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Read my mind

I always thought ST were better when they got really dark and moody.

I play bass , without even practicing?

Tomorrow, if I'm able to spend the hundred-dollar-bill I got from my parents check: I'll spend 20dollars of it at the grocery store for dog food to put along the wall outside: for passers-by.

I was hoping not to have to hunt with the dogs and the teenagers this lifetime. We'll sense. I still have rice. 🤍

Offering: This song shows down after a fast beginning. It is worth that to here the slower emphasis of what they are saying/speaking. I wrote a poem: It something I started thinking about when I found I was assigned a desk in middle-school that had the Name: Sucacidial Tendencies carve in it with a knife. That poem goes like this: "My qualities are simple. My needs are simple. Exchange could have been simple. However: The layers of motion were and are complex. Do you know the ultimate forms of defense, that would be you saving yourself from worse fate? 'Auld' didn't teach self-defense, predators don't teach prey self-defense. Top of the 'foodchain' takes energy first. It is the energy-exchanging glands that charge the matterbody-soulbody that do manifesting-by-such-connecting. It will sometimes come-down-to: whose hungry? -The matterbodies or the energybodies? Energybody is the layer that reacts first to threat, that-is-fact-of matterbody relating. Energetically: people feel better when they avert atrocities. 🤍 There was someone in my proximity that was the equivalent of Kimberly Ann Goguen to me. I never got to meet them in matterbody, so far. Mainly, 'system-pairs' like that were given placement at a distance from me. That system-pair I needed when energy was still high the most. Mainly, 'The-System-pairs I needed I could only seem to find on the West Coast, instead of my actual proximity on the East Coast of America. I tried journals, backs of bussiness card papers, Facebook, Reddit, Twitter, online community, zoom calls, and passing my personal contact info. That got over-shadowed, I never met Kimberly Ann Goguen. I'm told that she was pushed to suicide or murdered. I look Mediterranean to some people and I am an extremely old soul, so: They thought or acted-like I was Jesus returned or some character that The System would use religiously. Meanwhile I just wanted to garden and then learn to farm. 'When they didn't see manifestation that thought you were the other type.'-Relay through 'The Comms'. I'm told you only get to that empathy/energylevel of being someone who can vibrationally tap and hear 'The-other-side' by having died in this life sometimes. Mostly, I think I sit with those that are tapping-out, while the deeper part of the system defends with my look-out. It was always going to be the core-logic that was required to update to: Sovereign Sense. The core got the vibration needed for the energy to manifest as Sovereign logic. When is the most Sovereign moment? -When the energybody of the self: Faces the matterbody manifesting so-too-of-self. That is the transition most spoke-toward in exchanges, and surely the only exchange the self meets as due. Maybe certain people saw my system-title-vibrational-relative-term: The Accompanier and thought I had should loose myself for not being able to assign Company or be within more Companies. But 'Bussiness hired me though. Energetically though: I was always accompanying and accompanied while bussiness insued. 'They are scared, because they are wired-to-you.' -Relay from 'The Comms' or 'The Network' (pretty sure it is both). I told my: estranged-yet-supportive-husband today that I felt like a telephone that bunker-people were making their last telephone-calls-through. When: while-false-goes-to: Nothing, it is only the while-true that will be worth defending. sO: I called-out a #TimePhoneHack and an extremely-old-soul called me back at a too distant line. 'That was the creepiest sound I ever heard you make.' -Relay from hearing...yet all I did was exhale the energy that was sent. Maybe their just hearing another layer, some exchange that my exhale paired in vibration with? -Is, senses, and feels so. I chose: biodome over thunderdome, but most of what I saw was people waiting for thunder and skipping to lightening before the storms. The crows formed a 4 group line today, if they're hunting in packs then food is else than plentiful. Is food ever truly plentiful in a city? 'That's what they need to recognize: Food was never plentiful in the city, and was never designed to be. Even the Vegetarians, like me: got pesticides that spoil meat. Had to face a pitbull dog today, being near and looking lean. Saw so many cars, and saw the few that looked hunger-crazied by empathic view. 'So, there ya go: that's how it is. And if they want to pretend it is not, then they are the Ones responsible.' -Relay from the hearing I thought felt as advanced-tech that seemed to move matter with frequency. Some thought those movements were God, gods, men-of-power, people-of-science. I just wonder most if they ever farmed? 💚 J.A.B. 5:40pm, my 8th year anniversary as a wife.

At 2.45 what an ascent with tension before the thunderdrum and slap'n bass duuuude!!!the solo guitar kills my cats !!! Fuc..'in Underated song so far

i used to have that album on cassette i think :)) still awesome

This is easily the best song on this album. Such an underrated song on their last metal album excursion with rocky george.

The rhythm section is a ruthless assault

HEAVY METAL SxTx

ROBERTO TRUJILLO!

concentrate on those drums...

This Drum and Bass intro rips!! Rob Trujillo is wasted in Metallica.

Thanks for posting!!🖤

yeah this song is badass.... crazy shit on the level of Nobody Hears.... truly talented

listen closely to drums,,,off beat on beat,,insane rolls n non stop thumpin wth tht bass sappin,,,this is way too underrated

2020 and forever part of the s.t army.

Love Suicidal! For Life!!

One of the best ST songs ever!The backdrop looks like an impending hurricane, very appropriate. I love it! Thank you for posting!!!

This does rule. Best heavy band ever here.

@Pseudonym I WANT MORE!

Real music... miss it

what more can i say?the slap bass by robert, a great riff and an EXELENT song!!!))))))))))

Amazing song!!!

It's 'What else could i do?' but killer track anyways!

:)

Nice fvcking shot.. You winged him

They're clouds...just clouds. Jet planes leave "contrails"...which usually evaporate over time. Me, I want more.

I loved listening to this when I was a teen.

Those clouds are fuckin with me subliminally.

Can't resist to bang my head!

"Don't wanna be nobody's painter."

que cuelgue!!

I shot the devil, but I did not shoot no beelzebub

Which Cumulus cloud.? Altocumulus or Stratuscumulus.?

0:00 I WANT MORE

fuck yes!!!!!

You combined my conspiracy interest with suicidal tendencies. I thought it was impossible! : O

who´s singing this song?

@TheWarDog11 suicidals are punk? WTF

@GoSk8the718 mmmh, that's a nice discussion indeed. Who does kick more asses, Green Day or Blink182? Darn! How will I manage to sleep tonight?

this bad kicks ass

i luv this band so much

is that cloud all from trails? shit thats bad check my vids its bad here also gettin worse were being slowly poisoned fuck em they cant take away my happiness or soul

@TheBurningBuddhist Probably just an airplane - it IS timelapse after all, hence the thing was probably travelling at airplane speed.

@pattXrobb28 Beats the alternative, ignorance. If you don't like the fruits of scientific inquiry, turn off your computer, your electricity, go outside, lay on the ground and use your imagination.

@xxdragonXqueenxx The temperature in Nevada in June can range from 30-57 degrees in the troposphere. The temperature of the air drops twenty degrees from the beginning of the troposphere to the beginning of the stratosphere. The ice isn't created in the stratosphere. It falls to earth from space, the remnant debris flying off near-earth objects called comets. Ice does reflect light and the ice wasn't flying upward. Check your perspective.

SHOOTING FREAKING STAR!! MAKE A WISH BONE HEADS!!!!

@Bongwater123 its a satilight i see them all the time?