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Dude, that’s your mind trying to keep you blind 🌈 life is beautiful and you choose the way you feel, just go to love 🌈 love is everything

I hope you know the end about broken and saying I'm not broken gave me like a bit of fresh air I been very suicidal and just hearing that made me feel good and like there more to life thank u friend

Almost sounds like DID

Do binaural beats to hemi sync your brain

I regret smoking so much ever since I smoked and had a really bad dream like phycosis trip I would have random episodes and flashbacks of it just feeling like im in a complete dream if i could go back in time and wouldnt known the reprocussions i would never have done it I wish it would go away

lol, anxiety is a motherfucker, eh? Coupled with the amazing power of our brains to trick itself when it's feeling anxiety - thinking it's something WAY worse (not realizing unmanaged anxiety IS the worst). Anyone who's had a panic attack knows they woudn't wish that experience upon their worst enemy. It sucks lol. You'll be alright, psycho! :P

I am beyond words for how grateful I am for your video! My wife found relief and comfort after over 3 months of trying to figure out what had happened to her. Thank you so much for sharing your experience and helping so many others that have had the same experience. 🙏🏼🤍

thank you.

In the 70s I had several musician friends in my life who had bad Acid trips. They were all ( at different times) admitted to Ancora Psychiatric Hospital. They were all skilled on their instruments however LSD wiped them out and they sounded nonsensical. It's as if their talent had been taken away. When I visited them in the hospital they acknowledged who I was only by name. We were all around 18 and had known each other since childhood however they acted as if they could not remember our history. One was a classically trained pianist who was consuming LSD often and obsessed with drawing a map of an underwater city. He was placed on closed ward . He acted delusional. A girl I knew since childhood sat on a bench staring at the sky and unable to communicate. A total of six friends that acted permanently mentally ill for the rest of their lives and unable to function properly in the community ever again.

The beauty of the psychosis is you are forced to build a new identity. I’ve healed but I haven’t fully made a new identity. But just stay patient, you’re not alone.

This really helped me I think I went through the same but mild thing as most people on here buf it gets better slowly

Saw the bio electric structure of evil did you? Yes, there are some hellish truths that you can be shown. In that case you must robustly embrace the persistent good in creation

I live in a dream for two months now after heavy use of amphetamine and I'm so scared I got permanent brain damage, even though I know it's probably DP/DR. It really makes me depressed, I feel so much regret for this one time I used the drugs after 5 months of getting clean. I keep on hoping for better mental health.

How long does psycosis can last?

Pfft I got sent to hell sat with the devil, the devil tortured me for eternity in hell by banishing me to our space where he spun me around and showed me that human life in a simulation. The next day, I’m fine, driving my car and thankful after to be back in reality. Sounds like you have some other underlaying conditions or something….

I've just found your channel by chance, and I see similarities between you and me. I had a drug-induced psychosis like you did in the past. It changed who I am and the path I decided to take. Sometimes I ask myself if I am too selfish or too self-centered. But I think these moments from the past made us really self-aware and helped us perceive the world differently. It can also be a defense mechanism, because we know what can happen to us subconsciously. Regardless, I live a very good life right now, having a very good career, whereas before I could not even imagine being a junkie, taking vast amounts of drugs, and then being afraid of knives for a year. I feel that we share something similar in these terms. I believe we will figure out what is right to do. We are deep thinkers, analyzing ourselves and the world. This is a gift and a curse, but we get the opportunity to grow, while many people are narrow minded or do not see the different perspectives. And of course, empathy is important. People go through struggles like you and me; we just need to forget ourselves sometimes. It’s the deep thoughts we have that do not allow us to think too much about others sometimes. At least that's what I think.

This is not psychosis exactly bro I had the same bad trip with lsd and I have small panic attacks like electric energy in my back like fear but is a symptom of depression I have a psychiatrist who cares and he gives me SSRI pill you know so stay away from drugs I have this bullshit 3 years now

I took psychedelics while i wasn't in a good state of mind and went to hell. Couples months later I dived deep in spirituality listining to osho and eckhart tolle etc. unitl one moment i had a existentiël thougth and a bomb imploded in my mind. Months after i had multiple psychoses, the negative energy and thoughts i felt during the bad trip came back. Well my life hasnt been the same since than, and I feel really bad now. Looking back i just cant believe i was so stupid to take drugs in my life or searching all the bad crap that is poisen for the mind on the internet. I feel like i am the biggest loser that ever walked on earth. I will nog give up on life though and will keep going, but it has been hard would have been so much better for me if i didnt do all the stupid shit😅

I had a really bad LSD Trip and I was fine for 2 weeks. Then it hit me and I experienced a really intense strange and frightening feeling. I m suffering over a month now and my perception is terrifying me. I have fear for no reason I have panic attacks, Dp and Dr, my brain feels like I m going crazy any minute and my thoughts are really weird. I also have visual optics like I’m on lsd again. Nothing makes sense to me right now the whole world makes no sense to me. I feel like even if I would recover from it nothing would make sense to and nothing has meaning. I really don’t feel like myself and it really feels like I’m trapped in a nightmare I can’t escape. I went to a specialized psychiatrist and he said I don’t have a psychosis bc I don’t have real hallucinations or hear voices. It really does feel like a psychosis though. Can anybody relate to this or tell me their opinion I really don’t know what’s going on with me. Thanks

My friend really scares me with his psychosis-He now thinks I'm involved in a plot to kill him along with my son---this crap is so terrifying. IDK how to help him. It's so sad.

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I hope you get better, stay strong, keep a journal for daily progress, exercise, find something to keep you occupied healthy tho. . . . I was at a point where I wanted to end it all and ended up trying 🍄 it did helped. I just do slight doses since then and its been helping me to feel like getting out of my old self. I don't want to return to who I was. Everything is good in moderation and please dont mix stuff that shit will get you more f'd up. I hope anyone reading this holds on. You can recover stay strong.

I’m watching this video every time I loose hope and it helps everytime. I think my lsd trip is haunting me and everytime I think about it I feel the same. I’m also suffering from fear -and panic attacks and dpdr I think. I just want to be normal again and be myself…

Thanks for the epic uploads bro, I started watching them now

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Ego death.

As long as you stop taking drugs and focus on self care and love you can work your way back. My recovery was done on my own and it took a lot of lying down and forcing myself to think positive and focus on my morals and values. Sounds weird but after a while the positivity did actually become a learned behaviour. That combined with time and looking after myself and focusing on goals.

He thinks physical reality is real, lmao lol just

I still feel like i'm alone with this since marijuana affects everyone differently, but is getting high in a bad and unpredictable way similar to what i felt and i'm traumatized by? since i remember i had no traumas or consequences when i smoked a variety that made me give the vivid feelings without feeling loopy or high too much.

Reflecting on my experience with the super skunk variety of marijuana, I remember feeling trapped in a time loop which each second felt like the first time i was smoking where the same moments kept repeating and I kept praying to god or anything to get me out of this and i came down in half an hour and fell a sleep, each time feeling like the first. This experience was so unsettling that it made me wary of using that strain again and i was diagnosed with a drug induced psychosis and months after i started to regress and believe in delusions and have hallucinations and various other things, the drug is just more dangerous than previously believed and far from entirely harmless without it's risks and consequential sides, it's definitely not the devils lettuce, or the greatest medicine but having consumed too much of a high potency definitely would of have reacted, and in next time the psychoses didn't happen, but after my trip in Nethrelands, and i came back to my own home country , a few months later i went to the emergency unit and spent there 3 months with antipsychotics and syringes.

Thank you for this 🙏

I experienced this and you explain it well. I have a way of saying it, imagine being born but with an adults brain that has been formatted. That's how I try to explain what it's like in a nut shell. New place, new existence, zero memory and I mean zero. Absurdity and weirdness seems to play the biggest role during the panic state. You look at a table but have no idea what it is, what its for, what its called and why this is all happening all of a sudden. It's scary and totally consuming. It usually results in tears and serious anxiety. Mine was to the point I thought I was dead and in the afterlife. I nearly tried a drastic thing to prove it to myself too but something stopped me from doing it. I got better after about 2 years too but the 2 years proved I had an ego death and it's affected me physically. I now shake a lot due to too much adrenaline. My flight or flight instinct got messed with and I now live permanently on the edge of it. Meds help but to be honest to be 99% free of it takes way more than 2 years, we're talking 25. The 1% never goes away, you opened a door that cannot be shut. Sometimes that door blows open again.

I’ve been a drug induced psychosis for 7 years now. I have tried 20 medications. Some have worked but not lasting. It’s been a long road

did you have to take antipsychotics?

Was wondering if we could chat about one of your previous videos about psychosis. Is there any way to message you so we can speak privately.

Yeah bro the redefining yourself from scratch is the worst “feeling” a human experience 1000%

Thanks man for someone who understands

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Skill issue

Thx

It’s been 22 months going on 23 since the start of my drug induced Psychosis, and I am completely free. It took me on a spiritual path that taught me to be patient and not to take life so seriously. The first three months I had suicidal thoughts almost every single day, and I was eventually hospitalized because I started to get homicidal and I thought people were watching me through the air vents in my house. After a while I accepted that if this was going to get better I would have to go sober. I was trying so hard to fight this new me that I was forced to become. And that’s the thing. When you go through a drug induced psychosis there is no going back to normal, I’ll give you an example. Imagine you get cut by a blade. You can recover from that cut but the scar will always be there, and there’s nothing wrong with that. The only way to recovery is to accept what happened and with time you can embrace what happened to yourself and change for the better. I love my life now it’s so much better than it was 2 years ago. I had no purpose in life and was depressed. Now I work on myself in every way possible to become great to serve my purpose on this earth until I die. I hope this was a blessing to anyone who needed it. And if you’re thinking about committing suicide, know it’s not worth it you are worth so much. I wish you the best ✌🏻

I'm still suffering after 1.5 years spent thousands of dollars on treatments and doctors still haven't recovered. I only took 2 grams of shrooms and after two month I started getting ocd symptoms coupled with derealization

To pee? Me too man, me too

hey Tomo, i hope you are good. The part about Religion is not a negative part as you described it. Religions are not bad if we don’t go to the extremes. It is in our nature to pray or to worship a higher power. It is also part of a proces, to find the one and only Truth for the person and live by it. Religions have helped many people to become a better human and to know what comes after this life and also what the goal in our life on this planet is. By the way: How can i contact you? i have patreon for example.

You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inert, so hopelessly dependent on the system that they will fight to protect it."

Its wild to me that psychedelics are being promoted for mental health. I realize that its possible to help. But personally I know many who are fucked up for life, and no one that really benefitted

Thx . This was a beautifull video... There is medicine to kill a active psychosis. Just sayin'... But, maybe it's cheating, don't know... 6 6 6

This video is almost 30 years too late for me. I went through a very serious LSD induced breakdown back then, and it permanently changed my life. In some ways for the worse, in someways for the better. The better part was I ended up becoming much more spiritually aware, much less materialistic and competitive, much more of an independent thinker. The worse part of it was I was hopelessly neurotic for a couple decades, until I was able to put the pieces back together. They are still not quite all together. It was like a rebirth, but it happened at a very vulnerable time of my physical life. As a rebirth I had the emotional level of a baby nearly. and maybe had to grow up inside. All over again. I had no one, and I mean no one at all who could help me or even slightly comprehend what I was dealing with for a long time. Call it karma. What helped me the most was reading about Buddhism, and listening to Ram Dass. And Jesus, gotta love Jesus. Yeah. Religion.

If you are on a drug and think that you have a psychosis atleast wait a day or week before you want a doctor to tell you xD But what if you are healthy and the doctors all look like cripples you don't want to take advice from? Well I guess you must be doing sth very differently then they are. And they seem to be blind towards it. So what if they are having a psychosis and don't even know it, eventhough they are talking to people daily who either are mentally ill or want to hear that they are mentally ill. And then mirror neurons shoot. Maybe you shouldn't be talking to them but to people who you admire for their looks or lifestyle or for their financial achievements. But then the "loss of reality is just a money issue". In other countries there is war. In perspective you got it quite well. I got a sixpack and am shredded and blessed genetically in many ways. Comparing yourself to others is not harmful, when you take it as inspiration to become like the best and to knoy your atleast also not at the worst end (hunger etc.). There are more millionaires in the USA than people with a sixpack and who are in good shape. So in that I already am in the best 2%. Success is subjective. You can succeed in anything you want, you just got to put in the work. Ofc you first need to define what you want to do. Guess what most people haven't got that figured out. Or do but your not intrested in what they are. Enslavement is a fundamental key system element of the matrix. Your freedom is always sb else not having that freedom at that specific place in time. Everyone has different priorities with different priorities themselfs. You need to find people that match yours or who don't but since your so different somehow work together beautifully. It depends. It's similar to some kind of machinery. Speaking in pictures here. Or math of cogwheels. When they got teeth with a prime number amount they wore down the least. Tasks of optimization. However it's not just about speed (when talking about pc parts for example) different parts and architectures of fractals take work.

You’re not in tune with your higher self, you can see it in your eyes.