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Looking pretty ❤praying for you ❤

I did that before with the banana 😂

Edge booster gets me right too, even with humidity!

I commend you and Jonathon for you guys realness and honesty. I remember being 17 and seeing you also be vulnerable about wanting to be married and I was so happy to see your prayers answered after all that time of waiting. Your time will come again with the blessing of a child . And The blessing of showcasing this is helping me and for my future. I’m 24 now and I desire to get married and I’ve never had bf but I can’t seem to find anyone genuine these days and then I remember your story and it gives me strength in being patient and open to it may not happen when I want it to. Which sucks lol, but my timing isn’t Gods timing and I have to just maybe focus on bettering myself in the time being. That’s been my goals lately to take my mind off of it lol

How to not have cone head look though?

Hi Jess, I feel exactly what you’re going thru and tears are coming to my eyes because I am waiting on the Lord also and I sometimes have the same questions, do I pray the same prayer or start thanking him for what I have prayed for. What I have learned and the Lord has affirmed is, pray once and receive what you’ve asked for, believing that you’ve received it, Mark 11:22-24. Anytime you have the thought to pray the same, add thank You Lord for I have received it, find the scriptures that speak to fruitfulness and children being a blessing etc; decree and declare that God has blessed You to be fruitful and multiply, and it is with the fruit of your womb and your area of gifting etc … I hope you receive what you’ve prayed for abundantly above all that you’ve asked or think. Be blessed in the Lord.

Jess you will be when you least expect it ...when you're not even nervous to turn the stick and then you'll be blown away

This is cute. Im gone try these.

You sharing your life and your difficulties is needed. Christianity isn't easy, and when we have people preaching perfection, it's misleading. Sorry you have to endure such negativity because of what you share. But best believe, there are people who's breakthroughs are connected to this, and all you share. Even Jesus Christ, in His perfection, had haters. What more will you have, being your imperfect self. And remember, when the time is right, God will fulfill the desires of your heart. And his time is best... Though you may be struggling with that at the moment... Okay I said a lot, goodbye God bless You and your family ❤

Girl I oiled my robber bands and it still went with my edges. Never doing it again. 😢😅

I could say SO MUCH...but I'm just going to say...I LOVE YOU JESS❤❤❤

Face card undenied 😍😍

For those who aren’t in this situation really don’t know. I felt your tears and prayers and frustration. ❤ please continue to share with us.

Everything you have is everything I don't but still hoping and having faith for,the only thing I have is a kid-that I wish I brought under different circumstances but hey this is life. I love your girl and you are obviously going to conceive, we'll be here rejoicing with y'all ❤

Hey my internet bestie. I wouldn’t say stop trying but I have a question?!? When you keep seeing the negative test is that playing on your mental?? But I do know plenty of couples that when they stopped trying they actually got pregnant. But it doesn’t matter what we think because at the end the day God has the last so‼️

Question: Have you tried tracking your ovulation? While trying to conceive.

I honestly just love you. Not sure why guys seem to forget the beams in their eyes when they judging but hey.....Christians can be wild. Keep on sis. We love you for it

Man o mannn. First of all there is truly only one Jess and that really is your power, thank you for your vulnerability and honesty with your tears, we see your heart in those tears to help others who are believing in God for things, and guidance, knowing that he is faithful because we’ve experienced that faithfulness over and over again but wondering what his will specifically his, even if we know it’s for our good. Girl I will def keep your in prayer and ask that God reveal to you what this season means for you and your family. Stay encouraged and know that that God work that he has started in you will come to pass in whatever form he knows will be best for you. Sigh at times it really feels like “ God just let me know, I know you say that perseverance needs to have its good work but my father can you give me a clue por favor?”. I don’t have an answer but ask you said in the beginning God is good and his plans for you are for your good even when they don’t feel good. Take comfort in knowing that you are not alone if your confusion and frustration, that our Heavenly Father sees your tears and as you continue to avail yourself to hear from him through events, through people, through etc he will speak to you as he has in the past. Have a wonderful week hun

Hi Jess. I was so discouraged that by the time pregnancy number five came, I wasn't even interested anymore. I was tired of the disappointment from previous miscarriages. My husband encouraged me to take a test nearly two weeks after a missed period. Idk what I thought I was gonna w/o period but I was too scared. Anyway, this time it worked out, four miscarriages later. It was hard, emotional and scary journey. It wasn't perfect bc sometimes I was mad at God but then I had make a decision that I wanted Him and would always want Him even if He gave me a baby or not. In my waiting, I just sought Him and no longer prayed (well off and on) about it. I just focused on God and my little miracle came out of no where EIGHT years later. God will do it for you just hang there. Focus on Him and go on about your life while He's working out the details❤

I'm definitely doing this!!! Can you wash your hair with these in?

So beautiful! It's fun to learn more skills like that. Great job!

Been trying for almost 4 years. Got pregnant last year and it was an ectopic. Was so hurt girl. Sooo hurt and disappointed. It’s been a year since the loss. It’s hard, im at this place where I know it’s coming and im just trying to just focus on my husband and I for now because it’s mentally draining

When I feel lost I read the book of Job.

Girl yes keep praying about the same thing, I look at it as a surrendering every time u mention it to God. Also remember He hears your prayers & sees yours tears. Thanks for sharing such a vulnerable moment with us. Praying for you guys in this season. 🙏🏾 💕

I’m feeling the same but towards my job search after college. I’m currently doing a fast to get more clarity and understanding from God and honestly it’s really helpful. Keep standing you got this! remember Matthew 24:13

That vulnerability part 😮‍💨 child! I completely understand! I’m in this same season right now I was so disappointed when my period came 😭😭. My dad messaged me and asked me if was pregnant and my grandma messaged my boyfriend and asked him if I’m pregnant because she’s been getting signs. And I hate it because I get ideas that I might be and then I do the test and I’m not 🥺 I’m just praying and waiting on Gods timing. I hope it works out for us girl ❤

Your hair grew so much

Have you thought about Ivf, it usually takes About 5 months to get in to see a specialist but maybe think of trying this option

You have no idea how much I enjoy your vlogs! Keep trying, keep praying and thank God for your baby in advance. Mark 11:24 tells us, whatever you desire when you pray, believe that you shall have it and it shall be done to you! Congratulations in advance on your blessing!! Blessings to you and Jonathan! ❤

It has been 10 years for me. I was told I had to lose weight to have a baby, I lost 130lbs. I never had a regular period since I was 17, I would miss my period for two months at a time. I had every pregnant symptom in the book, even had positive pregnancy tests. I feel your frustration and hurt but hang in there, God will do it. I’m still waiting on my baby.

Hi, im 46 and have been watching you for years. When I was in my late 20s, I was trying to get pregnant, and he hunted so badly I couldn't plus When I was born, the doctors said I couldn't have a child. So at age 30, I started losing weight and thought my acid reflux was acting up, so at work, everyone got their period, and I didn't. So I took a test and I was pregnant called my obgyn they to do an ultrasound because I was born with one tube. I had my son at 31. I said all this to say I gave up on praying and wondering why me. So I only have 1 kid, and I also wanted another kid. After I had my son, it never happened again. I ended up with endometriosis and fibrosis. So, I had to have a hysterectomy at the age of 37, and it hurt. Just keep praying your times coming.

Jess, I love you and I love how God anointed you to walk this journey, along with the courage to share it with us. That’s it. Thank you for being you 🧡 it feels good to know I’m not crazy on this side of the screen, feeling appreciated because someone out there gets it

Wow it’s so pretty 🤩

It took my husband and I 4 years to conceive. I believe when people are saying don’t stress it is because that stress can cause hormones like cortisol to elevate which can/will make your womb or that environment not be conducive for implantation/fertilization. I often wondered why I would see others around me getting pregnant without issue and it seemed like I struggled sooooo hard. I completely understand where you are and some of the feelings associated with having to wear a smile and put on a face that all is well when you have that burning desire to be a mother. It is super hard to wait month after month only to see a not positive test as well as the anxiety it causes. Take a moment or several if needed to recenter yourself. It’s ok to not be ok and your village and husband will understand if you truly express how it is making you feel. For me, it felt like I was in a constant state of grief with disappointment after disappointment, but you will make it to the other side and your true followers are here to support you along the way. Prayers to you, your mental health, your husband, and family!!!! #ItIsWell #AnsweredPrayer

I definitely understand what you mean about praying and not really getting answers. Like right now I’m seeking god about jobs,companionship,and school. It is definitely hard and I quote the same scripture about pray without ceasing but it’s like I get tired about praying about the same things. But I believe that the lord was trying to let me know is that will you only pray because I will give you what you want or because you want a divine relationship with me.

Trust God the Father timing regarding your prayers. Ask God to prepare your heart for what you are asking him. Prepare your heart, mind, body and spirit. Majority of the time God wants to make sure that we are not going to get what we want and leave him. God has the power to answer your prayers. He is trying to prepare you for the future. Change your attitude about the situation. Look at what God has already done in your beautiful life! You are blessed and so is your womb! God the Father shall get the glory out of your marriage and your beautiful children of God! God got you this far he will keep you Jess. Love you

Girl, Thanks for your honesty. when Vicky logan was going through this tough time. She always said, we are alllll waiting for something. You are not alone. This earth experience is full of waitingggg. It get supper annoying. I am not waiting for the baby part, but I am waiting and glad to see im not the only one. <3 (No pitty, just community)

A pastor that came to my church for revival said that they went ahead and started preparing for the child they didn’t have YET. Buying a little onsie, diapers etc to build their faith. His name is Dr. Manny Aarango. He may have it online. Actually it should be on my church Vibrant’s CZcams page. I’m only 23 but that sermon definitely touched my heart

Hey Jess. Sending love and hugs. Never need to apologize for being in your feelings, everything you're feeling is valid and real. I totally understand because I was married (not divorced) and I dealt with infertility throughout my marriage. What made it even worse was my husband already had a child so I knew it was my body that was the issue. I just turned 50 and I've been single and intentionally celibate (for almost 9 yrs) because I'm trying to live according to God's Word. So about 5 yrs ago I officially gave up on the possibility of pregnancy and I'm working on getting myself ready for adoption. Just sharing my journey so you know a lot of us out here have been through it and we're praying with you. I don't want to sound cliche, but it's all in God's timing and His plan for your life. Thanks for being vulnerable with us and sharing your story. Love and prayers ❤🙏🏾

Jess, I love you. You're TTC story is very similar to what I am going through as well. I'm married, 31, finances are intact! But no baby. Lord, what is going on??! 😅 It is HARD. It is. I'm not going to tell you how long we've been trying either because I don't want you to put that on you because you tend to overthink but sis, even in all of the waiting, It is a daily practice to telling myself how good God is. I MUST because I never wanna seem ungrateful. My life is GREAT. & God is so good & his favor is flowing throughout my life. Don't get me wrong, I have my emotional breakdowns here & there. People I know having babies & not even trying. But even through this, God is still good. & I'm grateful, regardless the outcome. I am grateful. Love you Jess. Please keep the transparency open & honest. I know you have some that wanna talk smack & what not but sis! Let this long message be a reminder that you do have real supporters who really benefit from your story. ❤Because we appreciate the realness. Nothing & no one is perfect. Once people actually accept that, there would actually be more happier people living among us 😊

the pride flag comment :/ then to see so many people agreeing and knowing the intent in why you said it it made me feel like i wasnt in the right place as someone apart of the LGBTQ community which sucks cuz ive been watching for years literally since i was in 9th grade and im 21 now.

Jess I can't imagine how youre feeling. And no advice in the world will make you feel better until you are pregnant. But in the meantime, think about this, what if you don't get pregnant? Will God still be good? Will you love Jonathan less? Will your life be less fulfilled? Check out Los and Cat's fertility story on Fridays with Tab and Chance. I think it will be highly encouraging for you. And shot out to Jonathan for being such a good husband. His encouragement is definitely what you need while going through fertility issues.

I’m a huger and I want to give you the biggest hug girl.. praying with you

Cackling at the wine tasting oh my goodness🤣🤣🤣🤣 beautiful vlog altogether🥰

It works great on my locs!

Jess I was told that I wasn’t pregnant with my last child. The doctor gave me an exam and a pregnancy test there which the doctor said was negative. My monthly was due so I waded showed the showing of my period coming on the exam glove. My period did come and it came again the following month. The third month I called and made another appointment because I felt different. I took another pregnancy test at the doctors office it came back positive. I was three months pregnant after being told I wasn’t pregnant two months prior and having a period. I can’t wait for you to share your pregnancy journey with us!🥰

It's coming and baby Wallace is coming soon. Just when you stop stressing, God will start blessing. Just believe. Love you girl

Thank you for sharing Jess. I 1000% felt and heard you when you talked about the praying continuously but you feel like you’re bothering God by praying for the same thing over and over. But you know he heard your prayer already. Lol My pastor preached today: There is strength in the struggle and after there will be glory!

Jess I love you so much girl! I’m still praying for you guys. Baby Wallace is on the way, I know it! Also, thank you for your vulnerability. I know it was hard to post that. And church folk need to grow up fr. I’m Christian as well and it’s just sad to see that some topics they don’t even want to discuss or feel like we should hide certain things. We are all human and striving for perfection. Y’all’s videos from Between The Walls have been helpful and I am looking forward to the video with your brother. If the conversation is too grown for them, then they don’t need to watch. Simple and plain. These conversations NEEDED to be had amongst our community, ESPECIALLY as young believers.

Beautiful completion ❤