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Mistakes are a lesson we haven’t learnt yet

Another superb performance 👍😍😍🎵

Oh god, I just listened to it back and I screwed the whole thing up. I’m so sorry to anyone who sees this, I didn’t realise how bad it was until I watched it back on the TV. I do think it’s important to upload mistakes but not one big giant tuneless mistake. I may take this down, not sure if I should keep this on at all.

Please understand that you have enormous talent. Keep making your great music and never give up😍😍😍😍

Alway here for you xxx

Great performance. I believe you really don't know how talented you are😍😍

you're right its not the worst you've done....it's one of the best, im in tears..again. very proud of of what you've done, you're a very inspirational friend xxx

fab start to de-rusting (?) your voice. so,so proud of you♡xx

Superb performance ❤️❤️

That was beautiful Indie. I'm in tears xxxx

Also, it’s the first song I’ve uploaded in quite some time so apologies that I’m a little rusty. xx

Great video. Keep strong 👍😍

So proud of you, you got this, you've done do well getting this far, here with you all the way xxx

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Has your brain ever recommended exercise? Not now obviously because it’s late at night but I mean just like little things you can do by yourself to get the endorphin’s (happy dolphins) going. If you need anything or someone to talk to let me know, you are not alone.

Anytime you need a chat or a Friend I'll be there like a shot

I'm really sorry to see you this way Indi, know we haven't seen each other in a long time but if it would help and not meaning to be a simp but I'm here for anyone if they need to talk as I'm just round the corner, so please if you need someone to talk to I'm here and that goes for anyone I know, I'm the same at times and no your not the only one when it comes to explaining in the moment, it's hard to say what's on your mind when stressed with thoughts, hope something happens for ya and like i say I'm just around the corner if you need to chat Cameron

I remember few different quotes from the same Fictional character Daniel Pierce from the show perception relating about this sorta thing I don't know if any of them will resonate but I'll leave it to you to decided " Sometimes the billions of neurons firing in our brains help us concoct elaborate scenarios. We imagine ourselves with a dream girl, or landing a dream job... an astronaut, a rock star, even a United States Senator. But fantasies can turn dark. You start to believe there's a monster under the bed, or evil forces are aligning themselves against us. All these fantasies, good and bad, stem from an evolutionary imperative. Out brains are exploring potential outcomes that might help us achieve our goals, or avoid danger.But if we allow fantasy to OVERTAKE our thinking, we miss the reality that is right in front of us. And sometimes, reality is not so bad." "Is there something wrong with me? It's a question we all ask our selves. We all wonder why we don't look like, act like, feel like everybody else. Each of our brains has the exact same parts, cortex, hypothalamus, fornix, septal nucleus, so on. And yet, no two brains are exactly alike. So being different, being unique, is undeniably a fundamental characteristic of being human." "Does freewill exist? Do I exert conscience controls over my actions? Did I do that on purpose or am I forced to do it by some unseen neuron process? Fact is most of the neuro scientific data suggests freewill is an illusion. If that's true, are we simply met puppets? Are all of our choices made for us?" "Daniel Pierce: We wanna believe that the brain is all powerful. That there is nothing that we can't learn, nothing we can't conquer, if we just set our minds to it. But despite the brain's elegance and efficiency, there are some things that the power of the mind can't do. Sometimes when we are faced with an intractable problem, it's not the brain that can solve it, it's the heart." " Reality is a figment of your imagination. Who here hasn't woken up breathless from a nightmare and thought 'oh thank God it's just a dream'? That's because neurochemical impulses fire when we're dreaming or fantasizing or hallucinating are indistinguishable from the one's banging around inside our skulls when we actually experience those events. So... if what we perceive is often wrong, how can we ever know what's real? And what isn't. " What are you afraid of? Dying in a plane crash or catching an incurable disease? Getting eaten by a shark? Fear can override rational thought. Before the neocortex can even process the threat, the amygdala kicks in and now you're in fight or flight mode. But the same neurological programming can also spook us, cause us to act irrationally when in reality there's nothing to worry about, so... can we override our most primal instinct? Condition ourselves not to react out of fear." I dont know if any of these quotes help but it's worth a shot

The bit about the intrusive thoughts reminds me from fren brady( czcams.com/video/1V3cjREzBf8/video.html 1:25-2:25) But while it seems normal and shit it definitely must be fucking terrifying going through it and you have our sympathy and support for whatever its bloody worth

I sometimes think my mind doesn't actually live in my brain, or they've had a major disagreement and are fighting over who controls what I can do. Xxx

Wonderful performance. Such a great voice😍

I like it!

fantabulous, first time ive actually heard the words properly, and well done on the long notes, especially as i know how difficult things are for you. xxx

Looking as radiant as ever.

This is so powerful. Love from Cameroon.

Thank you guys. That wasn’t an easy one to do but it’s important; I had a bit of a nudge during the week to reach out of my comfort zone… which worked because it was extremely uncomfortable to talk about! x❤️x

Thank you for sharing this xx

That's a fantastic and very honest presentation which I'm sure many will recognise in themselves😍

Well done for highlighting a very serious issue. Xxx

Takes guts to cover anything by Enya or Clannad and showcase it publicly and I'm happy to say you excelled. Wonderful stuff and very soothing. x PS love the kooky side of you coming out at the end, ya daft mare.

The instrumental aside made me smile :) sweet, smooth, sensuous chill ....the Jazz-gene is strong in this one! x

Listening to this as the sun comes up but still perfect . Your voice fits like a glove - absolutely gorgeous x

Wow I love your version Indi - your voice made me feel like I was floating! Beautiful x

Absolutely wonderful performance 😍

Song wise excellent as always, audio was a bit quiet on the intro, but once you started singing beautiful as always xxx

Do you know something, guys? I’m really proud of that. I never, ever compliment myself but I’m properly proud of this one! 🐱❤️ xx

That was absolutely beautiful - hauntingly lovely! Xx

Evening Star!!! That’s what this track’s called!!! Getting myself confused with another song knocking around on here.

Another fantastic performance 😍😍Just brilliant.

beautiful, also didnt cry (it's late onset hayfever honest) xx

I like the random songs. I like random songs in general. I never know what's going to click.

Another fantastic performance 👍😍😍

i did like your original version but you're right this one is far better, much improved, well done xxx

Definitely getting there - muchly eclectic skills and this is a terrific voyage of jazz discovery. Very proud of you xxxx

Pretty dam good 👍 do you do requests? 😊

You have a very special voice. Brilliant actually. Keep them coming😍😍

Thank you for the lovely comments, guys. I’ve listened to it back though and I hate it! I’ve uploaded a second go at it so I’d love it if you could check it out and let me know what you think, if that’s okay? xx

Fantastic performance 👍😍

Fabulous well done again xx