-Story time- (If u don't care, just scroll past, please don't hate because this is hard for me to share. ty!) When I was younger, I had a nighttime clock that had the specific hours for nap time, play time, and nighttime. on the nighttime hour, it would lay lullabies to help me sleep. the piano in this song was exactly the tune for one of the songs. and today, years later, I completely forgot about the clock until I was listening to a new playlist that YT made for me, and once I heard the piano, I'm not kidding, I broke down sobbing. I ended up rocking myself back and forth for about an hour before calming down. this song is so precious to me. and I'm actually so sad that I threw away a piece of my safe space.
this song reminds me of August 2022 summer until June 2023 summer I loved it, until it all went down I lost my favorite person that used to keep me alive, support me, make me laugh during my lowest, be there when nobody was there for me, check up on me, and etc. I could go on and on with them although we had our differences with each other and had arguments we were so close we couldn’t go 15 minutes without talking to each other we would sneak to talk to each other whenever one of us were on punishment. I loved them so much I wrote them goodnight and good morning paragraphs everyday I put my soul into it and so did they but all I ever got in return at the end was a back stabbing cheater, I couldn’t believe it I felt like it was an nightmare but it was all true seeing them hang out and doing all things we did together with somebody else better than me, the pain I felt when I seen it made me just want to k!ll them and throw everything I was at my lowest at that point of honest I didn’t know what to do I just sh. I couldn’t feel anything I was numb I would cry myself to sleep every night or everyday thinking about them till this day I sometimes still, as I write this I have buckets of tears running down. I have so many memories I can say so much. I just don’t know I never found anybody else like them anymore, I began to gain trust issues, anger issues, anxiety, sh, they made me cut off the whole world just for them I fell into there deep dark hole I didn’t even realize it by how in love I was in? Everybody told me,warned me everybody about that I didn’t listen and cut them off but I should’ve listened, as I had nobody else to express my feelings, I was bottled up I just wanted to end it at that. They made me experience things I didn’t want to, made me do things I didn’t want to but I still did it cause I loved them so much I couldn’t say no. I just wished I didn’t fall into there trap because maybe my life wouldn’t be like this? People assume I have this rainbow and sunsets life because I laugh at everything, smile at everything, in general look happy but really it’s the complete opposite I keep a good reputation on me, as for people would just think I’m faking it but I’m not. I wish everyday and every second of the day I could restart this life. I loved them so much they could do anything or made me do anything and I wouldn’t leave them behind. I always supported them, gave care, always there for them when nobody was, checked up, told them not to end it, help with habits, get better, advice, everything in the world but I get in return is a narcissist, disgusting, selfish, evil, cheater! The pain in my eyes it makes me feel about them just runs through my teeth as I get angry and angry as seconds rush by… I wish I can restart life or go back in time to where I didn’t meet them and everything’s was normal. That what this song reminds me of.
Its just too crazy to think that theres so much people with the same problems as me in the world and yet i haven't met any irl. Man i just wish i can meet all of you guys..
if I had to describe this feeling I would say it feels sort of apocalyptic. like that feeling if you were alone, surrounded by nothing but miles of nothingness. like if you were in a futuristic city with nobody but you and your thoughts. sort of like that one scene from blade runner.
ребята, любите жизнь, пожалуйста. я знаю, что вам сейчас трудно, я всё это понимаю, я тоже часто переживаю, и загоняюсь, недавно меня бросила моя любимая девушка, я делал всё, что мог, но видимо, не судьба. я жил только ей, и видел счастье тоже только в ней. мне её сейчас очень не хватает, но с другой стороны проблем стало меньше, я не думаю, что это кто-то сейчас читает, но бля, любите одиночество, не романтизируйте, все мы социальные существа, но одному побыть тоже очень важно, не романтизируйте, и наоборот, не делайте из этого горе, слушайте свои мысли, возьмите над ними контроль, пожалуйста, найдите свою мечту, и идите к ней, чего бы это блять не стоило, какие бы трудности не повстречались, нужно всегда бороться и трайхардить. в конечном итоге вы сами себя будете благодарить. я знаю, что это довольно бессвязный поток мыслей, но я пишу то, что думаю, и что помогло мне в беспросветной, как казалось ситуации. если вы думаете о суициде, то идите например на железную дорогу как это сделал я, но вы наверняка не решитесь, и думайте почему. не из-за страха боли, или самосохранения, у каждого человека есть поводы для радости и для любви к жизни, главное осознать их, и жить ради этого, люблю вас ❤
This song reminds me of those days where you are pushing really hard and you’re in the verge to give up, then you remember everything you’ve been through and you decide to dig deeper
He’s gorgeous, and someone just as gorgeous will come along eventually, and they’ll deserve each other, and I’ll be happy that he’s happy, Vicariously, I’ll ease my mind, I’ll ease.
This song for some reason it makes me rethink my life and why am I sad what should I do to be happier is it to accept that nothing will change or to hope that maybe one day everything will change and i will be happy like i used to... I am trying my best but i think there's no problem because i am the problem my hopes are the problem my dreams are the problem i was trying to stop hating my life buti can't so i stopped trying I think it's just a phase maybe but i am sure that one day i will be happy maybe it's my death day or maybe a day everything will change and it will be as it was but now i will continue to leave my life my only reason to live is to worship Allah And inshallah everything will be okay ig..
I just wanna give up already, people have their bsf and friends and close family members and I lost all that and just seeing people happy makes me wanna kms cus I'm a introvert and anti social and no matter how many times I give my number out or anything nobody talks to me or text me, it's very hard for me to make friends cus nobody sees me as a nice person anymore, I try and try hard everyday to be the person I used to be but it's hard bc of the amount of times I been hurt and it keeps changing me little by little, I have nobody to help me, I just sit here and suck it up, I lost my bestfriend bc of my ex, me, my ex and my bestfriend were all friends but my ex got jealous of me talking to bestfriend so she dipped me 4 times..then my bestfriend saw I was being different with her so she cut me off and stayed bestfriends with my ex, and after that my ex keeps saying I'm stupid for dating her and she wished she never met me and dated me when she was the one that had a crush on me since we was kids, and now everything is ruined, I really thought she loved me but she lost feelings over a guy, and that's what makes me loose interest in love cus I get called controlling when in reality they don't know what would happen one day, sometimes I do hate being too nice to people cus they take advantage of it and now that they took it away from me, I'm just left feeling empty inside, no emotion for anybody, I could be In the worst position and none of my friends would notice me, but I grew up to just do everything on my own and I'm already used to it, but yea real. :)
I believe we must open our eyes in the darkest of nights To try and find happiness again, we must start from zero Take off your clothes, lay in bed with no blanket nor pillow Wait as long as you can before you snuggle up under the blanket and place your head on the pillow We are grateful to be able to get warm and comfortable. We don’t realise how lucky we are and sometimes we need to physically start from zero to understand The world is a unforgiving place that can eat you up if you let it. Always remember the simple things in life along with the people you hold closest to your heart nothing else matters
Can't let gang know I fw this
I thought, "wow, why does this sound so repetitive," and then i saw the title :\
RIP to all of the sandy hook elementary school victims we will forever miss you 😢
-Story time- (If u don't care, just scroll past, please don't hate because this is hard for me to share. ty!) When I was younger, I had a nighttime clock that had the specific hours for nap time, play time, and nighttime. on the nighttime hour, it would lay lullabies to help me sleep. the piano in this song was exactly the tune for one of the songs. and today, years later, I completely forgot about the clock until I was listening to a new playlist that YT made for me, and once I heard the piano, I'm not kidding, I broke down sobbing. I ended up rocking myself back and forth for about an hour before calming down. this song is so precious to me. and I'm actually so sad that I threw away a piece of my safe space.
those robb elementary slideshows on tiktok with this sound😢
This song has got me through the worst
this song reminds me of 2023 summer
Real
this song reminds me of August 2022 summer until June 2023 summer I loved it, until it all went down I lost my favorite person that used to keep me alive, support me, make me laugh during my lowest, be there when nobody was there for me, check up on me, and etc. I could go on and on with them although we had our differences with each other and had arguments we were so close we couldn’t go 15 minutes without talking to each other we would sneak to talk to each other whenever one of us were on punishment. I loved them so much I wrote them goodnight and good morning paragraphs everyday I put my soul into it and so did they but all I ever got in return at the end was a back stabbing cheater, I couldn’t believe it I felt like it was an nightmare but it was all true seeing them hang out and doing all things we did together with somebody else better than me, the pain I felt when I seen it made me just want to k!ll them and throw everything I was at my lowest at that point of honest I didn’t know what to do I just sh. I couldn’t feel anything I was numb I would cry myself to sleep every night or everyday thinking about them till this day I sometimes still, as I write this I have buckets of tears running down. I have so many memories I can say so much. I just don’t know I never found anybody else like them anymore, I began to gain trust issues, anger issues, anxiety, sh, they made me cut off the whole world just for them I fell into there deep dark hole I didn’t even realize it by how in love I was in? Everybody told me,warned me everybody about that I didn’t listen and cut them off but I should’ve listened, as I had nobody else to express my feelings, I was bottled up I just wanted to end it at that. They made me experience things I didn’t want to, made me do things I didn’t want to but I still did it cause I loved them so much I couldn’t say no. I just wished I didn’t fall into there trap because maybe my life wouldn’t be like this? People assume I have this rainbow and sunsets life because I laugh at everything, smile at everything, in general look happy but really it’s the complete opposite I keep a good reputation on me, as for people would just think I’m faking it but I’m not. I wish everyday and every second of the day I could restart this life. I loved them so much they could do anything or made me do anything and I wouldn’t leave them behind. I always supported them, gave care, always there for them when nobody was, checked up, told them not to end it, help with habits, get better, advice, everything in the world but I get in return is a narcissist, disgusting, selfish, evil, cheater! The pain in my eyes it makes me feel about them just runs through my teeth as I get angry and angry as seconds rush by… I wish I can restart life or go back in time to where I didn’t meet them and everything’s was normal. That what this song reminds me of.
Im too young to feel like this man..
You're right bro I hope you're doing okay now
real
everytime i listen to this song, it reminds me, how is it so hard to make best friends
When I come home after school
We are all gonna be dead in 90 years anyways
I don't think I will reach that
Its just too crazy to think that theres so much people with the same problems as me in the world and yet i haven't met any irl. Man i just wish i can meet all of you guys..
Im tired.
Dwell on the beauty of life, look at the starts and see yourself running with them -Marcus Aurelius
🌧🖤 🌧
This song isn't sad anymore... I've conquered everything
if I had to describe this feeling I would say it feels sort of apocalyptic. like that feeling if you were alone, surrounded by nothing but miles of nothingness. like if you were in a futuristic city with nobody but you and your thoughts. sort of like that one scene from blade runner.
gegg
ребята, любите жизнь, пожалуйста. я знаю, что вам сейчас трудно, я всё это понимаю, я тоже часто переживаю, и загоняюсь, недавно меня бросила моя любимая девушка, я делал всё, что мог, но видимо, не судьба. я жил только ей, и видел счастье тоже только в ней. мне её сейчас очень не хватает, но с другой стороны проблем стало меньше, я не думаю, что это кто-то сейчас читает, но бля, любите одиночество, не романтизируйте, все мы социальные существа, но одному побыть тоже очень важно, не романтизируйте, и наоборот, не делайте из этого горе, слушайте свои мысли, возьмите над ними контроль, пожалуйста, найдите свою мечту, и идите к ней, чего бы это блять не стоило, какие бы трудности не повстречались, нужно всегда бороться и трайхардить. в конечном итоге вы сами себя будете благодарить. я знаю, что это довольно бессвязный поток мыслей, но я пишу то, что думаю, и что помогло мне в беспросветной, как казалось ситуации. если вы думаете о суициде, то идите например на железную дорогу как это сделал я, но вы наверняка не решитесь, и думайте почему. не из-за страха боли, или самосохранения, у каждого человека есть поводы для радости и для любви к жизни, главное осознать их, и жить ради этого, люблю вас ❤
real
Real.
This song makes me feel like killing myself what a dream that be
Why do I feel so attached to this master peace. I don't know where my mind goes but it's going beyond galaxies. 👽🦹🗣
This song reminds me of those days where you are pushing really hard and you’re in the verge to give up, then you remember everything you’ve been through and you decide to dig deeper
Why does this make me feel like not existing anymore
It makes me feel the same way
Maybe it’s time I let go of my CZcams career dream and fade into the day to day..
tired
All of the pain swells up sometimes and it becomes so overwhelming.. I miss being happy..
This song gives me sadness
More supernatural, spirit realm feeling for me
He’s gorgeous, and someone just as gorgeous will come along eventually, and they’ll deserve each other, and I’ll be happy that he’s happy, Vicariously, I’ll ease my mind, I’ll ease.
Beautiful
tis song always appears when im alone bro i swear
God, I am extremely hopeless and I want to give up but in the same time I am not allowed to give up and feel like this.
This song for some reason it makes me rethink my life and why am I sad what should I do to be happier is it to accept that nothing will change or to hope that maybe one day everything will change and i will be happy like i used to... I am trying my best but i think there's no problem because i am the problem my hopes are the problem my dreams are the problem i was trying to stop hating my life buti can't so i stopped trying I think it's just a phase maybe but i am sure that one day i will be happy maybe it's my death day or maybe a day everything will change and it will be as it was but now i will continue to leave my life my only reason to live is to worship Allah And inshallah everything will be okay ig..
This songs reminded e of everything that wanted to be forgotten.
bro…
I just wanna give up already, people have their bsf and friends and close family members and I lost all that and just seeing people happy makes me wanna kms cus I'm a introvert and anti social and no matter how many times I give my number out or anything nobody talks to me or text me, it's very hard for me to make friends cus nobody sees me as a nice person anymore, I try and try hard everyday to be the person I used to be but it's hard bc of the amount of times I been hurt and it keeps changing me little by little, I have nobody to help me, I just sit here and suck it up, I lost my bestfriend bc of my ex, me, my ex and my bestfriend were all friends but my ex got jealous of me talking to bestfriend so she dipped me 4 times..then my bestfriend saw I was being different with her so she cut me off and stayed bestfriends with my ex, and after that my ex keeps saying I'm stupid for dating her and she wished she never met me and dated me when she was the one that had a crush on me since we was kids, and now everything is ruined, I really thought she loved me but she lost feelings over a guy, and that's what makes me loose interest in love cus I get called controlling when in reality they don't know what would happen one day, sometimes I do hate being too nice to people cus they take advantage of it and now that they took it away from me, I'm just left feeling empty inside, no emotion for anybody, I could be In the worst position and none of my friends would notice me, but I grew up to just do everything on my own and I'm already used to it, but yea real. :)
if you want to ksy just start criminal job thats better👍🏻
wow i cba to do anything anymore not even get out of bed what has my life become
Same with me I'm just fat and cant be bothered to do anything I regret many opportunities I missed out on
not inv to birthdays not inv to partys not inv to houses not inv to sleep overs not even inv to funerals what am i doing wrong
“ I ain’t changed, I’m still a bad man”
"loneliness has followed me my whole life. everywhere. in bars, in cars,, sidewalks, stores..everywhere. there's no escape. I'm God's lonely man."
I feel like living the rest of my life in my dreams not having to deal with the real world
I believe we must open our eyes in the darkest of nights To try and find happiness again, we must start from zero Take off your clothes, lay in bed with no blanket nor pillow Wait as long as you can before you snuggle up under the blanket and place your head on the pillow We are grateful to be able to get warm and comfortable. We don’t realise how lucky we are and sometimes we need to physically start from zero to understand The world is a unforgiving place that can eat you up if you let it. Always remember the simple things in life along with the people you hold closest to your heart nothing else matters
I’ve never felt so empty, idk if somethings wrong w me or I’m completely fine..almost like I’m hollow just a shell of who I once was
Yup todays the day
It hurts to be lonely sometimes i play this song and think how my life would be if a girl came in my life but i guess we’ll never know
this song is so comforting omg