P.M.A. Obviously!
P.M.A. Obviously!
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Relapse to Recovery 📈
🕗 Relapse to Recovery
😔 Jan 2016 - Dropped out of Uni, suffering with Depression and Suicidal Ideation
☠️ March 2016 - After months of planning and shutting out friends/family, attempted to end my life at 22
📈 October 2016 - Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder after manic episode, spent my life savings and got into serious debt
❌️ March 2020 - Covid/Lockdowns, drinking heavily, poor eating habits, smoking, no exercise, isolation and loneliness
🫃December 2020 - Became my heaviest at nearly 17 stone, miserable and feeling very lost
🦶 May 2021 - Fully ruptured Achilles Tendon
🗣 September 2021 - Planning PMA sessions at my old University around mental health and suicide prevention
🫠 October 2021 - High stress levels, insomnia, panic attacks and anxiety were taking over, drastic mood swings multiple times a day
🏨 November 2021 - Relapse/Sectioned under Mental Health Act after severe manic and psychotic episode
🥲 December 2021 - Discharged 2 days before Xmas after a hugely traumatic experience
⛳️ May 2022 - First golf swing in over a year after 12 months of physio and learning to walk again
🏃‍♂️ July 2022 - First treadmill run 14 months after injury
🩸Jan 2023 - Diagnosed with Inflammatory Bowel Disease (IBD)
🚴‍♂️ Feb 2023 - Completed first Duathlon (Dorney Lake - 2 hr 37)
🎯 April 2023 - Signed up to New Forest Marathon on World Suicide Prevention Day
🤯 May 2023 - Signed off short-term with stress, showing signs of burnout and relapse
🙌 July 2023 - 4 stone lighter at 12 stone 10 pounds
💧August 2023 - 6 months sober and nearly cleared my 7-year debt!
🦾 September 2023 - Marathon is booked for 10/09/2023 on World Suicide Prevention Day
🧠 Running for Baton of Hope UK, a suicide prevention charity making waves and real impact
💰 80% of target, over £1,600 raised so far - please donate and help me reach this target and personally huge milestone - link in bio/below
To my friends, family, extended Radcliffe family, my guardian angels... thank you for saving me ❤️
I love you all,
Flakey
www.justgiving.com/page/alex-blake-1687410549901
#mentalhealth #suicideprevention #fundraiser #marathon #training #health #sober #running #motivation
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Video

32k Slog 🏃‍♂️😵‍💫
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Toughest so far, good to know I just have to find 10k now but last 5k felt like forever 😵‍💫 mini panic attack with 2k left didn't help but got through it... will be worth it in the end 🏃‍♂️ Please donate any spare change if you can, just coming up to 60% of my target for @batonofhopeuk6714 - any support on the day for me and Tommo would be amazing ❤️ Thanks all, Flakey xx www.justgiving.com/pag...
New Forest Marathon 2023 🏃‍♂️
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I’m running the @nfmarathon for #worldsuicidepreventionday! I am fundraising for @batonofhopeuk, aiming to be the largest suicide awareness and prevention initiative in the UK. Please donate and support the cause if you can, the link is in my bio... Thank you ❤️ #marathon #fundraiser #mentalhealth
Don't think globally, act locally 🧠
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What's happening in Ukraine right now is frightening and devastating. Only time will tell how severe the damage is to their country and people. It feels to me like it's Russia against the rest of the world already and I hope that this doesn't escalate. It can be hard to get on with your day to day when you know what's going on in the rest of the world. For now, it may be a good idea to limit th...
Seeking help
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Find the courage, take the first step and have patience #mindset #therapy #medication #help #mentalhealth #pmaobviously
Choose your thoughts like you choose your clothes 👕👖
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#mood #bipolar #thoughts #feelings #behaviour #mentalhealth #mindset
Back to "normal"
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Back to "normal"
New beginnings 🦾
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New beginnings 🦾
Return to work
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Return to work
Change your perspective, change your life 🧐
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Change your perspective, change your life 🧐
Finding meaning in your work 💼
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Finding meaning in your work 💼
P.M.A.O! Homepage
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P.M.A.O! Homepage
Rewiring the subconscious 🧠
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Rewiring the subconscious 🧠
Have a getaway day 🌍
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Have a getaway day 🌍
The man in the mirror 🪞
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The man in the mirror 🪞
Stress and managing stressors 🤯
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Stress and managing stressors 🤯
Live life by the - dash - 🪦
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Live life by the - dash - 🪦
Structure, routine and spontaneity
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Structure, routine and spontaneity
Progress over perfection 🧠📆
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Progress over perfection 🧠📆
Life is not a linear line 📈
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Life is not a linear line 📈
Make time for YOU 🪞
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Make time for YOU 🪞
It's never wasted time 🕝
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It's never wasted time 🕝
Changing the narrative 🧠
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Changing the narrative 🧠
Goal setting 🎯 & medication 💊
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Goal setting 🎯 & medication 💊
Blue Monday - it's not all doom and gloom 😃
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Blue Monday - it's not all doom and gloom 😃
Will it matter tomorrow?
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Will it matter tomorrow?
Be a warrior in a garden rather than a gardener in a war 🦾
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Be a warrior in a garden rather than a gardener in a war 🦾
Consistency | Discipline | Repetition
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Consistency | Discipline | Repetition
Be intentional with your time 🕝
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Be intentional with your time 🕝

Komentáře

  • @aussiekai
    @aussiekai Před rokem

    Congratulations man! Underrated video.

  • @leemarchant3083
    @leemarchant3083 Před 2 lety

    Sundays are for golf young man

    • @p.m.a.obviously3234
      @p.m.a.obviously3234 Před 2 lety

      Oh yea I forgot haha one day I'll be able to play again 😫 past the 8 month mark now

  • @Duv69
    @Duv69 Před 2 lety

    🙌🏼🙌🏼

  • @leemarchant3083
    @leemarchant3083 Před 2 lety

    You are what you focus on !!! Great great words keep it up my friend

  • @TherapyToThePoint
    @TherapyToThePoint Před 2 lety

    As a provider, I thank you for sharing your mental health experience!

  • @leemarchant3083
    @leemarchant3083 Před 2 lety

    #YNWA

  • @p.m.a.obviously3234
    @p.m.a.obviously3234 Před 2 lety

    Please see the description for this one 🙏

  • @pamelarouse6732
    @pamelarouse6732 Před 2 lety

    Yes I am starting yo listen....

  • @p.m.a.obviously3234
    @p.m.a.obviously3234 Před 2 lety

    **Trigger warning - suicide references** I listened to an Alan Watts CZcams speech in 2014 called "What If Money Were No Object?" (which I highly recommend btw) and I made sure I never forgot it. At the time I was very stressed a few years into my IT career and although I was performing well, was desperate for an escape due to the workloads/daily demands. The video gave a great way of thinking about the bigger picture and building a life around what you love. This Alan Watts speech is another great one on overthinking/worry/anxiety and how you can become lost to thought. In 2015 I got my first tattoo following my first big mental breakdown, "TRIGGER", on my left wrist as I needed a 'trigger' to snap out of thought ALL THE TIME (that's how lost I was). Based on the "If Money Was No Object" video, I quit the IT industry after 4 years to follow my dream life, going to university as a mature student; starting again to become a teacher. If you've followed my story up to now you will know that although this was great in theory, I hadn't overcome my demons and brought them to university with me. My decline was rapid and this time even more serious. I went from loving my new life and journey in the first weeks in October 2015 to not just becoming suicidal over Christmas, but making a thorough plan over months and an attempt to take my own life in March 2016, after mentally shutting out my friends and family in preparation for it. The rest, as they say, is history. I wasn't successful and had to rebuild my life AGAIN. "I couldn't even do this right" was a recurring thought at the time. Life went on... I had to carry on the next day at work as if nothing had happened and hide my struggle from the world. At the time I still didn't want to live, but made a promise to myself to not go down that route again. "If you're thinking about doing it. Suicide doesn't stop the pain, your only moving it. Lives that you're ruining." as @santandave wrote/raps 🎤 I've posted about my recovery since June 2016 when I gradually started to "return". It's taken 5+ years to reset/improve my mind, so to anyone still in a dark place: Keep going and be patient, please! 🧠❤

  • @tderham92
    @tderham92 Před 3 lety

    Very well spoken Alex. A real breath of fresh air to the subject!

  • @Duv69
    @Duv69 Před 4 lety

    So proud mate

  • @lucywarrington-wain6007

    Just to let you know I’m grateful to your family for saving you. I’m grateful for the work you put into your mental health daily to remain alive and living ❤️

  • @lucywarrington-wain6007

    My life saving songs/albums: The Streets, all albums however Everything is Borrowed is my number 1 Kesha - Rainbow Taylor Swift - 1989 Ella Fitzgerald - My Happiness Disturbed - Sound of Silence Cross fade - No Giving Up Dolly Parton - Coat of Many Colours Elvis Presley - Can’t Help Falling in Love Frank Sinatra - Thats Life James Bay - Hold Back The River Jess Glyne - Don’t Be So Hard Kelly Clarkson - Meaning of Life Lady Gaga - The Cure Military Wives - Wherever You Are Paramore - Hard Times Rachel Platten - Fight Song Reid Michaels - As You Dance Selena Gomez - Revivial TLC - Fanmail Trapt - Standup Trapt - Headstrong

  • @Duv69
    @Duv69 Před 4 lety

    Big love and respect sir❤️