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Desirae Clark
Registrace 21. 07. 2014
Welcome to my CZcams channel! I'm medically retired after working 32 years in the corporate world. I'm a cancer survivor and a survivor of childhood abuse as well. I have struggled with CPTSD, anxiety and depression for 30 years. I guess you could say I'm not a doctor, but life's experience has qualified me to teach on coping skills and techniques that have worked for me over the years. I love the Lord and believe he loves me. I live with side effects from the cancer surgeries and treatments I received. This includes fatigue, chronic pain. I'm grateful to be alive I'm a lifetime movie walking. I love health and beauty and absolutely love to do makeup! I'm not a professional, but know my way around the beauty world. I'm obviously a mature skin woman so not only do I love makeup I focus on makeup over 40-50. I not only bring my skills in makeup, but my life experiences. Real life issues. Let's play with makeup and talk. My channel is a safe place and I come from a place of love!!❤
Wonder Bladeing Lip Masque 💋
Hi friends welcome back! I thought id share this with y'all. This is a lip stain no budge no reapply lasts all day waterproof!💯👌💋 #explorepage #fyp #viral #lipstain #tiktokvideo #youtubevideo #lipgloss #wonderskin #wonderblading #skincare
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Microneedling in a bottle 👌
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Welcome back friends 🧡 As a mature skin woman I am all about skincare!! 💯 skincare is the most important part of your beauty routine. without healthy skin your makeup is just going to sit on top of your face, looking cakey blotchy not pretty. If you don't have a skincare regime at least exfoliate and moisturize the crap out of your skin at night. I hope you find this video helpful! 🤗 xoxo Dez #...
Tooth Paste You Can enjoy 👌
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Welcome back friends 🧡 As you know brushing your teeth 😁 is a chore, but with Nobs it takes teeth brushing to another level 😀 Safe and fun for your little ones! These little tablets are so easy and tasty 😋 no more toothpaste mess! fresh minty taste 😋 Saves marriages 👌😍no more arguments about squeezing the tube the wrong way or not putting the cap back right. Give it a try, you will never look a...
ELF-Power grip Primer Hello Summer ☀️
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Ok guys your makeup is breaking up? No more! Elf Power Grip Primer it's not going anywhere! Try it let me know your thoughts!👌🤩 #elfcosmetics #elf #powergripprimer #summertime #nosweatsummer #fypyoutube #fyp #explorepage #fyptiktok
Youth in a bottle??🤩
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Hi friends welcome back ❤️ ok if you haven't found the serums or moisturizer that tightens your skin and irions out your wrinkles then Gopure is your answer!👌 The hyaluronic acid 2x complex The neck and decollete firmer? Anything Gopure is going to be your best friend! Don't take my word for it find out for yourself! 10 out 10 5 🌟 🌟🌟🌟🌟 Head over to my tiktok @evolutiondez2.0 click on the links ...
Some people don't like seeing you rise!😘🙏🙌
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This is just for fun, but sometimes people feel left behind when you are succeeding even friends and that's 👍🏼 ok. just pray for them and keep up the good work 👏 don't let it get to you! keep smiling and be 😇 kind.
Zulay Kitchen Frother Hot and Cold beverages ☕️ 😋
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Hi guy's welcome back to today's video! If you don't already have a battery operated Frother this is the one for you 💯👌 #coffeelover #coffeetime #icecoffee #fyp #explorepage #frother @zulaykitchenmilkfrother 😋
Ugly Duckling Syndrome in a nutshell 😕
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Welcome back friends 🧡 So ugly Duckling Syndrome is when you finally come into your own and you are beautiful, but was made to feel ugly you don't believe it. #mentalhealthawareness #depression #uglyduckling #fyp #shortsvideo #selfcare #selflove #nurtureornature
Reviving our dried out pomades and paint pots!👍🏼😃
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Hi guy's welcome back! So we are going to revive our crusty pomade so you don't have to throw them out. We can bring them back from the dead 😃👌 Few drops of eye drops and we're back in business! Hope you find this video helpful! #explorepage #makeupover50 #pomade #eyedrophack #tipsandtricks #fyp #matureskin Subscribe to my channel please 😇👍🏼🎀
GRWM- CHIT CHAT 💋
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Welcome back friends 🧡 I am getting ready for my day and wanted to share some random things 😊 I hope you enjoy and Have a great weekend! 😇 #explorepage #makeupover50 #grwmchitchat #grwm #rants #fyp #toofaced #maybellineconcealer
Part 2 GRWM Chit chat 🤷♀️
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Ok so here's part 2. GRWM. It's been a while since I actually posted a CZcams video 😑 So my next video will be a CZcams original video. I hope you enjoy!❤️💋 #grwmchitchat #makeupover50 #lancome #explorepage #katvondbeauty #lacolorscosmetics #fyp #larocheposay
Feeling bloated and sluggish? You might be backed up 😕 #miralax
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Feeling bloated and sluggish? You might be backed up 😕 #miralax
Want that bright pink under eye? Use this 💕 #lagirlproconcealer
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Want that bright pink under eye? Use this 💕 #lagirlproconcealer
Stay at home Mom's is a full-time job 💯🙏
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Stay at home Mom's is a full-time job 💯🙏
Spaghetti Sauce using Hunts Diced Tamatoes 🍝😋
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Spaghetti Sauce using Hunts Diced Tamatoes 🍝😋
WHO KNEW ??🤔 LITTLE HOUSE AND THE PRARIE WOULD TEACH ME THIS.
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WHO KNEW ??🤔 LITTLE HOUSE AND THE PRARIE WOULD TEACH ME THIS.
LET'S GO INTO 2024 LOVING OURSELVES! NO MORE ABUSE!! #survivor #selfimprovement #selfconfidence
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LET'S GO INTO 2024 LOVING OURSELVES! NO MORE ABUSE!! #survivor #selfimprovement #selfconfidence
Holiday anxieties and Small Talk 🙏😇 #survivor #childhoodtrauma
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Holiday anxieties and Small Talk 🙏😇 #survivor #childhoodtrauma
Clarifying my childhood abuse....Abuser.
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Clarifying my childhood abuse....Abuser.
What the narcissist thinks love language means 🙄
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What the narcissist thinks love language means 🙄
The lonely nights post narcissistic relationship/marriage- YOU DESERVE BETTER ❤️
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The lonely nights post narcissistic relationship/marriage- YOU DESERVE BETTER ❤️
Selfcare during a dangerous time is important! #survivor #domesticviolence
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Selfcare during a dangerous time is important! #survivor #domesticviolence
Getting out safely 🙏 #domesticviolence #abuse #mentalhealth
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Getting out safely 🙏 #domesticviolence #abuse #mentalhealth
What do you do when you don't know what to do 🤔
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What do you do when you don't know what to do 🤔
Self gaslighting vs Gaslighting #narcissism
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Self gaslighting vs Gaslighting #narcissism
The truth will never change 💯 #smearcampaign is based on lies
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The truth will never change 💯 #smearcampaign is based on lies
You can mix in coffee, juice, or water. Water is highly suggested as its osmotic, and anything with caffeine is a diuretic (make you pee, more likely to dehydrate you). Some people drink it in Gatorade, but others say it them very nauseated.
🙏🏼🕊️✝️👑📖⚔️♥️
I’m not sure, but I think I might be a narcissist myself. What can I do to not be a bad person?
@Im-John-Doe Well what makes you think you could be? Do you hurt people's feelings knowingly or feel entitled 🤔
Where can I get one?
You are beautiful ❤️
Thank you so much!😇
So, I can totally relate to what you are saying. While in my grade school years, I received a lot of attention/affirmation from my peers, I did not receive that from my Mother. On the contrary, she would often compare me to others my age and point out my inadequacies. That has affected my confidence to this day! However, because I was so aware of the devastating effects of this type of parenting, it made me ultra determined to not repeat the pattern. My 3 amazing kids, now 34, 29 and 27 grew up believing that they were exceptional, valued, attractive, wonderful people who were capable of achieving anything they set their minds to! And, I’m thrilled to report that each one has done so! While I would never steal their thunder by recognizing my part in their success, I do credit my Mother for having taught me who I did not want to be as a parent. That sounds harsh but it is actually how I have come to a point of forgiveness and peace with that relationship.
That's great! As far as not being bullied or made to feel not as pretty as other girls. My father was very abusive for many years sadly. It caused me so many issues relationship wise. I seem to have picked boys/men like him. I recently divorced my husband who was also abusive mentally, spiritually, financially and some physical. He's a minister imagine that. We're Christians and even though I was abused by my father and other relationships my ex husband seemed to bring out the worst in me. But I got away!🙏still believing God has something great planned for me. I have 4 children 39,37,34 and 28. I was the opposite of my father to a fault. I encountered, nurtured, loved but not so much discipline. I knew getting hit didn't teach me anything. I didn't know so much what love was but I knew what it wasn't. I grew up with brothers I was a bit of a tomboy. Didn't feel pretty, but as I got older I was getting compliments of how beautiful I was and because of all the abuse it took a long time to feel pretty and believe it 🙌🙏❤️thank you for commenting I appreciate it! I'm also a 10 year cancer survivor praise God! It's been quite the journey. I have a tiktok I have fun with evolutiondez2.0 as well 😇 Have a blessed weekend!
I need one!!
It's so cute Pin pls😊
I have one just like this but it’s a pineapple and it says positive pineae
OMG ITS ADORABLE
Cute
It's how I feel...
I'm sorry 😞
❤❤❤❤❤🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼😇😇😇😇😇😇😪😪😪😢😢😢🫢🫢🫢🫢prayers
R. I. P, may your brother fly high🪽🕊
God bless 🙌 🙏 thank you so much!❤️
i've been trying so. fucking. hard. but my best isn't enough.
I'm so sorry 😞 that's horrible! Praying for you 🙏 💔
Im sorry RIP may God bless you❤
Thank you! God bless you I appreciate it!🙏🙌
Rip 🕊️❤
Thank you!💔🙌🙏
Ur so pretty
Thank you 😊 🙏 💓
What did they die what's going on😢
womp womp
u goin to hell
Y’all almost look like twins in that picture ❤
We were 18 months apart people thought we were 🙏❤️he was my protector 🙌I miss him!
jesus loves you both much love sweetheart
Amen!🙌❤️thank you!🙏
god bless you sweetheart may the lord keep his hand upon his soul and yours much love
Thank you he was my best friend 😥💔🙏
@@evolutiondez2.092 you are very welcome you will see him again have faith ,i lost my husband on 27th april 20 23 he was81 jesus is almost here,have you watched randy kay and all guests he is a good man of god much love jennifer xx
Ok, so why are you making his tragic decision about you, then? Stop posting this shit for likes and go take care of your bff
Excuse me? He was my best friend and brother. It was his anniversary. Not sure what you're talking about you sound a little confused 🤔 clearly you don't know how social media works. Making a tragic decision??? Proper English would be a good starting point for you 👍🏼 Praying for you I'm sorry you're struggling!🙌
Not posting anything for "likes" you're more than welcome to keep scrolling 😘
Aww,that’s so sad 😞 I hope they fly high and rest easy 🫶🫶🫶
Yes so sad! No matter how much time passes still hurts😥🙏🙌
I'm sorry for ur life my brother trying to take his life when my grandpa died he died January 10or 11th of 2023 i,m 10 going on 11
Oh no im so sorry 😢 that's awful! Praying for you deeply 🙏 ❤️
I’m so sorry , fly high angel! ❤
Thank you so much!😒🙏
You’re welcome! 🪩🤍🧸
Hi Sis! I just wanted to tell you that I’m praying for you & the results of your recent scans.. idk but God knows we are def related through His blood 🩸 I also had an abdominal & pelvis ct scam last week and been having severe stomach issues. Liver/gallbladder bile ducts idk but I’m thinking the LORD for His healing for you & for myself. I really miss you. I’m sad that I’ve never gotten to come to your beauty room. I will always love you Desi. I wish you’d send me a msg. Take care ! 🥰 xoxo luv u!🌷🩷💜
Thank you! ❤I pray your healthy 🙏 🙌 miss you too!! Thank you for your prayers! I'm ok. Just had knee surgery. Everything was good 👍🏼 recovering ❤
Stay at home moms are priceless!! They don’t get the credit they deserve!!
EXACTLY 💯 🙏🙌👍🏼
I still beat myself up. I worry that I wasn’t and I’m still not a good mother. I tried my best to not be like my mother.
Oh me too sister ! ☹️God knows if I could go back and do some things differently I would. We did our best though that's all we could have done 🙏💓
I love little house on the prairie! You taught me something today. That’s so cool!
Where is your discolouration?
Well you turned out amazing...beautiful sexy ,articulate and cute as ❤😊
❤
Thank you
Thank you
You're welcome appreciate it!🙏
What do you put on chin?
I used a little cc cream and a bit if the shimmer shad stick😇❤️
No women are not catty. There are certain personnel he said people who are bullies. Women tend to be more probably emotionally abusive than violent.guys tend to be more physically abusive.
I'm praying for you and sending you healing energy
"Promosm" 😣
Let a fool do foolish things Sally she wants to call a lady that her gentleman friend is stepping out on her with then she going to need to get her Journal, and enter 8 each time she got to call not the same woman but a different one and what day and what time and see how many journals you going to fill up and see who's the fault here is it the girls or is it your guy they don't go and just drive there poom-poom on him he go and takes his zoom zoom to the Pom-Pom and he tell them I want a Zooma zoom zoom in your poom poom and then they were like sure I got one way there's nobody using it right now right? LOL smilie face let me drop the mic right there you know what I'm saying but honey you are growing out of so many journals you can have a 2000 page journal and you beat them filled up that page back in front of watching how your man go and sleep with all these different people and if you got a sec to Dish and he's sleeping with both of man and women in the man he seen where you going to call him to Jazz cuz your man cheating ain't always what you think it is you got some men out here there's dressing up like women that look better than women let's not forget that. Yeah I know the rabbit hole goes deep affirmation point alright thank you for sharing the video have a great day and continue to be great:-)!
lol women have the power of choosing who they want to sleep with, men sleep with who they can. Versus, men have the power of marrying who they want, females marry who they can
So TRUE ...💯💯💯💯💯
Perfection
Women are narcissistic too
Absolutely 💯 they are! Both men and women.
Most 23 yr olds look like 40 nowadays
Very true 👍🏼
You might be toxic yourself
I think we all are a little bit toxic at times. I've always admitted to having my own flaws. Just speaking of the matter at hand. 👍🏼🫶
@@evolutiondez2.092 It's easy for a Toxic woman to throw darts at men
Come on😂😂😂😂
Women are narcissistic too
Oh absolutely 💯 I do say it but should probably clarify it in my videos. Thank you 😊
@@evolutiondez2.092 Nah you don't talk about women
I’m 90 I guess but im 8
Hahaha 😅 aww!!🫠💕