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You’re doing great! Little bit each day.

Ok just saying, your videos need a bit of Bryson and the puppy. Nice to see them both growing.

Hi! Still recommend reading “You’re not enough and that’s okay.” To “work on yourself,” you HAVE to understand the One who made you, and how he designed you to lean on Him. Otherwise when you “work on yourself” from a worldly perspective, absolutely nothing will stick. Trying to find fulfillment or true joy or even understanding yourself, outside of our Maker will leave you empty every single time. We’re not promised ease in this life but He does promise an internal peace and joy through trials only He can provide 🤍

Love your videos, Renee. Always such a light. ❤

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Love you❤ Very grounding to get organized ….. for sure.

thank you for showing the reality of what it's like! it's not always about being a youtuber and having to keep a happy face all the time and act like your going thru nothing at all. You show the raw and real parts of your life, the depression, the losses and the hard difficult times and I really appreciate and love that about you. Thank you for being you.

I love decluttering, it always improves my mental health so much. It's like I'm compartmentalizing and organizing all the chaos in my mind and seeing everything so clean in person does wonders!

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Your white top fits amazing on you, you look beautifull❤

Omg....there's Renee❣️ Luv your hair! You look amazing. Keep your spirits up. We love & support you! 🎉🥰 Yes, would enjoy the life audit series. Thanks!

Thank you Renee. I myself is in the same energy and i want to pick myself up again and do better. This is exactly what i needed to watch! ❤

you are doing so good and I am so happy for you 💚💚💚

True peace comes from the Lord not our circumstances. That's why some people can be truly at peace regardless of what their life looks like. If we base our peace on what our life looks like or how we feel it will constantly be changing. For example I feel better when my house is clean but then the second it's not I'm off again. That's not true peace and will always leave us searching again. Something I'm working on. My bible study group is currently doing the Bible study called create in me a heart of peace by Becky keife. It's been helping me maybe you might be interested. ❤

I'm exactly like you in the environment aspect. If things are disorganized, cluttered, or not clean, I get grumpy. I also NEED the sun! I moved from the Pacific Northwest to Southern Utah just because I needed more sun in my life. It makes such a huge impact for some people. Now, that you've put more blonde back in your hair (😍) and you know you need time to recharge in the sun, you're on your way, but it will take time. Allow to feel everything you need to. I hope the Florida sunshine did your soul some good! ❤

I loveee the bangs on you!!

Just a thought, you seem to have put your relationship with Jesus on hold. You will find much more peace and contentment when you've fully surrendered to him. Not in name only, but also following his path for your life. You've been running at breakneck speed toward things you want (and they're not all bad), but some of your choices reveal that you don't fully value or choose to follow what Scripture calls a holy life. You feel disconnected, which is normal for every person's life because none of us has done this before... but choosing to follow God in everything is a good place to start.

Thank you for sharing the fact the your working towards what you’re struggling with is alone a progress

Sending, love, peace, abundance & much more!

I admire you so much, thank you for always showing us how you go through the hardest times 🙏 you’re raw, real and so honest I look up to you when I’m having a bad time 💜

I love that you included laughter in the audit. It is so so important. Since you moved recently, you might not have a lot of friends nearby right now. But you and Z have each other. Remember to have fun, play, and laugh together. ❤

Link to the life audit questions you did?

So, so good to see you today as I have been praying and thinking of you daily as if you were my child. As a mother (of a 32 yr old) I just want to scoop you up, cradle you and say it will all be okay. I see you glowing and am so proud of you for how determined you are to identify and face your challenges no matter how hard. Renee you are so blessed so please be kind to yourself and remember to give yourself grace. You are adorable and so deserving of the peace you seek. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. We are rooting for you. Btw, you really went to town on the kitchen…it was so shiny 👍🏾.

So proud of you Ney, a survivor, that's what you are <3 Love you <3

Renee, talk to God! ❤️

You are going through a spiritual warfare…I’ve seen some of your precious videos and you getting closer to Jesus. I truly believe what you are feeling is from the evil one straying you from the light and your purpose. I’m praying for you and turn to Him to help deliver you through this

I went on lunch and immediately clicked when I saw this! So happy to see you trying to heal and begin feeling better. ❤ Love the blonde!

Yikes on that "baby" closet!

Have you considered therapy? I love psychodynamic therapy, it treats you more as a whole person I think.

Nice vlog, Ney 💕

There’s been a lot of miscarriages in my church throughout the years. First of all I say this in love, everything is the Lords. Our lives, our possessions, the universe. He gives and He takes away but He is good ALL the time. There is a reason for everything and that little baby is in heaven right now experiencing something so incredible that we can’t even imagine it. 🤍

Love your hair blonder!!!

Thank you for sharing your journey with us💜I think your miscarriage has triggered all the grief from the last few years. It’s ok to be sad and you don’t need to fix yourself Renee- you are whole as you are. You’re brave, strong, resilient, sooo creatively talented, a great mom, partner, daughter. We love you Renee. Praying for you and your healing journey 🌸💜

I hope you are giving yourself the time and grace to cry and be sad in the moment. Watching you smile to crying in a split second breaks my heart 💕 you are allowed to feel ALL of the emotions. We feel them for a reason xx

I'm always rooting for you. You are healing and inspiring others at the same time. Sending you all good thoughts!

Hope your doing okay sweetie, losses are the most painful thing I should know but that's awesome your doing what makes you happy. She did a fabulous job with your hair❤

Rooting for you with everything I've got, Renee!

Never click so fast❤ thanks for letting us in and be a part of this. struggle is a part of life and it’s so refreshing to see that we’re not alone. I feel like influencer only want to show that their life is perfect and i appreciate you for not doing this ❤

I'd say to only go specific where it's really important to. Once I wrote down "a girl touches my arm" using Joseph Alai's list method and what happened is that a woman sat beside me on a bus and her baby daughter touched my arm, lol. Looking back, this was the simplest way for that manifestation to occur since babies still don't know touching strangers is generally considered inadequate behavior. But if you go really really specific, you're more likely than not delaying your manifestation and risking obsession in the case of a person, like you said. Only specify what you really really want and leave all the rest open is the best IMO.

I thought you believed in Jesus? Continue to lean on Him during this time. I would encourage you ask your pastor or other people in your life who have been in the faith some for some guidance and understanding to your question of “why do bad things happen.” You probably won’t get a “right” answer, but there are plenty of biblical perspectives on that question. Even having your own quiet time and asking the Lord yourself that question will give you some clarity. Ask and you shall receive . He wont leave you- especially now 💛

Just don't be hard on yourself. Given the circumstances your feelings seem like a perfectly normal reaction. some of the comments on here really pissed me off when I read them, you do not seem clinically depressed , you just seem like a human being having a perfectly Human Experience! Be kind and gentle to yourself! You deserve it

I’ve been following you for years and I am going through a major depression and whenever I feel low and stressed, lost and confused I always run to your channel. You’ve helped me so much find the light, thank you🤍 Please make more of these once or twice a week and make them longer PLEASE! I love you!❤️‍🩹

How do you figure out what you want, because I really don’t know😔

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I love your videos!❤

I can't imagine going through a loss like that. Sending lots of love. Give yourself all the time you need to heal, you don't owe the internet or anybody else anything!

Renee- This just showed up in my feed & as a long time follower , I had never seen it. How wonderful to have these memories with your Dad 💜. Sending you hugs!

I love that your sponsorship is good for your self care and mental health 😊

Hey! You have everything you want in your life. This is all hormonal & emotional. Go out in sunshine & read Bible.

renee i always appreciate how open you are and you're allowed to share all your ups and downs if you want and you're allowed to go forward with however is best. if it's all over the place so be it. eventually bit by bit you'll find how to do what feels best. ♡