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today, in 2024, i am 1.5 days on T and am finding so much comfort in this video. thank you so much for this, truly.

Hey Elias, What type of T are you on and did you miss any shots during the first year? I feel my progress has stopped and I don’t understand why. It’s making me dysphoric again

Im jealous wtf... you look damn fine sir

I actually just started t today and i feel so happy, i cryed out of joy cuz i worked so hard to get where i am today

You look good! hot damn! I hope you are happy :D happier?? uh words?? stop it you, Your top s looks good! <3 there is ftm people in this world that oof ya know is still pre-everything and or can't get on t yet or get top s :/

Where are you? I miss you <3

2 years is a long time! Congrats! This thing with your roommate sucks - hopefully he will learn something from it.

Your chest looks fantastic!

"I have blue hair now, the testosterone is working!" hahaha! You look and sound amazing! Really sorry to hear about your breakup. It will get easier :).

Your body is awesomeeeee

I know this video is older but thank you... I just had my first T shot 2 days ago and the thing with the "mixed bag of emotions" really hit the spot. It feels like it's a dream that I might snap out of at some point. It's so strange. hahaha. But all in all a good feeling! peace and love man!

Get it together in the gym brother!

Your chest looks really great and your arms are badass too! (I happen to be into arms lol my bf has nice arms too) I don't know how anyone at the hospital looked at you and thought girl. For being only 1 year on T I think you are really advanced. I don't think you need to bind or anything like that. I think you'll get used to doing the standing pee thing. Maybe if you looked at old pictures vs new pictures, you'd see how much you've changed. I mean just from the first video to now... it's an amazing change.

Elias' chest kills the camera

ya dude, i'm not even working out or bulking up like you and i'm still growing out of all my clothes, its kind of a love/hate thing, i like getting new clothes but i dont wanna spend money on clothes also i hate growing out of some of my fav shirts!!! anyway, glad you're doing well! thx for the update!

Looking real good! Your jawline has really chiseled out, and it looks more muscular. You're losing the female "softness ". Thanks for sharing!

Thanks for the video :3

You're looking great but you also have a good head on your shoulders! Good for you Eli ^_^

time is flying by! good to hear from you, glad you're doing well!

You're really looking & sounding great! You're confidence is shining thru too.

You mentioned before that you have healthy diet and now you mentioned working out. Maybe you could do a little vid about that ^^ could be inspirational. :)

Yes your voice has become deeper. I think it sounds really manly. I do not always understand everything you say, I'm from Germany. Do you get the injection or gel? I am for 6 months on testosterone (Had a short break of 3 months in between, so I'm 2 times 3 months :D). My voice is lighter than yours! I'm jealous. I hope to see more videos from you.

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hey man youve mentioned several times that youre nonbinary. ive been struggling with my nonbinaryness in regards to transition, and i was wondering if you wouldnt mind expounding upon what nonbinary means to you. thank you!

So proud of you Elias, your friends love you!

when you go to the pharmacy, make sure they give you right gauge and length of syringes? i had some issues with my pharm cuz they didn't really know what i needed (the needle scripts they usually fill are for insulin users) and so i had to go back and be like uhhh these aren't long enough and i need the tips to be compatible? it was easily resolved, just a pain cuz i didn't realize the needles were wrong until after i got home haha -___-

Ah yes, gender limbo... I think this has been the hardest part of transition thus far (I'm 23 weeks on T), although the patience required for the whole process is probably the number one hardest part. Plus, it's difficult if one physically looks & sounds one gender, but also has characteristics of the other gender. Being misgendered is part of the process, so if you ever experience it try to take a deep breath, be patient and kind, and remember it is all a process. The first few months is when you'll notice many changes. Enjoy the ride, bro!

congrats on having a date for surgery! that's really exciting! i'm sorry that you are having a hard day, thanks for sharing and posting a video anyway... obviously i know starting t isnt a magic cure all for depression and mental ills but i still feel guilty for feeling shit some days even when i know i have a lot of good things going for me, so in a way its helpful to know that other people are still experiencing similar feelings...

You're only 4 days ahead of me

thank you so much for making these videos. you are very brave to share so much and really an inspiration for me personally to let go of fears that hold me back in my own life. kudos Elias. can't wait to see ya again & give you a big hug. love you💙

wondering why preserving eggs was something you were positive you didn't want. was coming to that conclusion hard at all? I think knowing you personally and what an incredibly brilliant, kind, empathetic, and compassionate person you are, that you would make an amazing & supportive parent. love ya

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Hey Elias! I look forward to your next update video, also the voice one could be fun. Your video games collection looks amazing too :D All the best !

i meant to ask, what are your pronouns?

congrats on starting T! i too am a little apprehensive about how my skin might change in texture/oil/acne/hair/etc, but trying to be open an accepting to changes that may come, and also feeling comfortable that i have the ability to continue or discontinue taking t at any point. diggin' your gaming set up in the background :)