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The reason I like you is exactly that. I like you for who you are. I like you for how bold and honest you are. I watched you way before that happened to you and have always continued to watch you. There is so much garbage on the internet and in our world today. I like the honesty and truth you bring to your channel. So to that, I say, always stay true to yourself and be who you want to be, not what others want you to be. Thank you for sharing about religion, family, and politics. I love it!!! ❤

I feel like I've grown with you, when I started watching your vids I too was in my 20s barely adulting lol, but now almost 40 life changes you so much and we grown as women in our daily life's and I too have grown in my faith and that's normal I hope to still watch well into 40s and 50s and older the inspiring woman you have become 🙏🙌

Topic idea: I’d love to know your current makeup routine/fav skincare products. :)

I'm voting Republican for the first time ever this year. The Democrat party is unrecognizable to me. My family is from Cuba and Venezuela. Too many of their policies and ideas have a socialist/communist flavor to them. Ask anyone that came from Communism and they will tell you that's how it starts. Little by little teeny tiny changes, then taking over the MSM, education, opening the border, making White men the enemy, making Christians into weirdos, not following science when it comes to trans kids, and the list goes on. If you have never lived under socialism or communism and have ever only lived in the US you are privileged to think people like my family are overreacting and it will never happen here. My family thought the same thing when they were in Cuba and Venezuela. I pray that good people on the left take a real step back and an objective look at what's happening right now and how it will affect generations to come.

i love your channel keep up the good work god bless

I've had a similar thing happen to me because I left the Democrat party. Some of my family and friends have literally lost their minds over it. You talking about people assigning motives to me. I explain that the party I followed for years has done a 180. I don't recognize it anymore. I'm still the same person with the same values and I now support the party that holds those same values. I've lost friends over this. It's absolutely wild to me that people are making things up about me. I'm sorry you had to go through this.

I don't think you've really changed that much, definitely more outspoken but aren't we all. I started watch hair tutorials in like 2011 and while I don't agree with 90% of your opinions, when did we become a world where you have to agree with everything someone says to respect that they're a human that is just doing what they believe is right. As a society we've gotten so black and white in our thinking and I think it prevents people from growing and expanding their perspective and their compassion. We listen more and judge less, anyways I've loved watching you grow into a grounded, powerful momma!

It's so refreshing how open and honest you are, and sharing views that other people are too scared to talk about

Keep going! I love all you are learning and sharing. ❤

Been following you for roughly 10 years. 🎉 You are the real deal and probably my favorite youtuber. I've seen you change but in small, normal, and better ways. I have also changed in 10 years. I think its good because we are growing, learning, maturing, and the Lord is sanctifying us. ❤ PS: you look stunning in this video 😁

You have not changed you have matured into a young lady, a mother, and if you didn’t grow from over 10 years ago ❤❤❤❤then it would be strange lol ….."?….. oh my gosh I’m totally I’m completely hooked on the watermelon & coco water…. It’s SOOOOOO…….SO DELICIOUS 🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️

You have not changed you have matured into a young lady, a mother, and if you didn’t grow from over 10 years ago ❤❤❤❤then it would be strange lol

What eyeshadow are you wearing here?

I love your channel more now! Our values and thoughts align more now ❤

I’m an OG… I’m more liberal, I even am a public school teacher, but I’ve always felt like it’s not a big deal for me to hear people out from other sides with differing opinions. If people don’t like it, scroll on?? Don’t be a bully and send those mean messages??! We can have friends with and follow people that have different opinions so we can learn from them and their views! So wild to me. Anyways, hi Nikki 🥰 i can’t wait to hear more about your cookbook when you’re ready, I can’t wait to see your next DIML video (especially if you get some extra time as we get into fall!), and for your next Q&A (those videos always make me feel like I’m hanging out with my friend) 🩷🥰

❤ following for more than 10 years and sure I have changed too! I still love your content ✨🙌 even more now

You will always be my favorite CZcamsr !!

Banned exactly they do it so no one has the chance to know the other side

We love you beautiful ❤ your doing great❤ I wish I knew you in person 💜

This comment section is bonkers...🥴 Thanks for having the courage to speak truth, speak your mind, and beliefs ❤

The calling is more important than the views. Some people don’t get that. I’m glad you’re following God’s calling and ignoring the rest! 🙌🏻

The dramatic reading 🤌

It’s really sad to see that if you have a different worldview from the majority, you’re just attacked, it’s so sad that people can’t have open discussions with differing opinions anymore, you must conform or be destroyed, thanks for staying brave and being true to yourself ❤

I have been watching your channel since the start. I find it amazing how I found someone when i was so young who shares so many of my same beliefs to this day. God truly does put people and content in your path. I have seen you as an example and love to see how god has given you strength. You were a friend when i had none and I have been blessed by your content throughout the years.

I’ve been watching your videos since 2012! I’ve changed right along with you. 🩷 I love the direction your channel has taken!

Hey Nikki 🩷 never stop being yourself. You're very brave for the things that you talk openly about. So many others don't even though they should. You are a great mom and it shows with Logan for sure and now you get to do it with your beautiful precious baby girl too 🥰 you be you and the ones that have been here will stay. I hope you and your family are well 🥰🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

Love you Nikki . I have been watching you for more than 10 years and I’m a mom of six . Beforehand I appreciated your character and your energy and now I even love you more because your way of thinking resonates with mine and my way of life. Love from France 🇫🇷

Been here since u lives in was it Santa clarita? I wanna say lol I dunno but been here a while

I’m an OG follower as well. Hoping the best for you.

❤ yeah don’t pay no mind to people like that. You are blessed ❤

I’ve watched you since the days when you hung out with Ingrid, Fleur, Alison and others. It’s been a wild ride. I will never forget the day when I realized you were a Christian and you were speaking about it. I felt that finally I could see a piece of me in one of these CZcams girls. It was so amazing and you have helped my faith so so much. We need to grow and evolve and change as humans. People who don’t change are boring, let’s be real.

AAAHHHH cannot wait for the podcast and interviews!! So excited!!

These people are so rude. Leave and don’t comment if you have nothing else to say. I bet these people wouldn’t say this to your face if they saw you in person. Just so sad how rude people are. You are a wonderful human Nikki! I really appreciate your cozy thoughtful space on the internet.❤

Nikki, I’ve been watching you for what feels like ever now and I have always admired how strong you stand in your beliefs and message. We are not all here to have the same experiences, think the same thoughts and explore the same themes. It’s such a shame how much wasted energy people spend judging others for living in alignment with THEIR truth, instead of working on themselves and creating a life they love. Keep doing you!!

On an unrelated note, you look GORGEOUS in this video. ❤ Keep growing, keep chasing Christ.

I’m OG. It’s probably been about 10 years. I remember the first video, you had short blonde hair and were doing a bath and body works haul. lol It’s funny that I started watching you for one kind of content and now I really love what you’re doing. I think it takes so much courage to be out there in the world today speaking your truth when your truth doesn’t agree with the mainstream narrative. I’ve changed too, and you’re one of the few longtime CZcamsrs I still watch. Most of them I outgrew. I think it’s wonderful that you were able to grow emotionally through your cancellation. You may not have all of the same viewers, but you’ll attract more people who share your values.

Topics I'm really interested in hearing more about are probably: - home schooling: I had a really bad experience at school and have always wondered about home schooling but at the same time its really not that common in scotland & it sometimes works againt people in the long term from what ive seen. Especially with social skills and things so would be interested to hear more about community within home schooling. - Pregnancy and home birth: I'm terrified of pregnancy and birth and then specifically that children can distract from your marriage and then they turn 18 and you dont know how to be just the 2 of you anymore, if that makes sense. I'm also very worried that I genuinely won't be able to handle pregnancy and birth and that the pain will be overwhelming. I think I relate to you a lot with your journey towards pregnancy and then also your fear of birth. - marriage: you've been married a long time and also since you were young. I got married when I was 21 (I'm 26, almost 27 now) and I really appreciate all of the years to be just the 2 of us to have adventures and experience life together Parenting: how do you parent in a world thats so different to your values? How do you prioritise your marriage when you have kids? How do you have time for yourself when you have kids? I realise it's very sacrificial to have kids as well

Loved this! And I’ve loved your content forever. You are truly one of a kind on this platform and we need your voice here!

I’m totally here for the growth!!! ❤❤❤

I love this video! And how unbothered and bold you choose to be! ❤❤❤❤

Always loved you Nikki! Keep being you 🙌🏼🩷

Love these videos! You give us so much to think about. Baby girl is so precious! Love you Nikki!

Thank you for not being afraid to stand by your beliefs! We need more influencers to do the same thing! In the end, every knee will bow. Right now, it is our duty to protect our children however we see fit!

I really wish there were more people like you in the world. I am not even an original viewer , been around 3 years or so, but you are a great person. Prayers from Scotland.

Saying we lost another one is wild lol. Someone being a free thinker and encouraging others to be open minded and empowered is now considered dangerous. Bruh.

God is using you in remarkable ways, Nikki! In this video, you did some things most people cannot bring themselves to do: you admitted you've grown through God's Word and plan for you. You admitted vulnerability, which is so incredibly brave. I am so thankful for you and your work and that you allow God to work through you.

I love that you've been more outspoken, and am looking forward to hearing more! Btw, did you know Michelle Phan started a podcast and her first interview was with Tati and they mentioned you! It was neutral and in passing, but I wonder if it's made more people look you up and notice that your content has changed. In addition to the cancellation, I'd also love to hear more of your thoughts/tea on your old LA life when you were involved in the beauty community crowd 😅 I first started following you back then and love how your channel has evolved with your seasons of life!

I totally understand that herself/her channel has changed but I never knew she was cancelled. Was it one video in particular? Since she mentioned everything changed in the matter of 36 hours. I’m just curious because I’ve been watching for 10 years and I don’t remember anything!

I've loved listening to you since I found you on youtube 13 years ago... I started watching you when I was in middle school, I'm 27 now 🥹. Wow... this just makes me nostalgic. I've grown as a person and OF COURSE, so have you! I really admire you. Greetings from Mexico!

Just YES to this whole video. Thank you Nikki for standing up for what is TRUE, NOBLE, LOVELY AND RIGHT!! ❤