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The loss of my life.
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You know how much I love Normal People and that last monologue between them it's so powerful to me. I wanted to make a short edit and since I'm dealing with a recently breakup (or something like that lol), I was feeling emotional about this subject.
Hope you enjoy!
Vidder : Bianca
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Software : Sony Vegas Pro 14
Coloring : Mine
Music : Pretending - Charlie
Fandom : Normal People, The Worst Person in This World, Call me by your Name, Past Lives, La La Land, One Day, FleaBag.
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Just take a deep breath.
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«The Worst Thing About Anxiety.» ... Headphones 4K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 Thanks! Making sad edits ain't been my jam lately, especially not since 'The Worst Thing About Depression' went viral....
Be kind to yourself.
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«.» ... Headphones 4K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 Thanks! The title sounds like it's straight out of a Pinterest motivational board, but sometimes it's good to remind ourselves of those things thro...
Fantastic Mr Fox | Wild Animals
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«I know what's like to feel different..» ... Headphones 4K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 or: www.buymeacoffee.com/bmedits12 Thanks! Vidder : Bianca Twitter : BMEdits12 Instagram : instagr...
Everything has become a metaphor.
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Headphones 4K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 Thanks! Well, it seems I've returned to my multifandom edits, and this time, I have a few things to share. This edit might come off as odd or without a cle...
Past Lives.
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«What if this is a past life as well, and we are already something else to each other in our next life? Who do you think we are then?.» ... Headphones 4K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 Thanks! I was h...
Under the same sky.
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«He had a breakdown, it happens to people. If they're weak. Live longer, you'll see.» ... Headphones 2K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 Thanks! I don't know the exactly concept about this edit. I think...
The Beauty of Cinema.
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Headphones 1080p are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 Thanks! Just a short video to show how powerful and amazing cinema can be. Only with a sort type of shots and a good soundtrack, it can makes you feel s...
Everything Everywhere At All Once.
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«Nothing matters.» ... Headphones 4K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 Thanks! I just found this movie so beautiful after watching it again. The story of a mother-daughter and her story with the family i...
How do I take off a mask?
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«How do I take off a mask when it stops being a mask? When it's as much a part of me as I am.» ... Headphones 4K are highly recommended Subtitles in Spanish are available. Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. I wanted to make a multifandom of this style since a long time. With this idea of "using a mask". I don't know if I liked how it turned out about the quotes be...
What it's like to drown?
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«Ever wonder what's like to drown? Story of opposites. There's peace in water. Like it's holding you.» ... Headphones 4K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 Thanks! I don't really know how much I like how ...
Kaz & Inej | Not have you at all
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«And how will you have me ? Gloves on? Fully clothed? With your head turned so our lips never touched. I will have you, without your armor Kaz Brekker or I will not have you at all.» ... Headphones 4K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefi...
All Quiet on the Western Front.
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Headphones 4K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 Thanks! Amazing movie, really powerful and amazing visuals! I wanted to edit it so badly while I was watching. If you didn't, give it a chance. I think the...
Fight. [Collab w/ FaithEditing]
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Headphones 4K are highly recommended Any like, comment, share or subscribe will be really appreciated. If you want to support my channel, check on my Patreon where I provide previews, colorings and other benefits. : www.patreon.com/BMEdits12 Thanks! Late to uploading my collab with the amazing and wonderful and most beautiful human being in this world @FaithEditing I was on vacations but here i...
Aftersun | Forever
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Aftersun | Forever
Normal People | Haven
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Normal People | Haven
Marisa Coulter | Downfall
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Marisa Coulter | Downfall
Barry | Change Our Nature
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Barry | Change Our Nature
Wednesday Addams | The Key
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Wednesday Addams | The Key
Happiness is the key.
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Happiness is the key.
Rhaenyra & Alicent | The Love We Had
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Rhaenyra & Alicent | The Love We Had
(HOTD) Alicent Hightower | The Green Queen
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(HOTD) Alicent Hightower | The Green Queen
House of the Dragon | Ice and Fire
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House of the Dragon | Ice and Fire
(HOTD) Rhaenyra Targaryen | Young Blood
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(HOTD) Rhaenyra Targaryen | Young Blood
Multifandom | Our final night
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Multifandom | Our final night
Wanda Maximoff | Multiverse
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Wanda Maximoff | Multiverse
Multifandom | When we're awake
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Multifandom | When we're awake
(Stranger Things) Max Mayfield | Dear Billy
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(Stranger Things) Max Mayfield | Dear Billy
Today is a gift.
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Today is a gift.

Komentáře

  • @RohitBSrivastava
    @RohitBSrivastava Před 14 hodinami

    Incredible! 🎬🌟 Your film is truly inspiring! 👏 Who was the director of photography for this film?

  • @zn6365
    @zn6365 Před dnem

    "I loved you completely, and you loved me the same. That's all. Rest is confetti."

  • @emluvslou
    @emluvslou Před 2 dny

    Losing the one you love most is a kind of pain I would never wish on anyone. All the love you have for them has nowhere to go but to fester into pure agony in your soul, and everything else around you seems trivial and pointless in comparison. Some days are easier, but the grief is always there.

  • @Ayesha______
    @Ayesha______ Před 3 dny

    I don’t have full blown depression but today will be the day I will start lexapro for my anxiety, self harm urges and depressive thoughts. For me it’s like an emptiness at the deepest middle portion of your chest. It’s restlessness and inability to do things besides which ones harm you. But I have hope that I will get better- or maybe worse- I just won’t give up. This world has already broken me, I have nothing to lose. Love and prayers to everyone and anyone struggling. We’re in this together💖.

  • @joshsilverman2225
    @joshsilverman2225 Před 3 dny

    This edit is amazing

  • @user-dk8uh9oc5d
    @user-dk8uh9oc5d Před 3 dny

    The worst felling about depression to me is that it when people need you to there in bad time but when you need someone that time you always alone

  • @Jessislegend
    @Jessislegend Před 4 dny

    Beautiful work. Your channel is absolutely one of my favorites -- I don't get on youtube much anymore, but I always make sure to check out your new videos. Loved seeing Fish Tank here :) it fits your editing style perfectly

    • @BMEdits12
      @BMEdits12 Před 4 dny

      Wow! Thank you so much🤍🤍 I never saw Fish Tank, shot deck recommend me the shot when she is dancing and I loved it😊

  • @ericnyman546
    @ericnyman546 Před 4 dny

    The time you lose

  • @3osa16
    @3osa16 Před 4 dny

    beautiful cinematography bianca : )

  • @JesseJr19
    @JesseJr19 Před 4 dny

    That's such a beautiful piece of art, i love it so much!!

  • @SLOKERMX
    @SLOKERMX Před 4 dny

    This was so pure and beautiful. Life is beautiful, I always love watching these kind of videos, you made it perfect!

  • @kurniaakbar9172
    @kurniaakbar9172 Před 4 dny

    I am fond of your very video. It conveys the meaning of life in an artistic manner. Cheers.🎉

  • @sarahphilips6431
    @sarahphilips6431 Před 4 dny

    Beautiful

  • @BoonkyEdits
    @BoonkyEdits Před 4 dny

    You don't know how much i've missed your beautiful edits, Bianca. This video is pure beauty and a piece of art

    • @BMEdits12
      @BMEdits12 Před 4 dny

      Thank you boonks🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @d.sfilms7677
    @d.sfilms7677 Před 4 dny

    Thank you for bringing these moments and people to life again❤️

  • @TheChrisperWhoIsCareless

    🏅🏆🏵️🥇

  • @Okothstewart
    @Okothstewart Před 6 dny

    Fuck it

  • @vikikazahaja
    @vikikazahaja Před 7 dny

    I want to tell you my story. Today is the 27th Jun 2024 it has been about 4 months since I was sexually abused/touched. It was a big shock to me I want to talk about how I feel and what was on my mind that day but no one listens. I was on my way to my concert with the train as every usual day. Suddenly a group of teenage guys around 15 -17 years old was standing behind me. I was standing right in front of the train door and was waiting till it opens. There were 2 stops left and suddenly a guy came too close he started to touch me and a second boy was right behind so no one could see what was happening. There were about 4 or 5 boys. He would not stop … I pulled away and he pulled me even closer. I didn’t know what to do. I was and I am just 13 years old. I was so scared that I couldn’t move. Right when the first stop ended the second guy switched with the first guy and it was going on until the last stop came. I was so shocked and paralyzed that I was watching the floor in horror all of the time. He was not just touching me he rubbed himself on me and I was just … Scared I guess. I cant explain my feelings in that moment I was unable to think. My thoughts? I wasn’t thinking about anything it was like as if my brain was empty. To be honest this was not the first time. It was my 3rd time that I was being sexually abused. I told my parents and the worst thing did not even happen. My own parents told me:,, see what can happen in the train when you go by yourself!,, Not are you alright or do you need anything! That’s why I am scared to go by the train by myself in 2 days. I feel like it will happen again and I am scared as f--- to be honest. I told it my parents my best friend my other friends my sister and none of them cared about it. I felt heartbroken and abused which I was. I can’t describe how I am feeling right now. I am scared to show my skin, scared to go swimming, scared to sleep with an open window, scared to take a bath, scared to talk to an boy alone, scared to go by bus, train or car alone! My whole world is just being scared and never be safe again. Oh and you know what, just later I found out it were some kind of guys that I met there more than once. And all the time, they just laughed! (Some of you might say it is no big deal but it is a big deal to me!)🧷

  • @qlee405
    @qlee405 Před 7 dny

    please post again soon 🙏🏾

  • @anthonyshorter3666
    @anthonyshorter3666 Před 9 dny

    I really just want to yell so loud that the entire world hears but then again i don't want 2 let it out

  • @GenericHandle666
    @GenericHandle666 Před 10 dny

    Try 10 years… I think about it but I wouldn’t dare.

  • @PaulFreestyleShow
    @PaulFreestyleShow Před 10 dny

    Song?

  • @Mr_Shitlord
    @Mr_Shitlord Před 12 dny

    The worst part of depression is that nobody will take you seriously,

  • @clem4704
    @clem4704 Před 12 dny

    I am a soul that wish it wasn’t one

  • @RayleneSomses
    @RayleneSomses Před 13 dny

    I got tons of advices from people but neither one of them are the helpful to me...Sometimes I feel like I am mad and that makes it worst...

  • @jessicalove9225
    @jessicalove9225 Před 13 dny

    Happiness. God myself

  • @jessicalove9225
    @jessicalove9225 Před 13 dny

    Is there helpings for me.

  • @mummylilbear6088
    @mummylilbear6088 Před 16 dny

    People just don’t care about others. Not once people ask how I’m doing. I always ask how people are doing 😢

  • @jaydenhydes7234
    @jaydenhydes7234 Před 16 dny

    I get the message man, its sad, BUT DAMN WHEN I SEE PEOPLE CRY IT JUST CRACKS ME UP NGL😂😂😂😂

  • @12343blk
    @12343blk Před 18 dny

    man i feel so bad

  • @gertossss80062...
    @gertossss80062... Před 19 dny

    This is beautiful

  • @Ihatefriendzone
    @Ihatefriendzone Před 19 dny

    Nobody needs me, I'm heartbroken, I'm tired, I've had enough. Every girl I sincerely loved did not answer me in return, it hurt me. I don’t want such a life... I quit my job and stopped going out, my whole youth went downhill.

  • @EduardoBarretoMusic
    @EduardoBarretoMusic Před 21 dnem

    i'm not crying, you're crying

  • @nick-zigzag2677
    @nick-zigzag2677 Před 22 dny

    Its fucked when your own brain is trying harder to kill you tham the world around you.

    • @user-gd5dj2nj6c
      @user-gd5dj2nj6c Před 13 dny

      There's a line we Catholics use. "Dead to this world , alive in another"

    • @Chrixskie
      @Chrixskie Před 13 dny

      😂😂😂😂

  • @bornflippy1
    @bornflippy1 Před 22 dny

    " They see you as selfish, they see you as weak, they see you as cruel, they see you as destructive " - hard hitting words because they are true. It is only ok if you are not affecting them, it gets easier and easier to forget you when there is nothing they can see as wrong.

  • @skullcoop4105
    @skullcoop4105 Před 23 dny

    I’m always so isolated and lonely, it makes me suicidal and want to kill myself, I lose all of my support in 12 weeks, I have 12 weeks left to live

    • @Chrixskie
      @Chrixskie Před 13 dny

      You’ll lose everything either way

    • @andrescaicedo770
      @andrescaicedo770 Před 8 dny

      Try to cheer up. Maybe make a radical change In life, please try.

    • @Chrixskie
      @Chrixskie Před 8 dny

      @@andrescaicedo770 they already tried, it’s time to give up now

    • @andrescaicedo770
      @andrescaicedo770 Před 8 dny

      @@Chrixskie As far as someone still alive there is gotta be hope. Find something to live for, I do hope so for all.

    • @Chrixskie
      @Chrixskie Před 8 dny

      @@andrescaicedo770 hope doesn’t exist, you can have all the so called hope as you want however if it’s time to give up then it’s time to stop and accept you’re fate

  • @cida6640
    @cida6640 Před 23 dny

    Help

  • @timppa2964
    @timppa2964 Před 24 dny

    At this point o dont feel sad for all the depressed, sad, broken etc people who have died for drugs, suicide etc. Been fighting last 2years and i hope that i would be in same situation, Being able to get out of this feeling even for sec with drugs. I hope the best for all of you and guys remember. Guys who lost their life for this, are feeling better now in better place

  • @SweezyDaddy
    @SweezyDaddy Před 24 dny

    Just don't do it when your loved one is there

  • @Itsareallifetrumanshow

    Depression for me is pushing everyone who loves you away. I don't have the guts to kill myself but I wish I did. I pray every day that the Lord sees it in his heart to take a disease from a young child or someone who has it all to live for and give it to me. I hate living.

  • @somosinevitables
    @somosinevitables Před 26 dny

    this got me hard, excellent use of emotions as always :')

  • @dkdebest
    @dkdebest Před 26 dny

    When that needle hits my vein is the only time i feel something

  • @SHADYGWRLD11-11
    @SHADYGWRLD11-11 Před 26 dny

    CHOSEN•one•TYPE Way•OF•Life czcams.com/play/PLLleCEqjR7foEOCHNoHybtv8gBL2Ybh5V.html&si=c8vd5UJdyV15VtUe

  • @athrongyim1787
    @athrongyim1787 Před 27 dny

    The worst thing about depression is that it neither let's u die nor live peacefully

  • @LesserMe
    @LesserMe Před 27 dny

    I don't want to hurt anyone, so I push everyone away, and sometimes I hurt them in doing so. I'm starting to hurt people with purpose. Sometimes it's the truth, sometimes its a lie, but either way, it's me. I'm not a good guy, but I'm not a "bad guy" either, I'm a guy playing the cards he was dealt.

  • @ChewyPinata
    @ChewyPinata Před 28 dny

    I tried to stay sober but the depression caved in. I dont wanna tell people because its a burden on them. Ill keep trying

    • @mister-zen8491
      @mister-zen8491 Před 28 dny

      You control the substance. Not the other way around. 🤘 Stay grounded and keep fighting.

    • @ChewyPinata
      @ChewyPinata Před 27 dny

      Nothing to do but fight ❤️

  • @zainuddinabdullah6618
    @zainuddinabdullah6618 Před měsícem

    I tried so many things to overcome my dipression but idk.....

  • @JesseJr19
    @JesseJr19 Před měsícem

    Underrated masterpiece!

  • @altheasittre497
    @altheasittre497 Před měsícem

    I've learned to appreciate my time alone. But on those days when my depression gets ahold of me I fear for myself. I would be dead for days before anybody knew it. Because I am always alone.

  • @12OunceProphet
    @12OunceProphet Před měsícem

    I really love love love your videos. They really resonate deep within the core of my soul. They sincerely touch my heart and fill me so many thoughts about situations and moments that have come and go in my life . I also have a deep love for film and words , but , i had never even realized it until a few weeks ago . These videos help me to try and be more creative in the space of thinking and writing ; God bless you .

    • @BMEdits12
      @BMEdits12 Před měsícem

      Thank you for your words <3