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PaintingOurStars
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Registrace 12. 10. 2012
Morgan / 21 / Washington, USA.
This channel features Willow & Pirate, my two Arabian geldings. :)
This channel features Willow & Pirate, my two Arabian geldings. :)
Goodbye Pirate
{ hd makes things pretty }
To my sweet baby, I will love you forever. I am sorry we were not destined to be together forever. I had such high hopes, but I know that I have to do what's right for you. I tried everything, and in the end at least I know I gave you a better life. Thank you for everything. You will always have a place in my heart.
To my little infinite treasure, I love you.
Be safe, and live a good life.
To my sweet baby, I will love you forever. I am sorry we were not destined to be together forever. I had such high hopes, but I know that I have to do what's right for you. I tried everything, and in the end at least I know I gave you a better life. Thank you for everything. You will always have a place in my heart.
To my little infinite treasure, I love you.
Be safe, and live a good life.
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you're stable now
zhlédnutí 221Před rokem
{ hd makes things pretty } Round of applause for me finishing a video in one sitting. Anyway, ya know. Life is hard. The horses are good. They keep me alive sometimes.
4 Years with Willow
zhlédnutí 189Před 2 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } This is kinda late, but that's okay. I loved going through this and reliving our life together again, this horse has truly loved me through the best and worst times. I am so thankful that he is still alive today after almost losing him a year ago. This last year hasn't been as eventful but we still had so much fun! I feel like he's been a part of my life forever and I...
only a ghost
zhlédnutí 182Před 2 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } Just taking some time to do things I enjoy again. Hope everyone is well. I'm excited for warmer weather to be able to work with the kids again :)
take me home
zhlédnutí 271Před 2 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } Getting out feels. Hope everyone is well.
One Year with Pirate
zhlédnutí 165Před 2 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } This is about a month late but oh well. I've had my sweet boy for a year now and he just recently turned two! I have learned and grown so much from the experience of owning a young horse. Even after all the injuries, frustration, and disappointment, I wouldn't trade him for anything. We still have a lot to learn together but I'm so excited about the horse he's becomin...
Colic Surgery Rehab | Vlog
zhlédnutí 317Před 3 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } Hmm yes, giving this a try haha Video speaks for itself, I also kind of want to try training vlogs with Pirate, but starting with this. Let me know if you have questions thaaaanks!
3 Years with Willow
zhlédnutí 339Před 3 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } Yesterday marked 3 years with my heart horse. This video feels especially meaningful to upload now, as Willow nearly died from colic last Monday. He underwent surgery and luckily survived and is now in rehabilitation. Nearly losing my best friend allowed me to put so much into perspective about the life we've shared together and the love I have for him. We didn't do a...
possibility
zhlédnutí 286Před 3 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } This last month has been rough. But here's to hoping it gets better.
Yellow bird
zhlédnutí 281Před 3 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } Just getting out some feelings, and making use of a few new clips. It's really nice to have cool zoomy clips of Willow. Anyway, thanks for all your support on my last video about Pirate, we both appreciate it. :)
feeling pretty lucky
zhlédnutí 380Před 4 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } Just what we've been up to lately. My girlfriend adopted a BLM mustang named Stella so that's been exciting. Willow is happy with a herd who cares for him and is living his healthiest life. I am always working to give him more, and always will. I'm so happy I could create this life for him.
never goes away.
zhlédnutí 380Před 4 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } I wish I had the energy to still sit down and craft a video for hours on end to try and make art out of my pain, but I don't anymore. This is what it is. Willow is home now, and he is mine again. And he has acres to roam and friends to love and I will slowly learn how to let him go of my expectations and my selfish wants and he owes me nothing and he never will again....
First day of my life
zhlédnutí 383Před 4 lety
{ hd makes things pretty } I've been wanting to make another Blackjack tribute for awhile, and now felt fitting. A few months ago Blackjack was sold to a new home and has been moved far away, and I have come to terms with the fact that I will likely never see him again given his old age. The last time I visited him I knew it would be the last time, and it was a perfect way to honor our story. I...
Name of the movie pls ??
Name of the movie pls ??
Name of the movie pls ??❤
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You are always worth it❤❤❤
I am hopelessly and irretrievably in love with you my love James C. I miss your sweet presence. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ love 😍 of my life ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
U r my candy ❤
I feel as if I've known you all of my life !!!! 🫂🫂🫂🫂❤❤❤ I really, really want you soooooo much James, 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂 and I need you soooooo much more than you could ever imagine!!!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
The love of my life broke up with me but he didn’t say that he was or wasn’t but I know the way he said it points to that…we loved each other…We still do but he thought it was for the best to stay best friends…we were both hurting bc of it yet we still have hope that someday that me n him will have a chance to be together, he still wants me, he still needs me n still loves me just like I do for him…He’s been nothing but good to me n if I have to fight for him like the way he had to for over 2 years hoping I’d fall for him which I did n he succeeded then there’s still hope n a chance idc what anyone says there’s still hope n a chance for us… but it still hurts that it had to be this way until he gets better..it hurt him to say it but he thought about my feelings n me… and that just shows so much..Shows a lot that he loves n cares for me. He told me I am the best girlfriend he ever had, he’s the best boyfriend I ever have too. I don’t think either of us would be able to let go but what’s gonna hurt more if he finds someone else…then..he deserves happiness.. it will hurt a lot but his happiness is EVERYTHING to me just like he is but again I still have hope…it’s the only thing I can hold onto, there’s no guarantee it would be what I want it to be but at least there’s still hope..I love him too much to let him go cuz I believe he is worth fighting for..
what are all the shows/movies you used for this video?
I MISS HIM and he is not even real ...he is in my dreams in my heart in my soul.... haven't met him but some say...that my name is written with him ....where is he i don't know ..yet I ...me ..my soul ...it's crying for him.....I love him so much .....I miss him everyday...the fact that....I don't know if we will ever meet...it hurts....
She left 7month’s ago”I’m sorry it felt like yesterday😭
I can't live in a world he is not part of. I love him.
I lost my boyfriend last year in april and at that time I was so lost and confused and struggling to learn how to live without him and now 9 months later still single i am now learning how to truly love myself and I can say if you’ve lost someone you love i wanna tell you It will get easier your better days are ahead of you not behind you. yes i still grieve the loss of him but I grown so much since then. new beginnings are just now starting for you and for me love❤️ stay strong hold it down for it all.
I didn’t know how to live without him I Didn’t know if I could even ever love again. till this day i am still confused by it all. The pain I felt during that time was extremely painful. and scary at times. this has been such a difficult and rough ride but every day I wake up I make it through another day with him by my sice
My prayers are with you
I'm sorry to hear this Morgan :( You gave him such a good life and such a massive part of it too
My boy has just had surgery this morning, he had a lesion on the large colon. He is doing ok for now but Im distraught ❤
I can't live without you
I relate to this :/
... This him wasn't my partner he was my moms ex he he died in a head on crash the night before his bday his son was at home waiting for him to get home😭 I miss him he was like a dad to me
yaassss I LOVE THIS. miss you guys <3
he hurt me and got a girlfriend 2 days after our breakup all i want is him
Yeah wright, you been living without me for 5 years
I imagine this person with me still. I hurt them cause I didn't think i was doing anything wrong. I cry myself to sleep every night hoping i could re do it all but really inside i want to tell him i love hima nd i miss him but he has ash now. I cry and sob at night thinking about everything he said abojt me and now that ik what he said was right its too late i miss him so freaking much. My meantal health has gotten really really bad and im not happy anymore. Ever since he left the first time it has hurt he had put all of his love and faith in me and i broke it but since i was raised with leeping secrets and hiding who ans how i feel and felt it hurt the relationship till i explaoded and just hid and kept secrets please have someone u trust and never lie or hide things from them cause it hurts to know the person u love is gone to know thT there is a person out there that love you for who u are and is helping u and your ruining there lives cause ur not letting them on the inside i wish i was raised so much different i wish i was loved by my parents and family. I wish i dodnt cry myself to sleep. I miss homa sn i love him. If he sees this ill be thankful. So here it goes im sorry for hurting you and making ypu feel like u didnt belong im sorry for hiding who i was as a person im sorry not not telling the trueth and letting you help me. Im just so sorry that i couldnt put all my faith into you when u needed me to i love you and miss you.
i want to die
I wanna kms I’ve been crying all day. I had my first breakup. I feel like a failure I feel so bad. Just wanna disappear forever. I’m sorry Daniel. I miss u
i messed up so bad… i don’t want him to go away. but i know i made this bed and i have to lie in it now.
NORA ELLA CARRIZALES WHY DON'T YOU TELL PEOPLE THE TRUTH THAT YOUR A FELON CYBERCRIMINAL FACEBOOK HACKER AND YOU PHONE HARASS PEOPLE TOO I KNOW YOU HAVE A PHONE APP 📱 WHERE YOU CLONE PHONE NUMBERS YOU PROBABLY HAVE BURNER PHONES
SOMEBODY NEEDS TO SUCK IT UP BUTTERCUP . I LIVED JUST FINE ALONE BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S LIES
he just died and i am struggling to even breath
I feel the pain but in a different way. I lost a friend last January from drowning. I miss him so much. I'm not ready to say goodbye or forget about him.
I've never been in that same boat K' but When I was down in the dumps as a teenager, when I went A wall everyone I ever loved. You may not think it , I believe Most people on earth deserve something. It took me 24 years too find what I've been searching for my whole life, Life is full of it's ups and downs yet having heart and being determined. Anyone can dream big it's why it's called. Dream, The good people suffer. They really do.
I will always love you.
Hope your guy is doing well. My gelding just had colic surgery lastnight and I’m hoping he makes it. He also has one high low foot as well. How interesting!!
You are all strong independent woman, You Will found yourselves one day I am sure, and Even if I'm dead I Will always be with you
2:08 When you cry that bit harder 😭
I can't articulate how badly my heart aches. I can't even say how much it breaks over and over again, every fucking day. I can't do it.
To my birth son 💙
He was the only thing keeping me here, now that he's gone I don't know why I'm still here. He was my home, and now he's gone forever and I'll never get to see him again because I'm not good enough to go where he went. Even after 6 years I'm convinced I could have saved him from the storm in his mind.
J♡
💔 it should never get to this if there was real love involved humans need to do better and stop being so selfish
Roses are red Violets are blue.. You may have loved him But dear.. He doesn’t love you </3
Currently sitting here crying thinking abt how much I f up everything good in my life knowing I have a good boy waiting on me but my brain says that he doesn’t love me and it makes me feel worthless
Font name anyone?
Does anyone know the movies these lines of dialogue were from?
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Where are these from?
Hello. Just normal person like everyone else is Today I suffered..my lover left me... they wouldn't trust me...they were suffering and they didn't tell me intell I force it onto them...they didn't have time for me it's always work... school...and musical...they flirt and let people flirt to them...they never check in with me...they never respond...I know I have problems anger issues...mood disorder...and a mean personality...they said they stay but I know deep down they wouldn't...I was gonna break up with them because of me...but they left because of them
"You just have to admit.. he's gone. forever"
I accept it.
I felt this way after finding out my first true love was gone.. we were high school sweethearts together 4 years. Sadly we broke up and as time passed we both moved on. On the inside my heart never stopped loving him but my mind told me to stay away. After years we met again I thought it was faith but I was to nervous to say anything. A year later we were spending time together as friends. I thought this was my chance to be close with him again wether we were together or friends. 3 months later we all lost him. Young amazing guy. A man I will always love and always wished I could have forever. Still in my heart ❤️ r.i.p hunter
IF ONLY I KNEW THAT THIS WAS THE WAY SHE HAD FELT ALL ALONG....