Aki Kevin
Aki Kevin
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Your inner animal (Wolf) Terrian
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Wolf
Inner Animal
DID
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Alter Aeon DID
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Alter Aeon DID
Joke about the weather
zhlédnutí 7Před 20 hodinami
Joke about the weather
Differences in mine and Drakes system
zhlédnutí 11Před 23 hodinami
Differences in mine and Drakes system
Differences in our systems
zhlédnutí 5Před 23 hodinami
Differences in our systems
Differences in our systems
zhlédnutí 14Před 23 hodinami
Differences in our systems
Talking About Chimera and DID
zhlédnutí 79Před dnem
Talking About Chimera and DID
Chimera eyes
zhlédnutí 15Před dnem
Chimera eyes
Little alter Ren
zhlédnutí 8Před dnem
Little alter Ren
Dissociative identity disorder Littles morning
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Dissociative identity disorder Littles morning
Dissociative Identity Disorder Nagi
zhlédnutí 25Před dnem
Dissociative Identity Disorder Nagi
Our lifes chimera part 1
zhlédnutí 29Před 14 dny
Our lifes chimera part 1
little
zhlédnutí 12Před měsícem
little
American sign language Killing me softly with his love
zhlédnutí 14Před 2 měsíci
American sign language Killing me softly with his love
Ko je najjaci u kraju
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Ko je najjaci u kraju
Cold Jaded Eyes Before T
zhlédnutí 5Před 3 měsíci
Cold Jaded Eyes Before T
Important Kay Sign For Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Important Kay Sign For Dissociative Identity Disorder
Dissociative Identity Disorder Alters
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Dissociative Identity Disorder Alters
Visuely impaired losing sight blind concern
zhlédnutí 102Před 3 měsíci
Visuely impaired losing sight blind concern
Malignant Narcissist abuse protection how to escape it #Npd #gaslighting #npdabuse
zhlédnutí 22Před 4 měsíci
Malignant Narcissist abuse protection how to escape it #Npd #gaslighting #npdabuse
woods
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woods
judgment day
zhlédnutí 13Před 4 měsíci
judgment day
#narcissisticpersonalitydisorder narcissist #clusterB #npd #mentalhealth #bpd narcissism
zhlédnutí 16Před 4 měsíci
#narcissisticpersonalitydisorder narcissist #clusterB #npd #mentalhealth #bpd narcissism
Dissociative Identity Disorder DID
zhlédnutí 7Před 4 měsíci
Dissociative Identity Disorder DID
dd
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dd
God Complex NIGHTMÆR Partial Cover
zhlédnutí 12Před 6 měsíci
God Complex NIGHTMÆR Partial Cover
Dissociative Identity Disorder Alters
zhlédnutí 18Před 6 měsíci
Dissociative Identity Disorder Alters
Struggles as DID Survivor #did #dissociativeidentitydisorder #mentalhealth
zhlédnutí 12Před 7 měsíci
Struggles as DID Survivor #did #dissociativeidentitydisorder #mentalhealth
ASPD sociopathy Collab with Gizmo #narcissist #psychopath #aspd #clusterB #gaslighting #npd #BPD
zhlédnutí 30Před 8 měsíci
ASPD sociopathy Collab with Gizmo #narcissist #psychopath #aspd #clusterB #gaslighting #npd #BPD

Komentáře

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 dny

    Is he a system too? Best to all of you today💜 Solara

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 7 dny

      Yes its Nagi he isnt main host but he was in the video with main host i made today videos about differences in our systems will be upolading. -Blue

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 11 dny

    Very cool 💜Lara

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 11 dny

      @@thenotoriousd.i.d thank you Lara. We love our eyes. I been having emotional day with Littles. How r u?

    • @thenotoriousd.i.d
      @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 11 dny

      @@AkiWasHere we've been all over the map so I get it. The system is getting new people again and still trying to sort it out. Hope y'all are grounded and doing well 💜 Lara

  • @AkiWasHere
    @AkiWasHere Před 11 dny

    Thank you

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 11 dny

    Nice over walk

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 12 dny

    Greetings the best to you all! Loving the hair 🎉 Charity

  • @AkiWasHere
    @AkiWasHere Před 12 dny

    We discuss in beguning which little made a mess in the morning my hair was cut and mik spilled all around 😂

    • @thenotoriousd.i.d
      @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 dny

      The joys of DID. Trying to figure out what happened and who did it💜Solara

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 7 dny

      @@thenotoriousd.i.d ahhahah agreeing me and Drake (a system too) -blue

  • @5of9
    @5of9 Před 12 dny

    A description of what you intend to bring to the viewer is always helpful. I/we look for a description often to figure out if it is something that I/we want to know or learn about. Sometimes I/we go too much in our description and it takes a long time to read it all. Just sayin

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 12 dny

      Hey sorry about that one I had bunch videos left for ke ti edit and upload my net is very own and I am trying just to get them on and I thought IL adjust title then. Btw nagi is name of my friend in the video. He is an alter of person I'm room mates with I hope we all can share something interesting

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před měsícem

    Creative💜

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 2 měsíci

    Do you have an alter that requires sign language? Jane

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 17 dny

      Yes so we all learned,some better some not heh. there are animals and hybrids in. ghosts...i always joke ladies and gentlmen ghosts animals,creatures and rest haha we all cant see well its phzsical issue but im pretty sure wyat sees pretty bad.

    • @thenotoriousd.i.d
      @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 17 dny

      @@AkiWasHere sorry to hear that. Me have a mute alter she uses sign. I know it must be a confusing challenge in general but, as a system with low sight even more so. 💜 Stay strong, Lara

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 2 měsíci

    Nice look!

  • @busecaml2203
    @busecaml2203 Před 3 měsíci

    as beautiful as Scarlett Johansson like this is crazyy!!

  • @5of9
    @5of9 Před 3 měsíci

    A different type of presenting. There are some parts where the audio is missing. it seems you are trying to say a lot in one video. Perhaps something brief in a description could prepare those watching with an idea of what you are presenting. Best wishes as you travel your path. Kindly, Cloud

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 3 měsíci

      I agree with you. Host is so busy and computer doesnt work so he is making this very messy and needs order. Thank you for this great comment we will take that words and consider what to do how to make better videos thank you. -Frki n Sparkle

    • @5of9
      @5of9 Před 3 měsíci

      @@AkiWasHere - 👋Hi Frki n Sparkle, We know that it is so difficult to make videos! 😐 There is deciding what it is about 🤔 Then there is the environment (inside and outside for getting the 'recording' done😏😒 Then the editing 🧐 Many think a 3 minute video takes a 'short amount of time' (10 or 15 minutes) 🙄 For us, it takes about 1 or 1.5 hour for each minute of video, so yeah sometimes our 4 minute video can take even 16 hours (spread over a week or two, or three) to finish. Wishing you the best. Kindly, Cloud (Host)

  • @busecaml2203
    @busecaml2203 Před 3 měsíci

    🫠❤

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 4 měsíci

    Knowing is hard but, it gives you time to prepare. We wish you the best and hope that preparing is easy for you, braille, walking cane ect.

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 4 měsíci

      How do i tell littles exectly they been complining faces of peiple change and now i know what they are talking about its not peoples faxes its in eyes.

    • @thenotoriousd.i.d
      @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 4 měsíci

      @@AkiWasHere It is going to be hard for them to understand. We thought about your situation deeply. I personally can't imagine how very confusing it will be for many of your alters who are not expecting or used to vision loss. It will be a learning curve for you all. We are rooting for you💜 I know it's hard for ours to understand mobility issues which isn't even close to vision impairment. I hope acceptance and finding coping mechanisms help. My grandmother lost her sight but, never accepted it and it made her bitter. She always tried to act like it was coming back, to act like someone with sight. If she had accepted it I feel she would have been a lot more productive and happy. Easier said than done I'm sure. Solara

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 4 měsíci

    Hi, Even nice to see you!

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 4 měsíci

    Thanks for sharing 💜 Solara

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 4 měsíci

      Hi Solara i went to do things they say i have nice hoodie :) liam

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 4 měsíci

    Nothing in life is black and white. It's all a grey area no matter what they say. Valpray

  • @ready2768
    @ready2768 Před 4 měsíci

    I see this can be really hard on you and other people with NPD it's hard to talk about it and you are very brave!

  • @AkiWasHere
    @AkiWasHere Před 4 měsíci

    Its in a way comforting because i know it is true we do fit the criteria for ASPD, NPD and now got a diagnosis for BPD so I checked out mostly some alters like Frki and yeah he does,I am more on the other two,or I like to call it child diagnosis Conduct disorder I do have it. But yeah I get your point. SO with this, we have obviously DID and we are autistic its very fucking challenging at times and we have some people with similar diagnoses that we care about so its hard for all. But thanks for your support. -Host AKi

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 4 měsíci

    They love throwing a lot of different diagnosis' at you. Stay strong 💜 Lara

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 4 měsíci

      Its in a way comforting because i know it is true we do fit the criteria for ASPD, NPD and now got a diagnosis for BPD so I checked out mostly some alters like Frki and yeah he does,I am more on the other two,or I like to call it child diagnosis Conduct disorder I do have it. But yeah I get your point. SO with this, we have obviously DID and we are autistic its very fucking challenging at times and we have some people with similar diagnoses that we care about so its hard for all. But thanks for your support. -Host AKi

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 4 měsíci

    Hi, so interesting 🎉

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 4 měsíci

      This actually wasn't supposed to be a short video. Zeka is one of the alters from another system ill try to post the whole video later Thanks. -Aki

  • @AkiWasHere
    @AkiWasHere Před 4 měsíci

    This shouldnt have been short lol

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 6 měsíci

    Facts we have started considering ourselves family too💜Solara

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 6 měsíci

    Interesting creation💜

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 6 měsíci

    Very interesting 💜

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 6 měsíci

    Hope you guys are doing ok and staying comfortable 💜Solara

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 6 měsíci

      Same! We trying. thank you!

  • @oliollie8312
    @oliollie8312 Před 6 měsíci

    Wow. For just hearing it once you did it amazing! I am proud of you.

  • @ready2768
    @ready2768 Před 6 měsíci

    You have a very powerful presence and strong voice god. I can't wait to hear the whole song. Good job.

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 6 měsíci

      Thank you. Ill be working on it!

  • @5of9
    @5of9 Před 6 měsíci

    💖💖💖💖💖

  • @oliollie8312
    @oliollie8312 Před 6 měsíci

    🥰

  • @ready2768
    @ready2768 Před 6 měsíci

    Keep up guys.

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 7 měsíci

    Those and much more are accurate. It is a complicated situation that only those who are a multiple will ever truly understand. Thank all of you for helping shed awareness 💜 Lola

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 7 měsíci

      Yes Lola it is, sadly but I was hoping to share that awareness this way thanks for confirming i did! -Even

    • @thenotoriousd.i.d
      @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 7 měsíci

      @@AkiWasHere always nice to hear other systems! valpray

  • @5of9
    @5of9 Před 7 měsíci

    Truth! Well done. 👍 While we haven't 'processed' the trauma, even after 15 years of knowing we are a system and having many parts now (about 35), MOSTLY we have blending instead of switching. This aids to prevent body dysmorphia (as long as we don't look into mirrors). Yet, the desire not to have this condition is ever present, which we believe feeds the denial factor. We use the word 'condition' as opposed to 'disorder' because even before knowing about it, the mind was able to create a solution to that which was truly disorder, or disordered.

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 7 měsíci

      I cant explain how much I agree with you. Absolutely relatable and truth. -Aki

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 7 měsíci

      We have 30 parts too. Calling condition too. We are here for youz and you not alone,.

  • @AkiWasHere
    @AkiWasHere Před 7 měsíci

    I believe Even did this video. 😅

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 měsíci

    How many alters do you have? How many are sociopaths?

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 8 měsíci

      Its not really proven if we all have it or just some, i dont think littles have it, others have different symptoms and differently managing it and less severe or more,im not quite sure since dr said its not something that's she sure about either, We been 30 around in total but mostly up to ten front.

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 8 měsíci

      -Aki

    • @thenotoriousd.i.d
      @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 měsíci

      @@AkiWasHere That is very interesting! Thank you for your answer 💜 Lola

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 měsíci

    Nice to meet you all🎉Lola

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 4 měsíci

      I didn't see this thank you. -Kevin

  • @ShroomedMisterCraft
    @ShroomedMisterCraft Před 8 měsíci

    Well done, quite factual in nature and from an inside perspective

  • @ready2768
    @ready2768 Před 8 měsíci

    Your videos are always interesting. Keep up

  • @oliollie8312
    @oliollie8312 Před 8 měsíci

    oh wow

  • @ready2768
    @ready2768 Před 8 měsíci

    Interesting

  • @ready2768
    @ready2768 Před 8 měsíci

    I think it was awesome but feel free to talk more about it

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 měsíci

    Very interesting share🎉 thank you

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 8 měsíci

      Hey thankyou fro watching.-Even

  • @fridgeanon
    @fridgeanon Před 8 měsíci

    Yo

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 měsíci

    Very interesting friends💜 nice hair cut! Lola

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 8 měsíci

      Well, at least looks very authentic haha.

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 měsíci

    I agree there are different allergies, illnesses both physically and mentally, likes, dislikes etc as we are all individuals. We have only one non human alter. We don't have the ability for everyone to get together. All of our alters experience DID as it is the mind that controls that. Not all know they are part of a DID system however. Good video always nice to see how other systems work. Lola

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 8 měsíci

      Thank you! Very true what you said. -Sevidz

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 měsíci

    Very interesting friends💜 Is the body Russian? We don't have a sociopath in our system that we know of but, we have many who are antisocial. Keep making good videos 🙂 Valpray

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 8 měsíci

      Psychopathy and Sociopathy terms now fall under AsPD :) -Savage Oh yes btw body isnt Russian but you were very close our accents are similar its Serbian tho some have different accents

    • @thenotoriousd.i.d
      @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 měsíci

      @@AkiWasHere yes we know how that is too. We have a world of different cultures, from different countries and accents in our system 🙂 Thank you for your answer, Lola

  • @thenotoriousd.i.d
    @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 měsíci

    Very informative 💜

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 8 měsíci

      Thank you! Our alters have different disorders, some have all just symptoms are thrown around on them heh. More of them really wanna do videos but they are still scared to show,or sometimes we dont introduce even if someone else is fronting pretending to be host as thats what we learned to cope in social situations,we need to drop that on our youtube, thanks for your support it means allot.

    • @thenotoriousd.i.d
      @thenotoriousd.i.d Před 8 měsíci

      @@AkiWasHere yes we learned that pretending to be one person was smarter in social situations. We don't have much choice now though with all those we have with different accents. It has really been helpful for us to each make videos to get to know each other. This opens up more understanding. We do have many that is hard to do with or that don't want to as well. We appreciate your speaking out! People don't realize how many other disorders go hand and hand with DID. 💜Lola

  • @5of9
    @5of9 Před 8 měsíci

    I don't know why my view wasn't counted. 🙁Oh, there it did count. 😆 Anyway, it was interesting, yet, I would recommend rather than considering the answers to the questions quickly, that you give them more consideration before recording for a more flowing creation. Kindly, Cloud and ILLIAN

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 8 měsíci

      Hey guys. Thanks for commenting. And advice. Hope you doing fine.

  • @busecaml2203
    @busecaml2203 Před 8 měsíci

    5:15 🥰 you look like naughty and pretty boy and beautiful serbians are special nation i think you guys are usually beautiful

  • @5of9
    @5of9 Před 8 měsíci

    ☺ Nice. The totality of Dissociative Identity Disorder is so huge that a person with this condition could talk about the particular things, alters, behaviors, why they are here, why other alters are not here yet, and more, for many (15 - 30) hours. So, yeah. Take care and best wishes. Kindly, Cloud (Host)

    • @AkiWasHere
      @AkiWasHere Před 8 měsíci

      You are right Cloud! It would take us hours to explain it all. If you wish we can sometimes make videos together sharing experiences or such, just an idea, good wishes. -Aki (host)

    • @5of9
      @5of9 Před 8 měsíci

      @@AkiWasHere 🤔