Tip: if your scared someone will read your vent book, when you make your vent book put the vents far in the middle of the book so people will think it’s just a blank book! Hope this helped!
Your idea is pretty good, but imo I wouldn’t do that bc i wouldn’t bother flipping all the way to the middle. And u can’t use a bookmark bc others might use the bookmark and flip into ur vents. That’s why I vent in my brain
I hid mine under my mattress, my brother found it and read it all, then yelled at me for it. He invaded my space, I never go in his room but he looked under my mattress?! I was so mad at him.. He's manipulative in a way so he made me think for a long time that it was normal for youngest sibling to have no privacy.. I hate him
@hotsouse5569 a vent book is like a journal expect u write ur personal stuff ( like if u do sh if ur suffering from depression , Anxiety ect mostly mental stuff) it helps u deal with things better and not for u to keep it in ur mind and suck it up. It helps so I recommend if ur suffering from something mentally u do a vent book. Js make sure to hide it somewhere nobody can find it. Btw it can also be used to write ur anger and stuff like that it dosent need to be if ur suffering from smth or like that. (SRRY FOR THIS LONG ASS REPLY.)
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Other places to hide them: 10. Under some clothes 9. In a drawer 8. Your closet 7. Behind a drawer 6. Your favorite spot 5. The place nobody knows about 4. Maybe in a bush or tree 3. A tiny space 2. Behind a sign that doesn’t hang 1. Behind a tv, under the couch, somewhere in the couch cushions or in a cabinet somewhere Hope this helped ❤
Tips if you have a vent book: 1.make the cover all cutesy and pretty 2.fill the first and last pages with cute stuff too 3. After every vent entry, do something pretty 4. Hide it in an open spot, but not too open, eg. randomly in the middle of a stack of school textbooks or like actual journals 5. Use code words a lot, eg. su¡c¡de= flom (use words that don’t exist) Having a vent book is certainly not a trend!! Do NOT use a vent book just cuz many people have it, some people actually suffer. I’ve had a vent book before I even knew what a vent book was. I used to call it dump diary for some reason. Whatever that’s not the point. Just remember, I love you
Thank you! I recently got a notebook and this is the first time I’ve heard of a vent book. I’ll definitely use these tips! (I’m struggling with self harm so I’m not doing it for a trend or whatever)
Even if it is sort of a "trend," i wouldn't recommend dissuading anyone from using it, personally. Even if you don't "actually suffer," you might not have a healthy way to explore your emotions or get them out. Even if something is as 'small' as a plan getting ruined, people are entitled to a healthy outlet regardless of the extent to their problems. Denying people the right or making them feel like they shouldn't do something that is a healthy coping mechanism, could spiral them into a much worse state of mind. Also, I'm not trying to be rude or call you out or anything, I'm just suggesting you remove that bottom part. Everyone should be able to use a vent book regardless of how 'trendy' it is or how small their issues. Thanks :)
maybe write down vents on a device, like, if on a phone then maybe there are apps/webs..or idk that you can write down stuff on and lock them/keel them private?? I dont know.. but the new default app on apple Journal, has a security lock.
what I do is write my vents down on a writing app and then delete them afterwards That way nobody can physically find them like if they were in a book or if they went through my phone or smth
@@JustShortAfdo it on ur notes app, lock the note and put the title as random/scrambled letters so they wont get suspicious. That’s what I do all the time, please don’t bottle up ur emotions. Its not worth it 🫂
I don’t physically have a vent book as I’m way to scared of someone finding it instead I made a Minecraft world with a book in it and I hide the book every time I leave the world, just another option if your someone’s who’s really paranoid like me. Remember your not in this alone and there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel your so amazing and strong and this random stranger on the internet is telling you they are so so proud of you
Here, For those who think vent books are a trend. Vent books are there to help your feelings convert properly, And it also makes people comfterful writing all there feelings on a sheet of paper rather then keeping there feelings all rattled up in there head, Vent books are also there to help people with ASHMA OR ETC grow out, Because ASHMA Can grow out (to/for those who didn't know it could)
I've been reading the comments. And they make me realize how lucky i am to be born with a mom that understands me. When i told her i SH she didn't yell at me
I have a list of tips for yall with ur vent book. 1. Put your venting writing in the middle of the book so anyone who sees the book assumes its blank (EDIT: I THINK SOMEBODY ALREADY WROTE ABOUT THIS FIRST TIP AND IF SO I APOLOGIZE I DIDNT KNOW 😬) 2. Try not to draw too much attention to its hiding place (example: putting a lot of stuff coincidentally under your bed to help hide it) Your parents/guardians might get suspicious! 3. (And this is obvious but ill still put this here.) Dont bring it with you everywhere but dont leave it laying around too much! 4. (And this is what i do) do some random stuff for the first pages like sketches for example so people will think its a sketchbook! 5. (For people with strict parents/guardians) You'll need to most likely hide it in a place where your guardian(s) would least expect it like a game box (that is in the video) although you could put something on top of it to conceal it! 6. (Game box) if your parents/guardians find the game box and open it to see the book and they start asking questions, you should subtly lie like with the previous sketching tip! (EDIT 2: IDK WHAT I WAS THINKING WHEN I WROTE THE 6TH TIP SO IF IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE IM SORRY😅) (EDIT 3: THIS ISNT REQUIRED OR ANYTHING IT IS JUST ADVICE. HAVE A GOOD MORNING/DAY/NIGHT AND STAY SAFE AND HEALTHY!) More tips even though nobody asked
Thank you so much for these tips! I appreciate your effort and I'm pretty sure these are very helpful! For me personally I'm planning to buy a storage box with a digits lock and put my venting book in it but I might use these tips too :)
I would suggest writing it a little bit towards the end because people usually flip open the middle pages to see what a book is about and usually not as much the front
200 reasons to live 1. your family 2. your friends 3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something 4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment 5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes 6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes 7. the feeling you get when youre room is tidy 8. the feeling you get when youre laughing hesterically. 9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend 10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile 11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve. 12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit. 13. you’ve never been to disney world. 14. you’ve never been skinny dipping. 15. you’ve never swam in a lake. 16. you’ve never met your idol. 17. you haven’t gotten married. 18. you’ve never decorated your own house. 19. you’ve never saved someone’s life. 20. you haven’t learnt to drive. 21. there is music you haven’t listen too. 22. you have so many more people to meet. 23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong. 24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right. 25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories. 26. you would have been the best mom or dad. 27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life. 28. your friends would suffer. 29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room. 30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt. 31. someone loves you. 32. you are not alone. 33. i’m here for you. 34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross. 35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet. 36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. 37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents. 38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older. 39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever. 40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried. 41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day. 42. finding your person. 43. really soft pillows. 44. eating pizza with your kids and partner. 45. you’ve never danced in the rain. 46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain. 47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried. 48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again. 49. your friends would blame themselves. 50. your mom's smile. 51. your best friend's laugh. 52. your sister would lose her best friend. 53. your cousins that look up to you. 54. hot chocolate on cold days. 55. ice water on hot days. 56. getting a tan. 57. hearing ‘i love you’. 58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day. 59. your birthday. 60. you’ve never been to a nightclub. 61. long hot showers. 62. long steamy baths. 63. freshly shaved legs. 64. perfectly smooth hair. 65. watching people trip over small objects. 66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life. 67. you would regret dying. 68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone. 69. you wake up everyday for a reason. 70. stars. 71. you will always be enough. 72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over. 73. reading powerful quotes. 74. genuine smiles. 75. the crunch of autumn leaves. 76. christmas. 77. christmas eve. 78. decorating the tree. 79. long meaningful hugs. 80. sunsets. 81. ice cream. 82. you never got that puppy. 83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go. 84. rainbows. 85. travelling to new places. 86. funny stories. 87. funny jokes. 88. inside jokes. 89. coffee. 90. your talents would go to waste. 91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy. 92. all nighters with friends. 93. cuddling. 94. reconnecting with old friends and family. 95. smiling. 96. capturing perfect moments on camera. 97. swimming on a hot day. 98. feeling cozy in blankets. 99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with. 100! becoming successful. 101. cute babies. 102. cute old people. 103. love stories that make you jealous. 104. telling crazy stories. 105. watching lightning. 106. watching rain. 107. star gazing. 108. recovery. 109. melted chocolate. 110. freshly baked cookies. 111. late night adventures. 112. overcoming fears. 113. sunday mornings. 114. friday mornings. 115. you’ll be dead, forever. 116. you will make a difference to people. 117. picnics with friends. 118. waking up late. 119. waking up late and ending up being on time. 120. to prove them wrong. 121. to prove them you can. 122. to prove you're strong. 123. to love and be loved. 124. the ocean. 125. pets. 126. very loud music. 127. days out. 128. finishing a book. 129. conversations that just flow. 130. learning new things. 131. you are important. 132. you are wanted. 133. mistakes. 134. snow. 135. sun. 136. flowers. 137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross. 138. new bed sheets. 139. new home decor. 140. roller coasters. 141. theme parks. 142. smiling at strangers. 143. random acts of kindness. 144. the sound of water. 145. visiting a place from your childhood. 146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own. 147. to feel proud. 148. reassurance. 149. cute nicknames. 150. long stares that make you feel loved. 151. meaningful gifts. 152. blowing out candles. 153. meeting online friends in real life. 154. success. 155. to work the job you always wanted. 156. the live the life you dreamt of. 157. babies smiling. 158. sleep. 159. tea. 160. breaking rules. 161. dreams. 162. the last day of school/work. 163. taking pictures. 164. brownies. 165. bubbles. 166. water slides. 167. holidays. 168. to fall asleep on someone. 169. to feel protected. 170. to grow taller. 171. to grow stronger. 172. to grow old. 173. to make memories you’ll cherish. 174. to laugh at old pictures. 175. to be loved by a pet. 176. the first signs of summer. 177. the first signs of autumn. 178. the first signs of winter. 179. the first signs of spring. 180. to binge watch a series. 181. to live independently. 182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself. 183. to not have broken any promises. 184. to fulfill your promises. 185. to breathe. 186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age. 187. so say you’re alive. 188. to know you’re stronger than you think. 189. falling in love. 190. you’ve never snuck out. 191. you’ve never not smashed your phone. 192. you’ve never stayed out all night. 193. you are a kind soul. 194. you have a warm heart. 195. you care for others. 196. the smell of pancakes. 197. when you walk over frosty grass. 198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt 199. i love you. 200! to say you made it. (Ik this may not help and I am sorry
This helped me so much , i cried so many times reading this , thank u so much for giving ppl confidence and love ! I will always remeber you - some stranger in the internet
Does anyone else slightly want aome one to find their book? Like i feel like im screaming for help but everyone around me is deaf. I just wish some one could find mine so they can comfort me without me having to tell them about my struggles
I used to make my friends read mine even if they didnt want to. Just so they would understand i needed help. They never did. Then my mom found it and read it and she just got insanely mad. It's weird how people don't understand that we just need comfort.
more places :D under dressers closet under clothes in your bathroom if you have a sink table that is above ground other books purses & bags under peillow in a binder at school under blankets inside plushies (unzip them and put it inside the plush) bookbag (make sure they don't check it!) say its a journal for school in jackets put it in hollow or unused vents thats all i can think of for now yw if this helped!
Another suggestion, if you have a bookshelf, pull the books forward in a straight line, not all the way, and make sure you do the same with all the other shelves. If it’s small enough, you may be able to slide it behind the rest of the books.
Also inside a pillowcase! You can unzip it and just use the side that doesn't have the book to sleep or use a different pillow if you have multiple Also, if you're scared people will find it anyways, use the notes app (if you have it), lock the note and put the title as random letters like dhskxiaojxkandjs so it doesn't look weird For me, my phone didn't come with the notes app so I downloaded one and it doesn't have the lock feature and it shows the top part of whatever is in the note even before you open it so if you have an app for that then just spam random letters or press enter until the preview of the note is just that and then use it to vent
50 reasons to live your life: 1. finding out what you will end up being in life 2. watching old people hold hands 3. having fun with people you love 4. jumping on your bed listening to your favorite music 5. day dreaming about fun things that make you happy 6. pretending you are already what you want to be when you grow up and creating role plays of you doing your job 7. writing stories you can read to feel happy 8. food and drinks 9. your room 10. eating candy when your parents don’t know 11. decorating your room and other rooms 12. creating nicknames for people in your contacts 13. smelling flowers 14. writing about your day acting like you are telling someone it 15. trying on outfits and rating them 16. staring at the sky daydreaming about random things 17. randomly crying for no reason what so ever 18. hugging your pillows 19. making convos in your head 20. thinking happy thoughts 21. sleeping in your bed 22. going to concerts and singing your head of 23. reading happy books 24. talking to people who make you happy 25. turning on LED lights and staring at the wall 26. drawing random pictures and looking back at them later for memories 27. thinking about your future 28. writing things you like about people you know 29. making potions in the shower and then feeding them to imaginary people pretending they are your enemy 30. taking baths like you did when you were little and remembering you old memories (Part two at 10 likes!!!)
I asked my mom if she would still love me if I had secrets like my sexuality, secrets and other things, she said she would always love me, but love me less if I killed someone (which I will never do) and she would still love me if I was gay or something like that. I love my mom till my soul disappears ❤
Please everyone don't cut your skin because it isn't paper. Just vent with someone ❤ You don't deserve to feel pain and you don't deserve to give yourself more pain by SH. SH will only make it worst. Please speak to someone about how you feel. Feel free to vent❤🥺
“You cant even save yourself” Thats why there is others its a huge loop someone gets fixed and they save others from experiencing what they did Ex: I was depressed and broken but then I met sam and colby (not irl) I started to watch their videos and follow them on other platforms and yknow what happened On insta they posted the meaning of life i’ll tell you what it says because like I said it’s now my job to save others ~• Imagine life like a video game. If Mario could immediately steal back peach and win without issues, it’d be boring. No one would play. The REASON people play the game is because it’s difficult. “Problems” aren’t problems. “Problems are the point.” •~ This is literally what they said, even watching the conjuring house (the latest one) Abigail said “the meaning of life is *love* I hope I saved others lives like how my hero’s saved me….
i have a vent book and i’ve thought of doing sewerslide many times. i’m D.E.A.D. if ANY of my family members find that notebook. i have 7 siblings. if they find my notebook they’ll be concerned for me and probably go tell my parents and i can’t tell them not to tell my parents or they’re gonna tell my parents. it’s a cutesy cover but, oh my gosh… it has some really really dark stuff inside that my parents would NOT want me to be writing. i have also done sh before and i have hid my blade multiple times in my huge closet. i’m proud to say i’m about 5 years free of sh ❤ i have thrown my blade away… but if my parents ever find out i’m so dead. Edit: 1 day clean. ☹️
Im here for you🫂 i have experienced self harm as an 10 year old girl and stopped when i was 11 which i am now cuz i came out to my mom but just take your time and know that i am here for you. YOU ARE LOVED❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@GachaLunaArt i know this may sound hard but you just just think positive think of whats good with you and you will notice some things you like with yourself❤️ I LOVE YALL
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You're such a beautiful human being and worthy and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society builds up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy life. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer, I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you, I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don't-feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don't want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happens, it's not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? You're not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile. Don't live up to other standards! It's your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You're so strong, you're still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT, READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED, READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST, READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM, YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID, READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You're not a burden to anyone, don't be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You're beautiful inside out, Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don't starve yourself, Please eat, I know it's hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, READ THAT AGAIN I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you're in pain :( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you, Don't let them get the best of you, I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don't go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it, I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/evening/ night. If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you. If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel, You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know how much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don't let the emotion control you by giving up. It's okay, you're here you're safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don't think you're doing good, but you will feel good at one point, Don't give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. t hope this is enough for you to stay today tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
here are 100 reasons to be alive: 1. Love from family 2. Friendship 3. Achieving personal goals 4. Experiencing new cultures 5. Traveling to beautiful places 6. Enjoying delicious food 7. Making a positive impact on someone's life 8. Helping others in need 9. Learning new skills 10. Watching a sunrise or sunset 11. Laughing until your stomach hurts 12. Dancing like nobody's watching 13. Feeling the warmth of sunshine on your skin 14. Listening to your favorite music 15. Reading a good book 16. Hugging someone you care about 17. Petting a cute animal 18. Watching a movie that makes you feel alive 19. Seeing a rainbow after the rain 20. Making someone smile 21. Overcoming a challenge 22. Finding inner peace through meditation 23. Exercising and feeling strong 24. Creating art or writing 25. Volunteering for a cause you believe in 26. Growing your own garden 27. Exploring nature trails 28. Learning about history and culture 29. Feeling the adrenaline rush of an adventure 30. Appreciating the beauty of art and architecture 31. Celebrating special occasions with loved ones 32. Making memories with friends 33. Being part of a supportive community 34. Enjoying the serenity of a quiet moment 35. Cooking a delicious meal 36. Telling someone you love them 37. Forgiving someone and letting go of grudges 38. Finding gratitude in everyday life 39. Having the freedom to express yourself 40. Finding purpose in your work 41. Inspiring others with your actions 42. Embracing diversity and inclusivity 43. Witnessing acts of kindness 44. Feeling the joy of accomplishment 45. Watching a live performance 46. Embracing your uniqueness 47. Dreaming about the future 48. Reflecting on past experiences 49. Embracing change and growth 50. Finding solace in solitude 51. Savoring the taste of your favorite dessert 52. Connecting with old friends 53. Learning from mistakes and growing stronger 54. Making a positive difference in the world 55. Exploring your creativity 56. Finding comfort in familiar surroundings 57. Embracing new opportunities 58. Seeking adventure in the unknown 59. Learning to appreciate the present moment 60. Inspiring others to pursue their dreams 61. Sharing laughter and joy with others 62. Finding strength in resilience 63. Believing in the power of hope 64. Seeking knowledge and understanding 65. Feeling the excitement of new beginnings 66. Cherishing family traditions 67. Supporting others in times of need 68. Finding inspiration in nature's beauty 69. Embracing the journey of self-discovery 70. Building meaningful relationships 71. Encouraging others to follow their passions 72. Finding peace in moments of stillness 73. Learning to forgive yourself 74. Embracing the power of positivity 75. Finding joy in simple pleasures 76. Celebrating personal milestones 77. Discovering hidden talents 78. Feeling the warmth of a hug 79. Sharing stories and memories with loved ones 80. Making a difference in someone's life 81. Finding strength in vulnerability 82. Embracing moments of spontaneity 83. Taking time to rest and recharge 84. Finding inspiration in everyday life 85. Celebrating cultural diversity 86. Discovering new perspectives 87. Feeling the thrill of a new adventure 88. Rediscovering your passions 89. Finding beauty in imperfection 90. Being surrounded by laughter and joy 91. Seeking wisdom from life's experiences 92. Finding solace in music 93. Embracing the power of imagination 94. Connecting with others on a deeper level 95. Finding purpose in giving back to the community 96. Embracing the journey of self-love 97. Celebrating the wonder of life 98. Finding peace in moments of chaos 99. Embracing the beauty of the unknown 100. Knowing that every moment is a gift
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I am overly sensitive insecure and my parents havent done anything to me yet i still feel like im useless and i write about it in my vent book (witch i disguise as a sketchbook) and if my parents find it i actually dont know what they will do to me
I dont recommend putting it under your bed actually because once I did that and my friend hid under my bed for hide and seek and found it.. luckily she is my best friend and respected my privacy and did not read it :)
lol, they once check under my mattress.. games may be opened or donated.. often check under my bed. I’m running out of places to put it.. I used to hide it under grandmas clothes (because who would disturb grandmas clothes, right) but recently that’s been compromised.. 😅
@@NoOneCares26Im not sure... they always say "I was 13 once too, I get it" but they never act like it... I also hate that saying because people/generations grow up so different- it really doesnt add up
Little advice: - Make the vent book a smaller size - don’t write on the first or last few pages - Try having a rlly small one you can keep in your pocket. - I once hid mine in a sock. It’s pretty small.
thank you, my life has been going down and I have anger issues my mom is very scary sometimes I can’t tell her why I have anger issues..I write them in a diary and don’t know where to put it cause if she reads it… IM DEAD.
It's been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes there are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and your process of that is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because you do deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you deserve good things. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down . Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky they are. If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being. You're not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s the day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s the evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. Just a way to cope, and never let anyone say otherwise. Society does not control you, only you can do that. But before I go, remember, I'm always here, for whatever you need. No matter how far I need to go to help you, I'll try, with everything I've got, so don't worry I'll be someone you can always come to, no matter how bad things get.
‼️DO NOT HIDE YOUR VENT BOOK BEHIND A MATTRESS‼️ i had a vent book once and hid it under my matress, my mom found it but didn’t know whats „vent” so i said i drew my bad dream (she believed me) there are some places i recommend: •in a pillow •behind a painting (if u have one) •in ur floor (if it opens) •in your closet behind your clothes •behind furtniture if your parent finds it say: „its old, don’t worry” „oh, my friend left it when they was here last time” or just tell them(if you want to then good luck) i don’t really have any other ideas how you can hide/explain it but i just have to say that i hope you will recover soon❤
Oh and another tip is to buy like a normal or nice cover because people are less likely to look through a notebook that looks cute or a notebook that looks like it's for school. I also recommend making it look like a book and hiding it in a bookshelf if you have one.
I bought as much alcohol as I could from friends and saved up bottles of my redline (ADHD meds) I went to that exact park when it was raining and took the pills while drinking as much as I could. I ended up overdosing (on purpose) and was in the hospital for two weeks unable to walk in life support. 💓👍
200 reasons why you should live 1. your family 2. your friends 3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something 4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment 5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes 6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes 7. the feeling you get when youre room is tidy 8. the feeling you get when youre laughing hesterically. 9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend 10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile 11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve. 12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit. 13. you’ve never been to disney world. 14. you’ve never been skinny dipping. 15. you’ve never swam in a lake. 16. you’ve never met your idol. 17. you haven’t gotten married. 18. you’ve never decorated your own house. 19. you’ve never saved someone’s life. 20. you haven’t learnt to drive. 21. there is music you haven’t listen too. 22. you have so many more people to meet. 23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong. 24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right. 25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories. 26. you would have been the best mom or dad. 27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life. 28. your friends would suffer. 29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room. 30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt. 31. someone loves you. 32. you are not alone. 33. i’m here for you. 34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross. 35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet. 36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. 37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents. 38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older. 39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever. 40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried. 41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day. 42. finding your person. 43. really soft pillows. 44. eating pizza with your kids and partner. 45. you’ve never danced in the rain. 46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain. 47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried. 48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again. 49. your friends would blame themselves. 50. your mom's smile. 51. your best friend's laugh. 52. your sister would lose her best friend. 53. your cousins that look up to you. 54. hot chocolate on cold days. 55. ice water on hot days. 56. getting a tan. 57. hearing ‘i love you’. 58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day. 59. your birthday. 60. you’ve never been to a nightclub. 61. long hot showers. 62. long steamy baths. 63. freshly shaved legs. 64. perfectly smooth hair. 65. watching people trip over small objects. 66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life. 67. you would regret dying. 68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone. 69. you wake up everyday for a reason. 70. stars. 71. you will always be enough. 72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over. 73. reading powerful quotes. 74. genuine smiles. 75. the crunch of autumn leaves. 76. christmas. 77. christmas eve. 78. decorating the tree. 79. long meaningful hugs. 80. sunsets. 81. ice cream. 82. you never got that puppy. 83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go. 84. rainbows. 85. travelling to new places. 86. funny stories. 87. funny jokes. 88. inside jokes. 89. coffee. 90. your talents would go to waste. 91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy. 92. all nighters with friends. 93. cuddling. 94. reconnecting with old friends and family. 95. smiling. 96. capturing perfect moments on camera. 97. swimming on a hot day. 98. feeling cozy in blankets. 99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with. 100! becoming successful. 101. cute babies. 102. cute old people. 103. love stories that make you jealous. 104. telling crazy stories. 105. watching lightning. 106. watching rain. 107. star gazing. 108. recovery. 109. melted chocolate. 110. freshly baked cookies. 111. late night adventures. 112. overcoming fears. 113. sunday mornings. 114. friday mornings. 115. you’ll be dead, forever. 116. you will make a difference to people. 117. picnics with friends. 118. waking up late. 119. waking up late and ending up being on time. 120. to prove them wrong. 121. to prove them you can. 122. to prove you're strong. 123. to love and be loved. 124. the ocean. 125. pets. 126. very loud music. 127. days out. 128. finishing a book. 129. conversations that just flow. 130. learning new things. 131. you are important. 132. you are wanted. 133. mistakes. 134. snow. 135. sun. 136. flowers. 137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross. 138. new bed sheets. 139. new home decor. 140. roller coasters. 141. theme parks. 142. smiling at strangers. 143. random acts of kindness. 144. the sound of water. 145. visiting a place from your childhood. 146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own. 147. to feel proud. 148. reassurance. 149. cute nicknames. 150. long stares that make you feel loved. 151. meaningful gifts. 152. blowing out candles. 153. meeting online friends in real life. 154. success. 155. to work the job you always wanted. 156. the live the life you dreamt of. 157. babies smiling. 158. sleep. 159. tea. 160. breaking rules. 161. dreams. 162. the last day of school/work. 163. taking pictures. 164. brownies. 165. bubbles. 166. water slides. 167. holidays. 168. to fall asleep on someone. 169. to feel protected. 170. to grow taller. 171. to grow stronger. 172. to grow old. 173. to make memories you’ll cherish. 174. to laugh at old pictures. 175. to be loved by a pet. 176. the first signs of summer. 177. the first signs of autumn. 178. the first signs of winter. 179. the first signs of spring. 180. to binge watch a series. 181. to live independently. 182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself. 183. to not have broken any promises. 184. to fulfill your promises. 185. to breathe. 186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age. 187. so say you’re alive. 188. to know you’re stronger than you think. 189. falling in love. 190. you’ve never snuck out. 191. you’ve never not smashed your phone. 192. you’ve never stayed out all night. 193. you are a kind soul. 194. you have a warm heart. 195. you care for others. 196. the smell of pancakes. 197. when you walk over frosty grass. 198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt 199. i love you. 200! to say you made it.
I made a vent book but my mom found it immediately and told me to explain it. I'm lucky that she is so kind and supportive and willing to get me the help I need now.
Be careful if they change your sheets, if you have a closet put it somewhere there and if they say they are gonna clean it out just find a way to convince them to delay it
I needed this sm ty- my parents would be pissed if they saw my vent book.. theyd probably make me get away from my friends that are closest to me if they saw it..
I dont really have anything to say, but thats really kind of you. Please know that i wish there were more people like you, the world is becoming worse and worse, but seeing this makes me know there are still good ones out there. Thanks for doing a good thing!! :)
Tysm! I literally just got a notebook (my mum doesn’t know why but allowed me too) and I’m using it as a vent book. I have no places to hide it so this is helpful. Only problem, I share a room with my sis :’D
Ooh sharing a room can be tough... maybe try hiding it inside a book your sis wouldnt read, putting it in your dresser under clothes, or under a bookcase/dresser.
Other things to think about: - hide it in plain sight; if someone stumbles upon it, they’re going to wonder why it’s so hidden. - make the cover pretty and cutesy, so it is less obvious of what is inside. - for the first few pages, fill them with normal drawings/writings, so it doesn’t seem too suspicious when you first open it. - write/draw in it at night or when you’re alone, so someone doesn’t see you and ask you what you’re writing/drawing. - when you fill the book, burn it. Not only is this a good way to dispose of it, but also a good way for you to get those negative emotions out of your life. Please stay healthy, and recover well. If a vent book is what works for you, then use it when you need to. Take breaks from unhealthy things and take care of yourself ❤
i’m so sorry that you have to go through this trauma. If you need someone to talk to you can always ask me. I’m sorry how you’re feeling but this is a reminder that your skin isn’t paper so don’t cut it and your neck is not a hanger so don’t hang it. You are amazing person, and this world cannot live without you.
@ghosted1130 I'd talk to her but her comment has made me happy, I do have many other *personal* problems, But all they light ones are basically gone.
I don't have a vent book, I have this weird book tho about y/n and fictional story's, it's very personal and I cannot let my family even know it exists🤡
50 reasons to live! ❤ 1. Your family/friends 2 cute animals 3 Your favourite music artist 4 beaches 5 lakes 6 your crush 7 your bff 8 late night walks 9 reading 10 vacations 11 museums 12 restaurants 13 sunsets 14 sunrises 15 ice cream 16 roblox 17 nature 18 wildlife 19 swimming 20 running 21 tanning 22 dance 23 ur fav sport 24 your fav board game 25 ur fav person 26 boat ride 27 aquariums 28 statues 29 ur fav subject in school 30 your job 31 crystals 32 movies 33 ur fav tv series 34 ur fav food 35 ur fav drink 36 ur fav jumper 37 your bed 38 thrifting 39 when you get compliments 40 when you achieve something 41 when you reach your goal 42 new clothes smell 43 new book smell 44 new shoes smell 45 your favourite perfumes spell 46 trips to the mall 47 laughing 48 that one teacher 49 you would never get to go to your dream holiday 50 you would never achieve that goal
My suggestions: don’t hide it under your bed. Parents often clean there. Hide it somewhere unexpected At the back of your closet (not recommended if your closet is clean or organized) That’s all I have for now!❤ stay safe and feel happy❤
please do not hid it in a game box or any box visible to parents, i did. this one time and my mom saw my book. she didn’t open it but she asked what it was.
I used to struggle with depression and I wanted to end it so badly. I tried and tried but I never succeeded. I hated myself and my life. I wanted a way out so bad. My parents pushed me to be something they weren't, my friends weren't real friends, and I wasn't happy with anything in my life, not even my bf. It all felt meaningless and I had planned to kms on my 16th birthday. I was so hurt and done. I lost several things and I wasn't allowed to see friends over the summer, it was devastating. But after some time, I didn't care. I realized how much everyone made me hate my life. Everyone sucked. But I realized that I don't have to put up with that. And yk what, I turned 16 last month! I'm going to go to 2 different colleges, I'm gonna be a forensic anthropologist and a forensic pathologist. And Yk what else!!??? I'm already half way done becoming a nurse. In a year or two, I will have the chance to take care of a little boy with autism. And then in a few more years, I'll be helping solve murder cases so people can feel comforted, bc they deserve better. I let my nana and uncle die and I didn't get to attend their funeral, and I feel like if I had been there, they might still be here. But I am, I am still here. I don't like my body, but I can work to fix it. I can change anything I want about myself, I can do what I want with my life, and I'm going to be so many things because ppl deserve someone who cares! Like all these people in this chat, you deserve so much more. I want to be there for people so they don't end up like I was, in the deepest pit inside many more pits. An endless tunnel. I still feel lost and angry and it sucks, but I'm still here. I want to live, I need to live. People need me, I have family, friends, siblings that depend on me, I depend on me. My dad lost his only brother and mom, I will NOT let him bury his only daughter. Please, it doesn't have to end here, keep going! Don't hurt yourself, draw or sleep. Don't starve yourself, eat even a little snack. Don't bite your nails, chew gum. Block out the bad thoughts, build a barrier. You CAN do this, I believe in you. ❤❤
i really needed this because my parents found mine and went through it, and literally had a talk with me how they want to get me therapy. im fr gonna start writing in a different one, and hiding it in better places
reasons to stay alive 🤍 1. your family 2. your friends 3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something 4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment 5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes 6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes 7. the feeling you get when youre room is tidy 8. the feeling you get when youre laughing hesterically. 9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend 10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile 11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve. 12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit. 13. you’ve never been to disney world. 14. you’ve never been skinny dipping. 15. you’ve never swam in a lake. 16. you’ve never met your idol. 17. you haven’t gotten married. 18. you’ve never decorated your own house. 19. you’ve never saved someone’s life. 20. you haven’t learnt to drive. 21. there is music you haven’t listen too. 22. you have so many more people to meet. 23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong. 24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right. 25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories. 26. you would have been the best mom or dad. 27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life. 28. your friends would suffer. 29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room. 30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt. 31. someone loves you. 32. you are not alone. 33. i’m here for you. 34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross. 35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet. 36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. 37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents. 38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older. 39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever. 40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried. 41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day. 42. finding your person. 43. really soft pillows. 44. eating pizza with your kids and partner. 45. you’ve never danced in the rain. 46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain. 47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried. 48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again. 49. your friends would blame themselves. 50. your mom's smile. 51. your best friend's laugh. 52. your sister would lose her best friend. 53. your cousins that look up to you. 54. hot chocolate on cold days. 55. ice water on hot days. 56. getting a tan. 57. hearing ‘i love you’. 58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day. 59. your birthday. 60. you’ve never been to a nightclub. 61. long hot showers. 62. long steamy baths. 63. freshly shaved legs. 64. perfectly smooth hair. 65. watching people trip over small objects. 66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life. 67. you would regret dying. 68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone. 69. you wake up everyday for a reason. 70. stars. 71. you will always be enough. 72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over. 73. reading powerful quotes. 74. genuine smiles. 75. the crunch of autumn leaves. 76. christmas. 77. christmas eve. 78. decorating the tree. 79. long meaningful hugs. 80. sunsets. 81. ice cream. 82. you never got that puppy. 83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go. 84. rainbows. 85. travelling to new places. 86. funny stories. 87. funny jokes. 88. inside jokes. 89. coffee. 90. your talents would go to waste. 91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy. 92. all nighters with friends. 93. cuddling. 94. reconnecting with old friends and family. 95. smiling. 96. capturing perfect moments on camera. 97. swimming on a hot day. 98. feeling cozy in blankets. 99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with. 100! becoming successful. 101. cute babies. 102. cute old people. 103. love stories that make you jealous. 104. telling crazy stories. 105. watching lightning. 106. watching rain. 107. star gazing. 108. recovery. 109. melted chocolate. 110. freshly baked cookies. 111. late night adventures. 112. overcoming fears. 113. sunday mornings. 114. friday mornings. 115. you’ll be dead, forever. 116. you will make a difference to people. 117. picnics with friends. 118. waking up late. 119. waking up late and ending up being on time. 120. to prove them wrong. 121. to prove them you can. 122. to prove you're strong. 123. to love and be loved. 124. the ocean. 125. pets. 126. very loud music. 127. days out. 128. finishing a book. 129. conversations that just flow. 130. learning new things. 131. you are important. 132. you are wanted. 133. mistakes. 134. snow. 135. sun. 136. flowers. 137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross. 138. new bed sheets. 139. new home decor. 140. roller coasters. 141. theme parks. 142. smiling at strangers. 143. random acts of kindness. 144. the sound of water. 145. visiting a place from your childhood. 146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own. 147. to feel proud. 148. reassurance. 149. cute nicknames. 150. long stares that make you feel loved. 151. meaningful gifts. 152. blowing out candles. 153. meeting online friends in real life. 154. success. 155. to work the job you always wanted. 156. the live the life you dreamt of. 157. babies smiling. 158. sleep. 159. tea. 160. breaking rules. 161. dreams. 162. the last day of school/work. 163. taking pictures. 164. brownies. 165. bubbles. 166. water slides. 167. holidays. 168. to fall asleep on someone. 169. to feel protected. 170. to grow taller. 171. to grow stronger. 172. to grow old. 173. to make memories you’ll cherish. 174. to laugh at old pictures. 175. to be loved by a pet. 176. the first signs of summer. 177. the first signs of autumn. 178. the first signs of winter. 179. the first signs of spring. 180. to binge watch a series. 181. to live independently. 182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself. 183. to not have broken any promises. 184. to fulfill your promises. 185. to breathe. 186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age. 187. so say you’re alive. 188. to know you’re stronger than you think. 189. falling in love. 190. you’ve never snuck out. 191. you’ve never not smashed your phone. 192. you’ve never stayed out all night. 193. you are a kind soul. 194. you have a warm heart. 195. you care for others. 196. the smell of pancakes. 197. when you walk over frosty grass. 198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt 199. i love you. 200! to say you made it. anyone reading this, please know you are not alone and I love every single one of you. things are hard right now i know. you’ll get over it I promise. nothing lasts forever.
try getting another notebook and disguise it as a diary with fake thoughts, so that way if parents find it, they won’t snoop more and find your actual vent book.
I have a small space under my nightstand that I cut out. No one knows about it. If someone did find out about it, it’s also locked, with 3 locks. I put all my vents in the middle of my book and have sketchings all over. My vents are on the back side of the pages as well. Small idea If needed. I’m proud of you for being here🫶🏼.
How do you lock notes? My phone kinda has the same stuff as my mom (like phone numbers) so I don't vent in notes, I don't think our notes are linked together but idk. I'd rather be safe than sorry.
i know thus video is old, but i want to give some tips. it helps if the book doesnt LOOK like a vent book. its better if it looks like a regular sketchbook or says “drawing book” on the front. id also suggest making the first few pages normal that way it doesnt look to suspicious.
Thank you. I’ve taken my vent book with me everywhere. It has stuff NO ONE else can see save for my friends who understand. If my mom saw it ID BE DEAD IN A SECOND. It has subjects no rising middle schooler should have to face. These will definitely help. Thank you!!!
You can also hide it in a drawer that you never use. I have like two and some notes books for school one. Unless you have parents that snoop around a lot you should be fine 😌
Oh dear, here’s some ideas for where to hide ur notebooks. Under ur pillow or in the sheets of ur pillow, Under ur stuff in a closet, In a drawer under clothes, In ur school bag. (Backpack) With ur other books, but inside a thick book. Hope this helps ml. If u need to vent to someone I’m here.
put them on the side of your mattress in between your mattress and sheet’s skirt If it’s smaller, take a small piece of cardboard the size of the bottom of a tissue box, take some tissues out the bottom, place the cardboard against the tissues so you have a small nook to slide the book in, secure the box with some tape and face the wall in your bedroom Between clothes in your dresser or wardrobe In your backpack For all my sewing seamstresses and seamsters out there, inside a teddy bear Or make a small thin cushion the shape of a rectangle, sew three ends onto your pillow so you have a pocket, but it’s still padded and put your pillow case over
I remember when I was at 5th grade and I had this notebook that was a vent notebook and my mother was helping me clean my room and I hid my notebook and she found it and started reading it and ripping out the pages, ☺️…
I don’t have a vent book, but some more ideas ⬇️ - Blend it in with other books in a shelf (hide it behind the others) -Put it ontop of a high shelf and cover it with something (maybe figures) -hide it in your school backpack -behind paintings if there’s a gap between the frame and the wall -underneath socks or clothes inside a drawer -in your pillow case
Dad coming through, and i think these are awesome places to hide them.I found my daughters vent book and after that i began taking days off work much more to spend time with her. Hope you get better!🙂❤️🩹
If anyone is currently experiencing this just remember Life might feel like the worst thing right now, but the only thing worse than living is dying, your family would miss you, your friends would miss you even if it doesn't feel like that, but one person will miss you which is one more reason to live. There's always a reason to live, whether it is to become successful to have a family when you're older, if you kys then you'll never be able to experience what you were made for. just remember someone is always there for you and there is ALWAYS a reason to live which is enough for me and for you because your life is a gift from whichever god you believe in, they knew when to create you the perfect time for you to live.
I have a large tiger stuffed animal that my friend gave me for valentines, it has a hole in the bottom of it but i put my vent book in there, plus my parents like never go through my room, but im scared they might give it away at some point or something like that without telling me 😭
Something that happened to me: When I was stressed because of my parents, I drew a bunch of vent doodles on a piece of paper, and then I took it to school the next day to throw it away. I forgot to and left it in my pants pocket. Then when I got back from school I got changed and the pants were in my hamper. My mom did laundry the next day and found it and there were a bunch of pieces just ripped from the wash machine and dryer, and I woke up the next morning, and it was on the kitchen table and my mom looked through my entire phone. I was terrified and my mom thought I was gonna commit. Like it wasn’t even meant to be smth like that I wasn’t struggling that much and she made it out to be like that. My mom is always worried about me, it’s almost been a year but yeah. I’m almost 15 🥲.. she never found anything but she put the paper in the bag and idk what she did with it. The fact that my dad wasn’t even concerned about anything is just… he left 2 years ago and I did that. He just thought i was fine with the whole situation 😢.. This August he moved back and it’s been kinda annoying and my parents have been fighting it’s js a lot and school has been stressing me out even more and idk what to do 😭, the only thing keeping me going is k pop, (it’s really helped me cope) and my friends.. and the future ahead because I know I have a bright one hopefully 🙃.
I’ve been in and out the hospital and mental hospital SO MANY TIMES I come back home with bracelets I make, books FILLED with how my days were and still NO ONE NOT A SIGLE PERSON cares about my health, me, how I’m feeling etc. except for my cat eclipse,my friend let’s call her lizzy, she ALWAYS complains: omg I bet 10 pounds that *my name* has scars on her wrist or bruises.she says all of this behind my back luckily for me my REAL friend told me.I have social anxiety and adhd and mental health problems believe me or not I do I see people doing these things for attention and it just hurts because they don’t REALLY know what’s it’s like to feel these things it’s terrible
hello. Please, dont give up. Youre important okay? Youll aways be. Tell lizzy that i said she shouldnt be doing bets on other peoples health. I love you, have a good day!
@@cinosselec i know this comment was posted a while ago, but I’m fine now i found real friends who care about me and my mental health is way better but thank you for worrying about me! 💗
@@xoxo_emilyyy I don’t know you personally, but I’m glad you’re doing much better. It broke my heart reading your comment and I’m glad you found your own people! Please keep going. - A stranger on the internet ❤️
my mom doesnt know its a vent book, if she found it in these places she would for sure look in it. we def dont need that, and most of my actual vents are in my phone, locked up so she cant get to them 😅
My mom forces me to put my password(my fingerprint also unlocks it) and one time she forced me to be on my knees for 30 mins hitting me with a dog leash and calling my dad so i could open my phone
I have more places because i dont easily trust any hiding spot: - under the middle of a carpet. - In the back of the fridge or under - Open your pillow and put it inside the whatever its called i think cotton. - in a hung up old coat in your closet - between the wall and closet (if its really close). I HOPE THIS HELPS PEOPLE, when i get ideas i will update :3
Even if i dont have a vent book(because i share a room) i know some tips that may help: Fill the outside with like stickers or some stuff, dont leave it blank Put your vents in the middle of the book, and at the start make it like a homework book, you can put like maths there or smthing Dont hide it under mattress or anything thats obvious for venting, put it in a pile of books, they probably will only check 1 and think the rest is the same, or you can hide it in your game box, closet(behind the clothes), or in your pillow mattres(i have hidden my phone there b4) Im sorry if this didnt help, considering i have never had a vent book, but i have a history of stealing stuff and until now they are still searching it
I had a friend who did this her mom ended up snapping the lock looking through every page and the scolded her fo "being an overly sensitive lying brat" you can't just buy cheap locked diaries from target or something
@@Clover4evrr fair, they aren't too secure. I didn't know it at the time of writing this but you can open them without a key if you pull up the metal part of the lock (idk how to explain) but its still better than no lock, I think. unless you could get a normal notebook and pretend it's for school or something
The fact people even have these and have to hide them is crazy. I hope you get better. They are a good way to express your feelings but you’re too afraid too. The brain can’t handle the trauma or whatever is hurting you. Please, unless your parents are strict and will yell at you for being a sad, please tell them. I pray for your feeling fellow viewers and creator
Ty I’ve been worried abt where to keep mine for a while. I’ve kept it in my pillow case for a bit but I’m worried I’ll forget about it and wash my pillow case with my book inside it 🥲 and it’s also easy for my parents or siblings to find so now I won’t have to worry abt that
IDK WHO NEEDS THIS BUT.. 99 Reasons to Keep on Living: Sunrises and sunsets. The sound of a baby’s laugh. Watching someone talk about something they’re passionate about. The first snowfall of the season. The smell of artificial watermelon. Fresh baked cookies. Shooting stars. Stepping on crunchy leaves. Splashing in puddles. Traveling the world. Your future children, pets, spouses, or friends. The feeling of being held in someone’s arms. New books by your favorite authors. Christmas lights. The one influential person in your life that has helped you through everything. The way dogs gets excited to see you when you come home from a long day of school or work. Smiles on other people’s faces. The warmth of sunshine on your skin. The smell of coffee. Sitting in a warm house or by a fire with a really good book. Decorating the Christmas tree. The chill that racks through your body when you’ve accomplished something you’re proud of. Clumsy first kisses. The warmth and smell of fresh laundry. Music. Compliments and praise. The feeling your heart has when you see your crush. The sound of good laughter. Your support system (because they would be broken and lost without you). The feeling of someone paying attention to you - the one that makes you feel safe and loved. The movies that you leave you speechless after you walk out of the theater. The feeling you get after you pee for the first time in hours. The first day of spring when you can finally see the green grass peeking out of the snow and everything feels more hopeful. Puppy kisses. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. Trampolines. Ice cream. Stargazing. Cloud watching. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. Receiving thoughtful gifts. “I saw this and thought of you." The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." The relief you feel after crying. Sunshine. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. Your future wedding. Your favorite candy bar. New clothes. Witty puns. Really good bread. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. The smell before and after it rains. The sound of rain against a rooftop. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. Trying out new recipes. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. Breakfast in bed. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). Forgiveness. Water balloon fights. Orgasms. Fireflies. Birthdays. Realizing that someone loves you. Spending the day with someone you love. Spending the whole day in bed. Eating a whole pint of your favorite ice cream. Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky. First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.) Bonfires and s'mores. Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them. Coming home to someone you love. The color of autumn leaves when they change. Summer. Singing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends. Cuddling. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. Someone’s skin against yours. Holding hands. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. Singing off key with your best friends. Road trips. Spontaneous adventures. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. Thunderstorms. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. The taste of your favorite food. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. The day when everything finally goes your way. You have to be alive to see the world become a better place (because I’m so hopeful that it will).
thanks if my mom finds mine i’m d.e.a.d.
Omg I would hang my self too! 😭
Same
@@ch4rrr_ me too-
Same 😭
Same and she’ll blame it on social media that’s why I try to keep my vents stored in my brain
Tip: if your scared someone will read your vent book, when you make your vent book put the vents far in the middle of the book so people will think it’s just a blank book! Hope this helped!
thank u so much for the idea omg!!!
@@lunamars233 no problem!
Your idea is pretty good, but imo I wouldn’t do that bc i wouldn’t bother flipping all the way to the middle. And u can’t use a bookmark bc others might use the bookmark and flip into ur vents. That’s why I vent in my brain
Thank you that’s amazing
@@Preppy_Love2233 You’re welcome!
The fact that the book looks so happy from the outside its just really sad on the inside :(
probably like the poster
@@yagurljadenreal sh.
like the "happy" friend
We people can't walk all over you they expect the best you when all they do is kick 🦵🏻 you down get the fuck outta here !!
What exactly is a vent book?
I hid mine under my mattress, my brother found it and read it all, then yelled at me for it. He invaded my space, I never go in his room but he looked under my mattress?! I was so mad at him.. He's manipulative in a way so he made me think for a long time that it was normal for youngest sibling to have no privacy.. I hate him
@@suriakhanom2919 dang I hate when people make accusations without any real evidence, I'm doing alright now. I hope your okay tho ☹️
I know its a weird question but what even is a vent book cuz like i dont really know much abt this stuff is it like a diary?
@@hotsouse5569 yeah it's kinda just a journal, I drew in mine about stuff I was doing or how I felt like sh, my ed, and insecurities
@hotsouse5569 a vent book is like a journal expect u write ur personal stuff ( like if u do sh if ur suffering from depression , Anxiety ect mostly mental stuff) it helps u deal with things better and not for u to keep it in ur mind and suck it up. It helps so I recommend if ur suffering from something mentally u do a vent book. Js make sure to hide it somewhere nobody can find it.
Btw it can also be used to write ur anger and stuff like that it dosent need to be if ur suffering from smth or like that.
(SRRY FOR THIS LONG ASS REPLY.)
As a manipulative person he sucks
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Thank you💗I actually cried from reading 1 or 2 sentences💗💗
Thank you, I needed this :)
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~POV~:Controlling my tears because my mom is infront of me
@@CallmeMao ❤❤❤
Other places to hide them:
10. Under some clothes
9. In a drawer
8. Your closet
7. Behind a drawer
6. Your favorite spot
5. The place nobody knows about
4. Maybe in a bush or tree
3. A tiny space
2. Behind a sign that doesn’t hang
1. Behind a tv, under the couch, somewhere in the couch cushions or in a cabinet somewhere
Hope this helped ❤
It's scary how a child needs to have a vent book...
Not scary but just disappointing
( not in the child but society that people have to come to this point)
Prob because a lot of parents suck without even caring or looking on there own kid's scared up arms..
fr
@@Skylight_floof fr its so sad
What even is a vent book?
Is it like a diary
Tips if you have a vent book:
1.make the cover all cutesy and pretty
2.fill the first and last pages with cute stuff too
3. After every vent entry, do something pretty
4. Hide it in an open spot, but not too open, eg. randomly in the middle of a stack of school textbooks or like actual journals
5. Use code words a lot, eg. su¡c¡de= flom (use words that don’t exist)
Having a vent book is certainly not a trend!! Do NOT use a vent book just cuz many people have it, some people actually suffer. I’ve had a vent book before I even knew what a vent book was. I used to call it dump diary for some reason. Whatever that’s not the point. Just remember, I love you
Thank you! I recently got a notebook and this is the first time I’ve heard of a vent book. I’ll definitely use these tips! (I’m struggling with self harm so I’m not doing it for a trend or whatever)
Even if it is sort of a "trend," i wouldn't recommend dissuading anyone from using it, personally.
Even if you don't "actually suffer," you might not have a healthy way to explore your emotions or get them out.
Even if something is as 'small' as a plan getting ruined, people are entitled to a healthy outlet regardless of the extent to their problems. Denying people the right or making them feel like they shouldn't do something that is a healthy coping mechanism, could spiral them into a much worse state of mind.
Also, I'm not trying to be rude or call you out or anything, I'm just suggesting you remove that bottom part. Everyone should be able to use a vent book regardless of how 'trendy' it is or how small their issues. Thanks :)
@@Your_Liege. I agree I was gonna reply this same exact thing
😢
What's even the point of it tho
POV: anyone will go through your room at random times so you just don't vent in anything and keep it all bottled up
maybe write down vents on a device, like, if on a phone then maybe there are apps/webs..or idk that you can write down stuff on and lock them/keel them private?? I dont know.. but the new default app on apple Journal, has a security lock.
@@x_rreii they sometimes go through my phone and would just question me and tell at me so probably just not worth it
what I do is write my vents down on a writing app and then delete them afterwards
That way nobody can physically find them like if they were in a book or if they went through my phone or smth
you can try venting on a notes app and deleting it when ur done
@@JustShortAfdo it on ur notes app, lock the note and put the title as random/scrambled letters so they wont get suspicious. That’s what I do all the time, please don’t bottle up ur emotions. Its not worth it 🫂
I don’t physically have a vent book as I’m way to scared of someone finding it instead I made a Minecraft world with a book in it and I hide the book every time I leave the world, just another option if your someone’s who’s really paranoid like me. Remember your not in this alone and there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel your so amazing and strong and this random stranger on the internet is telling you they are so so proud of you
Wow! Thats so creative!! ♡
Not the minecraft book💀
Thanks
THATS GENIUS BRO
@@-Tiger_Wcue- FR THO
Here, For those who think vent books are a trend.
Vent books are there to help your feelings convert properly, And it also makes people comfterful writing all there feelings on a sheet of paper rather then keeping there feelings all rattled up in there head, Vent books are also there to help people with ASHMA OR ETC grow out, Because ASHMA Can grow out (to/for those who didn't know it could)
whats ashma
Whats ashma?
Bro idk what it is but m websites aren’t telling me that it’s a thing. It’s also telling me that it’s asthma.
She said not a trend
A breathing disease@@zxbreezee
I keep my vent book hidden under my mattress, it's my safe space. My mom found it once and I felt so exposed and vulnerable.
you didnt hide shit you're an AI
I vent by drawing ppl killing themselves and my mom found it and didn’t understand because I drew it so bad-
I WANNA SAY LMAO BUT
@@inactvekuwn NO ITS OKAY LMAO
@@Scarlet10I FEEL SO BAD ALSO LMFPLAO😭
@@Sunset_dragons272 I was like 7 😭😭😭 (she thought they were cats 😗)
@@Scarlet10 did they look like cats? T^T
The most scary moment of my life was when I hid my vent book under my bed and came home from school one day and it was laying on the kitchen counter 😢
That happened to me but instead it was my gore/ splatter book :,)
The fact people need to hide their vent book really hits hard.
Bro my parents finding anything like that is my worst nightmare 😭 that's why i use my notes app with locked notes, y'all brave asf 😭😭
2 minutes ago? 🥺
@@Yoursweetgrammy ?
Maybe get a diary app where u can have a code and vent in there or smth
Nahhb cuz yall lucky to even could lock your notes app💔💔 my mom opened my fucking vent notes👎👎 so uncool🍟😡😡☹️☹️👎👎👎
@@hilariously.unfunny. if my parents found mine I'd either be disowned, in a boarding school in some other country, or in an asylum 💀💀💀
I've been reading the comments. And they make me realize how lucky i am to be born with a mom that understands me.
When i told her i SH she didn't yell at me
Oh damn- when mine found out she forced open my door and started cry/shouting at me-
you are very lucky to have a mom like that cuz my mom just calling me crazy and stupid and my dad too
You're lucky to have a good mom, keep her safe cuz who know she will left too soon..
My mom is understanding but not THAT understanding ❤❤ u r very blessed to have such an amazing mom.
my mom would just think I am exagerating and I just had a bad day
I struggle with cutting and after my mom found out she would look through my room every day to find my stuff. She never did.
I don't need to worry about hiding my vent book, because my parents thinks I'm happy all the time and they leave me alone if i won't come after them.
Wish my parents were like that lol
Same, I’m just scared if they find my book, they will be SOOOO concerned
@@S1LLY_Seasame! I know my dad won’t care like at all, he will be mad tho. My mom might tho
I don't have to hide mine either, bc my vents are in a diary.
Mine don't talk to me much. They work all day then watch TV together. I don't have anyone really.
I feel like everyone chooses an overly cute notebook to become a vent notebook lol
Yes because the cutesy books are where people are least likely to look :^
A super cute notebook and then you open it up and it’s just the saddest and darkest stuff lol
@@NoOneCares26 fr lol
@@ur-moms-gf69 smart, smart :)
My vent notebook just looks so boring and bland. It literally has no design on it at all but some circles
I have a list of tips for yall with ur vent book.
1. Put your venting writing in the middle of the book so anyone who sees the book assumes its blank
(EDIT: I THINK SOMEBODY ALREADY WROTE ABOUT THIS FIRST TIP AND IF SO I APOLOGIZE I DIDNT KNOW 😬)
2. Try not to draw too much attention to its hiding place (example: putting a lot of stuff coincidentally under your bed to help hide it) Your parents/guardians might get suspicious!
3. (And this is obvious but ill still put this here.) Dont bring it with you everywhere but dont leave it laying around too much!
4. (And this is what i do) do some random stuff for the first pages like sketches for example so people will think its a sketchbook!
5. (For people with strict parents/guardians) You'll need to most likely hide it in a place where your guardian(s) would least expect it like a game box (that is in the video) although you could put something on top of it to conceal it!
6. (Game box) if your parents/guardians find the game box and open it to see the book and they start asking questions, you should subtly lie like with the previous sketching tip!
(EDIT 2: IDK WHAT I WAS THINKING WHEN I WROTE THE 6TH TIP SO IF IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE IM SORRY😅)
(EDIT 3: THIS ISNT REQUIRED OR ANYTHING IT IS JUST ADVICE. HAVE A GOOD MORNING/DAY/NIGHT AND STAY SAFE AND HEALTHY!)
More tips even though nobody asked
Thank you so much for these tips! I appreciate your effort and I'm pretty sure these are very helpful! For me personally I'm planning to buy a storage box with a digits lock and put my venting book in it but I might use these tips too :)
Tyyy
Deserves more like tysm ily
tysm 🫂💞
I would suggest writing it a little bit towards the end because people usually flip open the middle pages to see what a book is about and usually not as much the front
200 reasons to live
1. your family
2. your friends
3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something
4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment
5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes
6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes
7. the feeling you get when youre room is tidy
8. the feeling you get when youre laughing hesterically.
9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend
10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile
11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve.
12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit.
13. you’ve never been to disney world.
14. you’ve never been skinny dipping.
15. you’ve never swam in a lake.
16. you’ve never met your idol.
17. you haven’t gotten married.
18. you’ve never decorated your own house.
19. you’ve never saved someone’s life.
20. you haven’t learnt to drive.
21. there is music you haven’t listen too.
22. you have so many more people to meet.
23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong.
24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right.
25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories.
26. you would have been the best mom or dad.
27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life.
28. your friends would suffer.
29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room.
30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt.
31. someone loves you.
32. you are not alone.
33. i’m here for you.
34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross.
35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet.
36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems.
37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents.
38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older.
39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever.
40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried.
41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
42. finding your person.
43. really soft pillows.
44. eating pizza with your kids and partner.
45. you’ve never danced in the rain.
46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain.
47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried.
48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again.
49. your friends would blame themselves.
50. your mom's smile.
51. your best friend's laugh.
52. your sister would lose her best friend.
53. your cousins that look up to you.
54. hot chocolate on cold days.
55. ice water on hot days.
56. getting a tan.
57. hearing ‘i love you’.
58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day.
59. your birthday.
60. you’ve never been to a nightclub.
61. long hot showers.
62. long steamy baths.
63. freshly shaved legs.
64. perfectly smooth hair.
65. watching people trip over small objects.
66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life.
67. you would regret dying.
68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone.
69. you wake up everyday for a reason.
70. stars.
71. you will always be enough.
72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over.
73. reading powerful quotes.
74. genuine smiles.
75. the crunch of autumn leaves.
76. christmas.
77. christmas eve.
78. decorating the tree.
79. long meaningful hugs.
80. sunsets.
81. ice cream.
82. you never got that puppy.
83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go.
84. rainbows.
85. travelling to new places.
86. funny stories.
87. funny jokes.
88. inside jokes.
89. coffee.
90. your talents would go to waste.
91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy.
92. all nighters with friends.
93. cuddling.
94. reconnecting with old friends and family.
95. smiling.
96. capturing perfect moments on camera.
97. swimming on a hot day.
98. feeling cozy in blankets.
99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with.
100! becoming successful.
101. cute babies.
102. cute old people.
103. love stories that make you jealous.
104. telling crazy stories.
105. watching lightning.
106. watching rain.
107. star gazing.
108. recovery.
109. melted chocolate.
110. freshly baked cookies.
111. late night adventures.
112. overcoming fears.
113. sunday mornings.
114. friday mornings.
115. you’ll be dead, forever.
116. you will make a difference to people.
117. picnics with friends.
118. waking up late.
119. waking up late and ending up being on time.
120. to prove them wrong.
121. to prove them you can.
122. to prove you're strong.
123. to love and be loved.
124. the ocean.
125. pets.
126. very loud music.
127. days out.
128. finishing a book.
129. conversations that just flow.
130. learning new things.
131. you are important.
132. you are wanted.
133. mistakes.
134. snow.
135. sun.
136. flowers.
137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross.
138. new bed sheets.
139. new home decor.
140. roller coasters.
141. theme parks.
142. smiling at strangers.
143. random acts of kindness.
144. the sound of water.
145. visiting a place from your childhood.
146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own.
147. to feel proud.
148. reassurance.
149. cute nicknames.
150. long stares that make you feel loved.
151. meaningful gifts.
152. blowing out candles.
153. meeting online friends in real life.
154. success.
155. to work the job you always wanted.
156. the live the life you dreamt of.
157. babies smiling.
158. sleep.
159. tea.
160. breaking rules.
161. dreams.
162. the last day of school/work.
163. taking pictures.
164. brownies.
165. bubbles.
166. water slides.
167. holidays.
168. to fall asleep on someone.
169. to feel protected.
170. to grow taller.
171. to grow stronger.
172. to grow old.
173. to make memories you’ll cherish.
174. to laugh at old pictures.
175. to be loved by a pet.
176. the first signs of summer.
177. the first signs of autumn.
178. the first signs of winter.
179. the first signs of spring.
180. to binge watch a series.
181. to live independently.
182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself.
183. to not have broken any promises.
184. to fulfill your promises.
185. to breathe.
186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age.
187. so say you’re alive.
188. to know you’re stronger than you think.
189. falling in love.
190. you’ve never snuck out.
191. you’ve never not smashed your phone.
192. you’ve never stayed out all night.
193. you are a kind soul.
194. you have a warm heart.
195. you care for others.
196. the smell of pancakes.
197. when you walk over frosty grass.
198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt
199. i love you.
200! to say you made it. (Ik this may not help and I am sorry
This helped me so much , i cried so many times reading this , thank u so much for giving ppl confidence and love ! I will always remeber you - some stranger in the internet
You are a great person. God is with you along the way, guiding u. Stay strong soldier.
Thank you so much. You touched my heart and this needs to be pinned. You made me see the beauty in life and changed my mind
why did i read each and every one 😭
i hope you know i love you
my mom makes me write in a journal to get my emotions "non bottled up" when i physically cant write at the time.
Does she read it
Does anyone else slightly want aome one to find their book? Like i feel like im screaming for help but everyone around me is deaf. I just wish some one could find mine so they can comfort me without me having to tell them about my struggles
I used to make my friends read mine even if they didnt want to. Just so they would understand i needed help. They never did. Then my mom found it and read it and she just got insanely mad. It's weird how people don't understand that we just need comfort.
@@durusorgut5891 I feel you
more places :D
under dressers
closet
under clothes
in your bathroom if you have a sink table that is above ground
other books
purses & bags
under peillow
in a binder
at school
under blankets
inside plushies (unzip them and put it inside the plush)
bookbag (make sure they don't check it!)
say its a journal for school
in jackets
put it in hollow or unused vents
thats all i can think of for now yw if this helped!
Another suggestion, if you have a bookshelf, pull the books forward in a straight line, not all the way, and make sure you do the same with all the other shelves. If it’s small enough, you may be able to slide it behind the rest of the books.
Also inside a pillowcase! You can unzip it and just use the side that doesn't have the book to sleep or use a different pillow if you have multiple
Also, if you're scared people will find it anyways, use the notes app (if you have it), lock the note and put the title as random letters like dhskxiaojxkandjs so it doesn't look weird
For me, my phone didn't come with the notes app so I downloaded one and it doesn't have the lock feature and it shows the top part of whatever is in the note even before you open it so if you have an app for that then just spam random letters or press enter until the preview of the note is just that and then use it to vent
But one thing more thing I forgot to say, under blankets might not be a good idea since people can just lift it up and find it
Putting vent books in vents
@@stix.ed1tz true
50 reasons to live your life:
1. finding out what you will end up being in life
2. watching old people hold hands
3. having fun with people you love
4. jumping on your bed listening to your favorite music
5. day dreaming about fun things that make you happy
6. pretending you are already what you want to be when you grow up and creating role plays of you doing your job
7. writing stories you can read to feel happy
8. food and drinks
9. your room
10. eating candy when your parents don’t know
11. decorating your room and other rooms
12. creating nicknames for people in your contacts
13. smelling flowers
14. writing about your day acting like you are telling someone it
15. trying on outfits and rating them
16. staring at the sky daydreaming about random things
17. randomly crying for no reason what so ever
18. hugging your pillows
19. making convos in your head
20. thinking happy thoughts
21. sleeping in your bed
22. going to concerts and singing your head of
23. reading happy books
24. talking to people who make you happy
25. turning on LED lights and staring at the wall
26. drawing random pictures and looking back at them later for memories
27. thinking about your future
28. writing things you like about people you know
29. making potions in the shower and then feeding them to imaginary people pretending they are your enemy
30. taking baths like you did when you were little and remembering you old memories
(Part two at 10 likes!!!)
I'm the tenth like!
Your at 21 now
Part 2. I need therapy.
Low key a full on paragraph but this was inspiring thank you so much ❤
You got me at old people holding hands bro
I asked my mom if she would still love me if I had secrets like my sexuality, secrets and other things, she said she would always love me, but love me less if I killed someone (which I will never do) and she would still love me if I was gay or something like that. I love my mom till my soul disappears ❤
Thank you so much
No prob I'm just here to help :]
Since I’ve already hidden my vent book
I hide my blade in a jewellery box filled with silver necklaces it blends right in. Works like a charm 💙
I Hide my scrissors in a bunch of paper so It looks like ita for bricolage
I asked my grandma for a jewelry box. I need it to hide my blade and stuff, but I didn't tell her that.
I hid mine under my plush
I hide my scissors in my pencil case.
(Note: i did SH 6-7 times,Im 12 years old.)
Please everyone don't cut your skin because it isn't paper. Just vent with someone ❤ You don't deserve to feel pain and you don't deserve to give yourself more pain by SH. SH will only make it worst. Please speak to someone about how you feel.
Feel free to vent❤🥺
“You cant even save yourself”
Thats why there is others its a huge loop someone gets fixed and they save others from experiencing what they did
Ex: I was depressed and broken but then I met sam and colby (not irl)
I started to watch their videos and follow them on other platforms and yknow what happened
On insta they posted the meaning of life i’ll tell you what it says because like I said it’s now my job to save others
~• Imagine life like a video game. If Mario could immediately steal back peach and win without issues, it’d be boring. No one would play.
The REASON people play the game is because it’s difficult. “Problems” aren’t problems.
“Problems are the point.” •~
This is literally what they said, even watching the conjuring house (the latest one)
Abigail said “the meaning of life is *love*
I hope I saved others lives like how my hero’s saved me….
i have a vent book and i’ve thought of doing sewerslide many times. i’m D.E.A.D. if ANY of my family members find that notebook. i have 7 siblings. if they find my notebook they’ll be concerned for me and probably go tell my parents and i can’t tell them not to tell my parents or they’re gonna tell my parents. it’s a cutesy cover but, oh my gosh… it has some really really dark stuff inside that my parents would NOT want me to be writing. i have also done sh before and i have hid my blade multiple times in my huge closet. i’m proud to say i’m about 5 years free of sh ❤ i have thrown my blade away… but if my parents ever find out i’m so dead.
Edit: 1 day clean. ☹️
Im happy for you for finding a way to give up on self harm
You're a fighter! I respect that ❤
We are proud of you :)
@@Hello_im_luci thank you, i’m almost 6 years clean, just one more month.. i’m trying to fight back against my bad thoughts
so glad to hear you threw it away, ❤ you don't deserve to feel like that, no one does. ❤❤❤
Im here for you🫂 i have experienced self harm as an 10 year old girl and stopped when i was 11 which i am now cuz i came out to my mom but just take your time and know that i am here for you. YOU ARE LOVED❤❤❤❤❤❤
How did you do it! My parents put me down for my self harm. I’ve been struggling ever since I was 9, I’m 12 now
@@GachaLunaArt i know this may sound hard but you just just think positive think of whats good with you and you will notice some things you like with yourself❤️ I LOVE YALL
@@GachaLunaArtaw u can get through it
Ik there's a website where you can cut but idk what it's called
I believe in you
same, i’m almost 11 and im around 8 (?) days clean but i don’t keep track of my sh. im kinda scared to tell anyone i know tbh
@@carsonn..x3 I get that
I have never done sh but I know someone who has and like 3 years clean I think I was the only person they told
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You're such a beautiful human being and worthy and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society builds up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy life. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer, I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you, I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely
then watch the sky, because you know, someone at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don't-feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don't want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happens, it's not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? You're not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile.
Don't live up to other standards! It's your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You're so strong, you're still here, and I am
proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT, READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED, READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST, READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM, YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID, READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You're not a burden to anyone, don't be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You're beautiful inside out, Your body is
beautiful the way it is.
Please don't starve yourself, Please eat, I know it's hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, READ THAT AGAIN
I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you're in pain :( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you, Don't let them get the best of you,
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don't go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it, I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/evening/ night.
If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you.
If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad
music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it's evening for you, you're probably
overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel, You don't need to be scared, of course you're
overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know how much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don't let the emotion control you by giving up. It's okay, you're here you're safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don't think you're doing good, but you will feel good at one point, Don't give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today,
okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
t hope this is enough for you to stay today
tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Ty! This made me feel better
I aint reading allat bro
@@Max-hh2hs you don't have to 😊. but it helps others so it doesn't matter to me.
@@Max-hh2hsthen keep scrolling
I love this comment sm ❤️
here are 100 reasons to be alive:
1. Love from family
2. Friendship
3. Achieving personal goals
4. Experiencing new cultures
5. Traveling to beautiful places
6. Enjoying delicious food
7. Making a positive impact on someone's life
8. Helping others in need
9. Learning new skills
10. Watching a sunrise or sunset
11. Laughing until your stomach hurts
12. Dancing like nobody's watching
13. Feeling the warmth of sunshine on your skin
14. Listening to your favorite music
15. Reading a good book
16. Hugging someone you care about
17. Petting a cute animal
18. Watching a movie that makes you feel alive
19. Seeing a rainbow after the rain
20. Making someone smile
21. Overcoming a challenge
22. Finding inner peace through meditation
23. Exercising and feeling strong
24. Creating art or writing
25. Volunteering for a cause you believe in
26. Growing your own garden
27. Exploring nature trails
28. Learning about history and culture
29. Feeling the adrenaline rush of an adventure
30. Appreciating the beauty of art and architecture
31. Celebrating special occasions with loved ones
32. Making memories with friends
33. Being part of a supportive community
34. Enjoying the serenity of a quiet moment
35. Cooking a delicious meal
36. Telling someone you love them
37. Forgiving someone and letting go of grudges
38. Finding gratitude in everyday life
39. Having the freedom to express yourself
40. Finding purpose in your work
41. Inspiring others with your actions
42. Embracing diversity and inclusivity
43. Witnessing acts of kindness
44. Feeling the joy of accomplishment
45. Watching a live performance
46. Embracing your uniqueness
47. Dreaming about the future
48. Reflecting on past experiences
49. Embracing change and growth
50. Finding solace in solitude
51. Savoring the taste of your favorite dessert
52. Connecting with old friends
53. Learning from mistakes and growing stronger
54. Making a positive difference in the world
55. Exploring your creativity
56. Finding comfort in familiar surroundings
57. Embracing new opportunities
58. Seeking adventure in the unknown
59. Learning to appreciate the present moment
60. Inspiring others to pursue their dreams
61. Sharing laughter and joy with others
62. Finding strength in resilience
63. Believing in the power of hope
64. Seeking knowledge and understanding
65. Feeling the excitement of new beginnings
66. Cherishing family traditions
67. Supporting others in times of need
68. Finding inspiration in nature's beauty
69. Embracing the journey of self-discovery
70. Building meaningful relationships
71. Encouraging others to follow their passions
72. Finding peace in moments of stillness
73. Learning to forgive yourself
74. Embracing the power of positivity
75. Finding joy in simple pleasures
76. Celebrating personal milestones
77. Discovering hidden talents
78. Feeling the warmth of a hug
79. Sharing stories and memories with loved ones
80. Making a difference in someone's life
81. Finding strength in vulnerability
82. Embracing moments of spontaneity
83. Taking time to rest and recharge
84. Finding inspiration in everyday life
85. Celebrating cultural diversity
86. Discovering new perspectives
87. Feeling the thrill of a new adventure
88. Rediscovering your passions
89. Finding beauty in imperfection
90. Being surrounded by laughter and joy
91. Seeking wisdom from life's experiences
92. Finding solace in music
93. Embracing the power of imagination
94. Connecting with others on a deeper level
95. Finding purpose in giving back to the community
96. Embracing the journey of self-love
97. Celebrating the wonder of life
98. Finding peace in moments of chaos
99. Embracing the beauty of the unknown
100. Knowing that every moment is a gift
Your amazing for that
people who almost cried reading this
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The book:💞🐱✨️🎀💅🌈
The stuff in the book:🔪💀🖤🤐
whats a vent book
@@nerdy_devilwhere u let out ur emotions and write them out
@@Ceecee_OBV thx for explaining
@@Skylight_floof npp
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I am overly sensitive insecure and my parents havent done anything to me yet i still feel like im useless and i write about it in my vent book (witch i disguise as a sketchbook) and if my parents find it i actually dont know what they will do to me
Maybe not a mattress. Also if they find say it’s a book abt bad dreams
What is a vent book?
@@Bino_Cosplayz A book where you write your emotions out into it, usually negative
@@l4v3nd3r_43 oh ok
I dont recommend putting it under your bed actually because once I did that and my friend hid under my bed for hide and seek and found it.. luckily she is my best friend and respected my privacy and did not read it :)
if your friend comes over and says “hey, what’s this game? looks cool! let’s play” you’re dead💀
lol, they once check under my mattress.. games may be opened or donated.. often check under my bed. I’m running out of places to put it.. I used to hide it under grandmas clothes (because who would disturb grandmas clothes, right) but recently that’s been compromised.. 😅
My mom keeps going through my stuff she already found one of my vent books thank you.
I hate that parents go through sfuff
Why do parents think it will help us to take away our escapes like vent books and stuff?
@@NoOneCares26Im not sure... they always say "I was 13 once too, I get it" but they never act like it... I also hate that saying because people/generations grow up so different- it really doesnt add up
You could put it Under a drawer ?
Have you tried hiding it in your pillow?
It was Safe for me atleast
Little advice:
- Make the vent book a smaller size
- don’t write on the first or last few pages
- Try having a rlly small one you can keep in your pocket.
- I once hid mine in a sock. It’s pretty small.
thank you, my life has been going down and I have anger issues my mom is very scary sometimes I can’t tell her why I have anger issues..I write them in a diary and don’t know where to put it cause if she reads it…
IM DEAD.
It's been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes there are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and your process of that is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because you do deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you deserve good things. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down . Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky they are. If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being. You're not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s the day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s the evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. Just a way to cope, and never let anyone say otherwise. Society does not control you, only you can do that. But before I go, remember, I'm always here, for whatever you need. No matter how far I need to go to help you, I'll try, with everything I've got, so don't worry I'll be someone you can always come to, no matter how bad things get.
The fact that someone should even feel the need to hide something like that, shows a lot about the parents...
‼️DO NOT HIDE YOUR VENT BOOK BEHIND A MATTRESS‼️
i had a vent book once and hid it under my matress, my mom found it but didn’t know whats „vent” so i said i drew my bad dream (she believed me)
there are some places i recommend:
•in a pillow
•behind a painting (if u have one)
•in ur floor (if it opens)
•in your closet behind your clothes
•behind furtniture
if your parent finds it say:
„its old, don’t worry”
„oh, my friend left it when they was here last time”
or just tell them(if you want to then good luck)
i don’t really have any other ideas how you can hide/explain it but i just have to say that i hope you will recover soon❤
Oh and another tip is to buy like a normal or nice cover because people are less likely to look through a notebook that looks cute or a notebook that looks like it's for school. I also recommend making it look like a book and hiding it in a bookshelf if you have one.
@@sc3n3.g1rl that’s actually good!
I bought as much alcohol as I could from friends and saved up bottles of my redline (ADHD meds) I went to that exact park when it was raining and took the pills while drinking as much as I could. I ended up overdosing (on purpose) and was in the hospital for two weeks unable to walk in life support. 💓👍
I’m so sorry
i’m so sorry. are you okay now? i’m so glad you’re still here
I hope you don’t do that again. It’s amazing that you’re still here. It’s not your fault for doing something, everyone goes through a tough time.
I don’t know if you’re religious or not, but God put you here on earth for a reason. He wants you to live.
Ok
200 reasons why you should live
1. your family
2. your friends
3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something
4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment
5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes
6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes
7. the feeling you get when youre room is tidy
8. the feeling you get when youre laughing hesterically.
9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend
10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile
11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve.
12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit.
13. you’ve never been to disney world.
14. you’ve never been skinny dipping.
15. you’ve never swam in a lake.
16. you’ve never met your idol.
17. you haven’t gotten married.
18. you’ve never decorated your own house.
19. you’ve never saved someone’s life.
20. you haven’t learnt to drive.
21. there is music you haven’t listen too.
22. you have so many more people to meet.
23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong.
24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right.
25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories.
26. you would have been the best mom or dad.
27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life.
28. your friends would suffer.
29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room.
30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt.
31. someone loves you.
32. you are not alone.
33. i’m here for you.
34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross.
35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet.
36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems.
37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents.
38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older.
39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever.
40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried.
41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
42. finding your person.
43. really soft pillows.
44. eating pizza with your kids and partner.
45. you’ve never danced in the rain.
46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain.
47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried.
48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again.
49. your friends would blame themselves.
50. your mom's smile.
51. your best friend's laugh.
52. your sister would lose her best friend.
53. your cousins that look up to you.
54. hot chocolate on cold days.
55. ice water on hot days.
56. getting a tan.
57. hearing ‘i love you’.
58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day.
59. your birthday.
60. you’ve never been to a nightclub.
61. long hot showers.
62. long steamy baths.
63. freshly shaved legs.
64. perfectly smooth hair.
65. watching people trip over small objects.
66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life.
67. you would regret dying.
68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone.
69. you wake up everyday for a reason.
70. stars.
71. you will always be enough.
72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over.
73. reading powerful quotes.
74. genuine smiles.
75. the crunch of autumn leaves.
76. christmas.
77. christmas eve.
78. decorating the tree.
79. long meaningful hugs.
80. sunsets.
81. ice cream.
82. you never got that puppy.
83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go.
84. rainbows.
85. travelling to new places.
86. funny stories.
87. funny jokes.
88. inside jokes.
89. coffee.
90. your talents would go to waste.
91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy.
92. all nighters with friends.
93. cuddling.
94. reconnecting with old friends and family.
95. smiling.
96. capturing perfect moments on camera.
97. swimming on a hot day.
98. feeling cozy in blankets.
99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with.
100! becoming successful.
101. cute babies.
102. cute old people.
103. love stories that make you jealous.
104. telling crazy stories.
105. watching lightning.
106. watching rain.
107. star gazing.
108. recovery.
109. melted chocolate.
110. freshly baked cookies.
111. late night adventures.
112. overcoming fears.
113. sunday mornings.
114. friday mornings.
115. you’ll be dead, forever.
116. you will make a difference to people.
117. picnics with friends.
118. waking up late.
119. waking up late and ending up being on time.
120. to prove them wrong.
121. to prove them you can.
122. to prove you're strong.
123. to love and be loved.
124. the ocean.
125. pets.
126. very loud music.
127. days out.
128. finishing a book.
129. conversations that just flow.
130. learning new things.
131. you are important.
132. you are wanted.
133. mistakes.
134. snow.
135. sun.
136. flowers.
137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross.
138. new bed sheets.
139. new home decor.
140. roller coasters.
141. theme parks.
142. smiling at strangers.
143. random acts of kindness.
144. the sound of water.
145. visiting a place from your childhood.
146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own.
147. to feel proud.
148. reassurance.
149. cute nicknames.
150. long stares that make you feel loved.
151. meaningful gifts.
152. blowing out candles.
153. meeting online friends in real life.
154. success.
155. to work the job you always wanted.
156. the live the life you dreamt of.
157. babies smiling.
158. sleep.
159. tea.
160. breaking rules.
161. dreams.
162. the last day of school/work.
163. taking pictures.
164. brownies.
165. bubbles.
166. water slides.
167. holidays.
168. to fall asleep on someone.
169. to feel protected.
170. to grow taller.
171. to grow stronger.
172. to grow old.
173. to make memories you’ll cherish.
174. to laugh at old pictures.
175. to be loved by a pet.
176. the first signs of summer.
177. the first signs of autumn.
178. the first signs of winter.
179. the first signs of spring.
180. to binge watch a series.
181. to live independently.
182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself.
183. to not have broken any promises.
184. to fulfill your promises.
185. to breathe.
186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age.
187. so say you’re alive.
188. to know you’re stronger than you think.
189. falling in love.
190. you’ve never snuck out.
191. you’ve never not smashed your phone.
192. you’ve never stayed out all night.
193. you are a kind soul.
194. you have a warm heart.
195. you care for others.
196. the smell of pancakes.
197. when you walk over frosty grass.
198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt
199. i love you.
200! to say you made it.
:)
@@so-ke6yj :)
shut up I almost cry
@@poukokopuff its tru tho >:)
reasons why i shouldnt
1: im just a worthless moving object
I made a vent book but my mom found it immediately and told me to explain it.
I'm lucky that she is so kind and supportive and willing to get me the help I need now.
Thank you♡
Mines has lots of swears in it, so if my parents find it, I will probably be kicked on the curb.
Yeah same lol mine has a lot of the f word 😅
same😔
Thank you! I'll put it under my mattress. Nobody looks there!
Now I won't have worry about my parents finding it-
This isn't hate at all. but maybe don't comment where you will hide your privacy? Unless people can't see it it's fine just be careful
@@thecrustykidspI’m sure it’s a 3% possibility if a person that knows the commenter irl. Because nobody really knows what video you’re watching
@@Sonika.x. yeah but I'm talking about like if their parents can eventually see what you comment or smth
Be careful if they change your sheets, if you have a closet put it somewhere there and if they say they are gonna clean it out just find a way to convince them to delay it
My mum she does my bed when it needs cleaning and she picks up the mattress idk abt this for mattress
I needed this sm ty- my parents would be pissed if they saw my vent book.. theyd probably make me get away from my friends that are closest to me if they saw it..
I dont really have anything to say, but thats really kind of you. Please know that i wish there were more people like you, the world is becoming worse and worse, but seeing this makes me know there are still good ones out there. Thanks for doing a good thing!! :)
Tysm! I literally just got a notebook (my mum doesn’t know why but allowed me too) and I’m using it as a vent book. I have no places to hide it so this is helpful. Only problem, I share a room with my sis :’D
Ooh sharing a room can be tough... maybe try hiding it inside a book your sis wouldnt read, putting it in your dresser under clothes, or under a bookcase/dresser.
Same. I also share a room with my sister..
Other things to think about:
- hide it in plain sight; if someone stumbles upon it, they’re going to wonder why it’s so hidden.
- make the cover pretty and cutesy, so it is less obvious of what is inside.
- for the first few pages, fill them with normal drawings/writings, so it doesn’t seem too suspicious when you first open it.
- write/draw in it at night or when you’re alone, so someone doesn’t see you and ask you what you’re writing/drawing.
- when you fill the book, burn it. Not only is this a good way to dispose of it, but also a good way for you to get those negative emotions out of your life.
Please stay healthy, and recover well. If a vent book is what works for you, then use it when you need to. Take breaks from unhealthy things and take care of yourself ❤
i’m so sorry that you have to go through this trauma. If you need someone to talk to you can always ask me. I’m sorry how you’re feeling but this is a reminder that your skin isn’t paper so don’t cut it and your neck is not a hanger so don’t hang it. You are amazing person, and this world cannot live without you.
@ghosted1130 I'd talk to her but her comment has made me happy, I do have many other *personal* problems, But all they light ones are basically gone.
@ghosted1130 LOL??
I don't have a vent book, I have this weird book tho about y/n and fictional story's, it's very personal and I cannot let my family even know it exists🤡
@@Onions4life5 but you just let the internet know lol😭
@@BrianAloysiusMay but they don't know my identity 🤫
@@Onions4life5 true lol
50 reasons to live! ❤
1. Your family/friends
2 cute animals
3 Your favourite music artist
4 beaches
5 lakes
6 your crush
7 your bff
8 late night walks
9 reading
10 vacations
11 museums
12 restaurants
13 sunsets
14 sunrises
15 ice cream
16 roblox
17 nature
18 wildlife
19 swimming
20 running
21 tanning
22 dance
23 ur fav sport
24 your fav board game
25 ur fav person
26 boat ride
27 aquariums
28 statues
29 ur fav subject in school
30 your job
31 crystals
32 movies
33 ur fav tv series
34 ur fav food
35 ur fav drink
36 ur fav jumper
37 your bed
38 thrifting
39 when you get compliments
40 when you achieve something
41 when you reach your goal
42 new clothes smell
43 new book smell
44 new shoes smell
45 your favourite perfumes spell
46 trips to the mall
47 laughing
48 that one teacher
49 you would never get to go to your dream holiday
50 you would never achieve that goal
My suggestions:
don’t hide it under your bed. Parents often clean there.
Hide it somewhere unexpected
At the back of your closet (not recommended if your closet is clean or organized)
That’s all I have for now!❤
stay safe and feel happy❤
please do not hid it in a game box or any box visible to parents, i did. this one time and my mom saw my book. she didn’t open it but she asked what it was.
I used to struggle with depression and I wanted to end it so badly. I tried and tried but I never succeeded. I hated myself and my life. I wanted a way out so bad. My parents pushed me to be something they weren't, my friends weren't real friends, and I wasn't happy with anything in my life, not even my bf. It all felt meaningless and I had planned to kms on my 16th birthday. I was so hurt and done. I lost several things and I wasn't allowed to see friends over the summer, it was devastating. But after some time, I didn't care. I realized how much everyone made me hate my life. Everyone sucked. But I realized that I don't have to put up with that. And yk what, I turned 16 last month! I'm going to go to 2 different colleges, I'm gonna be a forensic anthropologist and a forensic pathologist. And Yk what else!!??? I'm already half way done becoming a nurse. In a year or two, I will have the chance to take care of a little boy with autism. And then in a few more years, I'll be helping solve murder cases so people can feel comforted, bc they deserve better. I let my nana and uncle die and I didn't get to attend their funeral, and I feel like if I had been there, they might still be here. But I am, I am still here. I don't like my body, but I can work to fix it. I can change anything I want about myself, I can do what I want with my life, and I'm going to be so many things because ppl deserve someone who cares! Like all these people in this chat, you deserve so much more. I want to be there for people so they don't end up like I was, in the deepest pit inside many more pits. An endless tunnel. I still feel lost and angry and it sucks, but I'm still here. I want to live, I need to live. People need me, I have family, friends, siblings that depend on me, I depend on me. My dad lost his only brother and mom, I will NOT let him bury his only daughter. Please, it doesn't have to end here, keep going! Don't hurt yourself, draw or sleep. Don't starve yourself, eat even a little snack. Don't bite your nails, chew gum. Block out the bad thoughts, build a barrier. You CAN do this, I believe in you. ❤❤
That moment when you stopped doing vent books because they always find it and make you feel bad for feeling terrible anyway.
Yk that feeling where u want people to notice what ur hiding away from them but yet you love how they dont know anything about it at all.
Stay?
i really needed this because my parents found mine and went through it, and literally had a talk with me how they want to get me therapy. im fr gonna start writing in a different one, and hiding it in better places
i normally hide it underneath my bed because my parents never go through my room. but i literally cannot find it and i think my parents found it…
😭
It’s been 9 months since this comment was posted. What happened? Did you find it?
@@Willow_On_Paws1127 Yess I found it. It was in my closet. Idk how it got there but at least no one found it lmao
@@bella_lynnie15 yay!
(I DO NOT THINK ITS AN TREND)
I really need to write down my feelings soon enough, I have them all inside of me, thanks
i can feel the feelings coming inside me
reasons to stay alive 🤍
1. your family
2. your friends
3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something
4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment
5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes
6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes
7. the feeling you get when youre room is tidy
8. the feeling you get when youre laughing hesterically.
9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend
10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile
11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve.
12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit.
13. you’ve never been to disney world.
14. you’ve never been skinny dipping.
15. you’ve never swam in a lake.
16. you’ve never met your idol.
17. you haven’t gotten married.
18. you’ve never decorated your own house.
19. you’ve never saved someone’s life.
20. you haven’t learnt to drive.
21. there is music you haven’t listen too.
22. you have so many more people to meet.
23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong.
24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right.
25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories.
26. you would have been the best mom or dad.
27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life.
28. your friends would suffer.
29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room.
30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt.
31. someone loves you.
32. you are not alone.
33. i’m here for you.
34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross.
35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet.
36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems.
37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents.
38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older.
39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever.
40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried.
41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
42. finding your person.
43. really soft pillows.
44. eating pizza with your kids and partner.
45. you’ve never danced in the rain.
46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain.
47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried.
48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again.
49. your friends would blame themselves.
50. your mom's smile.
51. your best friend's laugh.
52. your sister would lose her best friend.
53. your cousins that look up to you.
54. hot chocolate on cold days.
55. ice water on hot days.
56. getting a tan.
57. hearing ‘i love you’.
58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day.
59. your birthday.
60. you’ve never been to a nightclub.
61. long hot showers.
62. long steamy baths.
63. freshly shaved legs.
64. perfectly smooth hair.
65. watching people trip over small objects.
66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life.
67. you would regret dying.
68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone.
69. you wake up everyday for a reason.
70. stars.
71. you will always be enough.
72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over.
73. reading powerful quotes.
74. genuine smiles.
75. the crunch of autumn leaves.
76. christmas.
77. christmas eve.
78. decorating the tree.
79. long meaningful hugs.
80. sunsets.
81. ice cream.
82. you never got that puppy.
83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go.
84. rainbows.
85. travelling to new places.
86. funny stories.
87. funny jokes.
88. inside jokes.
89. coffee.
90. your talents would go to waste.
91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy.
92. all nighters with friends.
93. cuddling.
94. reconnecting with old friends and family.
95. smiling.
96. capturing perfect moments on camera.
97. swimming on a hot day.
98. feeling cozy in blankets.
99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with.
100! becoming successful.
101. cute babies.
102. cute old people.
103. love stories that make you jealous.
104. telling crazy stories.
105. watching lightning.
106. watching rain.
107. star gazing.
108. recovery.
109. melted chocolate.
110. freshly baked cookies.
111. late night adventures.
112. overcoming fears.
113. sunday mornings.
114. friday mornings.
115. you’ll be dead, forever.
116. you will make a difference to people.
117. picnics with friends.
118. waking up late.
119. waking up late and ending up being on time.
120. to prove them wrong.
121. to prove them you can.
122. to prove you're strong.
123. to love and be loved.
124. the ocean.
125. pets.
126. very loud music.
127. days out.
128. finishing a book.
129. conversations that just flow.
130. learning new things.
131. you are important.
132. you are wanted.
133. mistakes.
134. snow.
135. sun.
136. flowers.
137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross.
138. new bed sheets.
139. new home decor.
140. roller coasters.
141. theme parks.
142. smiling at strangers.
143. random acts of kindness.
144. the sound of water.
145. visiting a place from your childhood.
146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own.
147. to feel proud.
148. reassurance.
149. cute nicknames.
150. long stares that make you feel loved.
151. meaningful gifts.
152. blowing out candles.
153. meeting online friends in real life.
154. success.
155. to work the job you always wanted.
156. the live the life you dreamt of.
157. babies smiling.
158. sleep.
159. tea.
160. breaking rules.
161. dreams.
162. the last day of school/work.
163. taking pictures.
164. brownies.
165. bubbles.
166. water slides.
167. holidays.
168. to fall asleep on someone.
169. to feel protected.
170. to grow taller.
171. to grow stronger.
172. to grow old.
173. to make memories you’ll cherish.
174. to laugh at old pictures.
175. to be loved by a pet.
176. the first signs of summer.
177. the first signs of autumn.
178. the first signs of winter.
179. the first signs of spring.
180. to binge watch a series.
181. to live independently.
182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself.
183. to not have broken any promises.
184. to fulfill your promises.
185. to breathe.
186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age.
187. so say you’re alive.
188. to know you’re stronger than you think.
189. falling in love.
190. you’ve never snuck out.
191. you’ve never not smashed your phone.
192. you’ve never stayed out all night.
193. you are a kind soul.
194. you have a warm heart.
195. you care for others.
196. the smell of pancakes.
197. when you walk over frosty grass.
198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt
199. i love you.
200! to say you made it.
anyone reading this, please know you are not alone and I love every single one of you. things are
hard right now i know. you’ll get over it I promise. nothing lasts forever.
Really needed this after my sister found out I was non binary and that I hated my mom because she read my notebook
try getting another notebook and disguise it as a diary with fake thoughts, so that way if parents find it, they won’t snoop more and find your actual vent book.
I have a small space under my nightstand that I cut out. No one knows about it. If someone did find out about it, it’s also locked, with 3 locks. I put all my vents in the middle of my book and have sketchings all over. My vents are on the back side of the pages as well. Small idea If needed.
I’m proud of you for being here🫶🏼.
I use my notes on my phone and lock them with a special pass so no one can read them it’s not like they care abt me anyways
You're lucky. My parents treat mine like a treasure hunt box.
How do you lock notes? My phone kinda has the same stuff as my mom (like phone numbers) so I don't vent in notes, I don't think our notes are linked together but idk. I'd rather be safe than sorry.
@@MOLDYnHAM I know from experience, I have the same apple account as my dad. Almost everything is linked together. Even notes. Sorry. 😞
I care about you..
@@MOLDYnHAM it should show you an option on top of the notes your using
i know thus video is old, but i want to give some tips.
it helps if the book doesnt LOOK like a vent book. its better if it looks like a regular sketchbook or says “drawing book” on the front. id also suggest making the first few pages normal that way it doesnt look to suspicious.
Thank you. I’ve taken my vent book with me everywhere. It has stuff NO ONE else can see save for my friends who understand. If my mom saw it ID BE DEAD IN A SECOND. It has subjects no rising middle schooler should have to face. These will definitely help. Thank you!!!
You can also hide it in a drawer that you never use. I have like two and some notes books for school one. Unless you have parents that snoop around a lot you should be fine 😌
I did that, my parents dont snoop in my room
Often.
My mom always finds my notebooks out when I write in them and she reads them and its not pretty.
Oh dear, here’s some ideas for where to hide ur notebooks.
Under ur pillow or in the sheets of ur pillow,
Under ur stuff in a closet,
In a drawer under clothes,
In ur school bag. (Backpack)
With ur other books, but inside a thick book.
Hope this helps ml. If u need to vent to someone I’m here.
put them on the side of your mattress in between your mattress and sheet’s skirt
If it’s smaller, take a small piece of cardboard the size of the bottom of a tissue box, take some tissues out the bottom, place the cardboard against the tissues so you have a small nook to slide the book in, secure the box with some tape and face the wall in your bedroom
Between clothes in your dresser or wardrobe
In your backpack
For all my sewing seamstresses and seamsters out there, inside a teddy bear
Or make a small thin cushion the shape of a rectangle, sew three ends onto your pillow so you have a pocket, but it’s still padded and put your pillow case over
The first one is so smart! Upset I didn’t think about it first.. 😭
Hey tip if you don’t have a vent book or don’t do art but vent and don’t want your parents to see it have two yt channels trust me it works
Same bestie!
I remember when I was at 5th grade and I had this notebook that was a vent notebook and my mother was helping me clean my room and I hid my notebook and she found it and started reading it and ripping out the pages, ☺️…
I don’t have a vent book, but some more ideas ⬇️
- Blend it in with other books in a shelf (hide it behind the others)
-Put it ontop of a high shelf and cover it with something (maybe figures)
-hide it in your school backpack
-behind paintings if there’s a gap between the frame and the wall
-underneath socks or clothes inside a drawer
-in your pillow case
I hide it in my school bag it's the best place for me
Me too
Dad coming through, and i think these are awesome places to hide them.I found my daughters vent book and after that i began taking days off work much more to spend time with her. Hope you get better!🙂❤️🩹
cool
I just use a school notebook so that they don’t get sus feelings abt my notebook, “I’m doing homework!!”
It feels so sad when children that are usually 7-9 are having vent books:(..
Thank you so much. I remember the last time my mother found it I was admitted. Never again.
What happened?!
@@user-qp7jn9li1bthey probably mean a psych ward or something
Thanks, I'm terrified people will... *_find out._*
If anyone is currently experiencing this just remember
Life might feel like the worst thing right now, but the only thing worse than living is dying, your family would miss you, your friends would miss you even if it doesn't feel like that, but one person will miss you which is one more reason to live.
There's always a reason to live, whether it is to become successful to have a family when you're older, if you kys then you'll never be able to experience what you were made for.
just remember someone is always there for you and there is ALWAYS a reason to live which is enough for me and for you because your life is a gift from whichever god you believe in, they knew when to create you the perfect time for you to live.
I have a large tiger stuffed animal that my friend gave me for valentines, it has a hole in the bottom of it but i put my vent book in there, plus my parents like never go through my room, but im scared they might give it away at some point or something like that without telling me 😭
Tysm also ik this aint a trend or something "quirky" or "cute" to have but imma probably make one so I can write my feelings in it:) ty❤️
Something that happened to me:
When I was stressed because of my parents, I drew a bunch of vent doodles on a piece of paper, and then I took it to school the next day to throw it away. I forgot to and left it in my pants pocket. Then when I got back from school I got changed and the pants were in my hamper. My mom did laundry the next day and found it and there were a bunch of pieces just ripped from the wash machine and dryer, and I woke up the next morning, and it was on the kitchen table and my mom looked through my entire phone. I was terrified and my mom thought I was gonna commit. Like it wasn’t even meant to be smth like that I wasn’t struggling that much and she made it out to be like that. My mom is always worried about me, it’s almost been a year but yeah. I’m almost 15 🥲.. she never found anything but she put the paper in the bag and idk what she did with it. The fact that my dad wasn’t even concerned about anything is just… he left 2 years ago and I did that. He just thought i was fine with the whole situation 😢.. This August he moved back and it’s been kinda annoying and my parents have been fighting it’s js a lot and school has been stressing me out even more and idk what to do 😭, the only thing keeping me going is k pop, (it’s really helped me cope) and my friends.. and the future ahead because I know I have a bright one hopefully 🙃.
I’ve been in and out the hospital and mental hospital SO MANY TIMES I come back home with bracelets I make, books FILLED with how my days were and still NO ONE NOT A SIGLE PERSON cares about my health, me, how I’m feeling etc. except for my cat eclipse,my friend let’s call her lizzy, she ALWAYS complains: omg I bet 10 pounds that *my name* has scars on her wrist or bruises.she says all of this behind my back luckily for me my REAL friend told me.I have social anxiety and adhd and mental health problems believe me or not I do I see people doing these things for attention and it just hurts because they don’t REALLY know what’s it’s like to feel these things it’s terrible
hello.
Please, dont give up. Youre important okay? Youll aways be. Tell lizzy that i said she shouldnt be doing bets on other peoples health.
I love you, have a good day!
@@cinosselec i know this comment was posted a while ago, but I’m fine now i found real friends who care about me and my mental health is way better but thank you for worrying about me! 💗
@@xoxo_emilyyy I don’t know you personally, but I’m glad you’re doing much better. It broke my heart reading your comment and I’m glad you found your own people! Please keep going.
- A stranger on the internet ❤️
@@Memekey928 I’m glad to see that there’s still people like you out there, it’s a pretty sad thing that some people can’t respect others 💗🫶🏼
my mom doesnt know its a vent book, if she found it in these places she would for sure look in it. we def dont need that, and most of my actual vents are in my phone, locked up so she cant get to them 😅
I did that before my mom took away my phone because I did SH.
My mom forces me to put my password(my fingerprint also unlocks it) and one time she forced me to be on my knees for 30 mins hitting me with a dog leash and calling my dad so i could open my phone
I have more places because i dont easily trust any hiding spot:
- under the middle of a carpet.
- In the back of the fridge or under
- Open your pillow and put it inside the whatever its called i think cotton.
- in a hung up old coat in your closet
- between the wall and closet (if its really close).
I HOPE THIS HELPS PEOPLE, when i get ideas i will update :3
Thank you so much, my vent book is filled with things and I’ve been terrified of my parents finding it.
that’s a good idea, a vent book. i’m do that rn 😭
Even if i dont have a vent book(because i share a room) i know some tips that may help:
Fill the outside with like stickers or some stuff, dont leave it blank
Put your vents in the middle of the book, and at the start make it like a homework book, you can put like maths there or smthing
Dont hide it under mattress or anything thats obvious for venting, put it in a pile of books, they probably will only check 1 and think the rest is the same, or you can hide it in your game box, closet(behind the clothes), or in your pillow mattres(i have hidden my phone there b4)
Im sorry if this didnt help, considering i have never had a vent book, but i have a history of stealing stuff and until now they are still searching it
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Writers: The Neighborhood
Tysm
Was looking for this
Hi uh i reccomend buying one of these diaries that have locks you can buy them for cheap, they are usually ugly tho so i transformed mine
I had a friend who did this her mom ended up snapping the lock looking through every page and the scolded her fo "being an overly sensitive lying brat" you can't just buy cheap locked diaries from target or something
@@Clover4evrr fair, they aren't too secure. I didn't know it at the time of writing this but you can open them without a key if you pull up the metal part of the lock (idk how to explain) but its still better than no lock, I think. unless you could get a normal notebook and pretend it's for school or something
Yea thats true@@theCater_
The fact people even have these and have to hide them is crazy. I hope you get better. They are a good way to express your feelings but you’re too afraid too. The brain can’t handle the trauma or whatever is hurting you. Please, unless your parents are strict and will yell at you for being a sad, please tell them. I pray for your feeling fellow viewers and creator
Ty I’ve been worried abt where to keep mine for a while. I’ve kept it in my pillow case for a bit but I’m worried I’ll forget about it and wash my pillow case with my book inside it 🥲 and it’s also easy for my parents or siblings to find so now I won’t have to worry abt that
If you have a vent book, pretend it's your school notebook
IDK WHO NEEDS THIS BUT..
99 Reasons to Keep on Living:
Sunrises and sunsets.
The sound of a baby’s laugh.
Watching someone talk about something they’re passionate about.
The first snowfall of the season.
The smell of artificial watermelon.
Fresh baked cookies.
Shooting stars.
Stepping on crunchy leaves.
Splashing in puddles.
Traveling the world.
Your future children, pets, spouses, or friends.
The feeling of being held in someone’s arms.
New books by your favorite authors.
Christmas lights.
The one influential person in your life that has helped you through everything.
The way dogs gets excited to see you when you come home from a long day of school or work.
Smiles on other people’s faces.
The warmth of sunshine on your skin.
The smell of coffee.
Sitting in a warm house or by a fire with a really good book.
Decorating the Christmas tree.
The chill that racks through your body when you’ve accomplished something you’re proud of.
Clumsy first kisses.
The warmth and smell of fresh laundry.
Music.
Compliments and praise.
The feeling your heart has when you see your crush.
The sound of good laughter.
Your support system (because they would be broken and lost without you).
The feeling of someone paying attention to you - the one that makes you feel safe and loved.
The movies that you leave you speechless after you walk out of the theater.
The feeling you get after you pee for the first time in hours.
The first day of spring when you can finally see the green grass peeking out of the snow and everything feels more hopeful.
Puppy kisses.
Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
Trampolines.
Ice cream.
Stargazing.
Cloud watching.
Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
Receiving thoughtful gifts.
“I saw this and thought of you."
The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
The relief you feel after crying.
Sunshine.
The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
Your future wedding.
Your favorite candy bar.
New clothes.
Witty puns.
Really good bread.
Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
The smell before and after it rains.
The sound of rain against a rooftop.
The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
Trying out new recipes.
The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
Breakfast in bed.
Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
Forgiveness.
Water balloon fights.
Orgasms.
Fireflies.
Birthdays.
Realizing that someone loves you.
Spending the day with someone you love.
Spending the whole day in bed.
Eating a whole pint of your favorite ice cream.
Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky.
First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.)
Bonfires and s'mores.
Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them.
Coming home to someone you love.
The color of autumn leaves when they change.
Summer.
Singing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends.
Cuddling.
Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
Someone’s skin against yours.
Holding hands.
The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
Singing off key with your best friends.
Road trips.
Spontaneous adventures.
The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
Thunderstorms.
Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
The taste of your favorite food.
The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
The day when everything finally goes your way.
You have to be alive to see the world become a better place (because I’m so hopeful that it will).
parents look through our stuff but they don’t like it when there children do