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I scored ... let's say, not too bad. But I know, that my TRUE score is far from what they told me: I have severe Asperger's and ADHD, I am usually emotional flatlining, thus my empathic skills? Well, let's say that they "could be improved": I can kill a random child, feeling ... nothing. Nor joy, nor sadness, just ... empty, nigh bored, actually. I DO NOT, as I am aware, that doing such, is ... a not that very much kind thing to do ... . It is not that jolly for the kid, nor the ones left behind. Thus, I do not. While I have "emotional less active neurons" I am VERY strong, morally, ethically, and injustice REALLY triggers me. So, in THAT regard, I see myself as "Cognitively Emotional": While I do not feel the damnedest thing towards a friend, I DO understand what friendship means, what it entails, what the rules are, and follow that in extremis. But if that friend drops dead in front of me, being run over by a steamroller? Well, let's move on, nothing left to see here. "Cold" they say. Rational and logic, I say: normal causality of being conceived, is to eventually keel over and be dead, to make place for the next. I am very aware, my life is not worth the slightest, in the whole which is creation. What is say 70 years, if the universe exists for like 14, maybe even 20 billion years? Right, nothing. In 50 years, I am gone, forgotten, literally ... nothing. I have done my best in life to keep the planet in the best possible state: make as little as possible garbage, pollution, be peaceful (even though many deserve to be hit in the back of their head), so that my personal legacy isn't TOO poisoned. While my neighbour burns rubber tires for his BBQ, driving an old Dodge Ram that smokes so black, that each time he starts the damn thing, the fire department races in. Smoking is a blistering hot and dry forest, not even bothering to step on the cigarette to extinguish it. You get it, the REALLY joyful, oh so kind and socially perfect housefather of a Pitbull the size of a steer named Satan, and which happens (how bizarre) to dislike foreigners for some "unknown reason", apparently being a fanatic of runes, when I look at his red/white/black flag, which right thereunder has a rebel one. Poor man also seems to have an issue with his right arm that every so often suddenly moves upwards as if pointing to the sun. Musically he seems to appreciate music about white painted people(??? Zombies maybe??? ) that REALLY like the nation (??? probably, they mean the US???), and often has a few friends with pointy hats and white sheets visiting him, always so cheerful to him. It is though, a tad annoying, when he begins to shoot at night, it tends to wake me up. Now, the guy works, spends, has debts, so, all in all the PERFECT neighbour. Now, I wonder if that arm is a result of his work, if so, I should tell him to go see a doctor for that arm ... his job probably has him covered, medically. *Pacefalm* Since Kindergarten (and, depending on your parents, even earlier) we are being INDOCTRINATED to achieve, to obey, to blindly/deafly follow without questioning (See nor hear evil/injustice (actually, to just not THINK at all!!!)), to be a future money-maker (and FAR more important, SPENDER!!!, preferably making IMMENSE, impossible to repay debts so they can take your shit away (which, btw, is never yours, to begin with, as they can take it away)), and all that to support what in reality is, a due to pest stillborn fetus kept "alive" artificially. Yes, Economy is a pest-diseased dead ... thing ... meant to go horribly bad from the very start on. US, $31 TRILLION, that says enough, even though the War machine is running highest gear. Even though the Oil Industry kept boycotting renewably energy, "as it is economically irresponsible", it sounded. But what they didn't tell you, was, that each men that lost his job, could in fact work in the renewable energy sector. It was not about the economy, it was rather about their wallets, power, mighty friends, ... . Do you believe it was Bush Jr. starting the Iraqi war? Well, newsflash, it wasn't. It's not "Mr. Pwesident" that's in power, it's the mighty Oil and Weapon/War Industry.

Let me prove it. When did the Cold War end? And no cheating, no Googling. Unless you say: "It never ended!" you are wrong. Even 2 years ago, "Commies" were the enemy. An idiocy/lie told to you, so you would live in fear, in hatred, for an enemy ... that does not exist. Sure, Russia exists. And they do not like you. But THAT is a result, well played, Weapon/War Industry, of the hostilities hold up to them. The Economical boycotts, the other ways the US and others pestered them with, it all gave causality ... their immense dislike for us. But you're being told, this enemy is the "worsest", making you afraid, thus you get a weapon. And bullets, and ... , keeping you in the Wild, WILD West era. Since, well, economy. Dun believe me? Well, ask any SERIOUS psychologist/psychiatrist. They'll agree with me, if they are honest.

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