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Atheism to Belief: Free Will & Determinism...and some Calvinism and more.
In this third episode of season two Shawn Brace and I continue to clarify our intellectual foundations in this ongoing conversation as we work towards finding a faith we can agree on. In this episode we primarily explore free will & determinism and discuss Calvinism a fair amount. In many ways this discussion feels like a spiritual discussion for atheists, or the "Doubting Thomas" in your life. So, if your religious and content and don't enjoy hearing things that may be unsettling, this is not for you...move along, there is nothing to see here for you. If you can believe without seeing you will have a higher likelihood of being at peace, take joy in that. But, I am rather antagonistic by nature which means this may also be reverse psychology that I'm using to challenge you into joining me on this journey...which may not be good for you. I've already lost my religion, so pray for me as you don't listen to this. This is my fight to find a reason to hold onto faith.
OK, good, now that we have had a great shaking of viewership and only those who are willing to be so arrogant as to wrestle with God remain, we can move forward knowing that this discussion has no religion, team or tribe to protect other than the balanced interaction of Truth and Love...or God.
Season 2 re-cap:
Knowing & Believing aims to navigate the journey from skepticism to faith through conversations aimed at guiding listeners on a structured investigation of theological concepts one at a time. As the host I intend to delve into these topics as a self honest intellectual skeptic that emotionally wants to believe. My intent is to honestly engage in these conversations with the intent of moving towards belief while being intellectually stringent at each step. Conversations will be between myself and current co-host, Shawn Brace, previously the pastor of the Bangor Maine Seventh-day Adventist Church but now Portland Maine SD church and currently a PhD student in Theology at the University of Oxford in England. He has written five books, and is currently a columnist for "Adventist Review."
I’ve known and interacted with Shawn off and on since the early 2000’s and in each of our interactions Ive been been impressed with his sincerity and intellect. Given our similar background of Christianity/Adventism he is someone whom I can put his feet to the fire when appropriate, but… he is someone intellectual enough to take it and give it back when appropriate.
The goal of these conversations is to appropriately strip away the inaccuracies of human perception, bias & emotion by only allowing terms that can be logically and rationally defined & defended as we wrestle towards understanding and framing the term on the table in a matter that even a skeptic cant deny. Essentially building a rational faith where possible and clarifying the argument for where a stepping into “belief” is appropriate. I do not aim to dismantle faith but to build faith for those who find them selves in a skeptical posture towards organized religion and the culture surrounding it.
Each episode will be conducted in almost a game-like format to ensure clarity and mutual understanding, with rules designed to keep the dialogue focused and deepen our mutual understanding of our positions while allowing for growth in our positions. The foundational rules are as follows:
1. Each episode will work towards finding a rational understanding of a single theological term or concept.
2. No term requiring belief is allowed without unanimous agreement and acceptance of the belief required to use the word as well as its clear definition. Basically, no religious words allowed other than the word we are working on or ones that we have already agreed upon in a previous episodes.
This approach ensures the thorough intellectual scrutiny and mutual consensus of two interlocutors working on an understanding held between them so they only move forward in agreement. This approach will be one that encourages respect and trust as they will be working towards the same goal, faith/belief. The result is respectful and enlightening conversation that challenge even the staunchest skeptics while wrestling towards belief.
Join us as we navigate the subjective chaos and difficult process of the objectification of spiritual belief, equipping listeners with a clearer path towards understanding and embracing faith.
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Atheism to Belief: Critical Realism, Feeling vs. Thinking & Ontology
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In this second episode of season two Shawn Brace and I clarify our intellectual foundations to start this ongoing conversation from as we work towards faith. In many ways this discussion feels like a spiritual discussion for atheists, or the "Doubting Thomas" in your life. So, if your religious and content and don't enjoy hearing things that may be unsettling, this is not for you...move along, ...
Atheism to Belief: Laying a foundation for working towards belief
zhlédnutí 74Před měsícem
Here is the rough idea, but don't get to attached to it, change is constant: In season 2 of Knowing & Believing we aim to navigate the journey from skepticism to faith through conversations aimed at guiding listeners on a structured investigation of theological concepts one at a time. As the host I intend to delve into these topics as a self honest intellectual skeptic that emotionally wants to...
Ep 18 | Kristen Davis | Growing up Adventism: Expectations Versus Your Reality
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SUBSCRIBE: bit.ly/2H08RPU Connect with Vast Noodle: - Visit our WEBSITE: www.vastnoodle.com - Follow us on INSTAGRAM: vastnoodle - Follow us on TWITTER: vastnoodle - Interact with us on FACEBOOK: vastnoodle - Support us on PATREON: www.patreon.com/vastnoodle About Vast Noodle: Vast Noodle is a creative media content production company whose intent is to h...
Episode 17 Craigslist conversations about belief: Valerie Jackson
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In this conversation I kinda found my doppelgänger...It was a really good conversation. SUBSCRIBE: bit.ly/2H08RPU Connect with Vast Noodle: - Visit our WEBSITE: www.vastnoodle.com - Follow us on INSTAGRAM: vastnoodle - Follow us on TWITTER: vastnoodle - Interact with us on FACEBOOK: vastnoodle - Support us on PATREON: www.patreon.com/vastnoodle About Vast...
Episode 16 - Craigslist conversations about belief: Tim
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So I posted an ad on craigslist asking anyone to come and sit down and chat about what they believe. Tim was the 3rd person to respond. So we sat down for a chat. Tim knows his stuff and handed over a lot of “nuggets”, thanks Tim! SUBSCRIBE: bit.ly/2H08RPU Connect with Vast Noodle: - Visit our WEBSITE: www.vastnoodle.com - Follow us on INSTAGRAM: vastnoodle - Follow us on TWITTER...
Episode 15 - Craigslist conversations about belief: Ryan Glover
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So I posted an ad on craigslist asking anyone to come and sit down and chat about what they believe. Ryan was the second person to respond. So we sat down for a chat. SUBSCRIBE: bit.ly/2H08RPU Connect with Vast Noodle: - Visit our WEBSITE: www.vastnoodle.com - Follow us on INSTAGRAM: vastnoodle - Follow us on TWITTER: vastnoodle - Interact with us on FACEBOOK: faceboo...
Episode 14 - Craigslist conversations about belief: Aviv the Atheist
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So I posted an ad on craigslist asking anyone to come and sit down and chat about what they believe. Aviv was the first to respond...so we did chat and it was good. SUBSCRIBE: bit.ly/2H08RPU Connect with Vast Noodle: - Visit our WEBSITE: www.vastnoodle.com - Follow us on INSTAGRAM: vastnoodle - Follow us on TWITTER: vastnoodle - Interact with us on FACEBOOK: facebook....
Episode 13 - A metamorphosis of faith with Jonathan Leonardo of the Love Reality Tour
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I recently sat down with my good friend Jonathan Leonardo to discuss his faith that has both grown and simplified over the past few years. We have both grown up in the adventist system of belief...my faith has all but vanished while Jonathan's has seemingly deepened. SUBSCRIBE: bit.ly/2H08RPU Connect with Vast Noodle: - Visit our WEBSITE: www.vastnoodle.com - Follow us on INSTAGRAM: instagram.c...
Kyle Korver, white privilege and race in the NBA
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In this conversation I sit down with my friend Johnathan Leonardo to discuss the current discussion around race in the NBA. SUBSCRIBE: bit.ly/2H08RPU Connect with Vast Noodle: - Visit our WEBSITE: www.vastnoodle.com - Follow us on INSTAGRAM: vastnoodle - Follow us on TWITTER: vastnoodle - Interact with us on FACEBOOK: vastnoodle - Support us on PATREON: w...
Episode 12 - Ghosts, Determinism, regrets and Materialism with Science Mike
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We recently got the chance to sit down with Science Mike, aka Mike McHargue, in his studio in Los Angeles California. We asked him about everything from his new book to spiritual experiences, determinism, dissociative disorder, Dyson spheres, Autism Spectrum Disorder to deconstruction regrets and so on. Mike has one of the most unique perspectives on faith and the human experience that I have e...
4:9:19 RECAP
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Death of John Allen Chau
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I don’t know how to process this because I understand the mind of a Christian that wants to share what they believe...but what if John Allen Chau had killed them with a virus before they could even understand what he was saying? #johnallenchau #christianmissionary #northsentinel
Re-Cap 11/25/18-Deconstruction, emotional fall out and bad communication skills.
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It’s been awhile...and deconstruction is difficult...and you can hurt and belittle those around you. Fun stuff.
Season One - In Summary
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Thank you so much for tuning in to Season One of De and Re-Construction w/ Trent. What are the topics you would like us to cover in Season Two? Let us know in the comments below. SUBSCRIBE: bit.ly/2H08RPU Connect with Vast Noodle: - Visit our WEBSITE: www.vastnoodle.com - Follow us on INSTAGRAM: vastnoodle - Follow us on TWITTER: vastnoodle - Interact with us on FACEB...
Episode 11 - Seventh Day Adventism: The Challenges of Being a Female Pastor
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Episode 11 - Seventh Day Adventism: The Challenges of Being a Female Pastor
Episode 10 - Faith Deconstruction, Analysis, and Rebuilding Belief - Pt. 3
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Episode 10 - Faith Deconstruction, Analysis, and Rebuilding Belief - Pt. 3
Episode 09 - Faith Deconstruction, Analysis, and Rebuilding Belief - Pt. 2
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Episode 09 - Faith Deconstruction, Analysis, and Rebuilding Belief - Pt. 2
Episode 08 - Faith Deconstruction, Analysis, and Rebuilding Belief - Pt. 1
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Episode 08 - Faith Deconstruction, Analysis, and Rebuilding Belief - Pt. 1
Episode 09 - Skeptic vs Believer
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Episode 09 - Skeptic vs Believer
Episode 08 - The 10 Commandments of Rational Debate
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Episode 08 - The 10 Commandments of Rational Debate
Episode 07 - Free Will, Self Deception, and Praying for Amputees
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Episode 07 - Free Will, Self Deception, and Praying for Amputees
Discussing Belief Can Get Weird
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Discussing Belief Can Get Weird
RE-CAP & Existential Crisis Management
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RE-CAP & Existential Crisis Management
Episode 06 - An Agnostic and a Pastor Walk Into a...Discussion - Pt. 2
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Episode 06 - An Agnostic and a Pastor Walk Into a...Discussion - Pt. 2
When You Don't Agree With Your Beliefs - Pt. 2
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When You Don't Agree With Your Beliefs - Pt. 2
Episode 05 - An Agnostic and a Pastor Walk Into a...Discussion - Pt. 1
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Episode 05 - An Agnostic and a Pastor Walk Into a...Discussion - Pt. 1
Re-Cap 5-29-18
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Re-Cap 5-29-18
Episode 04 - The Other Side of the Closet
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Episode 04 - The Other Side of the Closet

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  • @Theo_Skeptomai
    @Theo_Skeptomai Před 4 dny

    Hello. I am an atheist. I define atheism as suspending any acknowledgment as to the reality of any particular god until sufficient credible evidence is presented. My position is that *_I currently have no good reason to acknowledge the reality of any god._* And here is why I currently hold to such a position. Below are 11 facts I must consider when evaluating the claim made by certain theists that a particular god exists in reality. To be clear, these are not premises for any argument which _concludes_ there to be no gods. These are simply facts I must take into account when evaluating the verity of such a claim. If any of the following facts were to be contravened at a later time by evidence, experience, or sound argument, I would THEN have good reason to acknowledge such a reality. 1. I have never been presented with a functional definition of a god. 2. I personally have never observed a god. 3. I have never encountered any person who has claimed to have observed a god. 4. I know of no accounts of persons claiming to have observed a god that were willing or able to demonstrate or verify their observation for authenticity, accuracy, or validity. 5. I have never been presented with any _valid_ logical argument, which also introduced demonstrably true premises that lead deductively to an inevitable conclusion that a god(s) exists in reality. 6. Of the many logical syllogisms I have examined arguing for the reality of a god(s), I have found all to contain a formal or informal logical fallacy or a premise that can not be demonstrated to be true. 7. I have never observed a phenomenon in which the existence of a god was a necessary antecedent for the known or probable explanation for the causation of that phenomenon. 8. Several proposed (and generally accepted) explanations for observable phenomena that were previously based on the agency of a god(s), have subsequently been replaced with rational, natural explanations, each substantiated with evidence that excluded the agency of a god(s). I have never encountered _vice versa._ 9. I have never knowingly experienced the presence of a god through intercession of angels, divine revelation, the miraculous act of divinity, or any occurrence of a supernatural event. 10. Every phenomenon that I have ever observed appears to have *_emerged_* from necessary and sufficient antecedents over time without exception. In other words, I have never observed a phenomenon (entity, process, object, event, process, substance, system, or being) that was created _ex nihilo_ - that is instantaneously came into existence by the solitary volition of a deity. 11. All claims of a supernatural or divine nature that I have been presented have either been refuted to my satisfaction or do not present as _falsifiable._ ALL of these facts lead me to the only rational conclusion that concurs with the realities I have been presented - and that is the fact that there is *_no good reason_* for me to acknowledge the reality of any particular god. I have heard often that atheism is the denial of the Abrahamic god. But denial is the active rejection of a substantiated fact once credible evidence has been presented. Atheism is simply withholding such acknowledgment until sufficient credible evidence is introduced. *_It is natural, rational, and prudent to be skeptical of unsubstantiated claims, especially extraordinary ones._* I welcome any cordial response. Peace.

  • @timandmonica
    @timandmonica Před měsícem

    What a strange thing to observe--people struggling to lay a foundation of how to believe in magic and invisible people. You're zooming out, but not far enough to see the error.

  • @BandFreak3
    @BandFreak3 Před rokem

    This was such an interesting listen. Taylor is my brother-in-law.

  • @nursejoonloves2794
    @nursejoonloves2794 Před 2 lety

    Trent, I loved listening to this. Amber has the patience of a Saint. It is so thoughtful, mature and definitely made me rethink my approach of my husband's and my relationship as it pertains to our faith and religion. Please tell your wife she is an amazing example. You weren't kidding about that granite though...lol. Her capabilities to respect your journey and her steadfastness to her own belief and faith is so commendable. I've seen women (and men) just give up and bend to their spouse to make things work versus open up, communicate and do the hard work. That approach makes the marriage "work" in the short term but is inauthentic and I've seen some marriage fall apart. Kudos to you both for being so open, vulnerable and willing to share this with others.

  • @vannehanisch-godoy
    @vannehanisch-godoy Před 3 lety

    that's why I am not for Christianity, because it seems to be part of their religion to push it down everyone else's throats. The Sentinelese have their own beliefs, and you can tell it is a good one because they are in perfect harmony with nature.

  • @gospelnomadgirl3435
    @gospelnomadgirl3435 Před 4 lety

    This was painful to listen to...I only am at 37 minutes... Hope these below are helpful on your journey... m.czcams.com/video/kEwzaKgyN5I/video.html m.czcams.com/video/jK2LwSMLRBg/video.html

  • @shilohthepoet2341
    @shilohthepoet2341 Před 4 lety

    There's a lot of assumptions that I had before watching this. The maturity that this convo is approached caught me pleasantly by surprised

  • @shilohthepoet2341
    @shilohthepoet2341 Před 4 lety

    As a SDA Im so used to being peculiar to other Christians and conversations of Christianity. It's really relieving to hear a calm and a very respectful civil conversation about my faith in particular and more specifically why one may stray. This conversation needs to be discussed more and in a environment that's not as destructive as I have seen in the church

  • @shilohthepoet2341
    @shilohthepoet2341 Před 4 lety

    Current SDA member. It's definitely a interesting conversation to listen to

  • @shilohthepoet2341
    @shilohthepoet2341 Před 4 lety

    This video has shed light on an aspect on racism I was already aware of but never really paid attention to

  • @shilohthepoet2341
    @shilohthepoet2341 Před 4 lety

    How has this not been liked or commented on?

  • @loqu
    @loqu Před 4 lety

    I was just referred to this podcast and thought this was a great discussion with a lot of more open-mindedness to questioning the core beliefs than I've come across as a former SDA. I also found it refreshing that your concepts take into consideration that the outside influences on what appears to be the religion and as someone who moved a lot I got to see how it was interpreted depending on what cultural influences were available. I hope to see more podcasts.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 4 lety

      Thanks Ioqu, more to come once life slows down a little bit...

  • @daclark2
    @daclark2 Před 4 lety

    “The easy confidence with which I know another man's religion is folly teaches me to suspect that my own is also.” Mark Twain

  • @Nobody___wtf
    @Nobody___wtf Před 4 lety

    Well I've binged watched as far as I can go. I wish you peace on your deconstruction Journey. But that political conversation at the end is my cue to dip. Everyone's deconstruction/reconstruction journey is very much steeped in their own lens. It's such a personal thing. Politics is also a personal thing. It represents who you are personally. Much like Politics, the Bible is a hell of a thing depending on who you are when you pick it up. I'm not sure why he was disappointed or surprised. Jesus doesn't wash away whiteness. White evangelicals didn't have time to consider Trump's morality because they were, and still are, bathing in his white supremacist cesspool. Christianity does not fix that, it cloaks it. From Billy Graham to Paula White, sorry you got it twisted. From the KKK murdering Black sunday school children to Dylan Roof murdering Black folks in bible study..... Its always been that way. An intricate part of my faith deconstruction is my firm belief that white people would not be Christians at all if they knew what historical Jesus looked like.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 4 lety

      MyUsernameGoes HereSomewhere not sure I understand. Are you saying white people wouldn’t be Christians if they saw what he looked like physically?

  • @Nobody___wtf
    @Nobody___wtf Před 5 lety

    Why am I just finding this channel? I really needed to smile and this video has really done it for me LOL. I get that you have been around for a year, but I'm going to have to binge watch all your videos now and catch up 😁

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 5 lety

      MyUsernameGoes HereSomewhere wow, thanks! I’m on the far side of deconstruction...but it takes time...I still don’t like being alone in my own head and the existential dread can be overwhelming. So...I’ve stop doing the videos for now because I’m trying to focus on putting out a serious documentary on the subject but that is proving to take some serious emotional effort. We’ll see what comes, thanks for liking and watching!

  • @promisekeptRMs
    @promisekeptRMs Před 5 lety

    First off, 1:33:52 though. A loaded response, even if it wasn't intended. I had to pause the video just to process such a simple answer. Go back a few seconds to get the context. Second, you brothers may not be "interesting" per se, but the content of the discussion is what many Christians, and many Adventists are wrestling with, myself included. I'm sharing this thing everywhere, and I'm going back to the word of God for answers. Thank you for this insightful podcast!👍😊

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 5 lety

      Jeanine Goodwin thanks so much for letting us know that you appreciate this! It’s a long conversation but Jonathan has a lot of insight and presents the most compelling case for Christ that I have heard. Check out his “Love Reality Tour” CZcams channel, you would get a lot from it.

  • @thegreath.sapiensapien6907

    John Chau goes with a 2,000 yr old book to teach a 70,000 yr old tribe how to think and live get the fuck out!! Leave peoples alone.meet jesus you first asshole.

  • @TerryDengler
    @TerryDengler Před 5 lety

    I can very much relate to what you are saying. I was very active in church as a leader and a teacher. I went to Midwestern Baptist Seminary/College for a degree in Biblical Studies. Studying the bible was everything to me and anyone who didn't study daily wasn't worthy of calling themselves "christian". I started to question my belief after reading Brian McLaren's book "A New Kind of Christian" and from there I read "So You Don't Want to Go to Church Anymore" and others. My wife and I were having questions at the same time but separately and coming at things from different approaches. We were looking into other things like meditation, and other teachings like buddhism. So I guess you could say, we left the "faith" but we feel freer and more honest about who we are today than we did when we were tied to beliefs we were no longer sure of. I don't know what we do believe, may be we don't believe anything with certainty, but we're OK with that.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 5 lety

      So yeah, we are feeling the same things there. The thing I’ve realized through this searching is that “certainty” was a very misleading thing to associate with belief...after all why do we have the word belief or faith if they were things that were in any way certain? So, I would not (as of today) say I believe... I would say I hope but know that I don’t have rational or logical certainty.

  • @DdTrish
    @DdTrish Před 5 lety

    "If anyone will not welcome you or listen to your words, leave that home or town and shake the dust off your feet." Matthew 10:14. John Chau forced himself on Sentinelese. They didn't welcome him. They warned him TWICE. They could kill him earlier but they didn't. He was still arrogant and disrespectful and that's what got him killed.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 5 lety

      Beatrish yeah...this story is so hard for me to process. If I think of it in photo terms...if one leg of your tripod in on “not certain” ground but you shoot as if it is on solid/certain ground you will then get bad results. Belief in the supernatural opens you up to literally anything you want to justify... and logic can be completely disregarded....but at the same time logic can rob you of all meaning if embraced as the only means of perception.

    • @thegreath.sapiensapien6907
      @thegreath.sapiensapien6907 Před 5 lety

      John Chau goes with a 2,000 yr old book to teach a 70,000 yr old tribe how to think and live get the fuck out!! Leave peoples alone.meet Jesus you first asshole.

  • @vineetrailko
    @vineetrailko Před 5 lety

    He was an Asshole just a simple asshole.

  • @snaazir6099
    @snaazir6099 Před 5 lety

    One of the greatest sins you can commit is to disturb someone's peace. Those people are living a peaceful existence. Mr. Chau was arrogant to believe that his way of life was superior to a tribe that had been on the Island for 60K+ years. He could have killed them all, he didn't speak their language, and in any language, an arrow warning shot means "we don't want you here." The greatest thing Christians can do is to respect other and leave them alone. They are already living in peace and didn't need the word of a man who came to teach a people living in sin, killing, raping, lying, fornicating and so forth.

    • @penttimuhli9442
      @penttimuhli9442 Před 5 lety

      I don't think he believed his way of life is better than anyone else, just going to share about Jesus.

    • @Dan-ys8nk
      @Dan-ys8nk Před měsícem

      @@penttimuhli9442 That's a cop out. He wasn't there to share. He went there because he believed the only way to live is by Scripture. Stop pretending John Allen Chau wasn't there to impose his beliefs.

  • @technobrain1461
    @technobrain1461 Před 5 lety

    The good way to have everyone get to heaven is to stop preaching. So leave those who have nothing to do with your Religion alone. Just don't go there.

  • @robertbates1910
    @robertbates1910 Před 5 lety

    John Allen Chau, I believe his middle name is Allen.

  • @timothy-holt
    @timothy-holt Před 5 lety

    To me, a spiritual quest (deconstruction) is a process that involves a lifetime of questioning everything and following it wherever it may lead you. As soon as you embrace a religious practice you have then settled on the “answers”. Answers that have come from somebody else’s thinking, generally a long time ago, from a period of time that does not address the larger challenges/questions we face today. Maybe the ultimate goal is simple. To enjoy the spiritual quest (deconstruction) for what it is, constantly questioning and challenging stories from the past, present, and future, while simply being happy in that pursuit.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 5 lety

      timothy holt I like that.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 5 lety

      timothy holt I would also add not only questioning but discerning the deeper truth in them that is actually applicable as well.

  • @torritaite2880
    @torritaite2880 Před 5 lety

    You will never get a straight answers from Christians that have a "it's my way or the highway" mindset. Cognitive dissonance is something they mastered.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 5 lety

      Torri Taite I believe this guy was well intentioned and thought he was doing the right thing...but man...just seems so obviously the wrong thing to do.

  • @bassoonmusic601
    @bassoonmusic601 Před 5 lety

    This brought back memories of the story of Nate Saint, a missionary to Ecuador who was killed in a similar manner in 1956. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nate_Saint From the article about John Allen, this was clearly a senseless and stupid risk. I consider myself a Christian, and this was just an idiotic thing for him to do. It's good to spread the word yes, but you also need to respect what another country is telling you and warning you about their own inhabitants! I just don't think he thought this through at all. Nate Saint did take a similar risk, but did not have the same kind of warnings etc as John did as far as I know. I wonder about the history of the tribe in Ecuador and whether they were as remote and at risk for disease etc. These two cases would make for an interesting comparison.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 5 lety

      This is a link to a CNN interview with Mary Ho, a representative of the church he was affiliated with. I feel terrible for him and his family but the lack of critical discernment and common sense is just scary...but he was just doing what his bible told him to do...according to one take on it. Its just disturbing. www.cnn.com/videos/world/2018/11/24/john-chau-last-letter.cnn

    • @bassoonmusic601
      @bassoonmusic601 Před 5 lety

      @@vastnoodle4154 I agree. Doing your research is so critical. Even more so than just "following the call". You have to be smart about it...and practical. But yes it is very sad for his family. A very needless thing to happen.

    • @bassoonmusic601
      @bassoonmusic601 Před 5 lety

      Wow yes. The interviewers ask perfect questions...I'm surprised no stood up and said "What are you thinking! This is illegal!" It should have stopped at that point. Such a senseless loss. I'm not sure whether it accomplished anything. Only time will tell.

    • @gingercat9342
      @gingercat9342 Před 5 lety

      mary ho is liar because india never lifted ban on going to island but allowed the foreigner to see the island from a safe distance from a boat.

  • @christianbarnes2681
    @christianbarnes2681 Před 5 lety

    Glad to see your face. :D I was deconstructing slowly for quite a few years, although I didnt know thats what it was. It got really intense the past 5 months it so. I feel I'm in a really good place now. I am alone most of the time, which I enjoy, and that has given me loads of time to process letting go of what was my identity in Christianity. I know that this is a great privilege that I have. Good luck on your continued journey. Again, it is good to see you.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 5 lety

      Christian Barnes thanks man! Yeah, it has gotten a lot more emotional lately and I just need to work on my communication skills. So you must be an introvert? I am and I think I highly identify with those that I am close to...which makes this whole experience all the more difficult. My whole family is of a very conservative religious disposition...so, yeah.

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 5 lety

      @@vastnoodle4154 I'm not really an introvert, but I can get really drained when I am around people for long periods of time. So I need lots of me time to recover. I used my spiritual path to distract from dealing with the trauma I have . Coming to terms with that is definitely going to be on going but I can already feel how much better I am mentally since leaving Christianity. Right now I am focused on finding who I am since a lot of my life was worrying what God and others wanted me to be. It is empowering to know that I have responsibility for my life. I am taking it one day at a time.

  • @jbboy84
    @jbboy84 Před 5 lety

    I, as a recovering Christian, enjoy your sarcasm. However, I can imagine why people in your life would feel the way they do. I think your core message is good. So, sarcasm or no sarcasm, I'm still listening.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 5 lety

      j_birdsong thanks, and yeah my interpersonal skills are being worked on.👍

  • @aftonhupper8549
    @aftonhupper8549 Před 6 lety

    Awesome podcast!

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Many thanks! The second part of this conversation will be posted later today or tomorrow morning. (On the podcast first)

  • @christianbarnes2681
    @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

    When he was describing his panic attack I was getting a flash back to a week ago when I went through the very same thing. It has been happening every now and then. I am still able to function at a minimal level, but it is miserable until it lifts away. I have been trying to focus on things that I love to do because thinking about my perception of reality is just so very big that I can only handle small amounts of it. This week has been okay. Great video.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Im there with you off and on. It can be hard and there are many days I wish I never started questioning.

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

      @@vastnoodle4154 sometimes I want to believe in a god and then other times I'm okay without one. I guess I am focusing more and more on me and what I need and less on trying to please a Diety. I know that I have religious trauma from my youth and so anything that triggers that I push against. I was trying to believe in God in a new way and a better way. Theoretically I see that progressive Christianty is trying to do better but my instinct is to stay away from it. When I start to toy with the idea of going back to church I feel dread and can slip into a panic attack. I don't really know what my life holds in the future when it comes to theism, but I know I am changed and can never go back.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Christian Barnes have you listened to the podcast “ask science mike” or “The Liturgists”? They both do a great job of helping people navigate into a better understanding of God and belief. Super highly recommended.

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

      @@vastnoodle4154 I will check them out.

  • @navigating_my_head
    @navigating_my_head Před 6 lety

    Aww, was disappointed when this finished. Looking forward to Part 2 next week. 😊👍🏻

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Thanks! I gotta find some time to edit the next one down!

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Carolyn Clark here’s the next one: czcams.com/video/hf23QSzPFTE/video.html

  • @druthvlodovic
    @druthvlodovic Před 6 lety

    Shut up, you're helping me work through some things!

  • @PastorBrianLantz
    @PastorBrianLantz Před 6 lety

    Good summation on the arguments that distort a clear and logical presentation of faith. Nonetheless, there is such a thing. To be sure, understand that 95% of human intellect operates off of faith as a means of perception. Now, you get to think about this: you can't drive down the street without taking BY FAITH the driver of the oncoming vehicle that he won't swerve into you and kill you. You take by FAITH that the very chair you are sitting in won't collapse the moment you sit. You didn't perform a psychological test on the driver of the oncoming vehicle , neither did you perform a stress test on the bolts of the chair nor even apply a wrench to make sure they were tight. Do people die in oncoming crashes and fall to the floor off of rickety chairs? It's not unheard of. In WHICH case it could be said there was no merit to the OBJECT of their faith and their faith was THEREFORE in vain. NONETHELESS, this is how human intellect largely operates day by day, even MINUTE by MINUTE. Think about what you are doing this very instance of putting your faith in your laptop as you continually read these words in FULL BELIEF that your power supply won't fail and the screen go blank - are your sure that in the next 5 minutes there is any merit to the OBJECT of your belief? SO>>>>>>the Scriptures say that 'without faith it is IMPOSSIBLE TO PLEASE GOD". Why is that? Ans: ALL THE MERIT is in the OBJECT of your faith! Yes boys and girls! God does not accept man's merit! All the merit belongs to GOD in Jesus Christ of WHO AND WHAT JESUS CHRIST WAS AND DID when he bore our sins on his own body on the tree. BELIEVE IN THE LORD JESUS CHRIST and you SHALL BE SAVED!!!

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      B. Lantz I agree with some of this. Here is my approach to belief/faith. facebook.com/1701271483511474/posts/1867775003527787/

  • @christianbarnes2681
    @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

    I enjoyed this very much. The finding meaning and being okay with just existing part is kind of where I am at. Basically I have taken my values and took the God qualifier off of them. Obviously examining everything and not tossing it all out at once. That's me, though. Enjoyed the video. Great things to think about.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Christian Barnes thanks! I’m glad you enjoyed the conversation! Question...who do you think we should talk to next?

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

      Vast Noodle I have been listening to two podcasts recently. Your Atheist Pastor and The Life After. Both great Atheist podcasts. They are great because they aren't trying to convert people to atheism. They just interview people atheist and religious alike to get their stories. And they don't disrespect people who are still believers. Your Atheist Pastor is in California and The Life After is in Missouri.

  • @Bradleygrinnen
    @Bradleygrinnen Před 6 lety

    Soooooooo enjoyed this.

  • @christianbarnes2681
    @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

    I have noticed that I reject so much of what I was raised on that anything that looks like it I immediately want to throw everything out. I went to a Free Will Baptist church. So conservative fundamental thinking which includes lots of exclusive ideology is something I will not put up with. Sometimes I think, because my belief in God is so different, that it isn't real and that I am only holding on to God so that I wont feel like a complete outsider. Then I remember why I have come to belive in God and that comforts me. It doesn't make me stop thinking and searching for answers, but it does keep me from having a huge existential crisis. Good videos. I have been waiting for part 2 to come out. 😃

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Christian Barnes yeah...I’m somewhat in the existential doldrums right now. It really is hard being raised to hold belief as fact and certain and then at this age have to try and change that to ANY degree. I hope to find meaning and belief to give myself direction and purpose again.

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

      I focus on a relationship with God, whatever that looks like. My situation is different in that I am not married or have kids so it is easier for me to be okay with believing in a way that may not be "Christian." I do attend a church, but only because it most closely represents what I think a community looks like when they get God right. It isn't perfect, but it is the best I have seen. Some days I feel good about my relationship, recently I have been reexamining what I believe. Most days are good. It is a process that hopefully I will get better and better at. I don't see myself ever getting to a finish line of sorts. I expect that I will be searching and growing until I die, because I am very inquisitive and never was able to "just believe."

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

      I was taught the certain belief pattern as well but for some reason it didn't stick. I never truly believed like others did. I guess I am lucky in that sense because now I dont have to deal with feeling like I am losing something rather that I am inderstanding more. Also unlucky because I thought there was sonething wrong with me that I couldn't just believe with out question.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Christian Barnes I really appreciate the feedback/sharing. I’ve been thinking the things your saying for some time now, but just recently my emotions have taken a different turn and I find myself unable to find peace in any way.

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

      Vast Noodle I have been there and still find my self there sometimes. Allow your self to mourn that loss you are feeling. The best way I have found peace is to be aware of myself and allow myself the grace to feel what I am feeling. There is nothing I can say to make it better and that is frustrating, but I'm here with you. I feel with you.

  • @christianbarnes2681
    @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

    Oh I like this discussion. I have a problem with expectations. I expect people to be where I am at and when I see that they aren't I can get frustrated. I am working on that. I agree with the pastor that my certainty of god doesn't mean that I believe everyone should be where I am in my journey, but again when my expectation is that they are in the same place I am disappointed and get frustrated. Also I believe what you said about spiritual matters being subjective. I know that my certainty is subjective because I have told my story to others and they have never had an experience like mine with God. I get that what I am receptive to is not what other are. And maybe its not for me to understand why that is. I will say that it was when I wasn't expecting to hear from God that God came to me. They met me where I was when I was in a receptive state of mind. (They is singular non-gender pronoun, not plural.)

  • @christianbarnes2681
    @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

    At this moment I would say that my foundation is Christian mystic and I am building a Buddhist inspired temple on top. As a Christian I am to love my neighbor as my self even my enemy, but it isn't really explained, at least not how I can understand, how to do that. I found that Buddhism has helped me to understand what Christ means. How to love myself and in turn love others. I'm reading Thich Nhat Hanh's The Heart of the Buddha's Teachings. It has been helping me with a lot of things that I havent delt with.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Christian Barnes I’ve heard several people say that’s a good book, maybe time to check it out... Christianity w/a dash of Buddhism on top, I like it!

  • @davydoodledo
    @davydoodledo Před 6 lety

    So true,

  • @NotMitch69
    @NotMitch69 Před 6 lety

    The one thing I still struggle with is the self-censorship you humorously insert throughout the video. Everyone is watching.... If anything, it gets stronger after coming out to everyone as an atheist.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      But if I’m honest, I do still believe there is something beyond us, something “more” than us. I don’t think that we are the highest form of consciousness and even though I know that humans tend to worship anything that is unexplainable and causes wonder and then place their personal or tribal “God” there in that gap of knowledge and then form a whole system of laws and such around that that they are certain of...I still do hold a gut level belief that there is “more” than us, but with my conscious intellect I self honestly hold that belief just beyond arms length of “certainty” out of respect for what it is...if it is.

  • @christianbarnes2681
    @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

    Over the past couple of years I have been seeking knowledge and insight into God from many sources and the other day I felt, as you said, the rug was pulled out from under me and my forward motion was halted. I felt that I have surrounded myself with "facts" and "knowledge" about God, but I haven't taken time to sort it all out. I guess what this is, is a time for me to take stock of what I am carrying around and to keep what I truly believe to be true and to let go of the rest so I can get my forward motion back. Basically I am asking my self, "What do I believe and why do I believe it and how does this affect my life?" Which are questions that I haven't been asking myself. I do think it is because of your videos that I am thinking about these things again. It does feel alot like 12 years ago when I started questioning the belief system that I was born into and I left that belief system. I think because I have become a part of a church again I have been comfortable with not asking these big questions, but God in all Her wisdom has forced me to stop and sort through everything. My idea of God isn't a typical Christian view in that I dont believe God to have a gender of which to refer to God, but that all genders apply. I didn't know pluralism was a thing, and it fits how I see the world, so thank you for introducing that concept.

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

      Unlike 12 years ago, however, I'm not questioning my belief in God so much as the new stuff that I have brought in or adopted since stepping back into a more Christian path. I am looking at the foundations of my belief and then seeing if what I am building on top is sound. Whether these ideas are my own experience or just things I'm adopting to try and fit in with this Christian community. I will say that the community I have found is open and leans progressive, which has been freeing. Again thank you for your videos. They are making me think about my beliefs and not be complacent.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      It sounds like we are in roughly similar places...yeah that whole overwhelming of facts and realizing how unknowable the ultimate nature of reality “is” can be depressing. But I usually find that these moments of overwhelming emotion and frustration that lead to a time of slight depression or “Rug being pulled out” end up being a kind of subconscious note to self to take some time and sit on it, to let it all just sit. Let it absorb...I usually find a lot of progress on the other side of these times, so now I actually get a little excited when I start to feel existentially overwhelmed. But aside from all that, if there is a God, it is so much bigger than any of our modern American versions of religion paint it to be. I HIGHLY recommend you start listening to the Podcast “Ask Science Mike” you will LOVE it.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      ...and BTW facts are not knowing “God”. I can know all the facts about Brad Pitt, but I could still then never claim to “know” him. You must have a relationship. Now though, how do I “relationship” with God? That’s a hard one for me.

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

      That is true. Facts don't mean knowing. Reconstructing for me has been trying new things, seeing if I like them, and then getting rid of what doesn't feel right.

  • @alanmaxfield1320
    @alanmaxfield1320 Před 6 lety

    I can handle the truth...."I am the way, the truth and the life".....So said Jesus. If you wander away from what Jesus taught directly, there is room for interpretation....and hence because people are who they are, disagreement and condemnation. No one religion holds the keys to the kingdom, so to speak. Only Jesus does. WE make things a lot harder than they need to be.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Alan Maxfield to a large degree I agree with you. I’m hoping in this process to strip away the things we have added that make it more difficult.

  • @Frodojack
    @Frodojack Před 6 lety

    When does the comedy begin? Anyway, is this "comedian" certain about his pluralism, or could he be wrong about it?

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Frodojack I’ll work on the comedy...admittedly it my first foray into an attempt to approaching a subject with humor and yes, could absolutely be wrong about pluralism.

  • @christianbarnes2681
    @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

    Certainty is knowing without doubt. For me God is real, but I don't know everything about God so I cannot be certain of the whole picture of God. For me, certainty isn't a big deal and all religions are just as capable of knowing God as much as I am. Of course then comes the question, "How do you define God?" But that isn't the topic today. Anyway, I would say that no one person or religion can be certain of God, but we can believe that we are certain and limit ourselves from the totality of God.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      I still think there is an inherent danger in allowing any certainty into the process of belief...but I gotta do some more thinking on it. I do believe a literal and “certainty” based religious stance is dangerous though...but with this as well I need to do a bit of thinking and analogy making.

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

      I see what you mean. Being certain eliminates the possibility of other options and tends down the path of exclusion. I have never thought about this before. I guess I choose to believe because it feels right to me and my belief doesn't inhibit my ability to leave room and accept other views. I do see how it is dangerous, coming from a Southern Baptist upbringing where there was no room for questioning and to explore other religious views was "falling from God." I do take for granted how far I have come since that time. Thank you for challenging me to think about why I believe and what I believe.

  • @o0bradphillips0o
    @o0bradphillips0o Před 6 lety

    In my opinion, neither of you need some external validity or framework to adhere to unwaveringly to find meaning, you have that looking back at you from across the table. We’re meant to be creative beings that are capable of creating our own meaning together without having to prescribe, adhere to, or reverence some external meaning making source. Your anguish seems to be the result of losing faith not in a God per se, but a loss on how you previously sought meaning - external, absolute, definitive. It seems like that is what you are searching for in what you call deconstruction, a new objective truth to backfill the loss. Just my opinion but you don’t need it. Deconstruction’s very essence is about showing how language is not objective and fails at creating objective truth. Ideology, positivism, name your whatever - all of these ways of looking at the world are reflections of power and privilege; they are a false consciousness as Zizek would say. ​

  • @OGVIDS23
    @OGVIDS23 Před 6 lety

    I enjoyed listening to and seeing you both. Very insightful podcast and I enjoyed the dialogue you both shared. If nothing else you both demonstrated the maturity of your relationship in that you are willing to openly discuss a difficult topic that is so central to who we are as humans. It was great seeing you guys. Best of luck on your journey. A life without self searching / reflection is empty. Be well. - Omar

  • @christianbarnes2681
    @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

    Hearing about your journey is very interesting to me. I went through a questioning in what I had been taught in my Christian faith. I saw that what was being taught was not loving and in fact included my self in their damnations. I identified as gay or really at the time I saw it as a possibility. I was told in church with certainty that I was going to hell for this thing that I could not change. I prayed almost constantly throughout my middle school and highscool years for A: God to take the feelings away. B: to change me into a girl so that the feelings for boy would be normal. And C: that God would take me to heaven so that I wouldn't have to be alive and suffer. None of these things happened, so I gave up on God. I was very angry for a few years. I went strictly atheist, but slowly started searching out new ways of spirituality. Buddhism, Paganism, and Wiccan were the primary paths that interested me. To keep this short I will say this. I went through a physical experience with God that changed everything. It was a pivot point, but I didnt get back into a Christ focused view until recently. I had to deconstruct all that baggage that I had been carrying. I had to throw out what I knew was wrong, that didn't hold up to my experience of God. And, unlike when I was younger, I am always questioning. I live on that line of subjective faith and objective experience, because for me that is the truth of God. We are not meant to be "either, or". We are meant to be "both, and". There is so much that I know I have still to learn. I am glad that I have found these videos. Good luck on your journey, wherever that leads you. And best of all God is with us.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Thank you so much for Sharing Christian. I’m sorry for your past experience with religion but glad to hear that you seem to have been able to process it and find a new path of healing and growing. Oddly, as a straight male, homosexuality has been the key issue that initiated the questioning of my faith. In my experience I was fairly insulated amongst other straight christians who had professed to have a very clear understanding of what it meant to be gay...odd again. But as I began to interact with LGBTQ individuals I started to realize that the reality was far different than the picture I had been given. Long story short, I figured I should at least say my part within my previous faith community to add my drop in the bucket to help those who might be born into that. But I now find myself unable to lend my support in any way to an organization that upholds the kind of rigid thinking that puts a child born “not straight” at a higher risk of suicide. There are a lot of things at play here and many many more issues that I now have to deal with since I have turned over the rock of belief to see whats underneath...but I do ask God to make itself known even though I’m scared there is no God. In a future episode I will be having on an individual that was closeted for nearly 50 years of his life with a family and everything but then eventually had to be himself. Do you have any advice or any questions that you think would be good / healthy to discuss? Any advice here would be very much appreciated as I am a inexperienced straight guy trying to talk to religious people through a conversation with a gay man. Hopefully I don’t offend everyone involved...

    • @christianbarnes2681
      @christianbarnes2681 Před 6 lety

      Thanks for responding. I'm not good with asking questions. And maybe because I know a couple that were both married before and they have been very open about their experience that I dont know what to ask. I do appreciate that it was a very different time when this man you are interviewing was growing up. I guess a question you could ask is: Did you know you were gay before you got married? If so what was the motivation to have a relationship with a woman? If not when did he notice his attraction to men? You seem to be coming at these videos with compassion and a true sense wanting to learn and that is a good model. For me this is a very foreign subject as someone who has never felt the need to be in a relationship with anyone. So really anything having to do relationships is interesting to me. This probably was not helpful, but thank you for asking my opinion.

  • @jenrenton6461
    @jenrenton6461 Před 6 lety

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  • @jenrenton6461
    @jenrenton6461 Před 6 lety

    Hey friends, I am going to be bold and say I am certain of my faith. I realize this is a serious subject even though you are making light of it a bit, and I am enjoying your creative talent immensely. Carry on in your quest for truth. Thanks for letting us take part in your journey. Cheers

  • @MatthewGamble
    @MatthewGamble Před 6 lety

    Looking forward on what's to come. I just resigned from an 18 year career as a pastor. The tipping point in making the decision to resign came when a therapist told me that "anything based on a lie couldn't be fully spiritual". It's been a tough season of transition to say the least. But I'm committed to the process of deeper discovery while not making my living as a clergy person.

    • @vastnoodle4154
      @vastnoodle4154 Před 6 lety

      Matthew Gamble Wow Matt, thats a big moment. Yeah, there are so many things, layers, traditions, cultural norms, psychological “ticks”, biases and so on that go into our world view that can then deceive us and or distort the truth...its just so difficult to discern truth through our own imprinting and world view. If you haven’t already go check out the “Science Mike” podcast and “The Liturgists” podcast, you will love them. Thanks for sharing! Maybe we should get you on an upcoming podcast?

    • @MatthewGamble
      @MatthewGamble Před 6 lety

      Would love it! #jahbless