Video

꼭 행복하시길...

나중에 한번 놀러 가봐야겠네요

Oink Oink.. My Heart.. what I felt.. How am I suppose to face YOU as friends if I am starting to Love YOU.. I can't take the words Back because I already confessed to YOU.. as I would turn back to look at the work Shop.. I see the lights turned Off and it was pitched dark.. means I know that YOU left.. so.. Do you love someone else.. does the man loves YOU more than I do.. I mean if that man can treat YOU well and can make you the most happiest.. gives YOU joy and can share his Love to YOU.. then I know that I should back Off.. but.. YOU don't give me any chance.. why don't you see me.. YOU do not know unless you can give me the chance too.. WHY can't I be close to Your Heart.. why can't YOU give me the chance.. why are YOU giving the Other man the chance but Not Me.. is it really only friendship YOU want.. but what if I don't want to be just friends.. what if I want more.. that is why I have made this known to YOU.. I want more than just friends.. I know that if YOU just give me a chance.. there is a better chance that YOU can love Me.. I don't want YOU to be with someone who will Not love YOU.. what If He does not love YOU.. or cannot tell YOU how much He loves You.. but YOU know that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. How much I need YOU.. how much I need you close in my life that I can keep on loving YOU.. Why can't Your Heart be open to Me.. Please tell me.. so that I would know.. I know that I can love you where YOU will know that YOU are being loved.. only if YOU can open Your Heart.. let me IN so I can show YOU.. tell YOU that I love YOU.. as I stood.. looking at the work shop being pitch dark.. I can see the MOON.. as I would star to walk away from the tree.. and I would head to the work Shop.. I do open the door to go inside.. it is dark.. and it is empty inside this room.. only the window I can see.. as I turn to look through the Window.. I am inside the Work Shop.. only thing that I feel is that I am missing YOU now.. even though I don't want to be here.. but for some reason.. it is because I started to Miss YOU lead me back here.. I get closer to the Window.. I see a Picture.. I am wondering.. WHY is this Picture here.. and I get closer and closer to the window.. as My hand grabs the Picture.. I take a LOOK.. and I look.. the Picture belongs to YOU.. it is YOU.. the Work shop is dark.. the room is empty.. but only thing that is here is Your Picture.. I put my hand on the chest.. missing YOU like crazy.. and looking at this Picture does Not help me at ALL.. I know that this Picture was not here.. I remember coming to this Work shop before I went to Outside.. in the back.. the tree and the field.. I came here first.. when it was day time.. I looked at the same window.. but I did not see it.. as I look through the Window.. I see someone.. in a beautiful dress.. and I am thinking.. it is the same dress in this picture of YOU.. and I see the person walking towards the Tree.. and I am thinking.. is it really YOU.. YOU told me that YOU never loved Me.. that YOU told me that YOU only wanted to be friends.. and I remember you telling me.. YOU started to love someone else.. and that he treats you well.. and he tells YOU how much he loves YOU.. when I hear those words as YOU would smile telling me about Him.. My Heart.. it felt like sharp pains into my chest.. I wanted YOU to stop telling me about another man loving You.. but.. I would only listen to Your words and like YOU said.. I had to be Your friend.. I remember that Day.. YOU told me that YOU are not going to work here anymore.. that YOU are going to leave this work shop.. I felt so hurt.. Now.. YOU are pushing me off.. I thought that YOU wanted to be friends.. I wanted to ask YOU.. maybe I can adjust and try to be Your friend.. losing YOU would be the most painful in my Heart.. as long as YOU are close.. I know I had to accept even though I did not want too.. but I knew to be close to YOU.. to love YOU distance even though I am close.. maybe I can still put up a fight.. maybe when YOU are near even just to be friends.. I can try to convince YOU.. that I be waiting for YOU.. not as friends but as someone who Loves YOU.. just has to be patient by being YOUR FRIEND.. but I would hear you tell me.. That YOU are now leaving work.. why then did YOU say let us be friends.. I guess YOU Just knew that it be the hardest part for me because I loved YOU.. but if I truly love YOU.. even being a friend can be good as long as someday will come.. just hoping that day be sooner and never be later.. and I wanted to try.. and I told YOU.. then let us be friends since YOU wanted it that way.. and when I saw YOU turn away from the tree.. heading back to the work shop.. I would hear.. YOU are leaving work and has decided to move on.. I just can't believe those words.. why you be telling me be friends.. I guess YOU knew that it was Not going to work.. maybe because YOU know that my Heart is stronger.. My feelings and emotions are stronger to love YOU.. because I know that I can love YOU.. as much as YOU can open Your Heart to me.. I know I will tell YOU.. keep on telling YOU how much I love YOU.. but Now.. leaving me.. telling me you wanted to be friends.. rejecting me that YOU don't love me.. that YOU love someone else.. it hurts to feel this UP and Down.. because I want YOU for myself.. So I had to let YOU go.. I watched YOU go into the Work Shop.. the lights were On.. I saw the Lights turn Off.. I just knew this was the end for me.. false Hope and wishes.. as I walked back alone.. I went into the Work Shop.. I stood all alone in the pitch dark room.. I started to cry.. as I would look out the window.. what made it worse is that the rain started to fall.. I saw the rain pouring down.. and I would sit on the ground.. leaning on the wall.. I just could not take this pain any more.. I was loving YOU just too long.. I did not even confessed too you because I did not want to feel this way.. which for some reason it did hit me harder.. I sat in the Work shop.. dark room.. I would raise my head UP too look at the window.. watching the rain shower down waters.. but I kept on hurting.. My Heart kept on feeling this Pain.. this ache of eating me deep inside.. and I would tell myself.. what if I kept it to myself.. what if I did not tell YOU anything at ALL.. then YOU would still be here.. YOU would not leave the work shop.. am I so foolish.. I should not say anything at all.. but to kept to myself.. then I can still love YOU being near.. but it has been so long I was hiding this feeling inside.. I was so scared to tell YOU because of this.. YOU give me memories of many joy and laughter.. I would smile More.. Looking at the mirror looking at my face.. trying to dress better to impress you.. Now.. there is NO ONE here.. and I see just the rain falling down.. can hear the sound of the rain hitting on the window glass.. WHY did I tell YOU.. I should Not say anything to YOU.. then YOU be close to me.. but I begin to want more.. want you closer than just.. wanted to say I love YOU.. and was hoping for YOU to accept my Heart so that I can tell YOU these words.. telling YOU how much I wanted YOU.. needed you and to tell YOU I love YOU.. I want to be with YOU and spend the rest of my Life with YOU.. holding YOU close in my arms.. as I am standing in the dark room.. of the Work Shop.. I see YOU.. I am standing.. looking at your Picture.. looking at Your Dress.. as I would look through the window.. I see someone who is wearing the same dress.. and by the tree.. I see the hand touch the tree.. I am wondering.. Is that YOU.. Is it really YOU there.. I was over there.. for hours waiting for YOU.. I was there when the Sun was UP.. Now the Sun comes down and the MOON comes UP.. I am here.. inside the work Shop.. if it is YOU.. can you please turn around.. I am here.. inside the work shop.. I have Your Picture with me.. if it is YOU who has put the picture.. I have Your picture.. if it is YOU.. Please turn around and YOU will see me looking through the window.. I want to show YOU that I got Your Picture.. did YOU put this picture by the window inside the Work shop.. if YOU have placed it inside and knew that It is I who was Out there by the tree.. Please tell me that it was YOU who placed it here.. I want it to be YOU.. it has been so long since I have seen YOU.. but.. I want to Know.. do YOU know that I never stopped loving YOU.. I am here waiting.. for a long time I came here wondering.. maybe one day.. some day YOU be here too.. I wanted to see YOU but only chance and only hope was this One door.. I would stand by the door.. I would tell myself.. Just don't give UP and I started to knock on this door.. it felt like this door is never going to open.. but looking at Your Picture.. there must be a reason why your Picture came to my door.. and I wanted to find Out Why.. and just knowing YOU are like a Flower.. the Most Beautiful Flower.. so Beautiful.. I just had to keep on trying.. At first.. it did not make any sense of keep on knocking.. it was hard after a while.. because this Door did not open.. I did not hear any foot steps.. No sounds coming from the insides.. I hear nothing.. and I would keep on knocking.. but.. I would see Pictures changing.. and I knew.. YOU know that I want Love.. YOU know that I wanted love from YOU and that I wanted to give all of my Love to say to YOU How much I love YOU.. I want to tell YOU that I loved YOU and I still love YOU.. I kept on trying as I would be knocking.. after awhile it felt like nothing is going to ever happen.. but I kept on knocking because I started to feel.. that I wanted to start loving YOU.. and it became Love in my Heart and I started to love and enjoy knocking because I started to love YOU more.. why.. I just do love YOU that is why.. I tried to Stop.. but I would go back.. as I open the Door and I go into the Work shop.. it has been years since I left the Work Shop

I am looking at the paper.. the drawing of a Heart.. and I am standing by this Tall tree.. is this the Right Tree.. can YOU please tell me if I am standing at the right Place.. I see about twelve more Trees behind and All around this Park.. WHY are you telling me to come to this Park without telling me Which Tree to go too.. Is it because I have delayed my Coming.. DO I needs to tell YOU that I am so Sorry.. I am so sorry for Not coming to the appointed Time.. I did Not expect the changing of the weather.. Of course I did have that chance.. the day when It started to rain.. it was the Light rain at first.. then I heard the thunder and saw the flashing of lightening across the Sky.. I know that I should of come.. But when I saw the rain.. and it started to rain down Hard.. I was Not sure if Your Heart.. would YOU of still Put your Heart Up on the Tree Branch.. I want to Know.. I want to know because what if I came.. but.. I did Not see the Heart UP on the Tree Branch.. YOU know How much I wanted to see Your Heart.. but I was Not sure if YOU would of came.. Not saying that I don't trust Your Words but the condition that has taken place.. the situation that was causing to change the direction.. I still would of come.. but.. I had to truly wait.. truly had to delay the Time.. I wanted to say I am so Sorry that I could Not make it on time.. NOW I am paying the price of not coming.. as I am Looking.. I am standing.. which Tree.. is it the Second Tree.. Is it the Third Tree.. am I suppose to walk down to every Tree.. and to LOOK UP at every thirteen Trees that is standing around.. as I am holding the Paper.. I drew a Heart Shape.. Not sure How Big of the Heart it suppose to be but I drew the Heart.. Your Heart very Big on this Sheet of Paper.. I did Not find Your Heart on a Tree Branch on the First Tree.. as I would stop.. standing next to this Big Tree.. I would stand.. holding the Piece of paper.. it is a Drawing of Your Heart.. I want to show YOU.. I want to see if the Drawing on this Piece of Paper matches the Shape and the Size of Your Heart.. I want to show Your Heart.. and compare does it comes very close to your Heart.. I needs to know.. I needs to Know truly.. can YOU Please.. as I am looking at the First tree.. I would show this Tree.. the Piece of paper.. Am I suppose to talk to this Tree.. Maybe this Tree Knows.. maybe this Tree will answer and tell me if YOU put your Heart.. I have One picture.. the Picture of YOU.. and on the Other Hand is the Piece of paper.. the drawing of the Shape and the Big Size of Your Heart.. and I will say.. Please tell Me.. Please Help Me.. and as I am looking at this Big Tree.. the first Tree at this Park.. I know that YOU probably will not speak back to Me.. or tell me anything.. But I wanted to show YOU and ask YOU.. as I would turn the Picture and to show this Tree Your Beautiful Picture of Your Face.. I am Lost.. and I have not come at the Appointed time and had to delay the Time of the coming.. I even asked to forgive Me.. I wanted to say Sorry for Not coming on time.. But.. I did still come even though it was suppose to be few weeks back.. the weather was Not on my side.. it was Not helping me with the time of appointed me to come.. so I had to delay the time to today.. SO I am wondering.. DO YOU know the One who I love.. I know that YOU told me YOU Have left the Heart here.. the Heart.. and I would show this First tree.. the Piece of Paper of the drawing of the Heart.. showing the Shape and the Size of the Heart.. and also showing Your Picture to this Tree.. the first tree.. as I would wait in silent.. I wanted to hear an answer.. But it seems Like this Tree is Not going to answer me.. I feel like maybe this First tree Never saw YOU here at the Park.. or Not see your Heart.. I would Look UP.. looking at the branches.. to the One at the Top of the Branches and I do Not see the Heart.. Your Heart.. I would see people walking and they would pass by.. I see a Man walking By.. and I would stop the Man.. and He turns to face Me.. I would show the Man the Picture of YOU.. and I would ask.. DID YOU ever saw YOU before.. the Man looks at me and smiles.. and I say.. SO you do know who YOU are.. and I asked HIM.. and show him the Piece of paper and it is the drawing of Your Heart.. the Shape and the Size of Your Heart.. the Man looks at a Tree.. and He knows where YOUR Heart is at.. and On the Third Tree.. ON the top of the Branch is a Heart.. and I thanked this Man because He knows where YOUR HEART is at.. the Man goes ON his Way.. and I just can't believe It.. so it was Me who delayed.. if I knew at that TIME.. I should of come but YOU have come at the appointed time.. as I would walk leaving the First Big Tree.. I would pass by the Second Big Tree and I would walk.. Looking at the Third Big Tree.. I am Not sure why would YOU put and I would stop next to the Third Tree.. why.. and as I would compare the height.. I see WHY.. the third Tree is the Biggest Tree and the tallest tree from the twelve Other trees around.. and as I stand next to the Third Big Tree.. I Look UP.. looking at every tree branches to the TOP of.. and I see Your Heart.. I have never seen such a Big Heart.. it is so Big.. the size and the shape.. there is NO match to compete of the Size of Your Heart.. because it is SO BIG as it is.. HOW did that Heart get way UP there.. and what am I suppose to do.. as I am looking at the Piece of Paper.. the drawing of.. looking at the shape and the Size.. I know that I can't even draw at all.. I want to know.. How did YOUR BIG HEART reach UP way UP there.. and It is Not going to fall on the ground.. It seems like the branches are unable to HOLD because the SIZE is SO BIG.. YOUR HEART is so Big.. as I turn.. I am looking at the Third tree.. I would say.. I know that I am so Small.. and Yes.. many times I can feel so weak.. but I know that what I want and what I need is that Big Heart.. I know that YOU are Not here.. that is why I have chose to LOOK at this third Tree.. and If YOU can Hear me.. I can only speak to this Third Tree.. even though I want to tell YOU my Heart.. When you compare the size of Your Heart.. I want my Heart to be as Big as YOUR HEART.. so that I can tell YOU that I love YOU.. Only if the Shape and the Size of My Heart can grow.. and can expand as Big as Your Heart.. can I tell YOU then that I love YOU.. I need to say It to YOU.. I want to say it to YOU.. telling YOU that Course of time.. My Heart.. it was able to reach its height as Big as Your Heart.. if two Hearts are the right Size and Shape.. I know that I can Love you as Much as I can.. but it needs to grow and expand its reach Like Your Heart.. If my Heart is so Small.. How can I love your Big Size Heart.. Please.. tell me How can My Heart be as Big as Your Heart.. If My Heart can be big as Your Heart.. I know that I am able to float into the air.. and as I can be lifted UP.. I can Open my Arms wide.. and grab.. and PULL your Heart closer to my Heart.. TO my Chest and Let Your Heart hear my Heart crying inside because finally Our Hearts can meet each Other.. for the first time in a long time I can really let my tears fly Out of my eyes because I can say Finally I can tell Your Heart.. How much I love YOU.. How much I missed YOU.. able to share and tell Your Heart.. I have missed YOU so Much but also been loving YOU so much.. waiting over and over.. letting the time pass by.. but even when the TIME kept on going.. I have Never stopped loving YOU.. I have never stopped missing YOU.. always thinking of YOU.. thinking of when can I see YOU so that I can tell Your Heart.. I love YOU.. holding Your Big Heart into my Arms.. I would kiss your Heart.. your BIG HEART and say.. I can't breathe.. ready to exhale.. when I kiss Your Big Heart.. I can inhale.. when I exhale I will say.. can YOU Hear my Heart Beat.. wants to follow the Beating of Your Heart.. let our Hearts beat together and can make sound and music inside.. but I need YOUR Heart.. I first am asking for Your Heart.. so that I can tell YOU what My Heart truly feels inside when I am close to YOU and close to YOUR HEART.. able to let it ALL OUT and I would again.. Kiss your Heart and whisper to Your Heart.. I love YOU.. I wanted to say and tell YOU.. by telling YOUR Heart.. I have been longing for this day to Come.. I wanted this day to come sooner but it seems like the TIME is Not on my side right Now.. NO matter How many times I would say.. I would write and to tell YOU.. I wanted to say it a lot sooner.. waiting part can be very Hard.. can be difficult when YOU are unsure about the situation or about the TIME.. will it ever come.. WILL I ever able to tell YOUR HEART that I love YOU.. but.. as I am looking at this Big Tree.. the Third Tree in this Park.. when the rain came the first Night.. the SNOW started to fall on the second Night.. through the winter storm I saw.. nothing but SNOW was Out.. staying inside the House.. felt like I was locked.. because I knew that I had to go to see Your Heart.. it was killing me while waiting.. it was killing me because even I started to think about.. what if YOU did COME.. and YOU have placed Your Heart on the TOP of the Branch.. and What if You will take Your Heart away so that I cannot see Your Big Heart any more.. there was One Part.. maybe YOU did Not come.. but another side of me told Me.. I know that YOU will keep your Part.. You will keep your Promises which when I asked the MAN who was passing By.. He told me He saw YOU coming.. You were Holding Your Heart.. Your Arms around Your Big Heart.. and as He stood there watching YOU.. it started to rain.. YOU would start to climb UP on the Third Tree.. with Your Big Heart On your Back.. and saw Your BIG HEART crying as YOUR arms and hands let go climbing back down ON the Big Tree.. the MAN looks UP

Park.. that It was located on the Third BIG TREE.. I would be walking with tears in my eyes.. because I knew that I should of Came before.. that I should of come on the appointed time that YOU TOLD ME to come.. I could of saw YOU.. if I saw YOU.. I would of grabbed unto Your Arms.. and pull YOU closer into my arms because I would say.. I love YOU.. I would say to YOU.. if I came that day.. the appointed time that YOU gave me the Note to come.. I would asked YOU.. it is very dangerous to climb up.. when the rain comes Hard.. things can happen where YOU would Not believe but.. that Courage and being so brave.. I just wanted to say.. I am so sorry that I did Not come that day.. But.. I now see why YOU have a Big Heart.. such a Big Heart that I want My Heart to be as big as YOURS.. so that I can tell YOU in many words.. how much I love YOU.. and to tell YOU how much I been missing YOU lately.. that I know deep inside.. I need YOU.. I need YOU to need me too.. I need to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I need to say to that Heart.. Your Big Heart.. that I love you.. and I am so sorry that I love YOU and I thank YOU.. thank you for being YOU and also having that Big Heart.. NOW I know how much My Heart needs to grow.. so when My Heart starts to grow as BIG as YOURS.. I can finally say.. holding YOUR BIG HEART.. I love YOU and kiss Your Big Heart and tell Your Heart over and over.. this is why.. I love YOU.. that is why I need YOU so that I can continue to say to YOU that I love YOU.. Feels like the Spring time.. as I am holding the Empty Glass Jar.. around my arms.. I am thinking of Your Heart.. I know that I am missing your Heart.. I want to see your Heart.. WILL you let me see that Heart of Yours.. and I am walking and I stop by this Tall Tree.. and I am wondering if it is this Tree.. I been waiting for this very day.. the weather Out side has been very cold.. looking at the Snow falling.. even it has been raining a lot around this time.. I could Not come to this Tree.. I do missing this Tree.. which I received a Note.. YOU be telling me to come to this Tree.. and I just could not come around for a while.. But.. I am here today.. wondering.. DID YOU leave your Heart here.. I had a dream.. dreaming of the day.. my arms can wrap around.. looking at YOU.. but.. asking if I can see your Heart.. if I am allowed to speak to your Heart.. will you let Me.. will you allow me to talk to Your Heart because that is all I want.. that is ALL I need.. I want to first tell Your Heart.. how much I love you.. but I needs to say It.. I needs to tell It to your Heart.. without Your Heart.. My Love will Not last.. it cannot go very far.. that is why I am asking first for Your Heart.. so Please.. tell me that YOU have left your Heart behind.. as I would sit on the ground.. I would pull out the Paper which was inside this Glass Jar.. I started to Miss you Last Night.. for some reason.. I started to Miss you all over again.. I would be sitting at the desk.. and ON the corner of the Desk.. I would put your Picture.. and as I turn to LOOK at the corner of the Desk.. I would grab Your Picture and I would take a closer LOOK at YOU.. looking through the Picture.. I would say to YOU.. even though YOU may Not hear me.. YOU may never hear my voice.. I would look at Your Picture.. looking at YOU.. I would smile and say to YOU LOOKING at the Picture.. I miss YOU.. and I do Love YOU.. but first.. why do I keep on missing YOU even though I have your Picture with me.. why do I keep telling myself but Looking at YOU through this Picture.. I know that YOU can't hear me now.. But I know.. I believe that One Day YOU will hear me Loud and clear.. Holding YOU close in my arms.. I will say to YOU.. LOOKING at and asking.. is this YOUR HEART.. can I tell YOUR HEART that I love YOU.. will you please let me say it.. that I love YOU.. as I would be looking at the Picture of YOU.. I be very sad.. because when I start to think about missing YOU.. I really really do Miss YOU.. and I would pull out a clean piece of paper.. there is nothing written but just a Blank sheet.. I would grab me the Pencil.. and of course I have Never seen Your Heart.. but start to draw a Picture of Your Heart.. thinking maybe this is How YOUR Heart Looks Like.. the shape and the size of It.. I wish that I can have a picture of Your Heart.. How Big is it.. the shape of It.. can I take A picture of It.. only If I can see YOU.. and YOU holding a Heart in the hands.. I want to click to take a Picture with the camera.. but.. only thing I can do at this Point.. just draw a Picture.. Picture of Your Heart.. and I would put.. Can I write My Name in Your Heart.. would you say something about It if I do.. Please tell me if YOU don't want me too.. because I want to write my Name in your Heart and speak to this Piece of paper of drawing of Your Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to say It.. and tell YOU what My Heart truly feels.. I received few months back.. a Note from You because I have been asking for Your Heart.. that I want to see your Heart.. I been calling YOU On the Phone.. only hearing your Voice.. that is all I can receive from YOU.. but.. I want More than just hearing your Voice.. that is why I started to ask.. If I can see Your Heart.. will you allow me to see Your Heart.. can I get close to Your Heart and Know what is really in your Heart.. I want to hear Your Heart.. even though it can be very far.. even it can be from a long distance.. but I am just asking for this One thing.. Can YOU Please tell me where is Your Heart.. and I be putting YOU on the Loud speaker.. wanting to hear your Voice.. and YOU telling me you be sending me a Note.. when the Note arrives.. YOU are going to tell me where to GO.. and There.. YOUR HEART is going to be there too.. after I heard this from your voice.. I waited for the Note.. day would go by but it be very long as I would wait for the Note.. the Note comes and it arrives.. as I received the Note from YOU.. I open the front door and some one put the Note on the ground.. I do remember when I opened the front door.. I only found the Note on the ground.. I would go to the Note to pick It UP.. as I hold on and looked at your writing on the Note.. I would read it.. It is at the Park.. there is a Tree.. on a top of the Branch.. the Heart is there waiting.. I should of gone when I received it.. I should of walked right when I received It.. but it was raining Hard and I would hear the wind blowing Hard.. and I wanted to go but why on this day.. and I would just close the Door behind.. I do regret not going at that time.. I should of Gone because It is YOU.. I even told YOU that I be waiting for YOU.. for the Note which it came to me.. I do remember grabbing the Note.. walking into the House.. the Next day.. the Snow comes.. and It be very cold.. for weeks it would be cold with the Snow falling from the sky.. I should of Gone is what I should of done.. the weeks turned into Months now.. I would be waiting for the Snow weather to die down.. But why did I not come at the time YOU send the Note to Me.. as I am sitting on the Ground.. I am just looking UP at this Tree.. hoping maybe your Heart is still here.. am I just too Late.. did I come at the wrong time.. It is because I did Not come right.. I am looking at this Note.. with the Date YOU have written it to tell me when.. But.. LOOK at the time now.. I have decided to wait a little more longer.. and I should of come at the time.. at the Moment YOU wanted me to come and to show the Heart.. as I am sitting.. I would pull the Paper.. the Drawing of Your Heart.. I am still wondering.. will YOUR Heart be here.. I know that deep inside YOUR Heart is not going to be here.. because it is ME to be blamed for Not making it ON time.. I am the One to be blamed.. I was asking YOU.. I was begging for a Chance to see Your Heart.. I wanted too.. I also even brought the Camera with Me.. it has the straps around my Neck so that I can take a picture of Your Heart.. Just in case Your Heart falls from the Branches.. I can catch YOUR Heart with the Glass Jar.. as I would sit on the ground.. I feel so Sad.. I feel so Hurt all of a suddenly.. because I missed Out.. was I afraid to come because of the rain.. if it did Not rained at all.. I know that I would of showed UP 100 percent.. and I would push back saying.. maybe tomorrow.. but even when the tomorrow became today.. the weather did Not help me at all.. I should of still gone.. I should of come even though it could of delayed just for one day.. I choose not to come because of the weather.. but if I should of known that I would Not see your Heart here today.. then I could of made up my mind to show UP.. because do you not see that Now I am here.. I have come to see your Heart.. prepared and brought everything I told you that what I am going to do.. I told you that I wanted to take a picture of Your Heart.. to get the closer look.. I even told YOU that I drew a Picture of Your Heart.. Not sure the shape or the size but I wanted to know if it is going to be the same imagine of the drawing and Your Real Heart.. I want to see It.. I want to see Your Heart.. I want to hear Your Heart.. even it can be at the Way top of the branch.. as long as it is You.. it is Your Heart.. as I am looking at the Piece of paper.. looking at the drawing of Your Heart.. I wish that I came sooner.. I wish that I came early.. I wish that I would of walked and ran in the rain.. Just to see Your Heart.. just to see the Shape and the Size of Your Heart.. no Matter How wet I be.. or can be sick from the rain.. I could of catch the flu from the cold rain.. but at least I could see Your Heart.. taking the Picture of it.. your Heart.. and when I get the Photo picture of your Heart.. I would of pulled Out the Blank sheet of paper.. and LOOKING at the Photo picture of Your Real Heart.. I would try to draw the One that is in the Photo picture of Your Heart.. and let you see that this is the Heart I see on the Top of the branch and

Please.. Please give me YOUR Heart because I love YOU.. why can't YOU give me Your Heart so that I can tell YOUR Heart and say to your Heart How much I truly.. really really love YOU.. but the feeling would be at the Best as I would be able to turn the other way.. after I get to see Your Heart.. after I get to LOOK at the Drawing Picture of what I think your Heart looks Like and looking UP at the TOP Branch of this tree and looking actually at Your Heart.. and taking that picture.. taking the picture of Your Real Heart.. and I am able to print out the Photo Picture.. and I do not have to think if it is right but when I am holding the Actual Photo Picture of what I have taken of the Real Heart.. I know that I do not have to imagine it.. but can trace it and copy drawing on a Clean Blanket of Piece of paper.. and I can tell YOU.. I have seen Your Heart.. and here is the proof.. here is what I saw.. and when I saw Your Heart.. I just had to take a closer LOOK.. looking from the ground UP with my eyes was very Hard to know.. but when I put the Camera up.. and I looked through the Lens of the Camera.. able to focus and ZOOM it to get a closer look of your Heart.. I was Moved.. my Heart was moved.. I was touched deep inside.. because It is Your Heart I am looking at.. it is Not another person's heart.. but it is Your Heart who I be loving.. and wanting to see even from afar.. I would say.. even though it be hard for Your Heart to hear me from the ground.. I will tell Your Heart.. I love YOU.. for the first time.. I am saying it loud to YOU.. will you please accept these words of Mine to YOU.. that I love YOU.. and I am just waiting for the day.. I can Hold Your Heart in my arms.. I want to hold Your Heart and tell YOUR Heart.. I am so sorry that I missed YOU.. but I am Not sorry for loving YOU.. missing YOU hurts me More than anything else in the world.. but as long as I can get close to Your Heart.. I only want to see this Heart.. to tell YOU that I love YOU.. allow me to love Your Heart please.. will you please let me love YOU more.. love your Heart too.. as I am sitting on the ground.. I would start to cry.. I know that I came just too late.. I am only looking at the Piece of Paper.. the One that I drew thinking this is the shape and the size of Your Heart.. but I needs to see Your Heart.. not what I think it should be.. I should of come.. I have waited just too long or delayed too long.. Now I am missing Your Heart.. tell me where is Your Heart so that I can go.. go where your Heart is so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. I am so sorry that I came just too later.. Please forgive me and help me again so that I can see Your Heart.. I want to say to Your Heart.. I love YOU.. please tell me.. where do I go now.. where is Your Heart so that I know where to go.. please tell me.. please.. I am looking at the Moon.. I am waiting for YOU.. just thinking about YOU.. Looking at the Moon.. I feel like I am starting to Miss YOU.. when can I see YOU.. can I hear Your Heart.. Can I see your Heart.. Please let me touch Your Heart.. because I need YOU.. I truly need YOU to love me Back.. only wish.. Only hope.. only dreaming if YOU can show me your Heart.. as I am looking UP toward the Moon.. I can picture in that Moon.. the Shape of Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart.. My arm stretches Out.. my hand opens Wide.. my Other arm reaches.. stretches Out.. My Other Hand opens Wide.. if YOU can hear Me.. If YOU are able to hear.. Please listen with Your Ears.. Hear my words because I am talking to that MOON.. can YOU Hear through that Moon.. I want to know.. If YOU are Unable to hear my words.. If YOU are Unable to Hear my Voice.. On the Other side.. Is it Night.. because at this Point.. the Sun has went down and Now.. it is the Moon's Turn to get UP.. and I am looking at this Moon.. Hoping that It is Night on that Other side.. if it is.. Can YOU please come Out.. If YOU are able to see that MOON.. Please come Out from the Place YOU are.. I want to tell YOU something.. I want to speak and tell YOU something.. my hands are both open wide.. asking.. Can YOU Please give me Your Heart.. I will be standing still.. Until you give me Your Heart.. I been asking YOU for a long time.. Did you not forget.. ever since I first laid my eyes On you.. all I ever wanted is Your Heart.. All I ever talked about and asking YOU is for that Heart.. Please give me Your Heart.. Please Open your Heart.. I do not want anything else but Just for YOU to show me Your Heart and Please.. let me have Your Heart.. My Heart has been breaking.. It has been shattered into Pieces.. I am trying to put the Pieces of my Heart together.. without YOU.. I know that the Pieces of my Heart cannot come together.. that is why I am asking for Your Heart.. Only if YOU can show Me.. so that I can see the Shape of Your Heart.. and I can open my chest.. and Put your Heart inside the Chamber.. which been waiting for your Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I want to have YOUR HEART and Put close to my chest.. to see How can I live without YOU.. I know that I can't unless I have Your Heart.. I told YOU already.. How is my Heart be broken and How was it torn into Pieces and Cannot put it back together.. I broke my Own Heart.. So that I can put Your Heart instead of Mine.. that is How close I want to feel Your Heart.. to Feel the Beating of Your Heart.. to hear the Beating.. to hear the sound of Your Heart.. I want YOU very close.. SO close that I can hear Your Heart inside of Me.. so that I can see YOU close.. I am truly missing YOU.. I don't know why.. because it is so Hard to explain at this Point.. if YOU are asking me.. WHY do I miss YOU so Much.. I just saw your Picture.. which I would have it close to Me.. I would take a Look at your Picture.. and only Wish.. Only Hope when can I see YOU close.. will you ever come close to Me.. because the More away YOU are.. the More I want to see YOU close.. the More I miss YOU.. the More My Heart breaks.. breaking and hearing the sound of my Heart.. just breaking into pieces.. and I want to know.. Does Love hurts.. does it hurt you.. because for Me.. it hurts to Love YOU.. it hurts me so much that I can feel the breaking of my Heart.. I want to cry.. I want to cry a lot because it Hurts me more when I don't see YOU.. when I miss YOU.. when I step out side.. and I stand still in silent.. and I look UP.. toward the Moon.. I want to shout at the Moon and Cry when looking at the Moon.. I would say.. Can YOU please come Out tonight.. I wonder if it is Day.. Or is it Night.. If I am able to see the Moon tonight.. can YOU Please step Out side.. On the Other side.. do YOU see the Moon appear before Your eyes.. Look UP at the dark skies.. do you see the stars.. do you see the Moon.. if YOU can see the Moon appear before YOU.. Can YOU Hear me.. Can YOU Hear my voice.. Listen to my words because there is something very Important that I would like to say.. to tell YOU.. and I know for sure you know this and maybe heard it more than thousand times by Now.. But I never get tired of telling you this.. I just hope that YOU never get tired too.. If you do please tell Me so that I can stop.. if YOU hear me.. Please LOOK at the Moon.. can YOU see that MOON.. the same Moon that we can see together.. as I am standing still alone.. I am here by myself.. Looking at that Moon.. I been coming here.. from time to time.. when I think of YOU a lot and my Mind.. it gets very busy because I am thinking of YOU.. before I came Out side.. I saw Your Picture.. I saw the Picture of YOU smiling.. when I saw Your Picture.. My Heart was touched.. I put my hand on the Chest.. and I can feel the Beating of My Heart.. and I would tell Your Picture looking at YOU.. I love YOU.. YOU do not know How much I love YOU.. I am still here.. I am still able to tell YOU.. I am able to write to YOU still.. that shows that I have never lost the touch.. that I think of YOU always.. when I saw Your Picture.. it felt Like I got drunk.. I wanted to fall.. and sit on the floor.. I felt dizzy and my knees got weak when I saw YOUR picture.. I told myself.. I should Not keep on looking at your Picture.. because once I start to look.. I would miss YOU.. Missing YOU leads me to walk Out side.. Missing YOU leads me to Look at the Moon.. and my eyes would wander looking UP at the sky.. Looking for the stars.. and Looking for the Moon.. I would close my eyes.. Both eyes shut closed as I would put YOU in my Head.. a Picture pops in my Mind as I would think of YOU.. and envision YOU.. wanting to see YOU.. I would open my eyes.. as I am staring at the Moon.. I would look at the Moon.. and I would open my mouth and say.. Do you know why I am here tonight.. Do you know why I am lead here.. I saw YOUR Picture.. I saw your Beautiful Picture.. saw Your Beautiful Face.. Now Look what YOU have made me do.. I am asking YOU if YOU can hear me.. Please say something back.. Please tell me something because My Heart is listening.. say something because My Heart is opened to listen.. Say something because my ears wants to hear Your Voice and Your Words.. Please say something because tonight is the Night I really want to hear YOU.. that this very Night.. for some reason I am missing YOU much more.. even though every night I miss YOU.. and I want to see YOU every day.. But on this very Night.. I really really want to hear from YOU.. I want you to Know that I love YOU.. I really really Love YOU.. Why can't I hear from YOU on the Other side.. is it because YOU can't hear me at all.. YOU know that every time I come Out.. every time I look UP at the sky and Look towards the Moon.. I am always expecting to hear from YOU.. but every night.. I would be the One who is speaking.. saying something as I am looking toward the Moon.. after I am done speaking as I am looking UP at the Moon.. I would be so sad.. My Heart be broken.. My Heart be breaking oink

CZcams 최선을 다하십시오.😊

한블리보고 찐팬됐습니다.진심묻어나는 아쉬움 한탄 놀램 다소곳 INFJ성향 다소곳 깊은눈빛^^ 이상형입니다.담생에 결혼해요!ㅎㅎ

6개월에 2개씩 영상 올라오는건가요??

Would say to YOU.. this was why I started to Love YOU.. you wrote when I was at the Most Lowest of the time of my Life and has fixed this Broken Heart by telling me all of this.. I been waiting for YOU.. but YOU never came.. the door was never locked because it is YOU who I been waiting for.. I would be working in the Flower Shop.. waiting if YOU would ever show UP.. but you would never come.. It broke my Heart because what If YOU would stop by.. even just for Once.. I was Not asking for a long time.. even just for few seconds.. it would been enough for Me.. but YOU never came.. working in the Flower Shop without YOU was the most difficult thing for Me because I would be waiting.. even though I knew deep in my Heart that YOU would never show UP.. just hoping that it would be you who would knock on the door.. asking for me to open that door in the Work Shop.. in that flower Work Shop.. I would cry many nights of thinking of YOU.. just remembering all of the memories we shared together in that Shop.. I would watch YOU with the camera.. lights flashes as YOU would take pictures of the Flowers.. asking me about how it grew.. the place where I would planted in the soil.. I would even take you to the spots.. back in the garden.. where YOU would see the flowers in full bloom.. matured and sprung UP for YOU to take a look.. YOU would smile.. I would watch YOU holding that camera in front.. as I would watch YOU looking through the camera Lens and taking pictures of the flowers back in the Garden.. I wanted to Hold YOU.. I wanted to Pull you closer to me.. around my arms I wanted to feel YOU inside.. but I would stop myself of getting closer to YOU.. I wanted to get close.. I wanted to walk and stand beside YOU.. just to feel for seconds.. How you would feel in my arms.. How would you breathe.. How about the sound of the beating of Your Heart.. can I hear it.. will my Heart also make the same sound of Your Heart.. I wanted to get close.. just to see how it would feel.. YOU in my arms.. I wanted you near.. I wanted you close.. I was so close because I would walk but I would stop to step back.. It hurts me because I wanted to feel YOU in my arms.. But I just could not get closer.. Because I knew that YOU would push me to say Back Off.. Just Now How it feels.. Just thinking about YOU.. brings so Much Joy and happiness.. I would smile a lot.. My Heart be moving in a way I just can't control.. my emotions just wants to pour Out to YOU.. I want to stop.. I can't control myself because It has been Hard lately.. Missing YOU is so Hard.. at the same Time.. it brings me a lot of tears.. that I can't stop myself crying.. I don't want to show YOU any more tears.. but It hurts to know that YOU don't want to come close.. so Far.. so Near.. so Close.. the distance between Us.. leaving me to Be hurt.. missing YOU all the time.. but I want to get close.. NO Matter How I feel.. as long as it is YOU.. I will always Love YOU.. don't ask me why do I keep on hurting myself but still loves YOU.. as I am sitting on the Chair.. I am looking at Your Picture.. it is YOU when YOU were with me at the Flower Shop.. holding a flower in Your Hand.. with such a Beautiful Smile.. I remember that it was the day I wanted to show YOU the New Flowers that has been reached the Full Bloom stage.. it was back in the Garden.. the Same camera you were using to take many pictures of the flowers.. I would ask YOU.. take one of the Flowers from the Bed in the back of this Garden.. I watched you lower yourself.. grabbed and pulled the Flower Out.. and telling me that it is this One.. that it is the Most Beautiful One.. Your Favorite and I do remember leading YOU back into the Flower Work Shop.. YOU were standing by the wall.. and Holding the flower in your Hand.. I would have the Camera in my hands.. My eye would look through the lens of the Camera.. I would see YOU.. my finger stopped at the Button.. because what if this be the last picture I could take from this Camera.. this Fear came all over me.. shaking and trembling from the Inside.. I stopped my finger to press.. YOU were wondering why I could not click the Button.. My Heart would skip.. trying to find if there is a Beat.. I would take a deep breathe and my finger presses the Button and the light switches and it takes the Picture of YOU.. when I put the Camera Down.. I am looking at the Wall.. in the Flower Work Shop.. I only see the wall.. I don't see YOU there.. and with me is the Same Picture.. it was the last time I took the picture of YOU because the Next day.. YOU told me that YOU are not going to work with me at the Flower Shop.. that YOU have find someone that YOU love.. and that YOU are going with Him.. and I felt my world turn upside down.. I felt that everything be crumbling.. I saw YOU leave as the Door closes behind me.. I would sit on the Floor.. I would cry Loud and wail More.. I just couldn't control these emotions when it is torn apart.. I would Beat with my hand on my Chest.. I would Hit it so Hard.. I just couldn't stop hitting my Chest.. wanting to Pull my Heart out.. It hurts me because all I see is YOU.. YOU leaving me behind and I am left alone at the Flower Work Shop.. everything began to fall apart.. I started to drink a lot.. heavy into drinking.. crash and burn.. falling apart and falling down.. I just don't wanted to get UP any more.. I just couldn't handle this Kind of Pain.. it was killing me from the Inside.. How can I erase this Pain that is eating me from the Inside.. How can I get rid of this Kind of Hellish Pain.. I just wanted to Die.. for years I felt this way.. I felt like I wanted to give UP.. but.. for some reason.. if I truly love YOU.. I know that I needs to get back UP and try to live.. try to live the best I can.. so that One day I am able to see YOU again and the Day I see YOU.. I will never let YOU GO.. I decided to go and get my Heart check.. if something is wrong with me.. is it My Heart who has the Problem.. or is it just Me.. I came to the Clinic.. just to check my Heart.. I feel so ill.. I feel so Sick.. because I been thinking about YOU too much lately.. I wanted to forget.. I wanted to erase YOU off my Mind so I called to make an Appointment.. so that I can get a Heart surgery.. and I been sitting down on this chair.. waiting for the Doctor to call my Name.. for the Doctor to see me.. I wanted the Doctor to Know that I want to get rid of this Heart.. I put my name on the List.. had many people waiting in the line sitting on the chairs.. the assistant calls My name to go into a room.. NOW.. I go into the Room.. waiting for the doctor.. and as I sit patiently waiting for the Doctor.. I am looking at your Picture.. Looking at YOU holding the flower in your hand.. standing by the wall.. Before I came to this Clinic Office.. I went over this Moring to the Flower Work Shop.. as I walked inside the Work Shop.. I would stand there alone.. LOOKING at the Wall where YOU would stand.. I would look at the empty Wall.. looking at the picture of YOU holding.. the same spot.. you were standing with a smile holding the flower.. the Last time I saw YOU is when I took this Picture.. it hurts Me more.. I would.. the Flower Work Shop was dark and I would be standing alone.. crying looking at the Picture of YOU.. which it was the last time YOU stood by this Wall.. and I just can't let YOU go.. WHY is it me who has to let it Go.. why is it YOU who has to hurt Me.. why can't I ever hurt you and I would look at the Wall.. where YOU would stand the last time and I would scream because my Heart.. It wanted to shatter into pieces.. WHY did YOU have to leave me for someone else.. WHY can't YOU ever know how much I love YOU.. why don't you see me.. WHY can't you see me as the Person who loves you the Most.. and I would again cry.. looking at the wall.. after looking at the Picture of YOU where YOU once stood by this wall.. I would fall to the ground.. and I just can't.. why can't I just let YOU GO.. it is killing me so Bad.. why can't I let YOU GO.. what is it about YOU holding unto me.. like a stronghold.. and I would cry loud.. wailing.. hitting my hand against my chest.. It hurts me just too much because I want to be loved by YOU.. why can't YOU see me for once.. HOW ABOUT ME.. you know that I can love YOU better.. YOU know that I can love YOU more.. I can even love you stronger.. just please give me a chance.. just one chance.. as I am waiting in the Room in the clinic Office.. I know that I may not live for Long.. because My Heart is broken.. It has been shattered into many little pieces.. YOU have broken my Heart.. If I can't fix my Heart.. what am I going to do with this Shattered of pieces broken Heart that is in me.. If I can't fix it.. Maybe the Doctor can help me to fix IT.. what if the Doctor can't fix my Heart.. I am going to ask the Doctor to go me a Surgery.. because what am I going to do with this Broken Shattered Heart.. I can at least donate it to someone else.. give me a New Heart.. someone else can take my Place.. can Have this Heart.. that someone else can Love YOU instead because I know that I can't.. I don't even know where YOU at so how can I love YOU when YOU are NO where to be found.. and I am lost somewhere.. and I would be sitting on this Chair.. LOOKING at the Picture of YOU.. I sit in silence just thinking of the Flower Work Shop.. I want to go back with YOU.. can YOU please go back with me to this Flower work Shop.. I want to live again.. I want to feel that I am alive again.. I want to breathe again because without YOU.. just look at me at this Point in my Life without YOU.. and as I am looking at the picture.. waiting for the doctor to come into this room.. I am looking at your Picture and speaking to the Picture.. the door Opens but it stops.. I am thinking.. maybe it is another patient who just came into the wrong room and I would open my Mouth.. as I am looking at the picture of YOU.. can we please go back

The door and when I open the door to that Flower Work shop and WHEN I open to see who it is.. I wanted to smile to see YOU there.. standing there.. just giving me even few seconds of your presences.. just to say I love YOU.. just to say I missed YOU.. or to say welcome back.. because I just can't let YOU GO.. Because I never stopped loving YOU.. even now I love you still.. I been waiting so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. as I look up.. I hear the door closed.. and I am thinking.. this whole time the door was opened.. I wonder who it is who hear me speaking to Your Picture.. I wonder who it is.. and the door Opens.. my hand opens and the picture falls to the ground because it is YOU who is standing by the door.. That YOU are the Doctor.. My Doctor there.. Feeling alone and lonely.. I just wanted to be happy.. be filled with Love and Joy.. YOU came out of nowhere.. and YOU came to surprise me.. But gone like the Wind that I wanted to look for YOU.. I was just too young to do anything back Then.. But when I hit 18 years old.. I did leave that Orphan Home and started to travel Out.. and I started to wonder about YOU.. where can I find YOU.. where would YOU be.. please tell me.. I remember a Flower Shop was hiring.. and the Owner of the Flower shop started to show Me.. How to raise the Seeds and into flowers it became.. teaching me about the soils and water.. how deep to be planted.. and time and hour to water it.. I wanted to be the Best Flower shop in town.. so I would work day and Night until I made my own mark.. I started to look for YOU after.. When I saw Your Picture.. and Knew that YOU are the One.. I wanted you to be the Only One in my life.. so that I can Love YOU.. I can love you More and More.. the way I love these flowers.. watching from the smallest seeds and it grows and produces and Blooms.. the Most Beautiful Flowers are when YOU Love the Flowers from the Heart.. YOU care of its beings to see the Next to produce.. I fell in love with the Flower Shop and these Flowers.. But.. My Heart.. still was missing.. and I knew that I was missing YOU.. I wanted to be with YOU.. My friend would come to check on me.. He saw me very sad.. and Knowing My Heart.. I would speak of YOU.. even though it was years ago.. many years ago.. But I never shared about the Orphan HOME that I met you.. because I just did not want HIM to get involved searching for YOU.. How could I be with YOU.. How can a Lowly Person.. who is so poor and has Nothing in his Life.. How can I ask for YOU.. but ALL I can share is about Love.. just loving YOU.. How much.. I don't know how much.. But as much as I can with ALL my Heart.. that I love YOU.. He told me about a Young lady.. that Young lady is looking for a Man too.. And He told me that YOU were too sad as well.. When I saw Your Picture.. it was something like Are we meant to Be.. I was blown into pieces.. WHEN he took out the picture.. of YOU being YOUNG and YOU recently Picture.. I sat there.. taking a Deep breathe.. MY tears.. It just could Not hold back.. I had to share this Tears of Joy.. How long I wondered.. when will I see YOU again.. It has taken me so Long.. so long to find YOU.. My breathe was taken after.. and I told him about YOU.. the Orphan Home.. When I saw YOU.. I was very YOUNG.. losing my family broke me into pieces.. When I saw YOU.. I knew YOU were the One who can Heal what was broken inside of Me.. I wanted to be a Part of Your Life.. and Just to Love YOU.. I am Not sure why.. or How this Can Happen but it did.. and I looked at my Friend and He was too jaw dropping after.. I told Him.. I wanted to see YOU.. I wanted to meet YOU again.. I can't help but fall in love with YOU again.. because I love YOU.. As I am looking at your Picture in the Work shop.. and just watching YOU go.. and I would ask.. WHY couldn't I stop you from Leaving.. If I know that I can love YOU more.. I should of told YOU Not to leave me.. But to ask YOU to stay.. I can't lose YOU twice.. I have lost YOU once when I was young.. But of course I just couldn't do anything back then.. But Now.. I know that I can't let YOU go.. because I love YOU.. I know that I love YOU more Now then Ever.. I just can't believe YOU walked Out when I had the chance to Stop YOU.. if I truly love YOU.. I know I can do something.. I know that I can tell YOU.. Please don't go.. stay with me inside.. I can make YOU more happier than ever.. I know you be asking.. How can I make YOU more happier.. If YOU love Me.. If Your Own Heart loves Me.. I know YOU have the answers because only Your Heart knows the truth.. if YOU really felt something for me.. and It is Not friendship or brotherly love.. or Not just like me.. Only YOU KNOW what is IN your Heart.. I wrote a Note in the back.. saying I love YOU.. ever since I saw YOU the first Time.. I was truly amazed and truly blown to pieces.. there is something about YOU.. I just can't forget.. because I loved you then.. I love YOU now.. and I will always Love you forever.. I guess YOU have say the Note I wrote on the back.. I walked to the center of the Floor.. I lowered.. putting all the Flowers laid on floor back into the Box.. I put the Lid on the TOP.. I know that someone will come to get the Boxes of Flowers.. as I am holding the Box in my hands.. YOU have always been the One.. I am not sure what made me felt something in my Heart.. I am not sure what it was.. but it was the First time.. I put my hand on my Chest.. I started to hear a Beat.. a Beat that was getting Louder and Louder inside.. telling me.. It must be YOU.. of course.. I know that YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most Beautiful Flower.. even more beautiful than any of these flowers in the Work Shop.. that it is Not only me who loves YOU.. that Another MAN do love you too.. YOU must be truly amazing.. Amazing to be loved.. who does Not want to love YOU anyways.. But.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I started to think about the Friend.. I know he never shares anything.. so this Must be someone so Special.. I know that YOU are truly special.. because I know that My Heart loves YOU.. it does not matter because I know I love YOU.. Please come back.. Please come to this Work Shop.. Come so that I can tell YOU.. how much I love YOU because I just do.. as I put my hand on my Chest.. I can feel my Heart beat.. it is beating fast.. I close both of my eyes.. and I can go back to the TIME when we first met.. YOU are my Angel.. YOU are my Sunshine.. YOU are my everything that a MAN can ask for because YOU are the real deal that NO MAN can ask FOR.. you are just everything.. my forever Love to me.. As I am standing on the Line.. waiting for a Cup of Coffee.. I turn my head to look back.. I see someone sitting on the chair by the Window.. There you were.. sitting down.. having a COFFEE.. and reading a BOOK.. I love YOU.. these are the Only words I can tell YOU.. But.. WHY is is so hard to Love YOU.. I wish that Loving You could be more easier.. but.. It seems like things are getting more harder.. Please tell me that I can Love YOU.. how am I suppose to Love YOU.. when YOU are so Far.. as I am standing in the Line.. I remember another Friend of Mine told me that YOU would be here.. and ALL I could do is Look for YOU.. as I am waiting to get a Cup of Coffee.. I pull Out Your Picture in the back Pocket.. as I am looking at Your Picture.. I am asking.. WHY are YOU so Beautiful.. I have been waiting for a Long time for a Woman Like you to be In my Life.. All my life.. I waited.. and waited until Another Friend of Mine telling me.. If I wanted to meet you.. and Showed me the Picture of YOU.. I was blown into Pieces as he gave me the Picture.. it was like a Month before the Meeting time.. and I would be wondering about YOU.. of course looking at Your picture is the Only thing I can do.. But.. Meeting YOU and being a Part.. it is something that I would never thought would ever happen to me.. I would be laying on the bed.. Just wondering How you would be like when I saw YOU and meeting you face to face.. as person to person.. Just could not get enough of patiently waiting for The Day.. it seems a lot longer when YOU are wondering.. and just pondering the day.. only I could do is look at your Picture.. and wishing for the Day to come sooner.. the clock would tick.. the time on the clock would go by so slow because I wanted to meet YOU much sooner.. the Other friend told me to be patient because No matter how Long I waited.. the Time would come anyways.. of course the Other Friend was right.. Time did come and Now.. I am waiting on this Line.. so many people enjoy drinking a Cup of Coffee.. as I would look around.. I am looking at the Picture of You.. if YOU came.. I would turn my head to look back.. There were YOU.. YOU were by the Window.. and I would LOOK at the Picture of YOU.. and I saw YOU.. reading a Book.. as I was getting closer.. and the person in front of me gets a coffee and the person leaves.. It was My Turn.. and I even got me a Cup of Coffee.. As I turn.. I saw YOU.. by the window.. and YOU were smiling reading a book.. for some reason.. I felt something Inside.. my Heart

And yes.. my eyes and Your eyes meets mine.. But.. I guess YOU did not Notice me.. and YOU look at me again.. I turn away from YOU.. I felt so dumb for turning away because it was this Time.. YOU have come to the same Place where I am suppose to Meet YOU.. so I turn around to see YOU.. but.. I looked at the Table.. and the Empty Seat.. I am wondering.. WHY did I turn my head away from YOU.. that was it.. so I took few steps closer to the table.. to the empty Seat.. I see the Book on the table.. so I knew.. YOU haven't gone too far.. I hear the foot steps and as I turn on the side.. I see YOU come to the same table.. and I looked at YOU.. and I would smile.. telling YOU.. I am suppose to meet You today.. and this is the same place.. at this time of this Hour.. and I showed YOU the Picture.. and YOU looked at me.. but.. what is it about YOU.. YOU look so.. I am looking through the Window.. In the Work Shop.. I see YOU.. I remember I grabbed your wrist.. and I told YOU.. I love YOU.. for a Long time.. I just could Not take my Mind Off of YOU.. asking YOU.. can I be the One who can Love you for the rest of My Life.. will you let me.. I know that I made the situation worst when I grabbed your wrist.. I just wanted to express my Heart but did not mean to come out that strong to You.. I saw you turning your Head away from Me.. and Looking towards another direction.. I knew that I had to let Go.. YOU told me that YOU did not want to work here any more.. of course I knew the answer clearly.. as I open my hand and let go of your wrist.. you wanted to tell me something.. and told me that YOU were seeing someone else.. but I knew that person well.. and my Heart.. I just knew that My confession of telling you came too late.. But I was holding in for so long.. why did YOU not wait.. why did you tell me that YOU wanted to be loved by someone else.. But.. I know that I bee here all along.. YOU knew that I felt something towards YOU.. even though I did Not have to say the words.. by the smile and my actions should of told YOU already.. but Now.. is it really late for me to tell YOU that I love YOU.. can you please receive My Love.. can you please open your heart just a little for Me.. I need to know.. I need a chance you know.. if I am the One for YOU.. did YOU not ever think about that.. I can really be the One who can love you for so long.. but if you do not give me that Chance.. you will never know How far I can truly love YOU and tell YOU how much I love YOU.. are you really going to let this Chance go.. and I would turn.. trying to look at YOU.. but.. I see that YOU are moving and pushing me away.. but.. I know I can too love YOU.. WHY can't you just reconsider.. and please give a time for yourself.. Let me know that I can too love YOU.. is it that Hard for you to know.. I know that I can Love YOU too.. maybe I can be a Better Lover.. I can love you more because YOU brought this Inspiring of Love to Me.. will you please consider and think about what I have said to YOU.. I see you turning away and telling me you have already made it known and made it clear to me that YOU love another man.. and I would watch you walking away.. and I would turn away toward your Direction.. wait.. do you have to end it like this.. can you not give me a Chance too.. if you do not open your heart.. if you keep it close.. you will know that I have loved you More.. so Please.. open your heart.. I know I can Love you better.. I can Love you More.. only please.. stop and wait.. I watch the Door open.. and I see you walk out the Door and the door closes.. I am thinking about the day you left me.. I was building this work Shop just for YOU.. YOU told me that YOU loved Flowers.. I asked you what is your Interest.. what makes you smile.. what do you like to see.. what makes you cry.. what makes you happy and as a friend you told me many things.. I collected and gathered.. YOU told me that YOU wanted to see a lot of Flowers.. Out of the woods.. some of the trees had to be cut Down.. and the builders came and helped me to build this Work Shop out of the woods.. and I would ask what kinds of seed would bring Flowers to Life in the Garden.. and I asked few of the Plant specialists and they helped me to get these seeds and started to help me to plant.. Once these things were established I remember I asked you if you wanted to work.. and YOU told me where.. and I gave you the address.. it is a Flower Shop.. and I work there too.. and I do remember you did take the offer and started to work.. I would show you different flowers.. I would think about the flowers you loved.. when we were young.. when YOU came to the Orphan House.. I do remember you coming with your parents.. and they would always bring you Flowers.. and share to the children who had NO Parents.. I member I would see the kinds of flowers in your Hands.. each time you would bring a New Flower in your hand.. I would look at the flower.. going into my room.. I have me a Note Book.. and start to write down flowers you would bring.. it be so different.. and I have kept the Note Book for a Long time.. from Page to page.. I would smile.. as I would feel my tears roll down.. my hand touch the words of the Names of each Flower.. and I would ask the Specialist can any of these Flowers.. do you have the seeds of these flowers so that I can plant in the garden too.. I do remember some of the farmers who lived around the Area comes to help.. I would be asking if they can help me to Plant these seeds and help me to grow.. and the older People started to help as I would watch the Plants.. I saw Flowers blossom time after time.. and when the Flowers would grow.. I would think of YOU.. each has a special place in my Heart.. I would touch my Chest looking at each Unique Flowers and I wanted to show YOU.. I wanted to tell YOU something.. But I was afraid to ever tell YOU.. Just like what has happened.. YOU told me that YOU love someone else.. YOU telling me that I am Not the One.. that I am Not allowed to Love YOU.. how can YOU tell me this when I been thinking of you all this TIME.. you brought so much tears in my eyes.. My Heart was breaking.. I could not see you from the distance.. I could not believe you would say.. and just walked away.. Now I am here.. back at the Work Shop.. I have left the work Shop because of these memories causing me to Die inside.. but.. what am I suppose to do what YOU are the Love of my Life who brings me back here.. and I would stand here.. the room is dark.. I know that It is time to start over.. I am going to build this Shop again.. this Flower shop because I know that I love YOU.. does Not matter if you ever return back to me or Not.. But.. I know that I love this Place.. why because I always loved YOU.. your scent still is here.. I can still smell your scent.. and I just wanted to hold YOU near when I smell you.. so sweet and so beautiful.. as I am looking at the Window.. and I look through.. I see the tree I was standing.. and I am not sure.. but I see someone.. I am hoping it is YOU.. I want it to be YOU.. but Not YOU who breaks my Heart.. YOU who is coming back to Me.. YOU who knows how much I love YOU.. YOU who knows that I have build this work Shop.. this Flower Shop because I was inspired by Loving YOU.. to show you how much I love YOU.. and as I am getting closer toward the window and I look through.. I see YOU.. but.. is it YOU who loves another man.. because YOU should always know that I love you first.. I watch YOU turning around and I see you looking.. I am standing by the window.. YOU are standing by the tree and My tears.. it starts to flow down.. two lines.. I know I missed YOU.. YOU know how much I miss YOU.. and YOU should now that this whole place.. It is because of YOU.. How much I love YOU.. LOOK at the flower Shop.. Look at the farmers who and helping the flowers to grow.. look at the each Flowers which has been planted.. if YOU can go back.. Do you not remember when we were young.. YOU came to a house like this.. I was at the Orphan House.. YOU came with your parents.. but you brought flowers.. different times YOU came to visit.. I would stand there.. I see you smile so Big and YOU would tell me.. too look at the Flower.. and YOU would run straight direction toward me and with a BIG SMILE.. showing me the name of the Flower.. where YOU got it.. and you be moving the Flower around.. telling me that Some day YOU are going to have your Own garden.. and In that garden grow Your flowers.. and begin to show me the different kinds of flowers you wanted to plant to grow.. of course.. I would run to the room.. and would write that on the Note Book.. and I would tell myself.. One Day I want to give you a Garden with full of flowers YOU showed me.. and give you the gift of this Garden and that is WHY I am here.. so that I can give YOU the Garden with my Heart inside.. too tell YOU I love YOU.. and I have missed you so Much.. that I have remembered that Promise.. I wanted to run away.. go as far as I could.. I try to run.. go to a different country.. different place.. but

Before YOU take this Box of flowers.. where is the Picture.. I had Your Picture on this Counter top.. and No.. it is not the same Picture of the Other friend gave me.. It is the Picture I took with the camera.. so.. YOU are Not to take that Picture.. it belongs to Me.. YOU should of asked first before YOU took it.. with my permission first because that Picture is Mine.. and Not yours.. tell Me.. why did you come back.. is it the Flowers that my friend has bought for YOU.. here.. First.. give me My Picture.. Oh.. you are wondering what am I going to do with that Picture.. Just because you are with Another man does Not means I won't love YOU.. It does not matter who YOU are with.. DO I CARE.. you can be with Him all you want.. But.. I love YOU.. YOU know How much I love YOU.. yes.. it hurts.. and my Heart was crushed when I found Out.. but.. Loving you has a totally different meaning and Purpose for me.. I can't stop loving YOU because I have already Loved YOU.. YOU know I can always Love YOU right.. No matter where YOU GO or WHO you spend time With.. as Long as I can get my Love across and get TO your Mind and Your Heart.. as Long as YOU know who can Love YOU more.. I will even fight For My Love.. if it means something to me.. and yes.. I will be asking YOU.. give me a chance to Love YOU.. Please.. give me a chance.. so that I can really Love YOU and one day.. YOU will know the true meaning of what it means to receive Love.. SO.. I have the Box.. it has lots of flowers inside.. so please come and take it.. of course.. YOU know that I have a garden in the back.. I can give YOU plenty of flowers.. all the flowers YOU want.. and ALL the flowers you need if it means I love YOU.. so Please.. take this Little BOX.. I have a Large garden.. Plenty of room.. for more room of flowers to grow for YOU.. this Little BOX.. I can give YOU much more Bigger BOX.. full of love in the flowers which will make YOU smile.. come.. and I see YOU pulling Out the Picture and I am wondering.. that is Not the Picture I had on the counter.. what picture is this.. and I would take few steps and I grab the picture.. as I take a Look at this Picture.. it is YOU standing at the Back of the Garden.. with Flowers in the back ground.. but.. YOU are in a beautiful Dress.. the same dress the day I met you for the first time.. I am wondering.. when did you take a Picture of this.. WHY are you so beautiful.. How come you are giving me this Picture for.. what does this means.. WHY are you giving me this to me.. are you telling me that I can still love YOU.. even though you tell me NOT TO LOVE YOU.. I will always love YOU.. I don't care because I loved YOU then.. and still I love you right Now.. it has not changed at ALL.. it is YOU who are changing on me.. YOU told me that YOU loved me.. I heard those words coming Out from your Mouth.. but why this change of Your Heart.. why don't you love me anymore.. do I smell bad.. did I say something wrong.. to offend YOU.. I am not sure what I said before.. but.. I only wanted YOU TO KNOW.. that I wanted to Love YOU.. why are you making things so much Harder for Me.. No matter how hard things are.. or difficult it is.. I am not going to stop loving YOU.. as long as YOU can open Your heart.. I am only asking for a Peek.. a Peek open is enough because I know.. it starts somewhere like that down the road.. but.. I know that I can love YOU.. Love you and Love YOU.. and keep on loving YOU.. tired of this.. I still can love YOU.. as I see you stand there.. I grab the Box.. and I gave it to YOU.. Just remember.. this is a Little.. small Box.. I can give you the back of the Garden if YOU want.. Promise me.. YOU will make a little Room for me.. that even very little.. YOU have save a space for me.. a room in your heart.. I am Not asking much.. but just a Pinch of it.. Open Your Heart.. so that I can tell YOU a lot more than just this.. so much more because I love YOU from the Bottom of My Heart.. only if YOU are able to do that for me.. it is already hard and complicated.. but.. It does Not matter.. because I can Love you where it does Not bother me in any means.. Because I love YOU.. I truly Love YOU.. My Heart feels like It has been broken.. Shattered into Pieces.. As I am looking at Your Picture.. tell me Why does it has to be YOU.. WHY must I shed another Tear.. as I am wiping these tears flowing down the two eyes.. the More I look at Your Picture.. the More I want YOU close to Me.. but why is it that I can't go to YOU.. I want to go to YOU to show YOU.. Look what YOU have done to My Heart.. I feel so Hurt because I just want to be with YOU.. WHY does it has to be YOU.. I am standing at the work shop.. Only my thoughts are on YOU.. I can't get YOU off my Mind.. I just can't get YOU off my Heart.. if I am unable to go to YOU.. can I ask YOU.. Please come to Me.. come to Me so that I can Love YOU.. will you please let me Love YOU just Once.. How about give me few Hours.. If YOU don't fall for me in those Hours.. I won't bother YOU any More.. I guess that Means.. I have to let YOU GO.. so Please.. give me a day with few Hours.. let me show YOU what this Man can do.. I want to tell YOU.. I want to hold YOU and tell YOU.. my Heart so that YOU can listen to Your Heart.. will you let me love YOU.. Please.. give me a TIME.. a Day.. I want to know if I can still Love YOU.. I hurt because I am unable to see YOU.. WHY must I feel this Way.. WHY is it only Me.. that is why I need Your Time.. so that.. maybe if I get the chance to tell YOUR HEART.. you can feel the same way as I DO.. I want to Love YOU.. tell me.. I want to love YOU.. why Not.. tell me please that I can love YOU.. I need to know because I need YOU right Now.. I really need YOU.. so that I can love YOU.. More and More love YOU.. help me so that I can Love you and that.. if YOUR HEART can Open to receive.. this Heart of Mine.. Last Night.. while I was working at this Work Shop.. My Friend came to this Shop.. He wanted to buy some Flowers and Yes.. I work at this Flower Shop.. and told me he has found someone WHO he truly admires.. WHO he truly adores and thinks like he is going to fall.. He tells me He loves someone.. and wanted to give.. and I wanted to know who this Woman is.. and I am walking through the Field.. as I am thinking of YOU.. only thing I can say is that YOU make me smile.. even though I am walking and I would stop.. I am wondering do you think of Me.. Do I ever cross Your Mind.. and I just can't stop thinking of YOU.. and I only see the work Shop.. the work Shop where YOU and I use to be.. but I am Not at the Work shop but Out side.. the Open field.. I do see flowers everywhere.. a sign that shows me Your Beauty.. I want to know why are YOU so Beautiful.. WHAT am I doing here.. why am I keep on waiting for YOU even though I know that YOU are long gone.. and I know that we are miles apart.. and I am walking here all alone.. I know that I should Not be here.. because YOU are with some one else.. WHY do you have to be with someone else.. if It is ME who be loving YOU.. I know that I loved YOU first.. the first time I saw YOU.. when we were YOUNG.. as I stop.. and I see the flowers across the field.. and has spread Out.. I just want YOU to come here.. even I was inside the Work Shop.. I did Not see You there.. so I am thinking if I come Out here.. in the field.. may be YOU would come here.. as I would walk down.. and there is the Field.. in the Middle of the field is the Tree.. and I would look.. this Tree.. I remember I would stand there.. waiting for YOU.. telling me that YOU will come to meet me at this Tree.. I would walk through the field and for some reason I stop by this Tree.. This tree has been standing here for a Long time.. when we were once YOUNG.. playing Hide N Go seek.. as I stop next to this tree.. my hand touch the Tree.. I wish that you can come over here.. there was so much laughter.. we did not care about anything else.. but just knowing in my Heart how much I loved YOU.. Do you remember when I first confessed My Heart to YOU.. telling YOU that I needed to say something.. Not to be surprised because I wanted to reveal.. What is IN MY HEART and I told YOU.. I truly loved YOU.. of course.. YOU did not say a word to Me.. we were Both working in the Work Shop.. and of course.. When I did not hear any words Back.. I knew that Maybe YOU did Not feel the same way.. because I would see your Face turning away.. I be asking YOU.. is it wrong for me to tell YOU My Heart.. revealing that I just couldn't hold back anymore.. that I needed to tell YOU.. because If I don't... I may regret for the rest of my Life before it is too Late.. but only thing I saw is that YOU just did not want to tell me anything.. and I saw YOU start to walk off from this Tree.. My Heart.. I felt like what is wrong with my Heart Now.. is this means that YOU are rejecting Me.. telling me to back Off.. are you telling me that YOU have no feelings for Me.. I became so Sad.. because I thought that YOU knew.. I would give YOU signs that I wanted more than just friends and I member YOU telling me Not to cross the Line oink

화이팅 입니다 😊

모습이요 맑으시네요 😊

❤❤❤

스캔들 드라마보고 팬됬습니다. 너무 아름다우세요. ㅎㅎ

친구 집들이 선물 찾다가 데이시즌 캡슐향수 선물했는데 너무좋아하네요 ㅎㅎ

님 인여공 나온 댄스그포츠로 바람의 전설 나온 보름언니에요?!?!

Jtbc에 부탁한다 한블리에서 한보름 하차시켜라 역겨워서 못보겠다 가식적인 모습 정말 보기 힘든다 카메라 의식하면서 억지표정 지으면서 하는행동은 딴짓거리하고있는걸 종종 볼수있다

스캔들 드라마보고 반했습니다. 꽃미모 감사합니다. 항상 행복만 가득하세요❤

고몽채널에서 스캔들 리뷰한 거 보고 여기까지 왔어요!! 정말 매력 터지십니다 ㅎㅎ 바로 구독했어요~!!

I need that Heart.. I need to Have YOUR HEART so that I can start Loving YOU.. I know that YOU are not going to tell me.. but.. I am asking YOU still.. Help me to love YOU.. and YOU know that the time is ticking.. that is why I needs YOUR HEART NOW.. NO later.. because I want to start right NOW loving YOU.. or else I know that I can't love you any more.. Where did YOU put Your Heart.. why is YOUR HEART hiding from me.. I want to know.. Please.. that Heart belongs to Me.. if YOU have brought all these things to the DOOR.. into my ROOM.. I know that Heart should be here with Me.. then why are YOU NOT giving me YOUR HEART.. that Heart is MINE.. belongs to me.. suppose to be with Me.. SO PLEASE.. give me YOUR HEART.. bring your Heart to my direction.. I will love YOUR HEART good.. I will take good care of YOUR HEART.. so Please.. trust Me.. I will love your Heart the way YOUR heart should be loved.. so Please.. give me YOUR HEART.. Let me love YOU.. help me to Love YOU.. I need YOUR HEART.. because I love YOU.. I am looking for Your Heart.. Can you please tell me where is Your Heart is.. as I am walking.. I see the Door has opened.. and Finally.. I am able to go inside this Door.. as I am looking In and I walk pass the Door.. I see a Glass Wall.. it looks Like a Big Window.. and I just cannot cross a Line.. Why can't I go ALL the way In.. why is there a Line.. and I am looking through the Glass.. a Big Window and has a Wall.. I cannot believe My eyes.. There is a Giant Heart.. Right in the center of the floor.. I have never seen such a Heart so Big.. I giant Heart it is.. I am wondering.. AM I allowed to step this Far.. and I look on the floor.. on the Ground.. and I go Down.. my hand grabs and I flip over.. and it shows me a Picture.. I wonder why is this Picture laying on the floor.. WHO has forgotten to take this Picture.. am I allow to have this Picture.. can I claim it that I am able to say.. I can have Your Picture.. will you allowed me to have it.. as I am looking at Your Picture.. I just cannot stop.. but my eyes.. it just can't stop looking at it.. YOU are so Fine.. YOU are so Hot.. YOU are so dazzling Beautiful.. I just can't stop but to say WOW when I am looking at Your Picture.. WHY did you leave this Picture Behind.. why did YOU not take this Picture with YOU.. if this is YOU and this is Your Picture.. what if some weird Person take a LOOK at YOU.. and I am just like.. MY jaw dropping as I am looking at Your Picture.. There is NO words to tell YOU but to say OH WOW.. YOU are so FINE.. YOU are so Hot.. the Most Beautiful.. Like a Flower.. so Beautiful that I dreamed of YOU.. that I be grabbing Your Picture.. SO.. what AM I suppose to do Now.. YOU just got my attention.. and has grabbed my eyes.. feels like YOU can pull my eye balls off my face.. WHY NOT.. I just can't help but stare.. I know YOU are so Beautiful.. and leaving me speechless.. so.. if I am to ask YOU.. can I take this Picture with me.. can I have Your Picture.. and I can kiss Your picture 1,000 times a day.. more than 1,000 times I believe.. because this is the way YOU make my Heart feel.. that I want to see YOU.. where are YOU.. if YOU are this Beautiful.. Looking at your picture.. tell me where are YOU at.. I am looking through this Glass wall.. this Big Window which is Not allowing me to go further.. there is a Line that is telling me to Stop.. I can't go or move forward.. Please help me where YOU at.. as I stand on my two legs.. my hand grabbing hold unto Your Picture.. I am looking straight at Your Heart.. But this Heart is so Big.. I have never seen such a Big Heart in my life.. I know that I can wrap my arms around this Big Heart.. and still can't able to hold or Hug the Heart.. But.. I want to see if I can.. I wonder will you allow me to get closer.. but the Line.. the Big window.. and the Glass wall is Not allowing me to step further.. but I want this Big Heart.. I want Your Big Heart.. but there is something which is stopping me.. why would you do that.. why can't I enter.. why can't I go further.. I want to touch Your Heart.. I want to see if I can touch.. How about wrap my arms around it.. would you please let me In.. I have come this far.. I have come this very far so that I can touch Your Heart but YOU are still putting a Wall.. a Big Window and a Line which tells me not to get too close to Your Heart.. but YOU have to know that I am not here to hurt YOU.. I am Not here to scare you either.. but to tell YOU I want to have Your Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I need it because I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I want to speak to Your Heart.. Letting Your Heart knows that I too have a Heart in me.. my Heart can love YOU more.. My Heart can love your Heart which I know.. I believe that Love can win.. But YOU needs to give me a chance first.. why can't YOU give me this chance.. I am looking at this line.. I want to step closer.. I want to cross over this Line.. and walk over.. I wonder if this Big Window has a Door.. I saw the first Door.. it was Opened when I peeked through.. and Now.. I was able to come inside.. pass through the first Door.. but Now.. here I am.. unable to go further.. why are you making it so hard for me.. if YOU have opened the first door.. why can't YOU trust me.. Why can't I prove to YOU that YOU belong to me.. I know that I can love YOU more.. I can love you more and even stronger than ever before.. and confident that I can be Yours truly.. But.. Look at me.. I am standing here.. LOOKING at this Line.. why put this Line here.. why do I wait.. I have been waiting for a long time already and YOU know how much I waited.. I even had to count the stars.. each night that came through.. I would walk outside.. and LOOKING at the sky.. I saw the stars up on the sky.. started to count each of them.. One by One I would count.. and many nights would come and I would be counting the stars.. and It started to lead me here.. the stars I counted lead me to this door.. the door which was opened.. I must of done something right if it lead me here.. to the first door.. I am not sure if there is another door but.. YOUR HEART stopped me.. and Now.. I just want this Heart.. I want Your Heart and I am asking YOU.. Please.. give me this Big Heart of Yours.. I know I can treat Your Heart right.. I know I can say and speak to Your Heart if YOU allow me too.. but I need your permission that I can.. if I am lead to be in this room.. and I see YOUR BIG HEART.. I know that I must be close.. I know you are here somewhere.. I am looking at Your Picture.. Not sure why I keep on looking at It.. of course.. Now Matter how much I would take a Look at your Picture.. I just wish that I am able to speak to YOU.. if the Picture can speak back and tell me what is in your Heart.. what is IN your thoughts.. for a long time.. I wanted to hear what YOU have to say.. as I would look at your Picture.. I see the Glass Jar.. it is an empty Glass jar.. and I would be looking at this Window but has a Glass wall.. I am wondering about the Door.. I have pass by the Open door.. which I came to this second Line and I see the Empty Glass Jar.. I know that it is YOU who must left it behind.. even with this Picture TOO.. Where is the Door because I only saw the first Door opened.. How can I enter.. there is this Big Window.. and inside is the Glass Wall.. I am looking around.. does the Glass wall opens and slides.. I am not sure.. How am I suppose to get Inside.. I told YOU.. I came here only for One thing.. It is Your Heart.. I want Your Heart.. I want to Hold Your Heart.. I am asking if YOU can tell me How am I suppose to go inside.. my finger touches the Glass wall.. I know that If I step closer.. I see the third Line which is very close to the second line.. I know I cross the first line which is behind me.. Please tell Me.. did YOU leave a key behind.. I am holding this Glass Jar.. and I know that If the Glass Jar is empty.. it is telling me that I am suppose to put something inside and I know that YOUR HEART can fit in.. I know that I can put Your Heart inside this Glass jar.. would you please tell me How am I suppose to get to Your Heart.. I can look through the Glass WALL.. and I do See Your Heart.. I want that Heart.. as I am holding.. my arms are wrapped around this glass jar.. it is an Empty Glass jar.. as I am looking through the Glass Wall.. with the Big Window around it.. I can hear something.. or is it someone.. I hear foot steps and I know that the foot steps is coming from Behind me.. so I turn around to look.. But.. I don't see anyone.. so I turn to look the Other way.. as I am looking through the Glass Wall.. with the Big Window around.. I see someone.. I see YOU.. YOU are inside the ROOM.. because I looked at this Picture.. YOU are wearing the same outfit and I just can't believe.. as I am looking.. I see YOU stop.. and YOU are standing by the Heart.. YOU are standing next to Your Heart.. I see YOU smile.. I see that Beautiful Smile.. YOU are so Beautiful.. and why do you have so smile like that.. how am I suppose to get close to YOU.. and I am looking down.. I am looking at Your Heart.. that is the answer.. the answer is right where my eyes are

I am looking at the waters.. watching the waves coming in.. I am looking Up at the Moon.. asking when will I see YOU.. I have come to this Beach.. and I left for awhile.. the last time I came.. I brought a Bottle.. and sat on a Big rock.. bringing a Shot Glass and having Your Picture in my hand.. Looking at YOU through the Picture.. missing YOU.. and I would take Shot after another Shot.. as I would look at your Picture.. I would open my mouth.. taking to the Picture.. but NO matter how much words I would say looking at your Picture.. I don't hear anything on the Other side.. I remember before I came to this Beach.. I was at Home.. sitting on the desk.. and decided to pick UP a pen and looking at a piece of paper.. I started to write YOU something on the Piece of paper and it became a Written letter I wrote from My Heart.. asking YOU.. Pleading for YOU.. telling How much I missed YOU.. and I would write about the daily days that was happening around me and asking if YOU can Come.. because I know that If I don't ask YOU.. YOU are Not going to know anything at All.. so I have decided to write on a piece of paper.. telling YOU how much I love YOU.. How much YOU means to me.. that YOU means everything to Me.. and that I want to see YOU.. be close to YOU and wants to wrap my arms around YOU and hold YOU close in my arms and whisper into your ears.. that I love YOU.. just sitting down by the desk.. and just can't stop thinking about YOU.. that I wanted to be with YOU for ever and that when YOU come.. I will never let YOU go.. I will not these arms let go of YOU because I have been sitting here.. standing here missing YOU.. waiting for YOU.. longing for YOU.. waiting for YOU and longing all over again because I just can't stop think of YOU.. How much I love YOU.. that it kills me that I can't be close.. it kills me inside that why you have to be gone for so Long.. and that no matter what.. I be here waiting for YOU till you come.. I even wrote on the Piece of paper.. my love Letter that I am standing by this One Beach and I gave the address where the Beach is at and that I am going to bring a Bottle.. and with me is a Piece of Paper which I wrote to you.. a Love that comes from my Heart and On this Beach.. I am going to put the Piece of Paper.. My Love Letter inside the Bottle and I am going to toss it into the waters and let the Message in the Bottle goes to YOU.. and I know.. I believe that if it means meant to be for Us.. I know that Some way and Some How it will go to where you at and YOU are able to receive this Letter.. a Message in the Bottle.. the Piece of paper I wrote.. I hope that it is able to get to you.. Now I am here at the beach.. standing here on the Other side.. I am looking at the waters.. it has been few weeks that has passed by.. If you are wondering why has it taken me this long to come back to this Beach.. It is because I know that it is going to take time for the Message in the Bottle be delivered to YOU.. I had to wait for a while.. it was hard waiting by my House.. as I would stand Out side.. every night I would come OUT from my house and I would turn to face the Moon.. and I am wondering is it the time for me to GO to that Beach.. and I would be looking at the Moon.. asking over and over.. I would not hear.. there would be NO answer I hear as I would stand out side by the House.. so I would tell myself.. it must not be right now.. so I would go back inside the House.. and would wait for the Next day.. waiting for the Sun to go down and I would wait till the Moon comes UP.. walking out the Front door.. I would turn to face the Moon and be asking the same Question.. every New Day.. I wait for the Night to rise.. looking for the MOON to show UP before my eyes and I would wait.. some nights I would not see the MOON at all.. so I would just go back inside the House.. just waiting for the Next Night.. waiting for the Moon to show UP.. too appear before my eyes.. and I would turn to look at that Moon.. asking.. finally weeks would pass by.. and I do not hear any answers from that same Moon.. maybe it does not hear me.. or does Not even know what is going on.. that Moon never tells me anything.. but it does show up many Nights and appears before my eyes.. I get tired of hearing.. I get tired of hearing no answers so I have finally told myself.. May be this is the very Night.. and I would drive in the car.. coming to the same Beach.. and I would walk on the sand and I would see the Big Rock.. Looking at How I was hurt.. I was drinking.. taking shots.. looking at your Picture.. the Piece of paper in my pocket.. I was hurt.. with a Pain and Heart ache.. It was my birthday.. and I wanted YOU to celebrate with me.. but How can YOU celebrate with me if YOU are gone.. YOU are far away and I started to take shots.. I would be looking Up.. LOOKING at the MOON.. shouting and screaming.. crying and balling.. tears kept on dropping.. Just missing YOU.. wanting to see YOU so bad.. Missing you Hard.. Missing you that I just had to let out.. pouring out my tears.. and I would look at the Bottle.. and it was empty.. I dropped the shot glass on the sand.. and In the pocket I pulled OUT the piece of paper.. the Written.. I wrote you a Love Letter on this Piece of Paper and I would fold to roll it UP and put into the Bottle.. and I would LOOK at the waters.. waves coming in and leaving.. I would walk up and I am looking at the Bottle.. inside is the Message I wrote to YOU and I yelled Out loud.. saying I miss YOU.. and Yelling Out Loud.. I love YOU and throw the Bottle into the Waters.. and I just sat on the sand.. looking at the Bottle.. the water waves hitting it and I don't see it no more.. and I am sitting on the sand crying.. I wish that the Bottle gets to YOU.. I have wrote you something.. I hope that the waters can help it to get across to YOU.. As I am standing here.. I am thinking of when I was here like few weeks ago.. the same spot which I was drunk.. and I was crying.. watching the waves and the Bottle in the waters.. I am here wondering if YOU have received the Message in the Bottle.. How do I know if it will get to YOU.. but I know that I have written a Letter to YOU.. what if it is Not you who grabs the Message in the Bottle but I don't want it to be in someone else's hands.. because I have written on that piece of Paper to YOU.. as I am standing here at Night.. I look UP.. I see the MOON.. it looks so Big this very night and yes.. I have been waiting now for weeks.. did YOU received the Message in the Bottle.. I know that by Faith.. I do believe in love.. and loving YOU is who I believe it is to be true.. I know that I can wait for YOU.. No matter How far.. or How many bottles I needs to drink UP.. or HOW many pieces of papers I needs to write and to tell YOU in many little words.. I can always wait for YOU till you are ready for Me.. there is NO problem for me to wait because I know I love YOU.. I just don't want my Words get to you become empty words.. it is words that I am speaking and telling YOU through writing because this is the Only way I can get across to YOU.. I wish there are some other way but this is the Only way I can get YOU across my Mind.. I tell you my Heart.. I tell you from the deeper side of My Heart because I love YOU.. but I am standing here on the Beach.. I wish that the message got to YOU.. I will come back to this Beach Soon because I am going to bring YOU another Letter.. a Piece of paper written as my Love Letter.. that is the Only way I can tell YOU.. express my Heart and feelings.. all my emotions how much I love YOU.. but it seems like that YOU have Not received the Message Yet.. but what if YOU did receive it.. are you going to send me a Message in the Bottle to let me know YOU have read the written.. the Piece of Paper I wrote to YOU of How much I miss YOU.. How much I love YOU.. are you going to show UP next time I come here.. because that be the greatest answer you can give me.. if YOU are not sure.. I know that I can truly wait.. wait for YOU until you are sure.. Until you are ready for me to Love YOU.. YOU do not have to do anything because it is ME who loves YOU first.. I have never stopped loving YOU.. and I told you many times that I can keep on loving YOU.. as long as YOU show UP and Open your Heart to me.. YOU are wondering what do YOU needs to do.. I will tell you this simple.. NOTHING.. I am not asking YOU for anything but for YOU to get ready to receive all my Love.. all I can do is Love YOU.. what more can I do or say but to tell YOU that I love YOU.. as I am standing here.. I am looking at the MOON.. it is staring over Me.. and I am looking at that MOON.. I can see tears falling from the MOON.. am I just tired.. because it is very late in the Night.. Must be that my eyes are getting tired because I am watching the MOON showing me tears.. I hope that if you are close by a Beach.. and if it is at Night.. walk on the sand and what I am seeing right Now is that the MOON is crying before my eyes.. if you are able to see that Same Moon.. you can see what I am seeing that it is My Heart who is crying for YOU.. reflection comes from that MOON because I truly believe that MOON knows my Heart.. that MOON has seen me many nights.. I would show UP.. I would walk out side from my House.. I would turn to face that MOON and I am sure it does not forget my Face.. the few weeks back.. that MOON appeared before Me.. that Moon saw me sitting on the Big Rock.. saw me looking at Your Picture.. I was taking shots from the Bottle.. and Saw me putting a Letter.. piece of paper rolled UP into the Bottle.. and saw Me Toss the message in the Bottle into the waters.. I turned to the MOON. oink

진짜 이쁘당

웃는게 어쩜 이리 상큼하냐~😄

보름씨는 어디가면 볼수 있나요~😂😂😂

보름밍~보름 마다 빵빵 뜨자아~🎉

스타일 지긴다~👍

이뿐데 알차기까지~

지발 쫌 뜨자~🎈✨️

같이 가면 화병이 보이나?!

진짜~너무 좋아~~~🎵

소개할 아이템은 보름 미모~

볼때마다 심장이 나댄다~진짜 어쩜 이렇게 이뿌지?!

인스타는 안해요 유튜브가 있는줄 몰랐네요 이제 알았다는... 제맘에 쏘옥 드는 스타일이라 ㅋ 암튼 사랑합니다 방송밖에서도 괜찮은 분이셨음 합니다 한블리도 잘 보고 있습니다 눈을 못떼요^^ 우리 사겨요ㅎ

빨대 통은 화분이라고 하셨는데 어떤 제품 인가요?

I am looking at you.. I just could not believe that YOU are now a doctor.. a Heart surgeon.. of course I came here to get my Heart to be removed.. I wanted another Heart Surgeon because.. Can you handle doing the surgery.. planting into a different Heart.. a Heart from someone else.. What would you do if I don't recognize YOU any more.. what will you do if I start to love another whose Heart has been loving.. But.. I don't want to lose YOU.. How can I live without YOU.. How can I breathe if I can't love YOU any more.. but all this Time.. I have been only loving YOU.. YOU are the Only One who I been missing.. I been crying over looking at the empty wall.. walking into the Work Shop.. I been missing YOU.. missing your Presence.. just missing your smile.. can YOU handle me.. putting me into the deep sleep.. as YOU cut my chest wide open.. I know that YOU are more experience in this kind of work.. If you are the Doctor.. because I asked for a well experienced.. well established with multiple years of experience.. I don't want my Heart to be broken.. I don't want my Heart to be dropped on the floor.. It has been with me all of my life.. ever since I was born.. ever since I was a young Boy.. when I first saw YOU.. I cried.. I started to cry after YOU left.. YOU promised me that YOU will be back.. and I felt my Heart.. I did not know what it was at the first touch.. I just could not stop.. but I would kept on crying through the Night.. that is when I could Not sleep.. I kept on thinking of YOU.. over and over.. turning and tossing.. all of the children at the Orphan House.. they were all sleeping good.. I sat on top of the bed.. wondering.. why couldn't I sleep like the Other children.. I do remember you gave me your picture.. I saw both of your parents with YOU.. and I do remember.. being so Poor.. without any parents.. living with bunch of poor children.. who had No homes.. only could gather with each other.. I looked at YOU.. I would smile.. I could never smile living with bunch of these children.. they were all dirty like Me.. pushing and shoving.. kicking and screaming.. and there was No peace.. When I heard the Old Woman.. the Care taker says to the Children.. a Missionary family is coming.. to help Us.. to help educate and give Us books to read.. and toys to play with.. of course.. it was YOU and your Parents who came.. I knew that I should of stopped myself right when I met YOU.. I don't know why I asked for your picture that day.. before YOU were leaving.. and as I was crying.. I wanted to be a Part.. so I asked for YOUR picture.. when YOU told me that YOU are going to give me One.. and That smile.. you pulled out and told me that this is the Only One.. the best Picture you have taken.. I saw your Smile.. and YOU told me.. behind the Picture is your Address.. and If I wanted a friend to share my Heart.. to write YOU a Letter.. I do remember watching YOU leave.. Your Father and Mother holding your Hands as YOU leave.. I would be waving with tears in my eyes.. I felt so Alone.. I felt so cold.. I felt so Poor.. and I would fall both on my knees.. and Weeping as I take a Look at your Picture.. why do you have to leave so Soon.. Are you going to come to visit me and the children.. and both hands holding the side of the Picture.. YOU are so Beautiful.. and I be looking with tears.. wiping my tears with my hand.. I feel so Alone.. I feel so sad because My Heart.. is it going to break like this.. My Heart keeps on breaking because YOU know how much I love you right.. and I do remember that Night.. I just could not sleep.. and sitting on the top of the Bed.. I pulled out Your Picture.. and I would look.. and I do remember what YOU said.. to write YOU when I needed a friend.. and I would get Out of the Bed and I walked to the desk.. and I sat down to write.. as I am laying.. I am looking at YOU.. as a Doctor.. as the Heart Surgeon.. I should of Not come to this Hospital.. What are you going to do with My Heart.. I don't want you to take my Heart away.. if I can't love you any more.. I rather ask for another Doctor.. I guess the main reason is to forget YOU.. and Let my Heart be taken away and Let someone else have My Heart.. But when I saw YOU.. if YOU were another Doctor.. another Heart Surgeon.. then I think it would been so much easier to go with the proceed to do the surgery but.. I feel like My Heart Now just can't go.. it has been such a Long time since I saw YOU.. and for the longest Time.. I have been missing YOU.. but Now.. I just can't give My Heart away with YOU becoming the Doctor.. the Heart Surgeon.. I been to the Work Shop lately.. and started a Project.. to rebuild that Work Shop.. it has been broken and abandoned for a Long time.. I just could Not work there any more.. for some reason I would see YOU.. even though YOU were never there.. there would be a Lot of pictures I would put on the walls.. that is before YOU left.. taking many pictures of YOU.. a lots of laugh.. lots of crying but more smiles On my face when YOU were there with Me.. I wanted to go back.. I started to miss you ever since I left because I kept on thinking of YOU.. I would go into the Home that I live.. in a small box.. I would put all of your letters you wrote Me.. When I was at the Orphan House.. when I felt the Most Hardest Place.. I felt cold and lonely when I was there.. One Night I when into the Closet and I saw the Small Box.. after a long day of work.. I pulled the small box Out and I would open the top of the Lid.. and I would sit on the Top of the Bed.. I would look at all of the Letters you wrote me when I was young.. and I started to read the Letters.. filled my eyes with Tears again.. I would go back when I was young at that age.. and I do remember when I received the Letter.. I would open it.. and it was from YOU.. and I just could Not believe that YOU would write back.. and It felt like the same way.. I started to feel my eyes.. I just couldn't breathe because it was YOU.. YOU are the One who put time to write.. it got to my Heart.. and I started to cry.. My Heart was broken.. and it kept on breaking but looking at the Letters.. I would read it few more times.. and I started to think about YOU at the Work Shop.. what If you would be back.. even though I knew that YOU would never come around.. but I kept on thinking.. YOU could just visit.. but if YOU walked into the Work Shop all Broken and Abandoned.. then I know that YOU will Not come around ever again.. because NO ONE knows what will happen next.. so I started to make a Plan.. to remodel.. and to re build that Building.. just in case One day.. some day soon you can come.. and YOU will know that it has never been broken down.. as I gathered some workers.. spend days.. spend weeks and into the months.. new paintings.. putting UP the fences.. and even started to go back into the garden.. planting new seeds to bring into the life.. after it was all completed.. and the work shop was back on business.. I went in to work again.. of course there was something missing as I started to work in that shop.. it was YOU.. it felt like I cannot never get YOU back.. since you left long ago.. How can I bring YOU back if YOU have already left.. I would look at the wall.. the Wall with Your Pictures.. many of the Pictures I would post to share.. as I would start to look at Your Pictures.. Just memories of YOU came flashing through my Mind.. I knew that if I wanted to continue to run this Business.. I needed to get Rid of My Heart.. I knew that only if My Heart goes.. I can work in this Work Shop without missing YOU so Much.. that is the Only way I knew that I can continue.. that is when I decided to go into the surgery.. that I wanted to let My Heart to go.. I asked for the Best Doctor.. the Heart Surgeon with the Best experience.. of course never thought that It would be YOU walking into this Room.. even though I want YOU to do the Surgery.. I just can't Lose YOU.. after I see YOU now.. and How well YOU are in Life.. I think I just can't let My Heart go.. and I am looking at YOU.. I do need My Heart to be replaced.. but what would happen if I don't love you any More.. I am sure Now you are doing good with another Man.. can YOU still do the Heart surgery.. Now the Person who is going to exchange with my Heart comes into the Room and sits on another Bed.. and I turn to look at the Person.. I just can't believe it.. the Man turns to look at me.. I am not sure if I know this Man but the Man looks at me.. He is the friend who has taken YOU away.. I am wondering.. why is this Man in the same bed.. He wants his Heart to be removed just Like me.. and I am wondering.. I don't want His Heart.. I rather keep My Heart.. He has a Broken Heart too.. and I look at YOU.. I am wondering.. what is going On and Now YOU are telling me.. the relationship has ended on Both.. and that YOU are single.. and I am thinking.. Am I suppose to be happy or suppose to be Sad.. are YOU sad.. is that WHY you have become a Heart Surgeon.. WHO has Not been loving YOU well.. YOU know that If YOU are removing all Kinds of Hearts.. is it because someone has broken YOUR HEART or are you breaking Hearts and switching Hearts to different People.. because I don't want Another Broken Heart.. can I have YOUR HEART instead.. How about YOU can do the surgery on Me and I want to Have YOUR HEART in me so that I can say to YOUR HEART.. I can Love you more than any.. I know that YOU have already Broken Me Heart Once.. I don't need another Broken Heart in Me.. that is why I want Your Heart.. I know that YOUR HEART does Not break because YOU fix Hearts.. that is why I loved YOU for a Long time.. as I would pull out the Picture.. and I am Looking at the Picture

When YOU were YOUNG.. Next to the Picture is the First Letter you wrote me.. and I would open the Letter and I would turn to YOU and I would read it Out loud.. this is what YOU wrote Me.. when I could Not sleep.. when I met YOU the first time.. and I asked for YOUR Picture.. YOU gave me this Picture.. with Your Address in the back asking me.. If I needed a Friend that I can write YOU any time.. so I wrote.. and This is what YOU wrote me and I cried.. as I am looking at YOU.. my tears are flowing down my eyes and I started to read to you with tears rolling down my eyes.. and I would say to YOU.. this was why I started to Love YOU.. you wrote when I was at the Most Lowest of the time of my Life and has fixed this Broken Heart by telling me all of this.. I am looking through the Window.. In the Work Shop.. I see YOU.. I remember I grabbed your wrist.. and I told YOU.. I love YOU.. for a Long time.. I just could Not take my Mind Off of YOU.. asking YOU.. can I be the One who can Love you for the rest of My Life.. will you let me.. I know that I made the situation worst when I grabbed your wrist.. I just wanted to express my Heart but did not mean to come out that strong to You.. I saw you turning your Head away from Me.. and Looking towards another direction.. I knew that I had to let Go.. YOU told me that YOU did not want to work here any more.. of course I knew the answer clearly.. as I open my hand and let go of your wrist.. you wanted to tell me something.. and told me that YOU were seeing someone else.. but I knew that person well.. and my Heart.. I just knew that My confession of telling you came too late.. But I was holding in for so long.. why did YOU not wait.. why did you tell me that YOU wanted to be loved by someone else.. But.. I know that I bee here all along.. YOU knew that I felt something towards YOU.. even though I did Not have to say the words.. by the smile and my actions should of told YOU already.. but Now.. is it really late for me to tell YOU that I love YOU.. can you please receive My Love.. can you please open your heart just a little for Me.. I need to know.. I need a chance you know.. if I am the One for YOU.. did YOU not ever think about that.. I can really be the One who can love you for so long.. but if you do not give me that Chance.. you will never know How far I can truly love YOU and tell YOU how much I love YOU.. are you really going to let this Chance go.. and I would turn.. trying to look at YOU.. but.. I see that YOU are moving and pushing me away.. but.. I know I can too love YOU.. WHY can't you just reconsider.. and please give a time for yourself.. Let me know that I can too love YOU.. is it that Hard for you to know.. I know that I can Love YOU too.. maybe I can be a Better Lover.. I can love you more because YOU brought this Inspiring of Love to Me.. will you please consider and think about what I have said to YOU.. I see you turning away and telling me you have already made it known and made it clear to me that YOU love another man.. and I would watch you walking away.. and I would turn away toward your Direction.. wait.. do you have to end it like this.. can you not give me a Chance too.. if you do not open your heart.. if you keep it close.. you will know that I have loved you More.. so Please.. open your heart.. I know I can Love you better.. I can Love you More.. only please.. stop and wait.. I watch the Door open.. and I see you walk out the Door and the door closes.. I am thinking about the day you left me.. I was building this work Shop just for YOU.. YOU told me that YOU loved Flowers.. I asked you what is your Interest.. what makes you smile.. what do you like to see.. what makes you cry.. what makes you happy and as a friend you told me many things.. I collected and gathered.. YOU told me that YOU wanted to see a lot of Flowers.. Out of the woods.. some of the trees had to be cut Down.. and the builders came and helped me to build this Work Shop out of the woods.. and I would ask what kinds of seed would bring Flowers to Life in the Garden.. and I asked few of the Plant specialists and they helped me to get these seeds and started to help me to plant.. Once these things were established I remember I asked you if you wanted to work.. and YOU told me where.. and I gave you the address.. it is a Flower Shop.. and I work there too.. and I do remember you did take the offer and started to work.. I would show you different flowers.. I would think about the flowers you loved.. when we were young.. when YOU came to the Orphan House.. I do remember you coming with your parents.. and they would always bring you Flowers.. and share to the children who had NO Parents.. I member I would see the kinds of flowers in your Hands.. each time you would bring a New Flower in your hand.. I would look at the flower.. going into my room.. I have me a Note Book.. and start to write down flowers you would bring.. it be so different.. and I have kept the Note Book for a Long time.. from Page to page.. I would smile.. as I would feel my tears roll down.. my hand touch the words of the Names of each Flower.. and I would ask the Specialist can any of these Flowers.. do you have the seeds of these flowers so that I can plant in the garden too.. I do remember some of the farmers who lived around the Area comes to help.. I would be asking if they can help me to Plant these seeds and help me to grow.. and the older People started to help as I would watch the Plants.. I saw Flowers blossom time after time.. and when the Flowers would grow.. I would think of YOU.. each has a special place in my Heart.. I would touch my Chest looking at each Unique Flowers and I wanted to show YOU.. I wanted to tell YOU something.. But I was afraid to ever tell YOU.. Just like what has happened.. YOU told me that YOU love someone else.. YOU telling me that I am Not the One.. that I am Not allowed to Love YOU.. how can YOU tell me this when I been thinking of you all this TIME.. you brought so much tears in my eyes.. My Heart was breaking.. I could not see you from the distance.. I could not believe you would say.. and just walked away.. Now I am here.. back at the Work Shop.. I have left the work Shop because of these memories causing me to Die inside.. but.. what am I suppose to do what YOU are the Love of my Life who brings me back here.. and I would stand here.. the room is dark.. I know that It is time to start over.. I am going to build this Shop again.. this Flower shop because I know that I love YOU.. does Not matter if you ever return back to me or Not.. But.. I know that I love this Place.. why because I always loved YOU.. your scent still is here.. I can still smell your scent.. and I just wanted to hold YOU near when I smell you.. so sweet and so beautiful.. as I am looking at the Window.. and I look through.. I see the tree I was standing.. and I am not sure.. but I see someone.. I am hoping it is YOU.. I want it to be YOU.. but Not YOU who breaks my Heart.. YOU who is coming back to Me.. YOU who knows how much I love YOU.. YOU who knows that I have build this work Shop.. this Flower Shop because I was inspired by Loving YOU.. to show you how much I love YOU.. and as I am getting closer toward the window and I look through.. I see YOU.. but.. is it YOU who loves another man.. because YOU should always know that I love you first.. I watch YOU turning around and I see you looking.. I am standing by the window.. YOU are standing by the tree and My tears.. it starts to flow down.. two lines.. I know I missed YOU.. YOU know how much I miss YOU.. and YOU should now that this whole place.. It is because of YOU.. How much I love YOU.. LOOK at the flower Shop.. Look at the farmers who and helping the flowers to grow.. look at the each Flowers which has been planted.. if YOU can go back.. Do you not remember when we were young.. YOU came to a house like this.. I was at the Orphan House.. YOU came with your parents.. but you brought flowers.. different times YOU came to visit.. I would stand there.. I see you smile so Big and YOU would tell me.. too look at the Flower.. and YOU would run straight direction toward me and with a BIG SMILE.. showing me the name of the Flower.. where YOU got it.. and you be moving the Flower around.. telling me that Some day YOU are going to have your Own garden.. and In that garden grow Your flowers.. and begin to show me the different kinds of flowers you wanted to plant to grow.. of course.. I would run to the room.. and would write that on the Note Book.. and I would tell myself.. One Day I want to give you a Garden with full of flowers YOU showed me.. and give you the gift of this Garden and that is WHY I am here.. so that I can give YOU the Garden with my Heart inside.. too tell YOU I love YOU.. and I have missed you so Much.. that I have remembered that Promise.. I wanted to run away.. go as far as I could.. I try to run.. go to a different country.. different place.. but.. I could not GO.. and I ended up coming back here because I have made a Promise to myself to YOU.. I wanted to keep my Promise of giving you this Garden First.. as I would be looking through the window and YOU are standing by the tree.. I am wondering.. why are you just standing there.. YOU told me that YOU love some other.. I came here to keep my Promise I have made to YOU.. but YOU told me that YOU have some where to go.. to be loved by another.. are you still thinking about the chance.. are you going to open your heart for Me.. are you going to see if I can be a Better Lover.. who can Love you more.. are you giving me a Chance.. oink

다재다능 청순발랄 보름.

보름씨 너무 예쁘다 팬입니다.

한보름씨 다재다능한 천재미녀임. 애초에 소속사 잘 만났으면 최고스타로 등극했을 공주님+여왕님.

스캔들 잘보고있어요 홧팅 힘내세요^^

든든합니다^^

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

일일드라마 침대에서 우는 장면 보고 들어왔습니다😊

한블리 보다가 너무 예쁘셔서 왔습니다

스캔들 잘보고있습니다 😢

그냥 이뻐~너무 이뻐~ 한블리를 보는 이유다~

이뿌다~열심히 하자~ 선입견도 벗고~