nitonoh
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perhaps i can smile again, for you
! ! WARNING ! ! Self-destructive subjects.
"before it rained, i wanted to run. perhaps you couldn't forgive me when i abandoned you, or ignore the tracks of my tears. but even when i ran from you, you loved me so."
hi there. firstly i want to accentuate the appreciation i have for people watching. as i've said i didn't intend this channel to be for anyone's eyes besides my own, along with a few friends. there are some parts of being seen which i like, but certainly others i could do without, but it feels wrong for me to keep expecting you all to continue coming back. my videos are rather self indulgent so i don't mind if you lose interest, and move on. in the end, these videos are just a way for me to lay my thoughts and feelings down.
Song used: We Love Katamari - Beautiful Star
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Video

your tears are so beautiful
zhlédnutí 7KPřed 2 měsíci
thank you for watching. i added english subtitles. amelia finds beauty in her pain i thought this song evoked a strong feeling of discovering hope again after a long time, so it felt fitting to use as a followup from the last video song used: kimi ni aitai - sayonara ponytail きみに、逢いたい - さよならポニーテール lyrics partially taken from supiston's translation: sayonara-ponytail.fandom.com/wiki/Kimi_ni,_Ait...
i wish it could happen to me
zhlédnutí 227KPřed 2 měsíci
hi all, thank you for all the flowers. i felt very lonely while making this video, so it is reassuring to see that people ended up liking it in the end. the mime girl is named Amelia. she's my oc. her confessor is named Claire Song I used: After Hours - Velvet Underground
I HATE ANDY
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Song is not by me. The original is listed below, please support the artist (mynameisnotjin) soundcloud.com/didi_cat/i-hate-andy? sometimes you hate someone because you used to love them, and your hate is not real hatred
ロマンス
zhlédnutí 2,3KPřed 7 měsíci
song is "romance" (ロマンス) by Sayonara Ponytail blue and red clowns are @laiteas's ocs, cynthia and emi respectively mime is amelia, my oc
anyone else but you
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boy is my oc, picto girl is @laiteas's oc, colette please enjoy :)
moth meme
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song is moth meme by whose rules blue haired boy is felix, @laiteas's oc! brown hair/blonde hair girl is jaden, my oc
aye aye eyes
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Picto (curly hair boy) (mine) Felix (blue hair boy) @laiteas Song: Aye Aye Eyes from Dexter's Labratory
11/19/1968
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this was not really meant to be scary, i had a phase where i was fascinated with old adverts and i wanted to have a little mystery in the video :)
saved by a waif
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saved by a waif
doctor
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doctor

Komentáře

  • @Catpixeled
    @Catpixeled Před 2 hodinami

    Ok but I like how the use of a mime protagonist creates a metaphor of social problems being like being stuck in an invisible box.

  • @joekinnear4671
    @joekinnear4671 Před 5 hodinami

    Sora looking ass

  • @jimmyisawkward
    @jimmyisawkward Před 9 hodinami

    This is so tragic yet beautiful, thank you so much for making it. All humans make mistakes and do bad things. That doesn’t mean you are a bad person or don’t “deserve” something. Everyone deserves to be loved and appreciated. <3

  • @Ben_19M
    @Ben_19M Před 12 hodinami

    it has a meaning, you know

  • @losthiveless1970
    @losthiveless1970 Před 13 hodinami

    uhghg i spent a long time trying to trying to sound deep and detached writing this comment but im gonna be stupid and earnest for a second. this video is very beautiful, it is the kind of thing that makes me want to get up in the morning. thank you so much for sharing it. i wish you the best, whatever that looks like.

  • @llewxaM_IsLost
    @llewxaM_IsLost Před dnem

    this reminds me of I love amy

  • @ImMargon
    @ImMargon Před dnem

    I want to say a lot of things but... I'm just saying this: you maybe closed the door but... You can always open it again, a lot of us, myself included, shut ourselves in our nighty rooms so... You may feel alone, but we are all alone together, so never discard the possibility of open the door again, because maybe... Someone else also opened it's own

  • @RadicalKongsyom
    @RadicalKongsyom Před dnem

    I love your art so much. The music combined with the animation can genuinely make me tear up. The emotions I get from watching these feel so visceral. Incredible work.

  • @jxq12
    @jxq12 Před dnem

    For some reason this hits so hard

  • @Star-Gazer-A
    @Star-Gazer-A Před 2 dny

    I don't like the fact that this is relatable

  • @haziebrvh
    @haziebrvh Před 2 dny

    relate very good :) <3

  • @kevinp.h157
    @kevinp.h157 Před 3 dny

    For a moment there I thought this was an animation about fundamental paper education

  • @wagnergabrielkiota9928

    Very cool, did you make the songs on your channel?

    • @nitonoh
      @nitonoh Před 3 dny

      no, i usually link them in the descriptions

  • @MASHER69420
    @MASHER69420 Před 3 dny

    relatable but not … i just lock my self i my room i a good way tho

  • @Sev11207
    @Sev11207 Před 3 dny

    Que e esto

  • @michaelreynolds6710

    This song reminds me of adventure time

  • @Thepaperfish1
    @Thepaperfish1 Před 4 dny

    Thanks.

  • @Ey-1w
    @Ey-1w Před 4 dny

    reminds me of when i accidentaly hurt my friend once, he has two little brothers that cant speak. so when i hurt my friend, he gets angry and tells me to leave. so i go home, and i don't have my own room but i still often didn't interact with my family. my father closes himself in the room, my sister closes herself in her room, and i don't interact with my mom often. so a few years go by and i FINALLY decide to go out, and the little kids i mentioned earlier can talk, and they made friends. there was also a new kid in their family too. i simply couldn't believe how much i missed on...

  • @Rukiman_no16
    @Rukiman_no16 Před 4 dny

    The Velvet Underground were really ahead to their time to the point that this song could be some recent indie release.

  • @Catcajat1424
    @Catcajat1424 Před 4 dny

    Never knew a silly little mime character would have the same name as me

  • @maniacovenator3048
    @maniacovenator3048 Před 4 dny

    WE SHOW THEM PITY, TEARS AND CRY, BUT THEY DIDN'T GAVE SHIT🔥

  • @Spraypaintsz
    @Spraypaintsz Před 5 dny

    bro made an animation meme?

    • @nitonoh
      @nitonoh Před 5 dny

      the song is named moth meme, i didnt really intend on it being a meme

    • @Spraypaintsz
      @Spraypaintsz Před 4 dny

      @@nitonoh alr :)

  • @manuscape_
    @manuscape_ Před 5 dny

    this song came out in 1969, think about it

  • @Ketsu626
    @Ketsu626 Před 5 dny

    Your work is so comforting! I love it

  • @radioguy1667
    @radioguy1667 Před 5 dny

    it's amazing that TVU made a song that would only fit in over 50 years in the future

  • @crazyjosheee3596
    @crazyjosheee3596 Před 5 dny

    Absolutely beautiful

  • @WeebsArePathetic
    @WeebsArePathetic Před 6 dny

    Seek therapy.

  • @Fugedtit
    @Fugedtit Před 7 dny

    Underrated asf Even though I don't have a ton of interest in art as much as I did, it motivates me to continue moving forward.

  • @nikolaswashere3583
    @nikolaswashere3583 Před 8 dny

    no good ending? 🥺

  • @icenovice
    @icenovice Před 8 dny

    it hit me like an introverted truck

  • @clutteryguy9747
    @clutteryguy9747 Před 8 dny

    This is amazing

  • @xyxx566
    @xyxx566 Před 8 dny

    this is the song i want playing when they find me dead in a field

    • @Scopysbro
      @Scopysbro Před 7 dny

      why would you be dead in a field?

  • @mr.enderman1993
    @mr.enderman1993 Před 8 dny

    This video is so relatable! You want love and connection, but you're too scared or too deprived to come into the light. It's deeply touching.

  • @digs_2742
    @digs_2742 Před 8 dny

    very relatable 10/10 cute mime lonely

  • @mrsimple6018
    @mrsimple6018 Před 9 dny

    I love this so much ❤️

  • @NightBread
    @NightBread Před 9 dny

    This hit a spot in me I didn’t know I had.

  • @braidennuggies
    @braidennuggies Před 9 dny

    great now i have to burn all my velvet underground stuff...

  • @Bupu
    @Bupu Před 10 dny

    This is art..

  • @AcertainUser
    @AcertainUser Před 11 dny

    At first i wanted to say womp womp (i was feeling edgy), however, it was a vibe. liked

    • @AcertainUser
      @AcertainUser Před 11 dny

      i just learned it was made by velvet underground, really timeless and eternally relevant song

  • @slambam2665
    @slambam2665 Před 11 dny

    for while, I've been the type to scoff at and actively avoid feeling emotions other than anger and happiness. I haven't cried in months. When I first saw this in my recommended, I clicked on it expecting something stupid and beneath me. I looked at some of the other songs in my recommended, mostly just political and metal, and decided to play this at a low volume and interrupt it with one of those at max volume. That is, until about 20 seconds in, as I was choosing which one to interrupt with. I payed attention to the song. I felt something. My brain immediately tried to snuff it out by playing "One Crazed Anarchist" by Fozzy at full volume. While I felt the beautiful feeling of fury, no matter how loud I put it I couldn't ignore the first few seconds of this song. When I was done trying to emotionally clean myself, I decided to listen to this again. I couldn't hold back. It spoke to me. I cried for the first time in a while. I needed this. Thank you.

    • @slambam2665
      @slambam2665 Před 11 dny

      I feel this battle between the emotional side of me, and the logical, political side of me. I feel like I have to be extremely logical, that emotions are a sign of weakness. I don't know. Thank you either way.

    • @slambam2665
      @slambam2665 Před 11 dny

      Honestly, I don't even have anxiety. I have a pretty healthy social life. I think it's just that I needed to cry at all, no matter if the song was accurate to me or not.

    • @slambam2665
      @slambam2665 Před 11 dny

      I feel like I have to be this revolutionary, uninterrupted by emotion, entirely focused on the goal of improving humanity. I feel like I have to be entirely goal oriented and logical all the time.

    • @slambam2665
      @slambam2665 Před 11 dny

      I think I might have problems relating to ego or delusions of grandeur, but then again, would someone like that even consider those possibilities?

    • @slambam2665
      @slambam2665 Před 11 dny

      Honestly, I want to go back. Before I saw this, back to logic and efficiency. I was filled with hatred for people I disagreed with, but it felt familiar. This, I am starting to understand. But I don't want to understand.

  • @290broski5
    @290broski5 Před 11 dny

    I’m tired of being scared

  • @9Times8lue
    @9Times8lue Před 11 dny

    I love this ❤ My favorite Velvet Underground song. It captures my loneliness perfectly

  • @omekapo
    @omekapo Před 11 dny

    OH MY GOD THIS IS ACTUALLY INCREDIBLE AHHHH

    • @omekapo
      @omekapo Před 11 dny

      I DIDN'T KNOW I EVEN LIKED OLIVIA RODRIGO

    • @nitonoh
      @nitonoh Před 11 dny

      @@omekapo tysm :)

  • @omekapo
    @omekapo Před 11 dny

    AHHH I LOVE THISSSJAKDKDLFK

  • @Selachii-sb2pi
    @Selachii-sb2pi Před 11 dny

    It feels so sad to see that video. Kinda makes me understand, how close everyone is to total lonelyness... Also I find it interesting how people in comments are talking about line "you are my special someone" in context of something romantic, but for me is about close friendships. I just always say something like that to dear friends, because I love them, and love is not always romantic.

    • @nitonoh
      @nitonoh Před 11 dny

      @@Selachii-sb2pi I think this song applies to anything you want it to. In the case of me with the animation, I thought 'special one' meant someone who really cared and loved you. Even if it isn't romantic. It's up for people to interpret the video how they want, too! They could just be roommates

    • @Selachii-sb2pi
      @Selachii-sb2pi Před 11 dny

      @@nitonoh yeah, I get it, just an observation from some of the comments(great video!!)

  • @siluda9255
    @siluda9255 Před 12 dny

    self love fans when they meet comunal love enjoyers

  • @andrewmacias97
    @andrewmacias97 Před 12 dny

    good song good animation

  • @conedust
    @conedust Před 12 dny

    Wow, this made my day! "After Hours" has always been one of my very favorite songs, VU or otherwise, and it's amazing to see it so beautifully animated. Your sweetly melancholy illustrations and artstyle perfectly capture the vibe. Now do "I'm Sticking With You"! 😉😛🥰

  • @Not._ink
    @Not._ink Před 12 dny

    I will smile when I find the someone smile .. smile for real

  • @yigit-nh2vn
    @yigit-nh2vn Před 13 dny

    WDYM JUST 200K VIEWS