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💗 lilymoongirl 💗
Registrace 1. 02. 2017
Hello there. Welcome. 😊
Me? Artist. Writer. Gamer. Photographer. Psych Nerd. Collector. Introvert. Empath. Philosopher. Agoraphobe. Ailurophile. Melophile. Cinephile. Bibliophile. Pathological People Pleaser. Swiftie.
Anxiety and depression are a daily battle, and I am recovering from multiple major illnesses (GBS and FND). For the most part, I'm home-bound and am prepared for a long recovery, which brings me to my motivation for creating this channel.
I need a safe place to just ... SPEAK. I am great at silence, but I think that contributed to my lowest low. So now I am trying something new. Speaking. Speaking about my dull day or my silly cats or what I am passionate about or currently obsessed with. And speaking about the uncomfortable and heavy stuff, as well. Life is hard. I'm trying to make it easier.
Hope this can be a safe place for you as well.
💗 lily
Me? Artist. Writer. Gamer. Photographer. Psych Nerd. Collector. Introvert. Empath. Philosopher. Agoraphobe. Ailurophile. Melophile. Cinephile. Bibliophile. Pathological People Pleaser. Swiftie.
Anxiety and depression are a daily battle, and I am recovering from multiple major illnesses (GBS and FND). For the most part, I'm home-bound and am prepared for a long recovery, which brings me to my motivation for creating this channel.
I need a safe place to just ... SPEAK. I am great at silence, but I think that contributed to my lowest low. So now I am trying something new. Speaking. Speaking about my dull day or my silly cats or what I am passionate about or currently obsessed with. And speaking about the uncomfortable and heavy stuff, as well. Life is hard. I'm trying to make it easier.
Hope this can be a safe place for you as well.
💗 lily
near panic attack + not going to the hospital
Today I speak about being on the verge of a panic attack and not wanting to return to the hospital. I have been ill and when I don't feel well I tend to let things get to me more. Defences are down and all that.
⭐ LIFELINE ⭐ 988lifeline.org
💙 GBS 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-c...
💙 FND 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-c...
💚 GW2 💚 www.guildwars2.com
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💗 TWITTER 💗 /itslilymoongirl
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⭐ LIFELINE ⭐ 988lifeline.org
💙 GBS 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-c...
💙 FND 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-c...
💚 GW2 💚 www.guildwars2.com
💗 PINTEREST 💗 /lilymoongirl
💗 INSTAGRAM 💗 /lilymoongirl
💗 TWITTER 💗 /itslilymoongirl
💗 TIK TOK 💗 /itslilymoongirl
💗 TWITCH 💗 /lilymoongirl
zhlédnutí: 68
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learning how to makeup
zhlédnutí 79Před 5 měsíci
Today I speak about girly stuff - makeup. Yes, I am self-teaching as I go after watching a couple videos on the basics. I am a bit clumsy and am finding it more complex than I imagined. Like really everything, much has changed, but I am having fun as I learn. It gives me stuff to fidget with and organize. My OCD is happy. 😊💗 ⭐ LIFELINE ⭐ 988lifeline.org 💙 GBS 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-c... ...
stop teaching kids to blindly obey adults
zhlédnutí 36Před 6 měsíci
Today I speak about manners and politeness and how they can be harmful. When parents instill values in their children like "mind your elders" it can put them in a dangerous situation. It is setting them up to possibly being taken advantage of if a predator encounters this polite child who will blindly obey. Always trying to be a good girl, I have been in traumatic situations partly because I di...
night terrors + intubation trauma
zhlédnutí 21Před 6 měsíci
Today I speak about night terrors and medication (Prazosin). I speak about intubation trauma and the PTSD flashback/nightmare we continue to experience upon waking. There was a plan to introduce to to one of our kitties, Gus, but he had plans. 😸 ⭐ LIFELINE ⭐ 988lifeline.org 💙 GBS 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-c... 💙 FND 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-c... 💚 GW2 💚 www.guildwars2.com 💗 PINTEREST 💗...
head to toe + attempting positivity
zhlédnutí 28Před 7 měsíci
Today I speak about the medical procedure (EEG) that gave good news (I do not have epilepsy as I was initially diagnosed with) but took my hair. I speak about what being bed-bound does to your feet and legs. Finally I try to be positive and come up with things that make me happy. 😊 ▶ EEG www.mayoclinic.org/tests-procedures/eeg/about/pac-20393875 ⭐ LIFELINE ⭐ 988lifeline.org 💙 GBS 💙 www.mayoclin...
the Kowalski family tragedy + FND stigma
zhlédnutí 38Před 7 měsíci
After watching the Kolwalkis vs JHACH (John Hopkins All Children's Hospital) court trial, and preparing to view the "Take Care of Maya" documentary on Netflix, there are some thoughts... ▶ Take Care of Maya en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Take_Care_of_Maya ▶ CRPS www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/crps-complex-regional-pain-syndrome/symptoms-causes/syc-20371151 ⭐ LIFELINE ⭐ 988lifeline.org 💙 GBS 💙 ww...
Q&A #1 (featuring the hubby)
zhlédnutí 57Před 7 měsíci
1st Q&A of probably several. We generally go over a bit of my medical experiences in the last couple of years. ⭐ LIFELINE ⭐ 988lifeline.org 💙 GBS 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-c... 💙 FND 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-c... 💚 GW2 💚 www.guildwars2.com 💗 PINTEREST 💗 /lilymoongirl 💗 INSTAGRAM 💗 /lilymoongirl 💗 TWITTER 💗 /itslilymoongirl 💗 TIK TOK 💗 /itslilymoongirl 💗 TWITCH 💗 /lilymoongirl
hi i'm lily
zhlédnutí 86Před 7 měsíci
Basically this is me introducing myself and nervously rambling on about my cats. So yeah. I apologize for all the pauses. I chose not to edit them out. ⭐ LIFELINE ⭐ 988lifeline.org 💙 GBS 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/guillain-barre-syndrome/symptoms-causes/syc-20362793 💙 FND 💙 www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/conversion-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20355197 💚 GW2 💚 www.guildwar...
My whole world has changed
zhlédnutí 20Před 10 měsíci
I might as well begin with a tough one. It is difficult for me to think about, let alone speak about. My husband and I contracted C19 in March of 2020, just as they were announcing isolation strategies. Links: ⭐ Guillain-Barre Syndrome www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/guillain-barre-syndrome/symptoms-causes/syc-20362793 ⭐ Functional Neurological Disorder www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-condit...
Q&A (mini test)
zhlédnutí 34Před 10 měsíci
... okaaaay. So what you didn't hear/see, was my saying "But I love cats!" 😺 This is the first attempt at using iMovie to stitch multiple videos together. Still need to work on the background noise factor while recording, obviously. And the part where you can't see my face. I also realize I need to work on staying within my camera range (like not turning to love up my kitties) so I sync up. Lin...
A little help from an app
zhlédnutí 21Před 10 měsíci
Being shy and self-conscious, and still having body dysmorphia, cameras feel like monsters. I chose to go with an avatar to help me get more comfortable with being filmed. The Zepeto app allows you to design an avatar and create 1 minute videos, which you can edit and stitch together seamlessly. Links: (will figure out how to redo links so they are clickable) ⭐ Guillain-Barre Syndrome www.mayoc...
Nerves and self-doubt
zhlédnutí 26Před 10 měsíci
As I am preparing for this channel, of course, there is anxiety about it. I have spent my entire life trying to be invisible. Speaking - even about mundane things - can feel impossible at times. (Oops! Forgot to adjust my avatar!) 🙄
Test with chocolate (1st mini post)
zhlédnutí 34Před 10 měsíci
This is just a test video. But it turned out a bit funny, so you are welcome. Sorry for the annoying sounds.
You are right, it almost seems like yesterday that you came home. But, you have made so much progress since then it's easier to believe you've been home a while. I hope you never have to go back in.❤
IKR! 😵💫As for progress, I feel like you see much more than I do. Perhaps it is because you don't see all the walls I keep repeatedly slamming into. 😜💗
@@itslilymoongirl Love you aren’t slamming into any walls. You are gently caressing them with your face ❤
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It's understandable that you have medical trauma. I hope you don't have to go back again. ❤
Same. 😔There appears to be a steep rise, or at least a spotlight, on medically traumatic experiences in the last year or so. Sadly, I am pretty certain none of this is truly new though. Probably more that people are telling their stories. And they should, I think, because even those who hold positions that are intended to care for people (doctors, teachers, therapists, etc.) have toxic/abusive people on staff. I think they should be exposed and those who haven't been, feel forced to really look at themselves and their behavior, hopefully the damage they have done to others, and seek professional help. 💗
I'm so glad to see you taking an interest in learning new thing again. I love watching you work with your makeup and am always amazed with the looks you create. I am so sorry about your eyes, I could see that they were red and sore but that close up showed how bad it really was. Please don't do that again!
Yeah, my poor eyelids got wrecked. My bad. 🙄 You're funny when you watch me do my makeup, but I like it. 😊💗
I usually don`t leave comments but this video was recommended to me and I love it! I love makeup and I love when people try to learn about it because it can be suuuper hard to do (I struggle myself) but I think the makeup you have on in the video looks great already! You seem like a super lovely person (your voice is so calming to me!) and I wish you all the best on your journey! :3
I appreciated you commenting (I usually don't either). Yeah, makeup is tricky but I'm having so much fun with it! Oh, and thanks for the compliments. 😊 Best wishes. 💗
I'm so happy to see you. What a great video! I love makeup 💄 but don't wear any. When I was in my twenties, I went to a salon and was given a lesson, bought a bunch, but never used it😂 and I don't remember anything I was taught. Seeing your video makes me think maybe I want to start. When I first saw a commercial for magnetic eye lashes, it was a strange concept to me. Thank you for your explanation on them. I probably wouldn't have known you needed a special makeup remover either. I loved the editing. The opening with the snow and stars is very cute. ❤
Glad you liked the video and the festive edits. 😊 Magnetic lashes - IKR! I kinda wish they made clear magnetic eyeliner so you can apply plenty and not look like a raccoon. Most have a black band so you wouldn't need eyeliner, IMO. And once the eyeliner is in place, the lashes simply snap right on. Magic! 🪄 I found you will most likely need to reapply eyeliner after a few hours for optimal stick. Makeup is so much fun. I hope you have fun if you start. 💗
I agree children today should be taught that their feelings matter and their safety is what's important. I grew up the same. Still today I apologize for other people's bad behavior to me. Something am trying to work on not doing. Hugs. 💗
Yes, I have done that as well. Anything to diffuse the situation, I suppose. I just don't want them to feel bad. 😟💗
I haven’t spent as much time thinking about this as you have but I agree. I don’t think our parents realized how dangerous “be polite, respect all adults” really was. Thinking like that really needs to go away.
The scary thing is, to this day, I think I would still/again be taken advantage of for worry I might come off as rude or offensive. I still feel like I need to protect others' feelings. It is one of the reasons I am agoraphobic. Being around people, especially groups, is stressful and frightening. There are so many things to consider... like who wants/needs what, who may be a predator, who may be the prey, who do I talk to, or do I not speak at all? 😟So yeah. I know you know. 💗
Hi Lily. its great to see your face after all this time. 😊 I'm so glad you have the kitties. Look forward to seeing more videos. I'm sorry its taken so long to comment. Love and hugs. 💗
Yes, the kitties are my lifeline for sure. No worries on commenting. I just appreciate seeing you here. 💗
💗 I'm sorry you are having night terrors on top of everything else. Hugs
Thanks and yeah, not fun times. 🙁
That was a frightening time. It was also the one night they wouldn’t let me stay, the night you were intubated. It’s nice to have you home permanently ❤
Thank you. I am soooo happy to be home. 💗 Being in the hospital just made me more ill. I think the Mayo docs realized how homesick I was and that may be why they discharged me so soon after the diagnosis.
Hi. Thanks for sharing some positivity. I love the pink wig and make up. Maybe you can do a video showing your wigs. Moxie is beautiful. Their fur on their face looks like they have curtain bangs. 😊 I hope the zoomies slow down so you can introduce your cats. I just started listening to Elton John on Pandora radio and they also play songs by bands I listened to when I was younger, like Bon Jovi and Heart and it makes my brain happy. I'm sorry you are in pain. 💗 Please continue to post even if you think its weird. I really believe weird can be a good thing. 😁
Love that you noticed Moxie's "bangs" since that's how I see it too. 😊 I will have to formally introduce them in future vids. And yes, music is magical. Glad it makes your brain happy too! Thanks for the comment and the encouraging words. 💗
Hopefully the others will come star with you soon, maybe on a music episode. ❤
That would be fun. 🥳
Keep your spirits up love. You will recover. You have come so far from last year ❤
I know... just not far enough. Being in the state of making zero progress obliterates any motivation one might have. 😟
Love you and the video. Next time we will work it out so you don’t need to do all those subtitles!
Yes, that would be fine with me. 💗
Beautiful start. I can’t wait to see what else you do❤
Thanks you and same! I can't wait to see what else I do. 😜
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This is adorable!