For Our Friend Natalie
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- čas přidán 10. 06. 2024
- TW: Grief/loss
Tonight, we pay homage and honor Natalie's "person," My Tony. We send her our love and support in a time of awful grief and loss, and I share my own experience as a widow.
@NatalieWebsterExSeaOrg
Share in the grief and talk about loss with us the night before the big move.
Our sweet Natalie lost her precious Tony to his fight with cancer. Please donate, if you're able, to support her and help with expenses. #OurTonyStrong #OurNatalieStrong
bit.ly/MyTonyStrong - Zábava
We also have to remember that she just lost her father also.
Grief is love with no place to go.
Sweetie, it's a house, but without the love and passion that you deserve! I've followed you since your talk with Aaron and your happiness glow, aura changed about 3 months later. The change was gradual, but consistent and I felt the marriage crumbling. Your happiness and peace is the most valuable thing you possess! You, Huxley, and the pets will do great!
I lost a child at only 24 years old, only 4 months ago. It's true that it never goes away. And, you don't want it to go away. You just learn each day how to live with it that day.
I can't imagine how dreadful (to put it mildly) that must be - my Gran and Grandad lost my Aunt Madaline when she was six in 1959... my Mom is/was a year older and remembers them before and after the loss.
Sending you peace, love, prayers, kind thoughts and healing light xx
I also lost my son... he had brain cancer and was only 24 when he passed. The grief never ends.
There is a poem I love, my favorite line in it
"I keep my hands empty, for the sake of what I have had in them"
-Antonio Porchia
Just get through today. ❤. Can’t even imagine that kind of loss.
@@lauriehelker7436that’s awful and I’m so sorry. Not how things are supposed to go. It’s healing to keep him alive by talking about him. In my humbled opinion
Thank you for honoring Tony. He was absolutely Natalie's person. ❤❤
Reese, my Michael passed away October 16, 2015. He was my best friend, soulmate, everything. I feel him around me all of the time. He was my 2nd chance, as the 1st was very mentally abusive. Mike healed my soul and I still miss him, cry, laugh and talk about him and the things we did and experienced! I still celebrate our 1st date, anniversary, and mourn him everyday. It doesn't go away, it just gets tolerable. I cry everytime you talk about Fred, it's so like my Mike & I. I don't normally comment, definitely a lurker forever.
God bless My Tony, Natalie and their Family.♾️🙏🦋🕯✨️ Prayers for them and Prayers for your Safe Travel on the Road of Freedom !❤🌻🐾
Moments like this make me think of the Foo Fighters song "Times like these" this lyric that makes me cry every time "It's times like these you learn to live again. It's times like these you give and give again. It's times like these you learn to love again."❤
I lost my husband, my person, eight months ago. I so appreciate what you’ve said here Reese. Though this is different for everyone, it never goes away. I think so many of us appreciate that you still speak of and to Fred. And if that’s what Natalie wants to do as well, or not, I think most of us will support that. Fred is forever with you. Tony will forever be with Natalie. And my Michael will always be with me. Though our people go, they’re always with us. Praying for Natalie as she walks through such a difficult time. 🙏🏻 💕
Reese thank you so much for giving love to Natalie. I've been crying all day for her❤️
I see “my person” who passed away in 2015 in my dreams. I’ve had beautiful lucid dreams with him. I hate Scientology also, that assist is stupid! I’m so grateful I was already a wog when he passed.
I think you should talk about a person you have lost anytime you want.
I get upset when people say stop talking about them. I say talk so they are never forgotten.
I wish I would have had people in my life like so many of you in the SPTV community in 2021 when I lost my husband of 46 years after an 18-month battle with a very rare and very aggressive form of sinus cancer. The only person I had in real life was (and still is) our son plus one very close friend I met online in 2007 who lives about 2,500 to 3,000 miles away from me and a few Facebook friends I'd had for many years. After listening to Natalie's video from today about an hour or so ago, and then started taking a shower, I was crying in the shower and it's been hard to see now as my eyes are partly puffy. I'm so glad that there's this community now for everyone in their times of need, grief, sadness, problems, etc.
I lost my Mum 35 years ago and still have days when I remember the last time we talked and it makes me happy and sad.❤❤❤
Much love and safe travels my friend, with you and your fur family! Not forgetting Saint Tommy! Leaving one’s house under any circumstances is sad.. I always whisper a thank you to my old house, thanks for taking care of me/us. And then say a hello to the new one .. When we moved to Portugal 15 years ago, we drove our car over, with our dog! Four dog friendly hotels on the way, and the 24 hour ferry journey too! She was a trooper and loved every moment! 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵 Peace and love for your new Happy, Free life! 🩵
So glad to see you streaming, Reese. 💕
I've been crying all day, and I'm exhausted. I had been up all night, knowing something was wrong. I happened to be on Natalie's channel when suddenly she went Live. I knew...just knew what we were going to hear. The poor girl. 😭💔💔💔 God bless her and their families.
No, the pain never goes away, does it? This has been the saddest day. Thank God, she has a lot of people who love her dearly, like you have. ❤
I slept this afternoon, finally, but am back in bed, exhausted & with a headache from more crying.
Thanks for talking to us, sweetie! 💕😘
Reese thank you so much for sharing our grief for Tony. I've been crying all day. I just lost my mom in August and my mother in law is very ill😭😭😭😭❤️😭😭🙏🙏
You should never be alone after you lose your person. You should have people if you want them, or alone if you want that, for however long you need, because thats how the empty spaces get filled back up.
RIP dearest Tony💔 Prayers for Natalie and her family. May everyone have fond memories of Tony. He will be sorely missed by so many.
Reese I can close my eyes and picture you and Natalie hugging each other and crying in each other's arms. Creating a bond that can help you both heal.
Replay crew. ❤ What you are going through is huge and I have so much respect for your bravery and choosing to seek better for yourself. Change is flipping hard. You are an amazing woman and we are lucky to witness your journey. ❤
Replay crew here❣️
I'm feeling for you, feeling for Natalie. Your borh life transitions has triggered old wounds, so I had to take a break. Getting online again after a week, and first thing I get is the news of MyTony passing ...I was 🙏🙏🙏 that he's miraculously get through this.😭😭😭😭😭 my eyes out just before an important meeting
Anyways, it has tore up old wounds, I thought were healed.
Life can be a though gift, I feel for you both.
So wonderful to know you've had Tommy alongside all the way.
That many is PURE GOLD, true friends are PURE GOLD❣️
Cherise them.
Healing thoughts, -🙏🙏🙏🙏 and -🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 from Arctic LoVe Islands, Norway 🇳🇴🇳🇴🇳🇴.
Drive safe❣️💗💕💞💖✨✨✨🌟
Thank you Reese. I talk to my little brother almost every day, 22 years later, and I still let him know every time I think of him, " I'll NEVER forget you, you are with me Always" my heart still aches for him. I will never stop picturing the man he would be today, missing what could have been, and cherishing the too few years I got to spend with him ❤️
Oh Reese I love the lyrics for Man of the Hour. Powerful❤❤❤
Fred is very much guiding you. What a beautiful soul. Natalie's Tony is with her too.
I know Natalie needs time to process but I look forward to when you 2 can connect more and possibly stream together.
I've heard such horror stories about furniture damage using a moving company which I hope is not the case with this company. I pray for a smooth moving day for you with no damage, no issues and safe travels for you, Tommy and all of the furry babies. I hope you don't worry about the house that you're moving in to too much. You're providing such a positive change for Huxley and showing him that you can change the situation you're in if it doesn't serve you any more. That's huge! I know you'll decorate your new place with such beauty and creativity that it will feel like home in no time.
Hey, Reese. It’s Wednesday morning (8am EST), and I immediately thought about your day ahead. Safe travels to you, Tommy and the furbabies. The anxiety will ease once you’re on the road. You’ve got this. 🤘🏻
I am so sad for Natalie. Keeping her in my prayers. 🙏
Beginnings and ends. The birth of someone is so awesome, such a happy time. Brings families together in celebration for the beginning or something BRAND NEW. Then at the other end, death. A totally devastating, sad time, but also brings families together to grieve. The only thing they have in common is the bringing people together. Both of those experience we ALL have in common. Both of those experiences bring us new experiences, brings NEW PEOPLE INTO OUR LIVES! It holds, binds us as family, as a community, bonds us together forever as we each can RELATE to both life and death. Reminds me of the song which I always loved and still sing, What a Wonderful World. ❤
EXCELLENT WORDS HERE !!💙💙💙💙🔥🔥🔥😇😇😇🙏🏼💋😎
This hit me hard too. So sad. Her video took me to a place. Prayers for this amazing lady ❤
💕Thank you Reese for sharing what weare thinking Lots of Love 💕
I think kindness and compassion are an antidote to hate and violence. I don't take my ability to feel empathy for others for granted. ❤
As painful as it is most of the time, fully feeling a range of human emotion.
I just need to stay away from those who can't, the sociopaths, the psychos. They're dangerous.
you have all become apart of our Family and we all need to stick together and help each other out when we can
This could not be a more beautiful space. Thank you all.❤🙏🫂
I think a stream with you and Natalie would be epic. I think she would love it. To vent and talk and cry and get it out !
I think eternity is about the people you love and the lives you touch. Not just human, any life. Because then it grows and that life touches others, and on and on till you're a part of everyone in the world eventually. And you hope that that part of you that touched others was a good part. Because that's the you that exists forever.
It is difficult not to interject personal experiences. My heart & thoughts I am sending healing energy to Natalie. Reese I cut out early because I am still grieving for my husband of 48 years who passed a year ago. Dear Natalie what lies ahead is the firsts without your soulmate. Just hold on to your family & friends for support.
You are a beautiful human Reese💜💜💜💜
I feel my son everyday. He sends me signs through songs, license plates, butterflies birds. Quantum physics say energy can neither be created or destroyed . The energy of the soul lives on. I so much appreciate your channel and community. I feel less alone.
I'm glad I caught you live for a bit♡
Wishing you and Tommy and the furkids a safe trip. Hugs and love .❤❤❤
Drive carefully, and remember, you're off to a new and bright future. ❤
You and Hux are going to THRIVE once you're away from there. Even living in a tent you will be FREE. And no matter what we will all be here to make sure you do, and so will Tommy. All love and peace to you and Tommy as you embark on this next adventure! Love you! Meant to tell you...if you have to stop for the night Motel 6 allows pets. Driving with animals always takes longer than you expect.
We love both you and Nat. Both life changing events. 💖💖💖
sending love and hugs and strength.
God bless you I've lost a lot of my family but yer man is different it's so hard lost ma man 4 yrs ago it still hurts it never goes away good luck to you n Huxley in your new home 🏠🏡 take care xx💜💜🙏🙏🫶🫶💪💪🏴
You and Natalie share at least one thing in common; Your strength lie in part, at least with the vulnerability you share in honest emotional expression. Which is a true superpower!!!
I appreciate the channels talking about this. It helps me deal with it. I love alone, so it’s nice to be able to feel as if I have people with me to talk about it. Pearl Jam’s Man Of the Hour is amazing. I wanted to play it at my father’s funeral but I was not invited to the planning. I recommend Disturb’s song Hold Onto Memories. It is a great song about keeping those we lost alive.
It’s good for everyone to share their heartbreaking losses because it makes those who’ve recently lost their person feel like they aren’t alone in that boat. Having a community that understands the feelings of loss helps with healing. Thank you for doing this live. ❤ Love you Reese ~Stacy Toms
Good luck with your move. Keep your chin up on the way out of the door, drive away with a cheer on your way to yours and Huxleys happy new home.
Reese, I was watching the Admiral and missed your livestream. I agree with you. Natalie has community support, and so do you. Reaching out to her warmly might be incredibly helpful to her. Please contact her. ❤❤
TONY WOULD BE SO HAPPY WITH ANY SUPPORT ❤
You will get trough this Reese! Sending you positive energy! ✌🏼
Catching you on replay. Drive safely. Peaceful and prayerful thoughts to you as you make this transition.
Reese, I remember once a long time ago, you were talking all serene and smiling and all of a sudden Fred crossed the room, the way you looked at him and the bad energy he left in his wake. For me that was a red flag, having run away from a very nasty man, the nasty ones really jump out at me. So very happy for you that you are leaving, diving into a sunnier and sweeter future ❤
Not Fred, that was Jeff who walked across the room.
Yes, that's right I meant Jeff, a big mistake! So relieved Reese and her loved ones are all safely in Tennessee ❤
So Sorry, I Know you, Aaron, Admiral ,have A Hard Time through theses HARD Times❤️ Much Love Reese❤🌅🙏
Replay Crew❤️
Sending many thoughts , love and prayers for Natalie. Tony was a good one . 🙏🏼🥰
Time heals nothing. You learn coping skills.
Ms. Reese, you should get Natalies phone number from Aaron. I think she needs to hear what you have to say. This is connection.
You have so many of us with you, wish we could be there physically. Much love ❤❤❤
Crying hot, heartbroken tears for our precious Natalie. She loved her Tony as deeply as I love my John, and I found him later in life so I don’t have decades of treasures memories. I can’t imagine how torn her heart is and I thank you for sending her love. You know her pain in your loss of Fred. I will be praying for her to have strength and comfort and financial support in the coming months. 💔
To wake up and have it hit you all over again. Heavy heart ❤️
I am grieving for my partner's Mom who passed away after a short illness last October (2023) - the GP missed off a vital word off the medical form so the coroner's office wasn't happy and we couldn't have the death certificate till this second medical form had been filled out by the same GP... meaning we couldn't have her funeral till December! A stress my other half didn't need...
Sheila was lovely, so kind and thoughtful, a real gentle soul who missed her beloved husband, my other half's dad. I miss her so much, and I promise Sheila I'll look after your wonderful son x
We're sorting and packing up her house whilst we wait for probate, whilst very slowly packing up our own place... it's not easy but my love is coping so well, he's been the one drying my tears.
I can't imagine loss like your partner, I hope and pray I am able to be with my love for many years.
Sending love, peace, prayers, kind thoughts and healing to Natalie, you Reese and all of you on here who have been, are currently and will be in mourning, and send good vibes to the whole SPTV community.
From Wiltshire, UK xx
They should have had many more beautiful years together. Bless you Natalie and all of your families. She told Aaron of all the happenings in the hours leading up to and after Tony was gone and all of us cried. She was so brave, but said it really helped her. Then Nora came on with her and did a wonderful job just being whatever Natalie needed then. She also played one of Tony’s favorite songs at the end.
❤we love Reese ❤ we love Natalie ❤❤we love Tony ❤
We all move with you. Hope you're on your way and make a beautiful home of your new place, with new love ❤
Reese's Pieces are rooting for you Natalie, we are on your side. #IYKYK
It's going to be okay & your new life worth it all.
💜💜💜
Doug? Do you mean Just Doug? I am speechless! I didn’t know.
Doug Kramer. Died unexpectantly - heart issue. X scientologist with a CZcams channel. He was supposed to go live but never showed up concern caused someone to call family and they checked and found he’d passed at home. Very, very sad incredible guy
Doug Kramer @dbnc
You look great ! Your hair always looks great!
Good luck on the move and safe travels to Tennessee. (I heard you mention you put the downpayment on the KC house. If Jeff gets the house he should give you that money back. You could use that $$ for a new house.
Very well said!
Thank you for sharing Reese. ❤️ Amazing progress, and so wonderful Tommy’s there helping. So cool about Huxley’s football camp. How did you choose Tennessee to move to? Sending good thoughts and much love n light. Your progress is really wonderful. 🌈⭐️A humanity’s rainbow, (just saying). Condolences and Prayers for Natalie and your community’s loss of Tony. 🙏🏽💟
Tennessee because her mom and sister live there. Family🥰
@@JeanneF77thank you for answering. ❤
I hate you saying you’re moving to a shit hole! You are going to make it adorable and make it YOUR HOME ! A house is not a home if you’re not happy !
On the bright side, you are also leaving your neighbor behind! 😂
You should absolutely talk about Fred.
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Reese! You made us first fall in love with your and Fred’s love. And now. NOW! Beautiful perfect whole you right now in this moment
We also got to fall in love with the love between Nat and Tony ❤. Lucky us
Thank you for holding space Reese. Not just for Natalie and My Tony but also for all of us who have lost someone. My best friend passed in March, I found the PJs I kept at my house when she used to come to stay last night. I'd packed them away with memories being so hard. I'll keep them forever and wear them when I need a Stacey hug that I won't get again until we find each other on the spiritual dancefloor. No matter what you're going through Reese, you're compassion for others is resolute and that's why we love you. ❤
Natalie, if you see this, I'm sending so much love and those robust magical wishes. You're in all our thoughts and prayers ❤
Make sure you watch Aaron’s live on demonetize of channels when multiple channels are streaming… important
Tennessee close to me
Hello Reese
Reese, I do not know specifically where you are going!, but i and i want you to know that there is a quite nice place bit farther north than where you are going. Namely there is a pretty good sized college town about 65 miles straight north og Nashville. The town is Bowling Green, Kentucky and the college is Western Kentucky University. The schools are quite good there with many offerings, strong in both academics and sports. There are many lovely homes there that are relatively affordable, including both older ones and newer ones. There are people there from all walks of life and so many possibilities for folks like you and Huxley. The women there definitely go for nice clothes and presenting themselves well. I think that both you and Hux would fit in there quite nicely. How I know this place is pretty easy to explain. My family moved there when I 55:17 was in 7th grade. And I went on through high school there. Oh yes, General Motors has a big factory there. They make Corvettes there.
oxoxoxoxoxo
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Lunch ?