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Miscarrying in any form is just awful, so so painful , and it feels like such a lonely painful feeling because no one understand (you feel like that) because you can’t touch or feel why your grieving (even though I was able to hold my son for an hour still felt like this also) just can’t you to know YOU ARE NOT ALONE! I promise , sending you lots of love ❤❤❤❤

I know one thing… You CAN’T blame yourself. You would have never intentionally done anything to harm your baby. I obviously don’t know you , but I can tell what a truly loving person that you are . Sending hugs and positivity your way. ❤❤❤❤❤ . BTW , for your next video, you should do whatever you think is fun 💕

I am so sorry for your loss. I think it is so important for women to talk about miscarriage and pregnancy loss. I admire that you’ve chosen to share your story and help others understand what to expect. I’ve been following you for years and have wondered if everything was okay. So many women go through this painful and heartbreaking experience and don’t talk about it. Sending you a huge hug.

I was pretty broken when I lost my first pregnancy not only was it physically painful but emotionally and mentally. But a few months later I found out I was pregnant and now I have two beautiful boys that have healed my heart. Sending you lots of hugs and love.

Very sorry to hear Aisling. Its seems very common these days your the 4th person in the last few weeks ive heard a similar story of xx

I had a miscarriage at 21 weeks 18 years ago. Ive had 2 children since then. Stay hopeful. Wishing you all the hapiness in the world.

Thank you for sharing your story. It definitely will stay in your heart, and that's OK. I still think about the one I lost before I got pregnant with my youngest son. Allow yourself time to grieve, but always be open for the possibility of the future. Big hugs to you and yours. 💙

I'm so sorry you're going through this. Your family is in my prayers.

Sending you lots of love! It’s amazing you have shared your experience it will help others for sure!! I have also just been through a horrendous missed miscarriage too, found out at my 12 week scan had a full on bump, hyperemesis, but baby passed weeks before! Done medical management which was horrendous pain for me then that failed had to have surgery to remove. I had never heard of a missed miscarriage before never knew any of this stuff happened! It’s just happened to my friend too I don’t know what’s going on! 😢❤ xxx

Awh Ash, firstly, welcome back. I watch silently all the time. Huuuge props on speaking on such hurtful, dark times. ❤️‍🩹 You’ll truely grow from this & it’s a chapter you’ll never forget but on the flip side will make you stronger. 🖤💪🏻 It’s so fab how important it was for your sis to be at your wedding. 💞I’m equally close my sis. There’s a year between us. She got married the day after you last year!!!! Shes Cathal’s godmother too (my son, if you remember me blabbing on about him years ago!! 🤪) And he was born on the 7th of December also!!!! So it was his 18th birthday the day before so he got a shout out in the speeches !!!!

I HATE to bring up the past… but look at how far you’ve come! I remember being so worried for your mental health and wellbeing when you split with your ex and now you’re married!! What on earth! Congrats 🥂 you deserve all the love in the world ❤

So sorry for this happening to you. It also happened to me 10 years ago and I still think about it. Worst time of my life. Thank you for talking about it.

Sorry for your loss love, we all missed you!

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I missed you and your videos so much❤ I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through so much pain and hurt, you are so brave and I’m sending you all the love in the world, congratulations on your wedding and getting your happy ever after❤️

So lovely to see you back online. Sorry for all that you've been through this year, a truly awful experience. Wishing you all health and happiness for the future ❤

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I’m so sorry love. I’ve been there too it was the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to endure. Take your time with it, process it you have a great support system as I did not I did it all alone. I know my boy is in Heaven just waiting for me. Take care love.

Thank you for being brave and sharing your story. Very sorry for your loss! Sending hugs and prayers.

I bottled up my first loss. It mentally tortured me for at least 6 months. I then had another 2 losses in a row. Finally got our Rainbow baby after going down the IVF route. Miscarriage NEEDS to be spoken about, so thank you. We don't need to suffer in silence any longer. Sending hugs your way and hoping you get your bundle of joy sometime in the near future. Ps. COQ10 is amazing for egg quality. The Fertilty Doctor put me on them for 3 months before my egg retrieval. Best of luck xo

I had 2 misscarriges about 2 mths apart ...but ended up having my 2 kids after ❤

Thank you 😊 for sharing since a personal experience. I hope 🤞 you talking about this will help someone else. You have to believe in your gut instinct. God will give you a baby when you’re ready. Welcome back and can’t wait 😛 to see more of your videos. Take care of yourself and your family.

So sorry to hear about your loss. We now have a healthy 10 month old baby but I had a miscarriage in 2022 after 2 years of trying to conceive. At the time I felt like I'd never be happy again, it really is such a difficult thing to go through. I was shocked by how many women I know have been through it too when I told them, it's just not talked about enough and I hadn't realised how common losses are x

So sorry to hear this Aisling!! How very raw and brave of you to do this, and how very helpful to so many poor women who are suffering or have suffered such a trauma! On the happy side of laugh, congrats on your recent wedding to Paddy and lovely to hear that Noah's doing good xo Joan

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I missed you 🎉. Im happy for you getting married. You are strong and brave 🎉 and it is really good saying that every pregnancy should be celebrated ❤. I wish you the best with everything and full joy and happiness

Thank you for speaking about this. You done absolutely nothing wrong. I've had an early miscarriage and it is such a lonely place for a woman. Wishing you all the luck for the future 💖

So so sorry you’ve had to go through this. Thank you for sharing your story, it not an easy thing to speak about and Your so brave to speak of your loss, wishing you pease and healing to your heart and also your husbands. It’s very hard on them too. ❤❤

Sending love and hugs to you and your family ❤

Awww Aisling! I have wondered what was happening in your life and how you were doing! I watched an old Video of yours on the weekend !! Such a coincidence. I am glad you are back and weary but looking forward to watch in this video 💗

Sending you so much love and hugs, Ashling! I have watched your channel for years now, and I am very grateful that you want to share your journies and personal stories with us 🤗

I love your content so much, makes me feel so cozy! I’ve really been missing your videos about Mac Cosmetics there’s my most watched on your channel. What products have you been loving from the brand,& I also love seeing you unboxing your iPhone, what’s on your iPhone. My third favorite content is when you share what’s in your bag. Seeing you travel is amazing. Sending you lots of positivity, love and light.♥️

Oh I’m so terribly sorry for all of you. Your families and close friends as well. This baby was and is your child. Paddy’s child. Noah’s sibling. That will never go away. Continue to love them. Keep them in your heart. The right time will come and this little one will come back and thrive. Also, just because you were pregnant and have had one child birthed…. Doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to feel less in your emotions, doesn’t mean you cannot grieve, and lastly it isn’t anything you did and I’m grateful you know that. Much love and many good thoughts your way. ❤❤❤❤❤

I was thinking about you yesterday wondering how you where and missing you. Thank you for sharing what you have gone through. You are a wonderful and so strong. I've been following you for a very long time. Thank you for being you and being brave to talk about all the things in you life. Praying for you and your family. Lots of Love from Brisbane Australia. xxxx

I’m so sorry to hear about your painful experience. I’m thinking of you and sending you love, and I appreciate your vulnerability, it’s not easy. And you’re def not alone, I had a miscarriage about three years ago and it feels so similar to your experience, I had good bloodwork though and went in at what I thought was 9 weeks for an ultrasound to see no fetal pole. At the next week ultrasound there was a heartbeat and it measured at 6 weeks, and went in the following week with no heartbeat and no growth. It is such an ongoing painful experience, and it really did feel like forever. I did get pregnant four months later though and am lucky enough to have a now 1 year old, 36 at the time of his birth. I wish nothing but the best for you, and thank you so much for sharing your genuine experience. Big hugs ❤

Aisling I’m so sorry you went through this, so very brave to share your story. Having followed you from the start I just felt like I was listening to a friend share her pain. Having been through one myself I understand all the thoughts & emotions you had. I went on to have two daughters who are now 21 & 15, made me appreciate them even more. Sending you & Paddy so much love ❤️ For nostalgia I would love to see a chatty make up video.

I am so sorry for yours and Paddy's loss. I can understand where you are at. My first pregnancy was twins that I miscarriaged at 13 weeks. The pain and grief stay with me. It's something I will never forget. It took my body 3 months to heal after before I was given a clean bill of health. When we got pregnant again I refused to tell anyone at first. Didn't want to go through it all again if bad news came. But my 2nd pregnancy and delivery was rough. Thats just how my story was meant to be. We wanted more children but that was not in God's plan. But I will tell you that if before my story started if you told me that it would be rough and dark and I would have to lose 2 children to get to have 1 and that was my only path. I would do it again. All the hurt and anger, I would put myself there again. I have a wonderful 16 year old now and 2 angels who are 18. I hope everything goes wonderful with your next pregnancy and it's ok to be scared because I sure was. Wish you the best. I have missed your videos and vlogs. It's good to see you again. ❤

I am.so very sorry for your loss and all that you have been through. Prayers for you and your sweet family.

So good to see you. I have been thinking about you for the past few months. I miss you xo

So sorry for your loss 🥺 I can relate to every word you said, i went through miscarriage 3 times 15 years ago and yes the blame and every emotion women go through is so heart breaking, when you're ready to come back we will all be waiting for you, congratulations on your marriage to Paddy ❤ ps if it helps i was 36 when i gave birth to my beautiful daughter so don't lose hope X

Your so brave, my sister when through something like you having IVF, she was further along. She had her daughter named and we were all so excited. We are a close family and had most of our kids at the same time. I was pregnant so her little girl and mine would be born in the same year. Just like you she had her little boy. When she lost her baby girl, people were saying at least you have one. She hated that. She eventually had a D&C and was in a ward with new babies. It’s 20 years ago and it still breaks her heart to talk about it. I admire you so much for sharing your story and please god You will have another blessing ❤❤❤❤

The only thing that I can say is, I miscarried at 10wks before I had my son. 6mnths later I was pregnant and had my beautiful son, then as the years went on, I had my second son then my daughter. It’s an awful time for you but please don’t give up or, worry it’ll happen again. You will be happy again and if you want, I’m sure you’ll have another beautiful healthy baby. ❤

Welcome back, I'm a long time mostly silent follower of yours. So very sorry to hear your sad news. Noah is incredibly lucky to have a strong mammy, I hope you and Paddy get your rainbow baby. X

I am so sorry to hear this 😢 I've had two back to back losses since December 2023 and am currently pregnant again & am on progesterone & things are looking great! I have a 2 year old son. There is so many layers to this that a woman has to process. Sending you love & thank you for sharing your story it will help many others feel less alone 💗💗

I'm so sorry you've went through this. It's so hard to go through. I had a miscarriage before my oldest son who is 9 now. I went to a medium not long after my miscarriage and he picked up on my loss and said something to me that really helped me get through it. He told me that my baby's soul will keep coming back to me until he or she was born, that that soul was destined to be with me. He told me I would find out that November that I was pregnant and he was spot on. I went through my miscarriage in the first week of June 2014 and was pregnant again in October, I found out in November and my rainbow baby was due on the 4th of June 2015 the same week I had lost my other baby. I just felt that was confirmation to me that my baby came back to me until they were born like the medium told me. It really gave me alot of comfort because I truly believe that he wasn't ready yet to be with me but came back to me when he was. I hope this helps you too and believe that your baby will come back to you also.

On my journey to baby no.2 I lost 3 babies...I agree with what you mean about a gut feeling. Each time there was one day I woke up and just knew something was wrong. Hoping that you get your rainbow baby, if that's what you choose 🤍 What angered me most is that after the first loss, there is no excitement in a positive pregnancy test anymore. No excitement going for your first scan. It robs you of the excitement 😢 You'll never forget this baby. Always wonder who they would have been😢 Sending all my love 🤍 Im not a crier and didn't cry when my son was born, but I bawled when my daughter came into the world as I'd slowly started to believe she may never be real - and when I finay held her I felt it kind of emotionally healed me a bit 🤍

Thank you so much for posting this .. I had a miscarriage at the end of May too and listening to you talk about it has really helped. Thank you 🩷

My sister miscarried her first pregnancy and she said the same thing about not feeling well and just "not right" and felt strange in her body and my mother & I felt that things weren't right also. It's not negativity it's just that you know. She miscarried at 10 weeks. She was scheduled for a D&C but actually went into labor more or less the night before. She did have to have the D&C. We read later that it takes the body around 10 weeks to know the embryo is not viable and to spontaneously remove it from the body. She went on to have a daughter and then a son, but sadly, due to an unknown disease at the time that she passed on to her son he passed away. The grief was great for our entire family but so much for my sister & her husband. She did have someone tell her, "Well you can just have another one." Mind boggling. I say all that to tell you I am so very sorry for your loss. You are not to blame but the feelings are understandable.

Delighted your back from your number one fan. You’re so right to talk about this. Women need more support as a very lonely and traumatic experience that’s just not talked about enough. I hope you start to feel better with this. ❤❤❤❤❤