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Interesting, sad, depressing at times.

Am I really safe or is there an add shockingly gonna be played in the middle of the video?

Fuck life, end of contemplation

I am back in Italy after a year and a half spent in Japan studying and working. I'm looking for a job and I will soon move out from my parents house. I am really scared about the future, but I cannot let myself stop, neither phisically or mentally. I hope you are doing good guys, let's keep going, even though it is hard and scary sometimes. Living life is always worth it, remember that.

Everyone is here with a story to tell. But I'm feeling sad for no real reason.

whoever is listening to this is gay and so am i.

I caught a vibe ya 3:38am

Has anyone cried yourself asleep i know I have a lot actually

When will it all be over😞

i found comfort in sorrow

We shouldn't pay for nothing soldiers died for our freedom. That doesn't mean pay to have the things you enjoy. Kernal are you WID me?

As I write this it is my 20th birthday 1:50am, it was a bland day, no cake, no friends over laughing and playing on the old swing set out back, there was no hugs from my grandma or a kiss on the forehead from my aunt's, or a charlie horse from my annoying cousins. What ever it maybe and no matter how hard we try we can never stay young forever, growing up is hard, to see all those childhood friends leave for their future endeavors, or moving away from that childhood house, it always hits hard knowing they will just be memories and nothing more. If anyone out there is reading this I hope life treats you well, make friends, lose friends, party, rest, live life, thats what we are all doing at the end of the day, lets just get through it together.

Listening to this at 10pm I am going to be turning 21 soon and as I look back on my life, I really wasted my youth. I waste my days away in my room still living with parents that argue with each other often. I look back and think would my life have changed if I was more extroverted, if I didn’t worry about getting good grades, took more risks. Or would I still be stuck in the same place. I sleep everyday regretting my past as I wish I could have had a better life. I don’t have anyone to talk to. I am alone with only my thoughts. I currently have no dreams or goals. I feel like my life is coming to a close… Anyways, these are some of thoughts that are always in the back of my mind.

I wish I was never born.

Deep thoughts focused calm relaxed 7pm... ❤ playlist❤❤

It's midnight here and I'm not sure what i want to say... I know we are all facing some hardship but I want you all to know that you are not alone. You are truly loved and you are stronger than you know. I wish I could meet you all in person to share a coffee and a laugh. I wish I could make it all go away, I wish I could take the pain away but I can't. All i can do is say that I have also been in that dark place but know that there is always hope. Keep you head, keep moving forward, and know you are amazing. You don't need to trust other but always trust in yourself. If you find yourself reading this I want you to know that you are absolutely amazing in every way. I love you all ❤

Thank you for posting, and above all for creating. You are one of not so many people who happen to have the gift of creation, and use it rightfully. Keep the good work! 🙏🏻

Yeah, i been losing it for years and to top it off i went in the store to buy a Monster the other day, minding my business. This lady walks up to me and randomly tells me i look like a cartoon. What i got from that basically solidified the thoughts i have or no thoughts. Derealization

What is it about nights where its cloudy and like you can hear nothing. I remember growning up in Chicago some nights in winter the snow would muffle the city and it always felt like it was me alone in the city, or in the whole world

My high school life is about to end only one more month left until my final exam right now I lost all of my friends I have no one to study for the exam with I'm trying to keep pushing but this hurt so much i don't know what happened to my friends why they don't talk to me it's like when I started improving myself I lost them they are so far away from me right now I'm in a team of freelancers I'm not making any money but I gained a lot of experience but it come with a price I lost all my Friends for the sake of self improvement it's like when you get better in life the lesser friends you have it like a cursed of self improvement it 1:12 AM All I'm trying to say to you is if you are lonely it's mean you have value why because people think that you're better than them and they decide not to be with you instead they're jealous of you

I’d like to associate my friends with colours. Red is my favourite, I see red in every stop sign and beautiful sunset. Orange seems to follow me, it’s on the walls of my room, the covers of my school books. Yellow is my colour, the colour of the sun we would draw in the corner of our drawings as kids Green I could live without, I see it in the grass I walk along, but I mostly pay attention to the sky Blue is a type of neutral for me, it’s not associated with anything other than the limitless sky that I just can’t reach. Purple is best on me, it’s a hollow comforting colour, the shades match with whatever I seem to be Pink I like to think is reds favourite, they’re shades of eachother I seem to see in his cheeks whenever I come near. (Yes Ik this is shitty but uhh I felt like writing)

Absolutely divinely comfy playlist ʕ˶ᵔᴥᵔ˶ʔ Thank you so much for bringing a lil' gentle music in such a stimulation-filled world !! May you get some relaxing cozy in your life too ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ♡ ֶָ֢ ֗ ₊

Finally made it to college, but I still have a long journey ahead

It's 3:48 AM I'm outside sitting on my Rockwall and while im listening to this I keep thinking that life will get better, I'm not gonna be depressed or suciedal anymore but as time goes on a part of me dies because I know the real truth on how the world works. 🌎💔❣️

Almost every other person in my life has a significant other and is in a decent relationship that they've been in for years now, I've never had a first date, a first kiss, I've barely had friends in life, I was the outcast of the outcasts, I occasionally enjoy my life, but most days im going through the motions at best with occasional blips where im genuinely happy and at worst am wasting my time trying the minimize my perception of my own waste of a life.

4am, feeling horrible, but at least it will pass. Everyone finds a way to get through something. One way or another.

This is so beautiful, you composed and played this? wow. Lovely.

October 6th.. Someone entered my life unexpectedly, as if they were written for me, as if they were my other half i never knew i needed.. 5 days ago things ended for good.. contemplating life is an understatement.. especially after losing someone very close.. to whom ever reading this, don't be too scared to love, it is often a memorable story that will live in your memories for a very long time.. if you are lucky.. for life.

My name is Daniel, I’m 28 years old. When I was 18 I was a sponsored skateboarder, carelessly shredding day in and day out. No car, no bills, no job, never did drugs. Just a drive to land that next trick or be better than I was yesterday filming in the streets with my best of friends. I met a great friend Robert “Bob” for short during my skateboarding contest phase. Multi-millionaire trust fund guy. Moved in with Bob and lived rent free for 2 years, he funded all my skateboarding escapades and I skated all the contest. Won some and lost some. Skated with the pros out there now before they were pros until I was 20 then decided to move out and back in with my family. I got a job working at subway, then did some construction, then worked at 7/11 for 4 years and even rented a house with friends and my brother. Became an insurance broker at 25, worked 3 years stressfully everyday. I’m now 28, I quit my job 2 months ago with about 8k saved up and joined the Airforce. I leave this upcoming 17th of September. I own a Honda civic 2019 and a 2024 Yamaha R7 motorcycle and even moved back in with Bob about 1 week ago since years back. Today we went to Red Lobster with my 15 year old brother. He’d never been there. We got lobster, shrimp, salmon, and many appetizers along with our favorite drinks soda and Arnold Palmer. Today, September 5th I’m 28 years old. I am again living with a multi-millionaire best friend. I can do 75 push ups without stopping and over 100 sit ups run 2 miles in under 15 minutes and still smoke a cigarette afterwards with enjoyment. I have a valid license and motorcycle permit. I drank some beers with the boys at the skate park late night and even gave my brother a ride home after helping Bob with some things around the house to earn some money. My mother turned 50 years old last month and we had a big party and partied our hearts out with food, alcohol and company. What more can you ask for. Yet, still something is missing. Money does not rule the world. People do. Ain’t no such thing as a life that’s better than yours. Seeing out of your own two eyes will always be better than not having any. It is…the little things that count. Always do your best even when nobody else is. Be patient, life is not short but it can be if you make it that way. Don’t rush. Enjoy the present moment my dear friends. Love with all your might. Tell the truth, not just to others but yourself. Nobody can free you and at the same time you aren’t trapped. Enjoy the process, it is the experience. One day I’ll look back and maybe shed tears thinking about it all. I’ve lived a good life. Thank God. Now I’m going to go serve a country that seems to be dwindling. Don’t give up. Life is not all about YOU. Nobody is self-made. WE ALL NEED HELP. Helping someone is better than helping nobody at all and by this you help yourself. Relationships are the best currency. The best investment could almost be the people you have around you. We make the world go round. God be with us forever. He knows we need Him. Pray daily. I love you all and I’m proud of you. Be SELFLESS. -Daniel Dominguez 09/05/24

Let me get super powers or magic already 😭

So far this is very good for thinking and just feeling.

Yawn 🥱 How Lame and Boring.

left alone like it

Τhank you !!!!

I like it. Haunting, empty, it brings me closer to the void

I wanna go there. No people.

Somewhere in time and yet nowhere at all. I have no home. Im stuck in this in-between

Hello, you don't know me but my name is Matt. I would like to ask you a very important question. Do you know Jesus? Not the people He created nor the image of Him we created. Do you know Him and what He did for us? Many know Jesus by name and even His sacrifice, but not Him. I've done a lot of bad things, and the devil knows my name is Matt, but calls me by those bad things. But Jesus knows my bad things and calls me Matt, always. Jesus never did anything wrong, and didn't deserve anything less than everything. But we killed Him. I killed Him. Because the bad things I did costed me my life, and I was going to pay for the bad things in a place so bad we call it "Hell". But Jesus loved us so much, that He took our bad things and became it, and let us kill Him so the bad things would be forgotten, forgiven and paid for. Jesus died for us, but He came back. Because truly good things always come back. Jesus saved my life, and if someone saved your life you would tell the world about the amazing thing that they did. The debt was due, and it was paid in full but my friend, Jesus. Jesus can save your life too, you just have to ask Him to.

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Depression, what a terrible sickness you are, crawling through my thoughts, shaping reality at your will, changing and erasing memories, always presenting my doom at the slightest concerning event. But to whoever is reading, know this, no one knows what is going on, not even I, nor our parents knew, no one, its imposible to predict even tomorrow, so yes, it will pass, it will be fine, take a breath, and stop thinking for a moment, for its not you who sees all this emptiness, but your wicked mind who is playing dirty tricks on you, don't fool yourself, you know you weren't like this all the time, something is broken and it needs healing, so sit down, and heal for a minute, an hour, whatever it takes, good night

Thank you

Literally this song have a different vibe, feels like approach my heart

It's time to let you go

its 12am and i might just hop off to see god fr

These comments ❤️‍🩹 May we find solace in the depths of our unspoken sorrows, and release the burden of overthinking and fixating on those who have caused us pain. I wish you all healing.

This sounds become real when you realise that not everyone is asleep.

Golpe ruido por noche

It’s midnight and i just can’t help but contemplate my life’s purpose. Why am I here? Why was I born? I’m stuck at this wage slavery job where I work 10-12 hours, 4-5 days a week and it is indeed sucking my soul out. I am close to getting fired for a multitude of reasons. I am barely getting by. But I am tired. Physically and mentally. Broke. Depressed. Lost. My mother departed two years ago and its just been so hard for me to continue moving on all on my own. I feel so drained to the point that I’ve been contemplating suicide realising the reality that we are forced to only live to work and work to survive. I am 25 years young with so much life ahead of me but some days it gets to a point where I want to give up. But I don’t know where I get the willpower to continue getting out of my bed and go out to live my life though at times it feels pointless. I hope it will get better. Nonetheless, I hope to whomever is listening to this finds solace, empathy and peace. Stay strong and God bless, friend. Tomorrow will be another day.