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i do not want my mom or dad saying im a disappointment but you know what their dumbass said THAT IM A DISAPPOINTMENT CUZ I VAPE,EMO,BI,THERIAN WHY TF I TRY SO HARD TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AND THIS IS WHAT I GET :( OH AND IT HURTS TO SEE MY FRIEND BETRAY ME CUZ I AM EMO AND I DO NOT DRESS LIKE A GIRL AND I DIFEIEND MYSELF CUZ IM NOT GOING TO LET SOMEONE PUSH ME DOWN LIKE THAT SO YOU CAN HATE ME ALL YOU WANT:(

you are the only one... don't be afraid of the future because you are the perfect being (although not everyone is perfect) God blessed you saying ''you will see me again one day and I will be happy to meet you again'' because you are a blessed being, The future depends on you, whether it will be good or bad.

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Playlists like these can bring people comfort by seeking it in complete strangers than the people they know in real life. Because strangers who have gone through the same thing can relate and have better understanding. That is just the sad truth, and it hurts 😢

Dont stay away...just try..not..to....kill...your...self....

⚠️VENT I was always seen as the failed child, the one that always does everything wrong, and my parent's ideal family was 2 kids, not 3, I'm never on the family pictures in my house, why whole family is depressed, but my problems are "nothing" compared to my sister's or brother's, I always felt worse, inferior, their always the "better" ones, while I'm left out because I have a minimum of 6 year difference in between them, never included in conversations, never knew about my past, never put on status, never can spend time with them, I was hit for crying in front of others, I was so distant and excluded from my family that I barely know them more than complete strangers, and people always tell me "why are you sad, you're so perfect, you have the perfect life etc" when they don't see the part that I wish I hadn't been born, that I'm tired of living excluded, left out, felt rejected everywhere, but no body cares, because I'm just a teenager so being on depression medicine and being suicidal is "normal"

I don't know myself. My thoughts aren't my own, and neither are my emotions. I don't know what I want because I search for what others want from me, and so I put to much work on myself. My mind isn't even "normal enough" to do regular school without having problems. People like me... people I know... may take more comfort in simply not igsisting But we have to remember... we are strong. Stronger than the thoughts that tell us otherwise. You know why I know? Because we are still alive. We wake up the next day even though it's tough just to live and be happy. We're strong because we didn't give up. We are still on that search, weather it be for identity, family, or simple happiness. And maybe... one day... you and I can completely our search. That hope is why I still get up the next day, the next day, and the next. Don't give up. We're with you on this. I'll be cheering you on.

0:00 alien blues - vundabar 2:35 freaks - surf curse 4:59 breezeblocks - alt-J 8:48 i cant handle change - roar 12:07 unfair - the neighbourhood 15:07 blackout days - phantogram 18:25 dark red - stevey lacy 20:54 washing machine heart - mitski 23:01 hey kids - molina 24:11 fallen down - toby fox edit: yw!! i hope yall are having a great day/night, i hope it gets better, and reminder: dont do it. NOTHING IS WORTH THE RISK. everything gets a little better in the end, sweet dreams, and good morning, dusk, dawn, or afternoon! and remember: i love you, platonically ofc, and im always here for you.

Here we are again guys Good to see ya

This songs are awesome❤🎉😊

I hate myself I hate my stepdad and I hate this stupid house..:/

I hate my hair I hate my skin I hate my ears I hate my face I hate my nose I hate my lips I hate my teeth I hate my chin I hate my face I hate my legs I hate my feet I hate my arms I hate my hands I hate my fingers I hate my nails I hate my torso I hate my knees I hate my forehead I hate my body I hate myself I hate my life I want to die I want to kill myself I am a mistake I am a disappointment I am a mess I am a disaster

Yall ever just wanna disappear? Run away? Go around the town once without having an adult on top of you 24/7?

No way the first song is on my vent playlist help 😦

Timestamps for you pookies (yes I listened to the whole playlist) 0:06 Surf Curse-Freaks 2:45 Yot Club - YKWIM 6:25 syml - where's my love 11:09 The Walters - I love u so 14:06 fkj - Ylang Ylang 17:52 he te laisserai Des mots-patrick Watson 20:44 Lord Huron - The Night We Met 23:41 Dr. Dog -Where'd all the Time Go? 28:10 Roar - I can't handle change You're welcome my pookies

My favorite part is that none cares but thanks to this mix ive decided im not gonna end my life anymore ty bro.🙃

My emotional situtation has gotten worse. No only have I lost my emotions but I have slowly become indifferent to everything. The day before yesterday I graduated from school, and yet I feel nothing exept annoyance at having to leave bed.

crying while watching this😜

Something got in me. I am now traumatized, almost throw up 5 times in a row today. I had a very strong headache, temperature of 40,5. Maybe its the end of my journey. I might not be here from now, but the last words i can say to you is: I love you

great art cover btw. thanks for the music

this is my fav playlist i listen to it every single day it is perfect

Lack of feelings is probably a disease I'll never fall in love again

Today is my birthday but who cares :)

why was this in my recomended

Don’t fear your enemies that fight you Fear your fake friends that hug you

You're my Nemo. if you get lost in the great big ocean i'll find you🩷....R.I.P bestfriend...i'll find u one day..

What’s the song in the first part?

Who ever is out there having a tough day and tough life i hope you get through it you may not know me and i may not know you but i know harming yourselves is not good for you i hope you get through your tough time

I wanna cry to this song. Cuz being older is hard and you do everything for them but they never thank you. And the way they said you have "a perfect life" when they can't clearly see me suffer from depression and anxiety. And being addicted from doing s/h.

...gyutaro

This is literally my music taste from 2020/2022 and oml this music is based off my whole fuckin personality

these songs are so skibidi RIZZ🗣🗣💯💯

"i love you so" is what broke the gates for me

whats the song that says "lately i begin to shake" name?

I feel numb, like I just don’t care about anything anymore. I feel like I don’t want to live, and I don’t care how my parents would feel, I wouldn’t miss them. I just can’t care anymore. It’s really getting worse, I went from three months to a day clean, and i really want to cut again.

I dont have much time left.

wtf is traumacore

Masking.

I want to restart.

yay Jiro!! I love MHA

This playlist makes me feel I’m not ✨crazy✨

I can’t die now cause I never lived .. I’m a girl in Middle East I’m always in my room I’ve never experienced running with friends , the morning walks or having a dog pet , nothing feels private , I’m trying so hard to study to go to the US wish me luck

Yo, whatever is going on in your life, I believe you can get through it man. I'm proud of you and you should be proud too that you made it this far and will keep yourself moving in life. Remember, god has something special for you as you keep striving. Live and enjoy every small things. Your problems will become lessons. Breathe easy. Everything is going to be ok my friend! I know that school is stressful and all, but it's not deep at all. Relax and take breaks as you do your best. You got this! Now go for it and take chances! You are who you are. Be yourself. It doesn't matter that they are stronger or smarter or prettier than you. You got your own thing to do. Have a great rest of your life! And if your life isn't great, I wish that it will be better.

I stay alive for her....but sometimes I wish she wasn't here....so I could just kms without anyone crying for me.....

me

I always ask all of my friends how they're doing and how they're feeling, but almost all of them never ask me back; there are only 3 people who do, one of them being my ex, but even then it doesn't happen often even with those people. It's gotten to the point where I'm asking them, hoping that they'll ask me back. I know I'll lie and say I'm fine, maybe add a slight bit of truth saying that I feel "eh" or "shit" and not elaborate, but just the small act of asking back is what I really feel I need. I just want to feel like they care, buta lot of the time I feel like they don't. I understand we have exams - Specifically A levels which are really fucking stressful - but it's not hard to briefly ask me back. We literally have a normal conversation or debate afterwards. I just want them to ask. I don't talk to anyone about how I feel, only to my best fried, but even she doesn't know much about me. I don't want to talk to my parents despite them always being there for me and saying that I can talk to them; I just don't feel like I can because I'm just not comfortable. Most people think I'm happy and have a good life, some even say that I seem a bit full of myself, but in reality I'm a depressed, quiet, anxious sack of shit who sits in her room all day. It's honestly sad. It's gotten to the point where I put on the mask and only let it drop once I'm in bed and my door is closed; which is only at night since my dad doesn't let me close my door during the day. I have very bad sleeping problems, I doubt it's insomnia - but I know it depends on my mood. When I dated my ex, I felt like I was the happiest I've ever been and got the most amount of sleep that I've had in a long time. But I feel like everything's been going downhill ever since. I feel even shittier. It doesn't help that I feel lonely now too, which I nvmever have before. I keep seeing all of these people getting into nice and healthy relationships while I'm sat here trying to pretend that I fine. My bestie tells me that I'll never find anyone if I don't put myself out there and look for someone, but I'm too scared to talk to anyone new. Speaking of which, even though I probably have the worst anxiety out of the majority of my friend group, I always end up being the one doing things like asking for help from strangers because they're too scared to do it. I feel like I want to die every time I need to talk to someone; it's got so bad that I'm even stressed about going up to and talking to my closest friends every morning now. It's a pain.

whait is nome of the first song?

nome of the songs?

Its funny actual people on discord have given me more comfort than my dad has ever given

That's not a pov bro.