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Don’t know why i’m writing this and don’t know what i’m about to write, but I don’t know what’s been going on with me lately. My heart’s starting to beat more faster, deeper and stronger, to the point it hurts and i have trouble breathing sometimes. The headaches or most likely migraines i’ve been getting lately are getting worse too and I don’t know if I can get better. While writing this, i can hear my own heartbeat through the music I’m listening to with my headphones on. Sometimes i can’t fall asleep and stay up all night because my heartbeat is the only thing that’s keeping me awake. Not because i don’t want to sleep but i truly can’t. I can feel and hear it. It’s as if it wants to get out of my chest. I wonder how it would feel to not have a heart…probably empty? But Maybe then, i could fall asleep better or even better, it wouldn’t hurt me.

Im just a Teenager who should go out and live the life a teenager can have while theyre still young, but here i am.. Laying down in my bed doing nothing but overthink about life. getting more insecure day by day, everytime i look at myself in the mirror and everytime i check my weight, it feels like everyone is judging me. i want to change and change just so everyone will like me or something like that... I see my friends look more mature than me even tho im the oldest, kinda made me think about how i act, how childish i am for my age. I want to throw everything and change into something new, mature, smart, pretty... Everything... I just hate myself so much.

love it bro

I don't know what to do

30/05/24

alone

my head is going to be empty. boom...

We didn’t have a worry in the world

What is worse is losing your best friend, losing your girlfriend or losing both. 😢

OK. i exist. I EXIST. I exist. i exist i exist i exist... I EXIST DAMNIT!

Im so tired.

muy bueno para hacer trabajos

This shit help because my boyfriend just killed himself a couple of minutes ago

As a guy I lust for women just to feel intimacy but these empty encounters just make the pain of loneliness even worse when we separate

It truly sucks to lose someone you truly love, don't take your time with your loved ones for granted. Feel every moment, live it all.

I'm tired.

Life has been so tough on me recently. No job, on the verge of being homeless, might lose m car that I have not even had for 2 months and I have no friends or family to support me through this time. I've been crying, screaming, begging for help or a sign and nothing ever comes by. I feel as though I have no purpose in this world nor to myself.

Alguém sabe a frequência dessa música ?

i miss her

I have people but do they have me?

Très reposant comme son 🧘‍♂️

I like this, can i put this to my instagram reels?

i don't feel that I exist, nor that I'm living. I don't believe I deserve something when I achieve it and I don't feel good about wanting to achieve something. For me, I would already be dead, but I can't find a way that isn't painful. I can't stand having to spend the rest of my days alive.

I’m feeling so empty

I lack the will to exist.

I can't stop crying there's nothing I can do I tried to stop it and stop listening to the song but everything I think of the good moments I just 😢 I can't stop I really need some help over here plz anybody

It makes me the that if only a few tings were different in my life my whole life would be different please help 😢🤕😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Sache que Jésus ou que Allah t'aime et t'aimera toujours qu'importe tes erreurs, tes péchés sache qu'Ils t'aiment et t'aimera jusqu'à que le monde s'arrête de tourner

This will carry me when i go to the military

Don't hear this song in mid night 😮😮 or you will die

A month ago I met a man, I am 12 years old, we communicate well with him, he is 15 years old.My parents did not know that I was communicating with him, but the day before yesterday they found out, my mother asked who this was, I told her everything, then the next day, well, more precisely today, my father called me and said who he was, he insisted that I not communicate with him, I screamed so, but then I calmed down when I heard this song, I remembered about him again and started crying, I'm crying with all my strength now because this man my friend has become like a native to me, and I just don't know what to say, I hope that everything will get better

Appreciate u takin the time to make this godbless u gob bless us all music is so powerful 🙌🏾 . reminiscing hard right now. I'm an 80s baby, and oh how time and things have changed 😢

_When you start realize that we’re equivalent to an hourglass. Each particle of sand is falling every second until all gone and if you’re unlucky- You’ll tip over and just… break… 😔🧡_

this song is very sad good bye

I didn’t want to come back home. I wanted to stay. I didn’t have anything to hold me down there but I chose to come back.

Life has not been as usual if been feeling more sad than usual I want someone to guide me I feel lonely

real (I'm tired.

People who are here or feel their heads are empty.... Please allow me to help you with advice or with something that normally people would not do, help someone unknown... Let me tell you that whatever you are going through or a mental block or a hard situation (please try to heal) I know that person hurt you but "love, care and forgive yourself" -Rodrigo

24:26:29 is fire

First version is pre-school to elementary school. This version is high school

first song name?

thanks

Thank you, I read books that have a sadder atmosphere to this song and I rlly appreciate you posting it

I met her in freshmen year 2018 never really talked to her , I sat behind her in class everyday not much communication until sophomore year until I decided if there would be a spark between her & I , we dated ever since until the very last moments of señior year . Such mentally severe events left me loosing friends, the sensation to feel , creativity . I was in a loop of mixed negative thoughts/feeling I wouldn’t wish upon anybody , not so much after i would smoke to not feel but in my personal experience a not to feel in a better quality experience. In my experience cannabis helped me to keep my thoughts aside from those negatives , helped get thru overall . I recently quit 7 months ago I can say my creativity has gained , I experience emotions as they come & go to time and places I was truly happy & the next day is gone but what I confidently can say is I gained mass of survival state of thinking which really is a benefit. I’ve proceeded with life , I’m really quite I’ve never really talked to anybody about my state of thinking/being because everybody has there own way of perspective of everybody & don’t want to be viewed in a negative vision , anyways im grateful for being strong mentally leading me to a greater destanation & better to come . I’m now seeing the results I’ve been desiring to accomplish not needing substances or another being to feel at ease .

🥺🥹🕊️💞

Goodbye everyone.......☺️☺️☺️😶‍🌫️🫥

So far I like the soundtracks, stimulates my brain. Makes me think from a different perspective. Remember, what ever you believe it will shape what you understand and feel.

Its funny how strangers care more about us than the people we know.

I listen to this song because she left me. Let me know if you feel the same😫😥

From what I've seen and experienced, life sucks and all, I tried going to therapists and all kinds of mental health stuff but ngl it just got worse, i have a online friend which doesnt know me and i dont know him but i think that's what makes it comforting yk? I dont know him, he doesn't know me, he doesnt judge me or expect something from me, its odd but in a good way, one day i got tired of my own pain and myself so now i lost about 16 years of my life and haven't done a single thing, tho i did make it through but now im still very lost and without a objective in life, it feels odd but at least its better then before