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For, Jen🐇 { I Love Her, I Don't Know How Not To, } by Carmine "I don't know how not to... Not to say, everytime, I love you. The moment I see your eyes blink. It's a rewinded vhs tape of memories. They're covered in cob webs and spiders... you say... stay away. Stay away. But, oh how... Oh how pretty they are, when they stare back at me. We turn on the TV. You sit right next to me. You're laughing at a goofy romantic comedy. While all I see is the sitcom we called love, when I look away at you smiling inbetween. We get high and wrap our tummies with twist ties, full of sweets. Light up a smoke, say some jokes and keep trying to find out how not to... say something stupid like how much I love to say... just how much... I love you. The words I spoke, I should've choked. I fumble looking for the remote and a reason not to stay. Cause if do, stay any longer than I know I should to, I get scared I may just ruin the night by leaning over and... kissing you. What an awkward new life. Being best friends with the one-whose the love of your life... and still in love too. But, get it straight... she no longer loves you... the same. Don't go insane, whose to blame, like we've both taken turns sayin', 'I didn't mean to hurrrtttttt you.' I just wasn't prepared to ever hear... that you weren't in love... you were just... confused. I just don't know... how to... not love you. I just don't know... how to... how to not... tell you. I just don't know... how to... be only your friend. But, I'm Trying. Oh-oh... baby, I'm trying to. Cause, my dear, I swear, with all my tearrrssss I wept. All the promises I broke and kept. All the prayers I made to God... saying... thank you. Saying the same thing you told me when we met. God, please send me an answer. A first, for this thirst, caused by our bleeding hearts of hurt. Wipe your tears on my shirt. Your nose on my sleeve. When you're down, I'll be in town, just to hold you close right there... and never let you go. I just don't know how to... ever let you go. I just don't know how not to... not to say how much I love... ...your... hazel eyes, your bunny teeth... Your cigarettes tufted behind your rabbit ears. Your soul of cheer, oh so sincere. The voice of an angel I always wanna hear. When she laughs, when she screams. Rarely do you ever see a perfect sunset of raining tears, behind sad eyes, of the little girl, That she hides and holds inside... ...but not from me. So, all I say is baby, thank you... for sharing your so damn beautiful heart with me ❤️‍🩹. I... love... you." -Your best friend 4ever. 4ever, Babe. Ilybats.

I dknt see the live version i love on youtube but this ones great too. I just like when be goes hgiher potxhef for she smiles when i ask her to dance

What album is this on?

Sounds like the Cure

Can you tell me what year these were recorded?

Just discovered all these amazing songs I never heard before 💙

aaaah, can't murder the dead now..... more like CPR yeah?

Hi Amber.....great song!!!

This song kills me everytime

Ok I see.

Listened to these guys since 2000 (21 years now, holy crap!). I toured with them from '09-'12. One of their album covers is a photo of mine. Safe to say I've heard this song about a billion times and I still think this is one of Justin's best songs. So close to my heart.

I love you Blue October your songs have healed.

You have a beautiful voice is what I hear.😘

Lyrics anyone?

You won, John. I hope you're happy. Not sure if that sentiment is genuine or passive aggressive. I wish I could still be happy with my whole heart for your happiness, when it is without me in your life. But you changed everything. You choked both of our dignity and self respect, to death. Oh yeah, and you fucking lied.

🙏💔💕😎

One of the saddest songs...

💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 🤍 H⃢​ U⃢​ G⃢ 🤍 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 ​

Wondering if this will ever be played again...

I have been looking for literally every song you have for YEARS. thank you. thank you. thank you.

What did I accomplish today My house looks plastic There's a bomb on the way A sleeky sneaky silvery gray And there's a stall on the long distance calls...(distant phone ring) The frozen face of yesterday is gone Like a song sounding all wrong A crystal-plated swan I pull the seat to the back and I try to hang on But with the throttle on, and the bottle gone just to build up my own hot-rod song The dragons back, like a needle in a haystack shhh keep quiet With no regrets I sincerely shake his hand But in time, you and I will learn to fly In time you and I...I...I

All his old good stuff sucks BECAUSE of the ppl in the background

Thank you Justin 💜

What album is this on?

I miss old songs, I miss the old pain he had. I'm happy that hes in a way better state of mind but damn, pain brings out the most powerful kind of music

I've never even heard of this song. Thanks for posting. Any other Justin/Blue songs on CZcams that I may not have heard of? TIA

Cant find it on Spotefy :( Love this song.

Does anyone know how to play this on guitar?

Does anyone know if this song recorded anywhere?

Still amazing after all these years

There is something about hearing these guys broken down and intimate.

The saddest realization is when you're lying there gasping so desperately for air and and love, not sure whether you're the cause of all of this, and unable to figure out if it's your or their hands wrapped tightly around your neck.

I can't get enough of Justin. He's a wonderful artist. Blue for life.

Thank you for sharing this. It means a lot to me.

Brilliant.

Brilliant as always.

#love love love

I second that 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

standing a bit to close to you... Your my last wish

He's so young, this song is so beautiful

one of my favorite Last Wish songs

"my worth is sand to you now"

100% Crispy

I'm wondering if the lyrics of the song is a true story?

Blue October feeds my life. Please don't stop feeding life guy's! #BlueFamily #Love

in time, you & i will learn to Fly.

The beginning made me wonder what other song it sounded like, and @Dizzy D was right: A Quiet Mind.

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love my blue october its so me all songs

WOW just Fucking WOW! I'm so in Love