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I been wondering where YOU are.. I am just missing you so Much right Now.. is it because of me you have left.. or is it something else.. You know that I am always here waiting Underneath.. Just please Come Out side at Night.. Just Look UP at the sky at Night.. when YOU find the Peace within YOU.. and just loving YOU.. you do not have to do anything.. because I am Not asking for anything but just asking can I still love YOU.. will YOU let me Love YOU.. if YOU are going through some Hard times.. there is NO One who feels always Happy on the Other side.. always something is happening and Life can be a true Drama.. but Let me know something that is True.. something that is real.. that I love YOU.. NO matter what YOU are going through.. it can be sad.. sometimes YOU can feel mad and angry.. frustrated just because.. feels like YOU want to cry or even just being truly Happy and joyful.. that I still love YOU no matter the Conditions that YOU are weathering In.. as long as YOU can walk Out side and come when YOU see the Night.. I love the Night because I get to see the Big Moon.. and when I stand still and be quiet.. and Just be able to LOOK UP at the MOON at night.. I find true peace and Joy.. because I am thinking of YOU.. I get to take my time Out.. from all of the busy days of running errands and work.. but when I want to think of YOU the Most.. I be in the room.. sitting by the Desk.. I would open the drawer and when I look inside.. there is YOUR Picture.. I would pull the Picture Out and In my hands I be holding your Picture tight.. I would kiss the Picture of YOU and tell YOU.. of course I wish that YOU be here to able to listen to my words what I have to say to YOU.. but it is Only Your Picture I can talk to right Now.. and I would look over to the corner.. I am looking at the Little Piano who is sitting alone.. it breaks my Heart because ever since I loved YOU.. I always wanted to share something Out more then just a Letter.. I really wanted to tell YOU.. speak to YOU and also finding ways if YOUR Heart can be touched.. be Moved by something else.. some much More I wanted to give to YOU because I love YOU.. I remember the first day I saw the Little Piano.. my Mother gave it to me and told Me.. one day she wanted to watch me play this Little Piano.. I would make such a rude remarks about it because I did Not want to play at that Time.. teacher who teaches Piano came to my Home.. I would sit next to the teacher and she would play so well.. gave me home works to do to practice.. told me many times that I needed the time to practice.. I would Not listen to the voice.. never played and never practiced.. I remember my Mother told me.. what if YOU find someone YOU really Love.. it is something More than a Money can ever Buy.. it can be a gift from the Heart if YOU truly Love.. and you wanted to share it to someone so Special.. and I am looking at your Picture.. and I wish that I would of listened to the Voice of my Mother because she told me.. it is a GIFT that even a Money cannot buy a One's Heart.. as Long as I love YOU.. it would of been the greatest gift I could of given YOU because I know that My Heart.. who Loves you even More Now.. I love YOU much More because when I look at your Picture.. I can't stop but smiling.. my Heart feels so Hot and it gets warm.. gets Hot and turns warm.. when I grab Hold unto your Picture.. I can feel my Heart.. I can feel the Beating of the Heart goes fast.. I want to stop my Own Heart to stop beating so fast but like Me.. My Heart never listen to my voice.. when I look at the Little Piano IN my Room.. it is sitting there.. and I would be sitting by the desk.. I would be looking at your Picture.. there are Nights I wish I could turn back the Clock and I know my Mother would of loved me playing well.. because even though she is my Mother.. the Heart of a woman never lies about Another Woman what she can truly feel when a MAN can truly share and expresses HOW much I love YOU.. and be real with my Heart and my Words to YOU because it will show what MONEY just can't buy.. I know that being Poor can be very bad but having a lot of Money who cannot share anything.. LIKE a WALL.. what good is a MAN if He cannot tell the Woman HE loves that HE truly Loves YOU.. when you look at a wall.. what good is the wall if it be a MAN who can't speak UP and share.. I rather be poor.. and have very little Money but has a BIG HEART to always tell YOU that I love YOU.. that I can do whatever it takes until YOU be in my Arms.. into my arms I will hold you close forever.. until YOU say to me that It is very Hot.. then warm.. then it gets very HOT and yes.. I can make you feel so HOT because Love has NO Language.. it is an universal which ONLY very few MEN in this world can understand the Heart of a WOMAN.. as I would pull the chair and sit.. pull open the drawer and I would take Your Picture Out of the drawer.. the First thing on my Mind.. I will say.. I missed YOU and the Next would be.. I love YOU.. YOU may Not hear my words right Now.. YOU may say maybe it be never I can say it to YOU.. but I believe that Love can change Your Heart.. if I truly Love YOU.. and able to tell YOU through the Letters.. I am sure that One day.. it can hit into the right Spot of your Heart.. of course I do not know when or HOW long it can take.. but I believe that One day soon will be here.. after I take a Look at your Picture.. My Head turns to look at the Corner.. in the corner of the room.. the Little Piano sits and It waits for Me.. even though I would stare at the Little Piano.. I know it is telling me to get UP and go over to the Little Piano.. bring the chair and sit by the Little Piano instead.. but I would be reminded of my Mother's words.. that if I don't learn it Now.. later will Never come and when I become older and starts to Love.. there will be a time when I would look back and remember the Words of my Mother telling me.. why am I asking Now.. when my Mother pushed me so Hard then for me to learn it.. My Mother pushed me Hard.. and told me when I let this Go.. don't be crying back to her asking for another chance because by then it is just too Late.. and I would be looking at the Little Piano.. tears are filled Now because I wasn't serious about the Words she told Me.. my Mother said.. Music is like an Art.. something that can be expressed and can be very creative with.. something that I needed to learn my Own experimenting with it.. and I do look at my Mother and I do tell her.. she is Right.. because Now I love YOU.. I show the picture of YOU to my Mother.. and I would say.. Mother Look.. I want to play the Little Piano.. I want to share and say how much I love YOU.. but tell you More.. much more ways.. and I would be wiping the tears from my eyes as I am LOOKING at YOU in the Picture and I turn to LOOK at my Mother.. WHO sees the Little Piano in the room.. and I would say.. I regret Now.. it is so Sad that I feel this way when I look at the Little Piano.. and even though I be asking for a second chance.. I would say.. I need another chance.. I need a second chance to Learn HOW to play this Little Piano.. as I am getting older.. I feel my Heart hurt so bad because I missed out one of the greatest way to tell YOU that I love YOU.. Only if I learned at the Time.. because when My Mother told me to Learn it and the Teacher came.. it was the perfect timing.. I would be watching the fingers.. key bars hitting and sounds.. and I would be stepping back watching but I had the distaste for it at that time.. if I knew you back then.. if I saw you at that age.. when I was much younger.. I wonder what would of happened at that time.. it be the right timing.. the perfect timing.. and yes.. if I saw you then and Loved YOU then.. I would of gave my Whole heart learning and playing.. just for that One day when I see YOU.. I be playing the Little Piano and letting YOU know how much I love YOU.. I would still look at the Little Piano sitting in the Corner of the Room.. as I would stare at it many times.. I would love to play.. instead when I walk Out of the room.. I would walk out without looking at it because I know that I would think about regretting of the chance I had.. because I would be crying still because losing the chance really hurts me Now.. as I would walk Out of the ROOM.. I am holding the Letter in my Hand.. and I would be walking Out of the House.. and In the Night.. when I see the Moon UP in the sky.. I would walk alone by myself.. and I would stop as I stare at the MOON who is above me.. and I would turn to face the Moon.. and as I lift up the Letter in my Hands.. and I would read the Letter to the MOON.. I would say.. if I learned How to play the Little Piano years ago.. I would of brought the Little Piano Out here with Me.. does Not matter who is around.. but I would put the Little Piano in the Middle of the road.. and I would sit on the Piano Bench.. I be looking at your Picture.. and looking at your picture it inspires my Heart to tell YOU what my Heart truly feels of Loving you.. it does Not matter who would stop to listen.. people can pass by.. they can call me crazy.. or tell me to go Home.. but I do not care because I am Not out there for those people.. I am out here in the Night.. with the Little Piano.. playing a SONG to YOU.. I know that YOU would not be able to listen to the Playing of this Song.. YOU will Not even hear my voice singing out to YOU.. but I don't care.. I would close both eyes and I know that even though YOU may be far.. a Long distance from me.. in my Heart.. inside my Head.. in my thoughts.. YOU live inside of Me.. as far as YOU are.. in my vision and IN my Heart.. I can feel you close.. I guess it does Not matter about the distance because what counts is How much I love YOU.. that I know.. I believe that if I truly Love YOU.. On the Other side.. YOU are able to know

All along.. I have been underneath this MOON.. every time I saw the Moon appear before me.. I would walk with the Letter in my hands and I know that I would pass the Little Piano that is at the Corner of the room.. it been better if I was able to bring the Little Piano Out with me.. maybe the reach of my words of sharing and reading could of been faster.. it can grab the attention to many people when they see me sitting Out in the middle of the road.. Playing the Little Piano.. underneath the Big Moon above me.. people would of heard it and let it be known.. but I know that I can't play the Little Piano and that is why it is taking a lot longer to reach YOU.. but It does not matter how long the wait because I know that If I love you.. I can wait.. I am ABLE to be patient to wait for YOU.. as Long as YOU Know still.. I still believe in Love and I do still Love YOU.. as Long as YOU can come Out at Night.. and Underneath the Same Moon at Night.. only thing I wanted to say and ask YOU.. if YOU ever show UP on a Night where YOU see the Moon.. can YOU hear me.. tell me that YOU heard me On the Other side.. because if YOU are hearing a Voice.. it is Me on the Other side.. speaking to the MOON and telling the MOON about How much I love YOU.. if YOU can hear a voice and knows that it is Only One voice YOU hear.. it is more like going to be Me on the Other side.. sharing from Heart as I would open the Letter I wrote to YOU.. telling the MOON.. I miss YOU.. that I love YOU and still been here waiting for YOU.. Until the day Your Heart knows who is the One loving me.. I hope that YOU will see that in your Heart.. that it is NOT another person but YOU know that It is me who be loving you.. because I want to say.. I really Love YOU.. and always I will love you still.. as I turn to LOOK at the House.. I see my room.. and My Heart breaks because when I walk into my room.. the Little Piano sits and waits for me.. asking me to Play if for YOU.. asking me.. begging me to play a Song to YOU.. I hit my chest because My Mother's voice.. there is something that Money just can't buy.. the day when YOU find someone YOU love.. it can be a gift to tell how much you love and Now.. I have found the One I truly Love.. I wish that I learned.. because.. I would of have the Letter in my hands.. but also be playing the Little Piano telling YOU that I love YOU.. YOU will hear the News about me.. it be everywhere because when I am able to tell YOU that I do.. I really would keep on telling YOU.. even when I die.. even when YOU die.. I be by your grave and tell YOU.. with the Little Piano and with the Letter.. I still Love YOU.. I have the tape Recorder in my hand and I would stop the record and Push the Play button.. Listening to the Song in the back ground.. I am listening to my voice.. it was the day I got very drunk and I just can't help myself and just pouring Out my Heart.. I was sitting down on the Desk and I would be looking at the Letter I wrote to YOU.. letting you know How much I am dealing with this Missing YOU.. there are times when I feel so Lost and it drives me Mad.. it drives me crazy when I am dealing with YOU when YOU cannot be found.. as I am sitting down by the Desk.. listening to the Tape recorder.. I can hear myself crying as I am sharing my Heart to YOU.. telling YOU how much it hurts to be missing YOU and when will be the time I can be with YOU.. I know it sounds so non sense but there are days I just needs to be with YOU.. that I want to be with YOU close.. and I am wondering How can I get YOU close to Me.. so that I can tell YOU how much I missed YOU and been loving YOU.. why can't I tell you these words of Mine to YOUR ears.. and No matter How much time Flies.. the Love I have for you seems to grow stronger and stronger because all I ever want is for YOU TO be close to my Heart and for you to always remember how much I love YOU.. as I would press the Stop button on the tape recorder.. I want to mail this tape Out to YOU.. I wish there was a way for me to give you this Tape which I just heard my voice telling you that I love YOU.. will you believe my words when I tell you this.. if you receive this Tape that has been recorded by my voice with the Piano sound in the back Ground.. would you believe me that it is my Heart that I put into for YOU.. as I would sit and LOOK at the tape.. I know that I can't mail this to YOU.. I know that YOU won't listen to the tape because there is A lot of crying on the Other side.. I was so drunk.. I do not remember much because it seemed like I blacked Out after.. but I do still want to give you something from My Heart.. it is to give YOU a song.. I want to write YOU a Song.. a Music.. but I am Not sure will you listen to the Music.. to the song that be send to YOUR Way.. as I am looking at the Little Piano.. I put the Little Piano next to the desk.. and I have the Empty Glass Jar with me.. and I wish that If you cannot be here with me.. if I am going to be missing Your presence.. at least leave me with Your Heart.. I would be asking.. if you can please give me Your Heart instead.. then I would not miss you too much because at least I can look at your Heart.. I wish that I can have your Heart.. will you please give me Your Heart.. I want your Heart so that I know that YOU will come.. Only way YOU can come a little Closer is when YOU have your Heart.. I can truly imagine Your Heart.. as I would open the Door.. front door and I would see a Small Box in the front.. as I would take the Small Box into my room.. and I been giving YOU a Note.. a Note that went to YOU asking for Your Heart and I believe if you have read this Note.. I be asking.. if YOU ever stop BY.. if you are close By.. there is Only ONE thing.. One Wish I need from YOU.. all I be asking was that ONE thing.. it is Your Heart.. Let me please have this Heart so that I can surprise you with a Gift.. as I am holding this Small Box.. I see the Note attached.. I just could Not believe that YOU have responded to the Message of the Note.. because when I looked at the Note YOU have placed on the TOP of the Small Box.. I would read what I have wrote to YOU for One WISH I needed.. I am touching my Chest.. I can feel my Heart beat as I would look at the Note and It was my Own writings of the Note.. It means YOU have read it and you have responded to the Message which I felt my Heart be touched of Your reaction to this One request I been asking you for A Long time.. I sit on the floor.. and I open the top of the Small Box and I take a LOOK into the Small Box.. It is a Heart.. Not just any Heart.. but it is Your Heart.. for a Long time.. I been asking and Needing this from YOU.. I would hold your Heart with Both Hands.. and as I would stand UP on two feet.. I go over to the Empty Glass Jar.. inside the Glass Jar is soft Cottons laid inside to Protect Your Heart.. I place your Heart gently lowering inside where your Heart lays on the Soft Cottons.. I can't feel my Heart.. I feel like my Heart is skipping its Beat as I am looking at your Heart.. It must be that I love Your Heart.. that I love your Heart as much as I love YOU.. I would place the Glass Jar with Your Heart inside on the TOP right side of the Little Piano.. I know a friend who can play the Piano well and brought him over to Play a SOFT songs for Your Heart.. as I am looking at the Letter I wrote to YOU.. it was last Night I had to sit by the desk and I would write through the Night.. as My friend comes and he sits on the Piano Bench and I look at his Hands.. his fingers touches the Piano Bars and starts to Play a Music.. Play a SONG.. I would Look at the Letter.. as I would LOOK at your Heart inside the Glass Jar.. and I would start to Speak to your Heart as I would get closer to the Glass Jar.. I would say to your Heart.. ALL I ever wanted is for YOU to come close.. I know that I am poor.. I have truly nothing to give YOU that is really important.. I am hearing the Sounds of the Little Piano playing.. with such a soft tunes and I would look at the Glass Jar.. Looking at your Heart.. I would say to Your Heart through the Glass Jar.. I have been asking for your Heart.. But it seems like YOU never wanted to show me Your Heart.. I always wanted to feel close to YOU.. a Heart to Heart close is what I am talking about.. I been struggling trying to figure Out How can YOU Love me.. I know that I have found a Way to tell YOU that I love YOU.. to transfer and to deliver to YOU some way and some how.. even though when I would walk Out side.. and when I look UP at the MOON.. I see and clearly feel the Long distance between Us.. I see How High the Moon is when I look UP at the sky.. and How far it is to get to that MOON.. it is the same way I feel when I think of YOU.. How High and How far it is for me to get to YOU.. but I know that I will never give UP.. as Long as I know that there is that ONE DAY.. and I believe strongly in that some Day.. NO matter How many times My Heart can Break or How Much I can feel the Hurt and the Pain I must endure.. and How much time I needs to wait.. even though it can be Never to be with YOU.. as Long as YOU know that I still Love YOU and I still believe that some Day it can happen.. having that Hope and to keep on dreaming of loving YOU still.. I know that It can come true.. as YOU can see I never thought that I can write YOU a Letter.. who ever thought that I can believe in this Love.. but there was that One day.. I would start to think beyond.. I start to think about the MOON and think about going Beyond.. what if I can JUMP over the MOON.. walk if I can walk on the MOON.. even though I may never be able too but I can still dream very BIG and never give UP on that dream to Love YOU.. as Long as YOU are able to receive on the Other side and that YOU are able to give a Little bit of that TIME.. and for you to open and to look at just One Letter that I write to YOU telling you that

Because YOU know that I been here loving you for just a Long time.. Don't you want to love the One who loves you the Most.. don't you want to know who loves you the Most.. because It is Me.. It always has been me who been loving YOU still.. all I want you to do is just remember me because this is the Only thing I am hoping for.. just that One wish is for you to Know and to remember that there is a MAN out there.. if YOU feel lonely and alone in times.. YOU should walk Out side.. and be by yourself.. and Just LOOK UP.. if the Moon appears before your eyes.. that is when the time YOU can see.. some one is thinking of YOU always.. who is loving YOU still.. who is on the Other side who been LOOKING UP at that same MOON as your eyes be looking.. that On the Other side.. I feel the same way.. that I do feel lonely in times and many times when I walk out side.. I am alone but I love to LOOK at the MOON when I am alone because It reminds me of YOU and I be thinking of YOU and I smile while I am looking at that MOON because I know that MOON knows me.. Knows my Heart.. knows How much I love YOU.. telling YOU.. looking at your Picture as I am standing Out side alone.. as the MOON is before my eyes and I be opening UP my Heart looking at your Picture and I am sure the MOON can hear my voice.. can hear my out cries when I share from my Heart of How much I miss YOU.. How much I love YOU.. but I would say looking at your Picture.. it hurts.. Loving YOU is the greatest feeling in the world to have but missing YOU hurts me the Most.. it kills me in times because I want you close.. I want you close as my arms can wrap around YOU.. as near I can feel your Heart Beat and listen.. and I can know that Your Heart is so beautiful.. just the sound of the Beating of Your Heart is all I can say when I listen.. because I love YOU.. as I am looking at the Glass Jar.. the friend stops playing the Little Piano because.. I am looking at your Heart inside the Glass Jar.. and it is moving.. Your Heart is moving.. does it means that Your Heart is beating for Me.. I am Not sure what that means because I would stop reading the Letter I have place before me.. and I turn to look at the friend.. I know that I love YOU still.. it would be a Lie if I say I don't.. but it seems like I am growing to Love you More each time I share.. each time I write YOU a Letter.. I can feel my Heart just growing more.. that I want to say.. WILL you ever come close to Me.. I want YOU to come close to me.. Please help me How do I do that.. Please help me a way so that I get close to YOU.. close to your Heart so that I can tell YOU.. can I love you forever.. WILL you let me say How much I love you forever.. I can tell you forever that I love YOU still because I know that I will die if I can't love you.. I know I will die if I can't tell you how much I love YOU.. it is in my BLOOD to love you for ever because YOU are my forever Love.. Please show me your Heart so that I can keep continue to Love you more and More and to grow to Love you more and more over and over again.. I just wanted to say.. I love you still.. Watching the Rain falling from the sky.. I came Out side.. just could not get YOU off my Mind.. thinking of YOU hurts My Head because it starts with my Heart be missing YOU.. trying to keep my Mind.. my thoughts out of YOU.. I decided to walk Out side.. but did Not expect the Rain to show UP.. as I am standing.. I see the Light rain showering Down.. When I am in the Room.. I been drinking a lot.. the Bottle is inside in the Room.. and Now it is empty bottle.. How can I take a Message to YOU.. How can I tell YOU that I am waiting for YOU.. to tell YOU that I love YOU.. will you let me Love YOU over and over again.. waiting here.. I know that I just can't tell YOU.. as I am Out side.. I brought the Little Piano.. and I been trying to record the Playing of the Piano on this Recorder.. I can Put the Tape into the empty Bottle.. so that I can send it to YOU.. But How.. that is the Question that has been popping in my Head all this Time.. I be in the Room.. siting by the desk.. and I be looking at your Picture.. as I would LOOK at the Picture of YOU.. there is something that I must say.. I must tell YOU before it be Just too Late.. Not sure what it is but I know my Time is running Out.. and the TIME tics very fast.. that is WHY I have NO Other time but Now to tell YOU.. what's been in my Mind.. what's been in my Heart.. and I needs to tell YOU.. But.. How am I suppose to get it across to YOU.. if I am here.. standing Out side.. Looking at the Rain falling from the Sky.. it is lightly Rain.. the Little Piano is telling Me that I needs to play a Song for YOU.. that I needs to hit the Key bars which brings Out a tune of songs.. something that YOU can listen too.. but I be asking my self.. WHAT DO I Play.. I be looking at this Little Piano.. who is standing Next to Me Out side.. if I know that I can't even play this kind of Instrument.. but my Heart is telling me that I needs to play a SONG for YOU through this Little Piano who is with me right Now.. it hasn't been played for a Long time.. but it wants me to Play something.. but I know that I can't.. that is HOW I feel about YOU.. that I wants to be with YOU.. that I wants to see YOU.. and be near YOU so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. that My arms been missing YOU.. asking myself I needs to Hold YOU close in my arms.. I needs to hold you tight.. but I know just standing here Out side.. after LOOKING at your Picture and taking some shots of the Liquor in the Room.. I feel like looking at this Little Piano who is next to me.. even though the Presence of the Little Piano may be near me.. I can't even play a Song.. I can't compose or write a Music.. I can't sing while playing the Little Piano.. but it is very close to Me here.. so I been asking myself.. what is better.. If you were near me and very Close but I can't do anything with YOU.. or is it better that YOU are so far away and I ache of missing YOU.. but.. is it the Letter that I can write to give YOU.. because I would sit by the desk.. and I would look at the Pen in my hand and I would LOOK at the Piece of paper in the front.. LOOKING at your Picture of YOU.. just aching and Missing YOU.. I would pen it DOWN on the paper.. sharing and telling YOU as I would write.. what My Heart be telling me.. How much I been thinking of YOU and Missing YOU.. that YOU are the Only One who I love.. that YOU are the Only One I think of and the One who I misses the Most.. as I would stop.. Pouring on the Shot Glass the Liquor.. and I would sit.. Aching this pain from my Heart.. I would like to tear my Heart Out of me because it hurts.. Missing YOU hurts me.. and also just loving YOU hurts Me.. and also just thinking of YOU hurts me even More because there is NOTHING I can do.. and I would LOOK.. Look at the Little Piano.. and I am holding it in my arms.. I want to play.. I want to sing.. I want to bring Music Out of by pressing on the Key bars of this Instrument to bring Music OUT so that I can sing songs to YOU.. it drives me Nuts.. it drives me crazy because I see the Little Piano.. and I think of YOU and I want to share More to YOU and express this Heart to YOU.. but How can I if I can't Play on this Little Piano.. to tell YOU by singing songs.. I would be crying OUT my Heart as I would tell YOU through the Voice.. singing and singing Out my Heart as YOU.. as I would have the Letter In my Hand and through the Letter I would write.. I write my Heart which has YOUR NAME on the Front telling YOU.. WHY is my Heart be burning and why do I feel like I am dying.. drowning deeply.. LOOKING at the Little Piano makes me Cry.. it makes me want to cry Harder because it is a way to tell YOU.. if I would of learned years back of playing.. and when I did had that Chance to practice.. Only If I could turn back at the age of the YOUTH.. I should of learned at that TIME of the Chance.. I know if I did take that Chance at that TIME of the YOUTH.. I would be playing on that Little Piano.. and I would also record my Voice to tell YOU.. even though I may not have a GOOD voice to sing to YOU.. I would of practice my voice if I learned HOW to play this Little Piano.. and I would find ways to tell YOU MORE.. I be able to sit on the TOP of the MOON if I can.. and I be holding the Little Piano in my arms.. and sitting on the TOP OF the MOON.. I know that YOU are able to hear me Out.. I would turn to YOU.. and will say.. CAN YOU SEE ME.. I am sitting on the TOP of this MOON.. I do not know How I got here but I begged for two WINGS and It was provided just for this ONE VERY NIGHT.. to Put on ONE show.. I have written YOU a Letter so that WHEN YOU hear me playing on this Little Piano.. YOU can hear my Voice.. every Night.. I been thinking of YOU.. My Voice hurts but I had to practice.. every NIGHT I sang Out from my Heart.. crying because My Heart tells me HOW MUCH I love YOU.. Crying to tell YOU that THIS IS what Happens when YOU LOVE.. I don't want to be Like a Little GIRL because I am NOT.. but I can express and tell YOU.. as I be going into the rest room.. and singing SONGS.. working Out with my VOICE to be Heard.. it be that Just One Night.. where I can Sit on the TOP of the MOON with me is the Little Piano with me.. as I sit next to the Little Piano.. and my fingers on the Key bars of the Little Piano.. I would have your Picture with me.. showing YOU here is YOU.. Your Picture and if YOU can see me sitting in the TOP of the MOON.. my fingers would Hit the Key bars and it brings Out the Sounds.. making Songs with the Music from the LITTLE PIANO.. I would pull out the Letter.. and I would read the Letter Out Loud where YOU can hear my Voice telling YOU.. and I would say.. I been practicing for a long time.. Of course YOU would of Not know it because It was truly Behind the curtains.. I would Not tell any

YOU.. can YOU see me now.. Can you hear me Now.. Please give me Your time for few minutes because It is Not going to be that Long.. I been loving YOU.. and I am Not just saying it so that it make you feel nice.. I am saying it and telling you because It is In My Heart whose been loving YOU for So long.. can YOU hear the Little Piano playing a SONG.. can YOU Hear the Music that is coming out of this Little Piano.. I had to write the Music so that YOU will know that It came from me to YOU.. SO Please.. give me few Minutes of your time to hear me Out because I will Not be Long.. and as I would tell YOU what I have written on the Letter.. I will say to YOU.. I am Not sure when the Next time would Be.. when I will get another Chance to sit on the Top of this Moon.. but if the MOON allows me to get back here again.. I would so that I can tell YOU more with the Little Piano making song and music to Come alive.. I am only doing this to YOU so that YOU can see the real side of My Heart of How much I truly Love YOU.. and as I am standing next to the Little Piano.. I am Looking UP at the MOON.. and the rain starts to fall harder and harder and starts to pour down.. and I know I am getting More soak wet as I just stand here.. I am Only LOOKING at the MOON high above Me.. and I am NOT siting on the Top of the MOON any more.. I know that the Only way YOU can hear me.. that YOU can see me is if I can sit On the TOP of that Moon.. and show YOU this Little Piano with me.. playing to tell YOU how much I really Love YOU.. as I turn toward the Door.. I am able to take the Little Piano with me Back to the House.. I can't play the Little Piano what breaks my Heart.. even if there was a Chance for me to Sit on the Top of the MOON and the Little Piano with me.. I still would NOT able to share.. or Play the Little Piano to YOU.. that is how I feel most nights.. WHEN I look at your Picture.. when I pull your Picture and I take a Look at YOU.. I can only look.. but I want to have YOU close.. I want to be with YOU and tell YOU can I be with YOU forever.. will you be mine for ever please.. and I sit by the desk.. aching.. and I feel like I am getting sick because Just like the Little Piano in the ROOM.. in the Corner of the ROOM it just sits there and I would go over to the Little Piano.. I would touch but I can't Play or bring out any songs or make Music to this Little Piano.. when I sit by the desk.. I sit and looking at your Picture.. My Heart feels so sick sometimes.. because I can't be close to YOU.. I been telling YOU.. I been writing YOU letters.. and getting inspired by your Picture when I look at YOU when I think of Loving YOU.. I would tell YOU over and over.. typing to YOU to tell YOU how my Heart feels so Sick.. I think I am getting sick because I need YOU.. I need your Love.. I need you to be with Me.. I want to hold YOU and tell YOU that I am sick in my Heart because I love YOU just too much.. YOU are the One who can come and heal this Broken Heart of Mine.. my Heart is drying for Your Love.. I am dying for Your Love.. and when I look at the Little Piano.. I want to cry.. I want to sob and weep Out Loud because.. just like when I look at your Picture.. this is all I can do.. Nothing More I can do.. when I look at the Little Piano.. I can't do much with It.. I want to play.. bring SOUNDS.. the Joy of singing songs while Playing on the Little Piano will make me the Most happiest person like the DAY I can finally see YOU and meet YOU face to face.. I don't think My Heart be dying any more or be sick any More.. I be the Most happiest person in the world because it is just YOU.. it is YOU who I love the Most because all I want to say is I LOVE YOU..I am laying on the Bed in the room.. I am hearing songs playing in my Head.. even though I can't sing.. I can't even dance.. I can't even write Music or even compose.. I can't even write any lyrics.. But.. tell me why is a SONG playing in my Head.. and the room is dark because the Light has turned off in the room.. I am moving side to side.. and I am thinking of YOU.. I want to play a SONG for you.. only if I was a musician.. I would sit.. writing lyrics.. and writing the song notes.. composing a Music.. and I be thinking of what to say.. to express this Heart.. and to tell YOU through Music.. playing instrument to say that I love YOU.. but How.. How can I tell YOU that I love YOU more.. if only I have listened.. and what good is it now of regretting.. the Times when someone came to try to teach me how to play a song.. as I am sitting on top of the Bed.. I feel like the Times has gone by so Fast.. that I realize I am missing something to share.. to tell YOU more.. Is only Letters that I can tell YOU.. But My Heart wants to tell YOU so much More.. How can I tell YOU when YOU can't hear me on the Other side.. and I want to say something to YOU.. to YOUR HEART.. as I am looking at the corner of the ROOM.. I see the Little Piano.. it has been sitting there for a Long time.. and I would touch the key bars.. I would just press the key bars to bring Out the Sounds.. but I know that I can't play anything on that Little Piano.. but I wish I could.. I wish I have so that I can tell YOU.. only if I have two things.. YOUR HEART.. when are YOU going to give me Your Heart.. so that I can place YOUR Heart close to this Little Piano.. at least YOU can hear noises and sounds coming Out from that Little Piano.. and I would place your Heart.. Putting inside the Glass Jar.. and I would sit.. bringing a chair so that I can sit next to the Little Piano.. I would place the Glass Jar.. with Your Heart.. on Top of the Little Piano.. and I be crying looking at Your Heart as My Heart be burning inside of me because I love YOU.. I would say.. do YOU Hear me.. can YOU Heart this Heart.. it is burning and beating fast at the same time.. WHY can't YOU see me.. why can't you hear Me.. as I would pull the Letter.. with the pencil in my hand.. and I would LOOK at the Glass Jar.. LOOKING at Your Heart.. OH HOW MUCH I wanted to say something to this Heart of Yours.. and it has been such a Long time I been asking for this Heart.. why did it take so Long for Your Heart to come.. Now I am much older and grey.. do YOU think that I can walk properly and just waiting for the grave.. can I still tell YOU when I am laying on my own grave.. it has taken this Long.. I am an Older Man now.. and YOU are wondering.. will I still be able to love YOU as where I am Now.. I believe the age is nothing when it comes to Loving YOU.. fully embracing my self.. my Heart to love YOU and to tell YOU HOW much I love YOU.. and as I would be writing YOU a Letter.. with the Pencil.. I be crying looking at the Glass Jar.. crying because I am able to express fully.. to tell YOU by looking at Your Heart.. I am dying inside because I love YOU so Much.. I am dying because I love YOU.. I can feel my own blood rushing down because I can't stop but just loving YOU.. if YOU are to ask me why I died.. what will be written is because I just loved YOU to death.. I couldn't stop loving YOU so I died just waiting for YOU.. I would be writing a SONG.. playing on this Little Piano of what happened to me the Night before I died.. it is because I loved YOU SO MUCH.. just waiting for YOU but YOU never showed UP.. as my hairs turn grey.. and Just waiting.. it is because I love YOU.. after I write on this Letter of How much I love YOU.. I would look at the Glass jar.. looking at Your Heart and I would look at the Key Bars of this Little Piano.. I am Not sure what to push.. which key bars to press down.. the sounds are Not going to come Out right.. but would YOU still listen to the Sounds that each Key bars makes when my fingers presses down.. It is because I want to say something to YOU.. if YOU are asking me what am I going to say through the Sounds of playing on this LITTLE PIANO pushing the Key bars.. I don't want YOU to listen to the Music sound because it will Not make any sense of tunes it brings.. but What counts is that I want YOUR HEART to listen.. please listen to the voice I want to speak as YOU can hear the back ground sounds playing something.. I want to show YOU that it is Not the Noise or the sounds of the Little Piano speaking to YOU but it is My Heart.. I have a heart just like the Heart I am looking in the glass Jar.. I just want to say that I love YOU.. as my fingers starts to press on the key bars of this Little Piano.. my eyes are On the Glass Jar with Your Heart inside.. I want to touch Your Heart.. I want to feel Your Heart.. can YOU hear me now.. Can YOU hear my voice speaking.. I am talking to Your Heart.. that I love YOU.. HOW MUCH MORE WORDS I must say.. I must tell or share for YOU to understand My Heart.. as I am crying looking at Your Heart.. I just want to spend the rest of my Life of just loving YOU.. but YOU are so far away.. this Miles and separations.. the long distances that is killing me from the Inside.. sometimes I wonder what do I do if I keep on missing YOU and I am asking for Your Presence.. I would ask.. take me away because I am suffering.. Take me away first.. Please let me Die.. then I don't have to bear all this pain.. I am suffering because I love YOU.. I feel so painful inside because I love YOU.. I want to see YOU and be close to YOU.. what am I suppose to do when YOU are so far.. miles away that it feels I can never reach YOU.. as I am looking at the fingers.. I do hear sounds coming out from this Little Piano but I have NO idea what I am playing.. it sounds very bad because there is NO song.. this is NOT a music at all.. and YOU are asking me why am I playing on this Little Piano if I can't play a song.. and It sounds so bad.. I want Your Heart to know that it is Not the Sound or the Music.. but Please hear my voice.. YOU can hear my voice clearly if the song is not playing right.. so that I can speak to this Heart.. to Your Heart.. I want to tell YOU

My Lips is moving.. Words are not coming out.. it is because I am sitting on the TOP of the Bed.. the ROOM is dark.. and the Little Piano is on the corner.. and I am trying to go to sleep.. but I just can't.. and Keeps me awake.. My Heart is crying.. My eyes are crying.. My Head is crying because I am crying.. crying for YOU.. wanting YOU close in my arms.. and to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. but I can't.. I get Out of the bed.. since I can't sleep.. I walk to the window and I look Out.. I see the rain falling from the sky and it is still raining slightly.. I feel like this Rain.. my Heart wants to rain because my eyes kept on raining.. will these tears ever stop from my Eyes.. how about my Heart.. I can hear my Heart weeping Loud inside.. asking for YOU.. calling Out your Name.. asking for YOU over and over again.. when can I see YOU again.. when will that day be.. YOU know that I feel like the rain I am seeing outside this room.. and it just don't stop.. lately it has been raining so much.. that It reminds of myself when I look YOU at.. when I look at your Picture.. and I sit.. I be asking for YOU.. that My Heart keeps on raining and when will this rain STOPS.. as I turn away from the Window.. in the Dark.. I see the Little Piano Looking at Me.. asking me to Play a SONG for YOU.. and I would stop and just look at it on the corner.. asking the Little Piano.. what song can I play for YOU.. I can't even play any instrument.. I wished that I learned when I had the chance.. but I did Not wanted to when I was young.. But Now I do regret so much for Not learning because If I learned at that time.. and I would of mastered playing the Little Piano.. I could of have composed a Music and wrote a song for YOU.. and even wrote a Lyrics that goes with the SONG.. I would of have brought the tape recorder in front of me and of course I would of played the Little Piano.. bringing sounds but it be a song just for YOU.. as I would of sang YOU the song while sharing the Lyrics.. after I would of finished playing the Little Piano and sang YOU the SONG.. I would also of read the Letter that I wrote so that YOU know that How much I put into the work.. of telling YOU that I love YOU.. I would of said to YOU.. In front me is the Glass Jar.. Please just imagine with Me.. that I have a Glass Jar.. Inside that Glass jar is Your Heart sitting there.. I would look at YOUR Heart and with Loving YOU I be inspired to share and to write YOU something.. telling YOU.. I saw YOUR Heart.. I saw Your Heart which I waited for a Long time.. I just could Not let Your Heart get away.. when I saw YOUR Heart.. I decided to Put your Heart inside this empty Glass jar.. I did Not want Your Heart to get away.. DID NOT mean to scare YOU at all.. but it is Your Heart.. I know that Only way YOU can come close.. is only if I have Your Heart with me.. I want YOU to come close.. and I thought of Your Heart.. I would Put your Heart.. in the Glass jar.. and there is the Little Piano in the room.. I would place the Glass Jar on top of the Little Piano.. My Heart be touched when I look at your Heart because I wanted YOU.. I wanted to be with YOU.. I wanted YOU to be with me forever so I put inside the Glass jar.. I would say.. I have learned how to play the Little Piano for this very reason to tell YOU More.. how much I love YOU.. I would pull up a chair and I would sit next to the Little Piano.. and My fingers started to press the Key bars.. and a song came Out.. I looked at the Glass jar.. looking at Your Heart.. I would be hearing sounds becoming songs and I sang from My Heart telling Your Heart.. How much I love YOU.. my tears kept on running down as I would sing the song to YOUR HEART so that YOUR Heart can remember how Much I love You.. so that YOUR Heart will never forget that there is someone who loves YOU.. who loves Your Heart.. as I am sitting on the top of the Bed.. in the dark room.. I would lay back down on the been.. and trying to fall back asleep.. but My Heart kept on crying.. and I kept on crying for YOU.. Only if I learned How to play the Piano.. the Little Piano.. right now I be making Music and singing Songs to YOU telling YOU that I still Love YOU.. that I will never stop but loving YOU still.. I just can't stop looking at this Little Piano.. why is it keep on telling me to come Near.. and I am thinking of YOU.. I need your Heart.. I need your Heart here with Me.. that is only way I can tell YOU what is IN my Heart.. I am asking YOU.. Heart to Heart.. Please.. tell me can I have your Heart close to Me.. so that I can tell YOU.. I love YOU.. I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I want to say that I love you like I am so Crazy in Love with YOU.. Please.. How can I have your Heart close to Me.. I turn to look at the Little Piano.. it is telling me to play a tune.. telling me to touch the Key bars.. that Only it is fingers away from the Touch.. if I can only play.. If I can only write the Music.. compose a Song.. write a Music so that YOU can hear something Out of this Little Piano.. but.. I know that I can't play a tune.. I can't make a sound.. it just be so noisy in your ears.. the tunes will Not sound right which it should make you feel something very special but If I play on this Little Piano.. instead of smiling.. YOU can be angry with me instead saying.. WHY can't I play a Good music that makes you smile and makes you happy.. that is why I am telling YOU I can't play.. but the Little Piano who is in my room.. is looking at me telling me.. I want to play something for YOU.. to tell you that I love YOU.. I have the Recorder in my Hand.. and I put a tape inside the recorder.. and on the Top of the desk is the Empty Glass Jar.. inside is Your Picture.. I took your Picture and someone was able to make it pretty big.. the Picture I put inside the Glass Jar.. I can see your Beautiful Face.. only if YOU were in this room.. Only If I can have your Heart.. and Place your Heart inside the Glass Jar next to Your Picture.. I am able to tell YOU something.. I would turn to look at the Little Piano.. I would ask.. would you let me Play.. even though I would Not be able to play anything.. I can push the Play Button of the Recorder and the Instrument of a Piano.. a Professional Pianist can Play.. I would stand next to the Little Piano.. can Act like I can Play.. when YOU hear the sound of the Music coming Out of the Recorder of playing the Piano.. I would turn and I would LOOK at the Desk.. I would look at your Picture.. I would Look at the Heart.. only If I have your Heart.. I be saying to YOU.. I have written YOU a Letter.. I wrote it last Night.. I was thinking about this very night so I had to write it.. and I had to memorize what I wrote to YOU in the Letter to tell YOU.. Can YOU hear the Song.. the Instrumental of this Piano Playing.. If YOU look towards me who is standing by the Little Piano.. YOU can be pretty confused because It looks like I am playing the Piece of Music.. Yes.. my fingers are pressing into the Key Bars of this Little Piano.. but.. I have turned off the sound that comes Out of this Piano because.. the recorder is playing instead.. Can YOU hear the Music of this Piano Playing.. Please if YOU can't.. Open your ears.. Please tell me that YOU can hear Me.. Please.. open your Heart for me and listen to the Sound of this Music of Piano.. the Instrumental Playing.. I want to give you this Song.. I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I know that YOU are hearing the Sound of this Little Piano Playing.. it is what I will say to YOU.. that I love YOU.. My Heart can't take it no more.. My fingers pressing.. hands wants to pound on this Key Bars on this Piano.. when ever I think of YOU.. when ever I want to say I love YOU.. I can hear my own Heart.. telling me It wants to beat faster.. it beats faster because I needs to say it and tell YOU that I love YOU.. as I turn to look at the desk.. Looking at the Glass Jar.. I am looking at your Picture.. and.. Only if Your Heart be placed inside.. I be crying Out Loud.. I love YOU.. you do not know what YOU have done to me but I want to say that I love YOU.. as I turn to look at the Little Piano.. I feel so sad.. I feel so happy but sad again.. because all I see is myself.. I don't see YOU.. But I needs to see YOU.. I want to see you.. I needs your Heart here with me.. so that I can tell your Heart.. I do not know How long.. but I have to say to Your Heart.. I love you.. How Long.. I will say it I love YOU.. looking at the Little Piano.. I know that It feels My Heart.. it knows My Heart because it knows my Heart.. I believe the Little Piano hears my voice.. as I am playing and touching the Key bars.. it knows that I love YOU.. knowing how much I needs to be with YOU.. but I will say.. YOU are so Far off.. WHY do you have to be so Far that I can't see YOU.. I wants to find a way where YOU can be near.. will you let me come close to YOU.. Please let me know because.. I want to take this Little Piano with Me.. and stand next to YOU.. I would turn to LOOK at you.. and I will tell YOU.. this is the Little Piano I was talking to Your About.. every Night.. I would turn to look at this Little Piano.. I feel stuffy inside.. sometimes I feel frustrated because I want to be close to YOU.. when I feel so stuffy inside.. I get close to this Little Piano.. and I would turn it on.. where when My Fingers touch the key bars.. and it presses into it.. YOU can hear the sounds of each key bar when YOU press it down.. it makes a noises.. and as my fingers touch and presses into the key bars.. I want to play you a Song.. making a Music and I would face the Wall.. Only if YOU can be right there.. Only if YOU can be that close to Me.. and I would say.. WHY do you have to be so Far.. that I can't find YOU any where.. I can't see YOU any where.. I want to tell YOU so that YOU can hear me but I know that NO matter how much I speak.. or how much my fingers press into the Key bars