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I know exactly how you feel. I don't know why I hate myself so much why I just want to go to sleep and not wake up again. I have nothing left my family my parents hate me and always have dad used to beat me till I thought I was literally dying and I prayed God let it be true let me come home and he still tells me how worthless I am and I'm a waist of air. It's clear they'd be happy if I die and my best friend I dated for 10 years and almost married her but she died in her sleep at 30 years old but it still hurts so bad she was my best friend I ever had but i did end up meeting a amazing woman and I married her and we were so happy a few years and slowly she got to were she hates everything about me and now she completely hates me so bad it even feels like god himself has even gave up on me and hates me to.I've lost literally everything nobody can stand to even look at me and I just want to leave this place and go home. I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it myself. I'm trying to work up the courage to I just don't know what is wrong with me why don't I just do it already

I thought it was getting better but I can feel myself slipping back into the depression and I feel like I'm letting everyone down again. I barely made it through last time and I don't know if I'll survive if I have to go through it again

I finally thought I was ok a good road, i thought my parents finally understood me, i had grown numb too other things and didn’t want to have any more hope but they said they changed, i trusted them and they threw me back into the same hole I came out from, i feel so broken, my chest hurts how could they do this too me

Life IS pain, so true.... but so to is it full of joy and happiness! Their is no 1 answer.... but pushing forward and making progress is the definition of the human spirit............... every single one of us... we have strength to keep moving forward, maybe not immediately or obviously..... but it is there. I PROMISE!!!!!!!!

Me too 😢

Hi my name is Jessica I tried to kill my self seven times I tried of living . I been fighting depression since I was 15 and now I’m nearly 17 and I thought I was getting better but every time I was happy it was for minutes I go to bed tired I was up tired. And I don’t care about my self my body is paper I cut I burn and take lots of tablets over and over and don’t eat to I pass out . I stop caring what people say I stop caring about everything all I feel is numb I wanna die but that’s selfish. Once I seen a beautiful person now all I see is an ugly fat cut up person. Depression is fucked up my life from my dad and a boy think they could r@ped me NO MEANS NO NOW IM FUCKED UP I WISH MY MOM TOLD ME ABOUT THE BAD PEOPLE OUT THERE

I felt that I couldn't go, but at the I ready to what wanted, someone called. A person hadn't heard in yrs. They said we love u and miss u. My Angel was and is Rosie Marie. Thank you for saving my life.😢

I’m just want to make one person happy that’s all

Exactly how I feel. Time to check out the pain is too much

I heard this earlier td and now I'm listening to it a lot realizing its the same stuff I tell myself every Night....

Can someone give the names of these movies

i lost.. Nothing came out of my eyes... Not a single tear... Only a strong grip to the scissors... I am 14... A young teenager...

what are all the shows/movies you used for this video?

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Again Im telling No one understand my pain😢😢😢😢😢😢

You and you alone are responsibly for the pain, with your liars, with your cunning atittude, with your stuppid partner Fr Maguari... Face it, and remove him where my eyes do not catch his side, and ears do not hear his existence...!!!

Depression = Caring about nothing Anxiety = Caring about everything Having both = Caring about every nothing YOU ARE LOVED❤Everything is so relatable

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people say that your not good enough and bad and not good things. all the words build up that makes you hate your self..

everyone just tell me that i an not good enough and i need to be better but i am always giving 100 i have learned that i will never be good enough and i cant do anything but this is how life is .

How I just wanna scream this out loud but can't

I hate that this is how my life is in one video...😭

It says free Audio, I can sample part of this on a song without getting copyrighted?

Life broke y'all sorry

Wish I go back in time

You broke my heart I hate you cause I still love you

I just the the pain to leave

I can't do it anymore I'm dying please help me I'm broken and my "best friend" did it

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you know you lost the battle when your eyes can't make a tears for you anymore

No no I can't...I can't....It hurts...Just make it stop.... This is true on how it feels. Just make it stop. Thank you for this.

I hate myself but i will not give up.

I used to watch this edit cuz I was depressed and sad. Now I'm happy and I hope you're all doing better too❤

Me to..

I hate you, but I love you right Not?

Ang pinakamahirap na handle is hiwalayan ka. Kasi di ka pumapayag. Nakakadiri nalang e. Wala ka talaga pake don sa tao.

Tangina, kahit kailan di ko narinig yon lahat galing sayo. Delusyonal ka kasi na may Cluster B tendencies. May idealized version ka ng sarili mo at nangyari kaysa sa reyalidad, na masahol ka. Sana umalis ka na.

Di ako takot humarap ng disappointment ulit, di ako takot magmahal ulit. Pero sa ngayon, ayoko muna. Mingle-mingle muna ako. Nagpapahinga ako e. Nirereflect ko parin maraming bagay. I feel nothing for anyone. Pag nakaalis na ako sa emotional burden, pwede na ulit. Pero sana, umalis ka na kasi di ka na dapat iniisip pa, puro kabahuan lang naalala ko. Kaya ka post ng post ng "wife and husband" cat kasi di mo kita reyalidad ng kasahulan mo. Sana magpapsychologist or therapist ka kasi anjan na yung obvious na dinedeny mo na nakakaapekto sa relasyon mo. Ang pangit lang, sira mo sa pagkatao na dinedeny mo nalang lagi. Codependent ka, trauma bonded, may BPD tendencies, low self-worth. Wala ka pa pake dun sa tao para palayain na sila. Sobrang sahol mo naman. Tas gagamitin mo "depression" imbis na magpagamot ka na. Feeling ko lang yan rason, pinipili mo rin yan. Umalis ka na. Wag ka na maging emotional burden.

omg the words Echo my thoughts I'm stund 😢

1:06 I felt that...

I feel like i git no one but people are around me no one can understand me i am suffocating i feel like no one understands me and i have no one to talk this to

Me too

My name is Isabel I tried to kill myself once twice three times it's not worth it you are the one day at a time I know it's hard I know it's very hard cuz I wasn't sure that once again cuz it keeps on popping in my life and then out of my life I have to stop and say you know what enough is enough before you put down and say walk away either better look in the mirror believe me because I am crying right now because I've been through it and he called me today and I have to say the first time and what I told me I don't need someone that got to push me down but loves me that's what he wants to be a big man cuz you know what it's like us some love yourself you need something to talk to you please please talk to me it's about I'm here to hold much love goodbye live day by day trust me it's worth it❤

...me too... Me too 🙍‍♀️😔

I use to cry to these videos, now i just look on with empty eyes

I'm stuck, and just tired of fucking everything. This is real. Way, way too real.

R.I.P to my Nan who passed away 3 weeks ago

Lord God Almighty. Please dead Jesus helpe.roght now!! I literally cam not take any more of the pain eating away at me!! Literally Nobody gives a flying fuck either. I wish he would just fuckin BACK TF OFF!!! , I DO NOT WANT NO BODY. I MEAN BACK THE FUCK OUTTA MY FUCKIN BUBBLE!! I WILL NOT BE FUCKIN TREATED LIKE A WORTHLESS FUCKIN PIECE OF SHit today ppl!! Jesus HELP ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! wake tf man!! I am SUFFERING RN!!! SO STOP MAKING IT.10100 times worse Please!!!

I just hate everything about me I just hate everyone around me I just hate my Nature of life I just hate being the untrue me I hate myself being a coward I hate for being hopeless I hate it because I don't even have the courage to be the real me I really hate it now That I'm still breathing I'm hoping, One day I won't be able to wake up from this nightmare ever again I'm very sure, That I am now ready to go I'll just wait for that time That I can no longer feel this sorrow