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Been on the road in my car for 2 years during my divorce . Big learning curve . I've made myself perfectly comfortable . Saving substantial money for a new home and a new life . I have learned the following : Only 3 things matter in life , how much you love ,how gently you live and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you . Keep facing forward . Be well my friend ...🙂💪🙏

I want see the interior

Don’t feel bad I have been there 😢 but my last marriage I have no clue what happened

😭soooo sorry!

Subbed. Keep us posted .

Never give another person knowledge of your stashed money.

WAS IT RESOLVED ?

One must learn from past experiences and push on. Trust God Walk by faith not by sight. Read the bible. Have safe bless peaceful day

My husband passed away and I will probably be alone the rest of my life. No one will ever replace him. He was one of a kind. I’m sorry you are hurting 😢. I know the feeling ❤❤

Don't jump so fast into the next relationship, wait and explore life, you are too vulnerable now for a new relationship. Do some fun things with friends, children or family and hold on relationships, or you will end up with the same drama. Time to let this one go, no love lost here

Yes please

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sorry bru your video sucks doesn't show much of your van

this is awesome

"Her super long arms..." wtf is she trans?

There are probably 100 ideas of 'God fearing' all of which are based in the Bible and some of them probably in disagreement with each other. Maybe you should take a break from relationships for at least a year. A good woman for you might be one who isn't so wrapped up in religion, who doesn't get so wrapped up in details of the Bible. I was thinking someone who might have been religious once but who has given up on religion; but the two of you may become at odds with each other on ideas of spirituality. So probably a woman who is at peace, always has a smile, who's chill and is into you. The thing is the you part could wear off after a while. I'm rambling so going to wrap up. You're living in a van at the moment. I'm assuming you got some assets tucked away somewhere. If not, you're going to have to at least find a decent place to rent. 99% of all women are all about having a stable safe place to live. But then again, maybe you need that 1% who would love to live in a van. Good luck!

Nice work on your shadow side. We all make bad choices, sometimes in love. Our shadow chooses for us because of insecurities, childhood trauma etc. The pain is real but it’s better to be free from someone who isn’t kind enough to you and narcissistic. Let me ask you this, if you’re still healing, since this video is very old, have you considered doing Reiki or something similar.

super sick van, trim down the edit tho felt repetitive and started loosing interest.

‘Religious’ women can be narcs too. Raised by one. Based on what you say, you are in Danger of attracting another narcissist. You should really take it slow and learn to identify the red flags before you jump into another relationship. Also become aware of why you are a magnet for that type. Just my opinion based on personal experience.

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you overthinking

a god fearing woman good choice

"Toxic positivity" is equally as bad as.... Negative.

"Mission Impossible" < better name for the BS title of BPD

Couple decades ago NEVER heard the word "Narcissist".

"Borderline" alone is impossible. LOVE the way they have you looking at yourself every time thinking it's YOU that's at fault !! Nothing worse.

I feel your pain man I'm in a similar situation. I got one foot stuck on the glue trap. And i'm still trying to get myself loose i'm almost there. I have a court date as well coming up in March. And I have also been forced into a van. My mind is so incredibly fuckfaced I don't even know what direction is what. I wish you the best of luck brother. I hopefully you and I can get out on the positive end of the situation.

I’m so sorry you are so broken. It made me so sad to hear this. Please stay positive better times are ahead. Stay busy it helps. You will get past this moment and you will get past the next one too, until they are less frequent and soon enough you will be over the pain. Seems impossible right now but better times are ahead I promise this too shall pass. Big virtual hug to you. I hope by the time you read this you are feeling better. Stay strong and positive because better days are coming 🤗

It is the “Shared Fantasy” as described by Prof. Sam. Vaknin.

100%!!!!!! But please take this into consideration. This is a CRAZY story but TRUE!! I didn’t see it as a red flag and should have. Actually I’ll make a video to explain this VERY important point !!!! NARCISSIST accused ME of being a narc before I even knew what it was!!!! I’ll post asap! The point is don’t leave him or her unless you are 100% SURE!! Write the traits / features down. Have NO DOUBT. !! Making the video with your ID attached and I’ll tell this story. Amazing.

Hahaha I subbed to your channel because I live out of my 2017 Promaster City. The Hydro is one of my favorite things in life!

I’m currently trapped with an abusive cheating narcissist. I am stuck due to finances and I’m miserable!! Narcs are real and prevalent due to the breakdown of our society. Unless you’ve experienced narcissistic abuse you just can’t understand. Praying for you friend. Any advice to get out?

Awww I love that. The local Kroger I go to has lots of kids and adults with autism or Down syndrome or special needs. My sister has special needs as well. & yes your daughter can def be an actress! Beautiful! ❤ 😊

I dont think someone can have NPD AND BPD... they are kind of polar opposites ♡

Hang in there champ good things are coming get a new phone.

Its because one cant believe it. There are more normaĺ people out there,have hope.Been through it.

U made a very interesting point I quote "she ruined me". U r allowing another person 2 control ur feelings, life, etc. Never allow another person 2 have so much power & control over U. Let it go, leave it behind u, move forward with positive energy & let go of all the negativity to allow U 2 attract someone that suits u. Why even talk about it? ir giving her so much power & she is controlling u even though ur not around her. Stop the blame game & take ur power back.

A lot of people have discovered the term narcissist lately. As soon as someone harms you, he or she becomes a narcissist. It’s not that way at all. A narcissist will love bomb you at first, until you begin to feel attached, then the charming phase gradually turns into shaming and putting you down. A real narcissist CANNOT feel empathy. It is useless to hope for any change or improvement, they don’t see you as a person, but as a pray to fill their inner void. They only feel good when they are in the process of crushing or destroying someone, that’s what makes them feel happy. Do not analyze. Run. Cover your losses, ghost them , move on and NEVER look back. It’s the only way you will survive them.

No most men keep this stuff quiet. It's really is the narcissist's BPD wife's fault though. I'm in the same kind of distress. What he needs to do is stay away from her and maybe stay with a sibling who can offer some protection till he can stand on his own. These Bipolar women are violent and abusive when they have an episode. She may even kill him if he is not careful. It's not common for the wife to be vindictive enough to get him arrested on false charges. These women also lie to officials to cause problems for the man down the road. They are the worst kind of human being to be involved with. They play the victim. The man rescues. Then the man falls into her trap. It is a poor existence for the man caught in her web of lies.

She might be infested with parasites.

No most men keep this stuff quiet. It's really is the narcissist's BPD wife's fault though. I'm in the same kind of distress. What he needs to do is stay away from her and maybe stay with a sibling who can offer some protection till he can stand on his own. These Bipolar women are violent and abusive when they have an episode. She may even kill him if he is not careful. It's not common for the wife to be vindictive enough to get him arrested on false charges. These women also lie to officials to cause problems for the man down the road. They are the worst kind of human being to be involved with. They play the victim. The man rescues. Then the man falls into her trap. It is a poor existence for the man caught in her web of lies.

I'm in the same boat. I'm thinking more about a toyota sienna hybrid to camp in while she has an episode. Just park it at walmart for a good night's rest. I can't even hold a job because she keeps me up at night with her crazy ranting. And she never stops talking. I want to leave her so bad but I can't afford to live on my own without a job. These BPD women will ride a guy till he is broken then move on.

Same from me,not only carrying on,but doing videos too) All the best from Ukraine)

Simply put, narcissists will never change!!! They are damaged goods.You cannot fix them or feel sorry for them. You cannot feel any compassion or love for them and, they are not capable of being happy or loving, starting with themselves! They will destroy you and your life! Run away from them, that is all you can do... Time heals! All the best to you.

Simply put, narcissists will never change!!! They are damaged goods.You cannot fix them or feel sorry for them. You cannot feel any compassion or love for them and, they are not capable of being happy or loving, starting with themselves! They will destroy you and your life! Run away from them, that is all you can do... Time heals! All the best to you.

Sorry 4 what you're going through. Hope it gets better for you.

Learned in CoDependents group we need pathetic people, to love. Isn't that a grand discovery about yourself? Years of nonsense chasing my own tail over "someone or something". Over it

Stay strong! This too shall pass. Breakups are so hard BUT we get through it as you know, you’ve done it before. Even though at the moment it feels like there’s no way you’ll get over it you will…I’m sorry you are going through this. My heart goes out to you, I’ve been through it and I know how hard it is but there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. Blessings to you

Other than airing this kind of distress on CZcams you need to probably be talking to a counselor or a therapist period there's obviously more to this story that you're not willing to reveal