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I always wondered why ppl were so heartless until I became heartless

YOU MADE THIS!!!!???!!!

Me contemplating if I should open up or just hit them with the "fine" after they ask how im doing:

On yt music, why is this is being automatically changed to Zelda’s Lullaby Count Me Out - 4zy & lorche

Imagine this as an 8d audio

i wondered if id ever get up from falling down. a hand came down and so i took it. it pulled me upwards and its voice said to keep going, no matter the obstacle. and so i listened. i continued on, walking down the lane of life. the voice was someone or some people who cared. who still care to this day.

I know my friends this life is tough, the bible says that all is vanity (eccle.1:2). it says that our life is but a vapor, my friends don't waste your life chasing worthless things like money, fame, prosperity in this life. Turn to the one who shed his blood for sinners like you and I, so that we could not only have freedom from the chains of our slavery to sin, but to have communion with him. Turn to Christ and live! Repent and believe in the gospel!

At my lowest rn 💪💪🔥🔥

Back here again for the 100th time atp

Anybody here in 2024?

Cheakpoint. I met sombody in my life and we both fell in love. Shes good and kind and she cares alot about me but Im just one state away from her. Im planning to go see her next month. Wish me luck boys.

Existing in the moment is golden it’s all you have it’s like wow 😢

Welding and listening to this is sum else man

Hola

Hola

real

😔

ts plays in my head everytime I smell something that reminds me of 2015-2019

I listen this maybe 100 times

Sometimes i wish i've never dated anyone.

I hate that people are so mean to eachother nowadays.

Hit the spot

This is beautiful, almost shed a tear of nostalgic joy 🥲

HELP HOW DO I PUT THIS ON LOOP 💕💕😩😩

I know this is out of pocket, my mother died of drug overdose when I was 10, I remember asking her to use her phone on the porch, and asking her to stop smoking because I never liked the smell. I never knew she died, my dad stop letting me go see her one day. I ended up running into the middle of traffic on a interstate trying to run to where she was staying, which was not at my dads house of course. Luckily it was during work hours so no one crashed or hit me. He told me that my mom was dead, I think I went to sleep after that, I never talked to him about it. Two or three years later I was with my grandparents and they were talking about their daughter, my mom, they talked about her overdose like I already knew that's how she died, I didn't. I thought I had a good mom then, but now I realize she was horrible, I love my dad lots, he saved me, but he's very hands off, I have no one except for my brother, and he just isn't my kind of person, I'm grateful I have him still of course, but sometimes his death, I wonder if It would hurt me. I have only one friend that I truly relate to, and all of my past girlfriends never meant anything to me really, relationships that were months long that I really never cared about ended with me just not talking to them anymore, ghosting them, and the dog I've had since I was 4 just died, I had a stronger connection to her than you would think for a dog, but I grew up with her and I had her for so long, it was like losing a family member. I started working in construction when I was 14-15, I'm 17 now, I only have one friend, I don't make any friends, I don't have the time, everything constantly hurts and tylenol doesn't help when I'm trying to sleep and it feels like my back is tearing itself apart. I don't do drugs, I drink alcohol sometimes, I'm happy that is all, but I don't think I've felt an actual emotion since I was a boy. update, gonna graduate in a few weeks then a couple of weeks after that I'll be 18, my dad has already threatened to kick me out more times than I can count but I held in for school, I don't know why, It's the only thing I knew for 12 years of my life so I guess it's natural, me and my friend are going to get an apartment and work from there, I don't feel like an adult, I still feel like a kid, there isn't any "waking up" that happens when you become an adult, it's just more responsibilities laid on top of you under the guise of "maturity is responsibility" which is a fucking corporate motto. Sometimes I think about just getting in my car with as much as I can take from my dad and driving whichever way I think looks prettiest, I have enough money to last a couple years like that I think, but to me that's like suicide, it's the easy way out, every shove full you throw out of your own hole is a problem you have to fix later, but sometimes you think it's easier to just fall asleep in your hole and die, because crawling out is too much work, but then all you'll be is some bones and a shovel and who's going to admire that?

As I stare into the abyss of the ceiling I think to myself, I think so many things. Regrets, faults, triumphs, mistakes and victory’s… all of it leading to where I am now, clearly more regrets then victory’s. And clearly more getting hurt then giving it.

i've been looking for this exact video for a while thank you

i swear this song is always in my head i c'ant be a normal guy like the all );

good

This is so calming I love music like this it makes me feel like everything is fading away and it’s just me and my thoughts

Esse áudio se tornou meu porto seguro. Enquanto este vídeo estiver no CZcams, sempre irei escutar e sentir meus pensamentos e sentimentos

I love this so much I can't tell you how many times I've listened to this. Thank you for making it

Felt decent

my mom is talking badly to me,so i tell her every day that i don't do not do anything .And she tell that this is why? Then I realising that i am piece of shite

:(

Everybody around me is married or have girlfriends except me. I have never had a girlfriend. Today i asked a fine lady if i could have her number and she just rejected me, it crushed my soul. Tears in my eye as im writing this.

Gracias🍭

Yea am ok. Do i...?

I had it on Spotify and didn’t listen to it for a while. I checked it and it was another version… It sounds terrible. I’m glad I could find it back

real

This version was on Flamings Spotify until it got taken down and then reuploaded with some janky voiceover 😂

why are the voices diff..

How do I get rights to this ??

I love being the boring friend

kendrick? kendrick? did you hear that, kendrick? um, yes, um my apologies, i thought my time was up no we can continue if you’d like. how did that make you feel reacting that way? i felt decent you texted me at 2o’clock in the morning “i feel like im fallin” why do you feel that way?

This is so….concerning 😕is the word

real

WHAT ARE THE CHORDS!!!?!?! PLEASE!!!!

this just makes me cry. Especially after getting rejected or sum shi.

I aged out of my therapist. if I knew the value of that time. if I could go back. if only I knew. things would be different.