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ever since my nana passed away ive been isolating myself from everyone, i dont even speak to the rest of my family anymore. i dont go outside. I spend everyday coming in from school just crying for hours and hours. she raised me, she was a better mother than my real mother ever could be.

Not even makeup can hide the pain It can’t hide my scars and it can hide my insecurities anymore, when my mascaras running I wish I could turn back the time to when I never existed. I wish I was perfect the A plus student I used to be I want to be hugged by someone who actually loves me and cares. I keep getting hurt and I can’t take it anymore. I wish I was the perfect daughter but in useless and who would actually miss me. I can’t even cry anymore I just need to cry but it won’t come out. I don’t even know if I can last another day.

Me drawing Gloomy Bear because I'm to poor for buying a plush lol

Just yes.

When strangers and online friends on social media comforts you and knows you better than your family and irl friends:

I'm tired, boss.

Im lost. Im blank. Im gone.

I fell in love with this song when I first discovered it. I hope to make a cover of it soon. Also-the art is cute :0

am only 11 and i just want to end myself am scared for my future my mom is threating to go into abusive mode but shes all i have my dad isint in my life...and whats worse everytime she yells or cusses at me or hits me i dont cry..

صبرت كثير وطاقتي نفذت اريد اسويها وارتاح بس ديننا يمنع هذا الشئ الى متى حستمر اعاني؟ليش داحاول اصلا ليش كل ما احاول انسىٰ والتهي بشئ ثاني ما اكدر اركز او استمتع بالشئ الي داسويه؟ محد حيكدر يفهمني مهما حاولت اشرح واعيد ليش لمًا احاول امنع الشئ الغلط الي داسويه وماعيده وانساه الكى نفسي ارجع اعيده بقوة؟ ليش ما اكدر اكون مثل الآخرين وبس؟ اتمنى كل شئ يتحسن مع انو ما اعتقد..وبنفس الوقت ما اريد اعيد السنة او ارسب لاني جدا تعبت واني احاول.. ياربي اهديني ونجحني ماعندي احد غيرك.. عندي ثقة بربي و برحمة رب العالمين دائمًا اني متأكدة مارح يخذلني..عندي ايمان جبير انو تصير معجزة نهاية كل هالتعب وكل تعب نهايته عوض يارب بهذه الحياة دليني ع الطريق الصح والوجهة المناسبة لروحي بهذا الايمان اني صامدة..يارب اهديني وقويني

mine died today I was so freaking sad she had a fever she only lived for two years

I dont🗿 Im strong🗿I try🗿 Im ignorant🗿Im foolish🗿But i try🗿I try to become better🗿 I try ti fix up myself and my mistakes🗿I fail🗿And i get back up🗿. And gues what you can be like me as well!

God i hope my gf dosn't see this but yea u start to feel so empty love is not there u self doubt urself everyday to the point where u stop feeling and now u feel pressured to do stuff, i love her but i am so problematic i am losing intrest in everything to the point i cant even cry anymore its all one feeling and that feeling is numb, i tell her i am okay but i am not, music is my excape from reality.

shit songs

The views.

omg I was not expecting strawberry milk cult /pos

yeah, at this point I kinda wanna die

am i the only one who listens to this not crying or Dying inside im sitting listening to this and drawing something on my notebook

I just wanted scary music💀

My favorites plush-stone temple pilots

HI

For anyone who needs to hear this: I love your hair or lack of I love your forehead I love your eyebrows or lack of I love your eyelashes or lack of I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your laugh I love your teeth or lack of I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I love you when you forget me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it) I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you TRYING to eat breakfast. I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything Im so proud of you I love you litle person :3.

Oh how fun it is to disappear

Yeah, when i hear Radiohead i reaaly want to die, pls turn it off

I’m tired of feeling left out and forgotten. I’m only needed when they want something.

Story time So I like one of my friends and I asked her out ages ago and she said no so I moved on but I started lying to my second best friend that I still like her and stuff and so today the person I liked friend confronts me and is like how could you say stuff like that so I knew it was second best friend but he twisted my effing words. Test subject 4 has failed

The algorithm is threatening me… with RHYTHM

Hey if you see this just know <3 I love your hair I love your forehead I love your eyebrows I love your eyelashes I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your teeth I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you for eating breakfast I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything I'm so proud of you I love you You are enough I know I dont know you I still love you no matter what you do And just please if you think about committing s*icide just know there is people who love you and im one of them you matter. You might not see the light yet but I know you will soon...<3

I want to do it it’s just I’m scared

Dont die freaks , keep living.

POV: You did try to reach out but nobody cared and was too fixated on their own thing you just become numb to all of the 'friends' you have and stop wanting to be alive altogether once you found out this life is meaningless

I mean I don't want to live anymore But i don't want to die I void with no memories no feelings no taste no anything Just internal sleep

You forgot song "fear factory - expiration date"😢😢😢

good

"No one expects the Spanish inquisition!"

Я не хочу умирать...просто не хочу находиться здесь

ABsolute fucking dogshit

Entonces ahora tenemos que escuchar "musica para gente rota" para sentirnos rotos? Que mierd@ mas grande que ya no se puede llorar en silencio

Depression is depressing.

Bro i giggled when i heard the first song ngl

Pov: i talk to much, and i have to many "friends" in hopes that one of them likes me. But none of them do. And ive lost my grip on happiness, its long gone.

I feel like a stranger in my own home

Its not a pov anymore...

It's been 2 years and I *still* want to die.

i keep getting hurt over and over

I was supposed to have been a miscarriage but miraculously lived. Sometimes I think it would have been better if I simply was never born. that thought hurts.

I’m 10 years old and yes I know I’m young but I just can’t stop. It all started off with my sister fighting with my mom 24/7 it was so bad sometimes my sister would slap my mom. She would get into fights with her because she didn’t give her what she wanted. I would sit down crying in my room self harming myself. I also tried to kill myself two times. I hate my sister so much. She did all of this to me. I know she had awful depression and couldn’t control herself but I still hate her so much.

nice

It doesn't even hurt... I just have that idea in my mind, I can't even cry, I just feel worse.

i lost feelings. i feel dead