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Registrace 19. 05. 2020
This is goodbye
Hello all. I have disappointing news. For the noose of time has finally taken me, I can no longer make any more content. My mental state is at an all time low, and I can't do this any longer. I don't know if I will ever continue to do this, but I'm very sorry for this inconvenience. I constantly feel dread now, and I don't have much motivation anymore. My work schedule also interferes extremely and I am constantly stressed out, tired, sad and I don't know if I can get out of this hole that I have dug for myself. I've attempted to seek therapy, but nothing has helped me. I want you all to know that every one of you as a viewer, and friend, that I genuinely enjoyed making content for you. But that enjoyment soon turned to a scolding burn within my mind that I can't keep feeding. I'm sorry that I can no longer meet the demands and wants, the music and the content. I just can't. I want you all to take this last video as a gift, a very special one at most, for it is the last video that I will ever upload. And if I do ever make more content, it will be very minimal. This song means a lot to me, and I couldn't help but share it. It is my final gift, my final message and final goodbye. I love you all, and I wish the best for all of you. Goodbye.
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DOOMER - Аптека
zhlédnutí 763Před rokem
Hello again, all! I really missed posting, so I decided to post another video. I still have yet to adapt to an actual schedule, but I've been just posting when I can, or when I want to. If any of you all ever need some support or you are feeling down, do not hesitate to contact me at any time, my VK is Natalja Letjeka. I will try to answer you when I can, or you can even contact me there whenev...
DOOMER - Сказка (Черновик)
zhlédnutí 1,2KPřed rokem
Hello old friends, it has been quite some time since I have posted, which was back in 2021. I just want you all to know is that I like to take long mental breaks from time to time, to get myself back together and try and please you all at the same time. I'm sorry for the amount of content being pushed out, but it's what I'm able to do at this time. If you have any recommendations, please let me...
DOOMER - Седой Парнишка
zhlédnutí 1,6KPřed 2 lety
Why aren't you at peace? You've seen death, you've seen war, You have nobody left but you, Go reform your life, reform your decisions, Your friends may be out storming bunkers, But war is not justified, war is a pain, War is killing us all, war tears the skin, It burrows in deep, and stays, haunts... God is dead, and he was killed by war, Our war
DOOMER - Неизвестная музыка 1 (Standalone)
zhlédnutí 830Před 2 lety
Song is by KINO, Viktor Tsoi Hi, I know some of you have been asking for standalone versions of songs, so that's what I did here. I hope y'all enjoy!!
DOOMER - Ливень
zhlédnutí 1,1KPřed 2 lety
The song is by Dinamik, Vladimir Kuzmin Sorry for the long posting times, work has just been a hassle and I've been starting to do art a lot as of late, but I will continue to post, I hope you all enjoy this song, as I do!
DOOMER - Музыка на песке
zhlédnutí 518Před 2 lety
This song is by Nautilus Pompilius I finally found the opportunity to start another upload, so here you all go! I hope you all enjoy! Also, don't be afraid to suggest a song for me to doomify, it's not going to cost anything to you, and it will be more fun work for me!
DOOMER - 500 Subscriber Special!
zhlédnutí 762Před 2 lety
Неизвестная музыка - KINO Королевство Кривых - Piknik Полковнику никто не пишет - Bi-2 I know that it was really late, but I hope you all enjoy this. I just really needed another mental break after the last video and I'm really trying to keep up with CZcams and such but it's hard with my current work hours. I will keep trying and I won't let you all down. Don't forget, if you have a song you wo...
DOOMER - Снег
zhlédnutí 926Před 2 lety
The song is by Golaya Manashka aka NakdNun I said towards the weekend, and it is monday, so it is technically towards it. I came up a bit busy so I wasn't able to post it, so this time would be the best right now. I hope you all enjoy. I will be posting my 500 sub special next video soon!
DOOMER - Солнце
zhlédnutí 574Před 2 lety
The song is by Peremotka I'm really sorry about the lack of content lately, but don't worry, I haven't abandoned the channel, and I never will because I really enjoy doing this. I've been just taking some time off to work on myself since things are a bit rough right now and I've been dealing with a lot. I'll also try to start posting normally. My next upload will be fairly soon since I've alrea...
DOOMER - Прости, Земля
zhlédnutí 1,5KPřed 2 lety
Song is by VIA "Tankist" Sorry about the lack of videos lately, I've just been going through alot lately and I'm trying to sort myself out. I will start to pick up a schedule of how much I post. And if you want me to do a song for you, just let me know and I'll do it
DOOMER - До-Тла/это пройдет (400 Sub special)
zhlédnutí 748Před 2 lety
Songs are by Egorbez and Gore lukovoye I am really thankful for your guy's support to my channel and I hope you all can make it grow more, it really means alot to me. Like always, I'm free to make songs for others, it's perfectly fine with me. Anyways, have a good one! - Soviet Survivor
DOOMER - Нам с тобой/Красно-жёлтые дни (белый альбом)(300 Sub Special)
zhlédnutí 647Před 2 lety
The songs are from the band KINO Thank you guys so much for 300 Subs! This means an absolute lot to me and I'm happy to keep making this genre of music as long as it keeps you guys happy and pleased with what I'm pushing out. If there are any song requests, just let me know in the comments and I will get right to it. I know this video was a bit late since we are at 332 subs, but it's here. Enjo...
DOOMER - Обнимай
zhlédnutí 1,4KPřed 3 lety
The song is by Kukryniksy My friend Th3ory requested this one, feel free to recommend a song like always, I won't deny it!
DOOMER - Спокойная ночь (Последний герой)
zhlédnutí 4KPřed 3 lety
DOOMER - Спокойная ночь (Последний герой)
DOOMER - Про дурачка (200 Sub Special)
zhlédnutí 509Před 3 lety
DOOMER - Про дурачка (200 Sub Special)
DOOMER - Панихида по планете/Cпокойная ночь
zhlédnutí 13KPřed 3 lety
DOOMER - Панихида по планете/Cпокойная ночь
In the zone
Best guitar music
Live to forget my friends.
I know I’m a bit late to the party, but I do hope you come back. I have watched almost every one of your videos and I like every single one so I do not know if you will read this message or not but I hope you return.
found you through your "he was a good stalker" cover when i was also horribly depressed, years ago and just came by to check your channel after not visiting for a long time. i hope you are well, and will one day return to us, but if you cannot return, i hope you at least find yourself in a happier living status. see you around.
when you fight for your independence
If anyone wants to listen to a story of mine, then feel free. I was playing solo on ark pvp, on Xbox, and I found that my auto turrets had killed some guy with a rocket run loadout. I invited him to a party to shit talk him. He turned out to be a kid from the uk the same age as me, 14. We bonded a lot, and would play all summer, and then winter, until one day he told me he was getting a pc. I already had one, so we both bought s.t.a.l.k.e.r. at the same time and played through it all. This was both of ours' favourite song from the game. One day, he was offline the whole day. I thought this was weird, and then the next day he was off aswell. Then the whole week, the whole month. Eventually, he joined the party, but it wasn't him. It was his brother, telling me he passed away in a car crash, with his mom. I didn't know what to say, and I just sat there, with his brother, crying in the party together. It was one of the saddest days of my life, because he was my only friend. His brother later told me, one of the songs played at his funeral was this one. I asked what the exact time that the song was played. He said it was played at "probably half two." So I waited 3 hours, because of the uk/us time zone differences, and when it reached 2:30, I played this song, while I was in a forest near my house. It started to rain on me really hard but I didn't care because I couldn't let him go. I was imagining he was there with me, and we were just talking to each other. One of the weirdest days of my life. 31st may, 2021. 3 years ago, today. That's why I'm here, remembering him. There's tears rolling down my face now, but they're happy tears. That sort of good nostalgia, where your happy that it happened. I could just talk about anything with him. We were both there for each other. But he isn't here for me now. Not since what happened to him. Only recently, I've begun to accept he's gone. But hey, such is life in -our world- the zone :) I would say he was a good stalker, but to me that feels like I'm saying that he died. He isn't dead, because a stalker is only dead when he is forgotten. I'll remember him till I die.
I hope you are doing better. Love your work.
This was his last post... hopefully he is doing well and if not rest in peace...
Don't give up. BE THERE. BE HEREE. DONT BE LIKE A QUITER. YOUR BETTER THAN THAT I HOPE
Good point he "was" a good stalker but not anymore, he still lives though
Крепись
get through this, like many thinks you already did in life
панихида по планете это просто гимн думеров
Life gives it's hardest battles to it's strongest warriors. Stay strong!
Its been one year now that he has not posted. I hope this fellow brother is allright and doing well.
From time to time i come here to this video to think about my life and choices, and then i watch and read this comment and mini stories, summed up. I cannot stop coming back since the zone wont stop me.
love this
Rest in peace brother
I think this music could be ideal to represent the end of the novel Roadside Picnic
John Fahey.
Виктор Цой жив!
I was doing an Ironman run on Anomaly when I had a run in with Monolith and freedom at the Barrier I helped the freedom soldiers fight off the monolith and after the battle I met and eventually befriended a Stalker by the name of Misha Chrikov. I ran a lot of jobs for him and with him. And I formed a genuine connection with this NPC. Later down the road I found myself at the army warehouse sorting some business with the hippies as usual when I heard a particularly close gunfight erupt. Out of curiosity I checked it out once again it was the damned monolith, at the barrier again. There was a lot of them. The battle was rough and both sides sustained plenty of casualties ultimately ending in freedom repealing the attack. After everything had settled I began to search the dead for patches, roubles and other valuables. As I was searching I realized I picked up a familiar gun, it was an AN-94 with a Kashtan scope and a Gp 25, I looked at the Stalker I was looting and realized it was my friend, it was Misha, I legit began to sob as I realized he’s dead and gone for good. I had only realized he was in an isolated pocket of other bodies with him and 6 other monolith troopers surrounding him dead. He went down fighting. A somewhat cinematic and beautiful ending that you never would have thought was possible in a mod for Stalker call of Pripyat, Thank you for reading my comment all the way through and let my boy Misha Rest In Peace
Hey man, your music has helped me through some of the lowest of my lows. Even though this likely means little to you the content of this channel means a lot to me. Your work, your passion and your life has meaning. We’re here for you man, don’t do anything rash
Боже. Мне эта картинка рассказывает историю двух сталкеров, которые пошли выполнять задание Сидоровича на зачистку мутантов. Но один сталкер-брат трагичестки погиб от лап мутантов. И вот, второй сталкер идёт в сторону Деревни Новичков, понимая, что не смог спасти его. Он никогда себя не простит....
you can leave physically but mentally you're still in it
This song is from omori never played it but theres a secret ending and this is the song that playes
S.T.A.L.K.E.R. is more than a game with its story. Rare to find someone who knows this game. We're terribly sorry GSC...
Decided to check back after a while, hope you get better bro. You've provided us with many great experiences over the time you've been here. До свидания.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Me?
о Виктор цой поет. а зачем голос изменили
This music start da crinyg😭😭😭😭😭😭
See you , take care and don't lose track.
Come on buddy, there is always a way, it's not a movie you know, never end it.
Can you feel it? The ever presenting ticking of the clock, The beginning growing farther away, the end drawing ever nearer? in the end what will it all be worth?
well,it was good while it lasted,hope you get better,times are shifting and it s getting worse out there,so take care,always put yourself first
Как бы я хотела попасть на концерт!!!!! 😘
Good luck, and take care. Life is hard enough as is, but it's always nice to know you are not alone. Also, I hope this isn't a bother, but does this song have a name?
Its from omori i think its a secret ending so that how this song is played This omori game is big and mesd up soo go on yt and watche the lore its a long one but a sad one
man take care, we'll be waiting for you. we all love you here. see you soon
Lec hope a woman will be there that will give him the cure that he needs
Hold on, comrade! Even the darkest night ends with a dawn.
Something compelled me to sub to you, maybe as a spiritual compatriot. As a fond memento, I'll keep this video saved.
thats wacky
It's alright, you've done more than good. It was a nice song, thanks you for the video. Hopefully time will do it's trick and you'll be better, if you ever come back we'll be right here, till then see you space cowboy.
always remember you are not alone, you message, your word... anybody of us feel the same ever, and me and other people i know one way or another ecounter the way to live, to belive. your never be alone just keep stonger, make the love your way of lifetime
know that I have been following you for a long time and that I have always admired the music that you posted, it was not often and yet so fascinating, I discovered your channel when I became interested by stalker and metro, which threw me into a lot of new melancholic and strangely soothing atmospheres coming from the east, which we people from France have learned very little about, but many of us love this kind of music which reflects much more sad emotion that most other music you can hear here, and it feels good, thank you for everything really I'm very grateful for what you produced and I hope you will be better one day.
Stay strong brother. I just broke up with my girlfriend on Christmas Eve and it hit me very hard but I'm still trying to stay positive. Don't do anything rash.
Hope you finde sombody better
All that work and this is how you want it to end? Grow a pair nigga lift some weights go to park life isn't that bad. If you just don't like doing this I can understand that, but stop those excuses you are a product of your choices. Stop jerking off, find God, get a gf, cause life is your OYSTER!!!!
I discovered the S.T.A.L.K.E.R. games at a low point of my life. I was just so tired at life back then. I just despised how mundane life was and my depression didn't help either. But when I found the S.T.A.L.K.E.R. games it was like love at first sight. I don't know if it's the world, the characters, the enemies, the story or something else but I fell in love with the world of S.T.A.L.K.E.R. and it just inspired me to keep going. If any stalkers are reading this. Please remember that you are loved and that darkness isn't forever. Good hunting, stalker.
You don't choose Stalker's life, Stalker's life chooses you
New song added to my library. Good post