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Not being loving U say is not a failure but from the Soul teachings it is an error inside the soul not being loving. Shouldn't we work on the errors in our Soul ? What if the desire, sincere longing to be loving to self is influenced by (generational) spirits ? ( U using the terminology " voices" here. NB imaginary friends are not imaginary. as children we are born with this capability but due to fear and lack of understanding of "grown ups" it gets suppressed and neglected so the child shuts it down ) What to do if that longing is suppressed by childhood anger? isn't it logical to work on that childhood issue(s) first? otherwise aren't we just using the mind and by doing so we neglect what is still inside our Soul ? The mind is of the spirit body, soul is all about emotions. What if that voice is my hurt self? my hurt child, if so it is authentic hurt, no? unless it is the voice of a spirit .Majority of us has been raised very unloving by parents, teachers, environment .. saying my parents did the best they could, is sugar coating , is not sincere from the Soul teachings . what to do if we can't take that blaming voice towards ourself out? that voice to me is childhood anger and just visualizing it by e.g. throwing it into fire does not work for me, i understand it must be felt, but i am scared (?) to feel that anger, so what to do about this step ? Letting go is an emotional process not an intellectual one, it seems like everyone is neglecting this, and it shows by the mental facades people starts to live by, and by doing so detune themselves from the real self that is the Soul, and for someone like me , a sensitive one, it is felt without using the mind interpretations and that saddens me to see/feel. It seems like U live from the mind that U managed to have under control very well, still I am interested to hear Ur feelings about the questions i posted here. Thank U Greetings

Please don't ever delete these videos. I first watched this video in 2016 when I was going through really really bad anxiety. It helped me out tremendously and now in 2024 I'm having some anxiety again, not as bad as back then but still, this video helps me out soo soo much in these times! Just because it happened and it went away doesn't mean it can't happen years and years later. That's why I said, please don't delete this because we might need this in the future.

My first response is: i hate you, i hate myself, why cant i be normal, whats wrong with me, what if you are right? Is everything as terrifying as you say it is? Cant wait to watch the rest of the video.

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You are helping people in so many levels Today morning I just thought to watch your videos . Following you since 2013 Thank you so much Noah !

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(-: I find it hard to believe that an outspoken guy like you could have gone through this kind of thoughts and feelings. As destructive and disempoweing as the experience was, it provided the grounds for some very deep thinking. Makes total sense: this kind of mental and psychological struggle reenforces a resilience, like a rare gem, once the layer of dust is removed, there is only brilliance and worth. Precious. Shine on !

I need to find and experience this kind of acceptance and love at the emotional level...please help me!!

Thanks for this video. Oh wow l can see and feel im full of the self hate and rejection motivation rather than love.. I had the rejection of my emotions constantly as a child and its so ingrained and i have an anxiety disorderwhich feels like so scary that i am trying to avoid the feeling of anxiety and all my feelings really seem unsafe. My brain thinks feelings must be avoided because i have so much anxiety, so i go into my head to try to eradicate anxiety intellectually...of course it doesnt work so im on medication...which cant help the situation in reality. Its a conundrum as my view of myself and in my mind others respect snd even God's love for me seems in my mind to be contingent on my not being anxious....but i am so its a cycle of self suppression and more anxiety and panic as the real feelings are still there despite my efforts to hide and control them. Where to begin?

Thank you so much for this video! The universe recommended your video at the right moment when I desperately needed clarity.

The problem is, I don’t feel happy. I feel sad and I’m not choosing to be sad, I just am sad

Great information! I learned that my jealousy and clinging tendencies are the result of identifying with my thoughts. The ideas in my head that say if I can win her affection or lose them it will relieve my suffering (or define my sense of worth). This a conditioning that was probably brought on by early childhood experiences and reinforced by external influences. But, it also points to a choice in practicing present mindedness and not identifying with the stories in my head. Thank you for the valuable insight.

I didn't expect to find something so powerful on CZcams - thank you.

Thank you so much, I really needed this right now. To feel seen, heard and held. To come back to myself, to the love inside me. It also really helped to be reminded of generational trauma that we carry and that we no longer need to carry this, we can let it go with love. Thank you! Love and light ❤️🙏🏼

I always feel guilty for what I did when I was a little girl. When I was a little girl, I bit my dear baby brother Seth's little ear because he's a late talker. A couple of years later, I threw away his dinner, which was a plain McDonald's hamburger. He was so hungry! Also, when I was a little girl, I accused my loving parents of child abuse. When I was 10 years old, I lied to my elementary school guidance counselor. I told her that Daddy was hurting me. When I was 26 years old, I felt so guilty for lying to her. I wrote her a letter and got everything off my chest. In the letter, I told her the entire truth. I told her that Daddy had never hurt me and that all he ever did was love me. When she got the letter, she called the police department. The police department then called my house when I was doing laundry. Just then, a handsome young policeman came to my house. We all met in the dining room. I gave Daddy a big hug and lots of kisses. The handsome young policeman told me that my elementary school guidance counselor already knew the truth a long time ago. Whenever I apologize to Seth for biting his little ear and throwing away his dinner, he says, "That's okay. I love you very much." I also feel extremely guilty about calling my newborn baby brother Jeremiah evil when I was only 12 years old. Whenever I apologize to him for it, he says, "It's okay, Hannah. I don't remember any of it. I will always love you." Whenever I tell him that the real evil person was me for saying that, he says, "You're not evil. You are a good person. If you love Jesus, then you're not evil. I have always loved Jesus." I also feel guilty about threatening to kill my unborn baby brother Isaiah when I was 9 years old because I wanted a sister. Whenever I apologize to him, he just says, "It's fine, Hannah. I don't remember any of it. It was such a long time ago. Forget about it." Whenever I apologize to Daddy for accusing him of child abuse, he tells me to forget about it. Whenever I apologize to Mommy, she says, "Hannah, you were already forgiven a long time ago. Let it go and move on with your life." I also feel extremely guilty about how I treated my elementary school music teacher I had from the 1st grade to the 4th grade. When I was in the 1st grade, I had a huge crush on him and thought that he was the most handsome man in the world. When I was in the 2nd grade, I started getting annoyed by him. When I was in the 3rd grade, I started hating him. When I was in the 4th grade, I started accusing him of doing things that he never did. When I was in the 3rd grade, he was teaching me and my friends how to play Down By The Station on the recorder. I threw my recorder at him and called him stupid. Whenever I write these sincere apology letters to him, he never writes back. If I ever bump into him in public, I would love for him to teach me how to play Down By The Station on the recorder. That's all I want in life. I'm almost 28 years old and autistic. Whenever I write to my elementary school music teacher, I always hope that he writes back, but guess what? He never does. He probably hates me now.

I do have a anger problem and I need to do control myself and handle situations in a better way but I know I can do this but I need to face the pain and to heal myself emotionally

Thank you. I have a problem with the term self-"worth". Worth is synonymous with value, which implies a market where your value is compared to other things of value. Perhaps self-respect is a better term

I can't hardly even articulate or Express how much gratitude and love I have in my heart for your courage and bravery and just the fact that you're making this video thank you I love you

You are really my CZcams therapist 😢thank youuuuuuui I feel better now I realized that’s why ! Yes

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Thank you for being you.

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Thank u so much for this..

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Noah! Much loved being in my extended universe. You are a shining star in my night sky, from which my bearings are gaines and my direction, even if it is waiting in place, can be found. Bless your generous giving heart! ❤ 😍 ❤️

"Happiness is what remains when we lose these negative thoughts." This guy finally found the answer I've been searching for for years.

Do you have a book about this ?

Thanks dude but bullying works just like cancer. It sticks in your mind and grow, grow, grow, and no matter what you do, the pain just grow. Then, one day, you realize that you're possessed by the pain, just like a nasty sickness. You can't move, you can't be alive, you just can't breathe. Oh yes, you can breathe and live 80 year if you want... but just your body. Your soul is long time ago dead. So... its life, dude. Some people, in high school is mean to be a leader. Someone, no. Just accept it brother. Peace.

God Almighty Bless You You Saved My Life This Video Captured My Exact Problem Please How Can I Book A Session?

Affirmations work my friend sorry but your wrong

Am afraid to be in this mood I am abuse by everyone in my life family and everybody else when I feel sweetheart 💔.

Wow this is eye opening. Thank You!

Noah, you are a gift. You are so helpful and word things in ways I have never heard elsewhere. Thank you!

1. What you like doing. Enjoy yourself and distract yourself from thoughts. 2. Why do you keep thinking about them? Understand why??? We would be happier if they were with you. 3. The experience also has some bad sides. We have to acknowledge this. 4. Embrace singlehood and maybe happiness will come around. You'll be happier without them. 5. Examine your unhappiness.

That was so unburdening.❤

Noah, Please write another book, with all your latest understanding and teaching...

You've helped me so much through the years, you are a blessing, Noah ❤

This video was immeasurably helpful. Thank you for your insight and wisdom, sir.

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Beautiful thank you for sharing I related especially to the moment you cried that you wanted your mommy I feel that way exactly sometimes thank you for reducing shame for me

I’m 29, and sobbed for the first time in almost three years. Thank you for your gentle approach and love ❤

i lost the ONLY human being that i ever Lovedit was sudden death tru car accidennt i was hurt but my Godess died after a few days ist been 6 months but i cant stop thinking of my Godess evrytime i sit or sleep thesre no chance that i can forget her i am amusician and statred playing my guitar again but my angel wife was always there with me all the time i am 77 years my angel was 82 today 04.07 is her 83rd birthday so how is it humanly possible to even thinking of forgetting even for a few moments , i cant take it anymore why should i suffer and live ? you tube ty jay ijust called

Thanks Noah! Good to see you back and a beautiful day to you as well.

Wow thanks for the advice

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