkZ77
    @LurkZ77 Před 2 lety +1

    beautiful

  • @davidforan5833
    @davidforan5833 Před 2 lety

    What happens when the stars go out....love the song and story

  • @gespacho0902
    @gespacho0902 Před 2 lety +2

    Who's cuttin onions in my damn room 😓😓😓

  • @itRemindsMeThatItNotSoBad

    You are an artist

  • @IzzardtheLizzard
    @IzzardtheLizzard Před 2 lety +1

    I love your music

  • @IzzardtheLizzard
    @IzzardtheLizzard Před 2 lety +1

    omg so beautiful

  • @jamiescott1062
    @jamiescott1062 Před 2 lety

    Feels like I’m stuck in a really dark part of a screwed up comp game(good game let’s be straight on that 1)! Like it! Helps I’m a gamer to!😂

  • @Norannmcguire
    @Norannmcguire Před 2 lety

    As good as ever ✊✊✊

  • @rasheed226
    @rasheed226 Před 2 lety +1

    Letssssss Goooooooooo!!!!!!

  • @gemmyferr
    @gemmyferr Před rokem +2

    Thanks

    • @Darksomnium
      @Darksomnium Před rokem +2

      late reply but thank you so much! :)

  • @pockyferret
    @pockyferret Před 3 měsíci +1

    I externally cry when it hits 1:05

    • @pockyferret
      @pockyferret Před 27 dny

      It's been 2 months
      1:05 doesn't hit the same

  • @juliangonzalez8848
    @juliangonzalez8848 Před 2 lety

    Wow ronnie the song sounds a lot more perfected

  • @moozey11
    @moozey11 Před 2 lety +2

    Great content! Next could you post the song from What Lies Beyond Reality? The one where the portal opens

    • @Darksomnium
      @Darksomnium Před 2 lety +1

      ill check to see which song that is :D

    • @moozey11
      @moozey11 Před 2 lety

      @@Darksomnium Thanks! I'm the guy from Discord who asked for it for the Dnd session that is coming up very quickly

    • @SomniumMusic
      @SomniumMusic  Před 2 lety

      oh dang! im sorry, i hope its not too late.

    • @moozey11
      @moozey11 Před 2 lety

      @@SomniumMusic not too late, still have about a week!

  • @amandabrazell4229
    @amandabrazell4229 Před rokem +2

    This is weird...I've been trying to think what this song is called, and it shows up. DS, you read minds as well??? Lol

  • @Enucius
    @Enucius Před 2 lety

    The Original was my favorite song of yours, Until you uploaded this. This is Amazing!

  • @agentketchup4635
    @agentketchup4635 Před 6 měsíci +1

    "Am now"

  • @ruztees7143
    @ruztees7143 Před 2 lety

    Beautiful remaster Ronnie! Have you thought of remastering Melancholy Nights ever??

    • @SomniumMusic
      @SomniumMusic  Před 2 lety

      Yes I have! im working on a few more remasters too :)