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Pov: every single time you open up to anyone they hurt you and you are coming to the point you just want to cry for the rest of your life cause no one will ever care about you and love you enough to never hurt you

I hope he forgives me and everything will be fine.

*screaming* i wanna to live

Keep going brothers and sisters, bad times will always pass ❤❤❤

I hate the fact I go straight to this when I cry I can’t go to anyone but my sister bc my mother says I’m to young and i shouldn’t feel this way and when I told her about my sh she yelled at me and now idk what to tell her I always feel she’s gonna hate me if I do it where she can see….

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maybe i talk a bit too much

No matter how much i try to do good things i always fail and its my fault i guess i was born a failure

Noncis person here: This is raw, reading these assualts and violence against dyadid cis women. I appreciate the raw content about what's it's like to be victimized by misogyny.. it will be useful for me as a new member of the E world.. Coming from my queer perspective, I see that terfism is undermining dyadic cis women's pain by exploiting pain to paint dyadic cis women as against human rights through pain discourse.. terfism has no regard for dyadic cis women's pain nor womanhood, for that fact.. except when this pain discourse suits the interests to uphold the dyadidism, of which sexism emerges from and the pain dyadic cis women explain.. hmm

I was on an upward path for a long time, I was actually getting somewhere. Then I lost focus, I failed to see why I should care, and due to so my mental state is worse than when it started.

Pov: you start going back to your bad habits

you know you're cooked if you clicked on this video

They never noticed you.. I always am so tired of life my mother and sister left me when I was only 6yrs old and I felt my life was ruined because everyone kept asking me “ Hey ‘Name’ where is your mom at? “ I feel so sad on mother’s day because i have no mother to celebrate with.. I have harmed myself multiple times just because people know my mom is gone and they always make fun of my mom and sis being gone.. Tbh I just wanna end.. But my father still cares. Is that enough loves? I dont know bc i never knew how much love we need as children..

I swear i cant even wear a skirt and tanktop without grown ass man staring at me. I cant even exist half the time.

If you're ugly, you get bullied. I was considered ugly for years and got bullied for it. If you're pretty, you get bullied. I was always told to turn off my facetime camera because I was too pretty.

"The medusa tatto is overused!" Thats the issue...

I have never been able to properly explain ,y feelings. Maybe that's because I have never understood them. I've always been saying bullshit. Explaining myself in ways that weren't true. Saying things that weren't accurate. I simply don't understand at all after all. Why is it that nothing has ever helped my mind. I did everything it begged me for. Everything it promised me would make me feel better. I thought that by working I would escape my chains. I thought that by dating I would be happier. I thought that by moving forward I would be leaving behind my troubles. I was wrong. It wasn't even that bad when I was younger. All of them were in my life. Where did everyone go. Why are they all behind me. Why did I run. Why did I never stop running. Why can I not stop running. But now that I have stopped. Now that I am in statis. Now that I have nothing, am nothing. I am at peace yet I wish for the past again. Wish for the future to be different again. I have never been correct. Not even once. Never committed to something. Not even once. When I cry out for help they don't want to listen anymore. I have always been pathetic and they are fed up. I am fed up too.

Me: "Why are they getting hated? Why are they still getting hated? They did what their suppose to do" Please stop hating on Therians/Furries/Dragonpuppeteers‼️‼️

Being a woman, even if you're a girl aka *kid*, hits. Because people always sexualized you, treat you badly, r worded you, kill you, hurt you, make fun of you, abuse you. Because?? Simple, Because you're a woman.

pov: this is not a pov anymore...

Why therapists so expensive man

looking at the comments to remind myself that my shit dont matter cuz others got it worse ty for your comments :)

Pov: it hurts to the point that you are trying to eat your food while hearing this playlist. Thousands of thousands in your head. Tears rolling down your eyes. Trying your best not to throw up. Trying to gulp the food down your throat. Your hands are shivering while you try to take another bite. And you started looking at the ceiling. Tried your best to finish your food but couldn't and you ended up dumping it in the garbage. When you try to explain this to others they just make fun of you saying," you are just being delusional. Its your fault you choose to feel this way when you can take the other path and be happy. But its always not just that easy to stay positive. The reality just make you a whole different person.

its funny how i trust strangers from online games and vent to them but i cant do the same with my parents

Pov: you realized you dont know who you are anymore and cant stop smiling since you fake it all the time

Because of me the girl I like hated me, and even tho it was 3 yrs ago i still miss her sometimes, the guilt just randomly comes back and it hurts, physically and emotionally

Taking a 48 hour break from everyone, it hurts me but i needed it. As i am typing this i am on the verge of tears. Though i really wish things could go back on how they used to be.

Am I ganna live like this for the rest of my life

i'm ashamed to cry because i've been told i should stop victimizing myself but my sister slit her wrists in front of me and died in the hospital later that night. my parent's are blaming me because they think it's my fault for her killing herself. my friends are distancing themselves and talking about me behind my back, my diagnosis for adhd and autism finally got given to me but my parents forbid me from taking the medication. i have sleep paralysis and see horrible creatures in my bedroom, i have insomnia, depression, anxiety, adhd, autism, ANTS, RSD and body dismorphia constantly. i don't feel like i should feel. i miss the old me but the old me has withered away.

I’m not clean anymore :/

When you think you have escaped that toxic friend but you still think about them everyday

I wonder where everything went wrong

My friends/teachers/parents:Are you a good liar? Me:...yes Them:A great liar? Me:...mhm Them: what's one lie you have told us and will keep telling us? Me:..."I'm fine"....

at the the moment every thing is going down hill the moment i think i achived something it gets ripped away i constantly am crying ,happy ,crying... and i just don't know how to feel i reached the point were i am just sad but the tears wont come and if i am happy i dont really feel anything the only emotion i really know is sadness i cant remember the last time i was happy or how it feels like to be happy and now i am just sitting here listening to sad musik unabel to feel anything even the sadness is leaving me slowly soon i wont feel anything

I believe in you. Even if you don't believe in yourself. I believe in you.

my girlfriend died

second song got memed to hell

You know its bad when people get shocked after hearing about your trauma while you just got used to it.

Hey, I don't expect many people to care, but... So far in life i have learned that nobody cares or will care about me or my problems. I could argue, cry, whatever and nobody will ever understand the pain. Like, I'm too young to have to deal with suicidal thoughts and sh... I really cannot do this anymore. I really won't last another day. The depression won't go away. What do I do?

Should’ve had party like a Russian

I think I’m already dead. My body just needs to catch up

Why always why im just getting rejected by him again and again i know that i couldnt have him but i keep trying and trying so hard until i get rejected again and again. And now when i tried to have a conversation with him my bestfriend just went up to him and talked to him and he also just stared at her and never stared at me why i was the one who texted him i was the one who liked him why does it have to be somebody else? Why cant i just like someone that like me back is it that impossible now ive broken someones heart and broke my own too what is wrong with me this is all my fault why do i have to do this is this what my lifebis suppose to be? All the time i act like everything is funny and i am never sad my insides are just crumbled in pieces and nothing can be helped

i am graduating from college soon, dont even feel a bit of excitement. the job market in the engineering field so fucked right now, at least thats what people keep telling me when i tell them i have applied to 600+ jobs but then (no hate but) some people i know who dont even have proper experience got job offers and I am just lost atp idk what to do. ig in the end i m the problem that not even i would want so just praying i dont wake up tomorrow. byebye

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POV:you thought it would be over 4 years ago

This time it wasn't my fault. Maybe it never was. I'm so tired.

Real/your bsf hate you and think taht you ignored her and I am freak And she dont want to talk with me and i dont know what do I think her life is better without me 💔 what can i do?

POV: you feel confused…

"You're good at academics but you're too stupid at home" "If it weren't for me, you and your brother wouldn't live a happy life" "I'll leave you with your dad if he doesn't get any better" "Only second place?" "You're cousins are prettier than you" "You look like a monkey, stop trying to be pretty" "YOU WILL NEVER BE PRETTY" "I'll sell you off if you stop studying" "Be good to your brother or else he'll beat you up" "Don't raise your voice at your brother, he might slap you" "Do what your brother says, MEN are ALWAYS right" "Why can't you do anything right?" "Why are you even my daughter?" "Be a doctor and make me proud" "You're useless" The words of my beloved mother who made me feel shit about myself 😀😀😀

"I've been trying." "It didn't work." "Now, wheres the cliff?"