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Both, it keeps switching, like a movie.

HEY ELLISEEEee i clicked the thumbnail because of the title gonna watch now thanks for uploading.

I think her theory is stupid. Maybe relatable to this topic not sure, but she could ask how people refer to themselves in there mind, do they say "we" or "I"

How can you see YOUR OWN MEMORIES in third person and not first? I remember what my voice said but apart from that but it is literally impossible to see it in third person, that is literally a hallucination, or imagination at least. Not to start talking about how memory corrodes and is faulty in the first place.

Cool video, but please change your pin and censor it in future videos :). I'm one of these 3rd person memory guys. Oftentimes you can already catch such people by the way of their writing. It seems to me too, that such people tend to focus more on others, their surroundings; and if they are focusing on themselves, they focus in the way of "What is me doing with/to the environment?". The usage of "me" instead of "I" was an active choice, to highlight the detachment to the self. It's about the body controlled by me and not that I am the body. If there are any consistent connections to depersonalization (that's the dissociative form of this), I don't know. But may be. The highly emotional memories you mentioned, are traumas. Especially for children it's normal to dissociate when experiencing trauma. It's a protection mechanism. This happens because your brain could not process that this happened to you, so it removed you from the experience to survive anyways. That doesn't mean that you dissociate in all traumatic situations, but it is one way of reaction. As you described, people pleasing and humor are coping/protection mechanisms as well. One important thing about dissociation: Everyone does it, it only gets a disorder when it reaches a level where it makes your life harder. Creativity has nothing to do with this phenomenon, as far as I know.

This is so relatable! Also I love listening to you it feels like I’m on a FaceTime with you

Randomly just found you and I thought you'd have +100k but damn, gonna be a new supporter now <3

So comforting to hear this, thank you for sharing! I have been struggling with body image since I was a kid. Looking back, I was totally normal, maybe not as thin as others, but still in the range of healthy weight, yet family, schoolmates and media kept pointing out that I was too fat. Exercise and diets fueled by insecurity and hate towards my body just made me hate exercise and restriction, and I would always drop both if one of it didn't go perfectly. I hope I'm on the right path this time around. I found exercise that I actually enjoy (dancing, yay!) and do for fun and started fixing my relationship with food, independently on exercise. I just feel so much anger towards everyone that made me so insecure. I hope to overcome this one day, and hearing and sharing these deeply internalized thoughts sure helps.

i do that hate working out thing to this day lmao, idk how to get rid of it but im trying to transform the goal of the workouts from just looking somehow to being healthy, having functional muscles and being physically active idk

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Feels good to know that I’m not the only one who has felt these exact emotions and images of yourself. It’s so frustrating to deal with and feels escapable. I really related to the compulsive workouts and the looking back at ur body and being like wtf ur snatched 😭 Thank u for this video really 🤍 and I hope you are able to positively see yourself and have healthy relationships with urself

I don’t know how CZcams knew I needed this, but I did. I agree so much with what you are saying, my school/Uni years were same 😢

I do not struggle with body image issues, why am I watching this

5:40 this was my experience in college, which sucks. Because college is supposed to be the place where you make lifelong friends. I just finished college and I see the group I used to be with hanging together on social media without me.

Yet another impossibly gorgeous girl 😩

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Niceeeeeee quality video, also the message ❤

no idea how i stumbled onto this part of youtube but i like it

this was on my youtube home page. so cool to hear these stories thank you for posting

THANK YOU FOR BEING THAT FRIEND 😭🫶🏻

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An introvert is an extrovert when they’re around people that they’re comfortable with 😅

just subscribed! i loved this video and your content.

3:23 a whole mood

😂😂😂 he forgot his ID omg

Hwhwhwhaha they all look bomb

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