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I Didn't Think I Belonged: How Recovery Helped Me Embrace My Identity
In this episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, host TJ, a young person in long-term recovery, converses with Mike, who has been in recovery since March 5, 1984. Mike shares his journey, beginning with his struggles with alcohol from the age of 12, escalating during his time in the Air Force, and eventually leading to his turning point at 21. They discuss the role of Alcoholics Anonymous (AA), the importance of connection in recovery, and the concept of living one day at a time. Mike also opens up about his experience of coming to terms with his sexuality and the eventual acceptance from his family. Both TJ and Mike emphasize the significance of honesty, dealing with fear, and the support from peers in their recovery journeys. Mike reflects on the realization that most fears are unfounded and talks about the evolution of his personal identity while in recovery.
#LGBTQRecovery #EarlyRecovery #ShameResilience #addictionrecovery #recoverymatterspodcast #podcast #pridemonth
00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction
00:31 Mike's Early Struggles with Alcohol
02:18 The Turning Point: Entering Recovery
05:12 The Importance of Connection in Recovery
05:29 TJ's Recovery Journey
07:46 Identity and Recovery
10:27 Living Authentically in Recovery
15:40 Overcoming Fear and Shame
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Cancer Warriors: Finding Strength in Community & Self Care
zhlédnutí 158Před měsícem
Phil discusses his diagnosis of diffuse aggressive B-cell non-Hodgkin's lymphoma and his reflections on dealing with cancer for the second time, emphasizing his attempts to put affairs in order and contemplate the significance of life and the possibility of an afterlife. Jackie shares her story of being diagnosed with leukemia at 17, undergoing a bone marrow transplant, and facing various long-...
Facing Cancer Again: A Real and Raw Conversation
zhlédnutí 931Před 3 měsíci
In this raw and deeply personal conversation, previously recorded on 2/6/24, Sandy and Phil Valentine openly discuss Phil's cancer diagnosis and the impact it is having on their lives. As Phil is preparing to start chemotherapy for Non-Hodgkin's B Cell Lymphoma, they reflect on their experiences of Phil's previous bout with cancer in 2010. Sandy expresses her struggle with seeing her partner in...
57 Years of Recovery Wisdom with Dr Rick Davila
zhlédnutí 205Před 5 měsíci
In this podcast episode, Dr. Rick Davila shares his personal journey with recovery from alcohol addiction which started in October 1966, when he was only seven years old. He shares about his transformative years, the importance of 12-step recovery programs and his strong emphasis on AA meetings for his recovery. Davila explains his experience of transitioning from a troubled adolescent, a milit...
Conversations on Recovery: An Open Discussion with Kevin Connelli
zhlédnutí 914Před 6 měsíci
Conversations on Recovery: An Open Discussion with Kevin Connelli
Self Detoxification and the Road to Sobriety | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 132
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Self Detoxification and the Road to Sobriety | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 132
From Prison to Transformation: Jesse's Journey of Recovery and Redemption
zhlédnutí 110Před 8 měsíci
From Prison to Transformation: Jesse's Journey of Recovery and Redemption
Turning Advocacy into Action | Randy Anderson's Journey from Recovery to Reform
zhlédnutí 75Před 8 měsíci
Turning Advocacy into Action | Randy Anderson's Journey from Recovery to Reform
The Power of Mentorship in Recovery | Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 129
zhlédnutí 193Před 9 měsíci
The Power of Mentorship in Recovery | Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 129
Renegade Recovery | Embracing Diverse Paths to Healing w/ Kathie G. Short
zhlédnutí 105Před 9 měsíci
Renegade Recovery | Embracing Diverse Paths to Healing w/ Kathie G. Short
The Importance of Harm Reduction: A Conversation with Corri Mercy
zhlédnutí 93Před 10 měsíci
The Importance of Harm Reduction: A Conversation with Corri Mercy
Recovery Movie Meetups | Ted Perkins | Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 126
zhlédnutí 122Před 10 měsíci
Recovery Movie Meetups | Ted Perkins | Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 126
Recovery from Addiction: The Importance of Community and Evidence Based Practices
zhlédnutí 133Před 10 měsíci
Recovery from Addiction: The Importance of Community and Evidence Based Practices
Powerlessness Over Alcohol: Taylor's Story of Acceptance & Recovery | Recovery Matters Podcast
zhlédnutí 174Před 10 měsíci
Powerlessness Over Alcohol: Taylor's Story of Acceptance & Recovery | Recovery Matters Podcast
Finding Your True Self in Sobriety, Even When Your Partner Doesn't Support your Recovery
zhlédnutí 95Před 10 měsíci
Finding Your True Self in Sobriety, Even When Your Partner Doesn't Support your Recovery
Navigating Addiction, Trauma, and the Quest for Visibility | Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 122
zhlédnutí 154Před 11 měsíci
Navigating Addiction, Trauma, and the Quest for Visibility | Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 122
Tiffany's Harrowing Journey Through Addiction and Resilience | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 121
zhlédnutí 278Před rokem
Tiffany's Harrowing Journey Through Addiction and Resilience | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 121
Shaun Weiss, The Mighty Ducks Star, Shares His Inspiring Story of Recovery
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Shaun Weiss, The Mighty Ducks Star, Shares His Inspiring Story of Recovery
Chelsea's Journey to Sobriety and Mental Health Wellness | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 119
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Chelsea's Journey to Sobriety and Mental Health Wellness | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 119
Finding Redemption: Overcoming Addiction and Violence | Ryan Sims | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 118
zhlédnutí 351Před rokem
Finding Redemption: Overcoming Addiction and Violence | Ryan Sims | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 118
Exploring Addiction and Recovery through Storytelling and Acting | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 117
zhlédnutí 88Před rokem
Exploring Addiction and Recovery through Storytelling and Acting | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 117
TikTok Famous to Suicide Prevention Champion | Rex ShadesEagle | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 116
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TikTok Famous to Suicide Prevention Champion | Rex ShadesEagle | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 116
Healing Childhood Trauma and Navigating Addiction | Rob Decker | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 115
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Healing Childhood Trauma and Navigating Addiction | Rob Decker | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 115
From Struggle to Strength: A Journey Through Addiction + Recovery | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 114
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From Struggle to Strength: A Journey Through Addiction Recovery | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 114
Overcoming Addiction and Finding a New Path | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 113
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Overcoming Addiction and Finding a New Path | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 113
From Innocence to Addiction Jack's Journey with Alcoholism | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 112
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From Innocence to Addiction Jack's Journey with Alcoholism | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 112
A Conversation with Parents of Teen Struggling with Substance Use | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 111
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A Conversation with Parents of Teen Struggling with Substance Use | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 111
The Healing Power of Touch | Nanette Ginse | Recovery Matters Podcast EP. 110
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The Healing Power of Touch | Nanette Ginse | Recovery Matters Podcast EP. 110
Senator Chris Murphy Visits Hartford Hospital to Shadow CCAR's Recovery Coaching Program
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Senator Chris Murphy Visits Hartford Hospital to Shadow CCAR's Recovery Coaching Program
Building a Recovery Community In The UK | Calliese Conner | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 109
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Building a Recovery Community In The UK | Calliese Conner | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 109

Komentáře

  • @tomr9262
    @tomr9262 Před 6 hodinami

    Wise words, guys. ❤💪

  • @johnmccarthy7195
    @johnmccarthy7195 Před 2 dny

    I am sorry that this young lady had to go through all these trying issues to get to where she is today, congratulations. how dare anyone encroach on my bodily autonomy. If I want to ring my bell, you can make laws,try to put me in jail for doing that. you've tried and tried .legalize the s***educate people stop overdoses by quality control. Your ideas will not work at least mine have a snowball's chance in hell.

  • @johnmccarthy7195
    @johnmccarthy7195 Před 2 dny

    Okay lady if you're going to use facts and logic backed up with critical thinking on this issue perhaps you belong somewhere else because most people don't want to hear that they just can't digest it

  • @bigt4331
    @bigt4331 Před 3 dny

    Getting off subs is hell

  • @TravisN.
    @TravisN. Před 3 dny

    I was up for 23 once, dudes not lying

  • @kevinshuler1751
    @kevinshuler1751 Před 4 dny

    Excellent discussion!

  • @ALISHISNOIUS
    @ALISHISNOIUS Před 5 dny

    I had a doctor who removed my voice box total lyrngectomy and refused to give me anything but tylenol. I just resorted to fentanyl on the street. If i go i go oh well. I would never use drugs if I wasn't on the verge of death. But hey the doctors are a tool of the cdc nothing more or less we all have a boss and quotas

  • @Jaggerbush
    @Jaggerbush Před 5 dny

    How do they determine the timeline? If I were at 20mg and decided I wanted to decrease and be off of it within 10 months - you'd still be likely to have a good idea of where you are in the taper.

  • @CHIPSOVERBITCHS
    @CHIPSOVERBITCHS Před 5 dny

    The dumbest shit I ever heard lol

  • @mremu4358
    @mremu4358 Před 9 dny

    I mean with how hospital prices are these days I sure as hell would run away whether if I was on drugs, injured, sick, or completely fine because that hospital bill will make anyone kill themselves. Facts aside glad she got a family that cares about her

  • @zackhopkins5185
    @zackhopkins5185 Před 10 dny

    Be careful, most people i know who took or take it have been on it for 10+ years. Because withdrawal from suboxone is loooong and brutal. Getting down to 2mg a day is easy but once you start going lower you start feeling it so most people just end up taking it for years. Take off a couple weeks from your life and prepare your soul for epic battle. 1st 7 days are hell but once you get over that hill its nothing compared to what you just went through. The body and especially the brain are very efficient at repairing themselves even from a decade of abuse, its really quite impressive.

  • @kristinabeck2174
    @kristinabeck2174 Před 10 dny

    I been on suboxone for 4 and a half years straight this tjme around. I had all kinds of health issues which I know are caused by the suboxone. I been on a very low dose the past 2 years. It gets tough under 2 mg. I have way less side effects at the lower dose and I want to get completely off this poison. I am doing a long slow taper and just recently cut from 1.5 mg to 1 mg. Its been a month and I definitely feel mild withdrawal late at night and early in the morning before I dose. At the same time I feel my personality slowly coming back. I know I will have a better life when I am off it completely. I plan to talk to my doctor about getting off it. I will cut my dose again when I feel ready. I had to get on hrt because my estrogen was basically zero. It definitely takes a toll on the body. My blood work was showing elevated liver enzymes and hypothyroidism but after lowering my dose and doing cleanses along with healhier eating I was able to get these things under control

  • @pettc6757
    @pettc6757 Před 11 dny

    Alcoholism starts with the first drink. Don't start. If you are an alcoholic it is your fault so just accept that it is. I guess that's where your recovery starts, not only by alcohol being available and you not drinking it, but by you recognizing that you had a choice & you chose alcohol.

  • @abovethagamerollinz4776

    Congrats my guy, God bless & pass on the blessings👊🏽✊🏾🙏🏼

  • @tammybutler276
    @tammybutler276 Před 15 dny

    Thank you for sharing from the heart. As a survivor I am all to familiar with the why my question. Thank you both for being open. Prayers and blessings. Dr. T.B.

  • @ItsJoseph97
    @ItsJoseph97 Před 16 dny

    I was in the hospital for a week for benzo / alcohol detox and figured what the hell and mentioned I had been taking kratom for around a decade and he immediately said “yea suboxone” and I’ve been on a script since then around 7 months as I tapered off Librium and only am able to hold onto them for around a few days to a week before taking em all then switch back to kratom for the rest of the month without much problem. I only get the 2mg ones which is a crazy jump from kratom I know but I have heard of people being switched from kratom to 8mg strips and that’s wild af to me. But yea I’d say similar feeling to when I first used dilaudid if you have a low to even mild tolerance but obviously works much safer.

    • @JessicaBlaze89
      @JessicaBlaze89 Před 15 dny

      You can ask to be upped. I've been in treatment for 3 years. I take 3 8mg a day

  • @MaineUSA
    @MaineUSA Před 18 dny

    Been on it 10 years and I feel like I'm on prison from it.

  • @tyleradams3163
    @tyleradams3163 Před 23 dny

    I got 120 days clean from Percocet’s ETC ! I love your videos man !!

  • @joanieguerra8299
    @joanieguerra8299 Před 26 dny

    Ugh!!! Kevin I am so freaking proud of you!!!!!!

  • @manshongwanghra3928
    @manshongwanghra3928 Před 26 dny

    Tats v call reaction.,... Just instantly get worse craving..

  • @Anti-China128
    @Anti-China128 Před 27 dny

    That’s why I quit “recovery rooms” and did it my way/ suggestion of great people I love way. Nothing to do with steps. Opinions like his and a million others all judging each others opinion. Can’t believe I was forced through those rooms for years.

  • @jamesadamgleason9471
    @jamesadamgleason9471 Před 27 dny

    Fun fact: The original joke is... I'm allergic to Xanax. Every time I break out in Felonies and misdemeanors

  • @Zak_Edington
    @Zak_Edington Před 29 dny

    I take Subutex (very, very low dose) for depression and OUD and it saved my life!

  • @pneuma6421
    @pneuma6421 Před měsícem

    Subs made me feel like i wanted to kill myself. Needless to say i relapsed when i tried them. Been on methadone for 5 months now and it saved my life 😊 even though its super looked down upon i have def been changing that stigma because noone can believe when i tell them i am in recovery

  • @joestarlight8926
    @joestarlight8926 Před měsícem

    The 1st time you tell your story is scary

  • @travislinemaker6214
    @travislinemaker6214 Před měsícem

    I wonder what kind of guilt you must feel getting into substance abuse while having good natured parents and how that exacerbates your feeling of loss.

  • @Watson-ej5fc
    @Watson-ej5fc Před měsícem

    Kevin was and will always be my best friend. We were best friends and did everything together in boarding school even though I have struggled in my own life. It pains me immensely to see that he has struggled and suffered. We went our separate ways after boarding school, we’ve chatted a couple times over the years, but we’ve lost touch for many. I’m not sure on how to reconnect with him, but if someone could possibly send me his information or I send you mine, he’s always been a great man and I admire him and what he’s accomplished and I hope he is still doing well! Watson Hall

  • @gabrielasanchez9389
    @gabrielasanchez9389 Před měsícem

    She might as well just smoked it...I also have a hole in my nose which gets clogged up

  • @austinbeasley1300
    @austinbeasley1300 Před měsícem

    If your getting high on Subs, you should have never been on Subs, doctors will give people taking to much Tylenol 3s Subs and they get high as fuck, I was in H and used Subs to get stay of of it and even the first time I took 16mg I didn’t feel “High” just felt okay. If you get high on Subs it’s because your tolerance is to low to need Subs.. crazy over prescribed.

  • @phimelondlovu872
    @phimelondlovu872 Před měsícem

    This guy has a junkie mind and doesn’t understand what he’s even saying

  • @rachael8078
    @rachael8078 Před měsícem

    It took my cousin and she was an adult

  • @texastoast5202
    @texastoast5202 Před měsícem

    *****Guys- if u can come off it, great. If not, and ur on a small dose like 2mg, then that is not causing horrendous issues in your life like what I’m seeing in these comments! And, isn’t 2 mg better than a) chancing withdrawal by coming off and b) risking going back to using? Makes no sense! Why would u stop something that’s working!!!!????

  • @henrybuzzard4705
    @henrybuzzard4705 Před měsícem

    Suboxone saved my life, but came with a bunch of health problems and the withdrawals coming off it was worse than the pills & heroin and lasted about a month.. and the strips are made from silicon polyethylen oxide which is used in nanotechnology and once broke down can travel to ur blood stream

    • @PalmtreesGoodvibes
      @PalmtreesGoodvibes Před 17 dny

      I'm sorry if I seem nosey..I'm not judging you... A very close person to me is taking Suboxone..and I'm proud of them , for asking for admitting there problem👍 and asking for help.... But he wants to get off of the Suboxone......he is AFRAID OF WITHDRAWAL From Suboxone.. Are you able to be hospitalized,to have help and NOT DIE- from withdrawal ??? Or is it just like the weeks of puking, cramping muscles, and laying on the floor in pain,puke,and sweats- like ' H" WAS ?

  • @Itsmy2cent
    @Itsmy2cent Před měsícem

    Nobody ever says “oh you have a drug issue, here try suboxone”. Stop the cap. Usually they have already tried every other avenue to get clean. Detox, NA, etc. It’s after they expended all resources and finally let go of the stigma of “replacing one for another” do they actual WORK a suboxone program. If you don’t let go of addictive behavior then don’t matter if you had a 100% cure, it won’t work.

  • @Krowlofk
    @Krowlofk Před měsícem

    I'm on Suboxone and it makes me so sick sometimes. I'd rather be clean and sober but it has me trapped with some of the worst opioid withdrawals one can experience. They put me on 16mg/day because i was taking a small amount of kratom a day. What a scam. I get the getting ppl off the dtreet shit but... They tske it too far sometimes. And sub addicts sct like theyre clean. Theyre absolutely not clean on a drug many many many times more potent thsn Morphine. They might be sober, yes... Butnonly because it raised their tolerance too high. anyone who says "but i dont get high from it!" Just has a tolerance ridiculously high enough tolerance to not get the euphoria anymore. It's not a cure. It's an FDA approved heavy opioid that lets people not have to quit and live as a functional drug addict.

  • @RetrospectiveFilmsCT
    @RetrospectiveFilmsCT Před měsícem

    Awesome episode!!!

  • @carolynbrown5022
    @carolynbrown5022 Před měsícem

    Condolences to the lady ! Very hard to bear ! Alcohol runs in families it effects everyone seek help in AA and accepting you have a problem is the first step !

  • @anthonystipelcovich3763
    @anthonystipelcovich3763 Před měsícem

    Hollywood can’t say enough about the evils of red meat, but are silent about alcohol.

  • @Pariah_Larry
    @Pariah_Larry Před 2 měsíci

    Holy hell can I relate to this. I smoked crack on 12MG subs until I lost just about everything. Sobriety is hard but it’s genuinely the only way to stop suffering. Currently tapering down for the 5 time but I have hope.

    • @pneuma6421
      @pneuma6421 Před měsícem

      Hope all is well friend 🙏

    • @Maxine1630
      @Maxine1630 Před 26 dny

      I have hope for you as well. Hang in there, you got this!!

  • @Vv20vV
    @Vv20vV Před 2 měsíci

    Definitely life saving! But has anyone ever seen someone use it on an addict that wasn’t overdosing, but more so as a prank? 😂 I remember seeing a person do this to someone who was high because they owed that person money & didn’t have it. So they used the narcan on them to immediately ruin their high & put them into an instant sober state 😂 They were so pissed off lol!

  • @RickPreciado
    @RickPreciado Před 2 měsíci

    a drug is a drug, no matter if it comes from the street or the doctor down the street.

    • @pneuma6421
      @pneuma6421 Před měsícem

      Big difference between a drug and a narcotic

    • @tj-mb3fy
      @tj-mb3fy Před 12 dny

      Bro. Addicts are going to use regardless. It’s called “harm reduction” for a reason. They’re still addicts but clean from street drugs

  • @user-vr2up1zs4e
    @user-vr2up1zs4e Před 2 měsíci

    Those "arms put around you" in AA are entirely conditional. You better be ok with not questioning and having an uncritical mind if you want their continued "love and support". Otherwise, be prepared to see how little they actually care.

  • @allanbaker1786
    @allanbaker1786 Před 2 měsíci

    Facts 💯

  • @coryjohnson2486
    @coryjohnson2486 Před 2 měsíci

    Suboxone was great for the first year or year and a half I was on it, then one day…. I just stopped wanting to interact with people and suddenly had a VERY high level of social anxiety. I literally feel like a ROBOT on this crap now. Also, my s3x drive is nearly NON-EXISTENT. I could go DAYS not even really thinking about it!! It’s AMAZING for people who are heavily addicted to H, pills, or other opiates- a life saver…. But it’s not a good lifelong solution for like 90% of people honestly. It’s an opiate and it is NOT healthy. I started a slow taper just last week because it’s doing NOTHING for me anymore.

  • @BureauATF
    @BureauATF Před 2 měsíci

    It's the gold standard of treatment because it's the only one that works.

  • @amandaford864
    @amandaford864 Před 2 měsíci

    MAT saved my life❤

  • @Emo_Metal59
    @Emo_Metal59 Před 2 měsíci

    Stay strong shaun weiss we are all here for you no matter what

  • @jamikatechaos9972
    @jamikatechaos9972 Před 2 měsíci

    The injection did not work for me. Now I'm tapering. Plan to try injection again in 2 mths, just to see if it will work better. But 4 mths post shot, I have a knot where I got the injection. I experienced full withdrawals, chills, anxiety, dieherra, rls, ans my dr thinks it was all mental. Idk if she did something wrong in injecting, or if the shit itself malfunctioned, but it didn't disolve, and withdrawls were terrifying. Been on Box for 4 and 1/2 yrs, was an iv addict for 13 yrs. Suboxone was a TOOL that helped me save my own life. Just until last mth, I had totally accepted taking Box forever, if that is what it took, but now, I'm starting to worry about my teeth (always had beautiful teeth, and I'm not trying to lose them cause of Box,) and I agree, that, yes, there is a spiritual component, that has recently become a major factor for me, personally. If there's anyone who had sucess with the Suboxone shot after an unfortunate 1st Drs attempt, plz let me know. Take care, everyone ⭐ 💜

  • @maevebrain
    @maevebrain Před 2 měsíci

    I believe this man is as great as all the Great Chiefs & Medicine Men of the past.

  • @lesleyannboshoff7061
    @lesleyannboshoff7061 Před 2 měsíci

    Dearest Phil, I had a fear of death before having a near death experience some 25 yrs ago. I am no longer afraid. I have cancer and had to stop working as a result. My journey is a long way to go but I know we are here for a time like this. Our purpose is unknown to us be He knows