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the daddy issues part was so real

Vent: Why does everyone think it’s nice to lose your parent, your best friend, your other half. They say stuff like: “Oops, where’d your mom go? Did she go to buy some nice milk?” Or “You’re so lucky, mom’s are so freaking annoying. They’re always on you! Asking you for this and to do this.” Or “Haha, not having a mom must be so fun! You don’t have to clean or do chores or get bossed around! :DDD” …. Enjoy what you have please. It wasn’t fun for her or me or the rest of my family. She was battling breast cancer for over a year, only to die when it spread again to her liver. First it was bones, then it was lungs, then it was liver, then she was on dialysis, she got off, went back to lungs, then went back to liver and my god, she was so, so, tired. Her poor soul had taken too much cancer and she left. It’s not “fun” to have your mom die when you didn’t get the chance to really love her. I would honestly do any more favors, any more chores, take any minute I was given to spend with her. As long as it made her happy. Love you, mom, you were my world. ❤ (P.S.: She died June 16, 2024 from the stage 4 breast cancer she had. Please leave some nice replies, it would make me feel better. Also, to any of you guys out there who need a hand or something, just ask. In case you needed to know this, I love you, and thank you for staying here. You’re one of the best thing on the planet, no matter size, height, ethnicity, orientation, religion, etc. Love, Mica ^^)

2:45 I’m 11 and going tho the same thing.

YOU ARE FUCKING AMAZING. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND A SUPR STAR. YOU ARE JUST LIKE A STAR, SHINNYING AND LIKE A MODEL. ❤❤ YOU ARE AMAZING JUST THE WAY YOU FUCKING ARE. LOOK IN THE MIRROR TODAY AND YOU WILL SEE A GREAT PERSON. KEEEP STANDING KEEP SHINNING and keep living. You are awesome. I’m so proud of you. You’re not alone. You are okay. You are ok. You are okay. You are ok. You are awesome. Read this again, and say to yourself, “I’m proud of me.”

I wish i will stop..

Anyone else got a suicide add-?

It’s like my friends stop telling me to fake happy and tell them what’s going on then when I START TO VENT AND START TO SHOW MY COLORS THEY TELL ME TO STOP BEING SO EMO LIKE?… No Mackenzie I didn’t quit..

It’s hard because you start to realize that you have fake friends and your parents don’t even care that much and give all of there attention to your little sibling

People say things get better but when its been two years

People who don’t relate don’t cry People who do do relate (usually) My view of how I feel: I’m sick of everything I wake up every morning thinking “what’s my purpose I don’t have one” I’m insecure because everyone around me points out different parts of my body and calling them “cute” ESPECIALLY my parents they call me grippers cute and it makes me more insecure then you can imagine my friends and everyone around me says “your soo annoying!” And it makes me say I mean to be that way when really I just hate my personality for it people say “your fat!” And “you’re skinny!” It hurts me even if I say things like I don’t care and whatever it hurts it really does

I wish I could do right

Wait this is actually rlly cut oh my gosh

How do you sh? I wanna learn maybe I”ll be prettier

*my feeling 😢😫😨😰😞😓😭* *my outside😂❤🎉😊💕🍬😁🥰😍😄🤭🦄* *my idea fake smile people think your happy but no they don't know😢*

13:09 This physically hurt me

What is happening to me , ofc alot my parentw are dead my family are disapointed of me they never get me my friends leaving me watching my crush together with my boy best friend its never been rewl to my life i cant even see real friends first they were real then they turned to fake that is the worse of myblife so give me tipps how to killed my life pls i beg you

5:25 😭 why

ok can I just vent for a second? I was just reecently yelled at and called manipulative, conniving, insulting, and disgusting for reasons that I can't share. I was called self centered and told I enjoy hurting others. I don't think I do, but now I second guess myself. I was told that I am not going anywhere except prison because of my grades in highschool. I was and still am being called a bully and a player because I stopped relationships from developing when I thought it was not working or I lost feelings. I self harm and am getting better, but everyone yells at me or hits me when I slip and tell me I can fix it and to just stop, they don't understand. Please dont get mad at me for venting.

Do you ever cry loud so your parents can come to talk with you are act different in front of your friends so they will ask if something wrong because you don’t want to ask because you’ll feel like a burden or an attention, seeker, but no one asks how you are or comforts you.

2:32 but I was 9

I'm proud of not ki!!ing myself I feel so weird I been sleeping slot and not eating ?

Ik this is a year later but the last one literally happened to me today except not the mom part

Every single time these words break me again and again, when will it stop? Know ur limits - parents Stop crying -parents Ur to fat -parents Stop eating to much -parents You need to eat more -parents Your becoming depressed -parents It hurts every single time and it never stops you remember ever single detail and it hurts! More that ever

The fact the suicide hotline is on this vid is..wow.. For everybody going through anything, I’m proud you made it this far. Keep going, please.

"She was 11. 11 and putting deep lines in her skin." "you drained every last bit of happiness from her life" "Nobody knows the real her, not even herself." Thank you for explaining my life😕 4:15-5:14....TY

when I try to be myself every calls me annoying

I liked some one but i told one of my "friend" i liked him we had a lil argument andnthe nest day at school she she told him and other fake friend i liked him i will NEVER EVER forgive her:(

I am so skinny and insecure I barely eat my friends think I am weird

I get so many things online saying "call the suicide hotline" or "get professional help" or "are you okay? you're not alone" but I just ignore them.

my mom and dad r trying to help, i want it to stop and i dont want to tell then that it is getting worse

2:33 is what happen to me..at the exact age.

Why dose all these audios Mach me

Dont do my mistake - so one day it was a normal day i was playing my game and i was bored and a boy was looking for someone to play t or d with then so i came and then his gf and other ppl did and then we went to their place ( in the game ) and we started to play then we finished but we saw he had old skins at the corner so the others made fun of them and wore them and started to laugh even his gf but i felt bad anyways after a week he vented to me about his breakup with his gf and i comforted him and then after a few days he said that he liked me and i told him how i felt bad about him when they were making fun of him and blah blah blah then uhh yk we stayed tgt then he asked me for my discord and i have hin it and we chatted also imma give u some info about my phone it was all good but suddenly it had a problem with charging so i had to charge it when its 5% bc if it shut down i will struggle alot to get it back alive anyways we chatted for hours and i told him about my phone problem and he said im so sorry for u and blah blah blah so one time my phone was going to die and i told him ingotta charge but he didnt let me leave and yh my phone died AND IT DIDNT OPEN IT HAS BEEN A YEAR ISTG ALSO HE ONCE ASKED ME TO MAKE HIM AN ACCOUNT ON TT AND I DID BUT I LOST MINE AND I TRIED TO SAY TO HIM THAT ITS OK AND NOT ONLY THAT ALSO MY DISCORD AND NOW I FIXED MY PHONE AFTER A YEAR AND I FORGOT MY PASSWORD LIKE IK IT BUT I FORGOT WHERE I STARTED FROM PLEASE HOPE FOR ME TO REMEMBER AND NOT JUST THAT MY MENTAL HEALTH GOT SK WORSE AND I WOULDNT GET OUT MY ROOM BC OF HIM I DID EVERYTHING FOR HIM HE LIED ABOUT HIS GF OR EX CHEATING WHILE HE DID AND HE CHEATED ON ME 4 times and i forgave him never do what i did please u matter for ur self more and remember ur perfect and ur the best i could see <3

Honestly my mental state is so bad I think about doing stuff every day I need help but if I tell anyone I feel like a clown.

Is it bad to sleep all day and only get up when your parents ask or force?..

I miss her, i miss *everyone* why did they make this choice… i would’ve been better over there than snapping here. ❤🥀

I wish I was prefect

2024 people hiiii

Can I vent

6:50 has truth in another level. Below this is my SH story. It has mentions of trigger objects and it may go into a bit more depth than sensitive viewers would enjoy. Please only scroll to my story if it is right for you and your situation. I only did SH for two days. That does not make my story any less or more valid than the next person’s. My story is real and valid and I didn’t do it for show. The meaning behind my SH is basically my entire 5th grade school year (I’m 11) and it would take a very long time to explain. But to sum it up, a boy in my class was doing basically illegal shit that made his entire girl population in his class feel like fucking objects to be observed and used. It really took a toll on my mental health, and when I tried to tell my parents they were unsupportive and one time almost told my teacher, who has very strict rules about coming to him before your parents and all this shit that makes everyone feel invalid and unsafe. One night I got in such a bad place I just saw the sci$$ors in the desk and thought… “what if? What if I cut into my skin until my brain wouldn’t let me and it bled and I wouldn’t care because it would be reality. Something I was sure of.” Another reason is I was in a deep questioning of my sexuality and gender and who I loved and shit which made my life harder. So I picked up those damn scissors and cut myself. At first I had no real technique and was too scared to make myself bleed or anything so it was just breaking the skin to a point where there was another raw layer of skin underneath. I hated myself for what I did that night, but the feeling was so painful yet so freeing. It was something that I was sure of. A reality that wasn’t just in my brain. The next day I went further. I literally cut my skin like you would literally cut regular paper. And it bled. So much. I was scared my mom would find out. My dad. My friends. I told no one and still haven’t. After those two days I worked so hard to stop, and I did. But I truly wouldn’t be surprised if I went under again. Side note: (mentions of suic*de) I have had suicidal thoughts recently. Mainly what if’s and nothing serious, and I know right now I would be to cowardly to actually commit, but it’s scary. And with recent past events with my parents, I really feel like I can’t trust telling them. I hate it. I hate myself and my parents and society and it’s so important to remember that though humans are supposedly the smartest animal on earth, we are fucking stupid. So FUCKING stupid. Any discrimination we have against other humans, the majority/minority system we have created, is entirely our fault. We have no one to blame but ourselves. (Mainly white men in the 1800’s, but discrimination can come from anyone.) If you have gotten to this point, thank you for reading my story. P.s. I found my sexuality and gender. I am bisexual and Demi-girl. Thanks for listening to my story again!❤❤❤

2:42 is my exact life.

I just love how the suicide hotline or whatever is right underneath the video. 🖤

dude how im i happy she took my happiness im depressed

That silly little moment when your friends tell you they'll call CPS<3 (totally not me being terrified of that because my parents arent that bad and in case they took me away i probably would be forced away from town and my friends and it'll be much worse) :)

This really helped me

this happened today, mum:stop overacting! Me: mum I don’t like it when you say that I’m silly or overreacting it hurts my feelings. mum: I only do it BECAUSE YOUR SILLY.now stop giving me attitude now. I’m autistic,i was overstimulated and after that I cried.because if I speak up or vent im ‘overeacting.’ Or ‘everyone does that’

I hate how men call women 'bitches' or 'hoes'. We get treated like dogs. Whilst they have fun with so many 'simps'.

If the music is now not helping, its getting worse.

Ive put on a mask for so long ive forgotten myself

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