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This song was ours.....

Solo quiero dormir bien esta noche

It is literally 1:30 am and raining outside... I've found the perfect place to be on yt

Its 2:30 am

1:31 AM

ذكرى ، مراجعة قواعد بيوم ميلادي 27 may ساعه ١:٣٠ ليلاً 💫

damn I remember crying my eyes out while arguing with my ex. We had a huge age gap and he lived far away. I treated him so bad. maybe things weren't supposed to work out:/

she changed it all. i grew up with autism, a chronic illness, and severe depression. i was stuck-up, lonely, and lost. i wouldn't speak to other children in preschool and kindergarten because i thought i was "too mature" for them. i was bad at expressing love, and my parents convinced me to start believing that i was incapable of love/being loved because i didn't express it. i hated people. everyone. i thought people were like an terminal illness. you live and die with them without a choice. i hated myself. when i was six i devised a plan to end it all. then i moved cross-country. and i met her. she was perfect. kind, outgoing, and so, incomprehensibly happy and innocent. i couldn't figure it out. i was infatuated. she was my first friend. my first crush. my first love. i had never loved, platonically or not, in my life. not once, until her. and she loved me too. when i was 13 we started dating in secret. in a toe-curling, cry-to-each-other, dance-in-the-rain-while-thinking-of-each-other kind of romance. we were (and are) so in love. we were found out a day before our one-year anniversary. my parents have always hated her. they hate her because she's everything i always needed in a person. they hate her because i'd do anything for her. they hate her because i wasn't supposed to ever love or be loved. both my parents are aro/ace so they really don't understand. it's been nearly three years since we started dating. through it all, we triumph. hand in hand, over and over again. we've never had a fight. there's no jealousy. she is my sanctuary and i am her home. we've grown up together and are permanently intertwined. wherever we go and whatever happens, part of our hearts will always belong to the other. this song reminds me of all the unavoidable pain of love. but the storm is outside of us. we are pure in a world of chaos. perhaps you need a reminder that the storm is outside of you, too.

It was actually 1:30 when i turned this on

Whos here cuc there having a bad day this song is 😢❤

Il est vraiment 1h34 😢😶

3 million views :)

3:02

أحاا رجعني لأقوى الذكريات

“What the hell did I do?” 4 years ago….i was hurt…. After 4 years….the wound still hurts….

It’s 3:40 and im crying

It's 1:30 am fr

Every time i feel sad , upset or angry i listened to this , it's make me clam . It's like Magic for me

2 months ago i was in the psychiatric hospital and i was listening to this song endlessly and crying now that i remember that days i get shattered all over again

This voice reminds me of myself. I have burned up all my energy and love due to the loss of my family and my loneliness. I do not know how I will build a family in the future, how to give love and attention to my husband and children. I do not know who would accept to live with a person without feelings like me. I don't think there is anyone who will give me love like my mother did. I'm still searching for a father and I can't find him. There's still a burning in my heart until my end.

Who's here listening in 2024 ?!!?

é sobre ouvir isso as 5:30 da manhã pensando o quanto ela faz falta kkkkkkrevive ai mulher pfvr eu te amo tanto tanto tanto

3:30 adding a random timestamp just so i can keep adding on more to this comment and come back

started this song and i see her name pop up in my notifications

Its raining here and also 1:30 am

this isnt life for me

what did i do? what i do wrong? i knew i wasnt pretty enough for you. why did you lie about all of the i love yous? why did you tell me we have time ? why did you not tell me that you didnt feel the same anymore? why did you let me destroy myself for you? why did you pretend? why did you move on so quickly like i meant nothing? how did you forget the 2 years ? why make me feel stupid for all of that now? why because it was me? it wasnt someone you loved but someone who loved you right.

01.38

I love Billie 😊❤

I can't explain how much I hate myself

Its 02:42 am

When I was 14 I often took the bus to go to college and even to go home sometimes I was with friends and sometimes not...one day we ended up rather because my teacher English was not present the bus was rather empty I was with 2 friends then a boy joined us for the record I didn't know this boy but we often laugh in the canteen without necessarily becoming friends, That day my 2 friends came down rather because she had organized an outing together I was left alone on the bus with the boy.. I thought then that we were going to go our separate ways like strangers..Yet he started talking to me about himself, asking me my age and then talking to me about these complexes..acne bothers him a lot especially on his face I even remember saying "acne looks pretty good on you" ( I didn't know how to compliment a boy ) Then he laughed and told me that he didn't know how to take this compliment :,) then for a moment I got a little angry because he was talking about this red hair and saying that it wasn't pretty either...then we just talked until I got off the bus (he got off 3 stops after me) The next day I asked my best friend to ask him if he wanted my phone number. (I'm extremely shy) he accepted, we continued talking then..I fell in love with him even today I still haven't confessed to him because I'm afraid of being rejected and that he stops talking to me forever so I love him in secret ❤️ Thank you very much if anyone read this for taking the time to read my little story ❤️

1:17

everytime i listen to this i hear "you didnt even say i love you" i know its not that but yeah.

I miss you a lot, B. Our daughter Mimi is growing up so fast, and being a single dad is tough. I really wish you were here to share these moments with us. I hope whatever made you leave was worth it. We're always here, waiting for you. 🥀

I need a break from life. 😞

I hate this song. Last time I heard this song was when I was 14 me and My family and I wear going to my grandma and we had car accident I was there to and a drunk man just crush his car into our car I lost there 4 people I saw there 4 people that I loved and still love all de@d. Me and this man survive me and this fuc**ng drunk man. I didn't knew where my brother was for 10 year becouse he stayd with my mom when our parents got divorce then I found him when he was 16 we wear happiest siblings in the world and i found him to late i found him one week before accident. I told myself that i will find this man who killed my brother dad boyfriend and best friend and ask him why he was there, why he was drunk. And i found him i asked him those things and he told me that he just got divorce with his wife and he tried to kill himself i was screaming at him why he do this wy he tried to kill himself then he told me that "Death is brutal truth and live is beautiful lie". Two months ago when I spoke with him I went to his house and tried to met him I find him laid on the floor with bear in his hand and bl_od in his mouth and i also found next to his body pice of paper that said " I'm sorry that i killed your family Tom". Now I think that's all things are my fault I want to go to my grandma i tried to fond this man that's my fault that i screamed at him that's probably why he killed himself 14 years girl killed a man who killed hers family with her mind

It’s hurt when u think u know this person..I mean u shred so many things together all this 3years memories But in the end u see u are left alone with the word “ wait I need some time “ and just like that we became a “past life friends “ And since that day till now everything become just gray

If i wasn't crying until now, after reasing all of those stories i feel like weeping

Mourning the body ive lost and the weight i gained 😢

2024! I love you -- Billie Eilish)

i miss my concert days :(

such a sad sad song😭💕💕

It's 1:30 am and I can't sleep

It's not true Tell me I've been lied to Crying isn't like you Ooh-ooh-ooh What the hell did I do? Never been the type to Let someone see right through Ooh-ooh-ooh Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Ooh-ooh-ooh Up all night on another red eye I wish we never learned to fly I-I-I Maybe we should just try To tell ourselves a good lie I didn't mean to make you cry I-I-I Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Ooh-ooh-ooh The smile that you gave me Even when you felt like dying We fall apart as it gets dark I'm in your arms in Central Park There's nothing you could do or say I can't escape the way, I love you I don't want to, but I love you Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh

lyrics <3 It's not true Tell me I've been lied to Crying isn't like you Ooh-ooh-ooh What the hell did I do? Never been the type to Let someone see right through Ooh-ooh-ooh Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Ooh-ooh-ooh Up all night on another red eye I wish we never learned to fly I-I-I Maybe we should just try To tell ourselves a good lie I didn't mean to make you cry I-I-I Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Ooh-ooh-ooh The smile that you gave me Even when you felt like dying We fall apart as it gets dark I'm in your arms in Central Park There's nothing you could do or say I can't escape the way, I love you I don't want to, but I love you Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh

Hang on, give me a minute and read this. I know you probably feel miserable right now, or maybe you feel numb to pain, or maybe you just want all your suffering to go away, but I need you to know that no matter what happens "everything ends and nothing will mater in the end" as Billie has said one day. If Billie made it through depression then so can we. You are not alone, sure you may be alone in a room contemplating a lot of things but that's part of the process to finding who you are. You are not alone, I am with you. Remember God loves you. I don't wanna sound like every other religious comment but I'm saying this from the bottom of my heart as someone who's really going through it, your not alone as God is there fighting your battles that you cannot see. Dear stranger, I already love you, y'know why? It's because I understand you whilst I don't understand myself but I understand this pain you and I both feel. Imma let you on in something quite hard for me to say on the internet. I've lost myself and who I was and who I wanted to be years ago but nobody noticed, I mean I was the shy, quiet kid but those types of kids are the ones that understand the most, now this isn't my point of me wanting to tell you something but this is. (my band director whom is literally the best person ever, Idek how he does it being so nice yet so understanding, so smart, so funny, so cringy, so talented and yet still have all this pain all because his dad went absent even after his wedding, but anyway one day which was this year in 2023, he had pulled me into his office during 3rd period which was my Spanish class and walking down those halls to his office gave me the most anxiety, fear filled, and I didn't want nothing more than to hide and nothing more to stay in my 3rd period Spanish class than be in his office talking act whatever he was going to say because his body language and face expression was not the kind you want to see everyday it wasn't the kind where you felt safe only the opposite, it was everything that made you think you did something wrong, except you didn't have a clue what this is abt or even know what you did. Walking down those halls of November 21st 2023,on a Tuesday was the quietest thing to ever experience, now I don't know about you but I felt fear like no other. Once, we got to his office after I had taken a seat, I could feel my heart pounding faster and faster then he finally asked his question "Why do you think your in here" I replied "I actually have no clue." to in which he replied "your mom wants to pull you out of band" those 9 words broke me to pieces he also later said "are you Okay and do you feel safe at home." to which I didn't know how to answer except in a soft, quiet voice that breaks every second and breath I took because I knew I didn't sometimes and that was really hard for me to say to someone who thought I was okay. Now the conversations and his presence make me feel awkward and uncomfortable to be around, in which I had never felt uncomfortable to be around him, I've always felt joy and pride that I was a band member, and I felt proud that he was proud of me as a band member and as someone he's met. I went from this quiet, shy kid who would never talk up, to someone fulfilling my needs and being brave and also as someone who finally didn't care what others thought, I became so good at ignoring people I hated that I don't even notice them or remember they existed. to this day of November 2023, I am still uncomfortable to be around him, and even talk to him because he now knows I'm suffering and is concerned for me, in which I never wanted him to be. Ive only always wanted him to be proud of me. and maybe even be his favorite clarinet that gets better because she practices, and works hard to get better and shows that I want to be in band. Ive only ever wanted him to feel pride in me. Now I only just want him to NOT know that I'm not okay. and remember I'm here for you so we can get better together! we can do this.

Corina😢

harry styles saved me. thank you for this. <3

i sad cause i dont have feel about that things i loved them...