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Day 47 - Feb 3rd 2024 of being literally removed from home by my Narcissist - Who I Swore was great
Day 47 - Feb 3rd 2024 of being literally removed from home by my Narcissist - Who I Swore was great
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A day in the life of an Empath destroyed by a Narcissist- Feb 3rd 2024
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A day in the life of an Empath destroyed by a Narcissist- Feb 3rd 2024
October 13th 2023 - Seeing my son David after THREE years !!!
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October 13th 2023 - Seeing my son David after THREE years !!!
I LOVE Butter!! Especially Wegman’s 100% Grass-Fed Butter!!
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I LOVE Butter!! Especially Wegman’s 100% Grass-Fed Butter!!
December 25th 2023 - 1st Xmas in 6 years without my Wife & Step Kids - Unreal Destruction
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December 25th 2023 - 1st Xmas in 6 years without my Wife & Step Kids - Unreal Destruction
Luciana, I’ll love you always…. I knew I loved you at first sight. But the person I knew is no more😥
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But unfortunately she only cared about one person - Her - She did everything to destroy me. Why? Her supply of what I gave her ran dry. A Narcissist will abuse you until they’re finished with whatever you provided. She risked losing me for another, why??? Because she never ever cared one bit about me. The entire almost 6 years were a complete lie. Unreal that just a month before switching to an...
April 22nd 2018 - The Day I Married the Love of my Life - Narcissist in Remission (Unbeknownst to me
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Unreal what’s happened to me. I don’t wish this to my worst enemy!!! I fell in love with a Narcissist in remission as she was suffering from her previous marriage. Over the years as she get better and grew back into herself, her Narcissistic ways slowly but surely came out. Unbeknownst to me, I was uneducated about what a Narcissist even was. Had I known, I would have been able to avoid losing ...
After 6 months this Narcissist is still the LOVE OF MY LIFE!!! What now? Another 6 months, 6 yrs?
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After 6 months this Narcissist is still the LOVE OF MY LIFE!!! What now? Another 6 months, 6 yrs?
I Belong with You, You Belong with me……….. (She’s a Narcissist but I’ll always LOVE HER!!!😭😭🌷🙏)
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I Belong with You, You Belong with me……….. (She’s a Narcissist but I’ll always LOVE HER!!!😭😭🌷🙏)
6 months After a Narcissist Destruction of Life! 😭😭😭. (How is it possible I Still Love her?)
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6 months After a Narcissist Destruction of Life! 😭😭😭. (How is it possible I Still Love her?)
A Message for Empaths that have been DESTROYED by a Narcissist
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A Message for Empaths that have been DESTROYED by a Narcissist
College Loan Riots - WHAT??!? Here’s the problem with todays kids & Society: PARENTS
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College Loan Riots - WHAT??!? Here’s the problem with todays kids & Society: PARENTS
FAU Stadium Feb 2024 Filming Day - Flag Football with a Few Star Actors
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FAU Stadium Feb 2024 Filming Day - Flag Football with a Few Star Actors
Day 56 of Forced Van Life by a Narcissist….. Loving Love and Music of the Narcissist Experience
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Day 56 of Forced Van Life by a Narcissist….. Loving Love and Music of the Narcissist Experience
Forced Van Life - My Narcissist’s family we had is gone, what’s next? Back to Religion for Wife?
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Forced Van Life - My Narcissist’s family we had is gone, what’s next? Back to Religion for Wife?
A Truly DANGEROUS Narcissist will Accuse YOU of being a Narcissist!! WATCH OUT!!! Educate yourself!
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A Truly DANGEROUS Narcissist will Accuse YOU of being a Narcissist!! WATCH OUT!!! Educate yourself!
God Bless the Daily Hydro Massage Bed at Planet Fitness!!
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God Bless the Daily Hydro Massage Bed at Planet Fitness!!
Leave Your Narcissist!! It never gets better! Only worse! Mine was the love of my life!! BPD!
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Leave Your Narcissist!! It never gets better! Only worse! Mine was the love of my life!! BPD!
Divorced from a Narcissist / person with Borderline Personality Disorder
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Divorced from a Narcissist / person with Borderline Personality Disorder
True Love? What is it? In love with a Narcissist / BPD? It ended!! What now??🤯😩😭
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True Love? What is it? In love with a Narcissist / BPD? It ended!! What now??🤯😩😭
Just Another Day in Paradise - A Narcissistic / BPD Wife Destroys
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Just Another Day in Paradise - A Narcissistic / BPD Wife Destroys
Just A Day in the Life of a Prepared but FORCED Van Lifer due to a Narcissist / BPD Wife. 😢💔
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Just A Day in the Life of a Prepared but FORCED Van Lifer due to a Narcissist / BPD Wife. 😢💔
43rd Day of FORCED Van Life - What do you do when the love of your life SCREWS you?
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43rd Day of FORCED Van Life - What do you do when the love of your life SCREWS you?
Phone holder for Van Life video viewing.
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Phone holder for Van Life video viewing.
Just a day in the life of forced Van Life by a Narcissist / BPD
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Just a day in the life of forced Van Life by a Narcissist / BPD
Been on the road in my car for 2 years during my divorce . Big learning curve . I've made myself perfectly comfortable . Saving substantial money for a new home and a new life . I have learned the following : Only 3 things matter in life , how much you love ,how gently you live and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you . Keep facing forward . Be well my friend ...🙂💪🙏
I want see the interior
Don’t feel bad I have been there 😢 but my last marriage I have no clue what happened
😭soooo sorry!
Subbed. Keep us posted .
Never give another person knowledge of your stashed money.
WAS IT RESOLVED ?
One must learn from past experiences and push on. Trust God Walk by faith not by sight. Read the bible. Have safe bless peaceful day
My husband passed away and I will probably be alone the rest of my life. No one will ever replace him. He was one of a kind. I’m sorry you are hurting 😢. I know the feeling ❤❤
Don't jump so fast into the next relationship, wait and explore life, you are too vulnerable now for a new relationship. Do some fun things with friends, children or family and hold on relationships, or you will end up with the same drama. Time to let this one go, no love lost here
Yes please
🧈 is ❤
sorry bru your video sucks doesn't show much of your van
this is awesome
"Her super long arms..." wtf is she trans?
There are probably 100 ideas of 'God fearing' all of which are based in the Bible and some of them probably in disagreement with each other. Maybe you should take a break from relationships for at least a year. A good woman for you might be one who isn't so wrapped up in religion, who doesn't get so wrapped up in details of the Bible. I was thinking someone who might have been religious once but who has given up on religion; but the two of you may become at odds with each other on ideas of spirituality. So probably a woman who is at peace, always has a smile, who's chill and is into you. The thing is the you part could wear off after a while. I'm rambling so going to wrap up. You're living in a van at the moment. I'm assuming you got some assets tucked away somewhere. If not, you're going to have to at least find a decent place to rent. 99% of all women are all about having a stable safe place to live. But then again, maybe you need that 1% who would love to live in a van. Good luck!
Nice work on your shadow side. We all make bad choices, sometimes in love. Our shadow chooses for us because of insecurities, childhood trauma etc. The pain is real but it’s better to be free from someone who isn’t kind enough to you and narcissistic. Let me ask you this, if you’re still healing, since this video is very old, have you considered doing Reiki or something similar.
super sick van, trim down the edit tho felt repetitive and started loosing interest.
‘Religious’ women can be narcs too. Raised by one. Based on what you say, you are in Danger of attracting another narcissist. You should really take it slow and learn to identify the red flags before you jump into another relationship. Also become aware of why you are a magnet for that type. Just my opinion based on personal experience.
🙏 *PromoSM*
you overthinking
a god fearing woman good choice
"Toxic positivity" is equally as bad as.... Negative.
"Mission Impossible" < better name for the BS title of BPD
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 sooooooooooo TRUE!!!!!!! Thank you for watching and commenting !! Such a GREAT title for a video!! I MUST use it !!!!
Couple decades ago NEVER heard the word "Narcissist".
"Borderline" alone is impossible. LOVE the way they have you looking at yourself every time thinking it's YOU that's at fault !! Nothing worse.
I feel your pain man I'm in a similar situation. I got one foot stuck on the glue trap. And i'm still trying to get myself loose i'm almost there. I have a court date as well coming up in March. And I have also been forced into a van. My mind is so incredibly fuckfaced I don't even know what direction is what. I wish you the best of luck brother. I hopefully you and I can get out on the positive end of the situation.
I’m so sorry you are so broken. It made me so sad to hear this. Please stay positive better times are ahead. Stay busy it helps. You will get past this moment and you will get past the next one too, until they are less frequent and soon enough you will be over the pain. Seems impossible right now but better times are ahead I promise this too shall pass. Big virtual hug to you. I hope by the time you read this you are feeling better. Stay strong and positive because better days are coming 🤗
Hi Barbie!! You are an ANGEL!!! Bless you!!!!! Huge HUGE virtual hug and love to you!!!!!!!! You're amazing!!! And 100% Correct!!
It is the “Shared Fantasy” as described by Prof. Sam. Vaknin.
100%!!!!!! But please take this into consideration. This is a CRAZY story but TRUE!! I didn’t see it as a red flag and should have. Actually I’ll make a video to explain this VERY important point !!!! NARCISSIST accused ME of being a narc before I even knew what it was!!!! I’ll post asap! The point is don’t leave him or her unless you are 100% SURE!! Write the traits / features down. Have NO DOUBT. !! Making the video with your ID attached and I’ll tell this story. Amazing.
Hahaha I subbed to your channel because I live out of my 2017 Promaster City. The Hydro is one of my favorite things in life!
I’m currently trapped with an abusive cheating narcissist. I am stuck due to finances and I’m miserable!! Narcs are real and prevalent due to the breakdown of our society. Unless you’ve experienced narcissistic abuse you just can’t understand. Praying for you friend. Any advice to get out?
Oh WOOOOOW!!! My lord I FEEL your PAIN!!!! It is truly truly UNREAL ISNT IT????!!! it’s like a kidney stone. Talk about the pain that’s coming that you can’t fathom and then it hits. And once you’re in it’s like OMG!!!!!!!!!!! 😂. Here is my advice gone in and having been spit out, stepped on, and then peed and pooped on. Just think of this that I didn’t take seriously and when I was where you are currently has hope. That hope is in fact A HUGE lie!!! You will IN FACT be looking back and say, “god why WHY didn’t I listen and simply get OUT AT ALL costs now!!!???? So MUCH could have been avoided!!!” It’s true. Right now that fact of not being able to make ends meet by yourself has you strapped in like a straight jacket. I know and it’s undeniable. But simply do. TAKE ACTION!!! How? Look at your options. I hated the thought of having to find a room in some strangers house when I had the luxuries of home. I know!!! But that Narc will WILL place you in something MUCH worse!!!! Try do your best to KNOW this is a FACT!!! My therapist told me simple RUN!! I didn’t listen. Thank GOD I had this comfy RV. But if I didn’t I’d be In that rented room to start all over. Don’t hesitate and take action today. Get a full action plan and pretend you are out tomorrow. Get all your finances into place and eliminate that financial excuse at all cost. And then find the next excuse. You will find even another one for sure. Start getting rid of all your excuses one by one. And for this you need a pen and paper and write it down. (Or note pad on phone). But please do it. You WILL be thankful to at least have a plan to end it before it ends YOU!
Awww I love that. The local Kroger I go to has lots of kids and adults with autism or Down syndrome or special needs. My sister has special needs as well. & yes your daughter can def be an actress! Beautiful! ❤ 😊
Thank you so much!!! Thank you for watching and commenting!!! Kids with special needs teach one the true art of patience and understanding when you have to do your best to see life through their eyes / view of the world.
I dont think someone can have NPD AND BPD... they are kind of polar opposites ♡
Not true at all. My mum has BPD and she is a true narcissist. It's extremely hard to deal with
Yep. I don’t have the video handy but I do believe it is in my “psychology “ list of videos on this channel. Surely I saved it. PHD explains they actually go hand in hand in nearly all BPD cases.
Hang in there champ good things are coming get a new phone.
🤣🤣🤣Thank you! But why a new phone? This phone is excellent! Love it. It’s the Iphone 15 pro! Or do you mean to say a new woman?
@@Promastercity the new phone was meant to get rid of your wife's picture buddy
Its because one cant believe it. There are more normaĺ people out there,have hope.Been through it.
Thank you for your support!!! I hope. Need to learn how to find them. Maybe back in church? Left that 30 years ago for truth with god. But I was JUST pondering this today about how good religion is for most people. Ty
U made a very interesting point I quote "she ruined me". U r allowing another person 2 control ur feelings, life, etc. Never allow another person 2 have so much power & control over U. Let it go, leave it behind u, move forward with positive energy & let go of all the negativity to allow U 2 attract someone that suits u. Why even talk about it? ir giving her so much power & she is controlling u even though ur not around her. Stop the blame game & take ur power back.
A lot of people have discovered the term narcissist lately. As soon as someone harms you, he or she becomes a narcissist. It’s not that way at all. A narcissist will love bomb you at first, until you begin to feel attached, then the charming phase gradually turns into shaming and putting you down. A real narcissist CANNOT feel empathy. It is useless to hope for any change or improvement, they don’t see you as a person, but as a pray to fill their inner void. They only feel good when they are in the process of crushing or destroying someone, that’s what makes them feel happy. Do not analyze. Run. Cover your losses, ghost them , move on and NEVER look back. It’s the only way you will survive them.
Very well said! It's a devastating reality, but it's reality nonetheless.
Yes, we all have narc qualities. The Narc Personality Disorder is a whole other level!!! I have been no contact now for over a year and unfortunately, I do not think I can ever be in a healthy relationship again. So much damage. So much healing to come for a very long time. I rely on these channels for continued growth and perspective. Thank you! It is a crazy experience and extremely difficult to explain to another person who has never experienced it first hand.
No most men keep this stuff quiet. It's really is the narcissist's BPD wife's fault though. I'm in the same kind of distress. What he needs to do is stay away from her and maybe stay with a sibling who can offer some protection till he can stand on his own. These Bipolar women are violent and abusive when they have an episode. She may even kill him if he is not careful. It's not common for the wife to be vindictive enough to get him arrested on false charges. These women also lie to officials to cause problems for the man down the road. They are the worst kind of human being to be involved with. They play the victim. The man rescues. Then the man falls into her trap. It is a poor existence for the man caught in her web of lies.
She might be infested with parasites.
No most men keep this stuff quiet. It's really is the narcissist's BPD wife's fault though. I'm in the same kind of distress. What he needs to do is stay away from her and maybe stay with a sibling who can offer some protection till he can stand on his own. These Bipolar women are violent and abusive when they have an episode. She may even kill him if he is not careful. It's not common for the wife to be vindictive enough to get him arrested on false charges. These women also lie to officials to cause problems for the man down the road. They are the worst kind of human being to be involved with. They play the victim. The man rescues. Then the man falls into her trap. It is a poor existence for the man caught in her web of lies.
Thank you sooooooooo much for commenting!!!! You KNOW what this pain is!!!!! Misery does love company and your statement here helps me beyond words!!! Someone else KNOWS what this very specific hell is!!!!! Thank you thank you thank you!!!!
I'm in the same boat. I'm thinking more about a toyota sienna hybrid to camp in while she has an episode. Just park it at walmart for a good night's rest. I can't even hold a job because she keeps me up at night with her crazy ranting. And she never stops talking. I want to leave her so bad but I can't afford to live on my own without a job. These BPD women will ride a guy till he is broken then move on.
Same from me,not only carrying on,but doing videos too) All the best from Ukraine)
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Simply put, narcissists will never change!!! They are damaged goods.You cannot fix them or feel sorry for them. You cannot feel any compassion or love for them and, they are not capable of being happy or loving, starting with themselves! They will destroy you and your life! Run away from them, that is all you can do... Time heals! All the best to you.
Simply put, narcissists will never change!!! They are damaged goods.You cannot fix them or feel sorry for them. You cannot feel any compassion or love for them and, they are not capable of being happy or loving, starting with themselves! They will destroy you and your life! Run away from them, that is all you can do... Time heals! All the best to you.
Sorry 4 what you're going through. Hope it gets better for you.
Learned in CoDependents group we need pathetic people, to love. Isn't that a grand discovery about yourself? Years of nonsense chasing my own tail over "someone or something". Over it
Wow!! No kidding 100%. Thank you for sharing here!!!!
Stay strong! This too shall pass. Breakups are so hard BUT we get through it as you know, you’ve done it before. Even though at the moment it feels like there’s no way you’ll get over it you will…I’m sorry you are going through this. My heart goes out to you, I’ve been through it and I know how hard it is but there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. Blessings to you
I’m glad my message has lifted you up! I’m from Florida too lol. Must be something in that Florida water 😂 Smile and laugh, listen to music it’s medicine to the soul.. stay blessed, strong and positive!!
Other than airing this kind of distress on CZcams you need to probably be talking to a counselor or a therapist period there's obviously more to this story that you're not willing to reveal
Thank you. Yes. Please watch all my videos. I can’t reveal the details until our court date is complete. I’ve stated it here. And thanks to my Narcissist ex wife I have 7 hours of expensive time well spent with a Therapist. Amazing amazing discoveries. Now I know myself so much better and answered questions I’ve always had. And yes these videos are also therapy for me. And I am happy to document this enormous experience to help others in any way and for me to see years from now and actually see how I’ve evolved. I recommend everyone creates a private channel, meaning no one you know, knows about it, and pour out your life. Truly awesome !!! Thank you for taking your precious time to watch and comment!!❤